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Dj Deth
If u r a friend of mine on this account, and would like to be added to my 2nd account just send a friend request to the link below, and dont forget to rate and fan my me;) thanx †Vämþî®ø†™@ CherryTAP as of now, my former alias, Vampiro is dead 4 good, no coming back. i brought back the name cause it was the original name i carried 4 a long time, and it was wut pumpkin knew me as, and he liked when i carried the name cause it was a reminder of how long we hav been friends, and now he has threatened to close down the lounge that he and i built up 2gether, and he has also stated that he may leave ct. i am as of now a FREE AGENT and until i decide, i will stay that, but now it is up 2 all the lounges to decide if they want me, if so, then give me good reason to join, if u cant do that, then i will stay a free agent, until i find somewhere i want to b ÐJ ÐËTH i am leaving dj, i may or may not come back as a dj, but as 4 now im done djing. as for being in lounges, i kinda lounge

Not My Day
I got the 1st hassle done, and I thank you guys who posted words of encouragement, it was a big help. I have no idea, if he's going to accept the way I did it, so I'm probably damned if it' right or damned if it's wrong. Next project I have almost finished, emphasis on almost. This project is a major percentage of my grade, but at least this teacher is my friend. The other one has crated an enemy for life;p This really sucks, I've been working my tail off on these 3 projects for my 1 class, I finish them (or so I thought) only to find out today that Ive done the all wrong! These things were a headache to begin with, because they can only be done in black ink, white out cannot be used, and there is a very specific way that mistakes must be corrected. These projects are about 8 pages a piece. They are due Tuesday, on the same day as my 1 final. My final grade that I need to get to the next class I need for my degree is riding on this project, and the final. Worst of it all this teacher

Reasons Why Im Single
I'm really sick of people accusing me of shit that is none of their business or just really rude. I've dealt with quite a number of people. Who i thought were cool with me than all of a sudden are too busy to be on here. I have no idea what I do wrong. Why the fuck is your boyfriend coming on my page? why are you making me seem like someone who is harassing you when you ask me how I'm doing? i don't get it. if you got problems with your relationship..don't bring me into it. if we are friends cool but don't send me an email saying we can't be friends cause your boyfriend is angry. thats a load of shit.. I wouldn't be so angry if this just happened one time but this has happened at least 4 times to me. I have no idea what women want anymore.. nor do i want to care. all i want is to be happy.. i just someone to be there for me instead of me doing all the bullshit. it gets really tiring sometimes just keeping friends all my friends, as i've vented before, seem to chang

Today's Thoughts...
WHAT WAS... WELL OK, WHAT WAS IN MY LIFE. IS NOW THE PAST... WHY IS THAT SOME DAYS MAKE YOU RE-LIVE YOUR PAST? WHY ARE SOME DAYS HARDER TO GET OVER YOUR PAST THEN OTHER'S? THE MIND IS A WEIRD AND WONDERFUL THING... TODAY'S THOUGHTS ARE ABOUT WHAT WAS... AND WHAT IS... AND WHAT'S NEXT... MY THOUGHTS ABOUT WHAT IS... WOULD BE MY THOUGHTS OF THIS WONDERFUL MAN WHO IS WILLING TO COME AND SEE ME AND CHANGE MY WHOLE WORLD... DOES HE KNOW THAT HE ALREADY CHANGED MY WORLD? HE HASN'T EVEN MADE IT HERE YET. BUT IT'S GUYS LIKE HIM THAT MAKE ME SEE WHO BRIGHT MY FUTURE REALLY IS. WHY IS THAT SOMEONE HAS TO SHOW YOU HOW BRIGHT YOUR FUTURE IS? WHY IS IT THAT PEOPLE LIKE ME CAN'T SEE IT ON THEIR OWN? IS IT BECAUSE OF NOT BEING INDEPENDENT ENOUGH? IS IT BECAUSE PEOPLE LIKE ME WERE READY TO GIVE UP ON LOVE? THERE'S SO MANY POSSIBILITIES.... WHAT IS IT ABOUT THE PAST THAT'S SO HARD TO LET GO? IS THERE'S SOME THINGS YOU HAVE TO LIVE OVER AND OVER? IS IT LIFE SAYING... YOU HAVEN'T LEARNED YOUR LESSON... S

Videos
Marilyn Manson Videos | Music Video | Nashville Homes For Sale Rammstein Videos | Music Video Codes | Nashville Relocation Bestrafe mich (Punish Me) Lyrics ©1997 Rammstein. Bestrafe mich bestrafe mich Stroh wird Gold und Gold wird Stein deine Größe macht mich klein du darfst mein Bestrafer sein Der Herrgott nimmt der Herrgott gibt Bestrafe mich bestrafe mich du meinst ja und ich denk nein schließ mich ein in dein Gebet bevor der Wind noch kälter weht Deine Größe macht mich klein du darfst mein Bestrafer sein du darfst mein Bestrafer sein Deine Größe macht mich klein du darfst mein Bestrafer sein deine Größe macht ihn klein du wirst meine Strafe sein Der Herrgott nimmt der Herrgott gibt doch gibt er nur dem den er auch liebt bestrafe mich Unofficial Translation ©2003 Jeremy Williams. Punish me punish me straw becomes gold and gold becomes stone your size makes me small you may be my punisher The lord does take the lord does give

Musings
I've been hanging out on Facebook more than anywhere else lately, because it's the most mobile friendly social networking site. A friend of mine just joined Fubar, so I decided to update a few things. What have I been doing? German longsword, starting a women's rugby team, and generally working on myself and making myself happy. It's my life, my story. I've made a lot of new rules and raised the bar. And it's a hell of a lot of fun when the stakes are higher. Free will and choice. You command your ship on your journeys. You can either let the tide and breezes pull you where they want you to go or plot your course and steer, using the powers of wind, moon and water for your means. See the path, commit to it, diverge if obstacles arise, but make it to your destination. If you keep plotting paths through obstacles, recognize that you may never make it to your goals. If you let the tide wash you where it will, recognize that you may spin adrift forever. Are you living or merely e

Father's Ashes Stolen Dumped On Lawn
Father's Ashes Stolen, Dumped on Lawn By Associated Press 6 hours ago CAPE CORAL, Fla. - A man's vehicle was vandalized and his father's ashes were dumped in his front lawn, authorities said. Wayne C. Carraway, 35, said he believed a robber broke into his 1987 Ford Bronco and thought a cedar box with a plastic bag full of his father's ashes contained drugs. Nothing in the car was stolen, he said. "I'm just trying to think about what they thought when they opened the box up and saw a baggie full of ashes," Carraway told the Cape Coral Daily Breeze. Carraway's father died in 1995. Carraway was going to spread the ashes along the Fakahatchee Strand in the Florida Everglades, his father's favorite fishing spot. He said he normally kept the ashes in his house. Someone broke into the locked vehicle while it was parked outside Carraway's home Sunday night or early Monday morning, authorities said. Carraway found the box on the ground near the ashes. He and his wife dug up

Bigger Than Hogzilla
In this photo released by Melynne Stone, Jamison Stone, 11, poses with a wild pig he killed ... Boy Bags Hog Said Bigger Than 'Hogzilla' By KATE BRUMBACK, Associated Press Writer 2 hours ago MONTGOMERY, Ala. - Hogzilla is being made into a horror movie. But the sequel may be even bigger: Meet Monster Pig. An 11-year-old boy used a pistol to kill a wild hog his father says weighed a staggering 1,051 pounds and measured 9 feet 4, from the tip of its snout to the base of its tail. Think hams as big as car tires. If the claims are accurate, Jamison Stone's trophy boar would be bigger than Hogzilla, the famed wild hog that grew to seemingly mythical proportions after being killed in south Georgia in 2004. Hogzilla originally was thought to weigh 1,000 pounds and measure 12 feet long. National Geographic experts who unearthed its remains believe the animal actually weighed about 800 pounds and was 8 feet long. Regardless of the comparison, Jamison is reveling in the attenti

Pc Woes! :-(
I Have REALLY had it with COMCAST!!!. I am ready to go back to dial up. I know that 80% of the time I get awesome speed, but I CAN NOT TAKE MORE TIME OFF WORK FOR THEM TO FIX *******THEIR******* PROMLEM!!!!. I looked it up. They have cost me 1 WEEK OF VACATION in the last 18 months. That is almost $2000 in my work benifits pissed away for them to do what I already pay them for! (Can ya tell I am a wee bit testy on the issue??) Sorry for shouting in your folks ears, but enough is enough. If the cable modem isn't up & running in two days I am calling Verizon and Earthlink and find someone to get me DSL. I don't care even if it is 10 times slower, at least I WON'T LOSE MY JOB due to missing too much work. Thanks for letting me vent. It does make me feel better. @};- OK, I had to replace my cable modem at home and although that fixed the problem, Comcast will not let me through to the internet until they reset my account which will take up to 24 hours. This is the second mo

Fuktardism
TAKE A LOOK JUST BELOW MY DRAGON CURSOR.YOU WILL SEE NEW MAIL FROM THE "SHOP" AND GIFT, BUT THIS PRIOR TO THAT "BILL CHECKED ME OUT.JUST PRIOR TO THAT ACHILLIES WAS THERE. HMMMMMM.IS BILL ACHILLES I THINK SO LMAO. HAS TO SEND IT ANONYMOUSLY FROM A FAKE ACCT. HEHE LMAO GREAT ENTERTAINMENT. bill@ CherryTAP HOW MANY ACCTS DOES THE CANADIAN GAYFATHER HAVE FUKTARDISM, MASS DELETION AND OTHER BULLSHIT

Me As Of Now!
I decided to uninstall the newest version of Internet Explorer 7. Because I didn't like Internet Explorer and all the stuff I heard about it containing some bugs, I decided to uninstall it. So I went through Start -> Control Panel -> Add or Remove Programs and searched for Internet Explorer 7. I clicked on the one that only said "Internet Explorer 7" and it took me to this uninstalling phase. It then warned me that most programs would "freak out" if I have done so by uninstalling Internet Explorer 7. So I decided to ignore it and take the risk, a risk that I was going to pay very soon. It took a few minutes of deleting the files and stuff, then I had to reboot, upon logging on to my account this error message pops up stating: "This application has failed to start because iertutil.dll was not found. Re-installing the application may fix this problem." Then there are ABSOLUTELY NO icons present on my desktop nor any start button or task bars or anything. The only thing I can

Come Join The Party
Aphrodities and Devilish DD's Hideout CLICK PIC TO JOIN ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Also the lounge is looking for help if your willing to help on positions in the lounge please join the lounge and reply to the help wanted section in the discussions. We Need The Fallowing so far 2 Bartenders 2 Greeters 2 female dancers 1 male dancer 3 promoters Enforcers 2 between midnight central time to 6am central time 1 from 6am till w/e ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Also check out this other lounge of ours as well The Devils Playground Click the Pic to Join PLEASE JOIN NEED PEOPLE AND TY AS WELL JUST COPY AND PASTE THE CODE IN A NEW WINDOW Both are Proud members of The New and Improved Excalibur Radio (Old name was Daves Hideaway Radio) CLICK PIC TO JOIN --------------------------------------------------------

Dear Alcohol
“I may be drunk, Miss, but in the morning I will be sober and you will still be ugly.” -Winston Churchill “A drunk man's words are a sober man's thoughts” "You're not drunk if you can lie on the floor without holding on.” "'You are drunk Sir Winston, you are disgustingly drunk. 'Yes, Mrs. Braddock, I am drunk. But you, Mrs. Braddock are ugly, and disgustingly fat. But, tomorrow morning, I, Winston Churchill will be sober.” - Winston Churchill “You're young, you're drunk, you're in bed, you have knives; shit happens...” -Angelina Jolie “What is it about a beautiful sunny afternoon, with the birds singing and the wind rustling through the leaves, that makes you want to get drunk?” Being drunk is a good disguise. I drink so I can talk to assholes. This includes me.” “Son, when you participate in sporting events, its not whether you win or loose, its how drunk you get.” “I've been drunk only once in my life. But that lasted for twenty-three years.” -W.C. Fields

Club Far
club far member sign here new 2 ct here is 2 get you started upload photos rate fan people there is lots 2 do on here for help click on the word help fater you click it it will open and there says the ct bible or you can ask the bouncers 2 see the bouncers scrool down till you see them then click on anyone and ask them. hope this help for any new ct member anything else jut ask attention all club far member just wanna say thanks for all the welcome and fans with out your support this club would never be as it was now love ya all keep this club rocking and i will help spread the world around

The Wolf Within
The Wolf Within Deep in darkness I shall hide,for no one knows the spirit inside, In the shadows,twilight of night,others flee just from the sight, A lone beast with deep red eyes,they say he's human.which he denies, A dark wolf,under a blood red moon for everyone knows,he comes soon, Just standing there,under the twilight sky only fighting to live,until the day he'll die, Villages hunt him,animals love him,cuz he'll fight to the death,but his reason still dim, No one knows why this spirit is here, some say to protect those he holds near, Though the wolf is his life,he has taken beatings and strife, For the heart of a warrior, and the love of a child,his fighting wish is still quite mild, For being a lone wolf at heart,a human is the only part, The part seen only to man,because no mere mortal can, Can see his true power,standing like a tall dark tower, Once his life does end,the force of nature will bend, He'll return to the earth anew,along

Life
I will never forget the days we once had The days when you were everything to me My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever But now I realize that was all a big dream The feelings I have for you will never go I wish I could take back that one regretful day The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets That I would once have to live through The sight of you in someone else's arms Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces I sometimes wonder if you still think of me Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back But for now, I'll sit here silently Remembering all the memories we once shared Everyday my love grows much stronger Hoping that one day you will feel the same And put back the pieces of my broken heart. Don't tell me you love me if you are not sincere For a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear. Fear to be loved, fear t

