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A Poem -- The Essence Of True Love
True love is a sacred flame That burns eternally, And none can dim its special glow Or change its destiny. True love speaks in tender tones And hears with gentle ear, True love gives with open heart And true love conquers fear. True love makes no harsh demands It neither rules nor binds, And true love holds with gentle hands The hearts that it entwines. by Helen Steiner Rice :) ~~Spanky~~

Life Of A Soliders Fiance
I have to say it was difficult as hell when my fiance looked at me with his eyes full of unshed tears, begging me not to cry when he got his packs together for heading back to Iraq. Right now, I am just pouring tears, unable to let go of the pain of being separated from him again, after the three years we have been engaged. This will be the fourth time I have said good bye to him, not knowing if he will return in one peice, or even sane enough to recognize me. I am scared, hurting, and alone again, even though I know if he does come back from overseas, we will marry, but living out here alone is frightening enough for me. I just wish the goverment will stop sucking every single last penny that the lower class in this country has, into the black hole of "The war on terror" And realise that not everyone believes that load of shit. We all know its over the fucking oil, their false hoods only make it look even worse.

This Is Me-- The Real Me.
Ok for starters- i am not going to delete this one- but there are some who beg to differ-- but-- I see no need in saying to hell with the ones i know have shyt on me and have shyt on real good people on here.What pisses me off is the fact that i have made some great friends here and have been through some shyt with alot of fake - phony assed so called wanna be friends that only use you- yes this is a site for people to see how many rates and comments you can get to level up and become a "BIG WIG" but you know-- lol-- how in the hell do you think that the people under you feel? when they come to your page and rate you your lousy assed ten or 11 if they can afford it- then a day later they go back to leave a comment and OOOOPS--- they cant because you have taken them off your list- or the men on this site--- not all of them but a alot of them-- the first thing they ask is--- "Do you have a web cam?" or Yahoo? or msn?ect. Now you that know me - know Im gonna speak my mind- reguardless- i

The Amazing Jennifer
http://colonies.com/chat/?a=1982 she dont like me what more can i do i dont no but in 1 day if we cant be all nafr come bak to cherrytap sorry my frends all dleat my proefiel to i cant go on any moer sorry ppl goodbye my lover

Love
I want to be loved. I want to be adored. I want to feel needed. I want to feel wanted. I need to know I'm worth it..... I have been through the ringer a few times in my life. I have been beat down emotionally and physically. It has taken so much time to pick myself back up from the devestating blows that I have suffered. I have met guys...some nice, some not so nice..but that feeling was just never completely there. You know...the one that says, "This is it". I am so afraid of getting hurt. I am so afraid of being thrown away. I am so afraid of games. How do you know when it's worth risking the only thing you have left in your heart? Or do you just close your eyes take a deep breath and jump. I want to be loved free from pain. I want to be adored and I want to adore. I want to feel needed and be able to fulfill needs. I want to feel wanted and I want to be able to return the same.I want to know I am worth it.... I want real love....... You know....I have met a

Damn This Bitch Is Smart
SHE'S SMARTER THAN MOST WOMEN OUT HERE!!! NEW YORK (AP) -- Kelly Clarkson, who rails against a former flame in her new song "Never Again," says she's never been in love. "I love my friends and family," the Grammy-winning singer and original "American Idol" tells Elle magazine in its July issue. "But I have never said the words 'I love you' to anyone in a romantic relationship. Ever." Clarkson, 25, doesn't take romance lightly. "I am very old-school, conservative in my thinking when it comes to relationships," she says. "Love is something you work at. It doesn't come easily. There are going to be bad days. You are going to have to work at loving someone when they are being an idiot." She adds: "People think they're just going to meet the perfect guy. Don't be ridiculous." Marriage and motherhood aren't in the cards for Clarkson -- not right now, anyway. "My point of view is that I shouldn't be a mother at all, because I'd be horrible," she says. "I'm not willing to

Humor
HOW TO SAVE THE AIRLINES Dump the male flight attendants. No one wanted them in the first place. In fact replace all flight attendants with good looking strippers!what the hell - they don't even serve food anymore, so what's the loss. The strippers would at least triple the alcohol sales and get a "party atmosphere' going in the cabin. And, of course, every business man in this country would start flying again, hoping to see naked women. Because of the tips, female flight attendants wouldn't need a salary,thus saving even more money. I suspect tips would be so good that we could charge the women for working the plane and have them kick back 20% of the tips, including lap dances and "special services." Muslims would be afraid to get on the planes for fear of seeing naked women . Hijackings would come to a screeching halt, and the airline industry would see record revenues. This is definitely a win-win situation if we handle it right -- a golden opportunity to turn a liability int

Curious
First and foremost, I love you guys, you have done so much for me in this contest I'm in debt to each of you, but now there is an issue. There was a point today where we had actually gotten into first place by 100 comments, then I log off because sitting here was hurting my back and to do some things around the house. When I log on a little later I find out the second place person apparently called on her family and in 5 or 6 hours busted out 2000 comments. You know, I've had a lot of people bombing me and working very hard to get me a chance at winning this, but I don't see how we can compete with that. So here is my question Should we keep going, it's a poorly run contest that I don't see much of a chance to win, but as long as one person stays with me then I'll stay in it and put every comment I have for a day into it, but I completely understand why others wouldn't want to spend all that time on a losing cause. So I'm asking for comments on here, there are 2 options..:D 1)

My Thoughts
I have three blogs on here and all of them are about Erich, this one is no different. Today, I saw the buses coming down the Interstate. I got to see the second and third shift of buses coming into to Trumann. It was a very moving and emotional experience. It is something I know I will not soon forget. I still can't believe that Erich and JT were not on the buses. That's where they should have been. Erich should be here. JT shouldn't have been home for four months, he shouldn't have had his wreck and he shouldn't be half brain dead. And JT and I should be hanging out and being nice to each other. JT should still be a big brother. Taylor should have both her uncles. She shouldn't have to grow up without one of the greatest men on earth to spoil her rotten. Terah should still have her baby brother. Amanda should be planning a wedding. There's a lot of things that should be happening, and us missing Erich isn't something that should be happening. I am thankful everyday t

A Few Short Poems.
At Times In Life When You Need Love The Most, We Can Never Find It.Love Is Blinding And Is Found In Unexpected Places.But What We Don't Understand Is That,It's Always In Front Of Us.We Look For It At Times.But Do We Really Find It? This Is The Question We All Dwell On At Times In Our Life. But Then There Was You.The Person That Caught My Attention The Very First Time We Spoke. When I First Met You, I Didn't Plan On Love Unfolding, Didn't Plan On You Being So Sweet, Didn't Even Plan On You Being So Understanding. But What I Do Know Is That,When I First Met You, You Made My Days Go By Faster,With Every Ounce Of Love You Gave Me. Since I Have Met You, My Life Has Been Complete. One Day We Met, The Best Of Friends We Became. Always Thinking Alike, We Are One In The Same. No Matter How Far We Are Apart, Just Remember… Your Always In My Heart! I Wish Everyday I Could Wake Up To The Gentle Beating Of Your Heart Against Mine. The Soft Feeling Of Your Breath Aginst My Neck

My Love
Well a week ago today my divorce was final. I think it has finally hit me that I'm free from my ex-husband's crazy ass. I know since we have a child together he will always be a part of my life. But to just know now that he doesn't "rule" my life anymore is so awesome. During the time my ex-husband and I were going through the divorce I met an amazing man. If I haven't met him at that time I don't know where I would be right now. Honestly I probably wouldn't have gotten custody of my son because I would have been strung out on meth again and all fucked up. I'm so glad he came into my life at that time. Even though it was kind of rough timing as the divorce goes it all happened for a reason. And God put him in my life at that time to help me get through all of this. It's so amazing how things work out. When my ex and I split up I just kept telling myself that no matter what happened I wasn't going to get into a relationship I was just going to take time to heal and focus on my son a

Feelings
" REMEBER ME WITH SMILES AND LAUGHTER FOR THATSHOW I'LL REMEMBER YOU ALL! IF YOU YOU CAN ONLY REMEMBER ME WITH TEARS AND SORROW, THEN DONT REMEMBER ME AT ALL!" ILL TELL IT RATHER SIMPLY; I'LL SAY IT PLAIN AND TRUE, A SINGLE THING IS ALL I WANT AND ALL I WANT IS YOU! THERE ARE NO OTHER RICHES, NO OTHER TREASURES OR POSSESIONS THAT EVER COULD COMPARE WITH YOU, MY FONDEST OF OBESSIONS, YOU ARE THE VERY AIR I BREATHE, THE RATION THAT SUSTAINS ME, YOU'RE ALL MY THOUGHTS TIED UP AS ONE, THE LAUGH THAT ENTERTAINS ME. YOU ARE ALL THAT LIFE NEED EVER GIVE, THE THE MAXIMUM THATS DUE. IF I COULD ASK FOR ANYTHING I'D ONLY ASK FOR YOU. some people must not have any feelings at all because they go around and hurt people all the time and dont even seem to care and dont act like it bothers them because they just move on to the next person but you can sure bet when somebody pisses them off they want to kick their a**

A Friends Heart Break
When hearts break, and tears run, life feels lonely and sad, you look back at what you had, knowing its gone, hearing your song, your eyes start to tear, then you feel the fear, fear of lonelyness in your heart, wondering why you had to part, days turn to weeks, and your eyes start the leaks, tears running down your checks, dont be afraid, dont be scared, its life changing the rules, and you have to treat it like jewels, to respect its beauty, to grace its charms, knowing it means you no harm, it will eventually send you into someone elses arms, then there will be love, sent from god above, to show you he cares, but i can see it when i try to wipe away your tears. this is to you my friend, ill try to be here till the end.......

Poems
Can I really be so strong As to love without holding back Boundless and free To love without fear Give away my whole heart Trust you to be its protector That’s a lot of responsibility To put upon one person To me it sounds crazy Yet this is what you expect of me I need to trust you I want to trust you Not to leave me here alone in my love Take my heart and never break it I want you to always be here beside me To hold me close Whisper sweet words into my ear Premises of faith and devotion Unto me and only me I will love you forever Never shall I sway in my vows of love I will surrender to you my very soul My very last breath of life will be in love for you So long as you take care of my heart I will give my life to you slave needs.... Master please... Look into this girls heart. Listen beyond the silence and hear it call out to You. Take her beyond the realm of herself. Show her what You desire. Lift her high by placing her at Your fe

An Explination
Alright folks i just wanted to explain why i may seem a bit reluctant to get to know anyone too closly on here. I had someone who i thought was truly interested in me and cared about me promise something and not follow through on what they promised. Even after i voiced my concern about that happening they reassured me that they would be there and would come through. Well needless to say they did not and now are avoiding me. So IM withing drawing a bit to regather my thoughts and such. Much love to you all and im sure soon enough i'll be back to my normal out going self. I wont name names because im not petty like that besides he knows who he is. I just wanted you all to know the reason for the distance. Hurt and betrayal from someone you care for deeply kills. Thanks for listening to my ramblings.

Dedication To Our Soldiers.add To My Profile | More Videos
Soldiers Request © By Rae L. Stowe-Paurich I don't request forgiveness for the generation lines I broke for my country. I don't request peace and love for all Americans. I don't request the memories of my fallen comrades. I don't request pity for the time I lost with my children. Nor do I request that dreams come true. Terrorism is not our down fall, but the lack of our own preparation as a nation. I do request that we stop trying to find blame in anyone but ourselves. The past has shown preparation is the key not blame. I simply request that one and all show the ones they love how to survive, without depending on someone else to sacrifice their lives before yours. Dedication to our soldiers.Add to My Profile | More Videos AMERICAN SOLDIERS Rate You fight for my freedom and protect my future from any who try to destroy it, You watch out for me while I sleep in the night, You are always putting your life on the line, whenever some terrorist tries to mess with my

I Dunno Why
he has my heart but it feels like we'r worlds apart, so far away, but when onlne 2gether feels so close, hes love is like a vok of lightin hits me so hard but runs throught me like a grental warm vab, fillin me up in side, he, takes away my pain, he takes away my sadness, he lighten up my day, he lifs my sprit up high, hes like a drug, i just can not deny, hes my talk, hes my love, hes really my one and only guy and i hope everyday i see him come online. Writing and Poetry when i have no one to turn to and i am feeling kinda of low when there is no one to talk to and nowthere i want to go, i seach deep inside my heart my angels are there even though we are miles apart a smile than appears upon my face and the sun begins to shine, i hear a voice, so soft and sweet saything everything will be just fine' it may seem that i am alone but i am never by myself at all. whenever i need my angels near, all i have to do is call. an angel's love is always true on that you ca

Do You Like To Help People Level Up???
SHADOW LEVELERS We are a group of Fubar's that like to help level people. I started leveling from my start on what was Lost Cherry. During that time I have helped thousands of people level. During the process so many friends joined in to share love to others. We have over 100 levelers and always looking for more. There is no commitment to being a leveler we just ask when you are available that you go rate people to help them level up. Show them love is what our team of levelers is about. We don't have any rules or guidelines only to show others love by rating there pictures and stash. If you would like to help be a leveler please stop by our home page and add yourself. SHADOW LEVELERS@ fubar If you have any questions please feel free to ask.

