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It's All A Mind F**k
Something my grandfather taught me, "It's all a mind fuck. If you mind you're fucked. If you don't mind, they're fucked. I have seen way too much int he short ass time ive been on this earth and i have found that this simple phrase has got me thru so much.

Oakley Sunglasses Military/government Discount
I was recently walking through a mall about to purchase a some bad ass sunglasses, when the associate informed me of a websight that offers special pricing for government and military employees. If you are a UNIFORMED GOVERNMENT EMPLOYEE you can get a up to 75% off Oakley sunglasses and products. This discount is avaliable for all military, legal departments, and even the United States Postal Service. If interetested "shout" me or send me a message and I will give you the sight. The sight is a official sight of Oakley and not a sub contracted sight.

My Poetry
I’m sorry I brought you out of the pit to make you see the world I gave you a place to be warm to give you the strength to live I’m sorry for the pain of what I must do I’m sorry for the faith that I had given you I taught you to listen to the voices all around you I made you talk so that you may cry I’m sorry for the pain of what I must do I’m sorry for the faith that I had given you I sent you out of my life so that you may have one of your own I forgot your memory to make room for the ones I am making I’m sorry for the pain of what I must do I’m sorry for the faith I had given you A Cry in the Night Rolling, Tossing, Turning As the night goes ever deeper into darkness You sink into a deeper sleep Not hearing a cry in the night Screaming, Shrieking, Crying As the days drift along so sinfully long You fall faster into a zombie like appearance Not seeing a cry in the night Fading, Disappearing, Dying As the

This Is For You....
THIS IS A BIG THANK YOU TO EVERY ONE OF YOU WHO RATED PICS, STASH, RATED, FANNED AND ADDED ME, SENT ME BLING, SENT ME FUBUCKS, TOOK SCREEN SHOTS, PIMPED ME OUT IN YOUR SHOUT BOXES, MADE BULLY'S AND SENT YOUR FRIENDS TO MAKE MY HAPPY HOUR A SUCCESS... Compliment Comments at CommentBlast.com SUPERFLYCHICKEN.COM Yeah I know it's generic :( but I can't do the pretty ones...AGain, thank you all so much...

The Rules To Being Human
The Rules for being Human When you were born, you didn't come with an owner's manual; these guidelines make life work better. 1. You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's the only thing you are sure to keep for the rest of your life. 2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called "Life on Planet Earth". Every person or incident is the Universal Teacher. 3. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of experimentation. "Failures" are as much a part of the process as "success." 4. A lesson is repeated until learned. It is presented to you in various forms until you learn it -- then you can go on to the next lesson. 5. If you don't learn easy lessons, they get harder. External problems are a precise reflection of your internal state. When you clear inner obstructions, your outside world changes. Pain is how the universe gets your attention. 6. You will know you've learned a lesson when your actions c

Virgo Mythology
To be free is a hunger that we all possess and a dream that seems too great to achieve. Religiously waking in this mortal world with the bonds of reality is the nightmare. Wandering everyday among the mortals we become as them. Strangled with our own needs tugging against the noose for our wants. Choking ourselves with our own sanity. Ever wanting to be released and never willing to go the distance. We are our own victims. Till the day we really can be free. The grave does not try to frighten. It offers the only alternative to the devices we have put on ourself. It promises the resolve of no restraints. Fear it, huh, I welcome it Blue Whore® We often identify Virgo with Persephone. She was the daughter of Zeus' sister Demeter (goddess of agriculture and guardian of marriage) and Zeus (making Zeus Persephone's uncle and father). One spring day, Persephone picked flowers and Hades (Zeus' brother, Persephone's uncle, and god of the underworld) espied her f

Me Me Me.........
Just sending this out to let everyone know i'm moving back to Texas my last day here is the 26 then i'm gone i just wanted to say that i have made lots of friends and i will miss you all but i'll still be online and i'll still have my cell. so i'll see you when i get back online..my friends from the springs i will miss seeing and hanging out it's been fun. you all take care i'll miss you.....

Random
So I was sitting here being bored out of my mind, Thinking about my Baby turning 2 in sept. when a memory of when she was born popped into my head and I thought I would share it. :) My Memphiss was born Sept. of 2006 at 7:30 pm. The labor was short and sweet(well as sweet as labor can be :s) My family was in the waiting room of course. Well shortly after I had her, and they had cleaned her up a little (mind you they had NOT bathed her yet) and wrapped her in a blanket, My brother and his wife came in and of course they wanted to see their new niece. I handed my daughter to my big brother, and he went and sat on the couch, while I talked to the Dr. and my BF. All of a sudden I heard a something that sounded like someone smelling something, then right after that I heard a gagging sound :s I turned and saw my brother gagging and looking kinda sheepish.....I was like "did you just sniff my baby?" and he kinda smiles and says "I was looking for the new baby smell" I about died of laughte

Tired Of Sleeping Alone
EVERYNIGHT I SLEEP ALONE I CRAWL INTO A BED THAT WAS SAPOSSED TO BE WARM AND HAPPY AND COMFY AND NOW ITS COLD AND LONELY MIGHT AS WELKL BE A BE4D OF ICE SO THIS IS MY INVITATION TO ANY HOT SEXY STUD THAT WNTS TO JOIN ME OR HELP ME WARM IT UP AND MAKE ME HAPPY IM WAITING im lonely bored and i need to be rescued where are all the hot guys at look at me im being told im gorgeous but it doesnt matter i guess cause ive been alone for over a year and im sooo tired of it so to all the hotties im single and available scoop me uo before i get tooo old

Word Play, Puns & Jokes
Life's Persisting Questions mark as unread 1. DON'T SWEAT THE PETTY THINGS AND DON'T PET THE SWEATY THINGS. 2. ONE TEQUILA, TWO TEQUILA, THREE TEQUILA, FLOOR..... 3. ATHEISM IS A NON-PROPHET ORGANIZATION. 4. IF MAN EVOLVED FROM MONKEYS, WHY DO WE STILL HAVE MONKEYS? 5. THE MAIN REASON SANTA IS SO JOLLY IS BECAUSE HE KNOWS WHERE ALL THE BAD GIRLS LIVE. 6. I WENT TO A BOOKSTORE AND ASKED THE SALESWOMAN, "WHERE'S THE SELF-HELP SECTION?" SHE SAID IF SHE TOLD ME, IT WOULD DEFEAT THE PURPOSE. 7. WHAT IF THERE WERE NO HYPOTHETICAL QUESTIONS? 8. IF A DEAF PERSON SWEARS, DOES HIS MOTHER WASH HIS HANDS WITH SOAP? 9. IF SOMEONE WITH MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES THREATENS TO KILL HIMSELF, IS IT CONSIDERED A HOSTAGE SITUATION? 10. IS THERE ANOTHER WORD FOR SYNONYM? 11. WHERE DO FOREST RANGERS GO TO "GET AWAY FROM IT ALL? 12. WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU SEE AN ENDANGERED ANIMAL EATING AN ENDANGERED PLANT? 13. IF A PARSLEY FARMER IS SUED, CAN THEY GARNISH HIS WAGES? 14.

My Schedule For Fu-weddings
Private message me if you would like for me to do the Fu-Wedding. :) Below is my schedule and PLEASE SEE THE COMMENT AREA in case I cant be here on a day! *ALL TIMES ARE Eastern Standard Time* Thank you much! Sunday-9am to 10pm Monday-9am to 10pm Tuesday-9am to 10pm Wednesday-9am to 10pm Thursday-9am to 10pm Friday-9am to midnite Saturday-ALL DAY

Poems
across the miles you touched my life, opened my eyes, and filled my empty heart- strangers, yet friends, our spirits reach out, always touching, never apart- - you in the east, me in the west, never together, never apart- - Carol Miller I ache for your touch. I long for your tender embrace, I want to feel that one kiss, To feel you holding me, Feeling your lips against mine, To know your heart beats in time with mine. I want to know if you care, If you love, If you dream, If you long for a kiss as well as a touch, I want to know if your heart longs for mine. Deborah Grijalva I knew your dreams Because we used to talk For hours at a time. I knew your friendship Because you were always there When I needed your comfort. I knew your pain Because you trusted me enough To share your past with me. I knew your fears Because you helped me To see that mine were the same. I knew what was important to you Because you were always So h

My Poems
oh woman of the eyes of an angel i can not help but gaze into your eyes and every time i peer into those eyes i see a bright future yet i also see my downfall and yet my heart longs for you to gaze at me with your emerald angelic eyes i long to be with you but alas i can not have you and i can not stop this feeling in my heart i long to be yours but you have another and yet my heart will always be yours oh angel eyed woman my soul is like a broadsword strong and sharp.it burns bright like the eternal flames.i warn you do not mess with my soul it can cut and it can burn.like a desolate plaine my soul is vast and empty my soul burns with my pain.is there no way to extinguish it?am i being attacked?or is it just all in my mind?the answer i do not know.BUT I WILL NOT GIVE UP I WILL KEEP FIGHTING TO FIND THE ANSWER THE ANSWER TO MY SOUL!!!!!!!

Cherry's Chat
I have a total jacka$$ for a boss. He puts me down everyday I see him now. One day he even yelled at me in front of a client calling me dumb. He makes me feel retarded everyday of my life to a point where I come home and cry most days now. I'm starti go into a total depression over this and I freaking hate it. I have got to a point where I snap at my hubby and my parents over something so small and I dont mean to do it. Can anyone help me out with this. I have talked to the other mangers and they seem not to care and I have called the main branch and told them and they said they will talk to him at work today. They came in and looked around and that was about it and left without saying a word to him or me. Man I hate my job. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > SWEET AS CHERRYPIE IS HOSTING HER FIRST AUCTION ITS FREE!!!! > > > > > This is my first auction so lets see how it goes. > 1.) I need a pic of your choice. > 2.)I need what you want for your auctio

God Damn You Goddess!
Instructions......(I was tagged by Goddess) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Well, I don't talk about it much, but I do have Lupus. 2. I love women's boobs. 3. I play drums. 4. I posed for Playboy 5. I am divorced 6. I have a cat that weighs 20 lbs. 7. I paint. 8. I garden in the nude 9. I am a sarcastic bitch. DUH. 10. I have a weakness for penis. Now I am going to get kicked in the taint. Lord Spinoza Murk Kevin And that is it, anyone else would be too mad at me to do this survey. Goddess you are a bitch. LOL. Which is as it should be. Steve Mariucci, go: "Matt Millen has changed 58 coaches already, and

I'm Back
Wanted to say hi to everyone and say thanks for not forgetting me . I have been off line for a while now . I have alot of things that have changed since I was last on. I have moved and am now living in Texas. I have moved out here to start a new life .We all need a new start every now and than and this is it for me . I hope everything is well for all of you . Thank you again for not forgetting about me .Have a great day . Tom

Stupid Assed Mutha F**kers!!
Well I'm pissed off and mad as hell! We goto the mountains 4 a nice camping trip. This is a permit campsite. It is one of those places that u pack everything in n take everything out with you. One of those places that you have to dig a hole 4 your poo! Where there is no running water (besides the rivers n creeks)..... We are sad 2 see so much disrespect at 4 of the campsites we looked at. The 1st one left their garbage in a bag tied 2 a tree. Thats great, if you plan on taking it with you. But no, they left it up there to be ripped open by all the woodland creatures! (fucktards). The other 2 just left all their burnable n non-burnable garbage in the makeshift fire pits. (2 fucking lazy 2 take it out with them!) The last one we chose, because it had enough room 4 up 2 40 peeps. Well, lets start with the spraypainting of trees or carving into them or heck, lets not look 4 branches, lets just cut down the small green ones! (GRRRRRRRRRRR)!! Oh lets not forget all the

Thing I've Learned From Children
the following came from a mother in Austin Texas(honest&no kidding) things she learned from her children 1.A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq.ft house 4inches deep 2.If you spray hairspray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades they can ignite 3.In a crowded restaurant , a 3 yr olds voice is louder than 200 adults 4.If you hook a dog leash over a cieling fan,the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound boy wearing batman underwear and a superman cape 5.when using a cieling fan as a bat you have to throw the ball up a few times to get a hit 6.the glass in windows9even double pain)doesnt stop a baseball hit by a cieling fan 7.when you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh" its already to late 8.brake fluid mixed with clorox makes smoke and lots of it 9.certain leggos will pass through the digestive tractof a 4 yr old 10.play doh and microwave should not be used in the same sentence 11.super glue is forever 12.no matter how muc

Funny Facts
The Death of Santa Claus There are about 2 billion children of the age 18 or below in the world, but since Santa Claus will ignore those believing in Islam, Hinduism, Judaism and Buddhism (except Japan), therefore according to the data from Census, the workload of Santa Claus includes only 15% of all the children, i.e. 378 million. According to statistics, there are on average 3.5 children in each family, so if we assume that there is at least one good child in each family, then Santa Claus has to go to 108 million families. Thanks to the self rotation of the earth and different time zones, if Santa Claus starts his journey from the East, and goes along to the West, then he would have around 31 hours of Christmas to finish his job. In this period, he must visit 967.7 families per second, i.e., putting the gifts in the stockings, placing the remaining gifts under the Christmas Tree, climbing up the chimney, jumping on to the sleigh and depart for the next family. For simplicity,

Vids
from my beautiful baby shannon ♥ how long have I been in this storm so overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form water's getting harder to tread with these waves crashing over my head if I could just see you everything will be alright if I'd see you the storminess will turn to light and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright and everything will be alright I know you didn't bring me out here to drown so why am I 10 feet under and upside down barely surviving has become my purpose cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface if I could just see you everything will be alright if I see you the storminess will turn to light and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright and I will walk on water you will catch me if I fall and I wil

Once Agine Auction
Help Stop Child Abuse If you want to end this tragedy please join in this to show your support. Just R/F/A everyone and if you have them then rerate and leave them a comment "Stopping Child Abuse". After you do that then let Soulja Gurl know after you have rated her folder to recieve a tag.Once you have R/F/A added everyone you will be added to the bulletin Start with this picture first: Tag imikimi - Customize Your World Soulja Gurl Soulja Gurl )@ fubar Tigerprincess Tigerprincess@ fubar (repost of original by 'Tigerprincess~Owner of Love Shack~25 to life~' on '2008-09-22 11:03:18') here i am up for grabs if u wanna you can own for for one month here is the link dont miss out on you chance to own me come put ur bids in

My Twisted Mind
when I wake I wonder what the day holds and hope for the bestbut expect the worst.When my mind races I wonder what makes me tick most of my thoughts are good and at times my head gets full of dark thoughts. Try to get the dark thought to go away but they end up getting pushed back into the furtherest places in my mind.It takes the heavy music to put me into a place of peace ppl wonder why is that when ur mind runss a million mile per second and u cant stop even on a peaceful day.U can find peace in a chaotic momment.I know I worry some of my friends when I get to bad place but I dont mean to worrie ppl.It does away as fast as it comes to mind. That is my twisted mind. The Karny is where the outcast and freaks of nature meet and chill to find that bond that connects us all.We love to augh and have a big grin when we see something crazy and twisted.We all seem like pyschopaths but we allshare the same things in common it can be the music it can been the love of all things odd and freaky

