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Metal Messiah Radio !!!
ok guys dj slay is gonna be back on the air waves ....... sorry guys its not gonna be on the fu. i've moved up in the world. if you wanna hear me and i would love to have you. the link is http://www.metalmessiahradio.com/metalmessiahradiochat.html thats where i'll be dj'ing i think next friday. would love for you to stop by. all you need to do is make a screen name. no password needed. thanks :D slay p.s. you may just get a shout out if you stop by. good people and the BEST online magazine and radio station there is bar NONE !!!! SO STOP BY AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE !!!! those of you that know me know i support you guys so return the favor. ok guys here is the time ....... 8pm - 12am est. HOPE TO SEE YA THERE.

My Son
my ex wants me to terminate my rights to my son. she feels that i should not be a part of his life. i rarely get to see him. she claims to be always busy. i try to be flexible with her "schedule" but no go. months will go by and i wont get to see him. i miss him. ok what should i do? she's dragging out court so i cant force her to let me see him. america sucks! the father has no rights non at all until the judge says so.

Hope
Nature's first green is gold Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leave's a flower But only so an hour. So leave subsides to leave So Eden sank to grief So dawn goes down to day Nothing gold can stay Robert Frost Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands? Closed your eyes And trusted, just trusted Have you ever Thrown a fist full of glitter in the air? Have you ever looked fear in the face And said I just don’t care It’s only half past the point of no return

The Ten Commandments Of War
1) I am the War Load, the wrathful God of Combat, I will always lead from the front not from the rear. 2) I will treat you all alike-just like shit! 3) You will do nothing i will not do first,and thus you will be created Warriors in My Deadly Image. 4) I shall punish your bodies, because the more you sweat in training, the less you bleed in Battle. 5) Indeed, if you hurt in your efforts and you suffer painful dings, then you are doing it right. 6) You don't have to like it-You just have to do it. 7) When it comes to planning, Keep it Simple,Stupid! 8) Never Assume Anything!! 9) You are not paid for your methods, but for your results,which means you will kill your enemy, by any means necessary, before he kills you. 10) Deep in your Warriors Mind and Soul, always remember MY Ultimate and Final Commandment: THERE ARE NO RULES-YOU WILL WIN AT ALL COST!!!!!!!!!

Society
I just don't get people at times! I mean when you are out in public and someone approaches you and tries to get to know you and when they find out that your gay they act all weird and creepy all of a sudden! Its like they think you got germs or something and like stay away from me. I just dont get why people act that way around gay people. I just wish everyone would treat everyone the same. Is that asking too much? And I wonder how many of them have gay friends and don't even know that there friend is gay! Posted Tuesday, October 05, 2010 11:44:59 PM by Dan J Kroll The Young and the Restless' Thom Bierdz is just one of the celebrities lending his support to gay teens that might be facing bullying. The out actor filmed a video and is offering teens the chance to express their feelings through artwork. With a series of high-profile suicides by gay teens making national news, The Young and the Restless' Thom Bierdz (Phillip Chancellor III) is lending his support to let gay teens know that

My Personal Life Story
encase of someone of are asking why i re posted this it was because i change a few things and really took the time to really re do everything that has happen to me in my past to let it go also giving you a little insight to me as a person. let me start this out by saying iam not looking for someone to pity me or feel sorry for me i don't need my ego stroke come to think of it i don't got one but anyways. iam use to rejection after all my mother rejected me and i feel my father did too and the worst thing is i don't no way nor do i care any more my father grew up with his dad but his dad never show him affection and me and him act way to much a like if you put us together in a room alone we would more then likely kill one another in fact i took my sword to him once before and mind you the man is 6ft6 iam not really sure on how much he weights tho and he is buff just go to show you i don't back down from no one. as for my mother like i said she r

Local Restaruant Scene
So this past Monday, my wife and I decided we were going to start checking out the local sit down restaruants that we have driven by hundreds of times and yet, never ate at. We start this week at Campestres Restaruant. Upon entering, we were immediately whisked away to our seat. I was asking if they had a sling to put the baby carrier in, when one employee came up and turned the high chair upside down and sat the carrier in that. It surprisingly worked really well. We took our menus and ordered off the lunch menu which was available from 11am to 3pm. Everything was really well priced, and in what seemed like 10 minutes, they hd our food on the table and ready to eat, mine on the platter was still sizzling. Gotta love fajitas! The wait staff was extremely friendly and professional. After completing our meal, they were very quick to clear the table. But for this guy, I will n0ot give a full on approval for any restaruant unless they possess one key essential quality, CLEANLINE

Not Sure What To Call This...
malfunctional encephalon useless grey sludge damaged receptors cranium crud neurotransmitters misfire at will muddled, befuddled riddled to hell dopamine slow travelling sick synaptic transmission brief moments euphoric sharp sudden remission serotonin standby norepinephrine away inane glial matter take it away lobotomize me

R.i.p. Rod Steele
OHIO VALLEY WRESTLINGOVW lost a family member recently, former OVW star "The Real Deal" Rod Steele. To pay tribute to the legacy he left behind and to support the family of the legend OVW will host a special evening of matches on August 20th at the Davis Arena. Tickets are only $5 & donations are accepted.Rest in Peace Rod Steele!

Life
Smooth roads never make good drivers !Smooth sea never makes good sailors !Clear Skies never make good pilots !Problem free life never makes a strong & good person !Be strong enough to accept the challenges of life.......Time is like a river.you cannot touch the same water twice,because the flow that has passed will never pass again....Enjoy every moment of life...."Being happy does not mean everything is perfect but it means you have learnt to see beyond imperfections."In Life ,When you get into trouble ; don’t get nervous , Just close your eyes and listen to your Heart;Because the Heart may be on the left…But It is always right !!

Gallbladder Disease Elimination Diet
Health problems with gallbladder are usually a consequence of several causes. For example problems for example thyroid problems, liver disorders and being diabetic, fatty diet plan, eating plan reduced in dietary fibre, being overweight, too much estrogen, get in touch with toxins in the environment, inheritance, and many others. As mentioned previously, the traditionally seen gallbladder disorders is gallistones, which happen to be stony build up which grow with the gallbladder. Gall bladder stones may differ in proportions and therefore are discovered to be as tiny as sand-like grain and as sizeable as golfing balls. Such deposit are either formulated from calcium mineral and bilirubin or high cholesterol. Just about 80% of the gall bladder stones are discovered to be built from high cholesterol. Existence of gall stones wouldn't continually create signs of illness, then again, it may materialize once the gallstones clog up the supply of bile. Scroll straight down to find out more co

Notes
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Volunteer Life In China
Lifespan of the volunteer abroad is truly one of mixed emotions. There’s the inevitable a sense alienation, initially. To become the foreigner and also to be in the middle of people whose language and culture greatly consist of yours can be quite a shock somewhere. Thankfully, for a lot of volunteers, it wanes if the first friend is produced. This is actually the same in China which is everywhere across the world. International volunteers visit China for various reasons - teaching English, panda conservation efforts, special childcare needs, healthcare, along with additional. In the stories about volunteering in China, typically the most popular answer emanates from everyone’s extreme fascination with the colorful, rich culture that's China. Often there is something to discover more regarding China and it's also people, in the way you park and fly strangers in the pub, to meeting your superiors in the office, to dining with friends utterly towards the very hue of the gar

The Holy Book Of The Great Wenis
The First Book of The Wenis: Chapter: 1, verses 1-10 Therefore in those days, The Great Wenis did observe the Darth COK and saw that the COK was indeed without an helpmate. Now this troubled the Wenis greatly, for even as much as the Darth COK was faithful and just, evermore spreading the Love of The Wenis, he was himself without. So the Great Wenis did set out to create such an helpmate for the faithful Darth COK. It was then that the Wenis did send a deep slumber upon the Darth COK, so deep as so the COK would not arise, YEA even if stroked heavily by the Evil BONGS. And the Darth COK did fell into the deep slumber of the Wenis. The Great Wenis did then seek a strong and mighty vein from the Darth COK and set forth to create an helpmate for him. And such an helpmate was created that the vast lands of the Wagina hath never seen. ALL of the inhabitants of the Wagina marveled at the creation of the helpmate the Mighty Wenis hath therefore created. And then the

I Have Always Wondered.
Sometimes when I am alone I stare at the wall. Wondering. Wondering,if I will ever meet her. The woman who will be there for me as much as I intend on being there for her. When my music is playing im cool and collected. Starring off into nothingness I wonder what she will look like. How she will smell, how she will kiss. I have served my country, but yet I dont have the courage to talk to or whatevere when I think it could be her. My search seems to eternal. I have always wondered why it seems to (me) that most women are shy and do not make the first move. It seems like they wait in the shadows and pounce like a black widow spider. I would LOVE for a woman to be aggresive more so then she would like to be. Just a thought.

Irish Joke
Paddy and his 2 friends are talking at a bar. His first friend says: I think my wife is having an affair with the electrician. Last week I came home and found wire cutters under our bed and they weren't mine. His second friend says: "I think my wife is having an affair with the plumber. This week I found a wrench under the bed and it wasn't mine." Paddy says: "I think my wife is having an affair with a horse." Both his friends look at him with utter disbelief. "No I'm serious. Yesterday I came home and found a jockey under our bed." lmfao EVER SINCE I WAS A KID, I'VE ALWAYS HAD A FEAR OF SOME BASTARD UNDER MY BED AT NIGHT. SO I WENT TO A SHRINK AND TOLD HIM: 'I've got problems. Every time I go to bed I think there's some prick under it. I'm scared. I think I'm going crazy.' 'Just put yourself in my hands for one year,' said the shrink. 'Come talk to me three times a week and we should be able to get rid of those fears...' 'owmuch do you charge?' 'Eighty dollars per visit,' replie

Tải Iwin 280 - Game Iwin 280 - Tải Game Iwin Với Iwin Phiên Bản Mới Nhất
Iwin là một mạng cộng đồng xã hội game rộng lớn nhất tại VN. Trong đó Tiến lên miền Nam . Vậy cách chơi trò này như thế nào? Chúng ta cùng tìm hiểu nhé. Về cơ bản, Game iwin Tiến Lên Miền Nam cũng gần giống như cách chơi của tiến lên bình thường. Điểm khác ở đây là số người chơi chỉ có 2 người đấu với nhau, như vậy mới mang đậm chất cá nhân. Bài Tiến lên Miền Nam game Iwin chơi thế nào? Luật chơi game iwin tiến lên miền Nam rất đơn giản. - Sẽ có ván khởi đầu: ván khởi đầu được xác định là ván đầu tiên trong cuộc đấu hay là ván bài

Days Of My Life
I couldn't think of the words to explain my feelings. I was so surprised that I then had the problem of to many feelings and to many words. But the words were to only one person, my sons bio father, and there were more people than myself to think about. I did my best and tried to unite a father and son, and brother to sisters and other relatives. I would have thought that his father would have done it, but I thought wrong. When that didn't happen I took it upon myself to introduce my son to his sister, I could have introduced him to the whole other side he never knew, but I thought his father would be proud to show off his new son, even tho his son is now 34. I threw away a single email that had all that info, I wish I could bring that one back! I have the satisfaction of knowing he talks to his sister sometimes, but still, only by email. I thought there would be happiness and wanting to share info, but I have a feeling no one was told that there was an older brother and only son. And

My Day Off
Thank god its Tuesday. It has been great to actually relax all day and not worry about going to work. This is a big deal to me because I have worked the last 16 days without a break. I thought when I became Restaurant Manager a month ago that my work load wouldn't change that much, but I was wrong... endless paperwork... people calling in sick... people wanting days off... no definatly more work invloved. I do love my new role, it's alot of fun and I am enjoying it. But now that I'm in to my 1st day of and have tomorrow off, I thinkim going to enjoy kicking back and enjoy spring as it rolls in and the snow melts away.