Interview
I had an interview with Aflac yesterday. I was so damned nervous that I started stuttering and shaking like a leaf. I was thinking I blew the interview, there was no way this woman was call me back for the second interview. No way! I wouldn’t have called me back. I was wrong……she called me this morning to set up the second interview! In a way I’m kind of excited, because even though it is a commission job, the potential to make a lot of money is there. She told me that all of their first year employees make 20-50k. And within 5 years, all make a 6 figure income. Of course the 1st year is the hardest, because there is a huge learning curve. But then, when is anything worth doing easy, right? Its for the that reason that the job kind of scares me senseless as well. LOL. I only seem to have one major set back right now, and if anything scared me away from doing this job, this would be it. I have to be licensed to sell insurance. Aflac does not pay for it. It has t

Request 21/7/07 6.56am
am putting out a request to all ladys is there anyone serious to marry me am in uk got own bussiness fixing and building computers got a shop opening new shop computer literate not a geek though check me out will treat you as a princess and love you with all my heart body and soul i never argue or fightcheck me out derek top dance lounge ukchristyain born again 14yearsgod bless you allxxxx

Damn It!!!
people and ratings!! now i have who knows how many friends on here and for the most part most of them have not rated any thing i have stashed or uploaded!!! now there is people that does rate the things i have and i thank you for that and i try to repay the ratings and if i dont just let me know and i will!!!! now many of you i have rated and you dont have the kindness to repay the ratings!! if there is anyone out there that wants me to rate there things let me know and i will all i ask is you repay the rates.... now you can call me a asshole for this but the truth is i really dont care if you call me that!!!! thank you and have a nice day

Get Narlified
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Helping A Friend!
To all of you on my friends and family list. Please help Polo win the sweetest fu contest if you are not already commenting on someone in the contest. Polo is an awesome person and he will return the favor. I too will return the favor the best I can since I have a very limited amount of time online these days. Please help anyway you can. Thanks to all in advance that help! Take care and God bless! Love always, Tanya Please comment bomb this guy. He's done so much for everyone else I think it's time to help him out. I will return the favor and so will he! Good Luck my dearest friend! Kick ass! Take care and may God bless! Love always, Tanya

Alone ?
Here I sit, once again alone. The trust I had for another is gone. Nothing left inside me, nothing left to feel. Emptiness fills me as the hours gro. Alone again, and on my own. Why do I love? Why do I care? I know that the truth is noone out there cares?? I am sick of this hurt and pain that fills me. I am sick and tired of all this dispair. I wish I could run, I wish I could fly. Away from the pain that fills me inside. Iam sorry that we never got to know each other. I am sorry that I lied. I wont be able to fix this, no matter what I try. I dont have anyone to turn to. I have no where to be able to speak my mind. The one time I am not myself, is the one time, I should have tried. I am not who you think I am, but you wont let me explain. I cant say I am sorry enough. But you have heard all of that already. I am sorry for what I did. I should have been honest. Whatever, I am done with everything. I am tired of this feeling I have inside. Waves of emotion fill me daily, tearing at

She Will Rate You A 6 Or Below...haters
To my dsc family before I post this before I head to work. I'm not being mean or being a bitch. I would appreciate any one and everyone that I added and fanned, please add and fan me back. I'd definetly would appreciate it ilke you would like the favor back, It is very irritating. So please do that thank you. The strangest thing happend today, An invisible mailman passed away, He gave me a letter that wasn't really there, And to become invisisable mail is quite rare, So I opened this nothing real wide, to find evenless nothing inside, The penmanship was so neat and clean, so neat infact it couldnt to be seen, the smell was so sweet as i read on, so sweet infact the smell was gone, right now is the time when i truly need you, but the letter i expect never comes through, so im writing you with love this you can bet, thanks for the letter i never did get, think twice and listen to this advise, i could be out there where things are much better, and you could be in a better

Commenting Blocked
it wasn"t bad enought the stupid mother fuckers has had my customize"link on my online statics removed since the 15th of august and i can not write in my on online statics now the stupid sorry asses has blocked me from commenting for speaking my mind on the fucked up page design and now the stupid ticker we got to watch. this whole site right down to staff sucksbabyjesus and scrapper are the 2 behind it.and neither has the balls to reply to my messages

To My Friends And Fans
i would like to let all my friends know im losin my net soon and i do have a yahoo im on my cell phone if you want to chat with me its dmbuzz1017. i love to keep in touch with my friends. thanks for everythings my friends god bless and have a wonderful day, dianna bama redneckwoman I cannot post mumms fubar banded me from them for something stupid that wasn't bad it was just a video with a stunt someone was doing. but anyways i'm going threw a hard time right now with ex husband, we got into a big fight lst nite had me all upset and crying saying he was goin to take my kids cause of what his niece said to him about me that wasn't true. i been living a miserable life with him for the past 7yrs and ever since i spilted with him he has been fighting with me. once he told me he has eyes and ears watching me after 2 months since i split from him which i don't think its none of his business sayin that. how would you take that as a threat or he just being stupid so i couldn't date no on

Fun Stuff
She whispered "will it hurt me?" "Of course not" answered he "It's a very simple process, You can rely on me." She said "I'm very frightened, I've not had this before. My friend has had it five times And said it can be sore." It was growing rather painful Tears formed in her eyes It was hurting quite a bit now It must have been a size. "Calm yourself" he whispered "His face filled with a grin "Try and open wider So I can get it in." "It's coming now" he whispered "I know" she cried in bliss Feeling it deep within her now She said "I am glad I'm having this." And with a final effort She gave a frightened shout He gripped it in anguish And quickly pulled it out. She lay back quite contended Sighed and gave a smile She said "I'm glad I came now You made it worth my while." Now if you read this carefully The dentist you will find Is not what you imagined It's just your dirty mind!! 1. Your Name: 2. Age:

Tomorrow
People shielding themselves with an armor of ignorance, Walking around in a malevolent trance, Ceasing to see the path of their destruction, Muddling through each day, they barely function. Never understanding their negative impact on others, Their mothers, sisters, wives, children & brothers, Unfortunately, the children are the most harmed, Noone in this country, however, seems too much alarmed. Lost souls thriving for a place to be, As we overlook those with the greatest of needs, The homeless and abused, Mistreated and used, Like the child who is unloved and unwanted, The teenage crack whore, who will be forever haunted, How about the welfare mother, that can't afford to feed her babies, As we preach all our should haves, could haves, and maybes, No one knows what tomorrow will hold, The future is ours, just left to be told. Donna R. Forrest Copyright dated June 20, 2006

Yes I'm A Newbie
Ok, where do i start? Well this is my second or third day doing the fubar thing. I have a few pals who are on it, so I figured i would try. I am a Married 38 yearold Musician From The Dayton Ohio Area, I will soon be moving to the State of Virgina with my wife and our children. I play in a band called Sizter Machyne. We are opening for Drowning Pool The Exies and 2Cents come September 27th @ The Madison theater in Covington Kentucky. visit www.myspace.com/therealsiztermachyne or www.siztermachyne.com Ladys who hit on me? your all cool, My wife is awesome, she has no jealous by any means, and would more N Likely hit on you also (I'm not kidding) This whole fubar process is really new to me, so forgive me if I don't respond to you all right away or the other whacky stuff that comes with this so far awesome website. Thank you all. Jade Blizzy Boston

Feeling Alone
This year marks my 15th year fighting thyroid cancer and I am tired of it. I don't want to fight anymore. I know that I need to, but it hurts when I go through the testing procedure. Every muscle in my body hurts, and I get extreme headaches. I am so very depressed and I can't function correctly. My body is shutting down and I am alive to feel it all over. Time goes so slow when you can not eat much of anything at all. I had to stop taking my medicine and go on a iodine and soy free diet. Gum has soy and I am addicted to gum. I am not able to eat anything that has salt added to it, because it may contain soy and or iodine. The list includes: Bread, all dairy, all oils, soda, most juices and bottled water, packaged meat (lunch meats, chicken, pork, turkey and all fish), canned and frozen veggies. It may be easier to tell you what I can have.... I can eat fresh meats, vegatables, fruit, noodles and rice that do not contain salt. I may have salt if it does not contain iodine. I

My Loving Family
I have been a little busy with my mom. Right now she has been in the hospital since the 3rd of this month. The Dr. did a treceamoty ( no i didn't use spell check) on monday. they are going to do a slow ween off the air tube and let her start breathing on her on, on saturday. it has been a real touch and go with her. thank you all for the support and understanding with me not being able to keep in contact. love you all.

Late Night Attack
Well last night at 3:30 in the morning I was awoken to pounding on my door. I get up to answer it and there are these two drunk guys asking for my roommate. He wanted his food from my roommate who is nicknamed "Easy". Easy said he didn't have it and the drunk guy got pissy with me and so I told him to quit pounding on my door. Well I shut and locked it and he got really upset at this point and when my roommate got up and answered the door. He repeatedly tried to attack me as I lay in my bed. I was hungover and half-awake....hell I didn't know what was going on hardly. Eventually he got through to me and hit me in my jaw.....lucky bastard got pulled away as I missed his throat with my knife. I guess the moral of the story is...don't deprive drunk people of food. I hate angry drunks......

Fubunny Lounge
The old one got deleted somehow...so if u were a member.....click on the bunny and re-subscribe.....if u weren't already part of the SEXIEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR...then come on in and join the fun!!!!!! ♥♥♥Click the bunny, takes u right to the MANSION!♥♥♥ COME CHECK US OUT....WE HAVE FUN...TELL UR FRIENDS....AND GET FREAKY IN THE GROTTO ;) ♥♥♥Click the bunny, takes u right to the MANSION!♥♥♥

Tothose Involved On The Kdm Bulletin
To everyone involved in this situation. First off I could care a less what he does. This is old news we havent been together in months why all of the sudden this gets brought up is well beyond my understanding.I have left him alone too do what ever he please. So all im asking is for him and whomever else is along with him too leave me alone. As for the well this person is hating on this person and that person is hating on that one well who is it??? Because noone has talked too anyone but 1 person about this since this happened and well shes not hating on anyone. We make bulletins and stickys and then block me from commenting on it. Thats lame as far as it can get. So I cant speak for myself on this as im not allowed. When you got proof bring it on thats all I have asked the whole time is for proof and noone seems too have any. I dont hate on anyone and have not sent anyone too do so. Grow up stop the drama cause thats what this is and move on cause I have..Peace too all and have a gr

Depressed
Well, some of ya'll know that I moved and I'm lookin' for a job and all. I have so much shit runnin' through my head, I don't know where to start. All I know is that It's really buggin' me. Some of the oddest things have be on my mind too. My x is on my mind, I haven't talked to here in 2 years. I don't know. All, I wanna say, is, if ya'll could, just bare with me, I'll pull through, I just don't know when. I just gotta get stuff figured out. Well, I'm gonna go to bed and try to get rid of this memory of mine. Redneck

Patience
Hi everyone thanks for stopping by my page , I know its very boring . Im still pretty new at this stuff since I have very little time to be on here . Im working on getting some videos and stuff posted on here but am having no luck everything keeps comming through empty . Please be patient till I get my page completely done . I hope to have some stuff posted here soon , im gonna keep working on it .I guess im just gonna have to figure this stuff out lol .

What's Up With This World Today?
Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see.... "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year? Maybe it is the ability to drive from the P

So Many Ask For It
I have gotten so many request " tell me about you and what kind of things you like " that I desided to post it here. I am a simple person. There is nothing complicated about me. I like holding hands, taking walks on the strip at the beach or the mountains. I am not a jealous person, if we were a couple I wouldn't mind if you go out with your friends male or female, I have trust and expect the same, trust and communication are keys that unlock a good partnership. I am not a big fella, so if your looking for Big sorry I am not your man. I like camping, sleeping two in a one man bag, looking up at the stars next to a campfire. I personally think a woman is never more beautiful than she is when she first wakes up and looks into your eyes. I like slow dancing ( nude if the time is right ). Like I said I'm simple, theres nothing about me I won't answer if you ask, I have nothing to hide. thats all Jerry

Something That Has A Lot Of Meaning To Me
Love Is A Killer lyrics Only a fool believes it's better to have loved and lost Than never to have loved at all So I don't wanna take that fall, it's a long, long, long way down I'm hurt, love struck me down again, enticed me in and pulled the pin Blew my tender heart sky high Now in my pain, I'm asking why as I'm crying Should I give it my last try or say goodbye Chorus: Love is a killer, a homicidal fiend Love is a killer, it'll be the death of me I got a target on my back for a cupid dressed in black Love is a killer, it's killing me Love, so sweetly beckoning I've seen your face, called your name I tasted tears you cried Lived in shadows in my mind, frozen here in time, don't leave me here to die chorus (Solo) You fascinate and yet frustrate, demand so much of me, yeah I've had enough, it's tearing me up inside Cross my heart, hope to survive You got a smoking gun, well don't shoot me love, no! You're a - chorus Love is a killer, no, love is a killer, no n

.::.take A Look At My Life.::.
I miss having friends, I really do... But none of them were true friends, and they all either wanted something from me, or just settled for me. I have to act like them to keep them around, and I hate them for making me do that. At graduation I left them all behind, and let them go their own ways, and I feel better than I did with them, but now that there's nothing, I'm bored, and sick of being alone. Not desperate, or anything, right? Just, alone... I'm in a religious family, and I don't believe in the religion, and I'm going to a religious school and, once again, don't believe in the religion... It's become so complicated, and with no one who understands around, sometimes life feels pointless... -Sepulchers Orison

The Dragon And The Undying
The Dragon and the Undying All night the flares go up; the Dragon sings And beats upon the dark with furious wings; And, stung to rage by his own darting fires, Reaches with grappling coils from town to town; He lusts to break the loveliness of spires, And hurls their martyred music toppling down. Yet, though the slain are homeless as the breeze, Vocal are they, like storm-bewilder’d seas. Their faces are the fair, unshrouded night, And planets are their eyes, their ageless dreams. Tenderly stooping earthward from their height, They wander in the dusk with chanting streams, And they are dawn-lit trees, with arms up-flung, To hail the burning heavens they left unsung.

