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My daughter just called and invited me up to my grandma's for an early Easter dinner tonight. I am hesitant on going because all of what is going on with my family, but I am going to go for my daughters sake.
I am the outcast and totally the blacksheep of the family, they have never forgiven me for my past for the most part, even though it has been 6 years. I am a nervous about going, I am going to be walking on eggshells even more then I am here. I have a feeling my mother told my sisters about the situation, who I know have big mouths and will tell the rest of the relatives.
I wish I could just curl up and forget life for the time being, but I know I can't which makes it all harder. This stress is tearing me up, I haven't been on here a lot and been doing a lot of sleeping, waking up with horrific nightmares.