Photos And Updates
I am not trying to sound like a bitch but unless we are friends and u comment and rate my shit please remove me from your list! I don't mean to be rude but I have lots of friends on my list and not one of them come to my profile or rates me. Then some of you don't even read my bulletins. Why are u on my list if you don't help me? I help people that help me and most of them are actually my friends. Thanks That's Right She's Back on the air waves live In The Morgue Lounge! Click on one of the images and come on in!

Let's Go Racing!
RANK DRIVER POINTS BEHIND 1 -- Carl Edwards 3743 Leader 2 +1 David Reutimann 3053 -690 3 -1 Kevin Harvick 3028 -715 4 -- Jason Leffler 2921 -822 5 -- David Ragan* 2841 -902 6 -- Bobby Hamilton Jr. 2704 -1039 7 -- Stephen Leicht 2615 -1128 8 +1 Greg Biffle 2585 -1158 9 -1 Marcos Ambrose* 2553 -1190 10 -- Mike Wallace 2477 -1266 11 -- Matt Kenseth 2322 -1421 12 +3 Clint Bowyer 2275 -1468

Just Shit That Pisses Me Off...
You know, I put myself down, and kick my own ass, more than anyone else probably ever could!! So when people come along that start picking shit apart, and poking at me, like they are all fucking that and the chips, it just generally pisses me off! Maybe I'm just selfish, but you know what, nobody gets to do that to me, but me. Now don't get me wrong, if I am having a dumb ass attack, I expect the people closest to me to point it out, and wonder even if I've lost my marbles. But outside people? Absolutely not. I have had a day full of it!! First my boss and co-worker was just poking at me, with the whole do this, and this, oh wait you should be doing this instead!!! Like I don't already know!!! Then my EXXXXXXXX, calls and jumps my ass because my son wasn't home for his damn girlfriend to pick up for swimming lessons. Well ok, geez, the boys were good today, and my daughter had a brain cramp and took them to the park!! Totally forgot about his swim lesson. When the girlf

Cool Sh*t
seeing bands in a large venue or arena is one thing, but the shows are so much better in a small crowd @ the local pub. last night i went to "divebar" (that's the name of the place). paid five bucks at the door and got to see voodoo glow skulls, bareknuckle, knockout, & murder majesty. the pit was maybe like 6 or 7 people. no fights broke out. everyone was just there to have fun. i spent a good amount of time drinking steel reserve in the parking lot. when it was over, i got 3 autographs on the sleeve to VGS first album 'who is this is' and met some cool people out of riverside. i'm telling you, last time i saw that band it was in this big, packed, all ages venue and nowhere near as cool as last night.

Boy How Life Can Change...fast
OMGGGG!!! WHERE DO I START.......WHAT AN EXCITING,INTERESTING DAY I HAD.MY MORNING DEFFINATELY STARTED OUT GREAAAAT TODAY.WOOOO HOOOO,LOL....OK I GUESS I CANT KEEP ANYONE IN SUSPENSE ANY LONGER,SO HERE GOES.MY MINDFREAK AND I HAVENT BEEN TOGETHER FOR 2 WEEKS NOW TODAY.SO ANYWAY MY BANKER CALLED ME LAST WEEK N FINALLY HAD NERVE TO ASK ME OUT,SO WE WENT OUT THIS MORNING B4 HE WENT TO HIS MEETING.HE PICKED ME UP IN NEW CADDILAC ESCALADE(WOWWWW)AND OMG ....IS HE SO SWEET,FUNNY,GENTLE,PERFECT GENTLEMAN.HE WASNT AFRAID TO SHOW SIGNS OF AFFECTION IN FRONT OF ANYONE....LIKE STROKING MY HAIR CONSTANTLY,PUTTING HAND ON LEG AS WE SAT AND TALKED AT TABLE. HE WAS VERY INTERESTED IN ME AND WHAT I HAD TO SAY AND MY BROWN EYES HAVE HIM HOOKED HE SAID. PLUS HE THINKS IM VERY CUTE N SWEET(YAY ME,LOL).HES VERY NICE LOOKING,DRESSES WELL,HAS CLASS N MONEY(BUT I DONT CARE ABOUT THAT, I LIKE A NICE SMILE N EYES,WHICH HE HAS BOTH)AND IS VERY SOFT SPOKEN.WE HAD A VERY NICE LONG TALK,HE WAS VERY EASY TO TALK TO

Jakelick
Chicago male, 6ft 1 185Lbs, looking to find that lighting again, do you and tour mate have sex and you are thinking about what to make for supper, or does she read a magazine while you are screwing and asks you to turn the pages for her? Do you have to wake her up when you are done? Does your husband cut a notch in the bedpost when you are finished, does she chew gum in your ear when you are trying to cum? Well if you answered yes to any of these questions, you are my clone! Like to make people laugh and tell jokes, if you ever want some sexy photos of me e-mail me jake5282@yahoo.com, if you are breathing you are my kind of person, bbw, short tall, skinny, small I dont care lol...contact me for fun....hug....kiss

Jenns Stuff
Maybe if I write it down it will begin to make sense, because as hard as I try to make it make sense, it just doesn’t – or maybe its because I don’t want it to…… Recently I met someone that I’m crazy about, which that in itself is amazing. I usually don’t like anyone for more than a few weeks, that may not be entirely true, but I’m very busy and I definitely don’t have time for games…enuff said. So anyway, this person that I’m speaking of… well, i knew several months ago that I wanted to meet him, but he never knew it. He intrigued me and I’m not sure why – I just knew that I wanted to meet the person behind the “blogs”. Anyway, the first nite we actually met began as a fluke (that’s a story for another blog) It was a fortunate accident – “serendipity” if u will. I ended up meeting him out that nite and we had a great time together. We continue to hang out although after just a couple of dates we realized we have “major obstacles” – quite possibly “deal breakers”. I genuinely like

Funnies
A very ugly woman walks into Wal-Mart with her two kids. The Wal-Mart greeter asks, "Are they twins?" The ugly woman says, "No, he's 9 and she's 7. Why? Do you think they really look alike?" "No," replies the greeter. "I just can't believe you got laid twice." A rich North Carolina man had a party and invited all his neighbors, including Leroy, the only redneck in the neighborhood. He held the party around the pool in the backyard of his mansion. Leroy was having a good time drinking, dancing, eating and flirting with all the women. The host said, "I have a 10-foot long man-eating gator in my pool and I'll give a million dollars to anyone who has the nerve to jump in." The words were barely out of his mouth when there was a loud splash and everyone turned around and saw Leroy in the pool. Leroy was fighting the gator and kicking its ass. The water was churning and splashing everywhere. Finally, Leroy slowly climbed out of the pool. Everybody was just staring at him in disbeli

To Anyone That Really Knows Me.....
This is crazy. I seen a bulletin about assholes that make stickys so I opened it. The bulletin consisted of everyone stickying the same thing. Well I have 2 stickys pimping out Stang to help her God Fathering which i was asked too do. I was just making conversation in the bulletin in which i thought thats what we could do.Seems that an attitude had to take place after I asked if the stickys were all pimping him out would it be ok. So to whom ever stickied both my bulletins thank you im not even for sure whom too thank myself. I know it was obviously someone that loves Stang. But for a comment too be made that i help whomever i want is absurd i help whomever ask for help with guide lines. How many people are on this site? We have helped alot of people some new Fubars and some old.Yes we help GodFathers again if its you GodFathering its a different story. I cant see my bulletins either but im not complaining. So too anyone that wants to delete me cause i posted a bulletin and it got

Deleting
ok as of right now anyone holding the confederate bombers name will no longer be a friend of mine... i know some of you had nothing to do with the bs that happened the other night.... but the fact of the matter is that i want nothing that has to do with confederates on my page.... if you do not agree with what im doing then i suggest you remove yourself as well... i have had it with all the bs drama surrounding the confederate family.... there were many of you that were just as guilty as the founders themselves by running around talking trash and outing me bc i didnt do what they said.... newsflash i dont need some fake as family telling me what to do and who to befriend...i have my real friends on here and those are the ones i do for as i did the other night when all this drama started... so do not come at me asking anymore questions.... i have stated my peace.... later confeds!!!!

My Beautiful Daughter!
My daughter is in a contest. Please help me help her win it. MzCaBBW*USAF Veteran*Writer Of Erotica-See Blogs: NSFW-FRIENDS ONLY*SF 49er Fan@ fubar She is everything to me. Our lives have been extremely hellish these past 6 years. We are both beginning to recover but still have a way to go. My daughter loves this site and talks about it and the special people she has met here all the time. There are so many things I wish I could give her. She wants to be a VIP, whatever that is...something to do with having her name a color?,but because she is unemployed and I am on a fixed income, neither one of us can afford it at this time. One of these days, soon, I hope. I want to see my daughter settled and happy with someone who will cherish and adore her. She's a wonderful woman so visit her page, befriend her and be good to her! Thank you!!

Poems A Friend Found
I promise to be your warm spot to cuddle up to when you feel cold I promise to be your soft place to land if you should fall I promise to be the first one to say I am sorry (even if I was right) I promise to be there for you in all of your times of joy and sorrow I promise to support you no matter what your decision (even if I don't agree ) I promise to make a new memory with you each and every day I promise to love you without change I promise to make you laugh I promise to make you cry I promise to give you strength when you are weak I promise to love you forever I promise to cherish you and your love I promise to compromise with you I promise to make you and our children my first priority I promise to never take your love for granted I promise to never lose faith in you I promise to never give you a reason to distrust me I promise to always trust you I promise to work with you to resolve our conflicts I promis

Page 19
This is an old one, but since I'm on the bus again I thought I'd repost it. Sociopath On A Bus.... Hey big sleepy fat guy....why are you here You're smelly and sweaty and snore in my ear I'm not your alarm clock you big freakin' load Your stop was a half mile back up the road Hey 90 year old lady, where are you off to your face is all wrinkly your hair's sorta blue you haven't been laid since 1962 and you can't have my seat cause I'm tired too Hey babbling psycho, I knew YOU'D be here at the top of your lungs from a seat in the rear you give a great sermon we pretend not to hear everyone moves away, no one wants to be near All the freaks and the geeks and the wierdos and pimps the crackheads, the hookers, the gangstas and gimps From this mass of humanity I'll rise to the top Move your ass big fat sleepy guy, here comes my stop

Haha
Q. What do a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? A. The longer you play with them, the harder they get. Q. What do a walrus and Tupperware have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What did the banana say to the vibrator? A. Why are you shaking she's going to eat me. What a woman says: This place is a mess! C'mon, You and I need to clean up, Your stuff is lying on the floor and you'll have no clothes to wear if we don't do laundry right now! What a man hears: blah, blah, blah, blah, C'MON YOU AND I blah, blah, blah blah, blah ON THE FLOOR blah, blah, blah, NO CLOTHES, blah blah, blah, blah, blah, RIGHT NOW! Okay i need some help here I think it is time for a change and I want to start with my hair. Now i am a natural blond should i go back to that, stay with the color i have or go for something different. Need i say I have had my hair just about every color of the rainbow so give me a hand here people! Okay my dear friends do me a

A Bit Of Beauty In The Darkness
Today my mother would have been 60 years young had she not passed away from a massive stroke last year brought on by her diabetes. Along with Mother's Day and the date of her death, her birthday is one of the hardest days for me to handle. I had become very close to my mother after I got my own place, she and I had become real friends and at times partners in crime! I have been sad most of the day in my dark hole as I always am when I remember how much I miss her. I went to the grocery and as I came out I saw a rainbow. I live on the other side of Lexington from where I went to the grocery, the entire time I drove home that rainbow was in my front window of the car. When I pulled my car into the garage and got out to get my goodies from the trunk I saw that the rainbow actually crossed over the top of my house with the end appearing to generate from the cemetary where my mother is buried. Had she sent me this rainbow to make me smile today? I did smile through the tears tha

TRUST..LOYALTY..HONESTY..RESPECT Without these 4 things relationships, whether it be friendships or romantic, are meaningless. TRUST Definition: a firm belief in the reliability, truth, ability, or strength of someone or something. Trust is the basis of any relationship. You trust that the other person will always be honest, will always love, will always be there. People say trust is earned. I agree but sometimes it's hard to let anyone "earn" my trust. I've been burned so many times that sometimes I wonder if it's even worth it anymore. I've opened my heart too much with nothing to show for it but grief and heartbreak. But even with all that said, I trust. LOYALTY Definition: the quality of being loyal to someone or something. Loyalty to the relationship means everything. It means being loyal to that person even when they screw up or do things you may not approve of or like. It means you love unconditionally and personally I think people have lost sight of what it mea

How Do You Know
hey people just wanted to know how far all of you would be willing to go on the first date? HOW DO YOU KNOW IF THE TIME IS RIGHT HOW DO YOU KNOW IF THE OTHER PERSON FEELS THE SAME HOW DO YOU KNOW IF IT WILL LEAD TO BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS HOW DO YOU KNOW IF IT REALLY MATTER TO THE OTHER PERSON IF YOU CAN ANSWER THESE QUESTION LET ME KNOW

