CantSleepClownsWillEatMe's blog: "Back in the States"

Its Day 1 back in the states. Right now I am missing him so bad although I have seen him on cam and talked to him on the phone numerous times. Its just not the same not being able to reach out and hold him or to touch him gently. The flight back was horrid, the flight from Frankfurt into Detroit was awful! Being stuck in the middle seat when I specifically requested an aisle seat, I hate climbing over people to get out. On that flight someone became very very sick, they had him in back of the plane then had him sitting in aisle 46 hence I was in aisle 45. Once landing in Detroit they had the paramedics there waiting for him. In Detroit going through customs and immigrations was a pure NIGHTMARE, them asking what I was doing in Germany for 3 mths and how I afforded it if I wasnt working, I had to go through the spiel about 4 times that my boyfriend is German! Then they made me DECLARE my 200 grams of tobacco when that is allowed to be brought, as I stated it was a nightmare. Once I got through customs and immigrations in Detroit I had to find my way to another side of the airport, had to take a shuttle there, I was so scared of missing my connecting flight it was unreal! (and did I mention I had a 2 hr layover there, you would have thought I had 10 minutes). The flight to Denver was not to bad, was able to relax a little more on that plane, excepting for the screaming child that was on it. In Denver I did have an hour layover, was able to finally charge my phone after 3 months and was able to speak to Rudi which helped tremendously! The flight to Spokane from Denver was only 2 hours so that was the shortest flight. Hence at that time I had been up over 24 hours so my body was feeling it. Once I got to my sisters I was able to see and talk to my hunni on cam. I just hope these days get easier, I really miss him already and feel alone. My Heart has an Owner all though right now its sad =(