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Why???
WHY do some guys think that all women want nasty/explicit comment and/or talk? WHY do some guys think that it is perfectly acceptable to behave in this way without knowing whether it is welcome or not? WHY do some guys think that just because some women like it, that all do? FYI... THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING ABOUT OR ON MY PROFILE/PICS THAT EVEN REMOTELY SUGGESTS THAT I'M INTERESTED IN THAT.......... IF YA DON'T LIKE IT....... POOF AND BE GONE!

Quite An Analogy
This was sent to me from an e-mailing list Im on. I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs , the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over

Draco Bizarro
He was mighty strong and fierce yet he had a gentle heart. Deep dark pools of passion reflected from his eyes. Telling tales from his barren soul the living breathing source of his very existence. He lived on the edge as if there was no tomorrow, afraid of life yet more afraid not to live to its fullest. Raw emotions giving way to heartfelt feelings, soft delicate words once whispered upon her ear. Telling of his adoration, desire and lust. This mighty Dragon baring his soul, giving his all, his complete self. Trusting in love letting down all his guards and defenses, she takes his hopes, dreams and compassion and crushes them in a moments breath with one flap of her wings. Leaving this majestic being alone within himself. His heart crying out for love, dying with every beat. This Draco Bizarro was once mighty, strong and fierce. But, he had a gentle heart......

Jabberwocky
Jabberwocky 'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and gimble in the wabe; All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe. "Beware the Jabberwock, my son! The jaws that bite, the claws that catch! Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun The frumious Bandersnatch!" He took his vorpal sword in hand: Long time the manxome foe he sought-- So rested he by the Tumtum tree, And stood awhile in thought. And, as in uffish thought he stood, The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame, Came whiffling through the tulgey wood, And burbled as it came! One two! One two! And through and through The vorpal blade went snicker-snack! He left it dead, and with its head He went galumphing back. "And hast thou slain the Jabberwock? Come to my arms, my beamish boy! O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!" He chortled in his joy. 'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and gimble in the wabe; All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe.

Engraved.
original version.. Lounging in the darkness, he is awaiting the perfect moment to spark, a fight; a tragedy. His whispering laughter engraved in my ear as he breathes his poison through my veins. Deeper and deeper he drags, suffocates me in his overwhelming flood of passion and embrace I longed for. The desire to be held in arms so tight but the arms I have found will kill me in the night. When I close my eyes blood red will stream down my face; then, life becomes only a race that I have already run. In the end it becomes clear fighting the urge to emerge from my insanity from the darkness that overcrowds my body. I want to fight and push him away but he loves me that’s what he always chuckles to say. Everyone know I'm drowning without hope into the lake of fire, but waking up in my dreams so cold, scratching at my skin to let the pain within flow from my body for what I dream is not what I see it is a mere memory of me. revised version. Lounging in the darkness,

Wtf
Aperenly I can only rate so many pics a day I just want to know why WTF? well ppl i been here goin on 2 yrs and picked up alot of friends alot i made good frinds with. But in the next wk in gonna start dropping alot of them. Do to some who just point grub or is just stuck up. So i'll give 3 days to answer a shout and will drop who ever dont answer. Sorry but this is my page and i'll do what i want.but i have given b day gifts and no ty. And to me thats a lil shity. So for all my bbw buddys lol i know u'll have fun with this and expect to here something funny. But im trimming the fat so to speek. LMAO. so i would love to keep all my friends so give a holler back. Thank u

I Love You Just The Way You Are
I bet NO guys will repost this!!! I'm sorry I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry that I don't want to have sex every minute of the day. I'm sorry that I'm not a playboy bunny so I can act like a pornstar for you. I'm sorry if I don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry if I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough. I'm sorry if I'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen. I'm sorry that I try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. But most of all, I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. And I'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it, but after 5 minutes, they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS!!! Just think about it; About how you treat girls. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry..." If you're one of the FEW GUYS w

Missing Him...
Questions go unanswered silence carries on Cant help but wonder "where did I go wrong?" Life is moving quickly Tomarrow already gone selfish in my own ways I need to move on Easier said than done When it's you who is the one Broken in two Battered and bruised Alone agian With no choice in the end My body aches My mind numb Letting go sounds great I wish it could be done Feeling drained Out of touch With only hopes and no luck Just to look in her eyes to know she's mine To hold her tight calm her when she cries Never could I care for anyone more Never could there be someone else to adore With me both day and night Never leaving my side She's the only one who completes my life She's the one who showed me How it feels to love a child The one who makes me want to be The greatest mom alive show her everything wonderful in life Teach her times get tough And nothing makes sense To just keep her hopes up Everything works out in the end

Furby
Furby Bring Furby home ... Click here Furby toy is very Intelligent that it can show expressions, curiosity, joy and more reactions. For the first time ever, Furby features "Emot-o-tronics" - true emotional responses.this toy is for kids who are six year old and above. A Furby (plural: Furbys, as claimed by Tiger. Co., instead of the Standard English Furbies) is an electronic toy, more specifically, a robot, made by Tiger Electronics which went through a period of being a "must-have" toy following its launch in the holiday season of 1998, with continual sales until 2000. Furby sold 1.8 million units in 1998 and 14 million units in 1999, and altogether in its three years of original production, Furby sold over 40 million units, and its speaking capabilities were translated into 24 languages. Furbys were the first successful attempt to produce and sell a domestically-aimed robot. A newly purchased Furby starts out speaking entirely Furbish, the unique language that all Fu

They Grow Em Big In Texas
A Texan went to Chicago and thought he would buy a new "city" outfit. He went into Marshall Fields, and when asked by a sweet young woman if she could help him, he answered, "Yes, ma'am. Ya' see, I'm from Texas and I want to buy a complete city outfit." Her eyes lit up as she asked, "Where would you like to start?" "Well, ma'am, how about a suit?" "Yes, sir. What size?" "Size 53 tall, ma'am." "Wow, that's really big." "Yes, ma'am, they really grow them big in Texas." "What's next?" she asked. He replied, "How about some shoes?" "What size?" "Size 15 double E." "Wow, that's really big! "Yes, ma'am. They really grow them big in Texas." "What's next?" "Well, I reckon I'll need a shirt." "Yes, sir. What size?" "Nineteen and a half neck, sleeves 38," he replied. "Wow, that's really big!" "Yes, ma'am. They really grow them big in Texas.

Wrong Way
What makes you touch? What makes you feel? What makes you stop and smell the roses in an open field? What makes you unclean? Yeah,Yeah What makes you laugh? What makes you cry? What makes our youth run From the thought that we might die? What makes you bleed? Somebody told me the wrong way What if I died? What did I give? I hope it was an answer so you might live I hope I helped you live I hope I helped you Live Somebody told me the wrong way

One Last Breath
Please come now I think I'm falling I'm holding on to all I think is safe It seems I found the road to nowhere And I'm trying to escape I yelled back when I heard thunder But I'm down to one last breath And with it let me say Let me say Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking That maybe six feet Ain't so far down I'm looking down now that it's over Reflecting on all of my mistakes I thought I found the road to somewhere Somewhere in His grace I cried out heaven save me But I'm down to one last breath And with it let me say Let me say Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking That maybe six feet Ain't so far down Sad eyes follow me But I still believe there's something left for me So please come stay with me 'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me For you and me For you and me Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

Yay Finally Found Antispyware
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Some To Wounder
hay do u work do u ever wounder why u work is it the money or is it the thot of being board u never really know what it is do u you mite thing that it is money ohh we need money cant live with out money nope is it that u are board got nuthing to do so u want to work nope so what is it?? not being board and its not money what is it do u know?? who knows maybe i am rong maybe it is being board or maybe it is have ing no money u never know what it mite be figger this one out for your self and let me know

Prayer This Happens To You In A Time Of Need
http://fubar.com/passy0110 from Passy To all my family and friends here is a update on me and what is going on.. For the last three years i have been batteling with a illness that they have not been able to figure out what it is..So i took matters into my own hands and started do research with my sister Stacey and finally believe to figure out what i have... We are thinkin that what i have is called Gastroparesis and lemme tell ya it has taken a huge toll on my health..I am constantly sick and not able to do what a normal human being should be able to do like go to the store without feeling sick to my stomach...I am going back to see my specailist on Wednesday to see what the outcome of this is going to be..But from what i have heard from ER doctors and also reading articles this is NOT cureable..this is something that i am going to have to deal with for the rest of my life..So i will keep ya'll updated after Wednesday and let you know what is going on..If i forget you can alw

Beautiful
Standing in the lanes of memory And i look forward to the present The path that life followed How beautiful were the days Through which I lead to the present. The joy and sorrow The laughter and the tears The anger and the confusion The days of toil and waiting If placing self at past Life seems to be a beautiful one So lead this life to the best When again You place self in the past Will feel that life was lead And not dragged through days So this beautiful life takes the same path The joy and sorrows lies in How you look at it If all happenings in life are taken as experience Then life is a beautiful book The chapters which are ahead can never be read Only the ones covered can be read So lead life to the best When again you place self in the past Should be happy and feelt that life was lead and worth looking back And feel Life is Beautiful

Story Behind The Name...
My friend gave me the name Killa Pussy awhile ago. She says that foreplay now requires heart paddles and epi shots in my life. All of this is simply because my ex had a heart attack while we were having sex....he did live through it. Then I broke both of my vibes. Hey what can I say?

For My Baby Rikanballer77
TO ALL MY FRIENDS,FANS AND FAMILY, I TRY MY BEST NOT TO ASK FOR ANYTHING,BUT I AM ASKING FOR YOUR HELP ON THIS... I REALLY NEED HELP TO LEVEL OUT MY BABY RIKANBALLER77,HE IS ALWAYS HELPING LEVEL OUT ALOT OF PEOPLE AND I THINK THAT HE DESERVES TO BE HELPED TOO AND YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! THANK YOU IN ADVANCE FOR YOU HELP IN HELPING HIM.. Text Image Generator TEJANA POR VIDA... RIKANBALLER77

How Well Do You Know Me...or Do You Know Me At All?
ONE}Who was your last text from? [TWO] Where was your default pic taken? [THREE] What's your middle name? [FOUR] Your current relationship status? [FIVE] Does your crush like you back? [SIX] What is your current mood? [SEVEN] what is your dads name? [EIGHT] What color shirt are you wearing? [NINE] Would you kiss the last person you kissed? [TEN] If you could go back in time and change something, would you? [ELEVEN] Have a crazy side [TWELVE] Ever had a near death experience? [THIRTEEN] Something you do a lot? [FOURTEEN] Angry at anyone? [FIFTEEN] Do you wanna see somebody right now? [SEVENTEEN] When was the last time you cried? [EIGHTEEN] Who would you do anything for? [NINETEEN] Who is your hero [TWENTY] Know anyone who has cancer? [TWENTY-THREE] Where is your ex? [TWENTY-FOUR] Would you ever take them back? [TWENTY-FIVE] Do you still watch kiddy movie

This Is Me
Fuck Fuck Fuck I feel like bashing someone's head in. So sick of getting caught up with people and their bullshit. So badly I want to go to their level and let them see how much of a bitch I truly can be. One of these days someone is gonna push me to far and I am gonna beat them till they can't get up...done it once before don't want to go there again but damn...what is with you people get over yourselfs, get a fuckin job, a life and stop fuckin with people's emotions. I am an honest and loving person but fuck this shit is boring me You know, I don't care how old you are, sometimes we just slip up and make stupid mistakes or get caught up in stupid drama. I am so thankful that I have common sense to realize that it is just not worth it. The drama I mean LOL. I found myself in a situation not too long ago and realized I did it all myself. I could have easily stayed out of it but hey we make mistakes and it is done and over and I learned a valuable lesson Well my life is full of love and

Our Fallen
THE FINAL INSPECTION The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you ? Have you always turned the other cheek ? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Exc

Smokers Den Tonight.
I'm a Father a bouncing babby girl 6 pounds, full head of hair. Born around 7 PM Hold and behold somthing from the past shall appear Something that left me and made me shead tear's Then appears n tells me she loves me and disappears Only to reappear Is this some sick game Your playing with my brain What am to do if it ain't true Did you come online to to flaunt Are here just to taunt You know I love you atleast I think you knew Is this some sick game Your playing with my brain What am to do if it ain't true I asked you to marry me You mad me so happy I wish you could've seen Then you broke my heart and I fell apart Is this some sick game Your playing with my brain What am to do if it ain't true I still think about how you told me That you still loved me But you miles away Yet I want you to be with me every day Is this some sick game Your playing with my brain What am to do if it ain't true DEAD GUY & HALON WANT YOU TO COME OUT TO THE SMOKER

