Not Tellin McLovely Ladybug's blog: "misc poo"

Hello my lil chik a dees...

Update.. I am at the gym 6-7 days a week. I have lost 42 pounds, but I am turning  my body into a leaner, more muscular ass kicking machine.

I have been well enough, however, I do miss some of you. Some more than others (h)

Seriously, if you wanna get ahold of me, you gotta hit my phone up...either call, text or email.

I will post a pic from the gym soon.. mainly cause I want you to see me beating shit up :D

Someone Like You lyrics
Songwriters: Adele Laurie Blue Adkins;Daniel Dodd Wilson



I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised in a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over yet

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah

Nothing compares, no worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

So I finally used my pimp hand...

I was shocked that so many people get all up in arms over it.

I wanna thank all of you who took it in stride...took it for how it was meant...a joke.

I also had to stop myself from slapping one person all 50 times...lol

I remind myself that I am a better person than they...and that they will eventually get what is coming to them

Karma...she is my friend.

If I know someone to be an outright liar...but by calling them out I hurt innocent people, do I hush or do I call them out?

Now onto my vacation...HOLY CRAP am I havin fun!

Friday I landed, took a long nap then we went out....went to the gay bar and the two straight bartenders got my ass so drunk that I was hungover and missed ALL of Saturday due to pukin my toes up lol

Sunday we went to see Cirque Du Soleil...it was freakin amazing!!!

Monday, Tuesday and today we just sort of relaxed...watched a lot of Redbox movies and I drank a lot. LOL Went to see A Dolphin's Tale and it was acrually a really cute if preditcable story.

During the day today I was in the pool for literally 4 hours...just having a great time. I guess my being a water sign is a literal thing eh? I could have stayed longer but Helen said it was time for dinner...I would go swim now, but with as many drinks as I have had...NOT a good idea!

So how are all of you, my lovelies?

I just watched Batman... you know the one where Harvey Dent gets turned into Two Face?

Got me thinking about how many people I know that have two faces...

Be it good/evil

Be it nice to my face yet stab me in the back

That sort of thing...

Shame that sometimes it takes me getting poked with the knife before I realize just how shitty some people are.

Thanksfully I can USUALLY see through and or wade through miles of bullshit to see the real person.

How does one transition from caring more about everyone else to caring for herself?

Ya know... both here and in reality I do whatever I can to help people

Be it small or large

I think I am a good person, I do my best to make others happy

When the hell does all this selflessness get paid back??

I very rarely ask for anything, but I will say that I have some people that do for me without my asking, but the majority nada

I am just really really friggin annoyed.

Friday was an all about me day..

Saw the chiropractor, then I went to the salon...

Hair cut and color, pedicure (bright red with sparkles) then I decided to get nails (went with pink and white...men that looks like a french manicure)

Then yesterday was all about everyone else

Did a 5k, took over a minute off my time, didn't finish last (GO ME!!!) then it was family time. We (all the adults in my family and some of our friends) are in a bowling league :/ I CAN bowl, I just don't usually give a shit. My brother AND brother in law are the type to always be up your ass about how to correct this and that

I told them from the get go when I realized I was on their team that if they bothered me I would quit. Last night my brother couldn't take anymore. I throw the ball way too hard (always have) so rather than being a douche about it like in the past he showed me how to slow the ball down and I did do a lot better. Then my brother in law let me buy a new ball at cost (he runs the pro shop...yes he is that good :/)

So at any rate, I got a blister on my toe at the walk...and today is a FOOTBALL day damn it!

Thanks for reading :)

Woo made me want shoes.

So now when I can't pay my bills, I will be moving in with Woo...with all my fabulous shoes.

I am fuckin FULL of awesome and WIN

Carry on.