i dont want to have feelings for you like i do,you still make feel strange years after dating .im not that 15 year old little girl anymore.you haunt my dreams at night and i hate it most of the time i wish that erin never her played her mind games with us and i could just think of you as that ass who hung out with adam parker the fucking rapist. so many things in my life would be different if we never started hanging out.things were good when we just friends. remember when wed walk home from school and play guitar and hang out with cat and tim and everyone lola dn that date that started it all the night after my dance recital remember ? we saw that movie fucking van helsing yeah? that fucking kiss and running into duoglas hahaha it was nice then when we were friends and we just hungout with everyone young lil punks hahah even after we broke up and we spent that summer just being silly i just wish that was how it could be now instead of all fuckd up whatever we shared lots of shit ill never forget it .. you and i were dead but the memories are good ...most of them ... except that chrismas eve when we had out last hoorah and then said good bye forever you ass god damn im a hwiner i know