To All My Friends
i love u all your been great friends to me and i tyvm for helping sherry level for her b-day as always u all come threw even when u busy and for that i tyvm i know this isnt much but hug hug hug love your friend Lisa 1) THE GIFT OF LISTENING... But you must REALLY listen. No interrupting, no daydreaming, no planning your response. Just listening. 2) THE GIFT OF AFFECTION... Be generous with appropriate hugs, kisses, pats on the back and handholds. Let these small actions demonstrate the love you have for family and friends. 3) THE GIFT OF LAUGHTER... Clip cartoons. Share articles and funny stories. Your gift will say, "I love to laugh with you." 4) THE GIFT OF A WRITTEN NOTE... It can be a simple "Thanks for the help" note or a full sonnet. A brief, handwritten note may be remembered for a lifetime, and may even change a life. 5) THE GIFT OF A COMPLIMENT... A simple and sincere, "You look great in red," "You did a super job" or "That was a wonderful meal" can m

Stories And Other Things
Lovers Lust He saw her from across the darkened hallway. The only light that of a candle. She did not see him. His gaze was hidden in shadow. He looked upon her with admiration. He never saw such beauty. Her hair was of black walnut and her eyes glowed in the candle light. Deep blue, with a shade of gray like a cool morning before dawn. She had high cheekbones and a sharp nose. Italian and Greek features in her face. Her body was tall and slender. Her breasts high and small. Long smooth legs hidden in her long dress. Black silk flowing in a distant breeze. He was frozen with awe. He never saw such beauty. He watched her walk out onto the balcony away from the single flame of the candle. He knew she was alone in this house. And he felt the urge to let her know of his presence but waited. She stood silent in the moonlight. The night sky bright with the moon and stars made a silhouette that showed her form. She raised her hand to the sky and opened her fingers

Hottest Sex Positions
The "hottest" sex positions are the best sex positions and allow both you and your partner to experience the greatest pleasure and come to an orgasm. Seems obvious, right? But it’s amazing how many otherwise intelligent people totally miss this point. Men are often guilty of wanting to perform the kind of athletic, acrobatic, frequently-changing "sex position" style of intercourse they see in their favorite porn thinking that a woman will be impressed by their stamina and creativity, while women are often guilty of going along with what the guy wants in hopes that he’s taken their pleasure into account as well. Unfortunately this doesn’t usually happen. Some men are totally clueless and think only of how to get to their own orgasm as quickly as possible, while others want to please their partners but erroneously think this means “performing well” by keeping their erection going as long as possible. Neither works well because both have forgotten the golden key to great sex – a

Bi Chics
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What Drink Am I
Straight Liquor You know what you like, and you're a straight shooter who likes to get the heart of the matter. You are Straight Liquor. You like a good drink, and you like it straight-up. You don't mess around. Cheers!! Take the Drink Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz

Poems
When the pain of the world becomes too much open your eyes to the stranger of the night open your mouth let it all free stop the build up of your pain dry the shame flowing form your eyes here is my shoulder rest your head...rest your heart...rest your soul for a while on the rock of pain when u need a hand to guide you call my name I will be there be your side ill be there to erase your pain make your shame fade like an old pair of jeans when the heartache is to unbearable look not be hide you nor to your side look beside you I am there no need to stare I am there when u look in the shadows of the night do u see the reflection of pure light that blinding ray of hope if you need a guiding star just ask I am here the answers will come if you let them I can make it all fade from pitch black to crystal clear like the bo

Funny Things
Lights on, door open, nobody at home. As confused as a hungry baby in a topless bar. About as welcome as a fart in a telephone box. She's got more wrinkles than an Elephants scrotum. As tight as a Camels ass in a Sand-storm. She's stroked more wood than a Furniture Polisher. I've seen better looking bodies at a scrapyard. I've seen better hands on a clock. As confused as a blind lesbian in a fish market. He's as baffled as Adam on Mothers Day. She's seen more ceilings than Michelagelo. She ran off quicker than shit off a shovel. She's as fit as a butchers dog. She's got a face squeezed like a squeezed tea bag. Uglier than a hatfull of assholes. This guy is all foam, no beer. I never forget a face, but in your case I'll make an exception. I hear you're connected to the Police Department - by a pair of handcuffs... I heard when you were a child your Mother wanted to hire someone to take care of you, but the Mafia wanted too much. I

Pissy
You know what pisses me the fuck off? When someone needs your help on Fubar to level up or anything I am there for them..When I ask for help trying to level those same people who ran to me for help are no where around..Aint that a bitch? This is intended for a few so everyone please dont take it personally..You know I love you guys!

I Wonder
i wonder why when a new year hits the same thing still happens where people that were in your life in the last year and were mean as hell and untruthful are still there. This year i really hope that i can find a new guy and a some new friends who do not stab in the back and steal my bf. I am goin to school this year finally after 12ys not in the classroom and i am not gonna let anyone step on my toes and ruin it for me. If u look at my profile and think i might have a chance in gaining your friendship please give me a shout.

Questions
I have an indecisive man on my hands...One minute he tells me he really likes me and even more than a friend and the next minute he sayd he doesn't know what he wants. He was hurt in the past and I guess is afriad to get hurt again which i understand. But...He is the one that replied to my single's add, so if he wasn't ready why did he? We talk everyday online for hours, talk on the phone or text almost everyday and we have met once and really hit it off...So what should i do? grrr I have tons of new hot pics but can't upload them because I need to get to the next level...They should let you upload what you want... SO SEND COMMENTS AND RATES HELP ME GET TO THE NEXT LEVEL love norcalsweetheart I'm a contestant in the 2008 CHICO FAMOUS LADY Contest in NOR*CAL. VOTING STARTS on THANKSGIVING on MYSPACE... ADD ME: kgurule87@hotmail.com then...add CHICO FAMOUS ENTERTAINMENT TO VOTE VOTE 4 UR GIRL!!! XOXOXO

~anglros ~life.....
MuMM: Make up My Mind! '~"Angl... Online (FEELS DEEPLY KNOWing he LOVES ME TOO 4EVERurs..) Killeen, TX Best friends created @ 08/21/2008 11:51 pm mum expired. [FRIENDS] ??????would you go to your best friend if he calls out to you for support even though NOW your married an your best friend is opposite sex??????? (he was there first is all i keep thinking) (missing my Best friend) Yay 75.0% (3 votes) Nay 25.0% (1 votes) 4 votes 22 views 2 comments Comments on this mumm: '~"Angl... Online (FEELS DEEPLY KNOWing he LOVES ME TOO 4EVERurs..) Killeen, TX *******August 22, 2008 @ 11:52 pm #2 of 2 ***""i dont JUDGE"***** ********""i have always been here on the side lines...******************************************* ***thank you Everyone That has been there since day ONE:::**************************************** " SASSYREDHEAD" LOve ya Beautiful.. Krazykilt an notrosious Slayedcreator Wiz( i know i mispelled that);)Sry `` an EVERYONE WE havnet

My Friends On Fubar
Break me down,you got a lovely face going to your placenow yougot to freak me out//Scream so loud, getting fucking laid you want me to stay but i got to make my way//Hey! Your a crazy bitchbut you fuck so good Im on top of it/When I dream Im doing you all night scratches all down my back to keep me right on//Take it off, papper is your game jump in bed with fame another one night paid in full//You re so fine It wont be a loss cashing in the rocksjust to get you face to face/Get the video,Fuck you so good//Baby girl you want it all to be a star you ll have to go down/Take it off no need to talk youre crazy but I like the way you fuck me. Ok the thing that i cant stand is how people who act fake. The fake ones are the ones who talk and lie behind your back, trust me we have all gone through this more than once in our lives. I dont understand what is so hard with telling tha truth. I meen why lie the only thing it does is either makes you look like a idiot or causes problems for othersand

Turning 30
This is an attempt to analyze and try to better understand relationships. In this I will try to answer some of the burning questions that a lot of people may have. I am not an expert, I'm just a guy that has been in a lot of relationships and one engagement. I feel at this point, although I'm not an expert, I have a considerable amount of experience in this topic. I'd like to start with my definition of relationship. I define it as the ability of two people not only to co exist, but consistently enjoy the experience long term. I think we are all guilty of mistaking infatuation or lust for genuinely feeling you are able to maintain a relationship that could lead to something more. I firmly believe that you have to discard the first three months of any relationship, or what I affectionately call the "honeymoon period." In that time everything is not only acceptable, we even find it cute. "Give it time" my mother used to tell me, "whatever you sought of don't like about a person in the

Wtf~please Read
I’m here to warn ever one on fubar about this girl! If she ask you for money to come see you, or that she love you! And wants to be with you It just a scam! I’m not one of the dumb male’s to fall in her trap, but I know a few guys, that have sent her money and got scammed! Once she got the money, she blocks the guy from her page! Please repost and do not be a victim!!!!!!!!!! http://fubar.com/user/1210443 IsabellaIsabella

Whole
Whole Two hearts, as one no moon, no sun no break of day the world is gray One heart, to stay yet far away The distance kills the strongest wills The heart is whole Only one soul The distance breaks but stronger makes To have found you the one, the true Gives me the strength to bridge the length Someday, not far by one true star Together we'll be as one. You. Me.

Poem
i try so hard to make you proud yet all you do is yell at night when your asleep i sneak out to rid the pain if only you knew what i did if only you really cared then things might change as most of you know i will be leaving today to go back to vermont..fireman185 (chuck) and i decided it would be best for us to take a break for a while if not forever as a couple we will remain as close friends we do love each other very much but we both have deep hurtful pasts. i want to thank my close friends john,cow girl in pink,hotpapa,g dog,queen b and so many more please know i loves ya all i wish things were differant but they cant be fixed with me here in pa. to chuck if you read this i love you so much as we talked most of the late night and this morning i will never stop loving you you have a good heart and are a great man take care be safe all my ff's chuck and john you are my 2 men i will miss you all so much most of all the man i planned to be with til the end of my life She's tryi

Just Wanted To Let Everyone Know Alitlle About Me
Wow it is hard to believe that summer is almost here...You know what that mean's...DERBY SEASON..I already have 4 car's I am putting together 3 are for me and 1 is for my son..God this is going to be wierd seeing my 16y/o son in his first derby...I tried to talk him into going to the compact's and the 4 cyclender's...But no he has to jump right in with the big boy's..Wonder where he get's that from...I dont know if I can handle seeing my first born in a derby...But if anyone is close I run in the clairon county 1,the jefferson county 1 and clearfild county..Come watch me destroy a perfectly good car... Later all....eric

P.o'd Don't Dare Say What That Stands For Might Get Reported Lol
Sorry but I have to vent, This is aimed at the person who turned in my pic, And I have to laugh cuz this same pic is on my profile in my comments section...still..you can see it there...but the Irish in me doesn't allow me to keep my mouth shut.. I had a beautiful comment put on my profile by a friend it is from a normal comment sight...the artwork I found very beautiful. I put it in a file of pics from my friends, a so called friend, (It doesn't show who was in the file last, but according to my bar tab I think I know who it is, ( & you know who you are)) reported it as NSFW.. If you had a problem you could of come to me not turn me in..I would of flagged it, you could of at least given me that chance if you hadn't been on my friends list I wouldn't be so upset and mark it up to my stupidity, but what you did is high school drama bullshit..why would you want me kicked off of Fubar for that?? And if your that damn offended why are you on an adult sight?? Hell Victoria Secret adds on

Lyrics I Like That Aren't Mine
I’m a preacher sweating in the pews For the salvation I’m bringing you I’m a salesman, selling you hooks and plans And myself making demands When I’m home alone I just dance by myself And you pull my head so close, volume goes with the truth Signing off "I’m alright in bed but I’m better with a pen" The kid was alright but it went to his head I am God’s gift, why would he bless me with Such wit without a conscience equipped I’m addicted to the way I feel when I think of you, "There's too much green to feel blue" When I’m home alone I just can’t stop myself And you pull my head so close, volume goes with the truth Signing off "I’m alright in bed but I’m better with a pen" The kid was alright but it went to his head When I’m home alone I just can’t stop myself And you pull my head so close, volume goes with the truth Signing off "I’m alright in bed but I’m better with a pen" I’m alright in bed but I’m better with a pen I’m alright in bed but I’m better with

Help The Angel
this angel is sad today and angel donot know why . angel ask god to take her back , she feel hurt and love and care and gave it all to everyone and never ask thing back . but she lost her wings and she want them back. and now she know how it feel to be human and the angel donot like it one bit.