1 More Time?
I hate being alone cuz its so depressin and I hate 2 feel lonely- But im afraid of a relationship, fallin in love, then havin her hurt me- Ive been hurt 2 many times and the last girl i was with, tore me apart- Should I stand on my own or should I take one more chance and give someone my heart?

Funny As Hell
My girl is really cool and I think she is great but sometimes I find her saying things that makes me pause and think "what is she thinking?". Just the other day I was describing a print I wanted to photograph and she says to me, straight faced as ever, "You have a superly brilliantly mind"...uhhh what? Just today she tells me about a book she is reading by Anne Rice and she drescibes the book as having, and I quote-"lusty love thoughts"..Ha, gotta love her. Lusty Love thoughts, I told her it sounds like she should be writting for penthouse in a closet wearing gorilla pants or something. I suggested she even change her profile name on here to Lusty Love Thoughts. "Lusty Love Thoughts"...classic Heather.

My Top Ten Lists!
new top 10!!!! ok kiddies, this week it's top 10 ways to masturbate hope u got ur ky, vaseline, blistex whatever is you need, for some of these props, drugs, and the uknowing use of ur bestfriend maybe needed 10. mans bestfriend, of course we all know what this is from road trip putting peanut butter on your balls and letting your dog lick it off(technically not masturbation but you get the idea) 9. the fists of fury, stroking in an upward motion quickly alternating hands, this takes alot of practice don't try this at home 8. jerk circle, the only reason this is on the list is because even with masturbation the more the merrier 7. the manson, now this one should definitly be left to the pro's everyone remembers the rumors of marilyn manson having his ribs removed to perform felatio on himself 6. hidden finger, masturbating while fingering ones ass, (this is also called the milkmaid, stinkfinger, among others) 5. man in the night, this is a weird one(w

Planning
I was just wondering.Are there any Guys out-there that are:Between ages of 25 and 35 years old !Between 5'0" inches and 6'9" inches Tall !Between 125 lbs and 205 lbs !Are natural Red-Head, Blond, or Brunet.Either White, Mexican, or Pacific-islander.Body-Type Slim, Thin, Fit and/or In-Shape.DRINKS-socially and like to sit and talk.Listens to Alturnative, Rock, Techno or Punk-Rock music.Is ( Not ) a hateful Jack-Ass.lives with-in 10 miles of my location... lol... No-Drinking-&-Driving.Girlfriends are always welcomed to tag-along.I just need a drinking buddy that fits (Matches) the info above. My good friends moved and or PCS-ed, lol

Why Is It That Only Whites Are Racist?
WHY IS IT THAT ONLY WHITES CAN BE RACISTS? If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives, we'd be racists. If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships, you know we'd be racists. There are over 60 openly proclaimed Black Colleges in the US, yet if there were "One White college" that would be a racist college. In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights. If we marched for our race and rights, you would call us racists. You are proud to be black, brown, yellow and orange, and you're not afraid to announce it. But when we announce our white pride, you call us racists.I am proud. But, you call me a racist. Why is it that only whites can be racists?

Song Lyrics
Freedom's just a word today Freedom's just a word When someone takes your word away it's seldom ever heard So take a sentence full of things you're not supposed to say Carry on, but don't write it down or you'll be gone Love is just a song today Love is just a song When someone takes the song away you seldom sing along So take those lyrics serious and sing your life away Carry on, but don't write 'em down or they'll be gone All we ever do is talk We like to ride but we never walk We make it so damn easy We get bored Why can't anybody see what's good for you is good for me I can't take your sillyworld I can't take your sillyworld no more Peace is just two fingers now Peace was just a phase When someone put it on a shirt you knew to count the days So take those fingers tape 'em up and shove 'em up your ass and carry on but don't try it now cause peace is gone All we ever do is talk We like to ride but we never walk We make it so

Why??
I went to school it was ok... I ran for laps today and then did 100 sit-ups they made me feel great! I am so happy for that. I didn't almost die last night... COntrary to my wishes... I am finally starting to see Ben was never worth my time anyways... It hurts but I'll live... I am happy to be SINGLE again.... Tamara share comments P.s. Fish is gross.. I ate chicken at C&c's Catfish and it looked gross so I pulled the skin off and burned my thumbs... Then almost walked out with the glass laughing my ass off. ok... I have never cried over a guy.... LASt night was freakin shit man.... I lose my boyfriend who I loved so much who then turns around and acts like an asshole.... I almost broke my neck... I haven't even told him that yet..... Story of how.... I was bmx'ing right? And I try'd to stoppie well... I was going to fast and my brakes suck so I just kicked my foot in between the tire and frame... And It flipped... If I hadn't bailed I would be dead right now... WHich I am

Trying Something New,,,,,,,
Tried Hot or Not,Myspace,Bang-me,Hotmail,and now Im on Lost cherry.....This is probably the best one so far but Im still searching......Either way its kinda cool to be meeting new peeps and all....so rock on dudes and dudettes......right now Im watching a movie with herb heaven in it soooooooo.......this blog is over

>.:love
WEN I FiiRST SAW YOU I WAS AFRAiiD TO MEET YOU WEN I FiiRST MET YOU I WAS AFRAiiD TO KiiS YOU WEN I FiiRST MET YOU I WAS AFRAiiD TO LOVE YOU WEN I FiiRST MET YOU BUT NOW THAT I LOVE YOU I'M AFRAiiD TO LOOSE YOU

New Addiction
Of course with as wonderful as the nipples were (now 6 wks old) I did my homework on both the piercing and a new piercing place. To the piercing studio again (will never go to HTC again after the nipples). I opted for the VCH.. oh this is much better than the loop you see on women, yes all the clit.. The loop does nothing sexually, however the VCH is awesome.. I orgasm more now than before (our friends didn't think that was possible), but it's true.. What's next? I have recently taken an interest in piercings, and no I'm not talking about belly button rings. I did that when I was 20 as well. I'm talking about piercings that can add enjoyment to my husband and my activities. So, I took the leap and got my nipples pierced. Oh my gosh, my nipples are so sensitive, they love the attention from my husband and friends.. woohoo.

Look What I Brought Back From A Fishing Trip
when my hubby goes fishing I usally just lay out in the sun on the boat while he fishes. but when I seen this pic it made me enjoy fishing lol hope u like...a href="http://commenthole.com" target="_blank"> commenthole.com

Lips Of An Angel
Hinder Lips of an angel Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goo

Me And My Boy
why do kids have to grow up so quick. My little boy is 2 and 1/2. It only feels like yesturday i had him. I remember when he was younger and i said i couldn't wait til he got older and was able to talk. Now he talks all the time and sometimes i wish there was an off button. He tells me that he loves me and he tells me off when he gets into trouble and also likes to jibber jabber bout nothin at all. I wish that he wouldn't grow up so quick. Something i found as he is growing up is u need to treasure everything they do because if u blink u might miss something. Anyways...anyone out there that has kids, it would be good to hear from you. Until next time Cherio

You Have Been Tagged!!!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I smoke and really need to stop!!! 2. I spend to much time on the damn computer and I need to stop... LOL 3. I need to focus more on school and stop doing stupid shit!! LOL!!! 4. I flirt too much!!! BUT THAT AIN'T GONNA STOP!! 5. I play with my hair all the time!! 6.I'm a freak in the bed and that WON'T EVER EVER , EVER CHANGE!!! NEVER!!! ok you got that? 1.) fl_scorpio 2.) janik 3.) ~Taken~ 4.) ItalianStud 5.) Texas Cowboy 6.) SMOKEN HOTTT!!!!!!...

User Support The Troops Or Get The Fuck Off My Page
THERE IS A USER ON LC WHO CONTINUES TO HARRASS AND GET ME KICKED OFF OF LC AND THEY WONT DO NOTHING ABOUT HER. SHE IS 22 BUT ACTS 3. SO PLEASE HELP ME REMOVE HER. SHE DOESNT LIKE ME BECAUSE I TOLD HER HUSBAND SHE WAS WITH MY BROTHER WHEN HE MARRIED HER!!! ITS THE FUCKING TRUTH WHY GET MAD....UGHHHHHHHHHH

For My Baby
there are just some things that words cant describe...the feelin i have when i talk to u... when i think bout u...and when i dream about u is amazing...ive never felt this way before in my life...i think that ur a wonderful person and without u there for me when i need u i dont know where i would be right now...my love for u has grown so much over the past couple of months...i think back to when we first met...i would have never imagined that we would be where we are today...its just going to keep getting better...i dont think that our love will ever fade ill always be there for u and when u need someone to talk to i hope you come to me...ill be your best friend...so once again i say...its u babe..its always u...my life is perfect with u in it...so thank you joe lots of love pam

Nicklas
Hey all, Its 15.42 on a sunday afternoon here in the UK, just heard on the news that sadams been sentenced to hanging within 30 days... Am I the only one who thinks that death is the easy way out! make him suffer like he did to hundreds of innocent people! --Peace out!--

Tech N9ne Song Lyrikz
[Verse 1] The killa clowns in your town raising all hell Tecca nina with the stamina coming to damage ya buckin' The bammer when I bust with a bang. And it ain't no clause that say fraud ain't no tall tales Women love it when I hit when I covet the booty they Giving it to me but it ain't no thang We reppin' KCMO fellas and the ladies know That we comin' with the killas I'm with the gorillas The villains will get you when you disrespect us Even the babies know Tech nina got flowcrazy We be giving the women the willy we sick of the haterz Wanna pay us go to get this record This is important we be courtin' every place we go Get you up in the room ain't trippin' off of the groom I'll give it to you anyway you wanna have it Baby is a horse and yes of course Imma have 2 break the ho Leaving the kids at home I wanna bone alone we hopping Up and down like jack rabbits So many kids put this on their daddy's mind Never will I ever put him out there like that feelin' th

Lestat
I think that people put on a show when they talk online or go on a date.If people like one another they should tell them and then get to the point either they go there separte ways or the go right to the bed?Well that is what I think ok