Stories
So fucking Hot!!!! Crave Online: Funny Videos, Sexy Videos, Music Videos, Movie Traile The Capture Victoria woke to complete darkness. She wondered where she was and why she couldn’t move. She yelled for help and heard only her echo. The darkness was interrupted by light that shone down on her. She looked around for anything to tell her where she was but to no avail. She realized that she was restrained to a wooden chair with leather straps and stripped down to her red corset and matching lacey panties. She tried to struggle but the restraints were too tight. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw a blinking red light on the wall and figured someone was watching. “Hello? Is anyone there?” she cried but the echoes of her pleas gave away to silence. A man stepped out of the shadows in front of her. As he came closer, she remembered that she saw him before. She recalled that earlier that night (assuming that it was the same night) her girlfriends and her w

Honor Bound
Honor Bound A Dragon asks unspoken questions and will not tolerate Attempts by lesser beings to dodge or fluctuate. Do not try to side-step, she will recognize your dance. Do not create deception, wisely, do not take the chance. Make your answers straightforward, unerringly sincere, For only honesty and candor will not offend her ear. Once she descries your motives and deems them right and just, You'll have earned a staunch supporter and a Dragon's trust. So if ye dare, look deeply into Dragon's whirling eyes, But believe ye that she knows who is truthteller and who lies

Just Letting Close Friends Know Whats Been Up With Why I Havmt Been On
I KNOW DONT WORRY LOL I WASNT HURT I HAVE A HISTORY OF ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION WELL I BEEN STRESSED LATELY AND REAL DOWN SO SUNDAY WAS THE BREAKING POINT HAD SOME ISSUES MY DAD SAID HE WANTED TO TAKE ME TO GET HELP I HAVE BEEN WITHOUT MY MEDS HOME SICK AND JUST PLAIN STRESSED OUT OF THIS WORLD SO HERE YA GO YOUR GIRL WAS LOCKED UP IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL YOU WANT TO KNOW ME WELL HERE YOU ARE I HAVE TO TAKE MEDS EVERY DAY I AM VERRY GOOD AT HIDING IT AND COVERING IT UP TO PPL ON HERE BUT AT HOME EVERYONE COULD SEE SOMTHING WAS UP AND THEY MUST HAVE BEEN RIGHT CAUSE I DIDNT VOLENTEER TO STAY THEY MADE ME AND MY DAD DIDNT COMMIT ME SO IF I HAVNT BEEN TALKATIVE AND I DID TURN MY SHOUTBOX OFF BECAUSE I STILL AM NOT FEELING LIKE ME IM DEF NOT 100% YET BUT IM SHURE I WILL BE SOON I JUST HAVE TO GET OVER THE WAY THE NEW MEDS HAVE ME FEELING I NEVER EVER WANT TO END UP IN THAT PLACE AGAIN WELL THERE YOU ALL HAVE IT IM CRAZY HA HA WELL IM SHURE THOSE OF YOU THAT KNOW ME ALREADY KNEW THAT MUAH HOPE E

So True
I am not looking to hook up with anyone... As my title says...I'm Taken By ChefNasty... and only him sooo please don't ask me to hook up or try to talk dirty to me... Cause I'm not down with that.... Gotta a problem...Just tell me and I will Kindly block ur fuckin ass... ~~Heather -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I love you, Not only for what you are, But for what I am When I am with you. I love you, Not only for what You have made of yourself, But for what You are making of me. I love you For the part of me That you bring out; I love you For putting your hand Into my heaped-up heart And passing over All the foolish, weak things That you can’t help Dimly seeing there, And for drawing out Into the light All the beautiful belongings That no one else had looked Quite far enough to find. I love you because you Are helping me to make Of the lu

Sunset
In the evening as the sun touches my horizon I give it a wish to carry A whisper of love to hold knowing that soon It will slip quietly into your room and warmly kiss your cheek Taking the place so long to occupy so, when the sun rises on your day think of me and the hopes that it carries from me to you F.M.

My Life- Friends- Romance- Children Ect.
Can you answer this riddle? Here is a pretty neat little thing from Paul Harvey. See if you can guess the riddle at the end. Paul Harvey Writes: We tried so hard to make things better for our kids that we made them worse. For my grandchildren, I\'d like better. I\'d really like for them to know about hand me down clothes and homemade ice cream and leftover meat loaf sandwiches. I really would. I hope you learn humility by being humiliated, and that you learn honesty by being cheated. I hope you learn to make your own bed and mow the lawn and wash the car. And I really hope nobody gives you a brand new car when you are sixteen. It will be good if at least one time you can see puppies born and your old dog put to sleep. I hope you get a black eye fighting for something you believe in. I hope you have to share a bedroom with your younger brother/sister. And it\'s all right if you have to draw a line down the middle

Part Time Father
As you may have been able to tell, I am a part time father. All through the United States fathers are losing more rights to be with their children. I am one of the lucky ones, I am able to have joint legal and physical custody of my son. He stays with me every other week, but a lot of great dads only have visitation rights. These fathers see there children every other weekend of less. Now these are not the fathers you see on television that owe thousands of dollars in child support or the fathers you hear about that would rather go out and party then be with their kid(s). I am talking about the fathers, that would do anything for their kid(s), the fathers that sit at home and wonder why they are being punished and not being allowed to see their children, the fathers that pay their child support on time every month, the fathers that put their life on hold, do not date, and wait for the phone call from their kid(s) saying "hi daddy, I love you." What I want to know is when did

Jeffs A Homo
Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions: Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of ? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? 1. We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1. My Mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff. 2. I don't know because I wasn't there, but my

Keep Moving
Keep moving When the path becomes difficult, that's no reason to give up. In fact, it means you're making real progress. The mountain becomes more rugged and steep the closer you get to the summit. Keep going, keep climbing, keep making the effort, and soon you'll find yourself reaching the top. The challenges you encounter are unquestionable proof that you're making a positive difference. Make use of those challenges, not as an excuse to stop, but rather as a platform from which to push forward. For the greatest achievements come in response to the greatest challenges. When the going gets rough, you are most certainly in the presence of profound opportunity. When there is much that must be done, there is enormous value waiting to be created. Step boldly forward and claim that value. Whatever may come, whatever may seem to block your path, choose to keep moving. There are truly magnificent rewards just on the other side of your persistent efforts.

Info For All
Guitar World magazine is running its annual Readers' Poll Awards and this year late PANTERA/DAMAGEPLAN guitarist "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott is on the ballot for the Hall Of Fame Award. With the legacy that Dimebag Darrell left to his fans, it is only fitting that he still shines in the hearts of many. His impact on the world was of humbled greatness. Those that didn't know "Dimebag" Darrell in his personal life got to know him through his music. Hearing his music and loving it keeps his legacy alive. Go vote now at www.guitarworld.com

Behind A Wall
well mailman and i broke things off yesterday not cus we dont like eachother but cus we have our own lives to live. it was getting harder every day. i still love him and always will. im not writing this to get a new man or a new fuhubby im doing it cus i dont know how to stop the pain... i need to get it all out.. so please leave a commint if you like or not... i love all my friends i love you paul always and forever

Scatterworlds Lounge
You have to visit the new lounge Scattersworld!! It's totally awesome! Great DJ, awesome music and lots of new friends. Easy going, no holds bar.....talk about anything and everything! Stop by, say hi. I'd like all my family and friends to stop in and check it out....you have to come chat with us and have a few drinks. Hope to see you there!!! Peace, Nyx

Iraq Sucks
whats up everyone, check out my roomates page he is new at this and needs some love.....http://www.fubar.com/user/1963267 I hate this country!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Vote on the whos hotter folder!! We are bored out of our minds here...

My Horoscopes
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For December 9,2007 You are moving much more quickly than you had thought you would be at this point, but that just means that things are working out a little better than you had anticipated. Life keeps getting better! Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For December 3,2007 Your mind is definitely on work right now, but that doesn't mean you have to ignore everything else! It may be hard for you to give friends or family your full attention, but at least make the effort. Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For December 7,2007 Today's social energy brings a smile to your face and keeps you engaged with friends and well-wishers. You may want to take a little time off from work or school to spend more time with your people.

Gettin Fu-hitched? Need Somebody To Perform The Ceremony : Look In Here!!
" /> Its Your Love - Tim McGraw & Faith Hill IF YOU'RE WANTING TO DO THE FU-WEDDING THANG AND NEED SOMEBODY TO PERFORM THE CEREMONY FOR YA ...... WE HAVE TWO PEOPLE IN OUR LOUNGE THAT CAN DO IT FOR YA, SO, COME ON IN N LET US KNOW, ASK FOR EITHER MYSELF ( JADE ~*AKA*~ FLIRTIN WITH DISASTER ) *OR* DIABLO. THANX AND HAPPY FU FU'S TO YA ALL LOL CLICK THE BANNER TO COME JOIN IN ON THE FUN! :D

Man Joke
The first blond guy joke ! The very first ever Blonde GUY joke..... And well worth the wait! An Irishman , a Mexican and a Blonde Guy were doing construction work on scaffolding on the 20th floor of a building. They were eating lunch and the Irishman said, "Corned beef and cabbage! If I get corned beef and cabbage one more time for lunch, I'm going to jump off this building." The Mexican opened his lunch box and exclaimed, "Burritos again! If I get burritos one more time I'm going to jump off, too." The blonde opened his lunch and said, "Bologna again! If I get a bologna sandwich one more time, I'm jumping too." The next day, the Irishman opened his lunch box, saw corned beef and cabbage, and jumped to his death. The Mexican opened his lunch, saw a burrito, and jumped, too. The blonde guy opened his lunch, saw the bologna and jumped to his death as well. At the funeral, the Irishman's wife was weeping. She said, "If I'd known how really tired he was of

Just Random Thoughts.
You ever had those days...where no matter how much you try your mind just won't shut down? That's me today. a million thoughts about valid points of thought and even some I even think are pointless. So yeah i am just gonna play this by ear and post it. if you want to read it and get something out of it good job..if you read it and think it's stupid then props to you too.... First off, my stance or position on fubar. This is just me being honest so bare with me. I think there are quite a few good people on fubar. But for that handful of people you find a mass of shallow, baseless people who act like this is high school. I am on here to make some friends. I don't care if I ever make godfather. I don't care if I am ever a VIP. I could care less if I never make it past the level I am in. I am not in fubar for the popularity. If I have one person or a handful who like me and think I am great then it's all good. I don't mind if all of fubar doesn't think I am great. If I contribute some

Queen Of The Wrecking Ball!
The legendary Candye Kane is returning to the Northwest tomorrow night!!!! She will be playing in Bellingham at the Wild Buffalo...tix are $12! The show starts at 8pm with Baby Gramps opening!!! If I can pull the tix moolah outta my ass in the next two days, I will be there!!!! Check her out....she's SOO kick ass! www.candyekane.com www.myspace.com/candyekaneband

Lyrics
I gave you all the love I got I gave you more than I could give I gave you love I gave you all that I have inside And you took my love You took my love Didn't I tell you What I believe Did somebody say that A love like that won't last Didn't I give you All that I've got to give baby I keep crying I keep trying for you There's nothing like you and I baby This is no ordinary love No ordinary Love When you came my way You brightened every day With your sweet smile I keep crying I keep trying for you There's nothing like you and I baby I'm falling Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am home again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am whole again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am young again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am fun again However far away, I will always love you However long I stay, I will always love you Whatever words I say, I will always love

Join Me
My new home:- http://www.dwhitenoise.com My social sites:- http://www.reverbnation.com/dwhitenoise2 http://www.myspace.com/dwhitenoise http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=18782709328 http://dwhitenoise.imeem.com/ http://www.bebo.com/d-whitenoise http://www.last.fm/music/D-White+Noise http://www.ilike.com/artist/D-White+Noise Buy me at:- http://www.djdownload.com/artist/D-White+Noise/368539 https://www.beatport.com/artists/d-white+noise https://www.junodownload.com/d-white+noise http://www.musicload.de/album/3228418_2/d-white-noise/niche/item.html and so many more :)

Native Poems
Oh our Mother the earth, Oh our Father the sky, Your children are we, and with tired backs We bring you the gifts you love. Then weave for us a garment of brightness; May the Warp be the white light of the morning, May the weft be the red light of the evening, May the fringes be the falling rain, May the border be the standing rainbow. Thus weave for us a garment of brightness, That we may walk fittingly where birds sing, That we may walk fittingly where grass is green, Oh our Mother Earth, Oh our Father Sky. Treat the Earth and all that dwell thereon with respect. Remain close to the Great Spirit. Show great respect for your fellow beings. Work together for the benefit of all Mankind. Give assistance and kindness wherever needed. Do what you know to be right. Look after the well being of mind and body. Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater good. Be truthful and honest at all times. Take full responsibility for your actions. Let us greet the daw

So What Is It? Sex Or Friends?
Men isnt it safe to say that we love sex?? But isnt it great how women try to use that againts us...especially if its just a new relationship or your fuck buddies because you can just go and find a new fuck buddy. Now I know that I am sounding pretty much like an arragont asshole but really im not...I just am mearly pointing out that we have more power than what they think ahhahahah

Level Up..
I would like to thank everyone who helped out in the last two days: Along with Purplesky, Okie_Mom x 2 and Little Italian Nymph. In no particular order... Angel_Lips Shyinarizona the1anastasia Emily Gail Jen n Oregon fantasy81212 fat bottom girls make the rocking world go round (yes, this is their FUname) Thank you very much... Tom I ran out of rates trying to do it myself... I've had a great deal of help from some very sweet, sexy, and loveable ladies, Purplesky, Okie_mom x 2 and Little Italian Nymph. Show them the love and respect they both deserve. I sincerely thank you for the help... Tom

The People You Will Meet.
Chapter One: “The Believer” Gwjuan Robinson Miss Robinson more than likely doesn’t think of me as often as I do her. Talk about finding light in your darkest hour. Walking into my newest job, I knew no one, thought my manger was exceptionally attractive and hated kids. Not the ideal job for a teenage girl working at an elementary school in a ritzy suburb of Indianapolis. But when I walked through the double doors of the arts and crafts room, a heavyset black woman glanced up with a grin that will always be etched in my heart. I shrugged it off at first, checked in with my tall, dark and handsome new supervisor, and proceeded to stand in the middle of a room crowded with tables, chairs and screaming children. Counselors were being hounded by elementary aged school children that needed help with their pipe-cleaner projects. Looking back at those doors, I’m glad I didn’t make the b-line for the door at that moment, because next thing I knew, a woman approached me with a giant smile. S

Trivia, I Scored 17!
** Get paper & pencil & number from 1 to 20. ****Write the letter of each answer & score at the end. Then before you pass this test on, put your score in the subject line. Send to friends so everyone can HAVE FUN!!!! Also send it back to me. 1. In the 1940s, where were automobile headlight dimmer switches located? a. On the floor shift knob. b. On the floor board, to the left of the clutch. c. Next to the horn. 2. The bottle top of a Royal Crown Cola bottle had holes in it. For what was it used? a. Capture lightning bugs. b. To sprinkle clothes before ironing. c. Large salt shaker. 3. Why was having milk delivered a problem in northern winters? a. Cows got cold and wouldn't produce milk. b. Ice on highways forced delivery by dog sled. c. Milkmen left deliveries outside of front doors and milk would freeze, expanding and pushing up the cardboard bottle top. 4. What was the popular chewing gum named for a game of chance? a. Blackjack b.