I Don't Know How I'm Supposed To Feel
I don’t know how I’m supposed to feel Or what I’m supposed to say You treat me so badly Why do you treat me this way? You yell at me and cuss me There really isn’t a reason You talk to me like crap You make my life no fun I don’t understand what I did Where is the love you have for me? You say you love me with all your heart This is what I don’t see How you can treat me this way Like you don’t even care I did nothing wrong But pain is all I bear I can’t take it anymore I am so sick of living like this You are a control freak You aren’t the one I want to kiss You talk to me like I’m not even a person I have feelings too I am always sad and upset My feelings have been destroyed by you I don’t understand why you do this to me Do you get happy watching me cry? This I don’t understand And I ask “Why?” You have no answer for why You think its ok to treat me this way It isn’t as bad as six years before But I am sick of living this way My heart f

Dirty Dirty Thoughts
What were you thinking you were going to get!! Take 2 seconds of your time and have dirty thoughts for the Queen of Dirty Thoughts!! fornicates@ fubar for•ni•cate (fôr'nĭ-kāt') To commit fornication. fornication noun1. voluntary sexual intercourse between persons not married to each other 2. extramarital sex that willfully and maliciously interferes with marriage relations; "adultery is often cited as grounds for divorce" This has been a pimp out by ‘The One and Only’ WHITΞ ЯIDΞЯ®™ WHITΞ ЯIDΞЯ®™@ fubar

My Life!
I'm very sad tonight. I'm about to flip my lid... I heart my friends but i'm just not happy! Pain without love, Pain I cant get enough, Pain I like it rough ;cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. Your sick of feeling numb, well your not the only one. I'll take you by the hand and I'll show you a world you can understand. This life is filled with hurt. When happiness doesnt work. Trust me and take my hand, when the lights go out you will understand! Anger and agony are better than misery. Trust me I've got a plan, when the lights go out you will understand. I know that your wounded, you know that I'm here to save you, you know I'm always here for you, I know that you'll thank me later! I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut! My weakness is that I care too much, but the scars remind me that the past is real, I tear my heart open just to feel. I'm drunk and I'm feelin down and I just want to be alone, I'm pissed because you came around, why don't you just go home! 'Cause you ch

What The Hell...
Since I got arrested on Saturday because of my exbf, I need to gather 800 by sat the 8th to pay the rest of my bail back which was 1000 but was only able to pay 200 to get me out...so if there is any way i can get help with some money that would be great.... I was seeing this guy from August till about the beginning of November and just recently broke up about 2 weeks ago. I understand why it needed to be done, but not the way he did it. He did it over the phone while he was in LA instead of doing it in person...i really thought that was a cowards way out. What pissed me off was that he was supposed to come back on Sunday. He had me think the whole time that nothing was wrong and that he would be home on Sunday. Well low and behold he had one excuse after another as to why he couldnt come back that sunday. So then he said he would be home on Monday, and once again he had another excuse and that was when he told me that we needed to be friends, get to know each other better, get that u

I Need Somones Help
were having a party at Club fantasia and welcome all ppl to join just come in sit down and have a goof time we have som kick ass tunes and the best ppl there so come join the party just tell them robbie invited you so they know thanks friends ROBBIE THE ENFORCER OF CLUB FANTASIA hey all i need some help i come on here and rate peoples pics all the time well today i got a message that i cant rate ne more tilli post a salute to level up socan someone make one for me i would appreciate it tttttttttttyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

My Contest
ok im in a contest for a 1 month vip all i need is 14,500 comments and i get a vip so when or if you get time could you please show me a little love ? just click the link and leave some love please !

Look! It's A Blog!
MySpace Comments / Glitter Graphics MySpace Comments / Glitter Graphics You may need to make a few calls or send a few emails to track down that one person you need to reach. If it's a long-lost relative, you may surprise your family with your tenacity and resourcefulness! ================================ Yeah, so...since I'm about 20 minutes away from missing my train, and Brian shows no signs of waking up (and I have NO clue where the Metro station is, so I can get to the Amtrak station), it looks like I'll be making phone calls here in a little bit to tell my family I won't be home in the morning, lol. You're feeling just a bit constrained by recent circumstances and that is provoking a desire to break out of your old habits or routines. Make sure not to overdo it -- you want some continuity, right? =============================== I'm feeling just a bit of pain in my ankle, lol. And what kind of continuity can I possibly strive

Losing Touch
the only times i seem right is at work and at school. in between i drive to much and that gives my mind time to wonder. late at night when i sit alone in my room left with only the swirling thoughts that I pushed aside during the day, i am lost. sometimes a tear touches my cheek sometimes thoguhts and feelings of aloness and worthlessness built to the point it becomes over whelming. I dont truly believe I am in any type of danager from myself so please dont think that, but i cant ignore just how lost i feel so much of the time. I miss Keara so much i cant put it into words many nights it leads me to crying myself to sleep remembering the good times and the so many hard and lonely nights with out her. why cant i shut it off why cant i just become numb why do i have to feel this way why cant i be as happy as i let people think i am why cant i life just one life instead of a life in person and one in my head. the hard thing is that the person i allow myself to be is who i am its the real

My Love For My Husband
I love my husband jason he is my life and my world no matter how things come and go I will never leave him. He has made me love again and feel soo good about myself that no other man can come between us. I love him with all my heart and Soul when O am with him time stands still and we are lost in eachothers eyes and can only see eachother... No one can make us love anyone else because we love eachother and that will never change we are a family now and will be forever. My vow is to love him unconditionally forever and always and make him happy through our many years together. I LOVE U JASON u are my rock and u hold me up high for the world to see me and see my glow of happyness and love.

Page 20
1. What is the status of you and the last person you held hands with? My sons, last night crossing the street. 2. Whats bothering you right now? My head hurts a little bit, 4. Wallpaper on your computers desktop? My sweetheart! 5. Backround on your cell phone? ummmm.....I dunno 6. What do you want in your life right now? My WHOLE family 7. Listening to? TV 9. What do you smell like? WD-40. Just got home from work. 10. Drinking? Nothing 11. Whats your favorite thing you have on your bed? Sex 12. Who was the last person to sleep with you? 8 ) My son Kevin 13. If you could change something in your life, what would it be? I'd jump forward a few months 14. What do you wear to bed? Usually shorts and a tee 15. Who will you sleep with tomorrow? Nobody 16. Have you ever been gambling? I have 17. Whats something you wish you could understand better? Why all my "pre-qualified" Fu surveys tell me I'm not qualified 18. What did you do la

Ass Sex
There's nothing like it. I feel bad for women who don't dare to try it. The only reason it wouldn't be good is either she doesn't know what she's doing or he doesn't. I have had it with me in control and I have had it with him in control. I have had with hard core force where the only choice I had was to choose the guy. I have had it slow and gentle. I have had it where I am on top of it, missionary style. doggy style and spoon style. I love it. It makes the orgasm way better. I am multiorgasmic though so I guess orgasms would be the better word. i would rather have it first then regular pussy fucking. The power of the cumming is so intense that way. I get so wet that I am gushing. Not quite a squirter here but definitely a gusher. I had it last night in my car. Not the best place to fuck but my ass is nice and sore today. So it's all worth it. Can't wait to have his dick in my ass again. MMMMMM Lovin' the booty call.

What Is Your Dream
What is your dream?There has never been a better time to follow your dreams. Incredible tools that help you to express your dream, and to connect with others who share and appreciate it. The world is looking for vision and direction. We've figured out how to do things, we're looking for people to tell us why. The time is ripe for dreamers who dream big dreams, captivating, compelling dreams. Everyone has a dream. We all have dreams as children. The trouble is, they often get buried. We become disenchanted with our dreams because they don't magically appear. Realize that just having the dream isn't enough -- you need the discipline and the commitment to follow that dream. And remember -- if you're not following your own dream, you're following someone else's

Story Time
OK Seraphims are the top notch angels in the realm of all angels...these guys are mine! They have been nothing but sweet to me and the list will grow... Ladies check my guys out! They are awesome! Alive&Kickin NavyGhost Just me (Cat's RL love) Doc is in Iraq Airforceben TinyBri bdbyjc1 Ralimore Eros ToBN2B VanillaSmoothie(Fubar hubby to My Dirty lil secret) Sgt Ronin TheNite WiiStud rchltte dr.blkmagic big dadie 1989 Celtic White hawk patchlee Josh Mp5 jonnyb Jon Majik Normancase Corey P. (although there are days...) DO you think I have what it takes to get published???...Now it is your turn...tell me what you think of this...all suggestions welcomed... A storm was rolling in, the breeze was picking up but I didn't care. I felt safe knowing you were with me, my heart raced at the thought of having you all to myself with no outside world to distract us. Our hide away is just screaming to be made love in...A queen size bed draped with cream colored misqui

Lets Make Some New Godfathers!!!!
Lets make some new GodMothers and GodFathers.Show them all lotsa love.Lotsa pictures and stash too rate. Help them level up too GodFathers. Sultry needs 98,000 *♥SÚLŦRY™♥*ÇÈõ õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. Co Owner Razzles Night Club@ fubar Drew needs 112,000 " Archangel "the "Brat Prince"@ fubar Rachelicious needs 112,000 Rachelicious MUST FAN ME BEFORE ADDING! *Demon House Diva & Member of L.O.L levelers*@ fubar

Military
FOR ALL THE BRAVE MEN WHO DIED THAT DAY..... GOD BLESS AND MAY YOU REST IN PEACE. God is busy!! If you don't know GOD, don't make stupid remarks!!!!!!! A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently

Christmas
I had made a google page, with the help of my sister Danielle, about my whole ordeal with my heart. Please feel free and read it check out the other websites that are listed on there. They have some really good information on them. If you have any questions or comments, let me know. Enjoy and thank you for looking. http://frogmommi23.googlepages.com/home Happy Holidays everyone!! I added a mistletoe and a christmas tree to my page, so give me some kisses and leave me some gifts!!! Love ya'll!! Happy Holidays everyone!! I added a mistletoe and a christmas tree to my page, so give me some kisses and leave me some gifts!!! Love ya'll!!

Just For Fun
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED! WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME AL0NE

Florida Beach House Rental
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Ubernoodles Pit Of Noodley Despair
Okay this Blog is marked NSFW for language and Major whining! Now that thats out of the way... Ugh I swear to fucking god I hate my life. In the past week I've found a job, lost it, had my windshield smashed in tamaqua, fought with an ex girlfriend and pretty much just been miserable. Its hard to show the non silly side to my friends because they arent use to it and honestly I dont think they need to see it. I just cant handle this shit anymore. I need to get the fuck out of Hazleton and Pennsylvania in general. Honestly I'm getting cabin fever here. I feel trapped in this place. I'm told life isnt so bad just be happy by my family. WELL HOW CAN I BE HAPPY WHEN I"M SHIT ON ALL THE TIME!?

Vallin/song For All Seasons
46y/o double Skorp (Taurus Moon) professional musician/orchestra director with Ass-Burger's (waitin' for the MANIA!) in Hot-Ass-Lanta. Athletic build. Love reading, internet, astrology. More piratessfas> Song For All Seasons group/songforallseasons>: 35-piece Atlanta-based orchestra/chorus that specializes in the Neo-Gothic Eclecticism of ELP, Renaissance, Led Zeppelin, Yes, The Beatles as well as Classical/Opera and Orchestral Jazz/Show. Seeking new works, arrangers, all orchestra players (union/AFM preferred), sponsors, support (business and tech), and management.

Would You?
Would you? When the darkness takes over and penetrates my soul...aching so deeply within...darkening the core of my being...would you leave me in my own solace... waiting for me in the shadows of my mind? Would you know that in order to abolish the blackness you would have to love harder than you ever have before...encircling me with your arms of protective ness...dissolving the numbness away? When the light finally pierces my spirit and allows incandescent energy to flow freely once again, would you be there to recognize the want and the need...guiding me back to the winding paths of my so-called existence...so that we could be as one again....would you?

The Bone Thug Story
In 2005 Bone Thugs was working on an Album/Movie for an Oct. '05 release. You can hear Layzie talk about it in my interview with Bone Thugs recorded May 30th, 2005. They recorded songs with Kanye West, Petey Pablo, Jazzy Pha, & others. They were also working on a movie by the same title "The Bone Thug Story"! That Album never got completed & the movie never got made cuz of afew issues that get mentioned in the interview. They were working with Darryl McDaniels (of Run-D.M.C.) to broker a deal with major labels. Dr. Dre & Aftermath wanted Bone Thugs but only if all five or even four but not just three. Alot of other labels was on that two until Layzie got at them about their situation, hunger, and proof that Bone Thugs has always been 'Layzie, Krayzie, & Wish' and can produce hits as a trio. The first label to jump on broad accepting Bone Thugs as a trio was Full Surface (aka Swizz Beatz) who was under Interscope. Once that deal went down they drop

Life, Or Something Like It
When you were young, or perhaps even now, did you ever get that overwhelming feeling an anticipation for something. Your birthday, a field trip, or some other thing that you KNEW was coming, but you had to wait for. Thats how I feel right now, stomach wrenching, dizzying anticipation. I feel like I've just mixed every hallucinogen I can imagine, and took a swig/shot of it, a poison. A month feels an unreachable span of time that will never come to pass, at least not soon enough. This waiting, this wanting, it's already driving me mad and plans were made only a few days past. Will I be completely incoherent after a week, what of two, and three? If only there were a quicker, easier way to make the days count past. Though, there is one release, seeing those eyes, that face. Despite the distance, it's nice to see him how he is in the passing of seconds, minutes, and hours. Webcams are one of the greatest inventions for that very reason. It's not quite enough, but it's fine enough

When You Love Someone....
When you love someone…. Take everyday one by one. Take the time to say I Love You, even when you feel like there is no time to slow down. Kiss one another with the passion you had the first time you met and like you may not ever see one another again. Make love every chance you get. Tell one another how special you are to each other. Thank each other for the little things and respect the differences you have. Don't let time overcome and absorb you…. Leaving no room for one another, creating a distance between you that cannot be mended or reconnected. Take the time… You only have one chance in this life… Live, love and laugh. This is your chance to be happy in love…don't let it slip by. It is lonely on the other side! Stephanie