Check This Out!!!!
Just another sad story She's just a sad story Like a little bird Flying in the sky Trying to reach the tree But still fall down to die Her fingers are not human It's more like swords and spears A demon without feelings A creature without tears She told me I was fragile But what else could I be When she took my heart And smashed it to the wall What am I suppose to do Should I stand or fall Ref: What did she want from me What did she wanted me to be I don't know cause she just ran away She didn't even hesitated To ruin all that we created It wasn't enough for her I feel like I stood for everything she hated Now when you're gone You can't hurt me anymore My self esteem is low But I've learned to grow I will open those empty letters You wrote to me and cry Burn them one by one And be happy I didn't say goodbye Should I stand or fall Ref: What did she want from me Wh

The Class Trip
The Class Trip A group of 3rd, 4th and 5th graders, accompanied by two female teachers, went on a field trip to the local racetrack (Churchill Downs) to learn about thoroughbred horses and the supporting industry (Bourbon), but mostly to see the horses. When it was time to take the children to the bathroom it was decided that the girls would go with one teacher and the boys would go with the other. The teacher assigned to the boys was waiting outside the men's room when one of the boys came out and told her that none of them could reach the urinal. Having no choice, she went inside, helped the boys with their pants, and began hoisting the little boys up one by one, holding on to their "wee-wees" to direct the flow away from their clothes. As she lifted one, she couldn't help but notice that he was unusually well endowed. Trying not to show that she was staring the teacher said, "You must be in the 5th grade." "No, ma'am", he replied. "I'm the jockey riding Silv

General
So, a few years ago I dated this woman for around 3 months. Our relationship didn't work out as lovers, but she has become my best friend. I can talk to her and tell her anything, she doesn't judge me and I don't judge her. We are very open with each other and can talk about anything. Its one of those relationships were we talk everyday even if its for a few minutes. I know she is and has been dating other people and thats ok with me. She know's that I am there for her when ever and for what ever she needs, and I know she is the same with me. I thought my feelings of love had gone away over the years, but this past sat. we had plans to go to the movies and out to eat. When she got to my place she said that she needed to talk to me. Basically she told me, that she's moving to Cali on 5/26. She's moving because her b/f lives there while he's in school and she wants to be with him. My heart sunk. I didn't know what to say or do, I didn't know how to react. It was like in that mom

Feelin Better About Shit
lately i have been really depressed, but finally i feel better. i believe i get depressed when i dont talk to someone . when i dont see him i get sad i cant go 10 minutes without thinking about him, he is the most sweetest man i have ever meet. when i see him my life lights up, i am the happiest person when i am with him. he makes me smile and laugh he has never mad me sad or mad that he could help anyways. this man means the world to me and i dont know what i would do with out him. if i ever lost him i am scared my life will fall apart. baby i love you with all of my heart and i am so scared to tell you..... hopefully one day soon you will realize how good we would be together........i would be the best women you could've ever dreamed of. i would treat you like the king you derseved to be treat like. i love you forever and always!!!

I Hate This Time Of Year!
When I was a kid christmas was my favorite holiday.But as I grew older my love turned into bitterness.Dont get me wrong I'm no scroge,But black friday to me is just ignorant! I mean 300 people standing in line to get the new play station three to turn right around and sell it for three times it value to some other idiot COME ON!! what happened to real christmas traditions like spending time with family not going totally physco and standing in a crowd of two hundred other crazys to be the first in the door at five am to by tube socks for 50% off!!

My Thoughts
DEPRESSION Leave me alone, NEVER come back You have been with me long enough. I need to heal I need to feel better. You are making ME, Someone else. Because of you, I have forgotten how to smile, I have forgotten what happiness is. Laugh, HA, what is that? You have destroyed me now, There is not much more damage that can be done. I wish I had the strength, to overcome you, but you have taken it all, my strength, my hope, my furture goals, and my hapiness. LEAVE ME ALONE, NEVER COME BACK. miss_blueeyes Jan. 19, 2000 What Did You Do? Why do people fall in love? What good does it do? All it does is hurt you. Whats the point? You think he's a good one, But as soon as he knows you are hooked, It all fucks up, The truth comes out, He wants a good fuck, That's it, He doesn't really care. He is just pretending, Your feelings don't count, The selfish bastard. You know you could do better, But you don't want to. You care f

New
Okay. So I'm new and kinda getting use to this. I'm still pretty addicted to myspace. That's never gonna change. As far as know I shouldn't even be on this. I'm to young? Oh well. So show your girl some love. Thanks♥

Pictures
Ok, I have good news and bad news....I took many new pics, but the bad news is that I couldn't upload them because dad-in-law is an ass and locked the computer room so I couldn't get on the net. SO, I'm visiting my mom right now, and HOPEFULLY I will have new pics for everybody by Monday... So, since I'll be taking some new pics of me, hopefully later today, I was wondering what everyone would like to see....Here are my ideas so far, feel free to add your own: 1. Full body shots 2. Garter & Tights Let me know! ;)

Ok
I have been a gamer forever, my very first game I played was pong on the original console. I have personally only owned a few consoles Sega Genisus, Xbox and Xbox 360. Mostly been a PC gamer however I have left that behind with my Xbox 360. My favorite game of all time was Falcon 3.0 on my old 386. I played it for hours and hours and hours and was pretty dang good. I may not be one of the top gamers out there but I like to try it all. I'm now the co-owner at PreGameLobby.com where see me around but the times when you don't see me I'm busy tinkering under the hood to bring you as many cool ideas and benefits as possible.

Looking For Ms. Right
Right now i am incarcerated but i get out in march. My sister is helping me find the right woman to slow me down. I am funny, romantic, and full of energy. and looking for a woman with a lot of love to give back and write so i have someone to look forward to seeing when i get out. write me if you're interested!!!!

Why Men Cheat
Why Men Cheat David Zinczenko Of course, we all know that while men and women are both capable of cheating, it's often the guys who have the biggest problem keeping their belts firmly buckled. And we all know that no matter who it's with, why it's done, or where the after-hours canoodling takes place, cheating is-most of the time-the ultimate relationship death sentence. But instead of dwelling on what happens after the cheating takes place, one of the ways to perhaps prevent infidelity is by knowing a little bit about why men stray. I'm not offering them as excuses, merely explanations as to what happens in that brain (and other body parts) of his-in hopes that you might be able to prevent it. Here, the top reasons why men cheat: To Fulfill His Biology: You know the old anthropological tale. A man's main job, besides killing the saber-tooth, is to spread his seed in order to ensure the survival of his genetic legacy. It's a man's biology to want to wander. Does that mean he s

Wow
some one fucking kill me i just lost my best friend its strange how you can be on here and not get any rating and comments and then all of a sudden they come flowing in thanks guys keep it up plz help push me over the edge to get to the next level

Generation Numb
Silence deafens the ears of those who whisper the tale of the jester. For he who rewrites life's script truly lives a fool's life. A night with no moon blinds the eyes of he who sees all. But can he who lives in constant darkness have any specter on life? Is it the eyes that become blinded or the mind? When you walk into a crowd is each face that is seen crying out from an undernourished mind that's tormented by a lack of knowledge? A mind is like a weed it can grow endlessly, but do not quench the thirst of the weed and it will wither away and become another face in the crowd.

Funny 23
One day, close to Christmas, Cathy was gift-shopping with her friend. On the way to their 3rd mall that day, Cathy accidentally hit a cat on the road. She hated to leave it their to be squished by and other drivers, so she got out, took one of the empty JC Penney bags and put the cat in (she covered in tissue paper first). Then she put it in the trunk and continued on her way. Once they got to the mall, Cathy and her friend got out to rearange the bags. She took out the JC Penney bag with the cat and put it on the ground until she was situated. When she turned back to get the bag, she saw a lady walking quickly towards the mall with the bag in her hand. Cathy and her friend knew what would happen, so they quietly followed her into the mall, but stayed back so they wouldn't be detected. They followed her into a restaraunt where she sat down and ordered food. Cathy did the same while her friend was in the bathroom. Finally, she saw the woman take the JC Penney bag and look inside.

My Poetry
THOUGH I CANNOT SEE OR TOUCH YOU I KNOW DEEP IN MY HEART THAT WE BECAME FOREVER FRIENDS RIGHT FROM THE VERY START YOU LIVE IN A WORLD THAT IS FAR FROM MINE BUT I KNOW THAT YOU ARE THERE FOR ME AT THE OTHER END OF THE TELEPHONE LINE WE HAVEN'T KNOWN EACH OTHER LONG BUT I CAN TELL YOU REALLY CARE I WANT YOU TO KNOW DEEP IN YOUR HEART THAT I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE AS SURE AS THE EARTH SPINS AROUND AND AROUND I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU AND I KNOW BY WHAT YOU'VE SHOWN YOU'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME TOO © TAMMY REED 1998 IF YOU EVER WONDER WHAT THE DAY WILL BRING LOOK UP IN THE HEAVEN'S AND HEAR THE ANGELS SING IF YOU EVER WANT TO KNOW THAT JOY IS WHAT A BABY BRINGS JUST LOOK UP IN THE HEAVENS AND HEAR THE ANGELS SING THE ANGELS SING A SONG OF PEACE AND LOVE THAT IS SUBLIME JUST LOOK UP IN THE HEAVENS YOU CAN ALMOST SEE THEM SHINE FOR ANGELS LIVE AMONG US IN THIS WORLD OF HATE AND CRIME WE COULD HEAR THEM SPEAK TO US IF WE ONLY TOOK THE TIME SO

Words Outloud
One look, a single glance got me shook, feelings of want, need and desire crazy as it seems the touch of her skins like fire, kisses like poison drawing me closer, cant look away from my beautiful disaster shes got me tongue tied and twisted got her arms around my neck as her bright eyes glisten three little words slip past soft lips as fingers lead trails down to her hips into my wild imagination my mind takes a trip gentle cresses, deep breaths hearts pounding lost my grip just as it seems Im cant take anymore crash Im looking up from the floor tangled in the sheet with a cold sweat, a dream is all ill know but a dream I will hold forever and never let go

A Day In The Life...
Gimme some luv guys! This is true You are Everything To Somebody Right now at this very minute----------- someone is very proud of you someone is thinking of you someone cares about you someone misses you someone wants to talk to you someone wants to be with you someone hopes you aren't in trouble someone is thankful for the support you have provided someone wants to hold your hand someone hopes everything turns out all right someone wants you to be happy someone wants you to find them someone is celebrating your successes someone wants to give you a gift someone thinks you ARE a gift someone hopes you are not too cold, or too hot someone wants to hug you someone loves you someone wants to lavish you with small gifts someone admires your strength someone is thinking of you and smiling someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on someone wants to go out with you and have a lo

Love
WHAT IS LOVE? WHAT DOES THIS WORD REALLY MEAN MY DEFINITION OF LOVE IS RARELY SEEN SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND NO ONE TAKES HER PLACE SHE'S SO CLOSE TO ME MY SPACE IS HER SPACE THE SUN DOESN'T SHINE WHEN SHE'S NOT AROUND IT'S SO HARD TO BELIEVE IT'S HER LOVE I FOUND SHE MAKES ME SMILE ON MY SADDEST DAY LOOKING IN HER EYES CHASES MY SADNESS AWAY HER SMILE IS SO BEAUTIFUL SO FULL OF TRUTH EVEN A BLIND MAN COULD SEE SHE IS THE ONE FOR ME TO TOUCH HER HAND IS ONE OF THE GREATEST PLEASURES EVER KNOWN TO KISS HER LIPS IS LIKE TOUCHING A CLOUD ALL OF OUR DAYS ON THIS EARTH SHE COULD DO NO WRONG FOR THE LOVE WE SHARE KEEPS OUR HEARTS STRONG WHAT'S LOVE GOT TO DO WITH? NOW THAT'S A GOOD QUESTION AND THE ANSWER IS EVERYTHING ALL THINGS. ONE-LOVE PAPI

Poems
When boredom takes hold, And my room feels so cold, I turn to comedy to lighten my mood. It's the laughter that soothes. Who says I have to take myself seriously? When writing a poem I'm free To do what I please with my words. Fucked up rhyme scheme, Mispeled wurds. Let rhyme scheme choke And grammar fuck a knife. (Sorry to be so graphic) (She's not usually like this) Freedom of speech Soldiers fight and die for me So I can be free To do as I please So why not take advantage And abuse my privileges Like the rest of society? Reach across the bed Search for warmth I find you, pull you close to me Skin on skin, legs entwined I kiss your shoulders run my hands up and down your sides I want to tell you what's in my head my heart my dreams.. I say "I am so happy you are here." Then I feel it that rip that burn that sick reminder: I am alone In that second I want to Scream Cry Beg. FUCK. What made me think you would be here anyway?

