Not Tellin McLovely Ladybug's blog: "I may have lost my mind."

I just heard that a life long friend of mine was shot to death in the line of duty.

I am numb.

The fucker who did it has been a thorn in my side all my life as well.

I am close with several police men and women, and each one of them has texted me to make sure I knew, and that I didn't find out on the news :(

I am so incredibly sad.

He was shot in the face ... and then the shooter killed himself. That fucking cowardly piece of shit.

I may not be here much for a few days, got to make sure his wife and family are ok...

Love you all...

I think I may be less whiney about my life for awhile