My Loneness
my life /lonely/ness were i.m truel.y lost all i want two do is just cry i know in my heart i cant be with you but i know someday our eyes will meet but i also know ill never have you just two touch you feel your hands heart.your tender lips on mine but i guess i have always know it will never ever be this way again i think about you 24-7 .my our whatever i am two you last for life she knows who this is for even though were miles across the sky/no my love will never die

My Feelings
Have you ever felt utterly and absolutely alone even though you are surrounded by people, friends and family? That's how I feel 24/7. I have people that love and care for me all around me but I feel like I can't confide in anyone. There are only two living things that I can talk to, confide in and trust to keep my deepest darkest secrets and those two creatures are my beloved Basset Hounds, Sneakers and Buster. I try to make friends at every opportunity but it's hard for me to just walk up to someone and start a conversation much less become friends. One person I know can't figure out how I can call people I have met on-line friends and start a relationship with them. I can do it because I don't have to actually talk to them. By using an IM or e-mail I can pick and choose my words carefully. I'm not a social butterfly by any means. I'm the guy you see sitting at the bar ignoring everybody and everything. Sometimes I wonder if I have some form of depression. When I go to wor

Teddy Bears
A woman meets a man in a bar. They talk; they connect; they end up leaving together. They get back to his place, and as he shows her around his apartment. She notices that one wall of his bedroom is completely filled with soft, sweet, cuddly teddy bears. There are three shelves in the bedroom, with hundreds and hundreds of cute, cuddly teddy bears carefully placed in rows, covering the entire wall! It was obvious that he had taken quite some time to lovingly arrange them and she was immediately touched by the amount of thought he had put into organizing the display. They were small bears all along the bottom shelf, medium-sized bears covering the middle shelf, and huge, enormous bears running all the way along the top shelf. She found it strange for an obviously masculine guy to have such a large collection of Teddy Bears She is quite impressed by his sensitive side, but doesn't mention this to him. They share a bottle of wine and continue talking, af

My Journal
Okay, so today I took calls for the first time. Before the first call I actually got nervous enought to where I had to vomit lol. Pretty stupid since I've done call center work before, just for Overstock.com. Anyhow, luckily my first call was a nice person, not someone pissed off at Sprint lol. Anyways, I was fine from then on and I'm really looking forward to pursuing my career there! I have to bid on my shift and no matter what schedual I pick, I have to work the weekends and that sucks cause I don't have child care for the weekend, so I don't know what I'm gonna do. Anyhow, I'll keep ya posted! Okay, so I was just reading a friend's old MuMM about divorce. I am going through one myself. Anyway so I was reading the MuMMers comments and one said that there should be an actual punishment for getting divorced..... so I'm sitting here thinking what kind of punishment people should get for getting a divorce.... seems like (depending on the reason for the divorce) the people have

Who The F*c* Cares
oh the games that people play.... who to trust, who to believe. everytime I think I know someone, they turn around and prove me wrong. oh the games that people play.... never there when you need them but expect you there for them anytime they call. oh the games that people play.... who is real and who is fake? i dont know how much more I can take oh the games

L I F E
Life is such a train. It has stops and moves In every stop there are many who join (new born)us and many leave us (death). We recognize who is setting beside us or in the same car but the train is full of cars. some people come to our car from different cars and some from our car leave it t other cars. One day we will have to move either to another car or we will leave the train permanently. That is L I F E النساء مخلوقــات عجيبــة If you kiss her, you are not a gentleman لو قبلتها , تكون رجلاً غير محتــرم If you don't, you are not a man ولو لم تقبلها, تكون لست ر

What If
Think about this for a min...... If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come? If I had one day left, to live my life; would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or if you are just some one to talk to you when they are bored . . . send this to everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just did.....because you are my friend. If I don't get this back I guess your not my friend

3 Year Anniversary Of The Day I Amost Died
Alot of people tell me they want to know more about and I get tired of repeating myself so I thought I would make a list of things that I am and am not. You might want to grab a snack or something to drink for this one....here we go. 1. I am a mom - I have four beautiful daughters that are my pride and joy. I also have a beautiful baby granddaughter. (no penises allowed here folks). I have a relationship with my kids that most moms would die for and if they say any different I will ground them for all eternity. (just kidding) 2. I am funny - I've learned to see the humor in all things. I've had too. My life has been a series of hard knocks and without a sense of humor I wouldn't have survived. I've been known to make people laugh at a funeral (sorry, Aunt Ruth....no disrespect was intended). My sense of humor can be described as witty or sarcastic at times but never harmful. I don't say mean crap to people. Mean people suck. 3. I am getting a divorce - I am pres

Weed..
So I went out last night .... went on a date. Had a great, fun time, get a message this morning that he doesn't know if we should hangout because I know his brother whos my classmate and he doesn't like that fact of what his brother does or the people he hangs out with. I guess that includes me.. what a faggot. I've never been told this ever.. geeze, I'd like to think MOST guys enjoy me more because I blaze and can post up and play video games. So.. wtf. Obviously I learned today that.. idk yet. I still haven't learned anything. haha.

Venting!!!
I have been with my b/f (Stuart) now for 4 yrs and in the 4 yrs he has driven a truck OTR. At first I used to bitch, moan, and groan that he wasn't home on holidays, or that we couldn't plan anything. This past year has been a little better in the fact he is out for 5 to 6 days and not for 2 to 3 weeks. His home time is 36 hours normally unless something comes up that he has to be here. Now most of you that know me already know that my life doesn't really suck , I'm not necessarily mistreated and I can even step up and say there are worse women off than myself. so this is my bitch, He is obsessed with money to the point I'm not on the checking account because he thinks I will spend every last dime he earns. Which i laugh at this because I am the type to spend maybe 10 dollars on a pair of sunglasses and he will spend 50 dollars on his loose them and replace them with the same brand. The money issue has repeatedly came up due to my Dr's bills lately and he hasn't come right out and

A True Boyfriend
When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and don't let go ] When she starts cursing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and don't say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lays her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When she says that she likes you [ s

The Past
When I was growing up nobody ever told that love was gonna hurt you. Or that love would make you do the craziest things. Nobody ever tells you the true story of how love is gonna effect you in the real world on a daily basis. Love is the one thing that I have found in my life that can make somebody kill or make somebody turn their life around. When I feel in love I mean really in love with man it felt so good to be loved by him and at the same time it hurt like hell because we didn't want to let the other one get to close for the fear of being hurt again so deeply so we did the worst thing in the world and split up. I came to find out to late that he was the one meant for me and that I was the only one meant to be with him for all these years. I have gotten this man back in my life by doing alot of soul searching and telling him that I was so wrong for letting him go and for not staing by his side as I should of when times got hard. I should of never left him and I hate

What Kinda Of Tarot Card Are You?
You are The Star Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one.

Funny
Dear Sanda, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. Iv ben a gud boy all yeer. yer Frend, BiLLy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about I send you a friggin' book so you can learn to read and write? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell! Santa ________________________________________ Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa ________________________________________ Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to come back to your frigid mom, who rides his ass constantly? It's time to

Dragon Fly
O winged wisp O arcane beast You fly by gossamer wing By simple silver silken wing Flitting and flickering O’r gentle rolling plains And ancient wildwood O beast of legend Your cryptic dance Enchanting entrancing Makes the daft lesser beasts Envious of your vim and vigor You make your wayward journey Through tempest and tranquility ‘Neath the wax and wane of the moon The rise and fall of the sun Needlelike claws prick the tree Where you alight You lift your grand and humble head Shimmering sapphire scales Catch the light of the haloed moon O beast of lore O prince of wings O dragon of flies May your splendor and wonder Echo throughout the land and sea May your magic and mystery Reign forever and ever

Contest
Introducing...... The Rich's of Fubar! STEP INSIDE AND TAKE A L00K AROUND! Here are all the possibility's!!! ♠One week can get you $300,000 Fubux (first to 15,000 comments wins.) ♠Two weeks can get you $500,000 Fubux (first to 30,000 comments wins) OR..... ♠Three weeks can get you.... your choice between a VIP or a 7day Blast and get $100,000 Fubux! (first to 50,000 comments wins.) mini prizes of 5k and 15k fubux are also being given away! 5K for the highest rate in each of these mini contest....and 15k for the most rates! And the rules are.... ~all contestants and bombers must be on my friends list.... ~no commenting or rating anybody elses entry!! ~AND NO NSFW PHOTOS OR COMMENTS! Contest starts on March 15th @ Noon Eastern time! To enter just comment and tell me which mini contest you want in and please include a link for your photo. Folder will remain closed until the contest begins and will open for all that are on m

Movin
well im all moved in though its all still in boxes. kindda hard to find room when yer goin from 2600 sq ft to 860 sq ft lol. i dont have net up yet tryin desperately to find an alternative to dialup so that i can continue djin. any who jade has my phone number fer those who are family. hopefully this finds yall well and in good spirits. i hope yall will bear with me yall i am tryin to get things set up out here in the lil country town i moved to. soon as i can get back on steady i will let yall know but fer now im usin the library puters once or twice a week. dial up just aint an option fer me so its goin to take a few weeks before i can be back on steady. i will be on much as i can and hopefully get to at least say hi to most of yall while i am online. anywho lol HUGZ to all and hope to hear from yall soon.

Spring Cleaning
So anyway, I've spent most of the night trying to talk to people who've firmly ignored me. About 85% of those people are on my friends list. I also noticed that even after clearing out the dead links I have nearly 500 people I've fanned, and oddly enough I have less than 200 fans myself. I have 380 friends and I think I actually talk to maybe twenty of them. So here's the deal... I'm taking a good sharp machete to my friends and fan of lists in a week. If you want to be on my friends list, tell me in this blog by next Sunday. After that, I'm doing some spring cleaning. Only two people are exempt from this because they're on hiatus from fubar. Everyone else... I love my friends. My real friends. I say in my profile, which less than half of you have ever bothered to read, that I will always be here for you if you need to talk or just want to talk. I mean that. Apparently for many of you the reverse is not true. PS: I know damned well that sometimes people aren't actually on when

Cluck Kinky Aggression Lounge
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My Poems
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. Young black woman whats ur name Its pride and beauty for I have no shame I am a young black woman you know my name I am a black rose...a black pearl in white sand I have a broad nose and thick lips I am a suviour, a fighter, and a breeder A lover...a hater...and not a deciever I am like Angela Davis tall and politically outspoken. A diva...the Queen of the Nile. A cup of hot chocolate on a cold winter nite A box of expensive chocolate when ur ending a days fite Beauty is here because I am here Strong and independent without any fear You wanna know why? Because I am a Young Black Woman You always talk about what you want and what you need What about me?

