Firestar Queen Goddessmember of the fuba's blog: "Queen of Darkness Poems"

Shadows of Nothing I turned there was nothing? Yet I felt something upon me or around me I was lost to what it could be Today A shadow of nothing brush pass me. It brief encounter was looking for me But I must be too lost for it to find me For It went away to claim another today within its darkness. I carried on with whatever I had to do But I felt the need to seek out the shadow As I walked around I Realize it was running from me. I sit to ponder The wind howl about me with message: However, I was too lost within myself to listen. I rose to go home Yet I felt the looming desire to seek out the shadow of nothing Why? Can I not be happy within my miserable life? Why must dance with the shadow of nothing? Does it embrace me more than I can see? The shadow of nothing is looming about my house I enter with no fear. I go on with nightly routine. I sit upon my bed, Tears begin to fall I watch the flickering of light about my room. I listen. I wait. I wonder why I am refusing to see….. See that shadow of nothing is my reflection in the mirror; I stare within it as I wait for death. &copy2007 Firestar