One of the emotions, we know there are many, that I hate the most is Disappointment. I hate it because it means something or someone actually mattered enough that when I expected something and it did not pan out whatever it is, that they/it had enough power to let me down. I also hate to disappoint. I hate the thought that I let someone down because I hate ahving that feeling myself. I just absolutely despise being at someones mercy. Does that make me a control freak or just bitter? Nah, I'm just some chick doing what she can to survive in this emotional rollercoaster we call life. If there was a button that could be pushed to eliminate some emotions, I would be all up on it. Like an on and off switch..lol It isn't that I want to control people, I just wish that more people were open, honest and straight forward in any and all situations. Must be why I am single..lol can not stand all this game playing shit.
Ack.. I better stop before I start calling people out..lol.