Last Call
The Games Will Begin @6:pm CST Today April 1st Accepting Entries Untill Game Time PRESS PLAY! Do you think you have what it takes? Only the strong will survive,it's a game of wits and stratagey. If your feeling's are easily hurt this game isnt for you! OBJECT OF THE GAME. This Contest will be won just like any other,with photo comments and photo rates, "BUT" it has a twist! To win you must have the most photo rates,Now for the twist you need the least photo comments! So while you are having your pic rated you need to be bombing your opponents. At the end of each 24 hour peroid I will close the contest folder and tally all comments and rates and take screenshots. The contestent with the least photo rates and the most photo comments will be eliminated and the folder will be reopened. RULES 1.Most rates and least comments wins. 2.Good Sportsmanship is a "MUST". 3.Anyone can rate your pic. 4.You must be on my friends list and a saluted level 5 to co

Blah Just My Venting
So went down to the lawyer today... Not to mention I was hung over as shit! But I played that one off pretty good. I get into the lawyer and it ws GREAT! See this whole thing is about my divorce and kids... Well I purposely picked smeone who had it out for guys ( no offense guys) So she would rip my exs heart out and hand it to him... So I get in there and I see all her gay pride and pics of her gf and everything else and Im like this is GREAT! Not to mention she is kinda hot :P But anyways we get talking about the divorce and what not and Im reading over the papers and he has LIED through EVERYTHING! Saying my kids have been residents of Washington for 6 months b4 these papers didnt even haev the marriage date right fucking retard.. and he wants to keep my kids all year round take my tax return from them and allow me to see my kids every other saturday for 6 hrs supervised by him... HES INSANE! First off his cunt of a woman aint gonna be taking my place with my kids hes got another t

Playing Games
The day starts off bad and stressful Do some work for two hours And still not happy with it Meet up with you later We play an innocent game That soon turns into not so innocent We walk down the hall Into the door I start low And then get pulled to your lips You kiss me hard but amazingly Is there anything youre not good at? You move your mouth to my neck Sending shivers down my back You must have felt it since your hands were there Sit down and I jump on your lap We arent alone Someone came in We wait in silence till once again we are alone Then our fun continues You tell me to jump you I say no I cant right now You tell me you want me so bad right now And still I cant jump you right now So you tell me that if I didnt sit on your lap You would pin me to the wall I have my doubts Sure enough you stand up and pin me to the wall Grabbing my face with both hand and kissing me hard You have no idea how much I love that Kissing me and pulling my pants down slowl

One Passion
Walking by you in my mini I catch you in the corner of my eye Looking me up and down Quickly turn the corner and lean against the wall What could he be thinking? Do I walk past again? Or do I continue walking this way? Finally I have decided to walk past you again To see if I was seeing things the first time This time was different When I walked by you this time I felt your strong but gentle hand Grab my arm and pull me close You lean in And whisper in my ear I want to make love to you I look deeply into your green eyes And tell you to come back to my place Opening my front door Grab you and pull you in Drag you into my room All while passionately kissing Your beautiful, sexy lips You open my bedrooms door Pick me up and continue to kiss me While kissing me softly You lay me on my bed Kissing me down my neck I push you on to your back And climb on top of you Begin to kiss your lips and neck Slowly you lift my skirt up And gently spread my

Need Major Help
please show some love and help me bomb myself in this contest ok all i am begging for rates in this auction.. please show some love and click the pic and rate for me... MUCH TO ALL MY FRIENDS, FANS , FAMILY... MUAHZZZZ ALL

Mariesweetslove
DoratheExplorer@ fubar Why do people said "If you hit rock bottom the only place you can go is up"? Really what do you do when you hit rock bottom? Well everyone's has been asking "What's going on with you?" Well right now I'm building a new bike with Carl (yes that is my Ex) Carl and myself are still good friends- hell we have to be we have a son together. I'm having a great time building this bike it has been a long time since i've doing this and done something that really makes me happy. I will be taking pictures as we go long- so watch for them. My Babygirl is going to get married so I have also been busy with that there is lots to do. He is a very nice and sweet man and makes her happy. I'm so happy for that and I wish her all the blessing God can give them. My Son and I have been working on filling out papers for him to go to school in Dallas, TX. There is alot to do there too. Damn there is many papers to fill out. He is very happy about this school and can't wait to

Phrases And Quotes
Ghetto bitches make noise, dumb hoes chase boys, stupid tricks fight over dick & a bad bitch will run this shit!!!!! rules to live by LOVE starts with a SMILE , grows with a KISS , and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER.

Where Do I Fit In The Picture
Why is it that when i get away from my problems. New people create the same problems all over again. I'm about ready to grab my bags and start walking and wherever i end up is where i end up. I'm tired of feeling incomplete. I want to feel whole again. I'm loosing what little life i have. I went and played cards the other night and not even that is fun anymore. I need some help. No one around to help. What can i do? Run to something that I know that i don't want? Settle for something that will not be good for me. God just take me away. I sit here trying to figure everything out. Why things happen the way that shit happens. Why is that everybody else thinks they know how to fix my problems. I have had a status message i really believe that nobody understands me. Some think that they do. I do this, i do that. I don't say this, I don't say that. So what i have learned that if you don't have nothing nice to say you don't say anything at all. When i am unsure of what i

Heaven Sent This Angle Here
An Angel to Set You Free by Carrie Hart Today, we ask an angel to come to you and set you free See her before you now, a beautiful angel floating in the air before you, her fluttering wings outspread, a bright golden glow about her head and emanating from her entire body She is aglow with love, with caring and affection for you First, she reaches into a little bag of golden silk and pulls out a handful of sparkling angel dust that she now tosses over you It falls down upon you, but instead of clinging to your skin, it becomes a band of energy, bright and glowing, around you This golden glow is clearing the field around you, purifying it, removing any residue of doubt or fear that has been clinging to you And now, she pauses and looks deep into your eyes, asking permission Nod your head yes: Yes, you grant her permission to look into your heart She touches you lightly over your heart and your heart opens wide to

Life Is A Gift
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, "Iif I could only see the world, I will marry you. " One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine. ' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in

Warning To All Women Everywhere!
SAW THIS IN MY FRIEND, KAREN'S, STASH, AND JUST HAD TO PASS IT ALONG TO YOU! TY, KAREN! Safety warning Warning For Women...Serious! This is something that happened to us on the way back from vacation last week. At first I didn't think much of it until now. The reason we were a little suspicious is we had been riding in a jeep all day with 100 degree temps and we stopped at a truck stop for something to drink. When I was leaving, a young girl followed me out and asked what kind of cologne I was wearing. Well, after 7 hours in the car sweating, I don't think you could tell if I was or was not wearing any cologne. We just got in the jeep and said no thanks. Then it was about 3 weeks ago, I was at a service station in Birmingham getting gas. It was about 9:30 pm. I was approached by 2 men and 2 women in a car. The man that was driving asked me 'What kind of perfume do you wear?' I was a bit confused and I asked him 'Why?' He said, 'We are selling som

On The Wings Of A Butterfly
Your friendship is special Like the flowers that bloom, Or when a butterfly emerges From within its cocoon... You remind me of that butterfly, Loving and free, Bright and colorful, For the world to see... We will share sunshine and rainbows; Sometimes, the rain and the snow; We'll stand together through it, While the cold winds blow... When the time is right, We won't stop to ask "Why?" Our friendship will take flight On the wings of a butterfly ...

Just Because I Can
I know they like to beat ya down a lot When you come around the block brothas clown a lot But please don't cry, dry your eyes, never let up Forgive but don't forget, girl keep your head up And when he tells you you ain't nuttin don't believe him And if he can't learn to love you you should leave him Cause sista you don't need him And I ain't tryin to gas ya up, I just call em how I see em You know it makes me unhappy (what's that) When brothas make babies, and leave a young mother to be a pappy And since we all came from a woman Got our name from a woman and our game from a woman I wonder why we take from our women Why we rape our women, do we hate our women? I think it's time to kill for our women Time to heal our women, be real to our women And if we don't we'll have a race of babies That will hate the ladies, that make the babies And since a man can't make one He has no right to tell a woman when and where to create one So will the real men get up I know you're

Solution To Save Gasoline
Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use..... The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down..... Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Border.... When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq ... Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military..... Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it..... After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country...... He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot...... This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves...... If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or ammo..

Just Stuff
Today this guy came into work asking if he had left his sunglasses there, my co-worker looked at him and pointed to his shirt. While pointing she asked him if those where them. He looks down and goes all red in the face. After he left my co-worker and burst into laughter. I know I shouldn't have laughted at him, but it was so cute to see him blush as he realized hwat he had done. This one guy came in one morning, he was wearing a t-shirt and jogging pants. He ordered his food and then as he went to sit down my co-worker had noticed a huge chunk of plasic stuck to his jogging pants, the entire area of his ass. So wrong to laugh, I saw it when he got up to got the bathroom. I laughed harder when he still had it on after he came back out. nsfw just because i said ass A few months ago I had done a mumm and a few of the bad mummers decided to start calling me a man. I ignored it as thier is no truth to it. However the next day on my facebooks a so called friend h

I Need Fubucks
Hello my loves. I need some fubucks. I need more to go in order to be in an auction. I could use your help. If you are not sure how to do this go to my page and click on Fupal under where you would add me, it will allow you to give me fubucks. Any are appreciated. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX, Sarah

Totally Confused?
I'm at a loss. I received a friends request the other day from someone who had been on my friends list for quite a while, crazy1_79. I hadn't known they left? I accepted. Sent my normal comments as I would for any of my friends online. Today after signing on...I find this in my shout box: crazy1_79: LEAVE ME ALONE THIS IS KNIGHT AND I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU PLZ PLZ BZCK OFF crazy1_79: ya stalker crazy1_79: stop leaving profile comments and move on im married noe so back off I also find a photo comment telling me to leave him alone under another profile, who's also been on my friends list for a while. I haven't a clue who the hell he is, yet he seems to think I'm after him? I have blocked both profiles, obviously as requested. If anyone has an explanation as to why this person suddenly felt I was stalking them? I would gladly welcome some comments. This has me very upset. Apparently I'm the brunt of some sick joke by someone. The Drama is not ap

After Your Gone
After you're gone How will I go to work? Who will I phone To talk through the silent evening After you're gone? You're part of my life, A piece of my tapestry. On what rock Will my castle rest After you're gone? Time will turn But without hands. How will I eat Without my day on your dish After you're gone? You're the only place I can put myself. No hopes or dreams Can fill my tumbling days After you're gone.

Shame On You
downyourth...: my mother wouldn't be happy u better stop downyourth...: If I came to you it would be all over ur face and breasts sexy---I came to you hmm well yeah sure why not but don't flatter yourself ok u can't see me in person thru this site so the best we have is the shout why do you try to outthink me you will lose-period ->downyourth...: Wow you are...just fucking annoying. Seriously I hope someone kills you.Get lost. Bye. downyourth...: I can't babydoll b/c I'm invincible or didn't you know--You can't kill the man who runs this show?? ->downyourth...: They see YOU? That's funn, cause YOU came to ME. Jackass. downyourth...: I didn't use it as a joke ok I said I should put up 69 cuz I have seen 74 up on a 23 yr old ok I am not "you men" ok I don't beg or try to hit on women anywhere hun they see me and they want a stud not some dork 20 yr old that doesn't know his ass from his head babydoll and that is what we have today lil gi horndogs or mfers who are slobs with

Auction
I'm up for auction again... Wanna own me...just click on the link below... I am having a new auction... I am taking people to enter my auction now... Alll i need is a picture for the auction and your offerings to the winner... The auction will start Monday at 6pm (CST)

Fubar Observations
Firstly let me welcome you, Welcome :D Secondly if you believe spamming for personal gain on fu is wrong and that internet prostitution is also wrong please, read on, if not, dissapear :) Those were not the two things, these are. Yesterday I went to visit a page of a Fu-friend, who has since become a not friend by her choice. I somewhat regularly go there to her page to see her as she is attractive. Yes I know, how lame, but lets be honest thats why we come here, to make new friends and see pics whether naughty or not, dont deny it. However every time I go to this page I find myself enraged that she chooses not only to lock her NSFW, that doesnt bother me I do the same, but she proudly puts in the folder description that you will have to pay to see these. So simply put, if one wants to see naked, sexually explicit pictures of this woman one has to pay. I believe in the real world this is called prostitution. Now when I called the girl out on this, as most ignorant people do

Vip Contest!
I NEED COMMENTS!! IF YOU CAN SPARE A FEW IT WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED!! QUEEN ROBIN IS ALSO OFFERING FU BUCKS, BLING, AND 11S FOR ALL LOVE GIVEN!!! STOP ON BY AND LEAVE ME AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN!!! THANKS SO MUCH!

Thanks So Very Much !!!
Across the seasCame a lightShining so brightIt made my mind wonderThen it made my heart jumpAnd some how it breathed my soul inTaking me in so deep I never want to let go Thanks to my friends from the bay !!!! Especially Jenna who came up and just sat with the kids, huge gigantic hugs !!! It was so sweet of you all to come down and take me out. After being stuck in this apartment for three weeks now it was greatly appreciated !!! I LOVE YOU ALL !!!

