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What are you waiting for?
For some I have had the song Pokerface in my mind... Nor for the reason the song being, but for holding my head up and not letting people see my fear. Sure, a few that know me have called my bluff, but what can I say. I am scared to death of what is going to become in my life, I am scared of whats going to be. Before the future never had a chance to spook me as it does now.
Still waiting on my old medical records, I called them today and they called me back to ask some further questions about when and where I had the procedure, so I know they are working on that. As far as the shelters, I am doing what I can by calling them weekly, at the same time praying for a miracle that they have room soon.
Being in these types of situations similar before, I never had to these alone, at the time, I was married and using :( I never realized the breakdown on the mentality that this kind of shit carries :(
Since I am no longer a vip, my page has died extremely, I know I am sure its just me whining but I feel forgotten. Yes I know hold my bluff yet again.
Oh well, I guess I have said too much again, but its really my only way to vent :(
--T
