and not from hours of amazing rough make you rip bleeding you know naughty haqhahah i just ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i havent had my own net in a week or so and it sucks ive actually hjad to sleep ..i hate sleeping although the kinky dreams i had last night were nice but they just reminded me of what i want and cant fucking have god damnit... i want penis and you know what 2 sides of pussy tooo... with cute boobs and not pancake nipples. i disowned my aunt because she was gonna restore this piano an uncle from the other side of the family gave me before he died it represented comfort and security and he took care of me when my mom was fucked up and after that shit with my dads friend and i happened and hes dead and i found out she got rid of it on x mas ..thats why i fucking broke down and blubbered like a baby the guy that was my hero she gogt a replacement tho ...you know what fuck your replacement shove it up your ass ...i dont care how shitty it sounded or the way it looked it was mine it was my uncle ... i hate you.. i dont really but i do at the same time ... im fighting with my mom ...and im looking for a place to live and dont make enough to qualoify for low income housing son of a bitch..i cant live here anymore i need to go ...i talkede to my friends about moving juswt getting the fuck out ofg here and they say yes and no and my family and they say yeah go oregan i fucking hate it there if anything id go to fucking new york i know its more there than it is here or fucking i dont know go to .maine or anyplace but her ... i dont have a fucking skill other than working with kids and y have and i need an easy out ... in good news ... im doing a stage show for some friends of mine at hoguie barmicheals on sunday and im also doing voice shit for some of there demos hahaha so i get to take of my clothes and moan yippfucking ee ... im so fucking pissed so tonight im gonna go to earls hopefully see ryan and stay at his house and hopefully snuggle and cry ...exbestfriend/boyfriends...if you have the balls to actually stay friends ...can sometimes actually be nice ..even if its just to get into your pants hahaha it wont work that way tho ...it never works out when i need it too ... so myfriends getting pissed cause ive been on here for like 30 minutes so im gonna go ... leave me a mes or call me if you have my number and ...shit dont die AND YES IM PESSIMISTIC ...JUST LIKE ALICECOOPER AND FUCK YOU...HAVE GOOD SEX FOR ME