Bad Girlfriend
My Girlfriend's a dick magnet My Girlfriend's gotta have it She's hot, can't stop, up on stage, doing shots, Tip the man he'll Ring the bell, get her drunk she'll scream like hell. Dirty girl, gettin' down, dance with guys from outta town. Grab her ass, actin' tough. Mess with her, she'll fuck you up. No one really knows if she's drunk or if she's stoned, but she's Comin' back to my place tonite! She likes to shake her ass she grinds it to the beat She likes to pull my hair when I make her grind her teeth I like to strip her down she's naughty to the end You know what she is, no doubt about it She's a bad, bad girlfriend! Red thong, Party's on, Love this song, sing along. Come together, leave alone, see you later back at home No one really knows if she's drunk or is she's stoned But she's coming back to my place tonite. I say No one really knows just how far she's gonna go, But I'm gonna find out later tonite She likes to shake her ass she grinds it to the be

Let The Market Crash
i believe the market should fall...no bail is needed all the bail out will do and help are the rich!! let the ceos of the big corps bail themselves out ...they make at least 8 figures, so let them take care of their own..why should the govt bail them out when joe shnoe who owns a tiny bar, or bowling alley or whatever wont get bailed out from the govt if he were to fall!! SO AGAIN LET THE MARKET CRASH, AND HAVE THE CEOS BAIL THEMSELVES OUT!!! why the bail out because those in power/ govt are the ones who need it due o they would lose money themselves and from their supporters!! WHO CARES!! if this bail out plan works who pays for it,,the lower half ie middle class with higher taxes!! the plan wont work..you still lose 1 and a 1/4%... SO LET IT FALL!! there is a new american tea party....kinda like the boston tea party........look for their website...new america tea party.com, or american tea party.com!! they just started, and if you disagree with this bail out plan..the

Tattoo's
Dragon Done 2. Personal Symbol 3. KmK Crown - Back side of lower L. Arm 4. Redo/Addon to Pentacle/Hatchet man (Double Lines, Fillin Spots, Add MMFWCL4L * WC4L * Blessed Be) 5. Ankh - Unknown 6. Eagle - Back between Shoulders 7. Power Words (Rune) - Lower R. back 8. The Seven Deadly Sins (Rune) - Lower L. Back 9. "The BullDog" - R. Top Breast 10. "Reverend BlackKlaw" L. Top Breast 11. BullDog Head w/ Crossed Flags (Confederate & Colorado) - R. Breast 12. Leprachon - L. Breast 13. Black & Red Butterfly - Unknown 14. "Dedicated to the Butterfly" - Unknown (Under the Butterfly) 15. Elemental Card Hand - Unknown (4 Aces w/ Joker Spades - Fire Diamonds - Earth Hearts - Water Clubs - Air Joker - Spirit) 16. POW/MIA Flag - Lower R. Leg 17. Stewie Head (Family Guy) In Picture Frame - Top Upper L. Leg 18. Bart Head (Simpsons) In Picture Frame - Lower Upper L. Leg 19. Bender Head (Futurama) In Picture Frame - Top Lower L. Leg 20. Rodger Head (American Dad) In Picture

Dark Fantasy Friday/public Masturbation
Dark Fantasy Friday......public masturbation imikimi - Customize Your World Ever think to yourself...I just need 5 minutes...that's all it'll take. I walk outside to my car at lunch time and have myself a quickie lunch of self loving. Climb into my car, lower my panties or unzip that zipper and get started....lol Shimmying up that skirt so my panties are showing....remembering how my fingers felt that soft lace as I was putting them on this morning? Rubbing it gently between my fingers, it almost felt like pure silk. Imagining how it would feel against my pussy lips,I felt a familiar stirring in my groins....dampness already making it's presence known as my fingers slide the sheer fabric aside.... Glancing around to see if anyone is nearby, my fingers slip inside, toying with that g-spot til I feel it growing fuller. Delving deeper...wanting to feel that pressure building yet wanting to keep it at bay. Breathing pattern is changing with each rub across my cli

Shay's World
Passion boils behind her eyes Her hips have a gentle sway There’s torment of seduction In every word she will say Her more than ample bosom Spills from her strapless dress Framed by auburn locks of hair Inviting every mans’ caress When she walks into the room No man can help but stare A vixen walks among them She’s the goddess with red hair Taunting in a southern drawl With just a hint of teasing She’s carefully constructing Every word she says, as pleasing Women stare with jealous eyes Their husbands spilling drool This wicked witch has cast a spell That proves every man a fool She looks out at her sisters feeling deeply their disgust Wishing she could give to them This curse she knows as lust You told me you loved me. But then you walked out of my life. You were like a lifeline. Go ahead, pick it up. But the line is already dead. You said you wouldn't turn your back on me. But where are you now? You walked out of the

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What I Want
As the new year approaches, I'm setting my sights on what I want outta the new year. And I want a man who looks and me, and goes, I've waited my whole life for you. Not tryin to be cheesy or anything, but being absolutely truthful. I want to be someone's ideal, not what they look at and go, "you're not my usual type, but we'll give it a try". I want a man who doesn't want to change anything about me, and can accept all of me, the good and the bad. I want someone who appreciates that I have had children, and will never achieve the "perfect" body. I want someone who gets my sense of humor, and can share in my silly little jokes. I'm tired of being someone's second best. I want to be their first choice. And have them be mine as well. I want to be able to look in their eyes and see our futures, and not have to worry. I know that love and life are a risk. I've already had my heart broken and broken a few myself. I need someone who can respect my need for independence, yet at th

Random.
so who would like to make a salute for me hehe. i went on some pages and seen that people salute their friends and all. i want one, pretty please with edible panties on top lmao. =D Love You. Do certain people just not care how others feel at all? Many guys whom I have either met or showed interest in me, hurt me. What's the sense in hurting someone mentally, seriously?!!? I know I am a good girl, is that so bad, to be good or try to be good to impress someone? I give my all, I guess I wear my feelings on my shoulder and I am too understanding because I end up letting guys walk all over me. I let them sweet talk me without trying to get to know them first as a friend. But c'mon, I am a very understanding girl and no matter who does me wrong, you know what; I understand. I don't let it go easily, but I do understand. It just really hurts when I am being taken advantage of. Yeah you all will say to get over it or the guy was a jerk or just whatever. This isn't me blogging

Sbgs ~ Your Cure To The Monday Blues
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Tantalizing1
Plz just rate the one pic. trying to help out a friend. link is below..Thanks so much. http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2899366408 A SMILE IS A SIGN OF JOY. A KISS IS A SIGN OF LOVE. A LAUGH IS A SIGN OF HAPPINESS. AND A FRIEND LIKE ME-WELL THATS A SIGN OF GOOD FK'EN TASTE I walk this path As I walk this path each day Though the same path The paving stones face a different way Some days it leads me to a land full of love A land where people are happy Where love and peace is everywhere Other days it leads me to a land I hate This lands full of hurt, pain and tears Here you will see no smiles or love Each day as I awake I pray that maybe just maybe Today I will go to a different place, a place I like, a place where I can love So as I lay my head down tonight I close my eyes and imagine this place This place I love and can stay.

Random Thoughts. . .
if i have multiple personality disorder, and i threaten to commit suicide...would that be considered a hostage situation? if barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her friends? if i were god, and i didn't believe in myself...would that be blasphemy?

March 10 '09
I was feeling on edge today even though I had posted some stuff this past weekend. Venting some frustration about how people treated me. Strangers that have no respect for others as if they are more in the way rather than how they wanted to be treated. Now that I keep encounter shit that reminds me of how messed up stuff can be. I try to be strong when I get pushed down by being angry with my self esteem. Not feeling so safe about myself when I go to work or out just hanging around. I know posting some blogs is more for the author rather than the reader. Considering the type of social networking site this was made. I think the notion that people come up to someone with can be confused by lust or a goal to try to be the hottest. I don't try to invest any type of money into this stuff cause its flaky. It does nothing to better us nor does it make me feel any better to prove that I am better than you. I think my goal is to just be me. Wondering what people think about me c

Funny Stuff From Me To You .. Not For The Squeemish
this is from one of my buds -- i died on the floor laughing loll Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety. WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded 2 AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs.?? AWESOME!!!? Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Julie what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave! Okay, so I was home alone with this new toy, thinking

I Realise!
I realised last nite, how horrible of a person i have been =*( I realised that i have been totally and complelty selfesh. It took my fiance to say we need a break and actually taking that break from me to see what i was doing wrong=*( Yea it hurt like hell and made me cry for hours but it was for our own benifit. I know she is comming back to me, i know she loves me so much and wants to be with me, but i was completely selfesh to her and i thought i wasnt =*( but i was wrong and i see that now. And i hurt her, and thats something i never ever ever!!! EVER want to do again and i wont! I always wanted to be the damn center of attention and i cant belive i was like that! i hated those types of girls with a passion and here i was being one of them *splaps him self hard* i deserve that from my fiance, but she isnt here to do it =*( . But baby girl, i see now how horriblke i have been i wont be like that anymore!! Im sorry baby gril

Emotional Baggage
Its 6 a.m and how alone you've been Raging clock tells you its life's chance again Life's chance to break you and leave you alone Life's chance to push you away from your throne This seat you consume through solitude and shouts The perch that you reign more strongly through doubts Constantly a victim to the daily grind There's no slowing down when trapped in your mind Constant tremors splashed with the past Riddled with memories of joys that don't last Their faces they fade like erosion on shore No matter who's there you'll always need more A lovers sweet lips or their warmest embrace Might never awaken your smiling face For what burns in you is darker than hate Sadder than sorrow and crueler than fate A familiar stench of loneliness creeps out of the abyss Will the shadows consume you or shall you resist Fight back with all you may be holding inside Please show me your goodness for I have nothing to hide I am emotionally burned and physically scared But wont you come in must you ma

My Dream Came True!
When i created this fubar page i remember i was single and just got out of a horrible relationship. I didn't think i would ever be truly happy. Then November 9th 2007. I met Gerardo. We fell for each other so fast! We got engaged Feb. 3rd. 2008. Later on we found out i was pregnant. Our little boy was born and every since, i look forward to getting up in the morning and seeing what he is going to discover. He is so smart and learns quickly. He is almost 9 months old and stands by himself without help! Im proud of our little boy and can't wait to see what he does next. He never sits still so i am always on my toes. I have been blessed and im with the most wonderful man of my life and we have an amazing son. This is the life i always wanted. And i finally got it. I thank God everyday for giving me this, and letting me understand that i wasnt with the right person to achieve my dream. Now i have a hard working man who doesnt want me to work because of my disability, and he always makes su

Do I
Well those of you who already know my predicament have given me advice, I am looking for more. I have been with the woman of my dreams the love of my life for a year and a half. I did everything I could to make her happy, I would cook her dinner every night, clean the house so she could come home and relax, make her a bath and just sit there and enjoy her company. Then if she needed it, I would give her a no strings attached back rub. I have spoiled her to no end, then one day she just starts acting like she doesn't care anymore. Mind you we are both very busy, on top of doing everything for her I was working 48 hours a week at one job, and working 40 hours at another never having time for for myself, but the sacrafice was worth it because she was always happy. She to was working 40 hours a week at a job I got her set up with. I love this woman with all my heart and soul, yet i was hurt by her sudden lack of affection. I would do anything to get us back to where we used to be, she is t

Love! (comment For Miss Friendly's Mumm)
...the love you have in your heart has nothing to do with the lack of love in others' hearts or their inability to love or to appreciate the love you have offer them...sometimes distance can be used as an excuse not to pursue love (as countless other things can be used for the same purpose) BUT, in my humble opinion, anytime one can FEEL love and revel in its beauty and warm is never a bad time...YOU possess the ability to love and no matter what mode (web, letters/penpals, phone, face-to-face, etc.) the sensations of soaring emotionally into something that can make you helpless and vulnerable has its rewards as it has its "penalties"...and SO WHAT! the heart is resilient and protects us when in "combat" against fools and "gamers" who do not appreciate the value of emotions...so go out and flaunt your heart to the world, otherwise it'll shrivel up and slowly die from lack of use and being denied the adventures it is made to take us on...give that lil fucker as good a workout as you can

These Words I Write Keep Me From Total Madness...
Minus the Bear - White Mystery Left her at home in the cold London night. She had nothing on. (not a stich) Nothing on (not a stich on) And she stays that way (till I get back) With all regrets and (till I get back) Another bottle of Good times Her body’s under the covers And there’s nothing wrong with a single inch In the same position Laying on her back waiting for a kiss A kiss that she gets, long and slow Starts at her toes,and then it goes And goes, and goes, and goes And goes, and goes, and goes And moves slow And when get to her lips I still have skin to expose Her body’s under the covers And there’s nothing wrong with a single inch And then we change positon She’s got me on my back Losing common sense, They are bright lights x4 You can’t hear the music But we’re playing the same tune Each beat every note played perfectly by you They are bright lights --- HOT. The beat is great as well. Hmm. ;) So I am quite exhausted,

How Much I Love You
How much I love you You've changed my life from a blink of the eyeThe feeling in this heart of mine I cannot denyYou've made each day one I'll never forgetEverything we go through I will never regretYou are the gold I will treasure till the endYou are my soul mate and my best friendYou've done so much for me which I'm thankful forYou will always mean the world to me and so much moreYou are my guardian angel sent from HeavenThe best thing in my life - my sexy number elevenYou are the meaning to the word loveMy heart agrees and so would any doveYou have chased away every single fearYou are my tissue that'll wipe away any tearYou've given me life that I could live worthwhileThank you for the laughs and every smileMy days are a dream that has come trueEvery day is beautiful all thanks to youNow I have found what I've been looking forIt's you heart and soul and nothing moreYou've showed me the world in such short timeBut we've got the rest of our lives - a whole lifetimeIll end

Diary Of A Mad Woman
Fuck whoever rated the pictures of me with my boyfriend low. That was stupid and immature. I've been with him for a year and a half and love him very much. I don't need low ratings because you are jealous, so fuck off :/ why don't they see I'm just a little girl who wants to be abused. takeadvantageofme. make me hurt again. we'll both feel better in the end. FUCK YOU, INSOMNIA! I HATE YOU SO MUCH! I THOUGHT WE BROKE UP FUCKING AGES AGO! I DON'T HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU ANYMORE! SO GO THE FUCK AWAY! ITS OVERRR...

Poems
RED IS FOR BLOOD SHED FROM OUR SLAIN SOLDIERS AND NOT FOR THEM ALONE...FOR THE POW'S AND THOSE MISSING IN ACTION, WHO NEVER MADE IT HOME. I LIGHT THIS CANDLE IN YOUR HONOR, TO KEEP YOUR MEMORY ALIVE. I WON'T FORGET YOUR SACRIFICE...YOU LAID DOWN YOUR LIFE FOR MINE. WHITE IS THE SYMBOL FOR INNOCENT PEOPLE WHO'VE DIED AT THE HANDS OF WAR. A HIGH COST OF FREEDOM UNWILLINGLY PAID, THAT'S WHAT THIS CANDLE'S FOR. SO PRAY FOR THOSE WHOSE LIVES WERE LOST AND ONES THAT COULD BE SAVED...HEAVENLY FATHER PROTECT YOUR CHILDREN AND KEEP THEM FROM HARM'S WAY. BLUE REPRESENTS COURAGE FROM OUR BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN, THAT MAY BE CALLED TO WAR. THEY'LL FIGHT FOR OUR FUTURE, OUR FREEDOM AND CHILDREN, FROM LAND, AIR, SEA AND SHORE. SO LIGHT A CANDLE IN A SOLDIER'S NAME, AND TO GOD OUR FATHER PRAY.. PLEASE GUIDE AND PROTECT OUR BELOVED TROOPS AND GOD BLESS THE U.S.A. LIGHT THESE CANDLES AND SAY A PRAYER, THAT HATE AND WAR MAY CEASE, AND LOVE YOUR ENEMY AS YOU LOVE YOURSELF, SO THAT WE ALL

Ah, yes divorce from the Latin word meaning to rip out a man's genitals trough his wallet Mission for missionary Missinary quite contary How dose your graden grow A sixty niner is alaways finer come on let's go,dont be slow Diggy doggy,bend over and I'll do you,real slow,no really slow We both stand up you pretend youre looking over my shoulder for a four leaf cover We both pretend that we dont know we sit up an face each other well just sit till the cows come home I'll lie on my back you pretend your at the track you saddle me like you would a colt I'll just lie there try not to bolt Sex,sex,sex,sex,sex,sex See the problem that god gives men a brain and penis,and only enoough blood to run one of them.