Have You Ever Noticed?
Have you ever noticed, people are just not happy unless they are making someone else miserable? Why do we have to go thru life hiding who we are to appease everyone else? I was recently left a message saying, that I should not have "Proud to Be Cherokee", because I am not full blooded Cherokee! Why shouldn't I? Should we not be proud of who we are? I am very proud of who I am, and who my ancestors are. So for this rude person, (and I know they will be looking!) For your information, am a third Cherokee, a third German and the rest is Dutch and Irish. I really don't find this to be anybody business, but I felt compelled to set this person stright. I can prove the Cherokee and the German. I have traced my family on the Cherokee (which is on 2 sides of my family) to have walked the Trail of Tears, from North Caorlina and Georgia. From the way the family stories go, my family was beaten, brought into slavery and the women raped on their way to Arkansas and Oklahoma. Where they s

Stuff
This is for you, Layna. You better feel special. 1. Falling in love scares me more than anything. I try not to do it but sometimes I can't help it. 2. I hate wearing clothes. I'm usually in my boxers when I'm home. 3. I don't have one night stands. Most of my buddies think I'm crazy for this. 4. When I was in grade 9.. in gym class.. I got a boner once when we had this co-ed running thing on fridays. Girls were hot, okay?!?!?! 5. I'm a kissing and cuddling whore. 6. I have way too much fun when I play rock band. It's seriously retarded lol. 7. I'm afraid of heights. People don't believe me 'cause I rock climb and shit. I seriously shake when I go on roller coasters and sometimes I have to close my eyes when I'm too high. Yeah, you can make fun of me now. 8. When I was a kid, I almost joined a gang. That's funny if you know me now.. but I didn't used to be like this. 9. My best friend and I used to make forts. We're both in our 20s. I'm still a ki

Inactive Friends
I took the hint of another friend of mine, I had almost 1000 friends on my list, 9/10's of which I don't hear from nor do they hear from me...So, I did a major house cleaning, if you're getting this blog notice, I still have you on my list...I got rid of 800 ppl today, I just can't see the sense in having them just for the sake of having them...Yes, I'm rambling, but those of you who know me, know I do that well...Anyway, I'm not going to be adding new friends just because they a/f/r me and I feel obligated, no more of that from me...Have a great weekend everyone...Tina

Auction
"I'm being AUCTIONED OFF...come bid on me and win what I am offering !!!" "please click pic to go bid on the hot sexxy me" "Here is what I'm offering the highest bidder...you know you want it !! 1. I will rate profile, all pics and all stash. 2. I will add you to my friends and family. 3. I will add "owned by" your name on my name for a month. 4. I will open my nsfw pics for you. 5. You can rip any picture of mine, just let me know which one. 6. I will take and send you a picture of your choosing. 7. I will send you a gift daily for a month. 8. I will send you a comment every day for a month." "So come bid on me, and I will reward you every day !!!! "

Juggalo Mafia!!!
I'M IN A CONTEST....ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CLICK ON THE PIC AND LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN!!! I'M IN A CONTEST AND I NEED YOUR HELP...ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CLICK THE PIC AND LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN!!!

I Have Been Tagged By Misty.. Love You
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I laugh when I am nervous. 2. I blush.. A LOT 3. I was in the band.. clarinet. 4. Procrastination is my biggest downfall. 5. I sing to the top of my lungs when I am alone. 6. I hold a deep love for my friends even the ones I never met. 7. I worry too much about everyone. 8. Naturally I am an introvert. 9. I bite my nails. 10. I can sniff my upper lip..lol Ok U guys have been Tagged Dirty Skittles Griogal Sandy IslandGirl Jesus

Observations
RELATIONSHIP ENHANCERS surprise Do something every day that they will not expect that shows you are thinking of them. Make every a new day not just the same old day... Sex Explore what turns you and your partner on tell them what you like never assume they know lol Respect By feeling proud of who your partner is and appreciating their achievements, you actually build a stronger foundation for your relationship. The more interested you remain in who your partner is as an individual, the more you will value and honor their presence in your life. This will make the two of you infinitely better as a couple. Compassion When you understand your partner so fully that you can empathize with both their experiences and the reasons they do the things they do, you set the stage well to forgive them when they make a mistake in your relationship. Everyone makes errors once in a while. With compassion as your guide, you'll be more prepared to weather the inevitable sticky spots ever

Pagan Humor
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Thomas, I write this letter in concern of your daughter, Aradia Moon. Please don't take this the wrong way, however, although she is a straight-A student and a very bright child, she has some strange habits that I feel we should address. Every morning before class, she insists on walking around the classroom with her pencil held in the air. She says she is "drawing down the moon." I told her Art Class is in an hour and to please refrain from drawing until then. And speaking of Art Class, whenever she draws a night sky, she insists on drawling little circles around all the stars and people dancing on the ground. And that brings up dancing, I had to stop her twice for taking off her clothes during a game of "Ring Around the Rosey"! By the way, what does the term "skyclad" mean? Aradia has no problem with making friends. I always find her sitting outside during recess with her friends sitting around her in a circle. She likes to share her juice and cookies. I

My First Blog...and A Tribute
i'll be on vacation 4/17-4/23/2008. so no, i'm not a jerk that doesn't respond...i'm a jerk that's on VACATION! haha :) hope you have a wonderful week and i look forward to hearing all about it! leave me some love...pleaaaaaase? hey guys! i just need to vent...kinda. i just want you to know that if i'm not "myself" lately, it's because it's really hard to do so... you know about the NIU shooting? i have a decent amount of friends that go there...and a few were in that class. i heard from all but one, and when my cell phone rang with her number, it was actually not her. my friend, Ryanne Mace, was shot and killed. SUCH a beautiful, awesome, wholesome girl! whenever one of her friends got into a relationship, she'd tell us, "saying you love someone isn't enough; it's how you treat them that shows your true feelings." i know i'm being mushy and it seems like i'm pouring my heart out... maybe i am. i'm sad/mad/angry/pissed/confused/moody/relieved, but mostly

Texas Girls Do It Better..yea Baby
TEXAS: Ahem... So.. Um.. yeah... I read this, and thought I would reply... Hey... California listen up... Texas is where its at! - I too can wear sandals all year long... plus I can put on boots to stomp your toes and I won't even stick out. - You may be able to go to the "beach" instead of the "shore"... but can you go to the drive thru "Beer Barn?" What now surfer boy? - You're chicks aren't way hotter than ours... they are almost equal... and thats only due to silicone, saline, botox, lasers and hair dye... We have the real ones and they can beat yours up. - We're taught to say "Yes Sir" and "Yes Ma'am" and respect our elders because of it. We also say "Howdy" and "fixin" and "Yall" are pretty much recognized right away anywhere in the world :) We're famous - You may know what real cheese and avocados taste like... but I know what 100% Grade A Angus Beef tastes like. Who wants avocados and cheese when you can have steak and potatoes? - Haha... who do

Easy Fubucks
If she isnt on your friends list, then your missing out. Please rate and fan before adding. In the friends request please say that I sent you. Just type my profile name. If you do this from now till the end of march, I will send you 5,000 fubucks. thanks sky Stephanie Lynn@ fubar I am not on here much any more, so I thought I would give them fubucks to you guys who wants them. If you would like a bunch of them, just send me a message and let me tell you what I have been up to. That simple and I will give you fubucks.

Silver Fears
Shadowed fan blades spin in moonlight Silent and eerie in the dead of night The wind whispers of long lost dreams And ghosts wait to be discovered just out of sight Close your eyes and pretend to sleep Pretend to ignore them as shadows creep Wait for the dawn and the relief it brings From silence cold and darkness deep The moonlight falls heavy and silver on your face Following its nightly path as your eyes keep pace There’s so much beyond this deathly night Think of it and make your still heart race The morning comes with its golden tears Sweeping away all of the nights silver fears Feel the warmth of light on your trembling skin As the moonlights song fades from your ears

Truth
one day u feel like crying....call me. I dont promise that i will make u laugh, but i can cry with u. If one day u want to run away-- dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop......but i can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone....call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call.....and there is no anwser.....come fast to see me. Perhaps i need you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are.

Sean's Pimpout
He might be a punk but he's one of the nicest people i've met on fubar so go show him some love and help him level up, you'll be glad you did! :) Sean a.k.a. IRISHPUNK CLUB F.A.R.....FU-HUSBAND and r/l BF TO ANDREA@ fubar

Nasty Homes And Lifestyles
another great entry in nasty homes and lifestyles a home on 5th street... unfortuneatly there was strong evidence of children in this home..... please dont make children live in these conditions people..... i work in construction and remodeling for a slum lord and decided to start posting pics of these roach and mouse havens i have to work in... u wouldnt belive how some people live. p.s. sorry if ur place shows up but u shouldve cleaned up another entry to my nasty homes and life styles 506 jefferson st elkhart.... nasty place that 2 3rd shift cabbies lived they were married im sure but still had a peep hole to look at the toilet lol

Randomness
I am all for it... my question is..... would you want someone else to be sendign your man/son/brother things when they alrady have you... thought/comments anyone? ok... so since i am totally random i am gonna let ya'll hear something... kinda... well read it actually ok.... so lately i've been waking up screaming... and if i am lucky... i dont wake anyone else when i do i cant really remember them i just know that there is something in them that terrifies me.., so i dont sleep much anymore.... am i bein silly for not wanting to sleep? ok, im ready to get it started.... im just not sure where to go or what to start with.... im also not sure how to mix a multitude of styles.... if you want to know what i mean ask and i will try to explain as best as i can... *blows kisses* i have a picture of what i want done on my back and another for my arms.... so check them out... and ask if you arent sure

My Baby Needs To Be Spanked!
Oh my goodness he just needs his page smacked so hard it's crazy. He deserves so much love. Go right on and give him some good spankings. Show some fu-love to this wonderful man! lets help him level. He just loves to return the spankings. "Owned by KMA~Milai"==Mr "Dangerous" Dub~R/L BF and Hubby to Milai "KMA"~Own@ fubar This bulletin brought to you by KMAღM!£AI™Dangerously Owned♡R/L GF and Wifey to Mr DubღCLUB FAR♫@ fubar

Legend's Saloon Contest
Legends Saloon Is Now Holding A Open To All & The Person To Bring In The Most Members In A Week Minimal 20 people to Win The Fu Bucks WINS Just Let Everyone You Send In Know to Let Us Know Who Sent Them!! Or You Can Send Me A Private Message! So Make sure To Drop By Join Us and Join in The FUN!!!! All Of Our DJ's Rock!!

Red Velvet
You're an Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You? You Are a Red Velvet Cake Rich, decadent, and sensual. You have a deep appeal that transcends all trends. You are the definition of passion: intense, adventurous, and seductive. What Kind of Cake Are You? You Are an Indifferent Ex You're not one of those girls who thinks about her exes - or even remembers them "Love 'em and Leave 'em" is your motto. And your break ups tend to be a clean break. It's a nice strategy to have, and guys appreciate your total lack of emotional baggage. But just a little reminder: it is okay to remember the good parts of your past, even with exes. What Kind of Ex-Girlfriend Are You?

My Poems
As i sit here with tears running down my face, I wonder if i will ever be happy anytime or anyplace. I am so very torn up inside, So much that all I can do is hide. My true emotions I never let show, Because I am afraid of what you may think if you truelly did know. Ive built this big wall around me, As to not set any emotions free. I always push those who truely care away, For fear that they may too walk out some day. Noone can truelly understand who I am deep down inside, For I have let the fear make me hide. I want so bad to let it all go, To let it all show. But I dont know how to knock down this big wall, For fear that I may have another big fall. When your mind is full of nothing but clutter, You dont know if you should turn one way or the other. Twisting and pulling in all directions, While trying to find yourself in your own reflection. You dont know what happend, You dont know what went wrong, And wondering if finding yourself will take very long. Most

Time Stands Still
Trusting? Current mood: indescribable I have met some nice men and some not so nice men. I find it harder and harder to trust my emotions when it comes to men. I have been lied to, felt used, abused, and my trust has hit a low point. I dont know if I will ever completely trust anyone again. Is it a myth, that there is someone out there for me. Maybe I have had my one true love and he was taken away for me. I am so lonely sometimes that I will overlook things, but I am cheating myself by doing that. I go out to the mall, a resturaunt, or the grocery store and there are people who have someone and seem genuinely happy. Is all as it appears? I keep hoping that I will find someone I can be happy, passionate, and trusting. It just gets harder and harder to have that trust. I know kind of depressing. Time stands still Current mood: sad Tomorrow is the 5 yr anniversary of my husband, Bruce's death. I can remember all the details of that day. I still miss him so

Spring
Alphabet of Happiness... A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your way.

Sherry Baby
If a Man Wants You!! If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad @ yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have y

General
Hello, I just recently created a lounge called Dark Menagerie. The idea of which is to give is members a place where we can hang out and listen to some cool goth-industrial music, like an online club. The next best thing to being there! Thing is, it looks kinda plain. I have no idea how to put a background photo to it. Oh, I can do HTML, CSS style sheets? Have no clue. If you can help, please lemme know... Thanks,and don;t forget to stop on by and hang out with me! Michael (aka Charon) Well here's my first blog entry. I don't expect too many to go in here. Maybe some stories I might write. We'll see.