Life
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you a

Thoughts
With a tenderness he will cradle you, And whisper his words of love to be true, As your heart races he will kiss you then, A shiver passes along your spine as you give in, You taste the hunger in his kiss, As he shows you this new bliss, Into his kiss you moan as you grab his head, Kissing softly he makes his way down the bed, With a gentle grip he slides your legs apart, He teases with his warm breath before he will start, You sight as he disappears between your legs, Your grip growing tighter on sheets of the bed, When he is finished you lay panting, Your mind is racing is this happening, Kissing your lips lovingly he enters you, To complete this joining of souls you know is true. HE walks from the darkness around him, The shadows part as he pulls his hat brim, Blade in hand he goes to find the place, Where he shall find the one to match his pace, Cloak bellowing behind his eyes set forward, The pain means nothing to what he heads toward, His armo

Blog Posting By Delusional Angel
gee...this is the comment from a LIAR on my gf's page... It is intended to be a rebuttal to our scathing remarks and blogs on her tendency to...er...streeeeeetch the truth until it is not even truth anymore...in other words LIE! here is the comment, and below are the pictures that prove the lie to her words...these screenshots were taken TONIGHT...9/25/08...around 11:30 pm!!! so tell me who's a liar? She has another man in her life...and yet... wow..these are still a part of her photo album? note the captions and the name of the album holder... Who's lyin now bitch? hmmmm...the proof, as they say, is in the pudding, and a picture (or in this case FIVE pictures) are worth a thousand words!!! and that comment had a lot less than a thousand! you tell me who the viper in the sandbox is!!! Delusional Angel Someone that I love very much is currently being harassed and having his friends harassed by a "person" that he used to call friend. This is the worst kind of

Globalsuccessformulateam
Am the founder of The Global Success Formula Team. Am here to invite you to join my online opportunity team and i will show you how to make money online. URGENTLY GO HERE: http://www.TheFormulaOfSuccess.net Q: Is it possible to make money online? A: Yes, and you can make alot of it. and am here to help you in creating and growing, profitable network for you. Want proof see my photo profile. ;) So add me as a friend or send me a message if you have any questions. Go to this web site and join the team: http://www.TheFormulaOfSuccess.net This Opportunity has shown millions of men and women from over 200 countries worldwide how to cash in on the Internet. URGENTLY GO HERE: http://www.TheFormulaOfSuccess.net NOW You can add me On MSN and we can chat and answer any question you might have. Here is my email: sfisuccessformulateam@hotmail.com Furthermore, if you joined my team now I will give you access to d

Auto 11
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone?Table 2. Your significant other? away 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother?ALIVE 5. Your father? Alive 6. Your favorite thing? Shopping 7. Your dream last night? NONE 8. Your favorite drink? Coke 9. Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? Rockin 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Vegas 14. Where were you last night?HOME 15. What you're not? FAKE 16. Muffins? Cherry 17. One of your wish list items? PEAGUS 18. Where you grew up? Ravenna 19. The last thing you did? STORE 20. What are you wearing? CLOTHES 21. TV? Off 22. Your pets? DOGS 23. Your computer?Dell 24. Your life? OK 25. Your mood? HAPPY 26. Missing

Bdsm
Dominance is protective magic that penetrates layers of our existence Those who choose to acknowledge and adore it's essence, will humble themselves to it's passionate fury Those who choose to ignore it, will become insane as their flesh cries in it's absence Those who are addicted to the kiss of the whip, are never the same...and their flesh cries in it's absence Origins of "SAFE SANE CONSENSUAL" by slave david stein under the Guardianship of Master Steve of Butchmann's taken from the Leather History Group The following essay is the core of a larger work that is still in progress. Comments may be sent to the author via e-mail, gorgik@aol.com. Copyright 2000 by david stein; all rights reserved. *** History is what happens while you're doing something else-- and it may not be until years later that you discover what you did was "historic." When i agreed in mid-1983 to be part of a committee of GMSMA (Gay Male S/M Activists) charged with drafting a new "statement of ide

Other Groups
Owned By AGEM4life ♦¢¼ The Sinners ¢¾¢À For All Sarge's Bad Girls That Have Started Their Own Group..Let Me Know.. I Will Be Posting Links To The Groups Here In This Blog. Vamp Morticia's Victims

I Need Some Hip Waders, The Bullshit Is Deep!
It amazes me when you are trying to develope a relationship with someone who is tangible and real...somehow it gets labeled as "fucking" someone. If I was just out to fuck someone, it would have been ONE night and ONE night alone. With NO PLANS of returning...even MOVING closer to be with someone. Sad thing is nothing is set in stone between two consenting adults...who have alot in common, similar sense of humors, have a remote idea of what they want in life, not to mention a parnter to share it with, ....and....pay close attention here..this is a good one.... are able to OPEN UP and TALK!! Soooo if that is what is commonly known as "fucking someone" then I guess maybe I am. But then again I truly find offense to that whole classification. Now the unimaginable has happened and I was torn. This person whom I am merely "fucking"...and i can't help but mention...OMG WHAT A FUCK IT IS...since we are calling it that...well..I feared coming between him and a friend. I have decided not t

Fake Females
Well in my life I have figured out that if you have female friends you have to know them for a very long time cause if you don't then chances are they will stab you in the back. I have this old friend who stole my wallet she said she didn't but she was the only person that i was with so there is no way that I lost it. I have torn my house up side down and still havent found it. But i don't care anymore females like her should be punished by not having anyone. and karma is a bitch so what goes around comes around. well thats it for now...waiting on my baby to wake up...

My Life Story
I was transported to Alexandia, LA to meet my new foster mom. Her name is Margie Willis. She brought me to their home in a place called Ten Mile, LA. Yes, that is the name of the place, lol. It is way out in the country and they had a beautiful home. When I got there, I met my new foster dad, R.L. Willis. He was really gruff and loud, lol. In the home already were 3 foster sisters and 3 more foster brothers. We were all in our early teens. My foster mother immediately made me feel at ease and I felt a warming and comforting feeling in her presence. It was the first time I felt that since my mother had passed. My first day there I was introduced to the world of working on trucks. My foster family owned several trucks they hauled logs with and also had an egg run to Baton Rouge and New Orleans with a couple others. I was also very welcomed at the church they were members of and even became a youth minister. It was a very good time in my life. We were all troubled kids in the home and mom

[:.philly For Ya.:]
Why is it when a girl likes sex as much as men do its considered slutty?And when we like to have sex early in a potential relationship, were no longer considered girl friend material? I know you guys like sex, and want your women to give it to you. Otherwise you'll bitch about not getting it enough, or resort to cheating. Then your hypocrits about it, and it sucks. Its not fair to me or people like me.. Im only human. And i feel like people reject me because i do what i want to do. I have no reason to change my lifestyle until im no longer single.. Its not like id be unfaithful simply because i like sex. Im definitely girlfriend material, I just need someone to steal me from the game. Everybody that has ever tried, or even pretended to care about me gives up on me. I feel like i really actually loved him. I feel like he was so fake and didnt even put in as much effort as me. And what does all of this come down to? Selfishness. I wasnt exactly what he wanted.. Fuck hed rather be alone

Poems
"Gone Too Soon"I close my eyes to go to sleepIn my mindI see your faceand it makes me weepThe pain in my heartis so great.Like any minuteI'll just breakHow long will it last?Will it go away?I don't want you gonePleaseCome back and stayYou gave me life.Always stood by my sidemade me gowhen i wanted to hide.So in the darkness I will cry.But mother,I can notsay good-bye "JEFFREY" I will miss your smile your funny face feeling sad in this new place.I miss your kissesand your big bear hugs.I miss you slidingacross the rugs.Time goes slowerwhen you want it to go fast.I paced the floor.Watched the hours past.I love you baby, Son of mine.

To Be Your Next Angel..
I'm hosting a Happy Hour today and that will give me all my points to Angel. However, I'll never make it without your help. I still need 22 referrals. I have no real life friends. So I'm calling out to my fu-friends...if you have a friend, family member, co-worker, business partner or class mate...and you think they'd do great on this site, perhaps you can give them this link and they can join under my name. It'll help me...if not, I'll forever be Oracle. Let me know if you send any invites, I'll do whatever I can to repay you. XoXoX http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=1983444 Much Love... Bri-Tah-Nee

Wedding Photography Toronto
My name is Antonio Nery from Toronto Canada. I am into photography and I have my own photography business. Sometime this year I will put up a wedding photography toronto website. If you have the same interest, lets have a chat.

Apache Odyssey
A million stars were glowing underneath a poet's moon And the desert's shadows watched as I drove by. A gypsy wind was blowing a relentless feral tune As it swept the thunderheads across the sky. I had overtaken midnight; I was in my car alone While driving through the Arizona night. Across the lonely flatlands, no other headlights shone. My speeding car: the desert's only sight. Then the gypsy wind stopped blowing, as though turned off by a switch, And I got this eerie feeling deep inside. Then, from my car, I heard a sound that squealed with alien pitch And the engine in my car just simply died. The Firebird coasted to a stop; I mouthed a silent curse And knew that I was stranded and alone Some eighty miles from nowhere and, to make the matter worse, No way that I could get there on my own. I stepped outside and listened to the silence of the night And wondered why the wind had ceased to blow. Then I saw this cloud formation touch the ground off to my right And approach

Guys That Try To Get With Me When Im Taken!!
ok im not saying all of u guys are bad .. but this one guy friend of mine wants me to cheat on my bf so this guy friend of mine could get a kiss from me . I told him im Taken and not gonna cheat on the best thing thats ever happend to me . im not that kind of person who cheats on my other half especially for being with them 1 year and 5 months and this was his responce via blackberry messenger " I never catch a break, finally find something of worth and cant even try and persue" well umm told u from the start when we met i have a boyfriend i love him to death and im not gonna cheat so stop trying to get me to cheat it will never happen so stop trying and wasting ur time LMFAO god . some guys dont even get it do they . They wanna be with you but u have a bf . No im not gonna leave my bf for you !!! ughhh go away stop bugging me and now u wonder why i dont chill with you cause i was afraid this was gonna happen but im not surprised cause all my guy friends wanna do the exact same thing .

What Type Of Lesbian Are You
[url=http://www.youthink.com/quiz.cfm?action=go_detail&sub_action=take&obj_id=1726]Which type of Lesbian are you?[/url] My Results: [url=http://www.youthink.com/quiz.cfm?action=go_detail&sub_action=take&obj_id=1726][img]http://www.youthink.com/quiz_images/quiz1726outcome2.jpg[/img][/url]Femme You are the second most common type of lesbian. You probably think you don`t fit any stereotype at all. Well, you`re wrong. You love a woman in charge, but when it comes to all things girly, you definatley wear the pants. Er... skirt. Just post the first link into your browser girls.

Stupidity At It's Best
I don't care much about the fu-owned thingy but I just realized something. When someone raises your value sky high where no one can buy you, You lose the chance on gaining more fu-bucks. And it is bad enough when you buy someone and you end up losing money when someone purchases them from you. So, my theory is, if you want to help your friends out maybe you should not rack their price up so high right at first. Let them be handled/fondled a bit before you lock them up for 2 weeks. Just a thought. :D I hate being asked for salutes....I like to give them when I feel like it. It sure would be nice to go on vacation. Not have to worry about anyone, not even myself. I look into the future and I know that is NEVER gonna happen. Am I a bad person for getting revenge for my son? This kid in Jiu Jitsu was a bit too rough on my 12 yr old son. My son didn't show that eh was hurt but I saw what the kid did. Then after class I asked my son if he was ok and he told me that the kid (who is 15

I Need Your Ideas Please
I want to host a contest for men to enter about their legs. I love a mans legs! But I am a single mother of 2 so I can NOT offer stuff like bling packs or an auto or that kind of stuff as a reward. So I need some help. I would like to know from YOU what you would like from ME as a reward. Dont be shy. I want honesty. Once I figure out from you what you want as a reward then I will figure out when I will place the contest & how long it will run & all that good stuff. Remember HONESTY Thank you

My Music
If anyone likes guitar music, please check out my music and videos. Okay so here are my music videos here on fubar: http://fubar.com/videos.php?uid=3511220 Also here is my music on myspace, all original songs: www.myspace.com/mattewens1977 And YouTube as well: http://www.youtube.com/user/guitar1977?feature=mhsn Hope you enjoy it thanks for reading Matt Any ladies like to see my assets, please have a look in my pics and prepare yourself, lol :o)

About Me
Hi My name is cody lenz, I was born in Coeur d'alene IDAHO on june 13th 1985.Many people know me, maby more than i would like but never the less, i am a very down to earth, open minded, caring, understanding, chill person. i try my best to put myself in "other peoples shoes." to get there prespective on things, most of the time i am farly good at it.You know this thing called life, We are all in it together. It's all a learning process everyone is learning somethimg about themselves and other people, It could be something you have already learned or wont learn for years, We ar all different and hence we learn different.So people end up getting hurt that you never even ment to, Or know how you did it. Its hard enough to live youre own life sometimes. And you know people do accedentialy do get in the way, And its hard.To who ever reads this, I am truly sorry for in any way hurting you, by any means at all or in the future if i hurt you. I am only human and i try my best to be the person

Pain In Sorrow
iam lost in a world filled with nothing but darkness as i try to gasp the bit of hope i have left i find my self struggling to hold on but as i slip and fall endlessly into nothing more then a deep forgotten void i try and get my self up but i find my self chain up with my demons laughing at me telling me they will never let me go my mind is always racing but it is also my worst foe it always seem to toss me things that i would rather forget the more times i try and fake how i truely feel just to please other people the more i seem to get lost even more how do i over come it how do i conquer it is it so easy to slip into total darkness will i ever find my peace my light forever into darkness i was born in the cold dark world as every seem to not always see things as they really are the world is black and white for that is what i see there is no middle ground who can save me who will be my light to blank out the darkness in witch i feel my ex just show up with her new bf hinding behind

Lost Love
I BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE, THE KIND OF LOVE THAT MAKES YOU SMILE FOR NO REASON, THE KIND KIND OF LOVE THAT HURTS LONG AFTER IT'S LOST. I HAD THIS LOVE AND LET IT SLIP THRU MY HANDS AGAIN, I WANT IT BACK BEFORE I'M GONE, IF JUST FOR A SHORT MOMENT IN TIME. i HAD FOUND THE LOVE THAT I WANTED TO LIVE IN HER EYES, DIE IN HER ARMS, AND BE BURIED IN HER HEART FOR EVER.

