Not Tellin McLovely Ladybug's blog: "I may have lost my mind."

I hate this.

I hate knowing the officer and the one who killed him.

I feel so bad for everyone affected.

I dislike being so close to so many cops...I am terrified for them.

If something like this can happen in my sleepy little town...what's next?

Two guys I went to high school with gone, one took his life and the life of a fine police officer.

It is sad what drugs do to people. I remember him prior to the heroine...he was such a nice guy.

Rest in peace Derek and Charlie... may God forgive you for what you did.