God Made Me Built For Sin
Fill this out and I will decide who will be my fu-lover! Good luck! 1)What is my name (without looking at my homepage)? 2)Do you think I am a cat lover or a dog lover? 3)What lounge do I greet at (without looking at my homepage)? 4)What do you know about me? 5)If you could describe me in one word what would it be? 6)How did you find me on fubar? 7)Are you a friend/fan/family of mine on fubar? 8)On a scale from 1-10 what would you rate how bad you want to get with me starting with 1 as eww ur gross and 10 being i want you now! 9)How far will you go to be my fu-lover? 10)Do you think I'll pick you as my fu-lover and why? Good luck everyone! ^.^ This song has been running on my ipod the past couple days I keep it on repeat..I am excited for my move but yet again I am not ready to leave the place I have been at for 19 years of my life.. Time to move on I suppose but god I will miss the people I cared about in this state.. "Warbrain" by: Alkaline Tri

If You Think You Can Handle This...then Bring It!
1. i dont just give my shit up on the first try... my shit is just that good and too good to be just slinging leg for every guy that crosses my path... 2. some guys have tried for weeks and never convinced me they are worth it and can handle it... 3. and just because i agree to meet someone for a drink or lunch doesnt mean im slinging leg for them 4. i have a family that comes first... i dont accept text messages or phone calls at 2 a.m. unless i am already out and ppl know when im out..... 5. ppl who bug me for time or pictures, or just bug me in general for shit usually get axed before they even get a peek..... 6. i have experienced and have the knowledge that just because someone has a big dick doesnt mean he knows how to use it! 7. im not into playin in parking lots or giving quick bj's and leaving, if im giving im damn sure gona be getting and i usually get mine first.... 8. i was born and raised in the south. i am a true southrn woman, i am a bitch at the

Old Poems
The night falls upon us With that we gain power I feel my blood turning cold And start to hunger for you You show me your neck And in the light of the moon Your neck gives an overwhelming glow I move to kiss it But I can't fight my temptation My eyes turn red And my fangs begin to grow I bite into your neck And taste your sweet blood It flows into my mouth And throughout my body You hold me closer Digging your nais into my back I release you from my grasp And watch you regain your strength You look up to me and say "I love you, my dark prince" I pick you up and hold you close And after embracing your everlasting beauty We are one in body, spirit, and mind I guess it's time to move on now I tried so hard to be your friend But whenever I get close You push me away So I'm giving up Can not take the pain I thought you were sweet Guess I was wrong I helped you when you were sick I held you when you were sad I was always there for you But now I'm not 'Cause

Random Ranting :d
~Chocolate satisfies even after its gone soft ~You can safely have chocolate while you're driving ~You can make chocolate last as long as you want it to ~You can have chocolate even in front of your mother ~If you bite the nuts too hard, the chocolate wont mind ~You can have chocolate on top of your desk during work hours without upsetting your co-workers ~Chocolate is so good to swallow ~You can ask a stranger for chocolate without getting your face slapped ~You dont get hairs in your mouth with chocolate ~With chocolate there's no need to fake it ~Chocolate doesn't make you pregnant ~When you have chocolate it doesnt keep the neighbors awake

Our World Today
I want to take you back to a time of the past. A time to when you could go to the local grocer and purchase your food and they knew who you were. A time when it did not take an entire paycheck to purchase a week's groceries for a family of five. A time when you knew the food you brought home was safe for your family. Now, let me bring you back to the present day. A day when your cashier can't be bothered to share a smile with you. A day where you have to choose between paying your mortgage or feeding your children. A day where we have samonella in our tomatoes and e-coli in our lettuce. Sigh... I have seriously pondered the chances that this is accidental or even coincidence. Would it really be far fetched to believe that our government is poisoning our food. Now I realize that I sound like a paranoid conspiracy freak, but just think about it. We know that we are in a recession quickly escalating in the heights of a depression. The government is trying to excercise a

Look At My Sister And Make Her Win!!!!!!
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Bid On Me My First Auction
Background By Myspace Skins Background By Myspace Skins Go Bid on Me in my first ever Auction!!!!!!!!!!! dont wanna bid just rate the pic for me plz!!!!!!!! **goin4broke**~proud~MOMMY~of 2~'s baby daddy and r/l lover *F/A/R me, I'll return the luv*@ fubar

Darkness
Darkness... It's in every heart. It keeps love and death apart. The light pushes hard and so does the dark. When they push to hard your heart will burst. So be sure to belive the light first. Run from it. Hide from it. Whatever you do don't ever go all the way through.

How Can You.......
i am a objective type person i always have been. i believe that you should getthe benefit of the doubt until you decide to show me a difference inthat belief for your stance. ok my honesty has gotten me into more trouble then i care to admit to not knowing that sometimes you could just keep your mouth shut. i will not give in to the pain i will be victorious towrds my purity and allow myself to recieve someon in my life for who they are and not for what i hae been through!!!No matter the hurt, pain or humilations i will be pure at heart and true to my self!How can you hurt someone who loves you and cares for you? this is for all thos who have stood through all pain and hurt and mistakes ,i wish i hada, ithought it was, and it looked so good,type people ..... You are loved!!!!!!Just take a look at your heart!!!wink!

Guys In My Life
guys suck to all the assholes in my past you have made me feel worthless i feel so emotionally drained i feel so empty i have been used abused and lied to i have always been true to what i say no reason to lie what did i do to deserve such pain i have an eating disorder i cut myself at times i cant deal with stess i hate the things i think about and the things i do its all becus of yall that this has happened i believe that i have done nothing to deserve this so plz someone tell me y i just wanna know y i hate that i feel this way and the things that go thru my head i hate all the guys in my past you all suck so here it is FUCK YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!! shelby u stupid fat fucker yet again another asshole u tried to rape me in october u forced urself on me acting as if i wanted to sleep with you i kept telling you to get off me and you wouldnt we were good friends until this happened y did you do this to me u knew the past i had all the probl

Open To All
> COME ONE COME ALL WIN A VIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KENDOG IS HOSTING A VIP CONTEST TUESDAY JULY 1ST STARTING AT 9AM CENTRAL AND ENDING SATURDAY JULY 5TH AT MIDNIGHT CENTRAL WHO EVER GETS THE MOST COMMENTS WILL WIN A ONE MONTH VIP PLEASE SEND A FU MAIL WITH A LINK TO THE PIC YOU WANT TO USE TO THE LINK BELOW ALL ENTRY'S MUST BE IN BY MIDNIGHT ON MONDAY THE 31ST HERE ARE THE RULES 1.NO CHEATING Any one cought cheating will be pulled from the contest 2. GOOD SPORTSMENSHIIP IS A MUST Any bomber cought bad mouthing other contestens will be pulled from the contest (this includes bombing family members and friends) 3.ALL BOMBERS ARE WELCOME BOMBER FAMILYS AND FREELANCRES 4.ONE MEMBER PER BOMBING FAMILY PLEASE 5. AND PLEASE REMEMBER TO RATE AND FAN THE HOST LAST BUT NOT LEAST GOOD LUCK TO ALL ***CLICK ON PIC TO TAKE U THERE*

Spirituality
All religions are precious pearls strung on the golden thread of divinity. -Samael Aun Weor If we as humans would only see that ALL religion is nothing more than our way as people to understand that which in beyond understanding, to comprehend that which is beyond comprehension, then there would truly be peace. True peace and wisdom comes from within. We must all peel away these layers of stuff blocking us from joining with the Divine.

Im Not The Girl U Think Iam
yeah sooo i get alot of guys hitting me up.. shaweet for me , yes i am looking however before u even think about trying for me u should know this..... I AM NOT THAT MUSHY GIRL SOMETIMES I JUST NEED TO BE ALONE I CAN TELL U HOW I FEEL BY SHOWING U HOW I FEEL I WONT TELL U I LIKE U 50 TIMES IN A DAY I RATHER CALL THAN TXT WHEN TALKING TO SOMEONE I REALLY LIKE I DONT MAKE THE FIRST MOVE IM A MAJOR SMARTASS I AM KIND HEARTED I HIDE HOW I FEEL SOMETIMES IM NON JUDGEMENTAL ON MOST THINGS I LIKE BEING THE CENTER OF ATTENTION IF U PISS ME OFF I WILL WRITE U OFF THERES NO COMMIN BACK I DONT LIE I DONT NEED LIERS IM HONEST TO A FAULT I HATE REPEATING MYSELF so yeah those are just some things and that and i wanted points

Tag Your It !!!!!!
Thank Dark Wolf Princess for this.... Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am single mom of 3 2. I like to Camp 3. I like to swim, when I can 4. I tan very easily 5. I like dogs 6. I like cats 7. I like the outdoors 8. I have 2 dogs 9. I have 4 cats 10. I have an 04 Explorer 11. I have an 04 Dodge stratus 12. I love to sleep but not much time for that 13. I work to much lol 14. I am running out of things to say. lol 15. My favorite place is the Ace Cafe I have tagged the following: ~~Zzippoman~~OTB Bartender @ THE ACE CAFE owner of 'DjVampiricTigress@ fubar (mmmcutelilbrat )~greeter @ the ace cafe tbldg~~*git r done rebel family me

New Status
Hey Y'all im just lettin everyone know that yes I have found that special someone and she is the greatest thing to happen to me, she is very beautiful and isnt afraid to show her good side or bad side. Feel free to show her some love she is number 1 on my family and friends lists

Signs That A Gurl Should Call It A Night
20 signs a girl should call it a night: 1. I have absolutely no idea where my bag is. 2. I believe that dancing with my arms overhead and wiggling my bootay while yelling WOO-HOO is truly the sexiest dance move around. 3. I've suddenly decided I want to kick someone's ass and honestly believe I could do it too. 4. In my last trip to "pee" I realize I now look more like Lily Savage than the goddess I was just four hours ago. 5. I drop my 2:00 a.m. burger from mcdonalds on the floor (which I'm eating even though I'm not the least bit hungry), pick it up and carry on eating it. 6. I start crying and telling everyone I see that I love them so much. 7. There are less than three hours before I'm due to start work or enter the classroom. 8. I've found a deeper/spiritual side to the geek sitting next to me. 9. The man I'm flirting with used to be my biology teacher. 10. The urge to take off articles of clothing, stand on a table and sing or dance becomes strangely overwhelmi

Art Of Eating Pussy Yumm
How 2 Eat BUBBLE GUM TACOS *or Everything U Need 2 Know About Cunnilingus Eating panty pudding can B1 of the most wonderful things U can do 4 a woman (or so I read on the cover of Cosmo). It makes her feel appreciated, respected, desirable, and has the potential 2 give her an orgasm that will shatter glass, raise the dead, even wake U in the next room. Besides, lots of women expect it these days, and men who perform great oral sex R always in demand. If U gain a reputation as an expert, many classy, attractive women, way out of UR league, may overlook UR other shortcomings. Just kidding, but it gives us an excuse 2 talk more about her flower. The cootchie is a mystery 2 most men. It's hidden away. Taken out only 4 special occasions and then quickly put back N2 hiding. Like an english muffin, its full of nooks and crannies and tastes best slathered in melted butter. 4 something so complex you'd think there would B instructions, or a map, or a help icon. How many times have U pla

Poetry
a red river of hearbreak pours from my open wound so frail and weak i reach for your hand but you are not there you have left me to bleed, alone and cold i look for shelter struggling to make it through the day one day you will see my feelings are true one day you will see i truly need you my heart will mend, life will go on without you in my life.... Im just wandering on life seems so dim, the nights ...too long, i wonder if i will ever feel again a love so strong my pain shall subside my tears will dry but until then, Ill continue to cry i need something to hold on to something real do you still love me? Do you care? Do you feel? Ill hold you in my thoughts until the night comes then ill dream of better times when we both were in love. Our lips to meet, A thought so sweet Your hands in mine The thought divine A soothing touch A sweet embrace A tender kiss Upon my face Tell me you love me With just one kiss M

Sacramento/greater Sacramento
Sacramento Airport B-17, B-24, & B-25 Warbirds from TopFlightTV on Vimeo. McClellanJetServices.com - The Sacramento McClellan Airport hosted the Collings Foundation 2008 Wings of Freedom tour stop at the California Capital city in early June. Granite Skatepark from Brenden Quan on Vimeo. Ohana Sac Montage from Matt Posada on Vimeo.

Love Him....
Mike is a good friend of mine. Hes on his way too Godfather.He had an Auto 11 and thought he would make it with it because he returns love back. But he didnt. ~RebelBreed™~@ fubar Can you stop by and show him some love. I know the new theory for so many is only rate people with Auto 11s. Im going too say this and if I make you mad then im sorry and you know how too remove me. What happens when the Auto 11 disappears. Then how do you get points? They are a nice thing but they arent the end of Fubar.They are here today but I have personally seen things here one day and gone the next. And I know alot of people wish they would disappear. Thanks for showing Rebel Breed Love. Hes on a Fire call and off and on.If you send him a message he will be glad too show you love back.

Funny Comments Or Thoughts.
Never tell your problems to anyone.......20% don't care and the other 80% are glad you have them Its hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of, you just have to learn to let go and face the fact that while good things never last…some don’t even start…..” I'm surrounded by fake smiles and false promises.Why must they pretend to be nice when they're not?

When Did You Lose It?
At what age did you lose your virginity ? How did you feel after trying it for the first time? Tell me what it felt like the first time being inside a woman or vice versa.Give me details. Was it good? Was it bad experience ? Did you go back for more.Did it make you a addict?

