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I am having a really difficult time tonight, totally in tears, I need to blog just to get it off my chest some. My close friends know my situation. My son who is 18 lives with his dad and grandparents outside of town. My contact with my son is few and far between although I do try to call him or text him. My situation hasnt allowed me to do anything for him for xmas or his birthday this past year so I am sure he has some resentment for me. I havent seen him since Aug of LAST YEAR! Well my daughter asked me today if I knew that he was crowned homecoming king. I was like no way, and she was like it was all over his myspace pics with the crown and all. So I got onto myspace to snag the pictures, as soon as I seen them I broke down in serious tears. This is stuff a mom is suppose to know, this is stuff that needs to be shared and its not. I am so proud of him yet I feel like I failed as a mom worse then ever. Luckily I was able to savage my daughters relationship with the bad choices I have made in the past. I am open to any and all suggestions cuz this is tearing me apart in the worst way.
I will upload the pics in a little bit, I cant even think straight at this moment...thanks for listening