Shameful Conversations
Shomali11 messaged me on okcupid and I always answer back. Shomali11:Hello there :)How are you ?I stumbled upon your profile and simply couldn't resist writing to you:) Words can not describe such angelic breath taking beauty ... I was wondering if you would like to chat and get to know each other ? Me:Hey, thanks dude :)I'm good! Getting ready to edit some videos and make some music :)How are you doing? (if I call you dude, it's a sign to stop flirting...) So I went to his profile to get a closer look at his face and see what he had to say. There was nothing that really caught my eye, so I continued back to my profile to see if anything exciting was happening (sarcasm, but you get what I mean) Before I have time to think he im-ed me on okcupid's chat thing. shomali11:Checking me out? ;)rawrnerd:not in the way that you thinkrawrnerd:just wanted to get a closer look and see your prof after reading the messageshomali11:Are you loving what you are seeing? ;)rawrnerd:.... not rea

Cowboys
A REGULAR GUY- WILL WATCH SOMEONE IN NEEDA COWBOY- WILL BE RIGHT THERE HELPINGA REGULAR GUY- MIGHT HAVE SOME MANNERSA COWBOY- KNOWS THE MEANING AND DOESN'T KNOW HOW NOT TOA REGULAR GUY- DOESN'T KNOW RESPECTA COWBOY- KNOWS AND SHOWS IT TO EVERYONE EVEN WHEN NONE IS SHOWED TO HIMA REGULAR GUY- HIS DAY STARTS AT MAYBE 7 IN THE MORNINGA COWBOY- MOST OF THE TIME ITS AT OR BEFORE THE SUN COMES UPA REGULAR GUY- WILL LOOK FOR A FIGHT SO HE CAN LOOK TOUGHA COWBOY- WON'T START A FIGHT BUT WILL SURE END ITA REGULAR GUY- DRINKS TILL HE PASSES OUTA COWBOY- DOESN'T KNOW THE MEANING OF PASSING OUTA REGULAR GUY- DOESN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WHEN HE IS BORED AND HAS NOTHING TO DOA COWBOY- DOESN'T HAVE THE TIME TO KNOW WHAT BEING BORED ISA REGULAR GUY- WILL TALK SHIT AND THREATIN TO KICK YOUR ASSA COWBOY- DOESN'T TALK SHIT HE WILL JUST PLAIN OLD KICK YOUR ASS THEN LISTEN TO YOUA REGULAR GUY- WILL TELL A WOMEN HE LOVES HERA COWBOY- HE WONT JUST TELL HER HE LOVES HER HE WILL TELL HER SHE IS THE ONLY ONE FOR HI

Chad
Hi my name is Chad, im new to fubar and im single, looking for a female. im cool with any age over 18 but im not just looking for sex, i want someone i can talk to and has a good personality but anyway, if your interested, i live near mobile Al so hit me up!

Bored, Lol
So I don't know what to post and just wanted to post my first blog on here for shits and giggles I guess. So I guess I'll put some old poems I wrote. Enjoy with my boredom. True TearsChaos,Pain,Death,Small breaks,Huge chunks,The pain over bearing,How could this happen,So full of life.Then cold,Why,Kind and caring,But still taken,My heart can't hold it,My mind can't wrap around it,My whole being over loaded,Will the pain stop,Or must I die first,To over come this,My tears wet upon my face,I wipe them away,And still I cry,Surrounded,Everyone crying,But they didn't care,They destoyed,By simple words,Introduction to death,My tears,They are real,Not out of shame,My feelings true,With the tears I cry,And the pain in my soul And another I guess The Curse Pain and suffering,Loathing and hatefulness,Anger and fear,Cause clear,Hurt by the one,The one who wasn't surpose to,Turning on me,Coldly killing dreams,Telling me it is for the best,It is not,I am grown,I can live my o

The Lunatic Is In My Head
Absolutely, I get caught up in it on a daily basis :/ I had this trend going on as I posted in social sites for a while; it was called Negative/Positive, where I would ideally name off something negative, but add the positive counter to it. Here is one of those this morning: Negative: Mass texting is so impersonal, and to be honest, rude in some instances. Positive: Mass texting is certainly useful in some instances, such as business. In my opinion, it's better to know the message you're receiving is meant for you :) Anti-social people are taking over the world, and while I've been in that category for much of my life, I want to come out of my rabbit hole, and love the world I live in! Part of that is learning to be direct with the important people in my life. So, what I am saying in this blog is, get out of your damned rabbit hole people! -Dean It was just another morning and I woke up feeling rightThough this particular day, I had an epiphanyPerhaps this life is not as golden as

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Rantings
True Story on how the Angel came to be on top of the Christmas Tree. Santa was having a very bad day. He had already stubbed his toe on the way to the kitchen for him morning breakfast. Mrs Claus accidentally spilled milk in his lap and he dropped his cookie on the floor. As he went to sit in his easy chair to get his mind straight before work, the head elf showed up at the door saying there was a factory wide strike by the elves. He was pissed. About that time, an angel shows up at his door with his annual Christmas tree. "Well Merry Christmas Mr Claus...where would you like for me to put your tree?" And that's the true story of how the angel came to be on top of the Christmas Tree.

Lifez Lessonz
Lifes lessons are sometimes hard i had a very bad experience in a lounge last night where i thought i was at home.... and was in tears thats when i called a dear friend whom i had previously pulled away from and that friend had refused to go .. i was immidiately consoled and cried till i could not cry anymore the owner to the previous lounge the one i left came to my side in seconds and i was reminded how much he cared for his lil family the family i turned away from i learned a very valuable lesson ... those that love u never go and those that use u leave in seconds i would like to thank my lil family for never leaving my side even when i strayed from their side my deepest respect to DjK from The Original Bash Bros for loving us all as family and always being there for me i dont have the words to describe him just a knot in my throat as he has always been there for me and all his family his lounge is hands down the BEST lounge on fubar(h) I also found out that true love does exis

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My Life
The story of a broken soul The little girl all alone tossed around from home to home. Her mother left when she was seven Never to be seen again.Raped and unprotected running from the evil.No one to listen or even care what she thinks or feels.Accused of it all.As the years went by and the rape continued by the age of 13 she had finally had enough.Didn't care about the world or who was in it looking and seeking death to find her.By the time she turned 16 she was out on her own kicked from her own bloods house.She was better off no more mental or physical abuse to leave her uneasy.Staying with a friend she had known since she was born.Working two jobs and going to school.By 18 she was living with a man who only kept her around to be his slave.Used, abused, cheated on, lied too,and more.She had just graduated high school and a few weeks later her grandmother had passed away the one who basically raised her.Tore up and not giving at fuck at this point everything

Whatchamacallit
Yeah, whatchamacallit, that good thing we do do when we do it real good..thats whats up here. Remeber when the whatchamacallit was a candy bar? wow if you havent had one your missing out. Rice, caramel, chocalate, yummy yummy. I remember a few other whatchamacallits hanging around the basemente when I was growing up waiting to get eaten, devoured by my ravenous mouth. A mouth with fresh white teeth and pink gums ready to chew through hell to have a good time. Whatchamacallit has been calling me away for some time so I will go for now back to my little cubicle overlooking the mountains and volcanoes of this central american isthmus I call home (for now) Capi.

Such Trivial Things To Make People So Complacent
QUESTION... LONG BEFORE WE MEET OUR MATES, WE HAVE AN EXACT IDEA IN MIND OF THE PERSON WE WANT TO SHARE OUR LIVES WITH, SO WHAT DO WE LOOK FOR IN POTENTIAL PARTNERS? INTELLIGENCE, SHARED VALUES, MUTUAL INTERESTS, CHARACTER, PERSONALITY? NO ONE WANTS TO BE ALONE IN LIFE, WE WANT TO CONNECT AND SHARE OURSELVES WITH ANOTHER INDIVIDUAL THAT WE CAN CONFIDE IN, TRUST, BE HONEST TO, CONVEY FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS WITH. SO WITH THAT IN MIND WHEN WE GET A TASTE OF THIS HEALTHY ADDICTION WE TRY TO FIND IT IN EVERY MEANINGFUL ENCOUNTER WITH POTENTIAL PARTNERS WE ARE ATTRACTED TO. ON AVERAGE MOST RELATIONSHIPS LAST ANYWHERE FROM A FEW MONTHS TO A COUPLE YEARS. SO WHAT KEY FACTORS PLAY INTO A RELATIONSHIP NOT LASTING OR LASTING? THERE ARE SIGNS THAT CAN INDICATE THAT A RELATIONSHIP WILL BE LONG TERM; THE ABILITY TO DISCUSS PROBLEMS AND DISAGREEMENTS WITHOUT FIGHTING, ALLOW EACH OTHER TO HAVE DIFFERENT OPINIONS AND STYLES, RECOGNIZE AND ACKNOWLEDGE SERIOUS DIFFERENCES WITHOUT LAYING BLAME OR MAKING

Yeulacloi
Ở Việt Nam, nước mía trở thành một thứ đồ uống giải khát quen thuộc, rất dễ bắt gặp hình ảnh của các quán nước mía tại khắp nơi ngoài ra bán nước mìa là nghề dễ kiếm tiền, vốn đầu tư ít, không tốn nhân công, dễ thu hồi vốn vì vậy rất nhiều người bán. Với phương tiện hành nghề khá gọn nhẹ một chiếc máy ép mía di động và một số chiếc bàn, ghế nhựa, không khó để nhận ra ngày càng có nhiều cửa hàng nước mía mọc lên ở các vỉa hè trên các tuyến đường thành phố, thị xã, thị trấn. Cùng giữ mãi hương vị của nư

One Manchilds Lies And Deception - Hey If Ya Gotto Lie To Get Pussy Might As Well Be Called A Boy
Now that I'm calm down and thought about it. There are a few things I would still like to vent about. YES YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE BUT YOU SHOULD BE HONEST TO EVERYONE NOT PLAY WITH THEIR EMOTIONS! 1) I dont wish any harm to come to you. 2) The only thing that is pissing me off to this day is that you talk bad about me to others (she steals, she cheats, she does this or that, is bossy, etc etc) and you do the same about others as well. 3)I DON'T HAVE TO PROVE MYSELF TO YOU OR ANYONE FOR THAT MATTER 4)YOU EITHER BELIEVE ME OR YOU DON'T. I PERSONALLY DONT GIVE A RATS ASS WHAT YOU OR ANYONE ELSE THINKS NOW. 5)IF NEEDED CAN BE A CUNT(and I am one of the best)! ITS IN MY BLOOD. 6)I am NOT Going to put others personal shit on here or anywhere else for that matter. 7)I wish you nothing but happiness and the best. 8)I am always here as your friend after all we've known one another since 1986. I hope everything comes true for you someday and you can survive your own demons you put in

Level 57
Sooooooooo here's my plan for those wanting to know... yes, I am trying to rank this week in order to level. NO I won't screw anyone over to get there... I am working hard at it and not just looking for handouts... I spend hours on here every day and make sure I rate/like/comment all my fam, top friends, another list I keep... thank peeps for bombings and return ALL comments. I've been told I'm CRAZY for doing all of that and that a lot of people don't put that time and effort into it. For me? I feel that if you took time to show me love, you deserve my time and love back... so call me crazy all you want ;) And for those that comment and DON'T like/rate in order to get love returned without REALLY giving any? Well, you win... I give it... and I can sleep with myself at night ;) Anywhooooo.... back to the topic... I would appreciate any help I can get from anyone running famps. Or PLZ let me know if you hear of a buy in if you don't see me in their fam...This is the ONLY week I wil

First Try At A Blog Entry
Hi All, Just what we needed, another place to rant! I usually post jokes in my blog area of MySpace and I expect that I will put some in here as time goes on. I followed some MySpace people over to Lost Cherry about a month ago because the area that we frequented on MySpace was being over-run by kids that were quite rude and very immature. I have been very surprised with LC in how friendly everyone is here. I have amassed over 120 friends in a month and all of them have been really nice people. I get on here to pass time and chat with friends (flirt a little too)and I must say that it has been a very enjoyable experience. Thanks for reading my first little blurb. Say hello when you get a chance!

Booty Call Application
Name: ___________________ Age: ____________________ Phone: (____) ____________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Weight______ Married(Y/N) __ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________ How often do u wanna have sex ?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ Do u like Giving oral ? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ List three positions u like: 1. 2. 3. What is your preferred pace? (place "X" in appropriate spaces) Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous___ Do y

Lyrics
THE BEATLES lyrics - "Something" (Harrison) Something in the way she moves Attracts me like no other lover Something in the way she woos me I don't want to leave her now You know I believe her now Somewhere in her smile she knows That I don't need no other lover Something in her style that shows me Don't want to leave her now You know I believe her now You're asking me will my love grow I don't know, I don't know You stick around now it may show I don't know, I don't know Something in the way she knows And all I have to do is think of her Something in the things she shows me Don't want to leave her now You know I believe her now And this is another one that fits me EAGLES LYRICS "Desperado" Desperado, why don't you come to your senses? You been out ridin' fences for so long now Oh, you're a hard one I know that you got your reasons These things that are pleasin' you Can hurt you somehow Don't you draw the queen o

Important Stuff
And God, I promise... no more sex with anybody... unless they really, really, need it - Rue Macalahan as Blanche, The Golden Girls When we long for a life with no difficulties, remind us that oaks grow strong in contrary winds, and diamonds are made under pressure. - Peter Marshall Man who stands on toilet is high on pot Failure is not falling down, it is not getting up again. - Mary Pickford Times fun when you're having flies. - Kermit the Frog "A career is a wonderful thing, but you can't snuggle up to it on a cold night." - Marilyn Monroe "A group of psychologists say they have discovered twenty-three different body language indicators that show whether or not a person is lying. If you would like to see all twenty-three at the same time, they recommend taking a guided tour of the White House" - Conan O'Brien "Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in Australia." - Charles Schultz "Early to bed and early to rise, make

Poetry
Graveyard Suicide © By Freddie Simmering I walked through the local cemetery last night It was so quiet, everyone was at peace I felt so welcome, so at home there among the deceased I begun thinking, why do I continue on why do I inhale even one more breath when all I dream of is the eternal slumber that can only be brought about by death Grief and pain are the only inhabitants of a soul which would otherwise be an empty space Was it time for the end? This was the choice which I faced After all, everyday is merely a continuation of the one which preceded it There have ben times when I felt slightly hopeful but there was never any hope when I most needed it And there is little I wish to recall the years are wrought with sadness I've lost my mind, a million times but I always find it again within madness As my heart has drifted along I knew it could not stay afloat with each day that passed I felt it sink deeper in misery's boat So there, amongst t

Lmarie's Stuff
Purses Animals The Sunday paper Time off work Rock clubs Concerts Mr Winkle Disneyland Designer Sunglasses Clearance sales! The beach/ocean Kohls Macys Walden Books 80's/early 90's rock Reading books Honest,faithful men (are there any left out there?) Newspapers/magazines Pictures Sugar cookie candles Dr Pepper San Francisco Lake Tahoe Presents (Hey at least I'm honest) Quizzes Surveys Boys with tats Mobster movies Rob Thomas The Outsiders Suns and stars Gossip mags Talk radio Rob Arnie & Dawn radio show ClaimJumpers Hoodies Happy Bunny Tesla shows and lots o beer Reality tv The Unit Jericho Vanilla scent My computer Weekend mornings with my coffee,newspaper and internet Massages Crap (as in buying crap I dont need) My box of Rock N Roll memorabilia.(someones harmonica #1 memento) My Outsiders original movie theater poster Silly keychains and

Pictures
OK, I have some private pics in a folder here already but I have not allowed many to see them. If anyone wants me to open them up for a little while, I will but only based on your comments to this blog. They will be opened one hour for each comment. And these will be open to Friends only. SO let me know if you wanna see them. Cheri

Blonde Joke Tukey Day
PREGNANT TURKEY STORY One year at Thanksgiving, my mom went to my sister's house for the traditional feast. Knowing how gullible my sister is, my mom decided to play a trick. She told my sister that she needed something from the store. When my sister left, my mom took the turkey out of the oven, removed the stuffing, stuffed a Cornish hen, and inserted it into the turkey, and re-stuffed the turkey. She then placed the bird(s) back in the oven. When it was time for dinner, my sister pulled the turkey out of the oven and proceeded to remove the stuffing. When her serving spoon hit something, she reached in and pulled out the little bird. With a look of total shock on her face, my mother exclaimed, "Patricia, you've cooked a pregnant bird!" At the reality of this horrifying news, my sister started to cry. It took the family two hours to convince her that turkeys lay eggs! Yep..................SHE'S BLONDE!