Anonymous
We go through life meeting lots of people. Some make you happy, some make you smile, some can be counted and then there are some whom you would rather not have ever met. There are lots of reasons that would make you want to avoid meeting certain people like they are mean or evil. Mainly though I am talking about personality types which are difficult to deal with and just better to be avoided all together. Sometimes it takes some time before we realize a person we know is on the bad list. Some of us take longer than others to connect the dots. Horrible Personality Number One : Two Faced Back Stabbers Two faced back stabbers are public enemy number 1. They are nice to you and then turn around and say the worse things ever about. We all are polite to most people and might be inclined to say mean things when we are with people whom we trust but the TFBS personality usually does this all the time and have another agenda. Catching One Just by observing them you can find them, the

Sister Christian
I was so lonely, it was late November, My Mom had just died on the 24th 2012. I had been befriended by a gentleman who turned out to be no GENTLEMAN at all but I got out with ut any real harm. In this time I had just been sad over the loss of my precious son, Tony, he was sad a lot, Tony decided to take his life on May 16th and he did this to himself in such a sad way, leaving a very lucid note with directions on what he had and had not done. an what needed doing around his home. I cried over that one as the coroner had to take the last piece of paper my son ever left me, so I thought. So as I put my dear son to rest, My poor precious mom got more ill, and finally succomed to death from Parkinson's disease in November 24,2012. I did not tell her of Tony's suicide, because you see, My Kid brother Dan had done this on Jan 02,2008, My Older sis Joycce had taken her life onFe 13,1980. But my poor mom in her sad demented state said. " The suicides are after you aren't they?" I said no MOM I

Online Shopping Vs. Traditional Shopping
Same as Tablet pc. Where will the human being arrive at in his eagerness to discover? Will the machine be the man of the future? The XXI century has been characterized by the appearance of technological breakthroughs such as I phones, digital books, GPS, and others. The tablet PC is one of those items people can find in any store because of its great success, and we also have it in an online store like www.geeliph.com. They are built from different brands but the essence remains the same. They are portable; they keep you on line everywhere; and they have integrated features that we can enjoy. The success of the Tablet PC is because of its feature of being portable. It makes our life easier. Furthermore, it helps us optimize our time. For instance, we can simultaneously take a coffee at Starbucks, write a note on it, and still interact with friends. Its characteristics as compact and convertible allows us to use the computer in any place we go.

Pop My Cherry
what's up people...i never know what to write in blogs but i figure u wanted to hear a lil somethin from me....im new here and tryin to meet some hot cherries....im pretty friendly its just i find myself walking away from the computer from time to time especially when someone is tryin to shout at me...holla at me, add me, comment or whatever...im doin my best to get back at cha!!! love, skittle Well...havent blogged in a while. Missed all you guys a lot. Anyhoo, sharing the news....currently a pregnant Cherry. Having mixed feelings about it. I hate the whole pregnancy thing....can't wait till it's over. I eat all the time and i'm extremely horny which really sucks since my man is in New York right now......havent had any since april.....ughhhh!!!! Sometimes I just want to shoot myself...not to mention I've already gained 20 pounds since I stopped smoking cigarettes!!! I'm a fat cherry...at least I think so....does anybody have a fast forward button for this type of thing?

Show Me Where Ya From!!!
Ok this is simple...just click on the map and place your hometown on the map and leave me a message to show me where ya from! Create one and place on your page so i can leave you some love too!

Jack Jokes
A teacher asks her class, "If there are 5 birds sitting on a fence and you shoot one of them, how many will be left?" She calls on little Jack. He replies, "None, they will all fly away with the first gunshot." The teacher replies, "The correct answer is 4, but I like your thinking." Then little Jack says, "I have a question for YOU. There are 3 women sitting on a bench having ice cream: One is delicately licking the sides of the triple scoop of ice cream. The second is gobbling down the top and sucking the cone. The third is biting off the top of the ice cream. Which one is married?" The teacher, blushing a great deal, replied, "Well, I suppose the one that's gobbled down the top and sucked the cone." To which Little Jack replied, "The correct answer is 'the one with the wedding ring on," but I like your thinking." LITTLE Jack ON MATH (Part 2) Little Jack returns from school and says he got an F in arithmetic. "Why?" as

Things I've Learned ...lol
all i really need to know about how to live and what to do and how to be a i learned in kingergarten. wisdon was not at the top of the graduate school mountain but there in the sandpile at sunday school. These are the things i learned: share everything play fair dont hit people put things back where you found them clean up your own mess dont take things that arent yours say your sorry when you hurt somebody wash you hands before you eat flush warm cookies and milk are good for you live a balanced life--learn some and think some and draw and paint and sing and dance and play and work every day some. take a nap every afternoon when you go out into the world watch out for traffic, hold hands, and stick together be aware of wonder...remember the little seed in the styrofoam cup ....the roots go down and the plant goes up and nobody really knows how or why, but we are all like that goldfish and hamsters and white mice and even the little seed in the styrofoam c

I Don't Care If I Loose Friends Over Tis
Month One Mommy I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went

Poem
Never say I love you If you really don’t care Never talk about feelings If they aren’t really there Never hold my hand If you are going to break my heart Never say you are going to If you don’t plan to start Never look into my eyes If all you do is lie Never say hello If you really mean goodbye If you really mean forever Cause forever makes me cry.

My First Poem On Here Hope Ya'll Like It
i've never felt this way before you pick me up when im down and the chills you bring are unspeakable and do you know your so incredible you give me reason not to hide and if i could talk for forever i'd say how you make me feel cause you are all they world to me your like the warm summer sun reflecting off my heart and you friendly smile on a frantic day lightens up my way your the starry sky around my soul Embrace you shadow and walk alone run from no evil hug the demons take no drugs to disrupt the pain face the fear of myself with myself Become the rose the was intended push throught the dirt first hear the soul when it cries crying to be free walk throught the empty darkness and dive into the hidin tears yeah im just walkin in my darkness

Invite To My Private Group
some of you already are members of my private group/ but I wanted to share this with fun people like me. You have to be an adult and have a picture of yourself before I can approve you. heres the link to my naughty girls tagworld group. http://groups.tagworld.com/Naughtygirl also if you would like to see my tagword site like lost cherry check me out at http://tagworld.com/loriesc4/ look at the pics. listion to my music it tells my personailty also sign my brick wall and dont forget to give my page a vote. see ya there.... remember I have to approve u then I give u a pass..... Have a good day sweeties... Your naughty girl...Loriesc4

D@ve22
I know that most people may disagree with me here. Mainly considering the fact that Prison Break has renewed the hotness that is jailbait. And I don't mean of the under 17 variety (That has always been hot). Basically, fugitives have always been sexy. Call it the inherent lust for "badboys and girls" that we naturally have. Danger is exciting. And who can deny how sexy a tear drop tattoo is, carefully etched out with a ballpoint pen into the face of a hardened criminal? Who may or may not be missing a limb from a shanking incident that left them gangrened and vengeful. So while you've been busy signing up to inmates.com so you can track down some Wentworth action, I've been getting a full body tattoo and making my plans to get into jail. So I can get more chicks, obviously. Also, faking diabetes isn't necessary for me. Imagine my dismay when I realized the doctor is a 62 year old veteran with a distaste for hot inked bodies and who won't buy my "I'm hypoglycemic" story.

Just Something I Just Wrote
as we sit there looking up at the stars and we start to hold hands, there's three words i want to say to you. but as i look over at you i'm so mesmerized by your beauty, i find myself lost for words. you notice me stearing at you with a blank look on my face and you tell me you love me.....the only thing i could say back is....i would tell you that i never thought i could ever love anyone as much as i love you, but my love for you runs deeper than that, i don't think theres anything i could say to explain how i feal about you.

Rules To Live By
1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 2. When you lose, dont lose the lesson. 3. Follow the three Rs: a)Respect for self, b)Respect for others c)Responsibility for all your actions. 4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck. 5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly. 6. Dont let a little dispute injure a great relationship. 7. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it. 8. Spend some time alone every day. 9. Open your arms to change, but dont let go of your values. 10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer. 11. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, youll be able to enjoy it a second time. 12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life. 13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. D

Blame
Just because you've been wronged is no reason to do the wrong thing. In fact it is all the more reason to do the right thing. Just because there's someone to blame for your troubles does not mean that you can end your troubles by hurting that other person. No matter who is to blame for your problems, you are responsible for them. Revenge may be entirely justified, but it will rarely solve the problem. Just as time does not proceed backwards, you cannot right a wrong by committing another wrong. Though punishment is often an appropriate and positive step, it cannot undo what has already been done. The energy you put into blaming others for your problems takes away from the energy you have available to effectively address those problems. Don't let the desire to assign blame detract you from making things right. You cannot move backwards, so put your energy into moving forward.

Perceptions
Think You Know Me...? You may first see me dressed to the nines Shirt and tie "Dress for success" Think You Know Me....? Then again, you might first see me at the gym Tank top Old sweats Hat on backwards Most of my 8 tattoos in plain sight Think You Know Me...? Those who meet me for the first time one way can't picture me the other. Think You Know Me...? I am the epitome of "You can't judge a book by its cover" I am everything you'd think I am nothing you'd expect Think You Know Me...? As of yet... no you don't However, if I ALLOW you to GET to know me Impressed you shall be Think You Know Me...? Care to find out...?

Hello Everybody!!
if Anybody who can tell me how to put voice messages on my profile, you'll become my new best friend!! I like this cherrys website and have already met interesting and cool people here.. Peace!!

Hello Everyone
I just wanted to say hello to everyone and say thank all you that added me to their profiles. I've should have done before this but I've been really busy with my job and trying to invest in real estate. I hope everyone understand and will be talking to you all again really soon in the mean time take care of yourself and stay cool Paul

The Difference Between Strength And Courage
It takes strength to be firm It takes courage to be gentle It takes strength to stand guard It takes courage to surrentder It takes strength to be certain It takes courage to h ave doubt It takes strength to fit in It takes courafe to stand out It takes strength to feel a friend's pain It takes courage to feel your own pain It takes strength to hide your own pains It takes courage to show them It takes strength to endure abuuse It takes courage to stop it It takes strength to stand alone It takes courage to lean on another It takes strength to love It takes courafe to be loves It takes strength to survive It takes courage to live If you feel you have neither, May the world hug you today With it's warmth, and love. And may the wind carry a voice That tells you there is a friend Sitting in another corner of the world wishing you well.

Weird Isn't It?! All Of My Friends Must See This Blog!
Ralphie Parker - Age 9 from "The Christmas Story" Tracey Russell (me) - Age 9 (1992) from Petersburg, IN Alright, I was looking through my old pictures today and I came across an older school picture from November 14, 1992 and guess what immediately came to mind? RALPHIE PARKER from "The Christmas Story"! Did I not look EXACTLY like him with the GLASSES AND ALL?! The sad part is I always wanted a Red Rider BB Gun for Christmas just as Ralphie AND I was always picked on at that time...just as little Ralphie was. I just HAD to scan this picture and bring out the 'ol Photoshop to show you guys...it's amazing at how much I resembled him and how much we were alike (even in character!). I MUST get some comments on this...it's too crazy to pass up guys!!!! Come on...you know you wanna....it's even the Holiday Season for goodness sakes!!

Rants And Ramblings
I just noticed there was a comment from someone asking if I was a lesbian. I do happen to be bisexual, but the only thing they could use to gauge that was my photo and profile. My guess is that some people don't realize a woman can love sex, love men, but still be Dominant? What a surprise. I happen to adore men, that's why I keep two of them.

