CantSleepClownsWillEatMe's blog: "ATTITUDE"

Wow, I just had a call that entailed a phone interview for a women's transitional shelter. I have the one on one interview on Thursday if I can make it into town. For those that know I have been staying with my mom since I came back from Germany at the the end of November. Sure being here is cool and all, but it is like being in jail with the ability to go outside. There is no public transportation and she works at 4am and is in bed by 6pm. I do NOT want to do this shelter thing, it scares the holy living piss out of me. Right now I have been on a state grant for my knee, was going through physical therapy so theres not much there either. The only way I could stay at my moms is if I were to be able to get a car and seek work. I am scared to death over all this. If I get accepted into this shelter the rules are not real difficult, it would just regulate what kind of job I can have since you have to be there nightly for dinner. I am so confused and so lost. I wish Rudi would hurry up and decide what he wants out of us, this is killing me to have to resort down to this shit. ===== Update I won't be going to the one on one interview tomorrow for lack of transportation. I never knew what having no transportation was about. This is killing me, I can't do a damn thing.