Trying To Figure This Profile Thing Out..background
we could have hired 50K teachers and given health insurance to every child in the US...DUH It has Mutated...the dreaded Pandemic Sympotoms of RAIDS include forgeting about meetings in which you are warned of impending terrorist attacks in July 05' personally by CIA director, forgetting to investigate when one of your buddies is seducing boys through IM and and email, forgeting that Henry Kissinger was the architect of Vietnam and making him a leading Policy guy for Iraq. Republican Amnesia Induces Delirium originated originally in the jungles of SE Asia and was considered wiped out. The most recent outbreak originated in Iraq given poor intellectual hygene and hysteria. No know cure is know, but moderate and sane Republicans not residing in DC and Democrats seem to have natural anibodies to fight off the bug. Given that there is no known cure, all that can be done is to make the patient comfortable. Suggested pallative care includes: playing Toby Keith Records backwards, qua

For Those Who Know Me...
I've noticed people read my expressions wrong. It's not a bad thing, but for those who pay attention to my actions, know these few tips to figure me out.:When I bite my lip or nibble my nails, I'm nervous.When I sit there all quiet and stare off, I'm just spacing. Nothing is wrong.When I blush dont think much of it. I blush easily and always.When you talk to me or I to you I whatch your mouth waiting to find a smile.I don't smile often but when I do smile at you I hope it makes you smile.When I act goofy, I'm trying to make you laugh.When I glance around the room a lot of the time I'm feeling a little uncomfortable and shy.When I don't talk during a conversation in a group, I'm ok. I just don't have anything really to say.When I look mad and stare off, I'm trying to forget something.When I my expression is blank and my voice is low and soft, I'm calm.When my eyes look watery and about ready to cry, don't ask whats wrong. I wont say anything. When I am troubled and don't confess, it's n

Hornyscopes!
SAGITTARIUS November 23 - December 22 Ruling Planet: JUPITER, God of money, luck and good times between the sheets. Sagos are playful, laid back and oh-so fun to party with. They are wild, and may be the BADDEST party people you ever meet! One thing to be wary of is that Sagos like to talk BULLSHIT! Don't believe everything they tell you because they are kings at 'talking it up'.Sagos probably make better friends than lovers, but if you happen to score a one-nighter with them, be prepared to do stuff you've NEVER done before! Sagos are spontaneous and adventurous and most have probably been caught doing it somewhere public. When they find the right lover, they will give it 100% as long as the commitment is returned. FAVE POSITION: They are up for anything. Quality AND Quantity. BEST SEX TOY: Handwrite a sexual fantasy of yours and leave it on their pillow. You'll be surprised at what happens next! SAGITTARIAN MALE IN BED Even if he’s fat, balding and middle aged, he can

Poems I Like
Sweet Obsession I close my eyes and still I see You lingering before me. I place the phone upon the hook And still your voice keeps ringing. I hear you everywhere I listen See you everywhere I gaze Awake, asleep, in dreams all night In drifting thoughts I'll never fight The urge I have to hold and love you The urge I have to touch your soul. On my mind and in my eyes Never wishing to say goodbyes. Inside I call you constantly In hopes your heart hears every word Of love that flows from me to you. In hopes your heart turns my way To walk beside me everyday. Can you hear me? Do you see? That I have given all to thee? Each breath I draw Each step I take Oh darling, sweet be mine. Tell me that you love me Tell me that you'll hold me Tell me that you want me And surrender to love's call. For all that is within me That causes me to be And all that keeps me living I've given oe'r to thee. Is it True Is it true? That you

The Mouse Michaels Show
Like music? Well, The Mouse Michaels Show has plenty........that is the only reason I am here on Cherry Tap.......to promote my show and to make sure you fucking perves leave my wife alone.........LOL Anyway, you can hear the Mouse Michaels Show at www.myspace.com/podcastgod

Jennifer
i love to play sports and spend time with my little girl and i like to go to the mall and listing to soft rock gosipal country i am a full time mom and i am not married if you want know more measge me

Contest....come Vote For Me
I'm still way behind, my friends. The contest goes on until Feb. 14th, but I have a lot of catching up to do. I thank all those who have been helping me out with votes, comment bombs, and rates. I just need more support. Please repost this bulletin or create your own post to support me. Thanks so much. Click my pic below to vote: I'm in a contest and I need your votes. Please go comment bomb and rate my pic. I can't do it without your help. Please repost this bulletin and get your friends to vote, too. Thanks, guys. Vote, vote, vote! Thanks to all who have been voting and bombing my pic in the VIC and Super Pimpin Gift Contest! Your help is appreciated. I still have a long way to go, though. Please keep going by to vote and try to encourage others to vote as well. The contest runs until 10 PM on Valentine's Day, so I still have time to catch up to some. I can't do it without you, though. Click my pic below to vote. Thanks, my friends! :o)

My First Contest
please help steph level up she has just over 2000 points to go and she'll be an uber cherry thank you to all my friends i will return the favor when i'm needed. steph is a good friend. Stephylishus@ CherryTAP hi everyone i'm in my first contest so if you have nothing else to do you can rate and comment me and thank you jovichic for putting me forward good luck to everyone who is in the contest tazzy is also in the best loved cherry hope i got this right thanks boo boo and =(^ ^)= uber cherry also need some love

Just A Fantasy
MARRIED FOR OVER 12 YEARS AND HAS STAYED AS FAITHFUL AS ANY WOMAN COULD BE,UNTIL ONE DAY OVER THE INTERNET SHE ENCOUNTERS A BRO LIKE ME.SHE'S NOT PLANNING TO HAVE AN AFFAIR OR ANYTHING OF THAT NATURE JUST CURIOUS ABOUT WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO TASTE THE OTHER FLAVOR.THOUGHTS OF BEING SEDUCE BY THE MANDINGO IN HER SITE, NOTHING WILL EVER GO DOWN JUST WONDERING WHAT IT WOULD FEEL LIKE.HER HEART POUNDS HEAVY LIKE THE BEAT OF DRUM,INSIDE MOIST BECAUSE THE THOUGHT OF HIM MADE HER CUM, COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT IT'S AN ILLUSION AND THAT HE IS REALLY NOT THERE BUT SHE DOESN'T CARE HE IS THERE IN HER MIND ANYWAY AS SHE SLOWLY SWAYS.BACK AND FOURTH, FRONT AND BACK LOSING TRACK OF EXACTLY WHERE SHE'S AT CAUSE SHE FINDS HERSELF TOUCHING HERSELF EYES CLOSED MIND WIDE OPEN, TAKE ME NOW, MAKE ME YOURS, HOLD ME,SQUEEZE ME, THE PLEASURE OF PAIN I WILL ENDURE SSHH SOMEONE'S AT DOOR,OH MY GOD IT'S HIM THE MANDINGO OF MY DREAMS IT WAS THE MAIL MAN.SHE WANTS TO TOUCH HIM AND DO ALL OF THOSE THINGS THAT

Stranger Things Can Happen
Stranger Things Could Happen The night has finally come, after waiting for what seemmed like a life time of penence, My dreams were about to be realized. Dreams might be too weak a word, lets go with fantasies. Wishing for someone who could do for me my darkest desires , was like wishing for the earth to tilt another direction. At least that is what it seemed like to me, years of giving but never receiving. Giving others fantasies that they will never forget, but when would it be my turn? Or was I strange, was I one that's desires were too complicated and too taboo? Guys, well, they were scared of me. Subsequently, I had decided that I would never find the one who would venture to control me, in any way. Lifes mysteries were weighing down on me, never finding what I need or receiving my share of fulfillment. I had made a pact with myself, starting tonight I would act demure and sweet. Several times in my life I had tried that same thing, it never worked, only brought me aggravation

Scaring People One Day At A Time
one time when i was in high school me and 2 friends of mine went to a park that was around from my house. i was 15 at the time or so. Anyways we went to the park because we heard of some weird doings or sightings and of course me being into that kind of shit I wanted to check it out. Long story short we are in the woods and they said they saw something and told me to check it out. As I did the scrotum suckers left me behind in the woods figuring i would get scared and stay there wondering wtf? WRONG!!! I know one of those guys wouldnt do that. I ran across the middle of the park which was rather big and they took the road. I saw their car and hid underneath. They came back and one flashed a light at the car, but yet never saw me...how i dont know, but when they got in arms reach i grab them and the jumped and screamed...needless to say they never tried that shit again years ago i was letting some friends of mine stay with me. One night the guy was at work, i knocked on the door t

Fantasy
Love is like the ocean that deepens the soul. The kisses from his lips makes me weak. The touch of his hand burns my flesh, His body next to mine makes me wet. I want him with a desire. I love him because he makes me feel like a real woman. Soul With One. Your eyes are like the ocean that deepens my soul. The kisses of your lips are the fruit of my passion. The touch of your hand awakens my being. Your breath is like fire that burns my flesh. Your body next to mine heighten my desire for your pleasure. Your love for me settle my heart. Your soul with mine makes us one forever. You are the one makes me complete, You are the one made me see love is all we need to get through anything. My faith in you has grown strong because I know you will always be with me. I thank Gid everyday for having you in my life. You are the angel that brought me to my knees.