Am I The Only One ????
Am I the only one who thinks that a lot of the problems we are seeing in our daily news, is a direct result of liberals taking over our sense of judgment over the last 20 years ?? I don't remember hearing about an epidemic of obease children, taking guns to schools, or overly sensitive people that blame "rage" for their lack of control. Not every child needs to be rewarded every day. A "Honor Roll" on the wall dosen't need to include every child in the rooms picture on it. If there is no chalenge to acheive then whats the point ?? Parents, take notice !! Notice what your childern are watching, reading and who they are talking to. Turn off the TV and computers and go outside !! Without rules and boundries we will be a lost nation. Thank you for reading this. I hope more of us think back to our own childhood, the one without video games or MTV. We survied !!! So will our childern today ! Mark

A Short Attempt At Music
Well, I recently got some recording gears (finally) and recorded a short intro to a song (57secs). I played bass, guitar and did some vocals. Just wondering what people thought of it (and the mix, for you sound engineers). You can download it here: http://dynamite.byethost5.com/gump.mp3 the song is actually called Killing Apathy...not Gump. anyways, this is my first recording with vocals and bass. So feel free to give constructive criticism/etc. All the best to you all and talk soon I hope!

Sexual Iq
You Are a Natural Flirt Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive! What Kind of Flirt Are You? You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You Should Get a PhD in Science (like chemistry, math, or engineering) You're both smart and innovative when it comes to ideas. Maybe you'll find a cure for cancer - or develop the latest underground drug. What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

Mindless Ramblings
I joined this site a while ago and never really did anything on it until recently. I had honestly totally forgotten that I even had an account on here until someone mentioned it to me. The joys of being constantly busy with a family...lol. Anyway, this place seems pretty cool. It runs soooo slow since I am on dial-up, so it takes me a while to get to all my messages and comments. I'm not ignoring anyone, I just have to wait forever for my pages to load. If anyone is looking for another site to join, check out Spicepad.com.

Stories I Wrote
I awake to the sounds of footsteps in the hall outside my bedroom. I glance quickly around the room to make sure that everything is acceptable. I am shocked with myself for falling asleep, knowing that you would be here any moment. The door opens and you are standing there in all black holding your familiar bag. A shiver of excitement and terror cause goosebumps on my skin. Patiently, I have waited for what seems like an hour for you to arrive. You never say when you are coming, only that I should be ready. I am just as you wanted me: Nude, my hair loose, and in bed with my legs slightly spread. The only cover you allow is a thin sheet. You walk into the room and say nothing. My heartbeat is thumping in my ears and I am so nervous that I gasp at your sudden movement. You don't say a word as you remove the sheet from my body. I suddenly stammer "I've missed you, Sir." And immediatley curse myself for doing so. You look down at me and I can tell that you are very angry. I hurry off o

Enuminous & Archimedes
eNuminous & Archimedes is a musical project by Matthew Chenoweth Wright (ASCAP) with original lyrical and prose poetry woven together with electronic landscapes to achievean art of sythesis and vision, recorded in 2005 and 2006 in sessions at invisible caterpillar media studios in Sacramento, CA. "Eyelid/Fetish" and "Citi Zen One" are the first two albums from this "virtual group" which consist of nothing more than Matthew, his trusty computer, a Gateway Pentium III monikered Archimedes, and a variety of softwares and microphones and musical instruments. The album Eyelid/Fetish can be found on Kunaki.com and thanks for listening.

Life Is Great!!!!
Well, so far life is still going great..I'm hoping that I'll get to chat with my Knight in Shining Armor more now that my computer is working again..lol... I am now single, but I think it's better this way since I will be starting nursing school in the Fall and won't really have time for relationships, other than my true friends of course and spending time with my children will be the number one priority when I have any free time. I won't have time for all the head games that people like to play, and really don't want the stress anymore..I kind of like being single, I can go and do as I please, and don't have to worry about anyone telling me what to do..it'd kind of nice for a change. Not that I really ever let anyone except my parents tell me what to do and they haven't done that since I was 16. But once again.. Just saying hello to all my friends out there..and wanting to let everyone know that I'm still ok and doing well. Take care everyone.. hope to hear from ya'll soon.

Tons Of Girls..
Tons of fakes, I'm just going to do them all in one because otherwise i'd have to many blogs to keep up with: #1: http://lostcherry.com/user/169460 Is using pic's of Tiffany Teen: http://www.phil-flash.com/?t=r #2: http://lostcherry.com/user/81670 is using pic's of Shannon Bond (saluted): http://www.fakersbusted.com/database/females/ref00329.html #3: http://lostcherry.com/user/133520 Is using pic's of Renae (saluted Member): http://fakersbusted.com/database/females/ref00302.html #4: http://lostcherry.com/user/48427 Using Pic of Kayla (saluted member): http://fakersbusted.com/database/females/ref00203.html Which is fake? Both using the same pic and different names and ages. #5: http://lostcherry.com/user/268387 Tori 18 years old. or #6: http://lostcherry.com/user/188391 Cobie 26 years old. moving on.. #7: http://lostcherry.com/user/295508 DTQ on fakersbusted meaning there are tonnes of people using those pic's: http://www.fakersbusted

Ego And Revenge
i have recently found out that when our ego is bruised we seek revenge, when we do this we have opened up the magickal doors to a evil realm where once we step into it is damn hard to leave,when we seek revenge we pay for it 10 fold,this of course is different when we have to defend ourselves as long as we dont wait 2 weeks to do so as then it becomes revenge....cant have one without the other.. I was just reading more on the VT shootings, and why on eart didnt they siuspend this lil fukking asshole for all the rule violations he made?..the police n thier wondeful wisdom thought it was a domestic dispute, and then looked for s tudent who was out on a firing range with one of the victems...ad how about campus security not wanting to secure campus when it started? and he was a poor lil bastered who got picked on....he was committed and in the great system they had him out to go to out patient counseling...he was considered a threat to him self not others......damn what the fuck!!!!!!! so

Halloween
Happy Halloween !!!!!!!!!!!! I love Halloween it's the one day of the year where you get to be someone completely different than yourself and no one asks questions. How awesome is that? Just want to say I hope everyone has a safe and happy halloween and I hope you have as much fun as I am going to.

Get The Information Out, Or Iose Iour Intenet Privilages
Accepting Who You Are and Not Creating Fake Profiles One has to feel sorry for the people that feel that they have to use someone else's photos to represent themselves. To feel so bad about one's self that the person feels compelled to resort to dishonesty i.e. deception in order to get attention in the non real world of cyberspace. Because that person will have shown that they can't be trusted (since they developed their relationship based upon a lie), do they honestly (no pun intended) believe that they will be able to meet anyone from cyberspace in the real world? I wonder what it is that they ultimately hope to acheive? I have been here for 3 weeks and now I have found that someone who has been in contact with me here (and a lot of other people), is using 68 photos of a very beautiful model, by the name of Jon Mack. The profile who is using "stolen" photos to represent themself to everyone here is "purentencitysgirl". If one looks at all of the profile views "purentenc

Beautiful Sukie
About me....im a blue pedigree persian and lips is my mummy, i love her very much!.i have been with my mummy for 10 years, and ok im spoilt...but look at me...i am beautiful are`nt i!? 1 week old SUKIE PANDORA 5months AGED 10

Uhhhh....
Ok, so I have worked in customer service for a long time and dumb people never fail to amaze me. I want everyone who is ever going to speak to anyone else to think before they say something. Imagine what you want to say and then think about what the other person could think of what you just said. In your imagination - do they call you an idiot? Cause that means that are going to say something stupid. STOP. Don't say it...Please.

Poetry I Wrote, Tell Me Whatcha Think!! Thanks
Deep-By Wendy Deep in this haven that i call life.. i see pain,sadness and strife.. yet the pain consoled.. i see this all getting old.. under these clothes, under this skin, deep in the heart is where to begin.. heart felt splender, is it possible to unbend her? cold-hearted thoughts.. the sickness it spreads.. crumbled and shattered, beaten and battered.. so pure and innocent, yet so free and reluctant, a deep breath, free my mind, one day.. freedom from myself..

Losing Lost
Lost in a haze of your own creation Unable to see your soul thru the fog Everything seems Lost Never to be found You cannot see the light Yet You are able to see the shadows Clarity is but a rumor Happiness a myth Injecting implied life Which leads to Death Becomes a logical solution Pain now is lost In a muddled mental haze Reality is set aside for a while Longer When nothing is clear When Lost is all you have Extend your arm forward And you will find My Hand It is always there Forgiving Helping to balance you To take that First step Trust Hope Love I am strong enough to watch you Stumble Brave enough to see You fall The hand remains reaching Out to you Unconditionally For I have discovered that while you are Lost I have found A type of love That did not exist Until I tried to ease your Pain A love that shall endure Until losing Lost Redeems your Soul dedicated to Pete, AJ, Suze, Mikkel,

Your A 90's Kid
You're a 90's kid if: You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this... "Iiiiiiin west philladelphia born and raised..." You remember TGIF on ABC and wouldnt miss it "Miss Susie had a tug boat, the tug boat had a bell..miss suzie went to heaven the tug went to hell_o operator please give me number 9 and if you disnconnect me i'll chop up your behind the refridgerator, there was a piece of glass, miss suzie sat upon it and ripped a piece ass_k me no more questions, please tell me no more lies the boys are in the bathroom zipping up their flies, are in the medow the bees are in the park .......................... boys and girls are kissing after D-A-R-K- D-A-R-K D-A-R-K dark" HAHAHAHAHAH!!!! down down baby down down the roller coster sweet sweet baby Ill never let you go..chimie chie cocoa puffs chimmie chimmie rock, chimmie chimiie cocoa puffs chimmie chimmie rock..... You remember when Kurt Cobain, 2Pac, River Phoenix, and Sel

Kthxbye
So, talked to John and he filled me in on whats going on over there in Afghanistan, hes been outside the wire (outside Kaf -the main camp) since the second week in October, and as far as he knows he is going to be out there till at least December 12th before his coy is going to get some relief. His days are spent digging and sandbagging..fun i know..He said the place is starting to look like a sandbag fortress!! Must be quite a sight - cant wait to see the pictures he took. Since he has been out there theres no computers, no phones, showers or even REAL FOOD..these poor guys sleepin on the ground, eating rations for 2 months, not being able to shower properly or keep in touch with loved ones like everyone else. They havent been getting their mail or their care pkg's because its too hard for the drivers to get everything out to them safely..remember they are front line infantry troops.. I think someone felt bad for them and drove them out a SAT phone which was nice, and they had a co

Not Gonna Be Round For A Bit.
Hey all. I have to leave for the next week and a 1/2 for sum training for the new job. So, I'm not gonna be around for a bit. Don't think I'm ignoring any of ya. I will try to get all caught back up when I get back or maybe while I'm gone if I can get sum internet access. lol. Anyways, I hope ya all have a great day. Be safe, have fun and happy holidays and all that stuff. :D

Confussed
So lets see here you post it and noones heard from me wow shocker lol. So hahahhaha fact of the matter is wow lets see your a liar and a player and talks more shit than i do wow thats good go have fun with another so called REAL MAN cuz oh yeah youve had such good luck with them before..... What ever hop you live a some what normal life I know this is my first one.... But what do you do when the person you want to be with is so far away and times you just need a hug or they need one and you arent there to give them one or get on from them?? I have fallen so in love for someone that lives 2000 miles from and want nothing more than to be with her and her kids and have a family and are making oplans to get her with me but in the mean time she is so far and yet so close at the same time.. Why is it that in life there are always challenges and complications in life.. Why cant it be easy and simple.. Why does life have all the roads with turns and stuff. Well i think i have babbled enough

More Love And Lust
Passion explodes in our dance of desire You beauty ignites my inner fire And your eyes seduce my soul I am drawn to you by their pull To make you feel ecstasies high Kiss you in places and make you sigh Feel you squirm as in my tongue you delight See you surrender and give in all fight Animal impulses drive us to buck and grind Passion over takes us and leaves us blind To fate and to cares of this world of sin We are lost me in you since you let me in Now we remain locked in our love embrace Feel the orgasms as our hearts race Sweet nectars of our love flow long and deep You ensnare me with love I am yours to keep We remain me in you though our love grinds done We kiss deep and hold and stay there as one I love you is whispered a sweet pleasing sound One heart, one soul, one unending love found By R. Thomas Dinsmore Longing for the human touch Desire that I need so much Confusion as to what to feel Lost in all that is not real A fantasy of min

I Meet Ansel Brown
I got to meet Ansel Brown for the very 1st time last night he is so awesome if you have not meet him please take the time to read his blog and listing to his podcast you will never meet any better country singer then Ansel Brown he always keep updated on what he up to so go to his site and check him out.. Always Country ADD Ansel Brown as Friend

What I Think About Emo
Dont worry this isnt a chainmail (sorry to disappoint you emo crackheads). This is an original post by Chris D. I've been lookin around lately on myspace and the real world, (cuz i dont stay online all day long postin up pictures of me "hating my life" like some of you emo bitches out there) and ive noticed that the younger generation has gone completely emo a.k.a. gay. Now granted i may not be older than some of the pubescent retards running around whining and bitching about how life sucks and how they are sooo "depressed", but still you cant honestly tell me that you dont see it coming. Songs about how they've been hurt by people the "love" and blah blah blah.. just pisses me off. If you really hate life as much as you say you do... why dont you just do everyone around you a fuckin favor and kill yourself? trust me no ones gonna care. (AND NO ONE IS GOING TO WRITE A FUCKIN SONG ABOUT IT EITHER... u fuckin faggots) For those of you who are wondering why I am being so hosti

Interracial Relationship Mumm
Apparently because I am not level 3, I can't post comments or vote on mumms. :-( This is unfortunate since I had something to say on this topic and so I decided to say it here. I think people should be colorblind and open to relationships with people of any race. I can't help it that black women find me attractive, nor can they help that they are so good looking either. :-P I believe interracial relationships are instrumental in bringing the world together and creating a much more peaceful society. That's my two cents worth. Comments welcome! :-D

Test Results
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Birthday
Your Birthdate: April 24 For you, love is a natural progression from friendship. You are almost always friends first. In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest. You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt. You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

True Wealth
to my wonderful honey love is the most powerful force knowen to mand kind it also can change so much in the world just like a earthquake rocks the earth your love rocks my heart like an exploding volcaino love can erupt with so much energy and the winds of a tornado is like the love that sweept me off my feet i look up at the stars and i see the twinkle in your eyes i step into the sun and feel your warmth in my heart and i feel you all around me i know it now how deeply i love you. writen by: Steven Edward Keith Bloomfield true wealth is not meausred in dollars and cents nor is it found in punds and in pents it can not be found uro and yen its the special moments we share with the ones that we love tenderst moments of peace and of love the feeling of conpltetion and frofilment in life is what i would say if i was asked do you consitter yourself lucky in wealth and in life. Steven Edward Keith Bloomfield..........

