Slee's blog: "Dreams"

     I seem to be stuck in it for a while.  Maybe it's cuz of bad things I did in my dreams?

        Have you ever played the Dungeon Keeper games? Horny rules there. He gives you assignments while you are there. He gets angry if you don't complete them. Maybe I'm a dream demon of some sort now? When incducted in, you " wake up " in this place, it's hard to describe. I should try to draw it. You're in a cacoon of somesort. Then you walk over to the main place and are raped violently with a huge cock, or dildo or something. Basically Horny has his way with you while listening to a song that fits you or something. The latest one was from friends who were singers. One tricked the other one or something so they could sell their music. Not sure if it was to sell it in dream hell, or real life. 

      I was supposed to steal some kind of handcuffs. It's not a clear description though, of what you need to do. I tried shackle types, then bracelets. Those didn't work. So then I think I figured it out, it was supposed to be novelty type handcuffs for S&M. I failed my mission though. I was in a mall, flying around, and left to go to find a spencers. But people were chasing me, because I guess I had stolen merchandise on me, and was wearing some. So that slowed things down a bit to take all that off. I ran out of time, andh he was pissed. See, there's clients who order these things, he provides, and that's just how it works. If he doesn't provide, he looks bad, and is pissed. Then he punishes as he sees fit. So he was contorting my face. My lips, my teeth, my beard, my hair, in all sorts of ugly ways trying to figure out how he was going to leave it for a while. He also took away my strength and power and such. Those are important when stuck in the dream world. They are what enable me to fly, shoot fire, or whatever else I need/want to do. Eventually he forced me into an army exersize. I obviously don't want to be in the army again, so he thought it was funny. Oh, and the handcuff thing was my second fuck  up. I was supposed to help a girl do something at a a sporting event I think in the first one and failed.

            This whole thing is totally vivvid. I know there is no reallity to the whole thing, but it feels so real even after I'm now awake. I've had nightmares the last few nights. I think it's mostly due to a new medication I've been taking. When awake, things are good, when sleeping, things are hell. I do sometimes wonder if there is some kind of dreamworld though. Somewhere that randomly out of the millions of people in the world, people go and share dreams. If that is true, I'm sorry for all the things I've done to people who didn't do anything to me there. I thought it was " just a dream ". lol. Most of my dreams where I'm killing or fighting or whatever, I'm trying to defend myself though. So that sorry wouldn't go out to many people. If Dream Hell were real, then I'm sure there would be lots of other people that I know that would have experienced the same thing and let me know about it. ;) It's all so crazy. I'm trying to figure out things to avoid the nightmares. I don't like going to sleep, but people have to do it sometime. And I have to be rested and ready to work whenever called in, wich is hopefully soon. My sleep isn't really restfull, but I'm sure it makes a difference. If I didn't sleep, then I would just passout at random times, wich isn't good with jobs or whatever.