Friends
I send comments to my friends every day and only a handfull send them back. i also send birthday comments to friends having bdays. and dont even as much as get a thank you. one person did thank me and sent me a bday comment bk. no im not in it or doing it for points, but i think its very rude not to return comments. im thinking about not sending comments and bday wishe to any one any more. for those few friends that do return comments thank you. you are true friends. some of you were on my friends list before i deleted my other account. those friends are very special to me. I'M so sick of all these downraters and haters. They rate you a 10 once you rate them a 10 or an 11 then they go back and rate you a 1. what kind of shit is that. I have a folder of all the downratres and haters folder. i could never rate a friend lower than a 10 or 11 so how can some one on your friends list rate a 1 or a 2. i know it happens to a lot of people and i think its wrong. If some one wants to rate that

The Rules For Impressing Me
Above all, I want to have fun... and I want you to have fun too! If you aren't having fun talking to me and looking at my pics, DON'T DO IT! You have to speak to me with respect. I AM A LADY, MEN. I don't appreciate CRUDE behavior... at least not until I am comfortable with you, and believe me... I'LL LET YOU KNOW WHEN I AM. It will get more for you to be sweet and take it slow! Thanks! If you have made it to seeing all my pics, then you have made it past rule number one! Congrats! NOW RATE AND COMMENT THEM! DO NOT JUST USE MY PICS TO GET YOURSELF OFF! My body is sacred, and you are BLESSED to be allowed to witness it. Remember that.

The Truth Hurts
i am sorry i am how do i tell you that i am sorry if you wont listen i had to tell it was killing me inside holding onto your lie how do i show you that i didn't want you to cry why is this pain from telling him killing me deep down inside it was your secret it was your truth to tell but you wouldn't tell it you wanted to hide it away from him but i couldn't take it i couldn't lie anymore he had to know yet you don't see that you don't know how much pain it was causing me my soul was dying from lying the truth had to come out i am sorry i am sorry please listen to me don't shut me out yet hear my side please i am not done being friends yet your my girl but he is my good friend i know you both i knew that one of you would end up getting hurt if the truth wasn't let out i had to do it i had to tell the lie was hurting me way down deep inside i am sorry i am please forgive me i.. i am sorry just tell him, don't worry all will be fine no worries

Sick
UPDATE: No longer have pneumonia. I feel great. Thanks for all your support. I know I don't get on here much, but right now I have a really good excuse. I have Pneumonia. I will try to come here more in the future. Pneumonia really does suck. This is the first time I have ever had it and hopefully the last. Yesterday I had the scariest moment in my life. I started coughing then all of a sudden I started choking. The thing that really sucks is that I don't have anyone here with me. I was about a minute away from choking to death yesterday and no one would have known until it was too late. I am going back to the Doctors today. Hopefully he will make me stay in the hospital. Because after yesterday I am scared to be alone.

Martial Medicine
By Richard Hackworth, Ph.D., Lac. Martial arts training at peak performance levels is the best way to prevent disease, as well as to stimulate positive changes in the body's natural healing systems. Our current lifestyle of Lazy-boy chairs, remote controls and S.U.V.s does not challenge us to move, yet our biological need for physical movement is still the same as when time began. Martial arts training can strongly influence the function of most of the human organ systems and much of the chemistry of our brains and bodies. The changes brought about by martial arts training are dose responsive, but maybe not in the way you believe. In fact, twice as much is twice as good only up to optimal levels. Beyond that actually tempts an over training response in the body and a decline in physical and mental health. Martial arts training, as well as other exercise forms, dosage combines distance (or time), intensity and frequency -- how far, how fast, how often. An additional fact

I Am Evil Like This
I posted an album of a girl having sexual acts, girl on girl action, and then some. I did this because the moment I posted pics of me in a bathing suit certain individuals seem to think I needed to pose nude. These pics were to feed their own passion and to let me know what type of people I am talking to on here. In other words..I TESTED YOU...I am evil like this. lol ->Josey Wales: good one Josey Wales: gtfo Josey Wales: u 2 ho ->Josey Wales: stfu Josey Wales: but he does know how to "jack" LOL I swear I get atleast 3 a day of profiles with the name Just me stalking my page. Just Me@ fubar

Darts & Tapos
Played darts with some neighbors and my daughter last night. We have a set up in the garage so we tend to blast music, toss back shots of whisky, drink ice cold beer and see if anyone can beat me! hahaha! And yes, most men think that because of the boobs or the look or something that I'm not going to be very good at anything but sex and its just so much fun to put that little myth to rest. Of course it doesn't hurt to throw them darts in a halter top and shorts! By midnight I'd won all but one game and my daughter had to have won that by sheer luck...LOL! By 11pm I was pretty buzzed but you just seem to throw better the 'looser' you get ya know what I mean? So a lil past midnight it was time to turn the music down and the neighbors were wanting to go home and I was craving some of that nasty fast food that I just won't eat any other time but late at night after I have a good buzz on...so we drove to Jack in the Crack and I was lit (she was driving) and laughing my ass OFF...

Auction
Wanna Own This Hottie?? ~goin4broke~ is smokin' hot and is auctioning his sexy self off! He's got no money, but plenty of love. He's offering his owner: Be my crush for a month Rate all stash during HH Owners name as my status 4 at least 1 hour a day, when online 1 profile comment a day for duration of being owned Rate all pics 11 for duration of my VIP, or whole month if VIP is bid, 10's the rest Link their profile on my main page Pimpout blog SFW salute What are you waiting for??? Click his pic and bid! ~goin4broke~ This Pimp Out Made With Love by phoenix1360~fu-Wife to VnWarDog (repost of original by 'phoenix1360~fu-Wife to VnWarDog' on '2008-06-01 22:16:56')

Auction
> > > > > > > > ~Shes Up For Bid~ > ~You Know You Want To Bid On Her~ > ~Who Doesnt~ > ~She Has ALOT To Offer And Only A Limited Time To Give It All Away~ > ~So Make Sure You Place Your Bid Before Someone Else Owns Her~ > ~~~~Click On This Pic To Place Your Bid~~~~ > > Ok im up for auction for one month ownership here is what i have to offer my owner rate all pics and stash during hh 2 Sfw saultes fone call a day for one month your name in mine as owned by for one month top friends and family added to my yahoo and cam for a hour a day for a month pimpout in bully-main page-and blog comment daily shitfaced and gift daily of my choice.... Come on u know u want to own this hot sexy women :] so click the link below and lets do this show me love plzzz!!!! Want An AWESOME Fu-Slave? Franklin AKA Alien1967 Yes This Bad Fu Is Up For Sale BID BID BID BID Till You Cant Bid No More!!! Cuz Thi

Conclusions
I have been drawn to a part of my life I had thought I had closed off . But there are certain people I will not mention that had to keep pushing . And push they did and now I have to a certain point shuned and shut certain people out. I really didn't want ot go down the path , but i had no other choice . Fathers day last Sunday really sealed it in my eyes. Then what really put the nails in the cofffin so to speak , is when my roommate compared me tro her ex , and said her ex can run circles around me. I can't handle it any more . I know people will understand this change or oh well I have been sitting her thinking I have made my share of mistakes . I have come to one conclusion though people are all a bunch of confusing individuals . The more I am around them the more I do not understand them I have made a choice and I have to live with it. I have reached a turning point in my life and I am slowly making the transition . I have re-entered shadows so t

Yeah So I Guess No One Wants To Apply
so since no one applied to my application i guess i must be that ugly and gross that you wont take the time and effort to fill it out o well i guess ill be ugly and alone for the rest of my life thanks guys

Bullie
DJ_LuDa_Ch®I$, The DJ with the fire, to play the music you want at the peak of your desires, come see us at Dragons Breath Lounge where the party is always jumpin, come join us the fun never ends and boredom never begins, DJ_LuDa_Ch®I$ is always there to take your requests and keep things interesting, and also does his own mega mixes not found anywhere else, so don't just sit there start clickin to the Dragons Breath Lounge where its always happenin'.

To All Women
This is sooo true! If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away~If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay~Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior~Allow your intuition to save you from heartache~ Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be~Slower is better~Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy~If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then hell no, you can't "be friends."~A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend~Don't settle~If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is~Don't stay because you think "it will get better."~You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better~The only person you can control in a relationship is you~Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women~He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?~Always have your own set of friends separate fr

Stuckk
okayyy sooooo here is the thing.. i lvoe my boyfriend very much we have been together for more then 2 and a half years now... but it seems like i dont knwo what i want anymore and i have talked to him about this and eveyrthing there are likea million things going through my head right now about it, and i only want to be fair to him, meanwhile getting what i truely want in the end.. which i dont even know what that is yet... sometimes he annoys the hell out of me and i cant understand why im wiht him which honestly isnt like me and i never thought that way about him before... although then i think its stupid to think that and move on.. however it seems i have been making up more and more excuses not to talk to him... mainly becasue sometimes he can be a huge jerk.. but i always seem to get past it in one way or another..the other side to this is there is another guy i care abou a lot... now i would never ever cheat pn mhy boyfriend im not that type of girl and this guy is like my bestf

Hrms.. Thoughts!
Soo ok... check this.. I bet there are a lot of women out there who feel the same. but ya know what.. i don't care i am going to bitch and complain cus i can! I am sick and tired of being friends with someone i am starting to dispise.. first of all this person can be soo annoying it makes me soo angry.. Second they can be soo fucken dumb at times it makes me even more angry.. And thirdly i wish i could just slap them upside the head to remind them who in the hell was there for them the whole damn time there life was crumbling down from a far. why did i do it!? because i wanted too.. why did i felt like this person was a part of me and took in with all of my heart. Cus i trusted them. Now it seems that i am just another pawn in there fucken game! That just use when needed.... this really blows... I hate having chick friends.. there such bitches... there soo fucken fake.. and i am soo tired of fucken pleasing everyone UGH!!! I am soo fustrated.. my only true friends are girls who

Lucien's Junk
Alright so Jadarae (another author) and I jsut released "I AM A WoFer" it came out pretty cool I think. If you want to take a listen www.lucienmaier.com/wof I will give out stories here but for now. you can check out my whole site. there is a ton of stories, and poems for free. Check it out and let me know what I should improve!

Whatev.
So, I got such odd looks from starbucks employees. I woke up, threw on jeans, kept the wifebeater I was wearing last night on, threw on my pink ribcage jacket, didnt do annnyyything with my hair [I put it in a ponytail before I went to bed], threw on shoes and big sunglasses and went to starbucks. I ordered a triple shot vente mocha They told me that the mocha already has 2 shots I said I know They stared at me the wholeee way out. I dont get why... Maybe I looked like a hooker or something? Pfft I totally see no problem with being a tough bitch and loving the movie thumbelina haha. Its not my fault that its only the best movie in the whole entire world

Leaving
As of today Iam packed and leaving fubar until sunday I am taking time off and going to the beach to rest and relax and get my tan on, I will not have my computer with me but I will be available of the evening time if any one desires to text me, you can text any time I will be available anytime but during the evening i will have most free time and yes drunk texting is fun any questions email me I will answer before I depart early thursday morning May God Bless each and every one of you well I got a woman way over town that's good to me oh yeah Say I got a woman way over town good to me oh yeah She give me money when Im in need Yeah she's a kind of friend indeed I got a woman way over town that's good to me oh yeah She saves her lovin early in the morning just for me oh yeah She saves her lovin early in the morning just for me oh yeah She saves her lovin just for me oh she love me so tenderly I got a woman way over town that's good to me oh yeah She's there to love me both

The Start Of A Story....
INTRO... Her head spins and her emotions are screwed. Who knew that the only thing she grew up to know and understand would soon become her down fall. Everyday seemed to be the same. Somedays better than others, but when it came time for bed the same thoughts ran through her head. The thoughts of drugs becoming her life. Never having done them and never having to. Yet they would be the base of all her problems, and the source of all her pain. The thoughts of death becoming something she isnt afraid of seeing, of it becoming something she wants to happen, not only to her but to others as well. ************************************************* PART ONE... To sit and watch became too painful. To sit and wait seemed too long. There was nothing she could do, it was now to late. Things were never going to change. As if her lifes plan was already set in stone somewere off the earths surface, never to be touched by any one. Things only got harder for her as the days see

L8er
If you haven't already noticed, I have stopped being on the fu. It's just time to move on. For those of u who were really my friends, I will still be on YIM occasionally. Just need to get away from all the negativity in my life, dunno if it's the fu, but know getting away has to be good. Talk to you all sometime....TC, Mickey

Blues
I got stabbed in the back An ain't getting no slack I'm wanting the truth yet so called friends are being uncouth Why they being shady and acting all shaky i heard the news's But I'm not bruised I'm not feeling blue or even rue yet here I am Doing all I can Wit this blade and feel ling betrayed an I know there's nothing I can do This is a fact I know is true all I do do is go wit the sway An live day by day. Another person tried, And yet I died, My heart torn and crushed, Bury and bruised, This juggalo Is dead and ready to go, To shangrala, To be with loast homies that's past before him, Only thing keepingher is my daughter The only person who loves me, She's only five months old, Soon she'll grow to hate me, Wait n see, My time will come, To fly on death wings. I was told we will just be friends. I said I was ok that's not a problem. But every day that goes by I think of you. I try not 2 but I can't help myself. I wonder how things are going. Wonde

Wanna Own Me You Know You Do
For all the people that read the Bashing Bully on me. i just want to let you know i did not do anything like that. im not like that. for the people that know me know that im not like that and dont do stuff like to people.im not here to have people hate me and bash me. it hurts me that people think i would do that. im very sorry that this is happening..i hate drama and try to stay away from it but it seems to be coming to me from my ex boyfriends family on here. im very sorry that this is happening..i hate drama and try to stay away from it but it seems to be coming to me from my ex boyfriends family on here. ღஐ♥Rising Angel♥ஐღ~~Owned By Capt Barbossa also by Livin Da Drea@ fubar

Radioguy Has Auto 11's Please Go Rate Him Now
RadioGuy is 1.9mill from GodFather I am calling on all my friends to help my very best friend reach GODFATHER He has AUTO 11's right now and its good until tomorrow morning "RadioGuy"@ fubar Bling him, crush him, add him, rate him, ravish him with gifts He is a wonderful man that NEVER asks for anything. So help him out Show him some MAD fubar love This is brought to you by KCPilar69™~ProtectedByBountyHunter~R/L Girlfriend 2 Craven Moorehead@ fubar

Music Lyrics
Extreme ways are back again Extreme places I didn't know I broke everything new again Everything that I'd owned I threw it out the windows, came along Extreme ways I know move apart The colors of my sea Perfect color me Extreme ways that that help me Help me out at night Extreme places I had gone But never seen any light Dirty basements, dirty noise Dirty places coming through Extreme worlds alone Did you ever like it planned I would stand in line for this There's always room in life for this Oh baby, oh baby Then it fell apart, fell apart Oh baby, oh baby Then it fell apart, it fell apart Oh baby, oh baby Then it fell apart, it fell apart Oh baby, oh baby Like it always does, always does Extreme songs that told me They helped me down every night I didn't have much to say I didn't get above the light I closed my eyes and closed myself And closed my world and never opened Up to anything That could get me along I had to close down everything

Until We Meet
Until we meet, My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you

Here We Are
there comes a time when all things must come to an end...we have had some good times and bad times on here....we have laughed and cried and threw fits and it was great...but now after doing some thinking and with other things on my plate i am considering deleting my account and moving on from here...i have closed all my pix and blogs not knowing whether they will be open again you have all been great..some more than others and tonight i came to a realization that there are more important things out there so without further ado..i bid you adieu for now i am deleting this account tonite when i go to bed...its been fun....if u have my number you can get a hold of me that way...if not well then i gues you are S.O.L.