New...
Well..I have no idea what i'm doing. Just trying to meet new people. So if ya interested drop me a line. So, my best friend Julia claims to be in love with this kid named Chad. And this boy uses her for sex and rides to wherever he needs to go. And she just lets him do it. And I don't understand why, even though I know they've been through alot. And I haven't been very supportive of her, but she's really fucking up. Not to say that I never fuck up, because I do, but that's beyond the point. I just don't know what she see's in him. He's worthless. Has no job, no money, no car. Get's thrown in jail alot and people have to bail him out. He fucks girls behind Julia's back, but she's so blind to that fact, that she refuses to believe it even though she accuses him of it. I just think she likes to hear him say that he isn't fucking other girls. It makes her feel more secure. But it's so not true. Gah. Guys these days. What happened to all the good ones? So, I have to be out of my house by th

Update On Life
Hey every one its febuary 25 2007 3:21 pm its been two hours since my roommate and i kicked my boyfriend sean out into the snow because he was trying to rape me when i wouldn't give him sex 24/7 and he was aware of my past and yet he threw it all back in my face and still procedded to force him self on me...just to warn you all people call me bones and sean is not who he says he is...he is not the nice sweet person he persudes to be...he is very controling and can not take no for an answer so if u read this just pass it on thank you....sweetvampir btw thank nomadch2 for helping out as well well today has been a pritty good day..it is 5:45pm jeni is sitting on the couch watching csi, which i am peaking over my sholder and watching as well...Sean has gotten into candy and has his toys taken away..the only problem with this solution is that he keeps coming out into the living room when he is not supposed to. Well anyways enough about them..now me...For the last six months i have been w

Story
A young girl had decided to sneak out of the house to go to a party her protective parents wouldn't allow her to go to. While she was there she hooked up with a guy she liked and they went to a local make-out spot. The guy was drinking heavily and when he got too demanding she insisted on him taking her back to the party. On the way back they crashed into another vehicle. When the girl awoke in the hospital she knew she was dying, she was told that they guy she'd been with had died in the accident and so had the couple in the other car. She begged a nurse to tell her parents that she was very sorry she'd disobeyed them, the nurse just looked at her. After the girl died another nurse asked why she hadn't said anything with the teen had asked her to give the message to her parents. The nurse said, "I didn't know what to say, the people in the other car were her parents."

I Am In Love!!!
I have been single for the past 10 to 11 months. Its almost been a year, plenty of bad dates. I had a friend tell me I was trying too hard. And I guess at moments I have tried to hard. So I am going to take myself in an just try to let things happen. I really havent taken a whole lot of time just for myself an for all those single with kiddos, it is hard. I want to start my life on the right foot instead of the left. I am young an I know I have a full life ahead of me, well at least I hope I do. I want to thank all my cherry friends near an far for all the wonderful support an ratings an comments it feels good to know even though after 10 years of told I wouldnt amount to nothing, I came out to be something to you all. Take care an all be well with you. Slainte, Irish Goddess

Needing Help !
HELLO AND GOOD MORNING TO ALL ! I WANT TO THANK MY REAL FREINDS WHO HAVE HELPED OUT MY WIFE KALISTA IN HER CONTEST , IF YOU WANT TO RATE AND COMMENT HER OR BOMB HER PIC THAT WOULD BE AWESOME , HERE IS A LINK JUST PUSH THIS PICTURE IT WILL TAKE YOU THERE , AND THANKS AGAIN TO ALL WHO DO , FROM YOUR FRIEND CHICKLETS ( TIM ) . ~~~TO ALL THE MEMBERS OF CHERRYTAP ON MY LIST ! I HAVE A LOVING AND BEAUTIFUL WIFE AND HER NAME IS KALISTA ,SHE IS IN A CONTEST AND NEEDS COMMENT BOMBERS TO HELP HER OUT ! IF YOU HAVE THE TIME STOP BY AND HELP ME AND HER OUT , THIS IS KALISTA THE MORE COMMENTS THE BETTER , THANKS TO ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS WHO HAVE ALREADY BEEN THERE TO RATE HER ALREADY . JUST CLICK THE PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU THERE THANKS AGAIN TIM (CHICKLETS)~~~~~

"my Hero"
"MY GIFT MY SON" Dear Stephen, Let me try to describe the gift that you have given to me, Although, I believe that will be a major undertaking. Since it is quite difficult to describe in ordinary language. Your arrival 22 years ago was unmistakably Marked with anxious trepidation. The journey you undertook Was not of a scheduled nature, But more of a conscious decision. By far, the finest creative gift was you. For when you emerged into my world, I became reborn With my heart so willing to share its wealth. There you were, a small wonder; a tiny reflection Of combined traits which would ultimately be recreated Into the distinctive person you have become. I never realized that my heart Was so willing to share so much love With a stranger so small and needy. You didn't arrive with instructions It was strictly learn as you go. I remember the first time you crawled Army style on your belly for the longest time. You walked with support for tho

New Canadian Booking Manager
Hi, I am pleased to introduce Laura Reid who, along with her company "Riante Creative", will now be booking the Dark Master of Escape in Canada. Laura's contact info is as follows: Phone: 905 387 3389 Riante Creative e mail : riantecreative@gmail.com Welcome aboard Laura! Steve Santini

Single Again
Well after being on and off over and over again with a long distance relationship we finally decided to call it quits for good and just be friends. Guess I am back to the single life again which is okay I guess and I'm in no hurry to find anyone new. Gets pretty discouraging when everytime you think something feels right it always goes wrong. Maybe I need to find the wrong girl in order to make things right LOL!

Sickness
hi to all just to let you know i wish you all a great weekend as i won't be able to have my chance of drinking due the tablets which my doctor has put me on. shame as i was looking forward to having plenty of drink then feeling rough as always on sunday morning well i am now depressed just the thought that everyone else will have the chance for a drink oh well enjoy xxxxxxx the last few days have been the most painfull for me whilst been on holiday for the last 2 weeks i have started to get the pains which i started with when i came down with pneumonia i have been and seen the doctor who has done yet another blood test from me. he also tells me it could be pleurisy which is the first stage of pneumonia so i hope i don't get any worse as that could lead to me having more time in hospital and i had missed so much when in there last year. i think thats enough moaning for now hope you all enjoy life to the fullest paul xx

I Need Serenity
A granpa. Recently found out my sons g/f is expecting. OMG a granpa befor im 40. LOL. And yes I am happy. I know my son will be a great Dad. AS I RUSH THROUGH TIME I FEEL THE PAIN IS DEATH UP AHEAD OR DEATH BE WHAT I TAME WE ARE BUT A SPEC IN TIME WITH IMMORTALITY IN OUR EYES LEFT TO QUESTION LIFE AFTER DEATH WHILE LETTING LIFE PASS US BY A Little something I wrote after my dad passed away. Michael A friend posted this with one of the many bulitains asking about myspace friends lists. 18) Could u live with this person? The question really is,........ could he live with me? If I wasn't a "born again" ? Yes, absolutley, I could live with him! Even though I love him just the way he is, and think he's one of the greatest, sweetest guy I know,...........I think our religious/spiritual differences would probably cause issues (he's Wiccan, I'm Pentacostal Christian) and we would probably disagree alot on spiritual things. =-( I feel blessed to have him in my life, a

Stuff In General...
001: Real Name – Stephanie 002. Nickname – Stephie, mommy, mama, 003. Single or taken - Single 004. Zodiac Sign - sagitarrius 005. Male or Female -Female 006. Elementary School - a bunch lol waller road for the most part 007. Favorite Color - Pink & red 008. How many buddies on your aim – dont have aim 009. Screen name – kcangel3303 010. Hair Color - naturally dark blonde 011. long or short - med/short at the moment 014. Eye Color – blue 015. Are you health freak- nope 016. Height - 5"4 1/2 and damn proud of my 1/2 lol 017. Do you have a crush on someone – yes 018. Do you like yourself –sometimes 020. Think you're awesome – not really 021. Piercings – ears and tongue 022. Tattoos – 1...tramp stamp 023. Righty or Lefty - left ___Your 'Firsts'___ 024. Surgery - had pre cancer tumor removed from overies on my 17th b-day! 025. First piercing – other than ears was my belly button dont have it anymore though 026. First best friend – my grandmother 027. First Award –

I Am Engaged!
That's right you got it! At about 3AM this morning Rik asked me to marry him and I said YES! Aaarrrggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I Leiamara am... ENGAGED! Engaged to the best man alive! I adore him so so much! He is my soul mate and I know me and him are meant to be! I could not be more happy right now! As you all know I'm sick so we cant go shopping for a ring right now until I'm well enough to be on my feet! But we will but thats not the important thing! What matters is me and Rik and the love with have! He has been my rock since the day we met and I would not be without him! He has made me the happiest woman alive! Rik baby I love you with all my heart! ALIUNZ! Together Forever! GLOO... Your baby girl/Fiancee...Princess xxxxx

Principessa Marode
das Wirksame und das Unwirksame, die Fülle und die Leere, das Lebendige und das Tote, das Verschiedene und das Gleiche, das Helle und das Dunkle, das Heiße und das Kalte, Die Kraft und der Stoff, die Zeit und der Raum, das Gute und das Böse, das Schöne und das Häßliche, das Eine und das Viele... I am torn apart... Who doesn't know the fear of remaining a dreamer for ones whole life? Fear is the mindkiller, those illusions keep the soul trapped. The fewest reach out for the things that lay next to them... So I don't. Dreams are deceitful, they separate from life, they are sweet and addictive and oh, so necessary; and when you lose them it will break your heart and maybe your neck... I am not able to deny them, reality is such a grey condition. I keep on dreaming about a soul recognizing on a level which is more profound and living life to its fullest but who keeps on dreaming and philosophizing at the same time. A dear friend told me I'd been searching for the impossible

Just To Say Im Back!!
I GOT MY COMPUTER IS BACK!! YAYYY!!!! hehe Just letting everybody know who didnt see my bulletin, thanks and hi to everybody who already said hello!!! Its not completely fixed and I got some stuff t do to it, but Ill atleast be around again!! Ive missed ya all...and I hope to talk to ya all soon..... Say hi anytime!!! Luv ya guyz!! ~Cindy

Simmons
I don't understand the things you do. The more you think, the more I think you are confused. It shouldn't be that hard to figure out, what you can and cannot live without, so why can't you? Make up your mind, I am going crazy. After all this time you'd think that maybe you would realize that no one else could love you like I do. And I just can't keep waiting here for you to make up your mind. I don't know what it is you're searching for. I wonder if you wonder if theres something more out there. And even though I know it will break my heart, I can't keep going on with the way things are, it's not fair. Make up your mind, I am going crazy. After all this time you'd think that maybe you would realize that no one else could love you like I do. And I just can't keep waiting here for you to make up your mind. I don't want to have to tell you good-bye. But baby trust me, I will. And I might regret it for the rest of my life, but I can't change the way I feel. Don't you realize that no one

Manhood Rules
The International Rules of Manhood: 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss's car. (d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". (e) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is stri

President Bush
Liberals claim President Bush shouldn’t have started this war, they complain about his prosecution of it, One liberal recently claimed Bush was the worst president in us history, lets clear up one point. We did not start this war on terror try to remember, it was started by terrorist before 9/11 lets look at the “worst” president and mismanagement claims, Franklin Roosevelt lead us into WWII, Germany never attacked us, Japan did, from 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost, an average of 112,500 per year Harry Truman finished that war and started on in Korea, North Korea never attacked us, from 1950-1953, 55,000 lives were lost an average of 18,333 per year John F Kennedy started the Vietnam conflict in 1962 Vietnam never attacked us Lyndon Johnson turned Vietnam into a quagmire, from 1965 – 1975, 58,000 lives were lost, an average of 5,800 per year. Bill Clinton went to war with Bosnia without us or French consent, Bosnia never attacked us, He was offered Osama bin Ladens h

-just Fun-
NEO@ CherryTAP I'm the CHERRY COPTHESE PEOPLE HAVE BEEN PULLED OVER !!!In order to be BUSTED!! you need to have an awesome profile, kind and NICE, very few (NSFW) photos,No FAN me on your profile,SALUTE,and not a drama queen.(DO NOT MESSAGE me!!!!!!!) .If you fit this you will be placed in MY BLOG with your link, for people to add you.Also a BULLETIN will be posted daily about all the BUSTED people MEN and WOMEN. thanks Christian beautifullove@ CherryTAPCTAF #22~ArousedByRage ~CTAF #22@ CherryTAPCanadian Ice Queen ♥ ~ *K.O.T* & *C.T.A.F*@ CherryTAPprecious@ CherryTAPHDBKRGRL

Sanely Insane
As i wonder aimlessly, my vision was clouded by exhaustion. I stood tall and took a deep breath as i observed my surroundings, a room full of circumstantial happenstance and unfullfilled promises and dreams. Why are they here? Did Mr Steve knock up the cheerleader in Highschool? Or could Doug have made a self compromise for the love of money. As pain shoots through my legs, and creeps up my back, the previous nights endeavors begins to take it's toll. Half passed dead, I meadle with work. God this sucks! Exhaustion, confusion, Pain, and life in it's most basic form consumes my mind. How am i gonna make it? My focus lost, my future was almost gone, I'm so tired I can't think straight, and all i can hear echoing throughout the room is "Get er Done!" Larry the Cable Guy, WTF, Damn Country Boys! How dare they! Get Er Done! I'm human, I have to live too, When does that happen, I want a F'ing day off! Get a Education and grow up. Get er done is fine for installing gas cap

When It Comes To Being Confident
well, i know that it's a total cliche and a complete turn off when a woman says that she's not pretty enough or that she doesn't think she's all that. Looking at my pictures you see someone that's flirty and perhaps a little adventurous...and yes, that's me...but not until you get to know me and I'm comfortable being with you. For me it's not that I don't like myself or that I think i'm utterly dispicable and it's not like I'm outrageously overweight, although I'm not what I used to be. What it mainly boils down to is that I have some "extra padding" as they say. I have a daughter, and she's 5 and I'm just not like most really petite women that have had children and just bounce back to being firm and in shape and utterly perfect with boobs that could poke your eyes out. What gets me is that I'm totally cool about making friends day to day outside of my computer interests, and that seems to go well. I have men flirt with me at work a lot, but I just don't know how I would feel if a guy