Be Naked, Not Ashamed.
Ever wonder why the FCC got so up in arms over Janet Jackson's super bowl ordeal? Then you watch Dr. 90210, Girls Next Door, Discovery Health Channel shows and the only thing they now blur out is the nipple. Come on! Last time I looked, a man's nipple isn't that much different than a woman's. The big difference is the breast tissue which they have no problem with that being displayed. It's everywhere now. But a nipple slip!!! Stop the presses!!! Scandal. Give me a break! Quit being so uptight over the way God made you! Be proud of who you are and that he "made you in his own image" If God created Adam and Eve in his own image, and they were naked, does that not logically imply that God has no problem with us being naked? Adam and Eve walked with God in the Garden of Eden everyday...naked...until they sinned and became ashamed. God is without sin, so does thatimply that he is always naked because he has no reason to be ashamed and therefore no reason to cover his nakedness?

Icesicle Strechings
Not to put a damper on things... but the whole concept of cherrytap is pretty disturbing to me. Firstly, the whole concept of paying to have your profile viewed. It seems to me to be pure vanity... a waste. If one were able to create content that were actually viewable, then one would turn a profit on it, not pay for it. We are people, not products to be sold--like dirty whores. Anyway, I digress. until later

Dragged To Death!
Hi all, I recently did an interview show with the NYC metal station METALIZATION on Podcast. The interview is now online at Podcast as are a few video clips of me risking my ass in various twisted escape stunts. One you may not have seen and that is not on my profile is called "Dragged to Death". In this I was locked in a Medieval torture restraint and tied with 100 ft of rope to the back of a hot rod. I had 60 seconds to get free before the truck took off. On one performance of this escape this past summer I came VERY CLOSE to being ripped in half. In fact, I had to break my own thumb to get free at the last second. The drag truck was racing and I was not yet out! Go to http://www.podarama.com/podcasts/metalization/default.html And scroll down to see the Santini videos. The Dragged to Death clip is there. I know many of you have commented on the pics of this in my profile and now you can see the actual footage of how fu--in close this really was!

Collage
Poetry flows for me at dawn; Spider in a drum, Monitors enslave dogs to chew on: "You-can-lip-this." I am the architect, You are the game master; Whole, in a sock, Like a sweater got snagged. Life's whoopin' my @$$: But it ain't won yet. Its only victory be death. Transversificationalism's Psyche'Lyrical health food, Ordered-on-line's: "Too busy for the phone?" Advertised' designs consume a child's mind, A cheap world's cigarettes make the beer taste better; Crowbars and rollerblades, keep'em lit and let'em lay there. Go ahead: ruin my life, I ain't done much with it yet. Consider it short-lived Made all you can, Unite the Serephim, A throne a thought away. Off to another beautiful brilliant beginning, Where are all the flower soldiers? I got time to pay attention. No changing the future due a chance for the worse; Life eternal does'nt mean you don't die

I'm A Virgin
Your eyes so soft,skin so white. Beauty fell upon me that cold october night. The wall that keeps me from my love The chains he is shackled to,not only did he free himself. He freed me from "the blues" I still walk alone but alone my heart does not feel. This is why I know God exists For I have never seen beauty so real. Dreams may not come true Dreams may end in a flash For I can always hope for one thing This dream will forever last. Hey I am a Virgin on here. Just want to say Thanxs to everyone for the ratings, etc. Happy Holidays!!! XOXO's When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,

~ Gg's ~ Kennel Pages
You and a person you love deeply are placed in separate rooms with a button next to each of you. You know that you will both be killed unless one of you presses your button before 60 minutes pass; furthermore, the first person to press the button will save the other person, but will immediately be killed. What do you think you would do? Think twice about your answer ~ it isn't as simple as you first think it is...

Liar
Ever put someone on a pedestal,then..when they crap on you..the sheer gravitational force of it leaves you completely flattened? I loved this person in my own way.The things he said brought me hope for a better future. Thanks while it lasted. Kinda sick to think about how special it made me feel to hear "I had to jerk off with yer scent on me."

My First Contest
ok ya'll he is a link for the contest is a rate and comment bomb please help me out. it is a nfsw so just copy and paste the link below. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=561342&albumid=186109&i=3304266256 Hey all of you i have enter in a my first contest, BBW Contest it is based on comments so please help out thanks.

(((20 Things To Make Ur Girl Happy)))
1. Tell her she is beautiful.. even if she didnt fix up herself. 2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3. Hug her from behind. 4. Wrestle with her 5. Write her notes -on the fridge or on the mirror.. - or call her, just to say "hi" 6. Play with her hair. 7. Get "a little" upset if someone else tries to flirt with her. 8. Make her laugh. 9. Let her fall asleep in your arms. 10. If you care about her, then TELL HER. 11. Treat her the same around others as you do when you're alone. 12. LOOK HER IN THE EYES AND SMILE.. you don't know what could that do with her!! 13. Hang out with her whenever you can. 14. Kiss her in the rain (girls love this). 15. When she gives you a present, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy). 16. Always call her when you say you will, even if you can only talk for a minute. 17. Give her what she wants, even without asking. 18. Recognize the sma

“mystory” A Revelation In The Making
I’m using this book I have For the last thing it requests of me This may not be great To me it is still a mystery I’m using this book for what its worst And on this February 3, That worth may lower its value Nothing special about this date, Nothing special at all This may mean the world to me, But a peace of s&*! to you all This book has history to it Not one that you can get in school This history is of me, So I named it mystory And this book is nearing its end To me this book came: New, Clean, and Untouched Couldn’t wait to write my first word down I wrote thing I need not share, For some of you were there For you who would like to read, This is the reason for that lock & key No mistake can be erase all are writing down At times I may lose my page I start a new, But continue writing down

Diary Of A Darkness That Seeks Light
Well here we go again, another blog lol. between myspace livejournal and now this I have three or four outlets. Today celebrates the start of a new chapter in my life I have decided I will probably cry for my ex wife for a while but I need to move onwards. So henceforth New Mexico! Watch out I am on the prowl again!.

My World
There are thing out there that seem boring. Now I can be a boring guy but I look for excitment were ever I can find it. Now I seem to find sex my form of excitement now I admit (thing that how you spell that) that I'm a sex addicted. I have studied the Kamma Sutria and read countless books. I have an exwife and a girlfriend but I feel disconnected. I do care for my girlfriend it not like I don't care and I don't care. What the fuck is wrong with me?

Fundamentalist Christians
10: You vigorously deny the existence of thousands of gods claimed by other religions, but feel outraged when someone denies the existence of yours. 9: You feel insulted and "dehumanized" when scientists say that people evolved from animals, but you have no problem with the Biblical claim that we were created from dirt. 8: You laugh at polytheists, but you have no problem believing in the trinity. 7: Your face turns purple when you hear of the "atrocities" attributed to non-christians, but you don't even flinch when hearing about how God/Jehovah slaughtered all the babies of Egypt in "Exodus" and ordered the elimination of entire ethnic groups in "Joshua" including women & children (also the trees for you tree-huggers). You never consider both world wars were fought principally amongst christian nations. 6: You laugh at Hindu beliefs that deify humans, and Greek mythology about gods sleeping with women, but you have no problem believing that the Holy Spirit impregnated Mary (obvio

You should have sex in your car Whenever, wherever. That is your motto. You live for the moment and when you want some, you won’t take no for an answer. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You are 33% kinky You are kinda kinky. You like to fantasize and try some new things sometimes, but overall you’d rather stick to sex you are comfortable with. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Thoughts For The Day
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You? Balance Partners Reality is about the return to balance. Balance Partners are the people you meet along the way who help you create balance in your life. In a time of the evoluti

My Stuff *:]
You took away my last breath Left me gasping for air Tore the soul inside me apart As I'm left standing in total darkness What have you done? What did you do to me? Took away the one precious thing I still had left Why did I have to give it all away Every last drop of trust was left in you I'm laying on the floor motionless No strength to get back on my feet Nights pass as days stand still I'm stuck in the moment of my biggest mistake Where do I turn when all the lights go out As I'm running through the rain Sobs and sad sorrow is the expression on my face Did you ever really love me to begin with Were all the words you said a lie Why did you have to cut me so deep? Leaving a hole in the place where my heart used to be Now I walk around cold and afraid I don't want anyone else to see the scars you left with me Why did you have to make me fall for you Then walk away

The Webdude's Leaky Brain
This is a reprint from one of my other blogs...Thought My Cherries might enjoy this: New York - check. Los Angeles - check. Chicago - check. Atlanta - check. Seattle - check. Portland - check. Austin - check. San Francisco - check. Philadelphia - check. Boston - OH SHIT....... What the hell is wrong with these people?? Does this look like a terrorist device?? Do these look like Islamic Terrorists (The nations current paranoia....replacing "Rooskies" and "Commies" we seem to like fears we can milk for decades....) or the stars of "Bill and Ted's Fucked-Up Boston Adventure"? Boston, Give me a fucking break. Get your cowering heads out of your asses and please, PLEASE try to exercise a little common sense...... Here. Be on the lookout for THIS dangerous motherfucker: Be careful though! His agents are EVERYWHERE! You've probably seen them walking around in daylight!!! And here's a little message for you: Have a nice day.

Ducks
A man walked into a quiet bar. He carried three ducks, one in each hand and one under his left arm. He placed them one beside the other upon the bar. He had a few drinks and chatted with the ducks, and with the bartender. The bartender was surprised, but experienced and had learned not to ask people about animals they bring into the bar, so he didn't mention the ducks. They chatted for about another 30 minutes before the man with the ducks had to go to the restroom. He left the ducks there on the bar. The bartender was alone with the ducks. There was an awkward silence as they all looked at one another. The bartender decided to break the ice and try to make a little conversation. "Say, what's your name?" he asked the first duck. "Huey," replied the first duck. "How's your day been, Huey?" Great. Lovely day. Had a ball. Been in and out of puddles all day! What else could a duck want?" said the duck. "Oh. That's nice," said the bartender. Then he said to the s

Shadowy_heart0134 ( My Life Entries From My Live Journal)
Current mood: scare and worried. since I could not find the stamp for song I currently playing, I am kind of watching the Move A Walk To Remember, and listening to Many Moore's song Only Hope. I have marked my life to a Walk To Remember, even though no one is sick like the girl was in this movie, but then again I cannot say anyone is not sick as of yet, this movie will always be my movie I relate to it no matter what. Life does so many things to people these days, it just aint funny anymore. I know when me and my ex broke up in one the weirdest ways it could have ever happen, all I ever wanted to do was see her one last time. Then my parents spoke to me stating she may come back one day, my fathrr never got so close to me as he did and never though I hear the words he stated that day, that if it was meant to be she will come back. My mom said the same, but was just unhappy with how it all happened. My mother spoke to me and we talked and talked, she told me how she

Poetry
These are some poems that I have written for my girlfriend. Tell me what you think... She expells all trepidation, manipulation, false sophistication and and instead offers elated pursuasion of a nourishing invasion. Enamorus is the hand that guides restoration to a lost prospect. A prospect once obsolete is now my retreat to where the angel lies. Insecurites defeat. I'm palpatating, every so often skipping a beat. But I want do do more then skip. I want to run to where the angel lies. Back to my retreat that the angel provides and not a forlornness that is so obsolete. And another: A tantalizing song is being played, repiticiously sending chills through the base of my soul. A soul once curious and reluctant now answered and ready. Ready for the fire. Ready for the the castration of my fears and the decapitation of my doubts. Bloody ears and foolish fears now vanished. Your a magician. A good magician never reveals her secrets and I am your se

Sports Drinks
Why is it that sports drinks such as Gatorade and Powerade are in the shapes of penises? It's kinda funny watching someone drinking it down at the basketball court and thinking to yourself , "Man, gimme some of that!" You then now notice the shape and think about how you look with a 32 ounce cock to your mouth. Just some food for thought.

The Test
Gary's Sexual Catch-Phrase is... "Cowabunga!" 'What is your sexual catchphrase? at QuizUniverse.com Gary -- [adjective]:Like in nature to a human dildo 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

The Chronicle
can ya check out me new pics? tell me what ya think So, I figured out that I live under some kind of cloak of shadows when it comes to the internet. Everywhere I go, i'm noticed for about 5 minutes, then i'm old news, thrown out like yesterdays garbage.........no one is gonna read this anyways, so why even write it? well................this might be my last, no one visits my page anymore.....and this is bothering me, kinda, i mean, i wish more people talked to me, instead of just adding me and fanning me.......if someone, at least one person responds to this, then ill keep it for a little while......