Bye Fubar !!!!!!!!!!
Well just letting all my friends know I am canceling my vip and making sure I have all my personal pictures copied and saved and then I'm deleting my Fubar account.. I will be finding 1 or 3 lucky people to get the rest of my fubucks here soon.... If you want to stay friends and you have myspace please go add me there thats where I have been the last couple of weeks mostly and taking care of my daughter.... Heres my myspace link if you want it>>> www.myspace.com/karen878806 would love to have you on my friends list there, the app games on there are pretty cool.... Fubar costs way too much for my taste anymore.. I rather spend my extra bucks on myself and my kids... Anyways I will miss all my close good friends on here ! Love ya guys I wish you all the best in life !!!! TAKE CARE EVERYONE!!! I'll be gone in a few days............ Please Repost for others to see this thanks!!!! Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷKaren878806 R/F/A/Bling Me & I Will Give Luv

Listen...
Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You put the pieces back into place. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped my through. I knew I could come to you when I was down, 'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up and say everything will be ok.

My Thoughts And Dreams
i was there for you my heart was open for you i cared for you i listened when you needed it and i loved you like no one in my life i smiled for you i dreamed of you my heart sang for you i overlooked my perchance of not trusting i overlooked the nagging feelings that where there things going on that i could not see and i loved you you were that song my heart would sing when i was sad your face was the face i saw when i was down your smile was what i saw when i closed my eyes your green eyes sparkling with mischief you just had no place for me. no time for me and my son, we cared for you even if you were not here so many miles away... but you were still the song my heart sang and now i need to let you go to be happy.. i want you to smile i want you to find your own song.. i wish we could sing it together but its not what you want.. be happy my song be happy my heart i love you you live in my heart and always will i will miss you so much but its time for me t

I Need More Music
I've been listening to the same shit recently, so more stuff would be swell. I'm not really looking for anything specific. So whatever you think is good, go for it. I have a list on my profile so that can give you an idea. Go!!! So the more I think about it, I'm all over the place with music. The worst part is, I'm a real dick sometimes about what I listen to. I'm trying to get the fuck out of that mentality but I have some predisposed shit in my head. I've been way better about it the last year or so though. Anyway, I added a bunch of shit to my stash. Pretty much covers my range. Music has been the topic lately, and I forget how much I enjoy it. Also, it's scary how much I get my taste from my parents. I didn't realize that shit till recently as well. I'm seriously a hybrid of them. Makes sense but still weird to me.

My Blog
for anyone who reads this blog i am not ratin any pics or folders tht have a hundred or more pics in the folder ill rate pics that are under 100 or less that is all im ratin cos u dont get anything for doing it all u get is a thanks atleast rate back there is no harm in ratin back ffs (fu) for those of u that do rate back ill continue to rate all ur pics that if ur a dear close friend if u have folders that have 100 or more pics im not touching those folders so dont think ill do it thanks all bye dj jye milly I AM FED UP WITH THIS CRAP NOW I AM NOT RATING ANYONE ELSE NOW IF IM GOING TO RATE SOMEONE I WILL SEND U A SB SAYING R U GOING TO RATE BACK IF YOU GIVE ME ANY OF THESE ANSWERS YEH WHEN I GET MY RATES BACK OR DONT GET AN ANSWER FROM U IM NOT RATING BECAUSE U DONT GET ANYTHIN OUT OF FRIEND REQUESTS OR JUST SAYIN THANK U UR NOT THE ONLY PEOPLE TRYIN TO LEVEL ON THIS SITE SO NO RATE BCK I DONT RATE U SIMPLE AS If Ur Gonna Fan Add And Rate Me Rate My Fuckin Pics When I Rate Urs For Fu

I Need Music
I have really started to like fubar. I am learning but i just cant seem to figure out how to put music on my page, how to create backgrounds, i dont even know what half the stuff is that you guys do. Can some one please help me.

To Thoes Who Broke My Heart
Would you wipe away my tears Would you refute all my fears Would you stay with me If I needed you to see Would you hold me tight Would you kiss me good night I want to feel you next to me Instead you just let me be Would you tell me what I need to say To make the sadness go away You won't even hold my hand Emotions recoiled like a rubber band Would you kiss my cheek Dealing with pain week after week I'm tired of the tug of war games And with you calling me names Ripping and tearing my emotions down Again I pick my heart up off the ground Tired of fighting with myself to not give in Playing a game I just can't win I'm tired of trying to keep a fake smile on my face Tired of feeling like I'm wasting space To care for someone who doesn't care about me To express my love for an empty sea As though that's what it would be Would you lie to me when you say you care When tomorrow you will taunt me with an arrogant stare I will give in because I hate to fight Will th

This Sux!!
Here I am in a very foreign country far away from home. I'm stuck in a great big tent with about 100 other guys. I have to walk to other buildings to eat, shower etc. and even to use the internet. That's the worst part. It's free but it's wifi and most of the sites I like to go to are blocked by the morality police that run the show around here. That means, no porn sites for me right now. Hey friends can you help me out? If you send me stuff to my yahoo I just might get it. That would really make this soldier's day. I think ya'll know the kind I like. If you really wanna help me, send me a message and I'll give you the adress to send it to. Thanks a bunch!

Why Do People Do This
from 18 to 40 why do woman still do this kind of shit i thought as you got older you would be more mature rather then act like a kid iam sure some of you when you read this might say iam mature well i bet you anything ur wrong there are some that still do this they just don't want to admit it iam not saying acting like a kid is bad but it is when you play games with peoples head and emotions why is it so hard for people to say there not into you its just a tiny little word called rejection some people cant take rejection and for the ones that cant take it then you might as well not live in this world life is full of rejection specially when it come to dating i can handle rejection just fine after all if i can handle my own mother rejecting me when i was born i can handle anything tossed at me what i don't understand is this i was talking to this woman for almost a few months everything seem to be going good then i got her cell phone number she told me she works a

Cherr Bomb
PLEASE ENJOY MYLIST OF FU'S WHO ALLHAVE FOLDERS OF 250pics4 UR BOMBING CONVENIENCE! GET THA MOST 4 UR CHERRYBOMB RIGHT HERE! Jªne_N.Ðº³@ fubar PlAyInHaRd-AKA Jªne_N.Ðº³'s BLING KING@ fubar [[FüĸFäcє]]™ **Fu-Owned by DJ Soft**@ fubar cutterbum aka "The Bachelor"@ fubar Ryot Gyrl

Some Ppl Have No Sense Of Humor
Today went I arrived home. I went to my home page & had a shout that stated, "THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH PREGNANT WOMEN U SICK BASTARD". This is in reference to my status, "want birth control, date a pregnant chick lol". She then blocked me so I could not reply to her comment. I am wrong for my status? Many ppl (mostly women) have told me it was funny. I don't find anything wrong with pregnant women. I think they are beautiful. I even feel bad for single pregnant women cuz they have to go through it alone and most guys don't want to date a pregnant woman. I am a single father of 2 boys that I love dearly. I have nothing but compassion for expecting mothers. Basically what I am asking. Is my status msg/joke wrong & offensive OR is it funny & this bitch just has a stick up her ass with no sense of humor????? P.S. If you what to know who it is , just ask

Pile Of Poo
i would tar and feather myself the day i find anyone on this site who is not a LIAR.. SELF ABSORBED ..HIDDEN AGENDAS ..you know what i will not even rant about this fuck it its not worth it you can all fuck yourselves which is surely what one does who just cant quite get enough of themselves.... I can't stand the sight of you. I can't stand what you put me through. Your life's a lie, that will you hide. Is it that terrible being you inside? I can't stand all the thought of you. I can't stand all the things you do. Why do you try, to justify? You are just too scared to be you inside. Let it all go. (x4) Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be. (x2) I can't stand what you put me through. I can't stand even the thought of you. Your secret lies, that you hide. Is it that terrible being you inside? Let it all go. (x4) Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be. (x4) You try so hard to be wanted. False emotions tells you

Erotique Tales
So here it is,The happy one.Today I'll have a bit of fun. A rhapsody.A melody.My opus and my symphony. A delectable, delightful treat.A candy, oh, a wicked sweet. My soul.A stroll.Completely droll.Delightfully out of control. So here you go.My vertigo.My trip through miles and miles of snow. Hold on tight.Don't try to fight.My happy poem,Just drips delight Like honey from a child's tongue,Or whispers of the aging young. A lullaby that makes you cry,The tears of happy years gone by. Watch your step,The path is steep,So take a breath before you leap Into a world of endless bliss,As charming as a baby's kiss. And right when you arrive right there,You'll never leave.It's true.I swear. My world,My truth.My universe.My haven in my merry verse. It welcomes you,With open arms.You're flattered by its mirthful charms. So stay awhile.Right in the shadeOf the happiest poemI've ever made. 'Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the net People were horny--steamy and wet; The

15 Minute F.a.r. Blitz! Rulez And Such
~work~ presents the 15 minute Fan Add Rate Blitz! At random times during Happy Hour, I will put up "15 minute friends blitz" in my status. During the next 15 minutes, I will be hitting random profiles from the scroller bar to F.A.R. . One of those people that hit me back in a shout or PM or gift message, will get at least 100 pics rated with at least 10's ( I am famous for my manual 10's, ask around lol), and get a bulletin with a link to their profile naming them the winner. It's the contest you didn't know you were in! Feel free to comment and send me your fubucks. Dave AKA ~work~

Jokes
An 85-year old man was requested by hisdoctor for a sperm count as part of his physical exam.The doctor gave the man a jar andsaid, "Take this jar home, and bring back a semensample tomorrow." The next day the 85-year old manreappeared at the doctor's office and gave him the jar,which was as clean and empty as on the previous day. The doctor asked what happened, and theman explained, "Well, doc, it's like this – firstI tried with my right hand, but nothing. Then I tried withmy left hand, but still nothing.. Then I asked my wife for help. Shetried with her right hand, then her left, still nothing.She tried with her mouth, first with teeth in, then with herteeth out, still no thing. "We even called up Arleen, thelady next door, and she tried, too, first with both hands,then an armpit, and she even tried squeezin' it betweenher knees, but still nothing.." The doctor was shocked! "You askedyour neighbor?" the old man replied, "Yep noneof us could get the jar open." A Woman'

Raven's Thoughts
The Husband Store A store that sells new husbands has opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among theinstructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends theflights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back downexcept to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs. She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. 'That's nice,' she thinks, 'but I want more.' So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: F

Just Random Thoughts And Funny Shiet
Life is like a dance,Every step you take a chance.Every Breath you take,There is a fear,A chance to disappear.Achance for a change,To set you on a new path.With no certain direction,Everyone gains a new connection.Connection always last,They can be fun;Or they can make you run,What ever the connection,They will forever be in your past. Blue skies The sun’s burning bright High in the sky. Smooth as silk, The touch of love. Flames flicker Deep in my heart Like a ray of sunshine. Don’t cry It won’t die. Wake dressed

Realitizations
I've come to the realitization that I have some pretty sorry ass aunts and uncles on my mom's side of the family. My mom's parents are still both alive and are in their late 80s to early 90s..Granted, I don't see my grandparents as often as I should (I was raised particularly by my dad's mother who has been gone for 9 yrs now), I do tend to see them more then their own children. The same can be said for 2 of their other grandchildren. They have 7 children in all, 4 daughters and 3 sons. The 2 oldest daughters, my mom being the oldest are retired and stay with my grandparents rotating days of the week. 2 of the sons have just started staying off and on within the last week, but no clue how long that will last. While the other son lives in Alabama, so that is understandable. The 2 youngest daughters can't "bare" to see their parents like this. They feel that they should be put in a nursing home, so they just don't show up anymore unless they drop by to inspect things. These two

Packing And Moving
Hello everyone,I want to start off by apologizing for my lack of communication here. I am moving next weekend. This weekend is my last weekend to pack and get everything organized.I know I have received a lot of music from bands and I just have not had the time to dl the tunes and update and organize the band list.My internet will be shut off on July 8th at my current address and will be turned back on at my new place on July 18th.As soon as I get settled I know I will be playing major catch up with everyone. I appreciate everyone supporting God's Forsaken Radio and I will get back to each and every one of you as soon as I can.You can also send your music to Mike aka DJ Groundzero. He is the owner and creator of the radio station. His email address is: zground@hotmail.comThank you all for your patience and understanding.Much love and respect,Mindyhttp://godsforsakenradio.com/news.php

The Lalaurie House
LaLaurie House The following is excerpted in its entirety from Old New Orleans: Walking Tours of the French Quarter, by Stanley Clisby Arthur, © 1990 by Pelican Publishing Company, Gretna, Louisiana, @ pages 96-99: " 'THE HAUNTED HOUSE’ 1140 Royal Street The three-story building at the southeast corner of Royal and Governor Nichols street, to some the most famous private residence in old New Orleans, gained its eerie title, ‘The Haunted House,’ from an oft-repeated tale in which spirits of tortured slaves clank their chains during the midnight hours in remembrance of awful punishment meted out to them by their mistress – a

