Slee's blog: "Dreams"

  Two nights ago I had lots of nightmares and shit. Same with the night before that. Tonight wasn't good either, but I think it's getting better. There was one two nights ago where my step sister wanted me as a bf. That was strange, but better than all the nightmares. I can't really remember the nightmares right now, I don't like to dwell on them. Lastnight I had dreams about this house I live in now, but it was different. I had dreams I woke up, and there were different rooms and such. There was a freezer room, and it was being cleaned out. The old food and such had to go. Someone bought one bag of stuff at the grocerie store, and it cost them 1,400 $. Random strangeness. I had a dream I was alladin, or something I think. My parents needed 400$. So I flew around and people loved me, so I asked them to help me out. Way more than 400$ was donated, so I asked the genie to distribute the rest to the poor. Jafar was going to arrest me. I'm not sure what the charge was, maybe some type of scam? I don't know. I don't think I've ever woke up to a night terror with light before today. There was just the little blue light coming from the laptop my brother lets me use. It's from the power cord. So that's interesting. I haven't drank in days, and I feel good about not doing it in a very long time, maybe ever. Not sure, we'll see how that goes. I did something stupid the last time I was drunk. Not the first time that happened. But for some reason, this time made me not want to ever drink again. It's not even the stupidest thing I've ever done, might be close, but not the worst. Not sure exactly what it was about the whole thing that had the effect on me, I'm not really glad it happened, but I'm happy about the effect it had on me.