Ct
Wow, I can't believe the time has come to say goodbye. As many of u kno, my brother Rob is heading over to Iraq to protect our country cuz Bush is a fucking Idiot. My brother and I have had our fair share of ups and downs, but he's my brother. I love him to death. This week, especially Friday, will be so frikking hard for me and my family. I've been do torn up inside since he first said that he would be going to Iraq. But now the time has come for him to leave. As of tomorrow morning, he won't be home anymore. He goes to the Dundalk Armory and then from there will go to Elkton, MD to the Armory there. On Friday at the Elkton Armory, the families of the Soldiers can go there to have their "Last Goodbyes" before they ship out. I dunno what I to do with out my Big Brother. He's always been to protect me, so I guess it's time for him to protect me even more. It's just so hard. I know a lot of people have had family ship out, so I am gonna find out how they feel. I don't want to, but I

What The Fuck Ever
to all whom it may concern im sick of this you think you know a person and then you wait a min and then you figure it out its all a fucking lie im sick of putting everything n the line and in the end throwing it away i hate the way you all think you know me when in fact only a few do know a small part of me thngs you all should know about me i fucking hate shit talking and shit talkers i fucking hate DRAMA with a passion i fucking hate how people think they know me i fucking hate the way i get put in the middle i fucking hate how i deal with dram and come here and get another dose of it i fucking hate ATTENTION WHORES i fucking hate fake ass friends and people i fucking hate solving others issues i fucking hate back stabbing bitches i fucking hate life in general i fucking hate not haveing money i fucking hate the way i feel right now i fucking hate people who feel the need to start shit to feel like there the bigger person(your not) i fucking hate the way i help every

Sweetness
DOES ANY ONE KNOW WHAT REAL LOVE IS I DO I HAVE FOUND THE MAN THAT IS CARING HONEST AND IS VERY TRUE TO ME LIKE I AM TO HIM LOVE IS ABOUT CARING SHARING AND BEING BEST FRIENDS AND HONESTY TOOK ME A LONG TIME TO FIND HIM WE HAVE ALOT IN COMMEN WE BOTH LOVE THE SIMPLE THINGS IN LIFE IN CASE U ALL DONT KNOW WHAT THAT IS ITS LIKE LONG WALKS SPENING TIME TOGEATHER AND TIME WITH OUR FRIENDS LIFE IS TO SHORT TO BE A PLAYER AND THATS HE IS NOT A PLAYER HE IS A REAL MAN WITH FEELINGS LIKE I AM A REAL WOMAN WITH FEELINGS SO NO MATTER WHAT NOBODY CAN TAKE THAT AWAY FROM US AND HE VERY PROTICVE OF ME SO BECAREFUL WHAT U POST THANKS

This Site Pisses Me Off
I cannot win lately.Between the Damn cat,thee Dog an Insorboardinated teenages,I cannot sleep.Not even on a 100mg.Trazadone.When I do sleep,everything functions around CherryTap + the Covenant.I'm Addicted to this Place,that is for sure.I have been Addicted to many things through out the ages it seems.But first lets address the situation of the purpose of this perticular blog.After many months of haveing the most fucked up computer in the house.It is finally running at 100 % .I know longer get booted for trying to excess extensive profiles.Now my problem is the error messages that constantly appear if I rate things to fast.Or I'll be in the middle of rateing stuff an I must log back in.This even accured when CherryTap was my home page.I cannot rate more than 20 things of 1 friend without being asked to logg out an log back in.When I first arrived here,when it was the LostCherry I was labeled a staulker by BabyJesus.I could not rate anyone past 5 pictures.There was some sort of Covenant

School Days
Practical Application He' teaching her arithmetic, He said it was his mission, He kissed her once, he kissed her twice and said, "Now that's addition." And he added smack by smack In silent satisfaction, She sweetly gave the kisses back and said, "Now that's subtraction." Then he kissed her, she kissed him, Without an explanation, And both together smiled and said, "That's multiplication." Then Dad appeared upon the scene and Made a quick decision. He kicked that kid three blocks away And said, "That's long division!"

Thoughts To Ponder
Thoughts to ponder for 2007 #10 Life is sexually transmitted. # 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which a person can die. # 8 Men have two states: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. # 7 Give a person a fish and you feed him for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and he won't bother you for weeks. # 6 Some people are like Slinkys.....not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. # 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. # 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. # 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? # 2 In the

A Decision
I put this in a bulliten but decided to blog it too - seems different people read each Due to a recent development - I have decided to take down my nsfw pictures - or a majority of them Be careful who you trust even the most benign person can turn evil... Be sorry to those you hurt, there are somethings you can never fix... the internet is no place for trusting souls and open hearts... Cat

Sexxii Older Man Contest
RUBIAS ROCKIN NYC/ '' K..O..T@ CherryTAP Rubia's Sexxii Older Male Contest THE CONTEST ENDIN SUNDAY AT 12PM EST Winning Prizes: 1st-Rolex 2nd-Mens ring 3rd-Mens bracklet Contestants and Voters can comment bomb theirself. Please no fake accounts or bots. (repost of original by 'TheRH ( Ladies Suductive Look Contest-Now Open)' on '2007-03-25 10:38:48') ok people ive came up other contest how about the sexxii dj lookin for male or female the contest will start saturday still workin on on prizes the djs comes from ct I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE FOR HELPIN OUT THE SEXXII MAN IN THIS CONTEST HERE ARE THE THREE WINNERS 1ST PL WITH RATIN OF 44 PRIZE OF A ROLEX 2ND PL

Special Occasion
Jade was more than 10 minutes late and I was feeling distinctly put out, when she finally walked through the door. Even in My anger, the sight of her nearly stopped Me, but lust and anger are a powerful combination so I twined the two emotions together as she approached. "I apologize for being late, Master Darius," she said, kneeling in front of Me. "Mr. Scott had me stay late for a board meeting. I left as soon as I could." I could tell she was worried about the consequences of her tardiness, but kept My plans well in mind. "Stand,my pet, and kiss Me. I'm pissed that you were late, but we'll get to that when the time is right. Come." We kissed, and I felt her lips trembling as a combination of anticipation and fear melded in her soul. We went downstairs to the Playroom, and I turned quickly on her. "Strip," I commanded, "and lay yourself on the table of reconciliation." As always, she obeyed My Command, but I saw a little hesitance. I know how important Valentine's Day i

Jades Awakening
Jades Master’s Home > > > > She searches for the oven mitts hoping the cookies wont burn before she finds them, meets her best friend for coffee, has a less than encouraging conversation with her mother on the phone, and watches a half hour of mindless chatter on television between her daily chores...It is a day like many others but she doesn't complain; she does all these things with a sense of pride and purpose that few would understand. She finds joy and contentment in keeping her home and preparing her mind and body in the service of her Master and His homecoming which draws closer as each hour passes. > > Four o'clock > > She opens the shower door and turns the water on and undresses; the steam rises and she steps inside. This is a ritual that is never rushed but thoroughly enjoyed. Lathering the cloth she cleans and polishes her skin with meticulous care and when finished, she notices her image in the full length mirror...she lingers there and wonders what must go th

Wine
I am presently in Sonoma County, a great area for wine, even though it is California, and not Oregon hehe.. what ya expect, I'm a native Oregonian. I hate sales tax, and pumping my own gas... Here is some info for most of us that are not wine snobs like me.. hehe Any healthy, mature human can enjoy the sensual and psychic pleasures of moderate wine drinking. It requires no knowledge or skills other than bringing a glass to the lips and swallowing. The overall sensory experience of wine can be transformed, however, from a simple pleasure to a profound one, with just a bit of knowledge about how humans experience "taste" and how wine can have so many flavor variations. A wine palate is part ability and part experience. The individual's preferences for and sensitivity to smell and taste elements, along with the memory of their taste history, combine to form the palate. In developing this personal wine palate, remember to consider the temperature, the texture, and the feel, as wel

Vera Wang,....and Me
Wow, I've never heard of that one, but I like it. Do you have any other new samples? I love men's cologne and when I go shopping I always pass through the men's department and see what's new or get samples of my old favorites. There's a method to my madness. I take the samples home and when I masturbate I create the perfect fantasy man to go with each fragrance. I like to turn the lights down low, relax and drink in a fragrance that I've selected. This one would be dark haired man; tall with a devilish smile that just told you he could kiss with the best of them. Sometimes when I'm out with my friends having drinks I'll pass by one of my favorite aromas and see what type of man is wearing it. About six months ago, I was in a crowded nightspot headed for the ladies room. As I was slowly squeezing my way through the crowd, it hit me. My all time favorite men's cologne, Vera Wang; I would know that maddening flavor anywhere. It has just the right amount of musk without being heavy and t

My New Website
I would really appreciate all my friends and fans on here who have commented me in the past going over to my new website at www.thedarkmaster.com and leaving comments on THE NEW FLESH forum. Any comments regarding my unique brand of work would be welcome! Thanks, Steve www.thedarkmaster.com To all my friends and fans, We have completely revamped my website at www.thedarkmaster.com Please head over and take a look. On the media page there are some new vids to watch and also a podcast interview show of me on Metalization radio you can listen to. In the nav bar you will find a link to a fan page called "The New Flesh". I sure would appreciate it if any or all of you would leave a comment on either the site or my dangerous line of work and the way I do it. Thank you in advance, Steve Santini www.thedarkmaster.com To all my friends and fans, We have completely revamped my website at www.thedarkmaster.com Please head over and take a look. On the media page there a

Something
I can hear your voice when your not around.The sounds beating in my head like a drum.Over and over again.Sleep is something i can not have,dreams are to far away.The sounds getting even more loud as i lay awake trying to find that peace i once i had and still all i can think of is you and the peace your gave me.But now you have become the soul source of pain. A fool once said its better to have loved and lost then to have never had loved at all.I say to have never have loved and not know the pain that loosing them will bring.Is much better than knowing that pain.spending a life time trying over and over to find that one shot at being happy,content,at peace with your self and never touching the one thing so many have.Love,can be over rated.

In A Days Work
YAY~~!~!~!~ I have been offered a job close to home, with better Money, closer to my Kids!! So I may have to change some of my profile informations but should have a lil more time to be online!~! Thanks to all my cherries for reading this and love ye all Bunches and Bunches!!! Straffe Must be doing my job. things are going smoothly, but with it being the first warm day I did not wear a jacket. I realise now, why I loved my jacket. I have literally cooked myself to a nice shade of pink, and I suspect it will be a nice long night of flashburn suffering. gotta love life!

Pledge Me Please!
Sponsor Me - http://events.animalhumanesociety.org/site/TR?px=1062303&pg=personal&fr_id=1030 Emma (my kitty) heard about the suffering of her fellow animals and has convinced me by staring at me with her piercing green eyes and incessant meowing to walk on her behalf. She became so distraught by her fellow brother and sister orphans plight that she has curled up into the fetal position and refused me the joy of petting her, my lap has grown so... so cold. PLEASE HELP! I will be participating in the newly merged humane society's 2007 Walk for Animals. With five Twin Cities locations, they care for more than 35,000 unwanted, abused and neglected animals each year. Please support me with a donation by selecting the " Support Me" button above the thermometer or "Make a Gift" below the themometer. Our efforts will help make a big difference! I have adopted 3 cats form the Humane Society and can't thank them enough for what they do for these animals and the joy that they bring peopl

Personal
Hi everyone thanks for all the comments and everything. You don't have to rate this blog. I am sorry I have not been on but my father in law has been very sick and we have been at the hospital. I hope to be on more now that he is doing better. I just wanted everyone to know I haven't forgotten about them just been really busy and its been a stressful week. Keith

Poems
It takes a day to make a dream, But it takes many nights for a seed to become a tree. Life is a ladder that must be climbed. But in every stage, There are many rivers and battles to fight And our hopes determines our future. Life is a trip through the wilderness And everyone must survive for success. But without a determination We can never reach our destination. There are many roads in life, But choice Stands between the broad and the narrow. The world is not only what we see But what we hear Life is time and time is tide. We are making an endless journey But no ladder is without an end Problems may fall like rain But every seed has its season. © By ‹.·´¯`·.·´`·._Ðèvî£î§h ÐÐ_.·´`·.·´¯`·.› 5-10-07 A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like

Just Another Day
Drama is the funniest thing in the world. Some ppl just seem to thrive on it. Although they choose to tell you they don't want any part of it. There are places ppl go to relax and chill and other places to meet and have fun. Yes, you are a name and "number" on a net site, but at the same time, you need to wake up in the am or pm (which ever time you work). See yourself in the mirror and be happy with what you see. If you don't like it, your the only one who can change it. If you have a real life relationship to where there seems to some sort of conflict in it. Figure out where it is and fix it. If at all possible. Don't try to find a new relationship w/someone when you're not willing to fix the one your in. If it can't be fixed, then GET THE F*!# OUT of it. If you have meet someone that you really connect with and want something out of it, then do everything you can to show and support each other. Yes, an online, long distance relationship is not easy, but if there is so

Song Lyrics
Cowboys ride into sunsets The good guy always gets the girl Cinderella has just fit The glass slipper that changed her world We all know the stories We all know the fairy tales We all get the glory Of making it for ourselves From the beginning We're all looking for a happy ending Every dream of winning Every love we'be been in Right from the beginning We're looking for a happy ending We come here with nothing And take it with us the day we leave The first and last breath don't matter It's all the ones that are in between It's the reason for living It's the reason the caged bird sings It's why we sit in the movies All the way to the closing scene And for all the dreams who have come and gone Who have reached for the stars who have overcome You're the hope, you're the wish, you're the truth Baby here's the proof Baby's born in the ghetto Baby's born with a silver spoon One tells his mama, "I'll have a dream." One tells his mama, "I'll walk the moon."

