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1409800's blog: "My Thoughts"

created on 07/02/2009  |  http://fubar.com/my-thoughts/b302077  |  1 followers

Why

Why ???
My Body is mine
I try cherish it,
love it,
My Womb feels like a barren wasteland
Nothing works right
Nothing fits right.
I hate my body. 
Is it too much to ask to have a working, healthy being that does what I want it to do.
Why can't I have the one thing that I really want.
All I want is a Baby.
Something new to hold in my arms and call Ours.
I hate not being well all the time. Honestly this is killing Me. 
Pain, Discomfort, Feeling like my heart is gonna break. Totally not fun.
I don't like my skin, my scars or feeling butt ugly most of the time.
People say I'm pretty, sexy and hot. They only see my face.
If they see what I see on a daily basis they wouldn't.
I am sooooo fucking gutted that I'm stuck in this body. 
I'm just not sure what to do about how I'm feeling anymore. 
Just bare with Me please. Understand I have no control over any of it :(

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