Delusional
Would you dance with the devil if he beckoned? When he crooked his wicked finger and wiggled it in your direction, expecting an immediate response, would you obey? Would you sigh at the devil’s song if he so chose to serenade only you? As his deep voice was carried on the Southern wind, would your blood hum and resonate his devotion? Would you shiver when the devil embraced you? When his powerful arms overtake and command submission, would your knees weaken and would you succumb to his whim? Would you close your eyes when the devil kissed you? Or would you stare into the hopeless void of passion and supremacy, losing yourself willingly to his control. I have danced with the devil. I have sighed as his voice rang through my soul. My body trembled when he took me into his arms and his kiss sent sparks through me as I lost myself in his gaze. Submission becomes a simple act when the body is broken and the mind controlled. Submission becomes an act of love, when the body

My Take On Life
I made a stupid mistake today. The pavement was wet, after a long dry spell, so it is exponentially slicker than normal. I came around a curve, slowed down more since it was wet, then accelerated out, and my back tires spun, the back end flew around really fast and hit an electrical pole and road sign. i fancy myself a better driver than most, since i learned to drive from a state trooper. what a fucking lie. when my back end flew around, i froze up, didnt try to brake, turn the wheel nothing, i didnt do fucking anything. So now, the possession of mine i cherished most, my truck, is fucked. 2 days after i got it back from the shop after my battery shorted out, frying the computer and fucking up the alternator. damn it i wish my parents would get a fucking break. first 867 dollars for the other truck repairs, god knows how much this is gonna cost, gotta get root canals, new contacts, i fucking hate being a broke ass fuck. if i had a job right now id be the first to offer every

Stuff
First my car gets broken into, glass smashed and the whole nine, then I get a parking ticket for being exactly one minute late moving it. The cop was like "well I aready started writing it". I was lie where the hell were you when my car was getting broken into. The worst part was the only reason why I was late moving my car is because I had to park 10 blocks away because there werent any other spots!!!! ahhhhhhhhh. I hate this neighborhood. Star Wars survey! 1. Favorite Star Wars Movie? I hate them all. lol 2. Favorite Star Wars Character? Chubaka 3. Who's sexier Anakin or Obi-Wan? Anakin 4. Who's hotter Padme' or Leia? Padme by a landslide. 5. Did you buy cereal just to get the Lightsaber spoon? Not that I can remember 6. Do you own all of the Burger King Toys? No 7. If you could live any characters life for one day whose would it be? Yoda 8. Why? Yoda kicks ass 9. Are your privates more like Chewbacca or Asajj? What does that even mean, lol. 10

Shit! Check It Out!
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion83%Mysterious58%Diamond Eyes58%Eyes full of Pain58%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Stabbed. You will die from being stabbed. Yay. Stabbed87%Eaten73%Suicide67%Natural Causes60%Poison

Get Your Laugh On..
LOVE IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled Jim out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act, she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said, "Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged; since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of another patient, I have concluded that your act displays sound mindedness. The bad news is, Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in the bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after you saved him. I am so sorry, but he's dead." Edna replied, "He didn't hang himself

The Blog Named Blog
wow this site has alot of crap on it lol thanks for the comments and rating ill get back with you as soon as i can im working 12 hour days and have 3 year old twins. so not a lot of free time right now. well to say a little about me i like to get along with everyone like to have a good time. and always smile even in the worst of times. im single and have been for a while looking for one that wants to stay around for awile just being picky i quess. drop me a line ill chat with you soon. g2g ttyl

Spirit Journey
I sit by this rock and watch the raging waters flow, Not knowing a beginning or an end, Never seeing the true way to go. I ride the tides and battle the rocks, I push my way through, against a force with no end, Such is my life as I run with the shore, Praying for a pathway to alter my course. The water pushes me to and fro, Sucking me under pleading for my breath, I hold on tight to that one ounce of hope, To keep my head up, just to stay alive. I reach the sandy, silky shore, Gasping for air only to collapse in the sun, My heart beats fast as my mind darkens towards sleep, Only to realize that my life is not mine to keep. My life belongs to another soul, And my river has brought me to you, In my darkest hour when I could breathe no more, You completed me and gave me life that was renewed. Never will I follow the neverending path, For I have found my rock that will pull me through, In my heart you will stay, never asking which course, You are my rock, t

Relationships
do to personal issues, i won't be on here for a while, if ever again. thanx to all my friends and well wishers, i appreciate knowin you. i wish you all the best. i will miss you all. goodbye, cavin well, just when i thot things were goin to hell, she comes around. all is groovy, i'm happy, she's happy, and......yeah. she still doesn't trust me tho.:~/

Definitions
Gilflirted ~ When the skin between the pussy and asshole get worn out and there is just one big hole. www.urbandictionary.com 1.The person forced to sit in the middle of the back seat in a car. Often in cases where multiple men and one woman are riding, the woman will automatically be the "bitch" to serve as padding for irrational male homophobia. Looks like is sitting bitch again 2. An exceedingly whipped guy who does/wears/thinks/says whatever his girlfriend tells him to. "He is *so* her bitch." "How can you tell?" "He's wearing plaid." 3. A woman that doesn't give a flying f*ck anymore and that can and will be cruel to men. Im always a bitch to assholes like you and by the way im proud to be a bitch Tool sniffer ~ A homosexual that enjoys smelling another person's penis after sexual intercourse

Devilish Desires
Dear Alcohol: First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holidays hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatb

After The Move
HEY GUYS, I DON'T WRITE BLOGS VERY OFTEN BUT HERE GOES. WELL, IT WAS A BAD DAY THE DAY I LEFT MY BF, VERY UGLY. BUT IM HERE IN ARKANSAS WITH MY FRIEND VICKI AND HER FAMILY. I AM STILL ADJUSTING TO THIS NEW LIFE, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I AM LOVING THE FREEDOME OF NOT HAVING TO ANSWER TO ANYONE. I CAN DO WHAT I WANT WHEN I WANT WHO I WANT LOL, J/K. BUT I KNOW THAT SOON IT WILL ALL BE THE WAY I WANT IT. AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO I AM SO CLOSE TO ON HERE (PURR, HOPI, DIABLO, SEVEN, YOU GUYS ARE MORE THAN WELCOME TO COME VISIT ME IN FT. SMITH ARKANSAS. I LOVE YOU PURR FOR BEING MY BEST FRIEND AND YOU ARE THE BEST GIRL. I MISS BEING ON THE AIR BUT THAT WILL ALL BE CHANGED SOON. WAITING ON MY NEW PC AND NEED A WIRELESS ROUTER TO GET UP AND RUNNING THEN I WILL BE BACK ON THE AIR LOUDER THAN EVER. SO FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE MY CELL NUMBER YOU CAN CALL ME ANYTIME YOU WANT NOW HA HA. NO MORE WORRYING ABOUT WHAT TIME TO CALL. I LOVE YOU ALL, MUAH. LAVONNE

Tiffanyandjimmy4ever
Taken!!!! I'm taken by a very sweet guy named jimmy squires who loves me and whats to take care of me and is there for me to talk to me to comfort when im sad or sick to hold me to love me 4ever we stick together no matter what we are there 4 each other we share the good times and the bad times we promise to love each other 4ever and be together 4ever we are so in love our love is endless it has no end i can't wait tell we get married and have a wonderful family together:) he means everything to me i love him with all my heart and soul THIS IS WHAT TRUE LOVE LOOKS LIKE US TOGETHER 4EVER our love keeps growing and growing every day never stops for anything at all this is what real true love looks like not fake love but real ever lasting love peace out u all god Bless

My Thoughts...
Hey all, Well, I'm in the middle of working on my latest song. I'm tired of being a creeper magnet, and I somehow managed to attract the most creepy, eerie guy in the world this weekend. I wrote him a song :P Voila: Hey there sugar I know what you want But you're not gonna get it from me Flirtatious smiles And puppy dog eyes You gotta do better than that phony disguise Hey sugar, hey hey, hey sugar Hey there sugar The way you saunter It makes me feel a little sick Why don't you see? Your tactics don't work I can see right through you and I know you're a jerk Hey sugar, hey hey, hey sugar And maybe your tricks Have gotten you somewhere before But I'm not that dumb I'm not that kind of woman Just get it through your head, Hey sugar, hey hey, hey sugar. You tell me that you're broken But assure me that you're still alive I know that this has got you down But you can make the choice to survive Staring through your windowpane You're waiting on the

This Shows How Stupid People Are
this guy messaged me and said all of these things to me. his yahoo sn is warriorpt6 and the other sn is mine. if you read this i hope you want to be mean to this guy. so here it goes warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:32:30 PM): hello ! bub0nic_pleasure (4/18/2007 8:32:48 PM): hey warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:33:01 PM): explain that deep thing warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:33:10 PM): after u gimme some huuuggs bub0nic_pleasure (4/18/2007 8:33:21 PM): it was from a pappa john's commerical bub0nic_pleasure (4/18/2007 8:33:32 PM): i thought it was funny warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:33:43 PM): what do ya like to do bub0nic_pleasure (4/18/2007 8:34:28 PM): shop, watch movies, hang out with my friends, watch tv.....stuff like that warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:34:41 PM): anymore pics warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:34:45 PM): a cam ? bub0nic_pleasure (4/18/2007 8:35:18 PM): look on my yahoo profile. there are 2 links on it to my other pics warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:36:46 PM): you wanting to die young an quick girly or w

Comment Bomb Again
HEY NOW THAT I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION WILL YOU HELP ME PLEASE VOTE FOR ME IN THIS SEXY CHERRIES CONTEST. JUST CLICK THE PICTURE, RATE AND LEAVE ME A COMMENT OR 2. (repost of original by 'DITSY' on '2007-04-20 07:36:16')

Horoscope
PISCES: The Piece of ass Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high ### appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants.. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost...........You scored as Mysterious, You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious50% Eyes full of Pain50% Diamond Eyes42% Passion33% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t ho

My Thoughts
i was at work last night and worked a car wreck. This wreck was due to a drunk driver. there was two people hurt in the other car.one was a 57year old lady and the othe was a 7 year old girl.I was fine working on the lady,but when it came to the child is was hard for me to handle.she suffered many injuries that placed her in icu at childrens.I was so pissed that I went to baptist where the driver was. Once I got there I cussed the guy out for what he did to the child.All I could think about was how this wreck is going to impact this childs life.My boss did not write me up for my actions,because he has a child the same age. Was I wrong for what I did? please leave comments. While at work last night I had to work a car wreck.this call was not like the others I got last night. The call was dealing with a 19 yeard old guy.He was speeding and took a curve to fast and smashed his car head on into a tree. The guy was DOA when when got there.On a call like this you have got to be able to see a

I was at work tonight when I recieved a call from my sister telling me that when she and my Mom came home from work that someone had broken into the house and had taken some things...mostly jewelry which some of had belonged to my grandmother and irreplacable, and some of my sisters medicines which she needs and are very expensive, not only that but this fucking scum also decided to eat some of her food, drink some of the alchahol there and then have a smoke before he was done. I feel it even though it wasn't me who was violated but yet I feel it because it happened to my family. Should someone who broke into your home and stole from you deserve to die? I would have shot this person if I had caught them. Another example of why I have no trust or faith in humanity anymore. What the hell happened? Brett Scallions and Kevin Miller are gone? I'm a huge fan of Fuel but I hope they haven't screwed themselves by this change...guess we'll see...I just don't see them as Fuel anymore

For Fun
i resently have 2 new crushes on me on here and was curious as to who they are. if you are one of them and dont care if i know send me a private message NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. C

Photoshoot And New Spokesmodels
I need some help with this contest...it will be on until July 31st at midnite, and I would like to give it my best shot...Would you please help? Click Me To Comment Me...make em dirty! We're holding a photoshoot this weekend for our new spokesmodels which include, Amy, Allison, Ashlee, Nicole and Sandra... These beauties are coming to help us do some promo shots for the Texas Car-B-Q and we'll be doing some of their portfolio pics, too! We'll post a couple here, but the best place to find our girls is on the website!!! Just click the logo! muahz The TCBQ Crew Beer, Babes and Barbecue!! Come get to know me and the other Flames at our home with the Texas Car-B-Q. Roadkill never looked this good!!! We'd love to have you and we can talk about the best things that life has to offer! Beer, babes and barbecue with a little car talk thrown in for good measure!