Silly/true&plain Stupid
when I first found out I had Cancer my boyfriend decided that brain tumors or chronic illness is not something he felt like facing, so he abandoned me.As I was going through treatment toward recovering. I live with my mom.I am and do remain extremely lucky, despite the deficits and disablities from this disease and the reason I went to share this is because I am very thankful to have done so well. I wish everyone who reads this to NEVER GIVE UP your search for wellness, your search for hope and dreams for a cure. I remember waking up in my hospital bed. Music on the little radio, cello and piano, my two favorite instruments. My life flew before my eyes. I just cried. It all came out. I felt the time ahead would be the toughest time of my life. And it has been ... 9/9/09-Update on brain tumor... no new growth. surgery, chemo, and radiation have stopped this thing. at least for the time being. :-) So Now I SIT AT HOME HEALING MY BRAIN FROM BRAIN CANCER SURGERY.And I am thankful to have

My Case
ok so i went to court and found out that they still don't no whats going to go onstill no word of the suppose victim so my next court date is oct 6 but i don't have to go only my lawyer however i do have to go on the 16 my lawyer said this if they don't have any word from the victim then they are going to dismiss the case and i wont have a felony on my record and if they do not dismiss it then my lawyer is going to try and see about getting a class 6 witch is misconduct witch means ill get probation if not ill be doing 5 years of prison time so not looking forward to that looks like my past finally catch up to meso today i got a hold of my lawyer turns out she called me yesterday but i did not have any notice and i hardly check my voice mail i really need to start doing that more oftenanywaysas i said i use to be a very violent person when i was younger i did alot of things i was not to pround of starting with animal crueltyarsonistrobberybeating the shit out of a lot of people famil

Mr Right
Is there such thing a Mr Right... Do u beleive there is one person out there for all of us..... ame:Age: Birthday:Location:Sexual:Height:Weight: Body Type: Eye color: Hair Color: Favorite Bands: Favorite Movies: Favorite Food: Religion: Smoke?: Drink?:Drive?: Job?:Piercings?:Where?: Tatoos?: Where?:Why Are you Applying?:One special thing about you: One special thing about me:Your favorite body part on me: Am I a nice guy?(be honest): Do you think im hot? Why would you date me? Would you break my heart? Would you care if I was complicated? Would you kiss one of my friends to hurt me? Would you play hard to get? Would you run off with me at random times? What would you do to get my attention? Why would you be a good girlfriend? sex? Kiss? Cuddle? Lick?Bite? Would you tell me the truth ALWAYS? Would you ever consider going out with me? Is there anything you need to add to this application?

Rip Brittany Murphy
Movie star Brittany Murphy is dead of a heart attack at 32. She went into full cardiac arrest early Sunday and could not be revived, the Website TMZ reported. The Los Angeles City Fire Department got a call from the home of Murphy's husband Simon Monjack about 8 a.m., fire officials told TMZ. She was taken to Cedars-Sinai Medical Center, where she was pronounced dead on arrival Murphy starred in "8 Mile," and "Don't Say a Word." The starlet became a household name among teens in 1995 as the sidekick in "Clueless," who went from awkward wall flower to snotty hottie. A few years ago, she released the single "Faster Kill Pussycat," which became a dance club hit. Her last big movie was "Sin City" in 2005 Read more: http://www.nydailynews.com/gossip/2009/12/20/2009-12-20_actress_brittany_murphy_dies_at_32_of_heart_attack_report.html#ixzz0aGFKsQMt

Just Feelings
I get up everyday wondering why.......I go to bed every night with the same question. I really don't know why I try when all I ever do is make bad decisions. I just want to go to sleep like Snow White or Sleeping Beauty untill my prince comes but this is real life and I'm sure no princess and I have no prince. I always thought I wanted my little place in this world but I'm begining to believe that for me that place doesn't exist. I am a great friend or so I'm told but some how I'm not good enough for something more or thats real. I think the only reason I am posting this here is because no one cares and I want to be able to sleep. I would really like to be worth something one day but since I'm not worth anything by now I don't see that happening. I think I want to buy the book of DILLIGAF and study it. Maybe if I am cold and heartless not being worth anything to anyone won't matter to me. I just feel like nothing I do matters and I shouldn't try anymore. I would just like to not wake

My Writing
happiness. The night falls, with a whisper, like every night before, but through it she feels. Something that reminds her of, blurred edges, a burnt paper smell, and something like a kiss. It bring with it a light, a fire in the dark. A blinding chaos, she welcomes with fear, before it consumes her. I watched my world burn to the ground to the beating of a broken heart. I watched the flames take down all i loved, or would ever love, and leave nothing but ashes. I looked down and seen the matches in my own hands. what have I done? I tried to paint you once In shades of summer, bright blues, and frosted orange. But it always turned to shadow ridden decay. I tried to paint you in sun shades of yellow, illuminated whites, bright pure splashes. but the color would run from the brush, and putrefy. Not wanting to admit defeat, I painted you in the ridiculous. green, pink, purple haze, mocking myself with color. But even in these, the humor of it failed. I tried to paint you

Did You Know??
I use to be a daydreaming girl...always in love, always optimist and a pure believer in dreams...then some mother fucker woke me up and showed me that life is shit...people is shit and all the world is covered with shit! U know what?...I don't care! I'm still a believer, I still dream and I still think this world is fucking nice!! I am a sweet & generous senuses romantic Latin who love to smile. Independent open-minded outgoing social butterfly with a great sense of humor, fun loving person. I usually get along with most people. I try not to be rude as much as possible... but if you piss me off I can be a MAJOR BITCH. I try to have a positive out look on life at all times. So I guess you can say I’m an optimistic person. I believe in GOD and I believe that everything happens for a reason and everyone has a purpose in life. Forgive but never forget and never take a single second of life for granted its to short too waste. My friends are amazing I love them .. And

Just Me
Okay. So I have come to the conclusion that the Internet has created a world of dumb people. WhO In ThErE RiGhT mInD hAs ThE pAtIeNcE oR tImE tO tYpE lIkE tHis? It takes ten times as long to sit there and type like that. And what is the point? So you can look like a 15 year old uneducated slob? Another thing that has been bothering me lately. Do men really only care about seeing tits on cam? Seriously, the amount of males that show up in my SB wanting to "cam" is disgusting me. Half of you are prolly married, and the other half of you are probably pathetic slobs that don't have real pictures of yourself up because you are too ashamed to show yourself. Here's a hint to those that are fake: Take down the fake pictures, and get a life. Real women have respect for themselves, and won't show their tits to you on cam. There is a fine line between when that is acceptable and when it isn't. Some strange guy on the internet? Unacceptable. It's degrading to think that you can't at the very least

Alone, As Usaul...
like anyone will ever read this.... so here i am sitting here alone and probally listening to the wrong type of music to be writting anything less than a letter 2 someone. what have i done 2 deserve a pain wieghing so heavily on this torn, tattered , soul. did i not love you the way you deserved? did i not tell you that i loved you enough? was i not there when you needed me most? did i not linger on your every word? did i not any of this? is this why im alone, as usaul.... did i not share the teers, was it not enough to brand my heart with your name upon it? was i not kind enough? did i not make laugh enough? all these i ponder every waking moment of every day! Did i not sing to you the love songs of our life? did i not hold you tightly as we danced? did i not say your name softly? is this why im here alone, as usaul... none of these questions can i answer, but just know i will love the next in all the ways i asked of you, and maybe i wont be here alone, as usaul!

Sincere's Corner
FALLING bySincere Tatted heart shatterred 2many pieces 2 count scatterred Only a few had it To know the love 2be treated as delicate as a whitedove Never is enough enough The vision of you my queen knee deep stuck Your my love my air my trust There aint nothing I got 4ever like a peterbuilt truck Trust in me baby doll im your luck argue fite n fuss Its you I feel it in my gut These feelings hard 2 discuss Holding you close a must A feelin stronger than lust A future filled with much Fallin hard 2much trust 2 much hope 4us A life so glamerous My only thought my every verse Each n every word my worth 2 the ends of the earth made 4u since birth Cant knock it my one n only my first my picture perfect candy stripper nurse take ur time unbutton my shirt Trail 2treasure No need2measure built 4ur pleasure Take you 2ecstacy lighter than a feather No other make you feel better If its cold take my sweater along with a rose n a love letter proclaiming my love thru any weather Bui

Thoughts
So today was a really good day. Met a really cool guy and had a lot of fun with him...without falling into bed with him. Something very new for me. I really didnt want to leave when it was time to go and so we're suppose to get together again tomorrow only I'm thinking he doesnt really want too. I feel like I could just be a new toy and honestly I'm to a point in my life Im done being the toy and really honestly ready to settle down and find someone that I can devote my life too. Even if we never marry just to have that person by my side day and night. Im done being alone. Not saying I wanna move in with this guy or have him promise me things neither one of are even remotely ready for but I most definately want to see where this could go and really give it a shot. I guess I'm just beyond terrified to be hurt again and thus starting to protect myself because I had just a great time and truly got to be me with someone. Something I havent been able to do in a long time. What to do?! UGH!!

The One That Is Woman
It happened not too long ago, I fell for another and needed to set a blog for it.. you know who you are and how amazing our conversations and tick for tack has made us best friends,I enjoy knowing that your not afraid of my feelings.You mean so much to me and its been just ove a week? Not even? I amalways excited when I get you mail. I feel so pretty when you take the time to how me love... your coooking,wish I could talk to you and perhaps even more.yooooour on my mind girlsdontcry

Reflections/ On Your Day, And Your Sensitive Feelings.
We all must learn to live with drama, but not me. I dont. want to know how?: well after years of violent mental torture i was used as a scape goat by my christian family. (they think they are), so i did exactly what i should of done before!! i choosed my own scape goat!!, what more perfect one is there besides LINDSAY LOHAN (LI LO) yes i blame everything that i get blamed for on her, and to tell you the truth it really does work! so therefore its all because of that chic that just refuses to get her life together and go down the wrong path, thx LI LO!!!!

Something To Think About
One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaimingthat he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowdgathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There wasnot a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the mostbeautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud andboasted more loudly about his beautiful heart.Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said "Whyyour heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the youngman looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full ofscars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces putin, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges.In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces weremissing.The people stared - how can he say his heart is more beautiful, theythought? The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its stateand laughed. "You must be joking," h

Vitamin D Deficiency Depression
Although there are lots of deficiency signs and symptoms of vitamin D in males, let's know more of the most critical insufficiency signs of vitamin D before we go forward. Greater Blood pressure levels is actually the most essential indicator of all. A number of research indicates that low levels of Vitamin D cause elevated blood pressure in men. It's also discovered that the level of cardiac arrest is actually much higher usually throughout the winter months, when there may be an inferior exposure to sun rays. Take into account that you will need to come out for some sunshine daily, giving absolutely no value to the time of year.Vitamin D is important for our own body system since it soaks in calcium supplement by the digestive system. A insufficiency of Vitamin D will certainly trigger a bone tissue which is calcium reduced. This specific level is definitely clinically called osteomalacia. The deficiency also contributes to weakening of bones. Below, the actual bone strength and dens

No Body Knows
theres a place i always wanted to go but, i never, had the chance to see a plce where happy hearts grow on trees lve birds singin pretty melodeys a love light always shinen up abovetake my hand and let me take u too ma land called love my life wuld always bncomplete without my 2 beautifull miracles n my life now the promise i cuoldnt keep us together to many years gone by nowing i couldnt keep this prmise i have nothing to beleave or look forward to i failed as a mother friend sister niece ive let them all down im sorry ashley nicole laton 24 christpher alan wilde 26 i m proud of both of you im sooooooooooo fucking sorry babies i failed completely way to die you both iyou will always be where i live n my heart love you mommy

Colligraphy By Bobby
today s life is from yesterdays decisions tomorrows life is being made today for a great tomorrow be smart today and forget about yesterday tomorrow is full of possiblities think positive and positivity will be the future the net life on the net get you connected with all the photos all the writings all the tunes it is a life all in its own a life that gives some relief a life all on its own gives people something to do NOV 5 mom to the first woman I ever loved and truly loved me back my momto the best woman I ever met and is truly an inspiration my mommom there are no words to describe who much you mean to memom there is not a day that goes by that I do not think of youlife would not be the same without you in my lifelife could not be without my dearest momshe taught me everything including how to loveshe taught me how to be the man I am todayI could not be me without my momI could not feel without my mothers lovebeing my mom is a great g

26 Moments That Restored Our Faith In Humanity This Year
1. The parents who made their son’s wheelchair into the best Halloween costume ever 2. The terminally ill man who loves receiving mail… and got more than he ever expected 3. A kind stranger who stopped a day from being ruined 4. The doctor who offered free medical care after Hurricane Sandy 5. And the people that helped out any way that they could 6. The older couple who saw themselves in two young parents 7. This Libyan child who doesn’t believe in hate 8. The parents who tattooed insulin pumps on their bellies so their diabetic son wouldn’t feel “different” 9. The police officer who bought shoes for a barefoot homeless man 10. And the police officers who made blind 13-year-old Gage Hancock-Stevens’ dream of being a cop come true They even gave him a cake 11. The Michigan soccer team who gave their team manager with Downs syndrome an opportunity to start 12. The Texas A&M students that blocked Westboro Ba

Two Geeks=eternal Love
I made the best decision of my life on June 5th 2006. It was an ordinary day that started with a phone call from a very angry guy I was seeing at the time. He pretty much blamed me for making his mother mad enough to run over his cat. The reason was I wasn't treating her son "right". See, prior to this I had been the main bread winner and had supported him and his endevors for several months. Tired and frustrated that I didn't have a dime to name, I grew weary of feeling underappreciated. Plus, he had turned abusive...both physically and verbally. This had finally reached his boiling point that morning once I received that phone call. I did the only thing a girl can do...hang up the phone. I got dressed, grabbed my keys and headed into town. I stopped at a local coffee shop and explained to the waiter why I looked so grim. He could only shrug and shake his head in disbelief. Once I left, I headed towards my car, only to run into an old friend of mine. She had a gang of fr