Misc. Writings
Truckers Tribute Truckers are found on highways, in truck stops, in service bays, on loading docks, on bush roads and at fuel stops, and often, they are the first at the scene of an accident. Their wives help them. Little boys follow them. Relatives and friends don't understand them. Meals must wait for them. Weather can delay them. But nothing can stop them. A trucker is a paradox. He is a blue jeaned executive with his office in a cab. He is a scientist who hauls dangerous chemicals and explosives; a purchasing agent in a baseball cap; a personnel director with grease under his fingernails; a poor eater with a fondness for burgers and fries, steak and potatoes' a student of geography and a weather watcher who reads the clouds for rain or snow. He likes sunshine, children, smooth pavement, good traction, clean loads, dinner at home, weekends with his family, his shirt collar unbuttoned and country music. And there is a special place in his heart for his r

I Need Your Help
“ Please copy and paste the below link in your browser to read more. I am asking everyone to Help me make bail ($1,300.) for Mscular Dystrophy Asso. "Jerry Kid's" . This is or a good cause. Need bail by April 20, 2007. Thanks To All Donations https://www.mdaevent.org/ParticipantInfo.aspx?j=b9cd70ef-ae0b-4514-81dc-7b8067f93ba1&t=c5e92910-3775-4af2-9b47-b67a5dc41f0a

My Job
So I went for my interview today with Jack Sizemore. I was as on edge, due to somewhat unrelated stress, but answered his questions the best I could and tried not to let my nerves show. I THINK I impressed him, because he started discussing benefits, pay rates, insurance, and such, and told me based on my experience I'd start out at $8/hr, where I'd put on my application that I'd take minimum wage. (The normal hire-in rate is about $6, someone else pointed out to me.) He did also tell me that he doesn't have any openings currently, but that might be just to give him time, because he also turned the interview over to one of the specialists working there for another interview. The second guy went back over some things, including questioning my motives for wanting to work there and experience with other jobs, and also discussed benefits, as well as letting me know some of the differences between County and State Correctional work. He'd overheard Jack's comments and seemed under the imp

My Soul
Your love was pain, so tell me, what did I gain? the pain and misery of cheating on me never goes away but a constant reminder to me that what once could have been could now never be, and that kills me inside because you said you'd love me and never part yet you acted like a tart and broke my heart All those words you said to me.. you love me, for eternity and blah blah blah your a damn disgrace girl you need a punch in the face, using and abusing words like that, like they were nothing, water from a tap, fuck you, you wind me up, you piece of crap, Don't get me wrong, I cared for you more than you'll know I told you everything and let my feelings show but I had no choice as to let you go even though I did love you more than I thought was true, you played me, so FUCK YOU. I just wanted you to know that I hate you with a passion, you fucked with my head...hey guess what, I'm not dead It'll take more than you to get to me I'm actually happy it feels like I'm

New And Tired
hey.. I don't know much about this website, but so far it seems like fun... is this like another myspace? lol anyways, i use to live in indiana, but i know longer have a family so i am living with my boyfriend Mike and his family in a whole different state... I am now in IL and I love it... anyways, I don't really know what to put up here, if anyone ever wants to talk... feel free take care Stephanie

Stupid Stress
I have not updated in days I know. I’ve just been busy or unmotivated. Let’s see here. Last Friday Phyls and I had our girl’s night. FINALLY. Haha. We ate and we watched movies with hot boys. Saturday I was pretty much just depressed for some reason. That night was not a good night. Sunday morning there was a little argument with me and James – that was not fun at all! We worked it out of course. He finally got the other package of cds and I’m glad. I need to send the rest out to him soon. I love him dearly. He’s moved into a new room which is good for him in a way but also bad because it doesn’t provide any signal for his phone meaning our time on the phone is limited to his curfew. Blah. Monday I was seriously stressing out. I have this history research proposal I was freaking out about. Basically what happened is, there’s 3 parts. Each part gives you a number of points. The total of the 3 combined must equal AT LEAST 70 points in order for you to be able to write the actual term pa

Poetry
Iron Horse Cowboy ================= Grips instead of reins, Tires instead of hooves Gas instead of hay, Growl instead of snort My horse is Japanese steel, And my range is the Interstate 15. I'm an Iron Horse Cowboy in the Southern California haze My steed stays in the parking lot instead of left in a field to graze. Always at the ready, saddled by default My horse of Japanese steel is ready. . .a twist of a key and we're off. I'm an Iron Horse Cowboy in the San Diego haze Stuck in traffic, we idle. . .if it were flesh, it would graze... My Cowgirl's now at her job An accountant for a small firm Her pony's waiting outside on the asphalt, parked at the curb. 500 cc's of Suzuki steel and black as midnight with no moon Her pony's waiting outside with a full gas tank Ready to ride... We are Iron Horse Cowfolk in the San Diego haze My Lady and I, together, we ride our asphalt and concrete range... Robert Patrick McGuire Copyright ©2007 Robert Patrick McG

Chapter 4
my first fcuking blog. Well to be honest I am just a little out of it. I've been confused and pissed off lately. Mostly at this girl,we use to be friends but she sends me a message on myspace one day tellin me that i'm white trash and that i'm annoying and thats why ive never had a boyfriend [ohh yeah by the way i've never had a boyfriend] soo i sent her a message back saying "yeah sure I'm white trash and your the one whos 17 yrs old,pregnant and living in a trailer with your parents" yeah yeah the bitch started it!.. But on the other hand I'M DOING GREAT!! I got my lip pierced last week;I'm thinkin bout gettin the other side done =/ well im gonna go for now be sure to comment my pichas!! xxKimi

The Imperial Nuclear Order
THE possibility of a nuclear strike by the United States against Iran has now entered mainstream political discourse in the U.S. This needs to be seen in the perspective of: -U.S. determination to attack Iran but the virtual impossibility of achieving all its objectives through non-nuclear means; -the predominance, at the highest levels of the Bush administration, of men who believe that problems of a global war and the consequent overstretch can and should be resolved by deploying "mini-nukes" - not retreat, but escalation to a higher level; -the much wider spread of actual nuclear weapons among the key U.S. allies than is ever revealed in the mainstream media; and, most crucially, -the immense nuclear superiority the U.S. has kept gaining since the collapse of the Soviet Union and the consequent doctrine of "usable nukes" it has developed during the Bush presidency. Using nuclear weapons becomes thinkable because the U.S. has unrivalled capacity to do

More About Me
So many of you have asked me what I am looking for in a friend and in a relationship. Loyalty is the most important thing to me. As far as what I am looking for in a relationship is hard to answer in words. To me it's in how two people click. You don't necesarily have to be physically attracted to someone, you can talk to someone for years and have a mental attraction. What I mean by that is this. You can meet someone online and never had met them before develope feelings for them based on personality, and the things you have in common. When you finally do meet you already have feelings, that I think the anticipation makes you physically attracted to them already. Now sexually is a different story. You can have all the above and not be sexually attracted to them wich falls under physical also. So to me I want this: Honesty, loyalty, and the rest falls in place. I am not one to just sit around the house and do nothing. If the weather is nice, I have to be outside. I don't like to ha

For It Is The Number Of A Man
Beware fair maiden I think it unwise For this man is a demon in disguise Lurking in the shadows and tracing your step Desire of the flesh into it’s soul have crept Drools over thoughts of what he would dare do Seeks to play with your passions and to renew Lust that will consume you and end innocents No remorse will it feel and make no penance For the look in you eyes that is it’s prize It will give it power and then to give rise To a demon that dwells in your lusty soul Two demons bound and becoming whole Giving each other what they most desire To burn in the heat of passions fire feel the rapture of a shared climax born of lust Then to be one till flesh does turn to dust For one soul , one heart, and one mind in torment This lust of the soul was what destiny meant When you and this demon came into this life Married in the sins of lust and now you’re the wife Of a demon that will never let your soul free Give into your lusty desire it is our sweet destiny By R.

Violence
May 15, 2007 JOLIET -- Police are asking for the public's help in finding out who shot a man at a party late Saturday. Devron D. Weddington, 19, was killed after shots came through the window of a house in the 300 block of East Benton Street. "There was a large party going on at the house when someone fired into the house from outside," said Deputy Chief Pat Kerr. Kerr said 40 to 50 people were in the house at the time. No one else was injured. Weddington was shot in the head and pronounced dead at 12:11 a.m. at Silver Cross Hospital, about 20 minutes after the shooting. Investigators say some guests argued shortly before the shooting. "It does not appear Weddington was involved in the altercation, and it's uncertain if he was the intended target," Kerr said. While police had no suspect information Monday, Chief Fred Hayes said they have learned of a possible motive. "The investigation has indicated there are gang overtones to this incident," Hayes said. He said it do

Rants And Raves But Mostly Rants
Ok as most have figured out I'm absolutely addicted to tv. (and please excuse and mispelling I'm extremely tired at the moment and should be in bed as I have to be up for work in 4 and a half hours. So I will pay for this bitch fest. But I have a few things I MUST get off my chest. I guess I'll attemt to go show by show but again excuse my if I ramble from show to show I will eventually get back to the topic at hand. First off I guess I'll start with Grey's Anatomy which I'll admit I didn't start as a fan from the beginning. I started watching after the end of season 2 over the summer to catch the reruns of the Denny/Izzie storyline because I had become a HUGE fan of Jeffrey Dean Morgan after falling in love with his protrayol of the patriach on the WB now the CW series Supernatural John Winchester. I just adore this man in so many ways and the way he could pull off two such different characters at the exact same time is just absolutely FANTASTIC. I of course went into GA knowing t

Happy
Most of you out there, don\'t know alot about me, but there are some who know MOST things about me. This is a lil BLOG for me to vent. I\'m frustrated. I know it will be hard for SOME people to understand, and one person, whom i thought was so close to me, is not supporting me and just cant get past some issues, and has gone against me in this. I have CANCER. It is treatable, and I will be fine. I have to believe that. ~~~ I am generally a happy go lucky, likes to have fun, flirtacious, fun, freaky geek type of gal and everyone generally loves me. I\'m goofy, and silly, and sometimes a straight out NERD, lol but people love that about me. I\'m not speaking \"high on myself,\" i\'m stating a fact/point. I have a lot of friends that i hang out with on weekends. WEEKENDS!!!!! cuase during the week, my life is too crazy, now mind you, I have 4 children, 5 including the adopted older child/friend of family. She is actually an adult, she is 20 yrs old, but recently lost h

Thanks Girls
Thanks to all my Cherry gals that read my blog "What's the deal" thanks for all the 10's!!! After I posted it I got alot of ratings but no friends and fans so fuck it I'm kool with the 10's so thanks girls and one more thing sorry for the delay on some of the ratings just leave a message so i'll know who rated me because I tend to get a lil busy sometimes and I don't know who came by to show love o.k, o.k!!! so i'll be more than glad to rate you back bye for now my Cherry peep!!! Cherry Boss Bitch

Ask Krystal
Hey Guys and Girls!!! Thank you so much for all the support you have given me. Just so you know - my pics are all fixed and all of my videos are back. The videos are each posted as individual blogs. That way I can mark them NSFW and they won't get deleted. I have also started putting them on my own "Krystal Player" served from my own server - so no one can delete them. ( Like happens with YouTube, MetaCafe, etc... ) AND... My web site is just about done!!! All of the initial content has been shot and the design is complete. We're just running it through testing and putting a few finishing touches on it. YAY!!! Thanks again, I luv all of you! :-) ~Krystal~

Mine
Answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means. (No cheating!) 1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. With who? MY CHILDREN 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it? Deer 3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? I stay real quiet and still so I can watch it and not scare it away. 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house. Describe it? Big beautiful two story house with lots of windows,lots of flowers planted in flower beds all around. A big wrap around porch. Two white rocking chairs on the porch. 5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? No no fence I want to have it open as possible. 6. You enter the house. You walk in to the dining room and see the dining room table. Whats on it? Fresh flowers in a crystal vase, 2 small candle on the side of it. 7. You exit the house and a cup

Somethin New
I can still remember the day you went away far away to what is known as the better place A paradise in which you are eternally to stay never to return again. All the doctors the hospitals that pain in which no one could take away it all done you said to yourself will fade and at peace you will be The laughter you brought to everyone joy in my heart is what i loved the most smiles you could bring to the sorrowest of people. Growing up with you in my life was a blessing to have a angel in my life like you was a gift in which no one could take Until the day god wanted his angel back. I will wait on earth for the day we will unite again peace i will regrain in my soul for i will have all the loving memories of you Be still world for i know you are looking upon us all watching to make sure we do not stubble or fall our hearts are sorrowful but the memories are strong. Peace for all for tommorow is another day were we will remember what w

Everyone Thinks They Know Me! Do U Really???
To have faith is to believe in truth, believe that truth confers special power on those lucky enough to get a little insight, and to know in our hearts that all these things come from God, which is why we should never get too cocky about our successes..... It is sometimes hard to cross that bridge, try something new, or make that change. But once you do, you will realize that things are usually never as bad as we imagine.

No More Fatness, Lol
Alright, we all know that society has a stigma on fat people, and I hate it. When you go somewhere your always getting gawked at and made fun of. Or when its clothes shopping time you absolutely hate it because you know your gonna have to up a size...the simple fact is, the jeans dont make me look fat, my ass makes me look fat. I'm sick of it, I have gained more weight in the last 6 years and I just want to be normal again. Its funny how someone can eat very little but gain alot of weight, yet someone skinny can eat forever and not gain a pound. Well, im back on my phentermine, and on a workout program for six weeks so i am gonna give it a shot. I figure what the hell, I'm not only doing it to look good, i'm also doing it so my feet will quit hurting and my knees will quit hurting. Now I know that alot of people that read this will laugh and say you fool, but you know what, at least i have the guts to admit that im overweight and I want to do something about it. So from here on out, a

My First Contest!!
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=856169&albumid=454836&i=1236689508 Most comments wins...... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=915953&albumid=427114&i=1320001686 go to this link and bomb away!!:) thanks. come vote for me by comment bombing my picture at the following link http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=915953&albumid=427114&i=1320001686 thank you and much CT love to all of you!!

I Got A Part In A Movie!!
HEY GUYS IF YOU WANT TO SEE ME IN ACTION AND YOUR 18 AND UP GO TO: http://www.clips4sale.com/store/7633 LET ME BE YOUR FETISH FANTASY GIRL :) XOXOXOOX HEY EVERYONE MY MODELING HAS TAKEN ME TO ANOTHER LEVEL :) I GOT A PART IN A MOVIE CALLED THE FIST OF A VAMPIRE I START FILMING THE WEEK OF THE 16TH I'M SO EXCITED AND I WILL KEEP YOU GUYS POSTED!! I DONT GET ON HERE MUCH I TRAVEL AND WORK ALL THE TIME SO IF YOU WANT MYSPACE IS A BETTER WAY TO REACH ME YOU CAN FIND MY MYSPACE URL IN MY PROFILE :) XOXOXOXOOXO

Despertly Tryng To Find Someone
i cannot find any information on someone that i am desperately trying to find. Does anyone know how i would go about finding this person other then the usual people finder? i am looking for a address with no results!! The last known address is one i already have i just have come to a dead end and was hopeing someone out there could help!!! thanks

Blog Book Continued Oh Eh
the easiest way to find anything specific on the internet is to type what youre looking for into a search engine. finding blogs is no different simply add "blog" YOUR SEARCH TERMS. IF YOU SEARCH GOOGLE FOR POLITICS blogs, for example, you'll get hundreds of millions of results, with some of the best known blogs featuring on the first page. and of course browsing each of the results will immediately connect you to even more. blog search engines & portals as well as "generic" seach engines such as google , there are also various blog specific sites. these can sometimes prove more effective _ not least because they have to comb through a smaller proportion of the web, which means they can keep their results more up to date than those of the big guys. there are blog portals, or directories, that offer a browsable archive of blogs, arranged by category or popularity. search and directory sites often overlap. the weblog review www.theweblogreview.com the weblog review has evaluted more

Giving Part Of Me
i was recenlty approached by a few lesbian friends of my that want to have a kid and asked if i would donate my seed as it were so that they may have a kid. they have told me that i may see the kid any time i like when it is born. however they dont want my name on it any were (ex. the birth documants and so forth.). but it would be hard for me not to feel i guess some wanting to be the childs father in some regaurd. i dont know really i was thinking of asking to be the godfather of the child but i dont know if that would really fly. im really not sure any of you that read this please give me your input into my sitution.