Best News Makes Me Very Depressed
His name: Micah -- he was 10 lbs, 22 inches long His Birthday: March 6, 1998 7:30 p.m. He screamed so loud right away, very pink..perfect APGAR Anybody who knows me has heard about the son I put up for adoption 9 years ago. Not a day goes by that I don't wonder where he is, or how he's doing. I never even knew his name to try to find anything out about him, I had no idea how to try and find him, no ideas at all, now the mother has found me on myspace and was able to give me some information, and she is going to call me tonight to let me know more. I can't decide if I want to be happy or sad, part of me wants to dance for joy that I can find something out, or even if she doesn't call that I have what information that I do have, but another part of me just wants to cry, I don't know how to handle this, but I know that I would rather this have happened then to have gone the rest of my life not knowing anything.

Pimpology 101....step One..
Purse First,Ass last;So familiar but not for a beginning pimp,you'll have to fuck the bitch before she'll choose to give you money.Once you've fucked the bitch this gets her started for your real game.Some people will say,"Make a bitch wait before you fuck her".Wrong answer,get the pussy as fast as you can,then make her wait.Why?Because she has exposed herself to you.You will have connected that bitch to you,and you'll able to play with her emotions.Again,this is a pimp game,not a pussy game,you'll need to have that bitch connected. Once a bitch gives up the pussy,regardless of under what ever the circumstances,she will connect.However,you'll need to beat the pussy up,meaning you'll have to give her much more than just one orgasm.Viagra does wonders for the less fortunate.Imagine a bitch sucking your dick and stoping before you bust a nut.The same thing is true for a bitch,you'll have to make her nut by any means necessary,this is one of the surest ways of another fuck. When

Pregnancy Poem
I found out that I am pregnant on Monday the 9th and I am so happy! I have a 4 year old son and I could not be any happier with my son and that he is gonna be a big brother! I am hopin to have another lil boy but if I have a lil girl I will be happy! To me it does not matter what I have! I will be doing updates through out my pregnancy each month! My estimated due date is March 7, 2008!!!! Thank you everyone that has been supporting me through out everything I have been going through and I hope that they will continue to support me! As the family stood around Minutes and hours went by Waiting patiently for the arrival Of a brand new baby boy Flowers and gifts lay all around the room Still no motion from the little one in the womb Feeling the pain Wanting to cry watching and waiting Seeing the doctor fly by He says with a grin Lets begin Its time to put this all to an end Emotions start to run high Feeling the joy Wanting to see my little boy Time is starti

Lifes To Short!!!!!!
i just wanted to say thanks to everyone for gettin me to a 13...its been fun and i loved every minute of being here and meeting all of u...but when its time to go its time to go...I feel in love with someone and I need to pay more attention to my kids...being here wasnt gettin that done...So for whats its worth enjoy ur time on CT and in your life..for those of u who have my cell keep in touch and the rest of u, enjoy life to the fullest and keep it real... I really dont know what to say and why i feel that i need to delete my account, but some things are ment to be and i feel like its my time to go..my account with be deleted at 9pm central time....so if u got something to say leave a message... Much love to all and take care Cassie Lifes to short to want something or someone u cant have. To love someone that only appears when the time is right. I wish i knew what to say or do but i dont. I wish i knew how to feel but i dont. I wish i could let u go and walk away but i cant.

Which Animal Totem Best Suits You?
You scored as Wolf, You are the Wolf. When you are with someone, your allegience never falters. Your family is very important to you and you will protect that family with all you have, no matter what.Eagle92% Wolf92% Crow83% Bear58% Ram58% Horse58% Bull58% Dog50% Dragon50% Fox50% Salmon50% Deer

Online Love ( Most Can Relate To This Poem)
Before the dawn, I'm trapped in despair, Engrossed in a moment, Through only a dream I can share. Your touch, Your scent, Your tender felt kiss, Left deep in my thoughts, Creating a heart pounding bliss. The dream all to short, Yet seems to linger on, Now that I'm awake and trapped in its song. The verses play over as I go back in time, Trapped in its melody, All emotions combined. The tears, The sweat, The smile it brings, All tied into one, All heart felt things. I'm left with a craving, A hunger and lust, I pray I go back there, When the day turns to dusk.

Tech Support
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3 , Football 5.0 , Hunting and Fishing 7.5 , and Racing 3.6. I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I'm thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn't work on Wife 1.0 . Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... ____________ _________ _________ _______ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by

If I Could....
She sat alone at the bar staring into her glass of wine.. fighting back the tears, that had built up for some time. Then a song on the jukebox played a familiar tune.. And the tears began as they played, "Rope the Moon". An old man sat down beside her and ordered a beer. He asked if it was ok... could he sit here? Her tearstained face jsut nodded and she turned her head... With concern in his voice, he turned to her and said... "I have never ever seen and angel cry. What made u so sad child? Can i wipe the teardrops from your eyes? Whatever it may be dear, Just spread your wings and fly.. Cause it's not right, for angels to cry." The woman turned to him but he was gone.. She looked around the room.. All that lingered was the song. she glanced down at the barstool where he was before. In the seat was a letter and feathers on the floor... And it read.. "I've never ever seen an angel cry. Wipe the tears away my child, and hold your head

Asses
I recieved an email from an ass today, asking me to justify myself to him. And I wondered who told him that he was worth me having to justify myself to him. This is not the only site I'm on. In my profile it says respected and cared about, both true and I never had to ask for either. Nor have I ever, or will, explain myself to anyone. Don't like me? Fine. Ignore me, I'm going to ignore you. The only person I have to explain anything to looks at me in the mirror each morning, or wakes up beside me. Everyone else can F off. No matter how much you beat your chest, your meat or whatever it is tht you beat, I will not be impressed or climb back down the ladder of evolution to pat you on the back and tell you what a big boy you are. So go back to the bamboo gymnasium and tie something up, preferably your tongue and leave the rest of the civilized world alone. And, since you do not deserve to be answered directly, I hope you read this. SSC- The way to be!! Add non-judgemental to that

Hot Weather!
Is it to much to ask for a leagal bill to be passed that us women with large breasts to go topless! I mean its hot out thier and Im constantly pushen em up and thinkin about carryin around a spray bottle just for the girls!

Pens News
Another challenge for youngest captain / Associated Press Posted: 21 hours ago Sidney Crosby has no time to be nervous, overwhelmed or awed by anything on a hockey rink. His name was known across North America years before he finally became the first pick in the lockout-delayed 2005 NHL draft. Facing comparisons to Wayne Gretzky and other greats didn't rattle him. He met all the pressure and expectations with a shrug of the shoulders, letting his exquisite ability bolster the arguments. Just two months after turning 20, Crosby is set to take on another challenge. When he hits the ice with the rest of his Pittsburgh Penguins teammates Friday at Carolina, the reigning NHL MVP and scoring champion will do so after becoming the youngest captain in league history. "I don't really think about it to be honest," Crosby said of the hype that has surrounded him for years. "I think I'm always looking ahead, worrying about the present, but also looking ahead and trying to be better."

Blah
As i sat in my room last night, alot of things had been running through my head, mainly questions about us. I sat there and wondered for a good while. What made you lie? Did you really not want to be with me that bad, that you had to lie? What makes her so much better? Is it her smile? Her eyes,or the way she laughs? Why couldnt i have been the one? Im so twisted inside i dont know what to do anymore. I ache at the thought of your name. Bleeding deep inside, no one knows but i can feel it. Constant reminders of you. No one knows what ive gone through since ive lost you. Ok.. so im deleting my account for now... i might one day make a new one.. but till then... i dont get on here much.. and my boyfriend would prefer me not to be on here at all... so i decided to delete my account (NO HE IS NOT MAKING ME DO IT, IM A BIG GIRL AND DECIDED TO ON MY OWN) So if you need me.. i do have a myspace account... that i check twice a week... so if you need to get ahold of me.. message me there... ww

Level Up Change
As of tonight there will be a big change in how we do level ups. I have recently gotten to many complaining that they dont even get a rate or fan back let alone any love from helping. I've decided rather then to lose levelers I will now start private messaging people and making sure that they are #1 wanting out help and #2 making sure that they are at least going to do that. Is it too much to ask for people to do that? Someone tell me? We level 10 - 20 people a day and If im not worth that much and your not worth at least that much why waste our time. There are many one here that are looking for help to level. Just wanted to let you know how i'm going to be posting from now on.I have already figured that we cant please everyone and im not going to begin to try to. But we all want love back. Thank you to each of you that go out of your way to level people. i cant say enough over and over again thank you.We make a great team and with out teamwork it wouldnt be sucessful.If you know s

Random
: JUST PASSING THIS ALONG... We all have our disagreements with President Bush. Immigration, U.S. Attorney firings, Iraq, Darfur, etc. are all hot topics these days. The following "speech" was written yesterday by an ordinary resident of Maine. While satirical in nature, all satire must have a basis in fact to be effective. An excellent piece by a person who does not write for a living. Sent with the author's permission. The speech George W. Bush SHOULD give: Normally, I start these things out by saying "My Fellow Americans." Not doing it this time. If the polls are any indication, I don't know who more than half of you are anymore. I do know something terrible has happened, and that you're really not fellow Americans any longer. I'll cut right to the chase here: I quit. Now before anyone gets all in a lather about me quitting to avoid impeachment, or to avoid prosecution or something, let me assure you: there's been no breaking of laws or impeachable offenses in this offic

The Road Down
I'm just another face in the crowd. People notice me then go on about their day. Perhaps something I did, or a look that flashed across my face tells them to move on. There is nothing, rather no one, to see here. I enjoy this life. There is something remarkably calming about this. About knowing that I can go on about my business, and no one will take mind. I live by one rule. I am not governed by man or his laws. I am not governed by religion or their idols. No, I move about my day with no regards to these things. My rule is simple. Be a good person every day. It is a simple rule, yet one that so many who write the laws of man or translate the laws of their idols seem to not be able to do. My rule allows me to look myself in the eye in my bathroom mirror every night before I go to bed. That is the true test of man. To look into his eyes and not hide from what he sees there. To go on and rest. Too many times I have met men and women who could not do this. Too many