Sexy Story 2
It was a Sunday afternoon and my friend tells me she has torun to the school she works at to get ready for tomorrow and asks if I wannacome and keep her company. I say sure why not I’m not doing anything so wedrive to the school and we go in and she shows me her class room and as shestarts setting up I get bored and tell her I’m going to explore after aboutfive minutes I stumble on to a very sexy looking male teacher also setting upfor tomorrow he’s wearing some nice tight fitting jeans and a sexy button upshirt that fits him nicely. Looking very sexy I wait till he goes in the closetand sneak into the room and close and lock the door. When he comes out I’msitting on his desk and I’m wearing a plaid mini skirt a nice white low-cut topand some very sexy heels and my hair is braided in two like pig tails. He looksshocked and asks where I came from so I tell him I came here with my friend butI got bored while she was setting up her class room so I decided to

China Gap Year Experience
China hasn't modified much inside centuries. However it is. The less apparent changes live in the greater cultural mindset, as the rest are clearly observed in the higher modernistic infrastructure and technology. That is to not imply there isn't a geniune Chinese philosophy input of these technologies. The most apparent addendums to China’s modern day education and learning could be the drive to uncover the Western world. Within the last century, it could are impossible to discover a school that teaches English anywhere in China. Westerners will have to be determined by interpreters to have their way across the Chinese metropolis. But globalization and China’s entry to the World Trade Organization is different this scenery drastically. Nowadays, businesses obtain sending deserving workers to discover business, engineering as well as other fields abroad. Plus much more and even more private schools in China hire westerners in the united states, UK and Australia for his o

F'''''ck You
I fucking dare you... (explicit) (T_T) You think you're a badass?Shout at us all for no reason?Blame me for your problems like I give a fuck?Take it out on my family and expect US to be sorry?Well fuck you, you and your weird ass hair do.I never had a beef with youI didn't even know you!You believe what others say about meWell come at me now what do you see?Am I all that they said I was cracked up to be?Get the fucking message, I don't mess around, you hear me?Or do I have to bash your brains into the concrete?Would that be enough to get the message across?If I blew out your kneecaps out would I feel sorry for your loss?Hell fucking no, I'd blow your damn legs off!Wait, screw that I,d take a handsaw and cut em off!Break every single bone in your fucking handsSmash em with a hammer without a second glancecall 911 now that you can't touch a damn phone!how would you like it if I barged in your home?Sayin I'm all that and the president tooYell at your family and blame you too?Like your

No More Feelings
I tried to understand her,but I failed My demons were too much for her to bear I broke her heart and made her cry My world since then is upside down Im on a mission for suicide Kicking around my town with nowhere to go This world's too crowded to feel so alone Its what I get for losing my mind On the road bymyself with no one to find Now it seems to rain all the time My legs are tired from carrying my heavy heart Let me just sit here alone and die My world is shattered and it hurts inside Theres NO reason to be excited anymore No communications or talking at all Sometimes you've gotta kill or even start a war Sitting here wondering what this is all for Im just waiting to implode

Senior Sex
The husband leans over and asks his wife, "Do you remember the first time we had sex together over fifty years ago? We went behind the village tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you." Yes, she says, "I remember it well." OK, he says, "How about taking a stroll around there again and we can do it for old time's sake?" "Oh Jim, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy, but good idea!" A police officer sitting in the next booth heard their conversation and, having a chuckle to himself, he thinks to himself, I've got to see these two old-timers having sex against a fence. I'll just keep an eye on them so there's no trouble. So he follows them. The elderly couple walks haltingly along, leaning on each other for support aided by walking sticks. Finally, they get to the back of the tavern and make their way to the fence The old lady lifts her skirt and the old man drops his trousers. As she leans against the fence, the old man moves in.. Then sudd

My Pregnancy Experience.
I've had the easiest pregnancy imaginable, I can't complain! I honestly loved it. What I'll miss the most is seeing and feeling him move around in my stomach. :) There's no way to describe how that affects a person. To bond and have that connection to something you're creating in your stomach, to know you have the power to form a human life, it's truly remarkable..... Such an incredible (long!) journey, in a way, I hate to see it end! ♥ But now, I'm more than excited to meet him, and start our memories together. This little precious miracle gave me new reasons to live. I want to be the best mother, and supporter. And I know I can be! :)

Perverts On Lostcherry
I have an issue that i truly want to discuss not just with family and friends but with LOST CHERRY as a whole.... Maybe i am just but one nice guy left but so far this week i have seen 10 ladies leave the site and had in the past three days 4 more claim if they do not stop getting the rude comments and remarks sent to them they will leave lost cherry. I dont understand why things cant be taken into action and if we had a button or something to click for a report type so that these same people who continue to go around and harass the ladies time and time again can be ridden from the site. My understanding of this site is community run therefor if enough folks did in fact report them wouldnt it then be in the best interest to remove such problems? I dont know but it seems strange that all the same ladies i have chatted with have the same thoughts and all of them seemed to be decent good loving people with caring hearts and intellectual minds. Not just to be here to be perved upon bu

Tearz
Tearz have fallen and tearz will continue to flow, Thought I knew so much but so much I've yet 2 know, My heart has gave love and my heart in return was alwayz broken, My heart is now cold and empty so love from this heart may never again be spoken, So many girlz, so many promises shattered, so many yearz Ive wasted, But all of that will never compare to the pain I constantly feel and tearz that Ive tasted, Maybe I blame them, maybe I blame me, but it all adds up to a constant misery, For me 2 love again, for me 2 trust again, seems impossible from everything that has been did to me, Im not askin for pity, Im not askin for sympathy, jus lettin u know how I feel, Thats how I am, this is me, just bein real

To The Juggalo Family
words from Violent J himself Message From Violent J written by Violent J, this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin e

24 Hrs In Xtc
Hmmmm I Got...24 hrs.... not alot of time so i have to act fast.... B4 we locked ourselves in i start'd the candles... and Music... bath water running...... oh yea Mr. Bubbles!!! mmmmm toss two blue Glo~Stix in the BAth and turn off tha lites... waters HOT but not burning..... i call u in... press u against the wall..... kissing u deeply @ the Same time i am taking off ur bra... peeiling it off ur Beautiful titties bending down and putting mah head under ur shirt sucking on ur nipples!!! slowly pulling ur shirt up stoping @ ur eyes so i kiss u deeply once again .... then cont. getting u undressed..... i kneel down and roll ur pants down leaving ur Panties on for a min.... as i press mah mouth against ur pussy and inhale ur scent.... mmmmm mah mouth starts to water.... as i then roll ur panties down and kiss those Pouty lips!!!! as i am already naked i slide mah body against urs as i cum up to meet ur mouth for the Final kiss b4 we get in the tub.... i test the water by getting in 1st.

Boredome
it's been raining here for 2 days straight...no stop rain...i'm flooded in here can't get out and bored outta my head. lol guess i should be thankful i still have electricity and food..but still being stuck here is no fun...just thought i'd bore some other ppl with my i'm STUCK story.. lol have a good day everyone!!

Slipknot Lyrics
SLIPKNOT LYRICS "Vermillion, Pt. 2" She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame. All the torment and the pain Leaked through and covered me I'd do anything to have her to myself Just to have her for myself Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad. She is everything to me The unrequited dream A song that no one sings The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in All I need to make it real is one more reason I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad. But I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me A catch in my throat choke Torn into pieces I won't, nO! I don't wanna be this... But I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me

Your Seduction Style
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

The Dr. Dirty Joke
The doctor said, "Joe, the good news is I can cure your headaches. The bad news is that it will require castration. You have a very rare condition, which causes your testicles to press on your spine, and the pressure creates one hell of a headache. The only way to relieve the pressure is to remove the testicles." Joe was shocked and depressed. He wondered if he had anything to live for. He couldn't concentrate long enough to answer, but decided he had no choice but to go under the knife. When he left the hospital he was without a headache for the first time in 20 years, but he felt like he was missing an important part of himself. As he walked down the street, he realized that he felt like a different person. He could make a new beginning and live a new life. He saw a men's clothing store & thought, "That's what I need - a new suit." He entered the shop and told the salesman, "I'd like a new suit." The elderly tailor eyed him briefly and said, "Let's see ... size 44 long." Joe

:/
:( I'm having one now...kinda got my feelings hurt tonight (and I know it was meant as a joke so it's ok..really) just depressed about life and I hate feeling like I'm all alone :( Sorry to be such a downer, it's just one of those nights.

Sometimes
have you ever had crazy things in life happen? i have. U sit back and wonder wy your still here, alive to tell about it. i had a bad bike wreck in 2003. i did die twice,even lost my right knee cap, a metal rod screwed onto my collar bone. even lost 6 pints of blood before i got 2 the hosp., plus alot more. when your sitting around, you wonder. wy am i still here? wy me?

It Will Be On Again
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The Life And Times Of Me
So I just joined the site and I really love it, with the acception that there is no place to search for Bi girls. I am BI and I am looking for a girl but I cant search for one on this site. Anyways. I love the site and keep coming back to it.

One Of A Kind!!!!!!!
I have never met anybody that makes me feel the way u do.You make me feel so special as if i'm your queen and you my king.You hold me in your strong arms so gently,but yet firm enough as if you never wanna let go of me.Your kisses are so passionate with your soft and juicey lips.When you make love to me we both wish it never has to end,but we know no matter what it definately will happen again.When we are finished you really don't wanna leave,but we both know that's the way it has to be.Once you leave you are all I think of.I can't seem to get you off my mind.I often say to myself "DAMN HE IS DEFINATELY ONE OF A KIND"!!Whether or not you know,you hold the key to my heart.Deep down inside I know you are mine.Even though it can't be the way we both would like for it to be at this point and time.We never know what could happen.One day it may be a very good possibility.Me being yours and you being mine."MY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND,MY ONE OF A KIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

How I Would Please My Girl....!
I might want to start kissing you as I lay beside you, moving one my hands, up your shirt and to your breast, grabbing, squeezing, massaging it, moving it around it circles. As I kiss you, I begin to kiss you all over your neck, rubbing small circles on your neck with my tongue, then begin kissing your ears and biting down on your cartilage. Then I take off your shirt and move my mouth over your breast kissing all over it and taking my tongue rubbing it, spiraling up to your nipple. I kiss your nipple, then place my mouth over it, sucking on it, soft at first, then sucking harder and harder. I then take my tongue and begin flickering it over your nipple really fast while, Im squeezing and rubbing your other breast. I move over to the other breast, kissing my way over softly, and begin to suck on the other one. As I suck on your nipple, flickering it fast with my tongue, I slowly slide my hand down your stomach, down your waist, and into your pants. I take my hand and rub it in circles

So Yea...
well, this is my first blog...this is my first night on lost cherry too...and im confused as shit. just thought id say that. i have a few pictures up for the people just checkin me out and shit. i dont know how to work this yet so gimme me some time, i should pick it up lol

Sweet Words From A Venamous Mouth
venamous words are what you spoke words that a broken girl wanted never ment for truth only done so for pleasure tearing her down breaking her apart killing her softly making the words taste oh so sweet knowing she was your all then watching it all fall away dieing inside killing her softly as you speak those sweet words only to come from venom which would soon be her undoing watching the blood drip away falling further from who she was never knowing where she went wrong knowing she was just the victim of sweet words from a venamous hunter knowing now that he truly had no power over her as she fades back into the oblivion from whence she came.. Dedication: its not needed for this he knows of his wicked tongue things never seem to happen just how they are planned with me..i feel like im in this spinning world..and everything around me is in fast forward..and im stuck..im not sure whats going on in my life right now...

10/18/06
Just wanted to on here a say something, not to anyone but just not to myself, ya know! I moved to Missouri in August b/c my b/f had to go to Iraq. He's been there since Sept. 2 and I worry about him every day! And pray to god every day to make sure he comes home! The reason I moved to Missouri is because this is where I grew up and this is where my mom and my sister lives. I figured that I should be with my family, ya know! Well, since I've been here I have had to worse luck ever, from having a gas leak in my new house to my car breaking down b/c transmission went out! It is just agrivating! But I'm gonna end this now, but for all of you that read this thanks for listening. Have a great day! Later, ME Hey there everyone! Just wanted to let you all know how I am doing! Good! Well, I am a little freaked out b/c I am turning 28 on Sept. 4th, right around the corner! That is tooo close to 30 for me! I don't want to turn 30! But I wouldn't change anything expect to ask to be 28 for all

Just Bloggin.
Kind of bored, so I figured I'd start a blog here. Just got a 96.4 on the local Law Enforcement entry exam, so hopefully I'll be a cop soon. My current job is going well as an Administrative Assistant for AMC Theatres. I'm enjoying living with my girlfriend Ingrid (I love you baby! You're the greatest!). I hope to meet more people here and make some friends. Love to Kinky, Juniper, Blaze, and all my other LC Friends and Fans. Don't be shy! Joe

New Contest
i'm having an auction contest in my pic folders, duh! if you would like to enter just tell me what pic you want used and what you want to offer in a pm if you want to bid just go to the folder marked auction folder, there are some great ladies in there and of course myself. contest ends the last day of june ,winners will be notified at closing

Hmmmmmmmmm
so i called the cable company the other to schedule an appointment to recieve cable and internet services. when they showed up this morning they said that my cable line was dead and that i could not get cable or internet. stupid apt and stupid cable. now i am stuck with usiing only my work computer for my internet usage, plus i will never be able to get my new pics online. plus my friend commited suicide on halloween so i have had a freakin great week. somebody love me............ So I never thought that I would ever say "i'm going to sue you" and actually mean it. I am actually starting up a lawsuit against..... a lawyer. Mainly for him trying to get me to pay for some bad checks that I already paid off to the bank and he thinks i need to pay 1,295.86 for 6 checks. He refused to send me proof of the debt, threatened me with jail time and told me that this has gone to court 2 times already and was getting ready to go back to court again. On top of that he was trying to hit on me.