Random Thoughts
Not really sure what I have to say. I never post blogs much. I've had an awesome week so far and it's only Tuesday. I hope it stays this way... I've been teased before with weeks that start on a high but soon end on a low. Should I be cautious? Is something lurking around the corner to surprise me? I just want to go with the flow and see where it takes me. Sometimes the planets are lined in your direction and things are in your favor. Yet I am weary... Thoughts? So I didn't log on to fubar in a few months... I've noticed a feature that I enjoyed before isn't being utilized... What happen to the lounges? I use to enjoy going in those from time to time and listen to the different tunes and see what kind of interesting conversations are being had. I see the list of lounges, but they always say inside "0"... what gives? Am I missing something? I'm trying to get up to my next level (14) so any help would be greatly appreciated and I'll return the fav

Seriously....fuuuuuuueeeedddd Out
THIS IS THE INTERNET, YES I DO REALIZE THIS, DO YOU? I HOPE SO WHEN ITS MY ASS YOU KISS THIS IS HERE FOR PURE ENTERTAINMENT OR SO YOU ALL SAY WELL THIS IS THE END FOR ME THIS IS MY LAST DAY I HAVE PLAYED ALL YOUR SILLY LITTLE GAMES HERE AND NOW WELL DID UP TILL NOW,FOR YOUR GAMES, YOUR WORDS, ALL MEAN NOTHING TO ME ANYMORE, ANYHOW I BELIEVED IN THIS STUPID SITE AS FUN AND GAMES, YET I GOT PLAYED AND REALLY GOOD, BUT DONT WORRY I WONT MENTION ANY NAMES..... THIS WORLD FOR YOU, LIFE YOUR FANTASY LAND AND ALL YOUR DREAMS IT SEEMS I WILL CONTINUE MY LIFE WITH MY REALITY, REAL WORLD....MY TRUE HOPES AND DREAMS... GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL, FORGIVE MY ASSHOLE CHARM I AM JUST NOT GONNA CONTINUE DOING THIS AND CAUSING MY HEART MORE HARM... PLAY YOUR GAMES ALL YOU WANT WITH SOMEONE ELSE NEW HOPEFULLY SHE WONT BE AS STUPID AS I AND GET A FUCKIN CLUE.... SO LONG AND GOODBYE WHEN YOU LOG IN ARE YOU REALLY HERE FOR REAL? OR ARE YOU HERE FOR FUN, ACTUALLY NO BIG DEAL? DO YOU REALIZ

805 Is The Shiznit
IM IN THE 805 STRAIGHT RIDING,RIDEING ON BUSTA AND FAKE HUSLTERS,GANGSTA,PIMP,AND PLAYAZ.IM THE BIG DOG SHOOT CALLER AND THE BALLER.ME AND MY BOYZ BE KNOCKING FOOLS OUT 1 BLOW KO,ME AND MY BOYZ AINT THE ONES TO BE FOOLED WITH,AS ME AND MY BOYS LEAN LIKE CHOLO'S

Final Salute.....
The Tomb Of The Unknown Soldiers Arlington National Cemetery Here Rests In Honored Glory An American Soldier Known But To God Major General John A. Logan The First Official Memorial Day The first national celebration of Memorial Day took place May 30, 1868, at Arlington National Cemetery. In 1868, General John A. Logan issued General Order Number 11, designating May 30 as a "Memorial Day." He declared it to be: ". . . For the purpose of strewing with flowers or otherwise decorating the graves of comrades who died in defense of their country during the late rebellion, and whose bodies now lie in almost every city, village, and hamlet churchyard in the land." The national observance still takes place there today, with the placing of a wreath on the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier and the decoration of each grave with a small American flag. In 1971, federal law changed the observance of the holiday to the last Monday in May and extended it to honor all those w

Ok Folks
I have someone harassing me on here. I dont know how much longer I am going to stick around. I have this person blocked under 3 different names on fubar and They are still coming to my page leaving negative comments. My father is in the hospital right now and I have enough things to worry about without signing on to my page after working 12 hours to find nasty comments on my page. I know for sure I have this person blocked from my myspace page. So if ya'll would like to keep in contact with me , Add me as a friend on myspace @ www.myspace.com/Mesmerized72 or Add me to yahoo messanger @ supaflychick25. Peace Out, Missy = )~

Just More Pain........
What's real? This? Heck no.... There are a few people who really care but there are few. The rest are players and really don't matter anyway. They like to toy with your emotions, making believe they really care until they tire of you and move on. So what... Did I fall for the game? I guess I did. I am one of the many, the fallen who just quit caring as I once did. My wall of protection has once again been reassembled so I don't have to feel anymore. Am I now cold? No... I still love and hurt but I just refuse to let it get to me anymore. Sometimes I feel I am cold and empty but who really cares? You? When was the last time you called just to share yourself and not because you thought I was in a emotional termoil? I don't need therapy!!! I need good trustworthy friends who really care for me as much as I do for them. I know I am not fooling anyone.. My heart is still in the same place no matter how hard I try to cover up or deny. I still cry.... but alas I digress ....

Life At My House
Well today was going just fine up until about 9pm. Then my dog got loose. I took the car to find her and my boyfriend was walking the alley with the puppy. I finally found and needless to say, I saw the skunk before I saw her. She jumps right across my lap and gets in the passenger seat of my car. I was thinking that she could have been sprayed by that damn skunk but she was. She smelled like skunk, I smelled like skunk, my car, my house...everything. I tried the whole tomatoe juice thing, took her down to pet wash and wouldnt ya know it...they were out of the de-skunker stuff. Just my luck. So today, well tonight, pretty much sucked. I got a recipe that is supposed to work on dogs to get rid of the smell of skunk but he says to make sure you dont get it in their eyes....well, she was sprayed in the face, so how can make sure not to get it in her eyes....so now i dont know what to do. If anybody out there has any idea what else i can do to get it off of her, and get the smell outta my

Did You Know
There are alot of nice women who cares so much about the people around the world. Some don't but Most DO. I love the people in the world. Most of my time I felt bad how women do.. Meaning the suffer they get. Their heart broken.. Why no one stay with one person as things mess up. But nobody perfect. I am not perfect. I am a lousy Deaf person that keep losing love everytime I get dump for no reason. But that ok for me.. Women are just perfect and lovling person.. Women are important for me to protect much in my heart. Women dont deserve to be suffer. Smile ladies hope you dont cry because I type this.. Love ya ladies but for friends only.. HEHE This is the same note from stash. Now at this time. You are my only true lover. My heart will always tells u that I love you very fucken much with all my fucken heart.. Dont let the chain release. Hope you love this note. Love you babe.. This will be sad part to understand.. I have been like this before and the story is true. All the way back was

Allmine
FRIENDS ARE THERE UNTILL THE END,THEY'ER ALWWAYS THEMSELVES,NO PRETEND.THEY'RE NOT AFRIAD TO BE SEEN WITH YOU,THEY MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD ABOUT YUORSELF IN TIMES OF WEEP.THEY WILL NEVER BETRAY YOU,FRIENDS NEVER TELL SECRETS THEY PROMISE TO KEEP,THEY COME AND CHEER YOU IN ANY PLACE.INA FRIEND THERE IS NO SHAME,FRIENDS ARE THERE TO LISTEN WHEN YOUR DEPRESSED,THEY ARE THE PEOPLE YOU SHOULD KNOW BEST.FRIENDS ARE LIKE PRESENTS YOU OPEN AGAIN AND AGAIN,ALWAYS ARE WITH YOU THROUGH THICK AND THIN!!!!!!!!! THERE ARE TREASURES IN LIFE BUT OWNERS ARE FEW OF MONEY AND POWER TO BUY THINGS BRAND NEW,YET YOU CAN BE WEALTHY AND FEEL REGAL TOO,IF YOU WILL JUST LOOK FOR THE TREASURES IN YOU ,THESE TREASURES IN LIFE ARE NOT HARD TO FIND WHEN YOU LOOK IN YOUR HEART,YOUR SOUL AND YOUR MIND,FOR WHEN YOU ARE WILLING TO SHARE WHATS WITHIN YOUR FEVEENT SEARCH FOR RICHES WILL END,THE JOY AND THE LAUGHTER THE SMILE THAT YOU BRING ,THE HEART UNAFRAID ,TO LOVE AND TO SING,THE HAND THAT IS ALWAYS WILLING TO HELP THOSE

Pinch Me!
http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=819584&albumid=0&i=419816235 I've had that happen MANY times, ESPECIALLY during someone's Happy Hour; give a Thumb's UP to someone's stash and it looks like it doesn't take, click again and get this message!! And these people have the NERVE to censor pictures for what they consider unfit or NSFW? I can't understand why on a site that is "for adults", someone would in one instant, practice blatant censorship by masking someone's pictures with a Bag-head, or outright delete them, THEN have the audacity to leave a comment like this for an error that you have no control over, one caused because the site is overloaded with people trying to leave comments etc. I think that this is ridiculous. Supposedly we're ALL adults on this site, and that would go for our web-master and the staff. You can't have it both ways people, either let this be an adult site, where we flag our own photos as NSFW, or invite Jerry Falwell and all the other televangelists to

Other
Have a yahoo football league drating in an hour and a half and would love to have more players in it. If you would like to join the please come on in. League ID #435763 Password #21755 Draft is at 4:30 so please come join

My Work!
felt so used so let down sooo pissed off just so confused and angery at someone? but still you keep trying? why do i even care it seems to me every time i do try i just get hurt so why do i try? im sick of everything im sick of the drama the lies the bs all of it! if you dont F***ING like me then dont make it out like you do its just that easy so please save me the heart ach and walk the F*** away thanks have a nice day and when you think of me i hope it eats you up inside!!!! mwah love ya i shut the door to all the others just incase u wanted to come back u left me down on me knees begging you baby please i never thought it would hurt this bad i say i dont care and i try to act like im all big and bad but darlyn when other people talk about her its like my heart just sinks in my chest i just want to curel up in a ball and just die i dont know why im waisting my time when i know

For All Of U Stupid Fuckers..
yeah...keep on ripping my photos i dont mind...that only proves that you`re a sad little person. i dont give a rats ass about rating....so dont think i`ll be ofended if u rate me with 1 ...

And...
I am at my lowest of lows today. I hate going through these emotions. Sadness,guilt, and anger. My stomach is tied in knots. I apologize for everything even when I didn't do it. I down myself afterwards. I blame myself for everything that happens instead of placing proper blame. Cutting sounds like a great option right now but I know it does not release the pain. Cutting only nmbs what is there. If I cut today, it would be the darkest gray matter to ever fall from my wounds. Then, I would have to keep doing it to release even more and more at a time. I am so tired of being pushed. I am so tired of crying. I am so tired of being lonely. But yet I push everyone out. How I have no idea but I do. Maybe happiness is a figment of an imagination we create. I have never found it. Maybe love is imaginated also. Pain is all i feel deep within me. Pain that I can not release for some reason. I just can not escape it. I am tired of being that person that everyone comes to when they are bored or th

Dj Skyler Dawn
HELLO EVERYONE I AM WRITTIN THIS MUMM ABOUT A FRIEND OF MINE. SHE IS A SWEET LADY SHE NOWS HOW TO PARTY HARD. SHE IS SO SWEET SHE WILL DO ANYTHING FOR ANYONE AND SHE IS A GREAT DJ AND SHE KNOWS HOW TO MAKE SOMEONE FEEL WELCOME. I AM GLAD THAT I CAN HANGOUT WITH DJ SKYLER DAWN SO IF YOU ARE TRYING TO HAVE A GOOD I AM RECOMEND THAT YOU CHECK HOW MUCH FUN WE HAVE WITH DJ SKYLER DAWN AT GRAND THEFT RADIO LOUNGE AND SHE WOULD LOVE IT WE HAVE ALOT MORE PEOPLE COME AND HANGOUT IN GRAND THEFT RADIO SO IF YOU ARE TRYING TO HAVE A GOOD TIME COME CHECK US OUT HOPE TO SEE YOU IN THERE.

Stuff...
Earlier today i posted a MUMM. The subject of my MUMM was Facebook. The guys/girls incharge of deletions for NSFW subject had deemed this subject NSFW. no where in this subject was there anything NSFW, NO nudity, NO obscenitys, NOTHING OFFENSIVE> Now I cant even post a MUMM, I dont understand why this happend. Well the long weekend is now past. I didnt do much this weekend. I mostly stayed home. Me and my roommate, and her daughter went into town and visited the Digby warf rat rally. for those of you that dontknow. the Warf Rat Rally, is a get together for bikers, in Nova-Scotia. It was the 3rd annual, rally. plus it was the biggest one yet. look in my photos album and rate the pics from the rally. Hey yall hows it hanging. well this is my first blog on here. not much going on in my life. Im still single. even though i live with a girl, and her daughter. god i need to get laid. so if anyone outhere is reading this and lives in Nova-Scotia, canada. drop me a line. Even if your coming t

I Dare You
dare you to repost this, and see how many MESSAGES people give you... [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? [] I'd Fuck you [] All of the above Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe []you look to sweet to screw [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know [] hell no Name one thing you would like to do to me... ________________________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] Other, not sure yet!! Have to kiss you first.. If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook u

Please Help Justin Ashford.
JUSTIN ASHFOR A 6 YR OLD LITTLE BOY OF DELTONA FLORIDA WHO IS ONE OF MY REALLY GOOD FRIEND'S SON,WAS ON A 4 WHEELER MONDAY(LABOR DAY)AND GOT ON A HILL TO JUMP IT AND FELL OFF OF IT INTO A FIRE PIT,HE WILL LOSE MOST OF HIS TOE'S AND POSSIBLY HIS FEET,IF THEY ARE LUCKY TO SAVE HIS FEET THEY WILL TAKE SKIN OFF OF HIS HEAD TO PLACE ON HIS FEET TO SAVE THEM... HE IS ON A BREATHING MACHINE HE CAN NOT BREATH ON HIS ON... JUSTIN ASHFORD OF DELTONA FLORIDA,WILL BE IN CINNINNATTI OHIO FOR MONTH'S... THEY ARE POOR AND THEY NEED ALL THE DONATION'S POSSIBLE..MORE IMPORTANT YOUR PRAYER'S AND SUPPORT... IF YOU CAN DONATE ANYTHING THAT WOULD BE GREATLY APPREICATED... IF YOU COULD DONATE TO HIS HOSPITAL BILL'S PLEASE USE CHECK'S OR MONEY ORDER'S ONLY WRITEN OUT TO HIS DADDY:PAUL ASHFORD:THE ADDRESS WHERE YOU CAN SEND ANYTHING IS:686 COMSTOCK DR.DELTONA FLORIDA.32738... PLEASE PRAY FOR THIS LIL BOY JUSTIN ASHFORD,IF YOU GO TO CHURCH PLEASE HAVE THEM SAY A PRAYER FOR HIM AS WELL.LET'S GET THE PR