Down-raters
http://fubar.com/user/2281446Our conversation on yahoohalewayne63: im putting ur yahoo name on fubar nowoxgiigglesxo: wat?halewayne63: yepoxgiigglesxo: wtf is that suppose ta mean?oxgiigglesxo: why tha hell are you guna put my s/n on fubar?oxgiigglesxo: its alreadi on my page neways.halewayne63: okhalewayne63: will seeoxgiigglesxo: wtf is your problem/?oxgiigglesxo: get all pissd off cuz i dont wana see wats in your pants.oxgiigglesxo: get over it.halewayne63: ur done bitchhalewayne63: i got uoxgiigglesxo: you got me?oxgiigglesxo: lol im not a bitchhalewayne63: a fat bitchoxgiigglesxo: ohhh plzhalewayne63: okoxgiigglesxo: is that all you got oxgiigglesxo: lmaohalewayne63: u terroistoxgiigglesxo: wow you have no lifeoxgiigglesxo: O.ooxgiigglesxo: im mexicanhalewayne63: i dohalewayne63: okhalewayne63: a spickoxgiigglesxo: idiotoxgiigglesxo: ha ha ha nohalewayne63 is typing a message.halewayne63: go hang from a tree oxgiigglesxo: LOL halewayne63: bye u fat nasty bitch ((People like

Opinionated
Blessed are the cracked; for it is they who let in the light. Red rain, red rain, she's amused as it trickles down. As if it were tear drops falling, She watches each drop penatrate the ground. Red rain, red rain, As it seeps, it relieves her soul. Her uneasy tempermant deminishes, for once, she feels in control. Red rain, red rain, she's smiling instead of crying. It eases her to feel as if, she can finally emerge from hiding. Red rain, red rain, it's calming to feel it drain. She closes her eyes, whispering her final words, red rain, red rain. things have just been really tense lately with EVERYTHING. i feel like i'm walking through hot coal on my tippy toes. i just want a break from life in general. i wanna get away. actually, even though my mom and i had a shitty relatioship in the past, i want a hug from my mom. i don't care what anyone says. there is nothing like a mom hug. i have to find a new place to live by the 15-30th of april, and it's hard because of shi

Life
DJ DARK COMMANDER Is up for auction!Auction Ends April 21st, 2009 @ 4pm EST!Bid & rate the pic Please!!!!!!!!!!!Click the pic below to bid!!! so here goses some of me singel dad fightting to have myy son full time been thow hell all my life and trying to get a holed on it but not easy at all now hiring lounge staff if you want a to join hit me up on yaoo dark_dark_knight_commander

The Human Spirit
First off: Let's discuss this new blog editor. Its not really "new" is a Javascript Toolkit called TinyMCE. I've used it in some of my web applications. I had suggested that TinyMCE be droped into Fubar back when it was still Lost Chery, A message I sent to both BabyJesus and Support. I'm a tad annoyed at the fact that I was ignored for my professional oppinion. But I'm also amused at the fact that TinyMCE was implemented anyway, because it shows that I was right. The meat of this meet: Throughout my life, and more so in recent years, I have discovered a commonplace, something I do, without realizing I do it. I call it a commonplace because for me it is common, or at least familiar. I help people. Borderline white knight's syndrome, I tend to offer advice, help, and support at times that it's needed, and usually when needed most as luck would have it.I have found that my place in life is to serve as exactly that. A helper, one who gives to those that are hardly able to return the fa

Wedding
I Recently got engaged to the man of my dreams after loving him secretly for years. We finally told each other how we felt and fell even deeper in love with one another. I never thought I could be so happy with someone as I am with him. We will be married July 13, 2009 and I am so excited about it. I cant wait to start my new journey with my new husband.

My Poem Written For Someone Special
the rain is my tears that can not fall, the thunder is my heartbeat, the lightening is my fury, i am an emotional disaster, where there is pain there is anger, where there is anger there is sadness, complicated the one word that is me. a dream is a fantasy that one creates in his mind, sometimes you are lucky and the dream you find, once you have it in your grasp, all you can do is pray that it lasts, when you find the one who has your heart, it is almost impossible to break it apart, how do you know if this is the other part of you? that its not an illusion and you end up a fool? sometimes a dream is what we are in search of, sometimes it is so full of love, and sometimes a dream is a fantasy full of lust, building up the passion feeling you will combust, filling your mind with such thoughts and desire, making you feel like your soul is on fire, do you try to fufill this dream?or go with the fanasy?or somewhere in between? a dream is a fantasy that one creates

I Love Her But Cant Tell Her
notice verra easy, how women gotta show the clevage if not more to get the attention of men..or women ;) love boobs dont get me wrong but its an immedate turn off for me as for as yea i wanna date u cuz u got a awesome rack..wheres the classy women at ..who lead on a good long drawn out tease as opposed to just puttin all the goods out there at first glance..guess thats why i find strip clubs boring as fuck..aside of conversation with the girls is the only ok part alot of them are pretty cool pplz..where does this end really..who am i to judge..im not just would like to see more women stun me with her wits and charm rather then her tits and ass..

Another Type Of Ass
Just got done talking with ~*Jessica*~ She's a piece of work. Some nice pictures, but when you talk to her she promises you "attention" if you buy her things off her Amazon wish list! Unbelievable. When I accused this little fool of likely being some scammer sitting in a cafe in Nigeria, "she" downrated my photo and profile and immediatly blocked herself. Stay away from this nimrod.

Sexy Scene One
We start off in a small bar having a couple of drinks and we are totally being obvious about our flirting. I have a nice pair of jeans on with a black sports jacket on and you have a short black dress on that shows off your nice ass and it's low-cut to show off your cleavage. You are teasing me by backing up into my lap and rubbing your ass against my cock. You take my hand and slide it up underneath the backside of your skirt and I feel you have a tiny thong on that feels lacy and feels like it has little tassels hanging off of it. You excuse yourself to go to the bathroom and while your gone this hot guy comes up to me and starts talking to me telling me how good you look especially how you're flirting with me. He says its totally obvious what your doing and he says its the hottest thing he has seen in along while. You come back and ask me who my new friend is and I introduce him to you. We can all tell that there is a major attraction going on between all of us. He suggests that we

H.o.r.n.y
I want pic suggestions and outfit suggestions for new pics that i'm gonna take in a few hours.. Both SFW and NSFW. Tell me your idea and if I use it, you will get a special pic of it with a salute. So come on people, this will be fun. Xoxo Annipoo

This Is Hilarious... Man I Feel Old! Lmao
I was born on a Wednesday and since my birthday...I've been living for 30 yearsI've been living for 361 monthsI've been living for 1,570 weeksI've been living for 10,994 daysI've been living for 263,873 hoursI've been living for 15,832,427 minutesI've been living for 949,945,651 secondsI've breathed more than 150,416,787 times!I've blinked my eyes more than 159,441,787 times!My heart has beaten more than 1,108,269,890 times! My facebook messages between this chick who thinks she knows me and myself... She told one of my friends she knew me and that she "fucked" someone i liked.. that is what started me talking to her.. I have not left anything out.. the emails are whole... WTF is she trippin on? lmao hmmm Between Bobbie Sue Acklin and You Dena Burmeister August 27 at 3:36pm I dont know how you think you know me, nor do i really care, but if you have something to say to me, i am adult enough for you to say it to me, not someone else... ARE YOU? !!!!Fuckin a dude

What I Get For Asking... "how Are You" In A Message...
Well this was a guy on "hotornot.com" if you are all familiar with it...but anyway...he said he wanted to meet me so I decided to send him a message...which simply said.. "How are you?"...and well this is what I get and it really makes me a bit queasy...but maybe it will make you laugh...Here it is copy and pasted exactly as he wrote it. "I am stuck at home with a chest infection and feeling all floaty, so feeling brave, or perhaps stupid would be a better description! I shall be upfront and honest from the start, best way to be. I am on here looking for a partner, but part of the reason I am doing so online is I have a quirk (or, kink, I guess, to be more accurate) that I want to explore but find difficult to bring up once I know someone or face-to-face early on. It is a little weird, but hey, life is too short to be too wound up about these things. So, please bear with me on this one and read it all and think about it before you consider running away from meHopefully we find each ot

From Love To Hate
We may not always realize that everything we do, affects not only our lives but touches others, too! For a little bit of thoughtfulness that show someone you care, creates a ray of sunshine for both of you to share. Yes, everytime you offer someone a helping hand... everytime you show a friend you care and understand... Everytime you have a kind and gentle word to give... you help someone find beauty in this precious life we live. Happiness bring happiness and loving ways bring love; and Giving is the treasure that contentment is made of.

Don't Do Drugs
I remember I was hammering on a fence in the backyard when Dad approached. He was carrying a letter or something in his hand, and he looked worried.I continued to hammer as he came toward me. "Son," he said, "why are you hammering on that fence? It already has plenty of nails in it.""Oh, I'm not using nails," I replied. "I'm just hammering." With that, I returned to my hammering.Dad asked me to stop hammering, as he had some news. I did stop hammering, but first I got a couple more hammers in, and this seemed to make Dad mad. "I said, stop hammering!" he yelled.I think he felt bad for yelling at me, especially since it looked like he had bad news. "Look," he said, "you can hammer later, but first--"Well, I didn't even wait to hear the rest. As soon as I heard "You can hammer," that's what I started doing. Hammering away, happy as an old hammer dog.Dad tried to physically stop me from hammering by inserting a small log of some sort between my hammer and the fence. But I just kept on ham

Why
ya my life people all i wanted was a man to love me that aint happening yet my baby father beat me alot ive been awayfrom him for a year and dude im wit now dont let me go out wit the girls or go have fun he wants me to b up his ass 24 seven but he only loves me when it benifits him like i tryed to give him a kiss last week he pushed me off who does that who? anywho im lost now cause i keep getting hurt and i hate it..................... were do i go from here???????????? im stumped if anyone one has feed back leave a comment

A Poem
What do you do when you made a mistake that somebody wont forgive you for, they wont even read what you have to say and they do they only turn it into excuse. i know i should move on, forget about it i mean come on it just somebody on the internet. i could go out and have some fun, do whatever i wanted. yet here i am at a rave, laughing with friends, dancing with my glow sticks and not once would i let another guy dance with me, not once did i hit back on a guy when he try to talk to me, all i could think about was getting home and hoping to god there be a message there. I go out to eat with friends after the rave, eating fast so i can make it home in time hoping there be a message there..waiting for me and for him to be still be up, i get more there was nothing...n o t h i n g, ahh my heart stinks...so to not think about him and care so much i drink my pain away. when i go to sleep , i try to sleep as long as i can because i hate the morning, i hate waking up knowing he wont speak to

1 Blog ...love Poetry.....! Blog ... About How To Please My Lover....
I'm 36 yrs old and I have been threw alot in my life and I have been in many relationships and I love the female body big and small but you got to have the cushion for the pushing with me,,lol,,I hear all the time that the reg woman wants a mans penis to be 9 inches or larger and thats fine and most of us men understand that and alot of us are gifted with it and prob 1/4 of them that don't know what to doing with it..lol.. The normal man is not so lucky the regular man size is Avg. 6 inches.. I know whats going threw your mind rt now.. your thinking hmm I bet he isn't going to say well...I'm better than avg but no porn star....lol... men like me had to understand if we was to be good in bed we had to learn to specialize in the female anatomy as in using our hands and oral and toys Toys are very important because we can make a woman cum ten times harder if we just listen to her and be playful . I had a woman say I used a toy on her better than she ever could ..lol.. Also we had to lea

Custom Images
Here is an example of what I can make for special ability defaults: thumb nail (what it shows as your default) and the bigger size when someone looks at your pictures! this is only an example of the unlimited possibilities that I can make! I can make pictures like this for all of the special abilities! Hit me up for more details (PRIVATE MESSAGE PLEASE) :) 2nd Example Example 3 FUPONY EXAMPLE THUMBNAIL FULL SIZE

The Real Me
I go through my life letting people in. I be who I am to the fullest extent. Sometimes my way out there personality will trip them out . Then everyone realize thats me.there is no doubt. I hope to meet people as real as I.Just because I go with it doesn't mean I believe people who lie...all the time. I always listen to what people have to say with no kind of doubt. If they turn out to be full of it I know i'm not missing out.