The Storm
The Storm As The Night Fades To The Day You Are Startled, Shaken From Your Sleep, With Fear In Your Eyes, You Rush To The Window To gaze Across The Sky. The Feeling Of Horror Rises As You Look To The Heavens At The Storm That Is Raging Without Control. Sweeping Across The Land. Billowing Black Clouds Race Across The Sky Releasing It’s Fury To The Earth. The Blackness Stretches As Far As The Eye Can See Engulfing Everything In It’s Path. The Thunder Rolls Across The Sky In A Clap So Loud You Fear The Sky Has Been Torn In Two. You Stand Waiting For the Thunder To Be Silenced As It Screams Its Anger, For What Seems To Be An Eternity. The Lightning So Fierce And Angry, It Strikes With Vengeance, With The Power Of the Heavens. Continuously Searching For Prey, Destroying Everything It Can Find To Strike. The Beauty And Serenity Of The Earth Is At The Mercy Of The Storms Rage, As She Tries To Find Shelter Against The fury That Has Come To Take What Life It Can F

Kunzj78
You have a sexual IQ of 120 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Animals Are People Too
From: Roni Date: Aug 26, 2007 7:17 AM This guy should be tied to a tree, pour gas on him and see how he likes it. FN jerk off. Once a survey asked "what do you hate?" I hate stupid ass shit heads like this MF!!!!!*APRIL*Date: Aug 24, 2007 7:56 PMmeggy=)Date: Aug 19, 2007 2:19 PMmegg;;,,Date: Aug 19, 2007 10:31 AMTake a minute and read this..please.. do it for maximusOn July 12, 2007 a pitbull names maximus was found. He was tied to a tree and badly burnt over 60 percent of his body. Someone had poured gasoline all over him, set him on fire and then walked away while he was still burning Shortly after being found, undergoing multiple surgerys and recieving veterinary care Maximus' short life (he was only 2 years old) ended. One of the vetrinarians who tried to save Maximus described him as " ...a good dog up until the very end ... giving licks and kisses."

R.i.p. Sgt. Wakeman
Dustin Scott Wakeman, a U.S. Army sergeant, died Saturday, Aug. 4, 2007, in Iraq. Funeral: 10 a.m. Monday, Aug. 13, in Laurel Land Memorial Chapel in Fort Worth. Interment: Dustin will be laid to rest in Laurel Land Memorial Park in the Garden of the Apostles with full military honors. Visitation: 6 to 8 p.m. Sunday at the funeral home. Dustin's family invites you to visit the Enduring Memories Booth at the funeral home and record your fondest memory of Dustin. Dustin was born Feb. 10, 1982, in Fort Worth. He graduated from Everman High School with honors and was a member of the math and science clubs, the band and the National Honors Society. After graduation, Dustin attended Tarrant County College and UT- Arlington before joining the U.S. Army in 2004. He served as a medic and paratrooper and was recently promoted to sergeant. His duty stations included Fort Sill, Okla., and Fort Richardson, Alaska. Dustin received many awards while serving our country: Bronze Service Medal, Army

Help Me Pls
Could someone pls help me make my page rock, any help is greatful. I want to make this place rock :) Ok here goes nothing...i wish i had photoshop so i could make a cooler pimp blog since i cant afford a bulletin...please help me and repost. For the last 3 yrs my mother has been strugglin with canser, and about 3-4 weeks ago she came home after bein at the hospital for 2 weeks bein drained for 4 liters of fluid in one of her lungs. She did not think she would ever get home again. yesterday she told me that she been to the Dr to do a check up, and there is no more sign of canser so that is good news and im so happy im cryin as i try to write this. I hope it will never return again. (Mom i love u so mush)

Military Tribute
God Bless everyone who is overseas risking their lives for US! Lord, please keep them all safe, please bring them all home safe and sound to their families, friends and loved ones very, very soon. God bless the souls of those whom have already lost their lives, may they R.I.P. :(

Handle Your Stress
10 Ways To Manage Stress Removing Stress From Your Life 1. We seldom concretely identify those situation and people we find stressful. To understand what brings on stress in your life, try to maintain a heightened awareness of your physical and mental feelings for a week. When you feel your heart racing, your muscles tightening, or your stomach contracting, ask yourself why. Keep a list of those things that trigger stressful feelings. 2. Make relaxation part of your daily routine. Deep breathing and simple stretches can be performed both at home and in the office. Taking a few minutes to sooth your soul by savoring a cup of tea or grounding yourself can center you, giving you the ability to deal with stress more effectively. 3. It can be difficult to let go of worries or thoughts that provoke anxiety. One technique involves dissipating stressful thoughts before they get out of control. Concentrate on the thought and firmly say "Stop" to prevent the though

Ths Shit Just Made Me Money For Free No Joke Check This Shit Out
I recently joined AGLOCO because of a friend recommended it to me. I am now promoting it to you because I like the idea and I want you to share in what I think will be an exciting new Internet concept. AGLOCO’s story is simple: Do you realize how valuable you are? Advertisers, search providers and online retailers are paying billions to reach you while you surf. How much of that money are you making? NONE! AGLOCO thinks you deserve a piece of the action. AGLOCO collects money from those companies on behalf of its members. (For example, Google currently pays AOL 10 cents for every Google search by an AOL user. And Google still has enough profit to pay $1.6 billion dollars for YouTube, an 18-month old site full of content that YouTube’s users did not get paid for! AGLOCO will work to get its Members their share of this and more. AGLOCO is building a new form of online community that they call an Economic Network. They are not only paying Members their fai

Kentucky Girls
A girl from Kentucky and a girl from California were seated side by side on an airplane. The girl from Kentucky, being friendly and all, said, "So, where ya from?" The California girl said, "From a place where they know better than to use a preposition at the end of a sentence." The girl from Kentucky sat quietly for a few moments and then replied, "So, where ya from, bitch?" Hells Yea! KY GIRLS KICK ASS!!

Random Ramblings
What a skeletal wreck of man this is Translucent flesh and feeble bones The kind of temple where the whores and villains try to tempt the holistic tones Running rampant with free thought to free form, in the free in the clear And the matters at hand are shelled out like lint at a laundrymat to sift and focus On the bigger...better...now... We all have a little sin that needs venting Virtues for the rending and laws and systems and stems that riff from the branches of office Do you know what your post entails? Do you serve a purpose? or purposely serve? Wind down inside adivistic galore The value of a summer spent and a winter earned For the rest of us there is always sunday The day of the week that reeks of rest but all we do is catch our breaths So we can wade naked into the bloody pool And place our hand on the big black book To watch the knives zig zag between our aching fingers A vacation is a countdown T-minus your life and counting Time to drag your t

Stupid Nieghbors
they live 3 drs down from me, they are gross and discusting ppl. They impregnate these girls all over the nieghborhood and what gets me is nobody has considered getting the boys snipped. God I hate these ppl, DEA is sitting on their house everyday waiting for them to fuck up!!!!!!!!!! Theres another lil girl living in their house, got knocked up by one of the sons who is BRAIN DAMAGED!!!!!!!!!!! and now wants her out of the house, WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just had to rant about these ppl I cant stand!!! Thanks for reading.

Thank God
hostdrjack.com HEY GIRLS THIS IS CHRIS HE IS AN AWESOME GUY ... HE IS LOOKING FOR A WIFE.... ANY OF YOU WHO ARE INTERESTED LET US KNOW WE WILL BE TAKING APPLICATIONS SOON......I LOVE HIM TO PIECES AND WOULD SNATCH HIM IN A HEART BEAT IF I WEREN'T OLD ENOUGH TO BE HIS MOMMA... COME ON GIRLS SHOW MY BOY SOME LOVE...... i WAS ABOUT TO SIT DOWN AT MY COMPUTER AND BEG YOU ALL TO HELP ..... IT HAD BEN 20 HOURS SINCE I'D HEARD MY BOYS LOUD ANS SASSY MOUTH.... THEN IN THE LOCK I HEARD A KEY AND IN THE DOOR HE BURST...THE DEADLY SILENCE WAS BROKEN AND HE ONCE AGAIN DID BITCH WTF YOU DOIN UP ... I COLD AND TIRED AND DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOU FUSS.... SO I'M SITTING AT THE COMPUTER THANKING ALL MY LOVELY FRIENDS TTHANK YOU FOR YOUR PRAYERS THAT BROUGHT HIM SAFELY HOME....TO THOSE OF YOUR WHO SAW MY STRESS AND REACHED OUT ACROSS THE MILES I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO PUT INTO WORDS THE LOVE I FEEL TODAY... EVEN THOUGH HE CURSED ME MY HEART WAS FILLED WITH JOY THE MOMENT I LOOKED INTO HIS TEAR STEAKED F

Blahblah...
I try not to reach out, I try not to let it get to me. I try not to ask for help. But how far can one person be pushed? How much can one endure? I bend over backwards to make people around me, happy. Makes me wonder, how many of those people are doing the same for me. Don't get me wrong, I'm not sitting here today, asking you to make me happy. Because, I know in my heart that only I can be the one to do that. My heart was so cluttered with feelings I didn't understand. Feelings, that honestly... scared me. I can admit that now.... I felt like, I was hiding in the dark, I felt like only person held the light to help me find my way. But do you ever get to the point, where you don't know your left from your right? Or that your "light" is constantly being shifted? I know what I want... or who I want. But, I'm at the point, where I wonder if I've pushed too much, tried too hard to get it. Making me realize why I don't fight for what I want anymore. For the fear of rejection, for the fear of

Friends!
For a long time, I have thought I was in love with a person that I met on line. For a long time I had no doubts about my feelings. Now, I'm nolonger sure. I have noticed that she has grown more distant and less able to speak the love word that would be used in every conversation we had. Do i or don't I try to keep it going? I want to thank everyone who showed concern for my well being while I was laid up. I never realized how much love was out there but I'm glad to call you all my friends. I have enough love to go around and you all have a share in it. Thanks agin and I'll soon be 100% ou people are wonderful and I truly love you all! I've spent a lot of time on the internet and have tried all the other,so called friend sites. None of them come close to having the class of people I have met since being on FUBAR. I can't even come close to expressing the love and admiration I have for you people! If it were possible to wrap my arms around all of you and thank you from the bottem of my h

Random Ramblings'
Faith Current mood: discontent Category: lost Dreams and the Supernatural I have learned of truths from my beautiful youths my baby girls, my gifts from God My Momma never taught me anything but lies I've worked so hard, can you see in my eyes there is so much more than money's false power so much more than meets the eyes I need more faith to make it through to walk the talk I need to do to share the love of creation hand in hand with a man that loves the creator too still waters don't always run deep sometimes their just still I need a partner to pray with God is Goddess is Jah is Love I ask for more faith from forces above if you don't beleive in God How can I beleive in you I cannot lie in your arms and pretend it doesn't matter loving the creator is everything to me Grant me faith to speak in truth heart to heart, eye to eye, soul to soul grant me strength to not get fooled by my mind over my soul i want to be sacred not an empty shell that is naked

Recent Events
So I have this plan. I'm thinking about buying a house! This all fits in with my master plan. What I plan on doing will be tons of hard work. But if everything goes according to plan, than it will be well worth the blood and sweat layed down to see it through. I really am a crazy little man for all the RIGHT reasons though! Stay tuned for updates! Today, there was a series of tremendous explosions that rocked the Americast Atlas facility here in Tacoma, my place of employment. At this point, I have no idea how many injuries/casualties have been sustained but I'm praying tho the powers that be that none of my mates were injured or worse int he blast. My heart and prayers go out to the families who are still left worrying for their loved ones. Anyway, yeah, I'm also worried abou tmy employment status.... My job means the world to me, for it's one of the last things that brings me happiness in this life. Anyway, I'll shut up now. Again, I hope and pray that everyone in the plant is ok....