Remember Always 9/11/2001
Maturity is the ability to control anger and settle differences without violence. Maturity is patience. It is the willingness to pass up immediate pleasure in favor of a long-term gain. Maturity is perseverance, the ability to sweat out a project or a situation in spite of heavy opposition and discouraging setbacks. Maturity is the capacity to face unpleasantness and frustration, discomfort and defeat, without complaint or collapse. Maturity is being big enough to say, “I was wrong,” and, when right, the mature person need not experience the satisfaction of saying, “I told you so.” Maturity is the ability to make a decision and stand by it. The immature spend their lives exploring endless possibilities and then do nothing. Maturity means dependability, keeping one’s word and coming through in a crisis. The immature are masters of the alibi. They are the confused and the conflicted. Their lives are a maze of broken promises, former friends, unfinished busine

Me
ERASE RACISM! A BLACK DUDE WALKS INTO A CAFE EARLY ONE MORNING AND NOTICES HE'S THE ONLY BLACK ONE THERE AS HE SAT DOWN HE NOTICED A WHITE DUDE SAT BEHIND HIM, THE WHITE DUDE SAID "COLOURED PEOPLE AINT ALLOWED IN HERE" . THE BLACK DUDE REPLIED... "WHEN I WAS BORN I WAS BLACK WHEN I GREW UP I WAS BLACK WHEN I'M SICK I'M BLACK WHEN I GO IN THE SUN I'M BLACK WHEN I'M COLD I'M BLACK AND WHEN I DIE I'M BLACK. BUT YOU MATE... WHEN YOU WERE BORN YOU WERE PINK WHEN YOUR'E SICK YOUR'E GREEN WHEN YOU STAY IN THE SUN YOUR'E RED WHEN YOUR'E COLD YOU TURN BLUE AND WHEN YOU DIE YOU TURN "PURPLE." "AND YET YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO CALL ME COLOURED" THE BLACK DUDE TURNED BACK AROUND AND THE WHITE DUDE WALKED AWAY. COPY THIS INTO YOUR BLOG AND HELP ERASE RACISM THERE ARE PPL WHO THINK M A BITCH THEN THEY ARE RIGHT AND IT MEANS I GOT IT SORTED

A Dad's Story
Dad's Story On July 22nd I was in route to Washington , DC for a business trip. It was all so very ordinary, until we landed in Denver for a plane change. As I collected my belongings from the overhead bin, an announcement was& nbsp;made for Mr. Lloyd Glenn to see the United Customer Service Representative immediately. I thought nothing of it until I reached the door to leave the plane and I heard a gentleman asking every male if he were Mr. Glenn. At this point I knew something was wrong and my heart sunk. When I got off the plane a solemn-faced young man came toward me and said, 'Mr. Glenn, there is an emergency at your home. I do not know what the emergency is, or who is involved, but I will take you to the phone so you can call the hospital.' My heart was now pounding, but the will to be calm took over. Woodenly, I followed this stranger to the distant telephone where I called the number he gave me for the

Blah
This is what has been on my mind for the past week and I thought I’d share this with you all. I know this guy won’t read this because he decided he would pretty much delete me off of everything but I hope this will affect somebody in a good way and that somebody might take something good away from this section of my life. A week ago I decided that I would meet somebody from the internet, something I thought I would never do, but I talked to this guy for a little bit and he seemed like a genuinely good guy and quite attractive so I went for it. His name is Alex and he was simply amazing, seriously, too good to be true. He acted like he wanted to be with me and told me cute little things that made me feel special. Although I did find some things I didn’t really like about him, but everybody has something that they do not really like or agree with about the person they like, you’re always going to have some sort of difference. Here Is one…he sort of has this other personality, except n

Dealing With Seperation
For those of you that don't know this, i'm going to be perfectly candid. I seperated from my 13.5 year relationship this year. I have been finding it very hard to deal with the everyday stresses of trying to support my 13 year old daughter on my own as her father is not living up to his responsibilities. The reason that i'm wearing my heart on my sleeve today in a sense is that over the next few weeks I will be dealing with all of these issues as I now have to go through mediation with him to set up access and support through the courts here. In saying this I just wanted to let everyone know as I may not be in the best of moods and if I happen to be short with someone or not available for chat this is the reason. I didn't want my friends, fans, and family to think that I was ignoring them or being rude. I just need some time now to get my affairs regarding my daughter in order..if you see me on and my status is set to online or some generic one on here then I will be available for

Nasty
i want you, i need you, i wanna feel you, i wanna taste you. I wanna do everything and anything to you that you want me to do. I dont wanna tease you and i dont want to tease myself i just aim to please. I wanna make you gasp for air from the pleasure your receiving from me. So just lay back and relax i got this. And when it's done dont worry i'll be back for seconds and you'll be loving it. H@v3 Y0u 3v3r L0v3d S0m3b0dy S0 Much 1+ M@d3 Y0u Cry? H@v3 Y0u 3v3r N33d3d S0m3+h1ng S0 B@d +h@+ Y0u C@n+ Sl33p @+ N1gh+? H@v3 Y0u 3v3r +h0ugh+ @b0u+ +h3s3 +h1ngs? +3ll +h3 p3rs0n y0u f@ll1ng 4 h0w y0u f33l H@v3 3v3r Y0u 3v3r? i got so use to how u would hold me how u would just let me be free. i got so use to how u break my back make me feel every night. how u would take me to a level dat i never been every night. i would think about the other night wondering how would u take to me to this new level the next night. i got so use to you that i would be craving for you at work trying not to pla

Fu Bombers
for the fu bombers family, i am makeing a family id for everyone, so please keep checking my photos for yours to appear. this is going to take awhile to make so please be patient for the fu bombers family, i am makeing a family id for everyone, so please keep checking my photos for yours to appear. this is going to take awhile to make so please be patient

Best Friends....
FOUR FRIENDS, WHO HADN'T SEEN EACH OTHER IN 30 YEARS, REUNITED AT A PARTY. AFTER SEVERAL DRINKS, ONE OF THE MEN HAD TO USE THE REST ROOM. THOSE WHO REMAINED TALKED ABOUT THEIR KIDS. THE FIRST GUY SAID, "MY SON IS MY PRIDE AND JOY. HE STARTED WORKING AT A SUCCESSFUL COMPANY AT THE BOTTOM OF THE BARREL. HE STUDIED ECONOMICS AND BUSINESS ADMINISTRATION, AND SOON BEGAN TO CLIMB THE CORPORATE LADDER. HE'S THE PRESIDENT OF THE COMPANY. HE BECAME SO RICH THAT HE GAVE HIS BEST FRIEND A TOP OF THE LINE MERCEDES FOR HIS BIRTHDAY." THE SECOND GUY SAID, "DARN, THAT'S TERRIFIC! MY SON IS ALSO MY PRIDE AND JOY. HE STARTED WORKING FOR A BIG AIRLINE, THEN WENT TO FLIGHT SCHOOL TO BECOME A PILOT. EVENTUALLY HE BECAME A PARTNER IN THE COMPANY, WHERE HE OWNS THE MAJORITY OF ITS ASSETS. HE'S SO RICH THAT HE GAVE HIS BEST FRIEND A BRAND NEW JET FOR HIS BIRTHDAY." THE THIRD MAN SAID:"WELL, THAT'S TERRIFIC! MY SON STUDIED IN THE BEST UNIVERSITIES AND BECAME AN ENGINEE

True Love
So here I am again. How long do you stay in a relationship when one of you will not admit that she loves you in public? Got a friend who asked me about this and I didnt know what to say. So I am asking you. His girlfriend will not say she is with him on her page or his. She tells him all the time that he is just over reacting to everything. I have seen this in person and just dont know what to tell him to do. There is another man she makes sure to post comments, more that one everyday and she will not do that to the man she says she wants to marry. So someone tell me please what to tell him. I have told him actions speak louder than words. He even told me she has gone as far as to bring two old boyfriends back into there relationship. And she told him it meant nothing. Again I told him ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS...and asked him what was her actions saying. He said that he asked her about it and she told him he just was over reacting. I told him she is telling the worl

She
SHE The Dragon flies into the dusk on silver, painted wings, And though she rides the sky alone, she has learned many things. She knows the sea runs to the sand, and where the moon takes rest. She greets the noble unicorns, and flies where phoenix nest. Her eyes seek treasures of the mind, not any mundane thought. She knows of all the Dwarven smiths and what their skills have wrought. Her silvered scales have seen the rule of mighty kings gone by, And when the cause of good was lost, she would often cry. She felt the pain of mother's loss as her children died to fight, all the foes of dragon kind that killed to show their might. In my heart, this dragon flies, and keeps my heart and mind. She taught me how to love, and learn, and made my path defined. She led me down the darkest trail, so I could face my fear, And though I feel her weakening, I know that she is near. And before she spreads her wings to fly forever to be free, I will fly just one more time, for I know th

All About Me
Alright I'm real depressed now. I've a had a crush a huge crush ok more than a crush on this guy i've met two summers ago, we clicked instantly, at the time he wasn't looking for a relationship, just friends, but I rushed it and we ended our friendship and every so often he would msg me etc... chat on the phone again, then stop talking. Before we ended our friendship, I found out that he liked me alot. But I had to fuck this things up. We always seemed to find a way back to each other somehow. Anyways, just today I added him to facebook and I seen his status to in a relationship, it broke my heart, because all this time I was hoping that me and him would end up finding each other again. He to ld me he'd give us another chance, that went no where because he stopped talking to me. He was soo perfect. GRRR!!!! I'm going to go cry now. He was everything that I was looking for, we had soo much in common, we had the same personalities, and he was soo damn gorgeous. I am je

Yea
ok so moving is fture tense technically i moved...not far like a mile away but im on my own (well i have a roomate hes like my best friend...itll be like will and grace cause hes gay and i have naturally red hair lol) anyway my dad has been hinting at me to move out since i was like 15 so now yay. i got a new phone (thank u sprint) a new home and the ex is no longer stalkerish so thats good too! im not saying things are great but they improved a bit i still think about things that will never happen but im tryin to block those thoughts out cause i know better...anyway thats all (i was bored) ~lacey so apparently im really fucking bored so im doing surveys...about sex...cause thats the only interesting thing to talk about lol The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: bothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: i like twice a dayIs sex a top priority for you?: not a top priorit

I'm Venting
I am just on here to get my feelings out!!! Do you ever feel like you are wasting time on something or someone???? You are putting your all into them but they just do not seem interested...but then every now and again they do seem interested? I know...probably sounds a bit confusing...well I am confused to. Not sure what to do..just leave them alone...or keep on trying. I know what I want to do but really not sure about it. I have got a million things to think about so maybe just maybe I need to let go. Anyone who would be willing to listen I will be glad to talk to you about it so I can get some kind of direction. Thanks!!!!

Fubar Marriages
SO I SEE ALL THESE PEOPLE HAVING FUBAR HUBBYS AND WIFES. IS THIS SERIOUS. I MEAN IF A PERSON IS YOUR FUBAR MATE, DOES THAT MEAN YOU REALLY HAVE FEELING FOR THEM OR DOES IT MEAN ITS ONLY (PLAY PLAY) LIKE IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL? HOW DO A PERSON CLAIM THEY LOVE SOMEONE ON HERE AND BE FUBAR MARRIED TO SOMEONE ELSE. IS FUBAR MARRIAGES BETWEEN PEOPLE THAT ARE ACTUALLY FEELING SOMEONE OR IS IT ALOT OF BULLSHIT ANYWAY...LOL

A Differnt Christmas Story
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some

Another Day In The Life
So, I finally got my new MacBook last weekend, and for all of you that have a Windoze machine, i believe it's time for all of you to switch. Mac computers are so much more user-friendly, and are less prone to viruses than a Windows computer, since most hackers write programs for...*gasp* Windows! Think about it...let it simmer. Ok, you good? Gonna go out and buy a Mac this weekend now? Good... As always, feel free to comment. :) I like hearing what y'all have to say. Keep flyin', Phoenix So, I just got back from watching The GOlden Compass, and I have to say something: ALL THE OVER-RELIGIOUS ZEALOTS WHO SAY THIS MOVIE HAS ATHEIST OVERTONES NEEDS TO GO ROT IN THEIR OWN PERSONAL HELL! I am sick of reading all the crap on the internet about how the Catholic church saying this movie is going to teach atheism to little kids! They should just sit down, and watch the damned movie, and get their own opinion, instead of what someone tells them! Isn't that what this country was for

Fuckeththineself
Im tired and not happy. I'll offend a lot of you and I'm as immature as you think. I'll never grow up but at least I'm responsible. I'm a good guy sometimes, usually after I'm a lil unsober and you start looking better :) Just kiddin, not even alcohol could do that for you. I don't even know why I'm on this website. I think it's because of friends and boredom. I like lil freaks that are into all kinds of weird sex with parapalegic midgets and people on wheel chairs. Its okay I dont participate I just watch. Look I know I'm not attractive but at least I'm all full of sunshine and happiness. Some people think I'm a good guy, thats usually cause they only met me for a short time and I probably seduced them somehow. I'm not single, I committed to drama. If you really want to send me a friend request you need a head check, just send me lil gifts and we'll pretend like we know each other. I'm bored again... Yeah so I was invited here by the good graces of Will (ohsnap ugotdaaids)to impress u

Hurting A Child
NEVER shake a baby~Date: Dec 6, 2007 2:42 PMOn December 4, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do. At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off of life support because of irreversible brain damage she sustained from being shaken by a man Jessica knew and trusted.This is what Jessica said:"IF NE ONE HAS KIDS MAKE SURE U KEEP THEM WIT U THE WHOLE TIME DNT GIVE THEM TO NE ONE THAT U DNT TRUST..... TRUST ME I THOUGHT I TRUSTED JOSH..... BUT NOW AS OF 12-4-07 AT 2:29AM SHE IS GONE.... MY ONE AND ONLY BABY....... AND HE IS GUNNA PAY FOR EVER EVEN IF HE GETS OUTTA JAIL SCOTT FREE HE WILL BE DEAD NO MATTER WAT......... TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND THAT KNO LONDON I AM VERY ANGRY AND UPSET I LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE MY BABY GIRL.... SHE DIED ON HER 3MONTH BDAY........SHE HAD 6 FRACTURED RIBS..... BOTH OF HER LEGS WERE FRACTURED.... AND HER BRAIN WAS SO DAMANAGED THAT IF SHE WERE TO LIVE SHE WOULD BE A VEGETABLE

Re: Wondering!
A friend posted this in his blog I was appalled by what I was reading...I cannot believe that some women really thinks they Are Something to Look At to sell themselves...Not to mention it's degrade themselves and to the rest of us women like myself who prefer to be shown respect. I hate beggars and I think this person is pathetic. I'm sitting here and wondering,if the following is really close to prostitution??? I totally understand if somebody lets just family members see their NSFW pics. But today i run across a profile with this info for NSFW pictures. This is selling them selves: 1 day blast = 1 week in my NSFW pictures 3 day blast = 1 month in my NSFW pictures 7 day blast = 2 months in my NSFW pictures + a free booty salute *If you cant afford a blast or you dont have a CC you can send 75,000 fu-bucks (using the fu-pal link on my page) to get a 1 day peek into my private folders* Now why would i pay for some pics if you can get them all day long for free on t