CantSleepClownsWillEatMe's blog: "Back in the States"

My Gosh.....wish I could be saying day 83 or something like that here. I just keep wishing things will get a little easier. If I had another connection besides dial up I could go to profiles etc etc etc and kill some time but I dont. Although this weekend I will be staying at my sisters so will be on dsl woohoo! But my main concern for staying over there is my hunni will be back at the apartment friday and I will be able to see him on cam. All this text messaging to Germany is a pain in the butt cuz I cant say half of what I want to say in a text message. He did surprise me the past 2 days and called me from a payphone in Frankfurt. That helped some just hearing his voice yet I long to see him as well. I have never felt such strong emotions in my life, they kind of amaze me cuz I know that I do have true love here. All the times before I must have just been in a caring status.... Just wanted to update a day 4..... on the lighter side of things........ Alles Klar!