My Fav Quotes
I may dissect each little thing and put myself out there so much but at least that means that I still care. Oh! You've think you won because women are expendable to you. You may not get hurt or make an ass of yourself that way but you don't fall in love that way either. You have not won. You're alone. I may do a lot of stupid shit but I'm still a lot closer to love than you are.Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's y

'twas The Night Before Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas, He lived all alone In a one bedroom house, made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney, with presents to give And to see just who in this house did live. I looked all about, a strange sight I did see No tinsel, no presents not even a Tree. No stockings by the mantle, just boots filled with sand On the wall hung a picture of a far distant land. With Medals and Badges Awards of all kinds A sobering thought passed through my mind. For this house was different it was dark and dreary I found the home of a Soldier at once I could see clearly. The Soldier lay sleeping silent, alone Curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle the room in disorder Not how I had pictured a Canadian Soldier. Was this the Hero of whom I had just read Curled up on a poncho the floor for a bed. I realized the Families that I saw this night Owed their lives to these Soldiers who were willing to fight. Soon 'round the World th

Rocc Moment
ok people who know me and my love of the movie will know what i mean when i say im having a rocco moment here it goes buckle up bitch its gonna be a ride , ok gun control laws are a load of CRAP no criminal is going to pay them any notice and why should they prison is not a punishment anymore they are airconditioned hotels for the most part where is the punishment in going somewhere where you get fed have a bed and medical treatment you dont have to pay for for a few years where you can hang with people and make trouble bring back chain gangs work farms and road crews make them WORK for thier keep make them bust thier asses to live for thier full sentances time off for good behavior hell no they commited the crime of thier own free will pay the price why penalize law abiding citizens with absurd laws infringing our fundamental 2nd amendment right when we have done nothing wrong but obey the laws make criminals fear actually fear getting caught breaking the laws then you

Poetically Captivating
Volcanic Eruption Bonding our bodies with bondage,an oral fixation with crucifixion.Sly vulnerable vixen in foxy lingerie,mounted against the wall like a painting from Monet. Exposure of a virgin canvas with corruption of seduction,blindfolded love facilitates passion without interruption.Slithering snakes roam through dead cells of attraction,a slight tug initiates a desirable reaction. Neckline border control entices a detour,more time to ignite the dark places to explore.A warm sensational blow passes across your neck,soft lips press against the skin for you to eject. Your beautiful spoken identity rolls of my tongue’s tip,but not as effective as the wrap around your erected nip.A sweet arousing touch as hands caress you near,tip of tongue desire to brush against your perky pink spears. A mouth at risk of DUI after intoxicating lips of lust,

My Writing
im in a darkness. its in my mind and in my soul. i fight to take control. the storm is strong and deep within me. its like im drowning and no one can save me. i call out for help and no one can hear me. the desire to live is burning out. the madness holds me in like walls of a prison cell. i hear it laughing telling me just a little further now. the end feels near. you cant have fear. slowly killing myself. no one seems to care. just how far will they let me go before they have fear? the waves crash harder i cant see ill just float whatever comes shall be. i dont know where im going i know where ive been it feels like my soul travelled with the wind people come and they leave but does anyone really know me? times are hard troubles the come you feel like your empty but this story has just begun they say the eyes are the gateway to soul what do you see behind mine? these times are weary the storm rages on but one day the sun will burn and lift the darkness you see behind my eyes ju

Dhaka Girls Contact Me
Dear gilrs from Dhaka. Myself Shafiqeue , looking for my sexual match in Dhaka. Age between 24-34. No matter married,religion or nationality. I just need a GF to fuck with. Any girl looking for sexual love contact me freely. shafiquekamal@yahoo.com

Has Anyone Seen My Head?
You know I love to recount my travel stories, but honestly in real life I'm not a very good story teller. I've always been much more eloquent on paper and well now a keyboard. Here's the gist ... I love to travel and I'm not big on the glitz and glam or a 5 star hotel (though given the chance I wouldn't turn down a night). I love trains, hostels, getting lost (sometimes not so much, but we'll get to that later), random happenings and just utter and total chaos really. The next few stories will give you a little insight into how utterly unorganized I am in a completely organizational way and may even give you a few chuckles. Off you go and Enjoy :D The more I think about my adventures the more I'm convinced that I will forever stumble through my travels and I'm quite happy with that. First I must say that I am absolutely horrible with money, organization, and sticking to plans. I left home with an itinerary that only went as far as where I was going and when (kinda). It went a l

Welcome To Fubar!
Welcome to fu! First.. don't let the craziness of your first day or two turn you off.. I've been here for years, and made closer friendships with people than I have on any other site.. and I'm sure most who have been here for some time, would say the same. Here's a few tips (take em or leave em) to try to help make the first few days more enjoyable. First, there are two aspects to Fubar. The social side, and the "game" side. The social side is simple.. chat, get to meet people.. enjoy! The game side includes "leveling" You'll notice your name is green and you start at level 0. The first few levels pass pretty quick. Pretty much EVERY thing you do on Fubar gives you "points" and fubucks. The points are required for every level. Once you hit level 19, you'll then have "tasks" to complete to level. We'll go over those later. Starting out.. it can be rather hectic. If you go to "edit profile" or "edit" found either above or below your picture depending on how your page is set up..

Just Stuff.
Waiting for the night That I can escape From this hell of a life that i live day by day. Escape to your arms Away from the world Up above all else I wanna be your girl. Jump in the van The radio loud Roll the windows down Forget the crowd. Forget the pills Forget the cash Forget I'm nothing But a piece of ass.

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Top Photos!!!!
CAN SOMEONE PLZ TELL ME WHY IT IS THAT THE ONLY TOP PHOTOS THAT ARE POSTED ANY MORE ARE THE ONES OF TITS AND ASS? I MEAN DONT GET ME WRONG I AM JUST AS QUICK AS ANY GUY TO LOOK AT BOTH OF THEM BUT YA KNOW THERE IS MORE TO WOMEN(WELL SOME) THAN TITS AND ASS

Read My Blogs Plz
I have posted 5 other blogs and even posted the links on the bullitens..I dont know how else to get you all to read some things I have wrote , that mean so much to me. I look forward to hearing from you all about my other blogs. Thanks Dede

Drift Away
I look inside the mirror.. But I don't know who I see.. I smoke another cigarette. Then smile back the tears.. This contradiction seems to be The story of my life. I'm a simple man, with memories of Those long lost golded days.. I close my eyes and slowly drift away.. Mistakes I've made remind me. Of the roads I shouldn't choose. It never comes that easy when you've Nothing left to lose. I can't see the answers tell me why am I so blind? A tired man who'll make the best Of another lonely day.. I close my eyes and slowly drift away... I never thought I'd make it just on playing my guitar. Just a little smile always shelters me from pain.. Everytime I start to slide, I wish upon a star.. The sun comes up and dries up all the rain.. I'm an honest man who refused the shade On a hot and lonely day. I close my eyes and dream my life away.. Now I know that I can stop the rain.. I close my eyes and slowly drift away.. I close my eyes and dream my life

New Book Project & Recent Survey
I am killing 2 birds with 1 stone here: the first is an outline of my next book project; followed by a survey that was passed to me recently. I am being regularly asked about what book I will be working on next so I thought it warranted a new blog. Book number 6 will be called Backlash. I am not going to embark on a chapter-by-synopsis; I will just give you the basic premise instead: "Backlash." A cautionary tale and revenge-chase-thriller with a difference. Q. How do you change a content, placid man into a vengeful, ruthless murderer? A. Double-cross him, steal from him, destroy his life and put him into the position where he no longer has anything left to lose. That’s what Neil Gilbert did to his associate Rob Hadden. Neil has done it to so many other people in the past he made the mistake of thinking that Rob would be just like all the others. But Neil misjudged and underestimated Rob. He picked on the wrong man. Rob no longer

Military And War.....what's Your Thought?
Written by an Australian Dentist... You probably missed it in the rush of news last week, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is . So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. " An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as Native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghanistan. The only difference is that in Am

Im Crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, i dont know what to say on these things, but figured "what the hell!!! its almost 1230 at night & my kids are asleep, so why not come to lost cherry & see if i can pop it!!!"" lmao anyways, just wanted to say hey to all & huggs from me & my two little devils

Jack And Sally
Has anyone ever been so scared to be happy that they do anything to make there partner unhappy as well as your self to the point you drive them away on purpose. Im that girl...i met the most amazing man that i want to spend the rest of my life with and he feels the same and the harder i push away he grabs me...but im so scared b/c the only relationships i've been in were abusive one way or another. If there is anyone out like that email me or shout to me plz...i'd like to know how others coep with happiness. Angel_of_syns@hotmail.com corpse_bride@ LostCherry Jack and Sally are the perfect match..Tim Burton is the man, hes incredible. Who wants to help me plan my wedding, give me ideas and designs for a Jack and Sally wedding!

hi i would like evryone to feel free to comment on my gallerys and rip any you like sorry to say you wont see any adult but i do have some cool art You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Will Always Remember You!
In Loving Memory of Betty Gale Robinson Born on September 26,1951 Went to be with Jesus on April 19,1987 Our Mother was murderd by our father, the headlines read Murder, Suicide. Because after he shot her in the heart and the back of the head. he turned the gun on his self and pulled the trigger shooting himself in the side of his head. this as been the hardest thing for us even though in April it will be twenty years. theres never a day that we dont think of her theres not a day that goes by that we dont wish that she could of seen her grand children you know she has twelve right now and two twins boys on the way. and she never got a chance to see them, only one. the first one but she only got to see her a couple of times before she died. theres not a day that goes by that my heart dosent cry out to her we miss her so badly. theres not a day that she isnt on our mines . and in our hearts. we lost everything when we lost her. apart of us went with her and we grow up

How In The Hell Do I Get Over You!!
How can you just sit there looking at me and not feel a thing but when I see you with her I just cry. How can I just act like there’s nothing there and know that I still love you yet you don’t even act like you’re going to cry. Well I came to the conclusion you’re my first love and I will never get over you. But that’s okay because I do know that you have to love me too! You were the first boy I kissed and I don’t know if we will ever be together but if she doesn’t stay by to you I think I will just go over the moon But this is how I get over you I live day by day and that it sure maybe one day I will hit her but she knows she got it coming. These are the ways I get over you but maybe I won’t have to. If I do I will no we are through so bye baby I still and always will love you

Love
Love. To hell with it. All it ever does is fuck everything up. I am completely lost like usual. I try to hide it but only a few people knows I am lost by just looking at me. I have no idea what to do with everything really. I actually am right back where I was a year ago...great. Everyday I try to crack a smile, my feelings deep inside just gets worse and worse and I don't know what to do with my feelings. One reason why I'm wearing black everyday is because that's how I feel inside. Black is empty and dark. I really want to move on and forget about the past but I can't because the man who I loved and still love has made me the happiest woman in the world and hurt me so much that I am not myself again. I will never open my heart up ever again. I know I said that last time but this time it's for real. I'm tired and sick of being hurt. Everyday I see couples hugging, whispering sweet nothings to each other, laughing, and having the time of their life. It depresses me because I used to be

21st Century
now the begining to another long night, its currently 1:17 am. ide love to pretend id sleep, have someone to talk to, lay with, kiss, hold, but the truth is that im going to sit here,watch some law and order, smoke WAY to many ciggarrettes, and then finally conk out to do it all over again. the life of an average twenty year old male amazes me. the constant activity of teens and adolescent years brings the false identity of a fullfilling life. then you get the full time job, still the activity lays however a little more seldom now. then your pressured by your peers, schooling system, parents ( of course) as well as society around u to go to school for another 2 to 10 years. like the first 12 werent enough. after the futile attempt at something u didnt really agree with u decide that the working man is the one u admire and strive for. u buy all this useless materialistic lifestyl to fill the ongoing void of bordem and loneliness. as the bills pile up and the events come more few and far

We Want To Promote New And Indie Bands!!
We want to promote and play your music on our podcast. You can find it at www.pullingmypod.com. If you submit two or three mp3's along with a band bio they will be played and reviewed. You can also submit a show calendar and where to buy your music and we will pimp that too. Its free to play and free to listen so let us promote you. You can contact us at pullingmypod@bellsouth.net

My First Installment
Remember this is a rough draft so let me know what you think of it, and try not to be to over critical... Enjoy! Setting (Dream sequence already in effect) There he stood calf deep in a tub of water. His flesh still pink from the brushing it got at the hands of his Mistress. She now stands at the edge of the tub, as she pours pitcher after pitcher of water to thoroughly rinse his skin. She commands him to step from the tub, and onto the fluffy bath mat as to not get the floor wet. She says to him sharply, “spread your legs.” As she slap his inner thigh with a riding crape, his leg stiffens and he replies “yes, as you wish Mistress.” She snaps the crape across his chest this time. She reaches and pinches his now erect nipple, and says to him, “ You have got very responsive nipples.” His head falls back all the way as goose bumps form all over his body. I did not tell you to speak, and I did not ask you a question. I did however give you a command. You only speak

Ok Don't Laugh
Even though I'm a computer programmer, I'll be damned if I can find on this site where to sort people out based on thier distance from your location! I click browse and the same people always come up from California. Damn it.

My Depression
Silent tears fall. They hit the ground and break. My screams escape, for silent tears fall. Crimson blood pours, down from my wrists. No one ever noticed, for crimson blood pours. Fake smiles are made, to hide this frown, From all your put-downs, for fake smiles are made. This child,alone tonight. Daddies gone,and mommies late. They don't care,it is my fate, for this child,alone tonight. Hunger is always there. I will waste myself away. It's my disorder until my dying day. For hunger is always there. The music gets louder, to drown out the voices, Who make my choices, for the music gets louder. Mistakes are made. It's myself I blame. Now I cry tears of shame, for mistakes are made. Silent cries again. They're my "help cries". You can't hear above my lies, for silent cries again. Silence is made, 6 feet under,where I lay. Because of my mistakes, silence is made. I see a white door, and I want it to be black. The door is open, and

For Marines
We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protests they've shown. Fight for the stranger, Fight for the young. So they all may have, The greatest freedom you've won. Fight for the sick, Fight for the poor Fight for the cripple, Who lives next door. But when your time comes, Do what I've done. For if you stand

More Poetry
as a friend like no other, walk with me, not thy enemy , nor a brother.at your side to lift you when you may come to fall, reaching with a caring hand without any reservation at all.i shall be the wind, when not a slightest breeze will blow, look onto my eyes as you will surely know,walk with me.shall i shield you from all that should cause you pain, at your beckoned call witout refrain.through the darkness, leading you with a strong heart, and willing hand.walk with me, holding onto you when you have stood all you could stand, walk with me for only a glimpse of an angel in her shining light.a man would love for an eternity with all of his love and might. in all of her elegant beauty and grace.a smile glows from that beautiful face. eyes that of which i have never seen before. entranced by , drawn to wanting more.