For Brian..
My heart pounds, every beat I feel like it's trying to escape.. Where love now stays, once there was pain, anger, maybe a little hate.. I let the images of your body cross my mind, wanting you more each day.. I am hard people have said, don't fuck with her, never get in her way.. They don't know how you have gotten to me, soften the shell.. Each night you are not touching me, kissing me, each night alone, I am in hell.. I question my sanity, putting my heart in a strangers hands, am I wrong.. Don't hurt me, my vengence would be painful, loud, and long.. I'm trusting you to care for what has been broken before, take care.. I am yours, each breath, each word, my soul, each curve, here I am for you bare..

Friends And Family
why must our closest pass why must the ones we love turn on us why is the the world full of stupid people why cant i stay out of trouble why cant people just leave the past in the past why cant i just look to the future and see brighter days ahead why must people cheat on the ones they love why cant i find a women to love me for who i am ILL TELL YOU WHY CAUSE THIS WORLD IS A FUCKED UP PLACE AND ITS GOING TO SHIT FASTER THEN ANYBODY COULD EVER IMAGINE AND IT HAS TAKEN ITS TOLL ON ME IN THE WORST WAY AND IM SICK OF IT ALL SO I SAY FUCK IT GIVE UP ON TRYING TO MAKE ANYBODY HAPPY I SAY FUCK IT ALL AND IF YOU AINT MY FRIEND THEN FUCK YOU

Please Help Me Out
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The Redhead's Thoughts On Downraters And Assholes In General...
Ok...if I tell you once that I don't give out my messenger ID, that means that you are not gonna get it so just leave it at that. Being persistant isn't gonna change the fact that I'm still not gonna give it to you. Get it through your head...I don't do the chat thing except with really good friends, and I really really don't do the stupid cyber whore thing. On that note...here is one prick who wouldn't take no for an answer...he decided to send me a private message and give me a piece of his mind after I blocked his ass.. Here is the shoutbox conversation: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Da White S...: question for u ok? ->Da White S...: ok Da White S...: do u have yahoo or msn messenger? Da White S...: ?? ->Da White S...: i do, but i don't use it Da White S...: how come? what's your yahoo or msn messenger? ->Da White S...: i don't give it out, sorry Da White S...: whatever ->Da White S...: yeah, fuck you too ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My Friends
Well hello all my cherry friends i just thought the other day that life i s good and bad all at once you love you hate and then you have the most happiest thing of all kids so love them and cherish them while they are with you My friends on cherry mean alot to me i thank them for the rating and adding me to thier spots so thank you all for the greta time on here so let the good times kep rolling

The Chronicles Of The Rock N Roll Rebel
Well, usually I can get myself through shit like this. This time I can't. My two best friends turned against me. Now they are estranged from me. I miss them so fucking much. We were all friends for 2 years and we became a "supergroup". We dominated our problems together. Now we are "enemies". Rare moment here, please give me advice.

Hulbe
Amber Nicole Sutton and Delta Dian Symmons Mother Lisa Current mood: cheerful Category: Friends Dear Amber Nicole Sutton and Delta Dian Simmons/Symmons. I am looking for Amber Nicole Sutton and Delta Dian Simmons/Symmons ?. Amber lives somewhere in Oklahoma according to family! Their mother was Lisa Legg (Maden Name-Unkle is Mike Legg) . Both are over 18 years old. I am Hulbe! I was told you are trying to contact me thru family but did not leave phone number! 479-637-4081 ask for Frank A. Hulbert Jr. There are 3 I was in ARMY, Fort Bliss, Tx, Air Defense, Love HULBE 479-637-4081 call in the morning! Frank A. Hulbert Jr P.O. Box 65 Parks, Arkansas 72950

Magick Abounds
The dancing flames of candles have been used as a Witches' tool for centuries. By setting the proper atmosphere, candles are used to help increase a spell's power, or to influence a particular power. Candles absorb one's personal energy and release this energy when burned Candle colour is very important when performing magick, for each colour emits a particular vibration and attracts certain influences. The following list is meant to be used as a guide in choosing a candle colour for your personal use. Please remember that colour is another "tool" and you need choose what works best for you in your magickal workings. If you do not have the colour mentioned for a particular need, allow your intuition and the Goddess guide you in choosing one for your purposes. The candles you use should be ones you yourself make out of beeswax, using natural dyes and essential oils, if desired. Beeswax sheets are available at most hobby stores, and are a fast and easy way to make your own candles

Submit Button
Some peoples pages the submit button isnt showin on their comment if you just click outside the box after you commit you can press enter and it will submit your comment.Thought this might help whoever didnt know.

Music
i love music if there was no music i wood go crazy and kill every one it keep me on 10 and i like that i do need drugs to get me off . rock, hard rock, rap, hardcore rap takes me to the top so rock on every one.

Kids
Ok, so we went to the Danville Police Department. Paula didn't show up with Kayla, so the detective called Kayla on her cell phone. She said her mom wouldn't even talk to her and hadn't come to get her so she wanted her dad to pick her up. Her dad picked her up and brought her to the police department. Her mom finally arrived, 20 minutes after the scheduled appointment with the social worker. Had she not shown up they were going to send Kayla home with us after calling DCFS to report the incident. When Paula came she had her lawyer with her and had David served with a no-contact order and no visitations with his daughter. The police were pissed and so was the social worker. It's just another way for Paula to emotionally abuse and beat David and Kayla down. Kayla still refuses to go home to her mom's house but agreed to stay with her grandmother until we can come up with $5000 for a lawyer or until she turns 18 and moves in with us anyway, which ever comes first. As if she already could

Anyways And New Stuff
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less. We buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner spa

Random Thoughts
im aware that some of the topics i talk about in my blog my offend some ppl. that is not my intention. the views expressed in this r mine and mine alone. yes, there is pian in my life. if u judge me based on what i say in this blog, then ur not worth my time even getting to know u. i try to make friends everywhere i go. im more of a watcher than a talker. i observe ppl in everyday life, and ill be honest some of the things i observe r disturbing, frightening, and things that make me ashamed of the human race at times. for instance cheatingon ur girlfriend/boyfriend or husbands/wives. what is the point. i mean honestly, if ur not happy with what goes on in the relationship either try to reconcile it or go ur seperate ways. i know in the case of splitting up there's issue and other things to consider, but in the end, if u do everything u possibly can to fix it, then splitting is best for all parties involved. so please ppl do urselves and the ppl u care for a favor, be hone

Life
I hope this will give you a laugh. I had to travel out of town last Wednesday. I got to the airport and was asked for my drivers license. All I could find was my expired license. The new one was missing. So what if they sent me to the potential terrorist line. I just had to deal with it lol. I had planned on charging my expenses to my AmEx card and getting reimbursed when I got back. I went to have dinner and a drink at one of the airports on my way and found it was missing. So, I'll use my BB&T card I thought. Also missing. Fortunately, I found my last bank card to use. While I was gone I was calling my office, my roommate, everyone I could think of to look for these cards for me. I remembered my purse had tipped over on my bed one night and thought maybe my roommate would find them on the floor of my bedroom, but she didn't. When I returned home and saw my daughters, ages 6 and 8, and told them of my adventures, my youngest said she thought she knew where they were so I

Contest
SORRY EVERYBODY... THE CONTEST WAS SUPPOSE TO OPEN AT 12AM BUT THE MAN HAS THE SHIT LOCKED TILL AND DID NOT EVEN RIP MY PICTURE... PLEASE KEEP CHECKING THE LINK THO http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=875283&i=1763016499 PLEASE COME AND COMMENT BOMB ME, IT LASTS FOR 7 DAYS...WINNER GETS 30 BLAST AND 30 DAY VIC!! PLEASE HELP ME, THANK YOU http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=875283&i=1763016499 Starts this Wed...And it runs for 7 days! Winner Get a 30 day Blast and 30 day VIC... PLEASE COME AND BOMB ME!

Ode To Coffee
ugh! THe AlARM! How i hate it so shattering what little silence i'm owed. slide out of the sheets and into some pants if only i can make it a small distance press the button, ahhh the sound of brew it won't be long, bu it won't come too soon i like my coffee, much like i lyke my women hott i don't care if your sweet sour, green or hazzle nut just do your job and wake me up

About Me
i am a happly marry man. my wife is poison on this site. she is a wonderful woman who stands behind me on what i do. we have 4 children. 2 most beautiful girls and 2 boys. i am hardly home due to the fact that my job sends me to all kind of places. in the past 4 years i have only been home for about a year and half. i am due to leave again soon for 15 to 18 months. people look at me as a hero and i am not i am just a guy who does a job to get by every day.

Grrrrrr
Hey all just a reminder for those who dont know ill be out of town in michigan from this morning till late late late Tuesday night and ill be unreachable until then so i will see you all Wednesday sometime you all have a great weekend! March 11th will be when my vip status ends and thats the last day i will be on fubar after that i will be deleting fubar any friends still wishing to talk to me i have myspace and yahoo so let me know if u wanna continue to contact me. at the end of the week im leaving fubar if anyone still wishes to stay in contact i have myspace and yahoo and msn messenger so let me know.

Come Dance With Me
Come dance with me in the rainbow mist Where the clouds are fluffy Where life is pure bliss Come dance with me in the field of roses Where the dew settles upon petals Where the breeze tickles our noses Come dance with me lets twirl around Where life is peaceful Where we never touch down Come dance with me my love Where two become one Where we fly free as a white dove Come dance with me this night Let's waltz and sway Where we both feel just right Come dance with me in the pale moon's light Your skin against mine The perfect lover's flight Come dance with me Let's take that flight Come dance with me Tonight is the night You around me in a twist of passion Come dance with me.

Venting Pt1
I am tired of people talking shit about me. If people don't have nothing nice to say about me then keep it to your fucking self or get some fucking balls and say it to my fucking face. If you want to see a mean side of me then keep it coming. I hate bringing out that side of me but if its gonna stop people from talking shit then its gonna end up happening. I keep shit to myself I don't talk shit about you, I would expect the same from you, but hey I understand you have the mental capacity of a 7 year old. So hey here is some advice... Get a fucking life and grow the fuck up. Ok I am done venting for now.

In Case Of Emergency.....
PLEASE READ THIS AND PASS ON. IMPORTANT. We all carry our mobile phones with names & numbers stored in its memory but nobody, other than ourselves, knows which of these numbers belong to our closest family or friends. If we were to be involved in an accident or were taken ill, the people attending us would have our mobile phone but wouldn't know who to call. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? Hence this " ICE" (In Case of Emergency) Campaign The concept of "ICE" is catching on quickly. It is a method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is store the number of a contact person or persons who should be contacted during emergency under the name "ICE" ( In Case Of Emergency). The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when he went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they

Anything
HAS IT BEEN A WONDERFUL YEAR FOR SNOW OUT WEST THE PEOPLE OUT THERE HAD MORE THAN THEIR SHARE OF THE WHITE STUFF DIDN'T THEY? well to all my friends on fubar i guess i want be on here very much longer it seems i can put pictures on here like the rest of the members out there so i am going to lay low to all of you that have my email drop me a line every once in a while to let me know how it is going and if its worth my time to come back and visit! what do we need to expect this year from the crooks that run this country?

In The Mind Of Madness
What does it mean to be a MAN? I don't think anyone in my generation REALLY knows. Seeing as how we have had our manhood stripped from us by our mothers at a VERY early age. Our mothers sisters wives girlfriends have ALL stripped small parts of our manhood away. It starts when you're young and your mom delegates when and where you are allowed to apply your man attitudes and actions. She tells you at 14 that you cant watch porn because ? WHY Obviously if you're 14 and you have porn you have a basic idea what the fuck its there for. Then again at 15 and 16 when you get into fights at school. "Be the bigger man and walk away" .......... Coming from a woman I don't think it's proper for you to tell me that NOT defending myself or sticking up for myself is MANLY. As Tyler pointed out we are a generation of men raised by women. 17 -18 SEX.... yea that ones pretty much explains itself. No sex in my house. (case closed) Once we start having sex dating getting interested in more

Omg Have You People No Respect????
I posted a bulletin three hours ago about something important and no one I mean NO ONE on my friends, fans or family list has even been in to read it much less repost it. You guys have no heart. This man lost his life for you to have your freedoms. I went to school with him and with Matthew (someone else who lost his life over there and is mentioned in the article). I was very clsoe to Matthew. All y'all want to post is bullshit bulletins well that is fine I will no long repost your crap for you. This is one more reason for me to shorten the amount of time that I spend on here and clean out all of my lists. I hope that you are all shown the same kind of respect that you are showing our service members who lost their lives for YOUR FREEDOMS!!!!!!!! I miss you Matt... and Garrett will be missed just as much. May you rest in God's loving hands and feel the joy of his presence.... Bulletin Contents: THIS WAS IN OUR LOCAL NEWSPAPER FRIDAY MORNING. HE IS A GREAT GUY AND HE IS A MEMBERA