Fire And Rain
Rain falls a steady percussion of hollow drops on the metal roof invoking a dreamy feeling firelight dances with shadows upon the walls in an intimate display pitch crackles as the fire burns hotter my hand in yours as you pull me to you to the sheepskin rug by the fire your clear blue eyes gaze into mine lips hovering just a whisper away electricity flows between us almost visible in it's intensity I sip the wine you poured feeling a heady rush sweet and warm our bodies so heated from the fires that rage inside and out your fingers curl around mine taking the glass as you lean close settling your lips gently on mine hands tangling in my hair kiss deepening as the rain and fire sing a lulling duet nothing else matters just this moment just this kiss just you and I

Results Of The Contest
FIRST PLACE: WITH 470 COMMENTS....A RATE OF 9.75 (133) - Get Your Own SECOND PLACE: WITH 1680 COMMENTS...A RATE OF 9.21 (67) - Get Your Own THIRD PLACE: WITH 374 COMMENTS..RATE 9.16 (55) - Get Your Own THANKS TO ALL THE GUYS THAT JOINED!! I KNOW SOME OF U ARE CONFUSED AS TO HOW U WERENT IN THE TOP 3 BUT I EXPLAINED IT BEFORE...I TOOK THE TOP 5 COMMENTED PICS AND WHOEVER HAD THE HIGHEST RATING WAS THE WINNER....COMMENTS MEANT ALOT...DONT GET ME WRONG BUT U NEED TO HAVE OTHER PPL VOTIN AS WELL...STAY TUNED FOR THE NEXT CONTEST!

My First Blog
well i might as well do my first blog, since everyone else has done one so here it goes. there is no real topic to my first ever one so i am just going to say hello to all that has added me, I hope you all have a cool weekend and anyone who who hasn't added me yet, why? why have you not added me yet? LOL see, its not a interesting one, but i had to lose my blog virginity and here it is! If anyone out there has myspace feel free to add me. my url for it is http://www.myspace.com/dharryn. I hope to see you on it sometime. take care all.

In The Beginning...
Today I met Hessian Princess ... She is more than meets the eye. If you are reading this, visit her and rate her well. I wish I knew what I am looking for. Have you ever had one of those days, where you're just not comfortable anywhere? When you wake up, you feel like you need to get up and move, because bed is the wrong place to be... and the person next to you isn't right either. So you get up, and do something... but whatever you're doing doesn't quite seem to cut it, so you hurry through and get in the shower. Come out and find yourself something to wear... but looking in the mirror just confirms that it's... "ok". Right, so off with the errands of the day. Errands are nice, mindless following of a list, that's easy enough. Then off to some function, where for some reason you feel just a little more rushed or un-centered than normal. At last you head out to do whatever it is you've been planning for that day... probably what's been on your mind all day... and even that doesn'

Random Thoughts
CAREFUL FOLKS!!!There are some sick fucks out there! another account i have, on another web site was tapped into by some obnoxious bastard. this MF decided that they would use my photos to beef up their porn site, w/o my permission! This of course makes me feel totally violated. therefore, i am leaving a warning to all of you that would be bothered by this, BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU SHARE ONLINE. ESPECIALLY PHOTOS!!! THESE DAYS ANTHING CAN LEAVE YOU FEELING THE SAME AS I DO, LIKE CRAP ANGRY VIOLATED.. LATER!-RIO i hate it...that's all....oh, nothing HEY ALL, SO MANY RESPONSES, I DO NOT HAVE TIME TO ANSWER ALL. SO I AM POSTING THIS BLOG TO THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU FOR STOPPING BY... ESP THOSE SPECIAL FEW (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!) THAT MADE MY BLEAK DAY. THANKS FOR THE KIND WORDS AND RATINGS! I CAME HERE NOT TO PIMP POINTS,EXCEPT THEY ARE FUN! BUT TO MEET SOME INTERESTING PEOPLE AS I HAVE!!! THANK YOU AGAIN GUYS!! ALWAYS OPEN FOR MORE, SO PLEASE REPOST!!! P.S. I NEVER FORGET THE OG

Happy Thanksgiving
I WOULD LIKE TO WISH ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY ON CHERRYTAP A HAPPY AND SAFE THANKSGIVING. THANKS TO ALL FOR ALL THE LOVE THAT YOU HAVE GIVIN ME. I REALLY DO APPRECIATE IT.. I WILL GET BACK TO THOSE I HAVENT GOT BACK TO..HUGS AND KISSES.....WITH LOVE LINDA;)

To All The Troups
To all the military overseas on this holiday. Thank you so much for all that you do, I know sometimes you dont hear it enough but what you guys do is awesome and amazing and I want to thank you. It means alot to me personally because I lost someone very special to me over there, but hes my hero and so are you. Without you guys we wouldnt be free. so thank you so much and try to have the best day ever !! god bless you all !!

Hidden Sexual Talent
Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are! What Is Your Seduction Style? Beer! Your sex life mostly resembles Beer. You are easygoing about sex and to you it’s about having fun more than showing your love for another. You aren’t very choosy about partners as long as you’re going to get some. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Katiadriel's Blog
Why ..... Do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are going dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleane

Poems
i carry it with me in my heart, it eats at my very soul. it fills a space within me, it makes my heart seem whole. it gives me wings when i am down, it uplifts me in time of grief. it gives me strength when i am weak, though at times it seems so brief. i cant see it with my eyes or hold it in front of me, yet i can feel it in my heart and recieve it tenderly. i can not cut it with a sword or track it with a hound, yet i always know when it is there without a single sound. distance has set our souls apart yet i feel as though we are one. this battle of emotions, i know i have definatly won. dead recollections Looking for a better day, Long I searched now dead I lay. Saw things that taught me to feel no pain, Tears fell down like torrential rain. Met alot of folks just trying to live life, Lost alot of loves even a wife. Observed the smile of a mirthful man, Catching the grace falling from God's right hand. Saw the pride of a homecoming soldier, happiness of a child

Poetry/songs I Wrote
It was the stupid green shirt I hated How you'd smoke your ciggarrettes in peace You and I so Ill-fated It was that goofy smile that set my soul at ease You couldn't be resisted Take part in the show A role I never knew existed Tell me lies I'm too naive to know Take my hand tell me you love me Away from the truth is where I'll be So many desecrations Too many fabrications Love lost, pain gained Collaborating souls If only it could have been maintained It was you who took me through many tolls Not knowing what will be faced So far away it can't be traced And I tried tried so hard To be what you wanted me to be I loved loved so hard I was blinded and couldn't see Those big blues eyes They took me on a run-around How was I supposed to know they'd be my demise I thought it was me you found It was you I lost So quicky you tossed Keep Running A time when I was so perfect You loved everything about me We laughed at everything and absolutely nothing

Best Ass Contest
im helping my friend promote his contest.. so plz!!!! help us out!!! heres the details: Contest is for Best Male Photo. I need you all to go into your list of Male friends and message me the picture you would like to enter into the contest. There will be a maximum of 32 photos. Contest will run Friday Dec 15th to Friday Dec 22nd. Please message me your photos before Friday. Rules 1. It can be any photo, cute/handsome face, sexy/muscular body, goofy/silly pics, anything you deem 'Best Male', just nothing explicit. 2. Contest is based on a combination of number of comments and number of rates. number of comments * number of rates / participants number of comments TIMES number of rates DIVIDED by number of contest participants 3. Insults on other participants will not be tolerated. 4. Participants are not allowed to vote or comment on themselves. 5. Comment as many times as you want. Unlimited Comments Picture Submission Directions Rip the picture you want

Deep Thoughts......by Bending Paris
Guys and Girls!!! Please go comment bomb my pic so I win the contest!!! Most comments wins!! You can type anything!!! Love ya all!!! xoxxo click here to go to page!! Thanks!! Lots of thanks!!! xo

Battle Of The Sexes
Tonight from 8pm - 2am Est time Club Illuisa will host the "BATTLE OF THE SEXES" Its gonna be a Guys vs Gals SNOWBALL FIGHT! COme Join the Team Leaders DJ Clandestine and DJ Shylo for and all out WAR!!! Just Click The Pic To Join Us!!!!

Poem
Walking on the side with you Of a day of light from the sun, Of no clouds in sight, just clear skies, There is no wind in sight to feel with your fingertips, The grass is greener, The sky is more blue. The sun is brighter, The earth is showing your beauty and how you look when everything is still, It's the way it should be, Your Beautiful and you give clear blue skies and mother nature is in your control For everyday Walking on the side with you is all I can do.

Thinking
**Warning** The following COULD cause you to think. If you don't feel like thinking, don't read any farther... However this is not aimed at anyone in particular. I just had some time to think tonight. I have been thinking of things We say. There are smart things, there are dumb things, there are things that are right and there are things that are wrong. Sometimes the right thing is also the dumb thing. How about the wrong thing being the “smart” thing at the time? Think about the dumbest things you have ever said … When you REALLY look back, they were probably said in the heat of emotion. “I hate you.” “I need another drink.” “I quit.” … “I love you.” If you had one question that would work in almost EVERY situation even where there isn’t a right or wrong answer would you use it? STOP now if you don’t want to see it. Here it is: “Based on my past experience, current situation and my future dreams and goals, is (fill in the blank) a WISE thing to do. “ It works 99.9% of the

Random
To Women Everywhere from a Man Who's Had Enough Learn to work the toilet seat. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us bitching about you leaving it down. If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't expect us to act like soap opera guys. We like to see your ass in tight pants. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us. We refuse to answer. If we tell you the truth our ass is in the dog house. Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then you're stuck with her. But we don’t like to look at all that shitty hair on your legs! Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect present yet again! You’d be better off buying your own damn gift. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear.

Robert List
i am in a valentines contest starts on feb 9 to the 14th so vote for me ok lol vote please hi ladies i am writeing this because i want to find a woman somewhere out there that wants a relationship if you want to try me email me back if not dont worry i will still be your friend i am 31 years old divorced and also my ex-wife left me for a bi sexual man ok she cheated on me with him and now i am heartbroken for 3 years now i havent dated for that long so please i begg of you got out with me i am a gentleman i am always true and i dont lie either and i like to have fun too also i will be on american idol next year in 2008 tryouts in july 2007 ok lol

The Drama
Well folks I got up this wonderful morning and got an email from user Dave loves Melissa in which the subject was hi guy and the body is as follows: “get off my girls stie my girls is blocking you on i blocking you have a good day…” now bear in mind that I don’t even know who these ppl are.. Never visited their sites and thought to my self hmmm. What the hell is going on here, then I decided to take a look at their respective sites and realized that their was some drama going on…. So I then tried to message this guy to let him know that there was nothing going on between his girl and I, seeing that we have never meet, conversed, imed or anything like that, but numnuts did a hit and run, made his comments and then blocked me, so this is why I decided to post this blog, folks we need to ask our selves why are we on cherry tap in the first place, which in my case is to meet new ppl, and have fun with the new friends I have made…. Hey I don’t like to put anyone on blast but there comes a

Just Me Being Mushy
As i look at the stars i see your eyes looking back at me Now i know that where ever i go you will be looking back at me So now we will never be apart as long as you are in my heart and my thoughts

Thanks Tim
hi to everyone thanks tim for inviting me to cherrytop. i met tim on another site or should i say he added me to his friends list on yahoo. from there we have become good friends. im here just looking for friendship nothing more than that im in a long term relationship feb 15 2007 will be a year. i have 2 children ages 10 and 7 yrs old. they live with dad due to personal reasons. but i just wanted to say hello to everyone and thanks again for letting me join.

Only Time Will Tell
Your Famous Last Words Will Be: "Nice doggy." What Will Your Famous Last Words Be? Only Time Will Tell Our faith so deep, and love so strong I wonder where it all went wrong For we had all the answers then Not sure why, they came and went The times spent together all these years Separated from you , I never feared That I would someday be sitting here Wondering why I shed these tears We failed at this so miserably Please God, take me from this misery Good times and bad, we didn't succeed To stay together, forever it seems Love was in the air back then Our relationship we cannot mend We grew apart as time passed on Not quite sure though, what went wrong You went your way, I went mine All things considered, that was fine I don't know exactly when it happened But we were unhappy and now its ended As time does pass within my life I will remember us as man & wife The pain will ease for me someday Right now it hurts for me to say My love,

Random Thoughts!
I HAVE NO CLUE WTF I AM DOING I JOINED CUZ OF A CLOSE FRIEND SO IF I DON'T RESPOND TO MESSAGES RIGHT AWAY FORGIVE ME I HAVE NO CLUE HOW TO EVEN ADD PEOPLE OR TALK ON HERE SO ANY SUGGESTIONS WOULD BE WELL APPRECIATED!!!

How I Boost My Bicep-development
Well, in case you wonder how i grew those pretty big biceps... Here's a detail of my workout that is a perfect method for gaining size and strength. Did you know, that the muscle tone increases during sexual activity? When i was an adolescent, i noticed that doing pull-ups made me hard. And every time i reached the point where my arms burnt like hell and i actually couldn't do only one more pull-up, well i had an orgasm. It was an orgasm that was triggered by extreme strain. And then, during that orgasm, i was able to do 3-5 more pull-ups. I did not even feel my own weight then, as if that orgasm supplied me with super-human strength - well, as long as it lasts anyways, lol. So what i am doing now is going the other way around. It all bases on the fact, that few reps with a very heavy weight give the muscle a strong impulse to grow. So i do my normal bicep-routine which is concentration-curls with about 60-70lbs. Then it's orgasm set time. Either me or a very good friend