Bore-dums!!!
so i put this tree on my page an you all (my friends/fans) are suppose to leave me a present under it. however its not really working out!! lol so i just wanted to post a blog and see who reads it. now if you are reading this and you are my friend then can you just stop by my page and leave me a present under my tree. they are free and its fun. i just wanna see who really pays attention to their friends. i will gladly leave love all over your page if thats what u are lookin for!! lol....i just thought the tree was lookin mighty sad with only a couple presents and i have like 2000 friends so where is the love man!!>!>!???? just wondering, i still love you all!!!! xoxoxoxoxo

Baby Dragons
Baby Dragons One morning still quite asleep Into my bathroom I did to creep Under my sink I heard a small noise; just a peep Faint like a whisper but also a light weep There on my bath scale two visitors I did witness These young ones did not seem in the least bit ferrous Fact of the matter is; the picture was very humorous My intruders were amazingly weight conscious One upon the platform shaking its head The other behind with a look of awful dread The look of shock upon their faces was easily read I tried not to giggle; my thoughts better left unsaid My first reaction was to pick up the phone Or to chase them away by throwing a stone But they touched my heart looking so lost and alone All I could do was give a kindly moan So I took them out to the back porch And for some light a used one to light the patio torch Sat it very high; their noses I was afraid they would scorch They have their own nest there today on that porch I still keep them with me li

Lyrics Of Mine...
the act of exhaling brings relief to my soul. the pen in my hand curving each letter better than the one before. these words blend together like a well rehearsed speach; pausing momentarily to let my mind calm and my breath stop. I take it in. Every word I've written, my heart has spilled. The words appear embossed with a crimson shine, as if I can physically touch them. I feel them. every letter dripping into a puddle smeared with words. panic strikes my head and this space becomes small. the concerned demon beside me melts within the puddle. the six wheels of this public transportation ramble my brain, and the small talk i bring leaves me ill. against the grain of this business traffic, stares cause a shoulder collision, and an unneeded apology brings warmth to the cold city. the moon beats the sun from the sky and the street lights are planets of this system. the demons see me. the earth below me moves, and my legs are of wax, burning slowly. i can't get away. every color

I Hate Child Molesters!!
I fucking hate child molesters!!! My 6 yr old son was waiting for the bus today.A stray dog came out of no where so I had to chase him away.He was after my son! I thought I should have more than a stick for protection so I ran inside for pepper spray. I was gone all of 30 sec. When I came out my front door I looked toward my sons direction and an old man had pulled up next to him! I looked and saw that he was talking so I ran that way and yelled "HEY GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM MY SON!" With that the old man took off.My son's bus pulled up at the same time and I didn't get the chance to question him.I called the police and the school and informed them.After I informed the school I asked to talk to my son and he confirmed my fear.The old man (the nasty,pathetic,leech) asked my son if he wanted to go for a ride! He told him to come closer to the truck and he would lift him up into it.I guess that's when I came out the door.Thank GOD my son didn't go closer! Life lesson.....It only takes a sec

My Songs
Late at night I lay awake in bed… Thinking about the things that we've said… Wondering if tomorrow will be okay… Dreaming about how life should be… Hoping that you'll be with me… Will tomorrow be a brand new day? I wish sometimes I knew just what to say.... (Chorus) There's a time when we all fall… When we all stand up to our call… A moment when our hearts are just a revvin'… When you came into my life... ...I took one step towards Heaven. Times are getting harder it seems. Trying to smash all of our dreams. If we pull together will they all still come true? Will this world get the best of us? Break us down and break or trust. Let’s stay together and we’ll know just what to do. I wish sometimes I knew just what to say.... (Chorus) There's a time when we all fall. When we all stand up to our call. A moment when our hearts are just a revin'. When you came into my life... ...I took one step towards Heaven. ********************************* Who kn

Invisible Woman Halloween Costume
Invisible Woman Halloween Costume Shop for halloween costumes by clicking here - fulfill all your costume and party decoration needs! You can be the center of attraction this halloween by wearing Invisible Woman Halloween Costume. On Halloween night in present-day Ireland, adults and children dress up as creatures from the underworld (e.g., ghosts, ghouls, zombies, witches and goblins, this year you can try invisible woman halloween costume), light bonfires, and enjoy spectacular fireworks displays (despite the fact that such displays are usually illegal). Halloween was perceived as the night during which the division between the world of the living and the otherworld was blurred so spirits of the dead and inhabitants from the underworld were able to walk free on the earth. It was necessary to dress as a spirit or otherworldly creature when venturing outdoors to blend in. The children knock on the neighbors' doors, in order to gather fruit, nuts, and sweets for the Hallow

Awakinings
Awakening There was a warm; gentle breeze blowing as she stared at the waves crashing on the shore. The horizon had blended into the sea as the Sun had already set; leaving a faint lavender haze that was quickly merging into the dark blackness of the ocean. Her thoughts were elsewhere as the stars slowly blinked into existence before her eyes. She was thinking how cold and disinterested Victor was as he broke the news to her, “ It’s not your fault, I’ve just changed, people change you know. I feel shackled and emaciated by our arrangement, I’m sorry but I need out!” She knew what he meant, he had grown tired of her, after 6 years of loving and caring, of giving of herself completely, he had just thrown her away. The pain was something that she knew she had to stop, and after six months of trying to forget, of changing her routine and habits she had come up with the only solution she could think of. That was what had brought her to this beach

Life Lessons
"I wish you enough!" written by Bob Perks (c) 2001 "I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish you enough "Hello's" to get you through the final "Goodbye." *You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's the only thing you are sure to keep for the rest of your life. *You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called "Life on Planet Earth". Every person is a teacher as well as a student, and every incident is part of the Universal Learning Experience. *There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of experimentation. "Failures" are as much part of the process as "success". *A lesson is repeated until learned. It is

Taking One Day At A Time
Well for the most part the worst of the Child Custody, visitation ordeal is over. It actually went real well. For the last 3 1/2 yrs. I have taken care of my daughter with no help from her father. Well the Dept. of Child Support Services finally caught up to him and nipped him in the bud. Well of course things got ugly and when my daughters father started demanding time with her well, after 3 years it just wasn't going to happen. SHe went through alot of trauma, behavior and emotional issues which is NOW stablized after my non stop effort with help from family....to get her there. So needless to say...he has agreed to what I presented to the mediation, meaning he will go with what the therapist and Psychologist recommends as in a re-unification program and will stick to it no matter how long it takes. He will have to start with letters first, short supervised phone calls, then if that works out without disrupting my daughter then he may start having supervised visitations. I will rem

Taking A Break
I am going to be taking a break from the online community so miss me while i am gone.... lol i have 3 lil girls as most of you all know Heaven 8 Stormy 2 and Saphyr 6 months and they need to have a good Christmas so i will be taking a break to save money.... Stormy Shes 2 Here is Heaven she is 8 Here is my Saphyr she is 6 months

Chances
Something to think about!!! 1. When choking on an ice cube, simply pour boiling water down your throat. Presto! The blockage will instantly remove itself. 2. Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold the vegetable while you chop. 3. Avoid arguments with the woman of the house about lifting the toilet seat up by using the sink. 4. To treat high blood pressure: Simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. ** Remember to use a timer** 5. A mouse trap placed on top of your alarm clock will prevent you from rolling over and falling back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a hand full of laxitives, then you'll be afraid to cough. 7. You only need two tools in life: WD~40 and Duct tape *If it doesn't move and it should, use the WD~40. *If it moves and it shouldn't use the Duct tape. 8. When confused remember, everyone seems normal until you

How To Suck Cock Like A Pro
How to suck cock like a pro Five Fellatio Tips Watch the teeth! The biggest mistake that novice fellatrixes make is scraping the penis with their teeth. Though some men may like this mix of pain and pleasure, most will not. Fact is, it's difficult to relax and enjoy the sensations if you're always worrying about your dick being bitten off during a blowjob. Tucking your teeth under your lips is one way to make sure you avoid this gotcha. Otherwise, just make sure to open wide and be careful. Your teeth and his skin just weren't meant to be together. ------------------------------------------------- Act like you like it It may seem simple, but if you act like you enjoy giving head, it will increase his pleasure greatly. Nothing's worse that getting a blow job from a reluctant or unwilling partner. Of course, the best way to do this is to swallow at the end, but even if you can't bring yourself to do that, a little enthusiasm will go a long way. Some ways to

Marlowe Poetry
It lies not in our power to love or hate, For will in us is overruled by fate. When two are stripped, long ere the course begin, We wish that one should love, the other win; And one especially do we affect Of two gold ingots, like in each respect: The reason no man knows; let it suffice What we behold is censured by our eyes. Where both deliberate, the love is slight: Who ever loved, that loved not at first sight?

My Braces Are Coming Off! Wooo!!!
I'm so happy happy happy! I'm finally getting these infernal contraptions removed! I've worn them for 18 months and before then, had to wear a splint for 9 months. Once these braces are removed, I will need to wear an appliance on my upper teeth for a year 24/7 that I can remove if I decide to eat or sing or play my flute. Its; hardly noticeable to the viewer - all they will see is a see-thru band across the front of my teeth. They will also glue in a wire with little round beads behind my front upper and lower teeth to keep them straight and I will wear those from 5 - 10 years. After that, I won't need anything at all! Wow..I never realized that fixing my teeth would take such a long time. Despite the costs, I'm very pleased with the results. I don't have the same type of 'bite'on my back teeth that I had before, but I can eat very well and my front teeth are beautifully straight! (It was crowded and crooked before.) Now I can smile broadly for photos!! WOOO!!! So happy!

Easy Pumpkin Pie
TODAY IS AN ESPECIALLY HARD ONE FOR ME..ITS MY MOM'S 10 YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF HER PASSING..IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW OLD YOU ARE..SOMETIMES YOU JUST NEED YOUR MOM...TO THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE THE HONOR TO STILL HAVE YOUR MOM'S AROUND..GIVE THEM A CALL AND TELL THEM HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU..THEY MIGHT THINK YOUR NOT FEELING WELL OR SOMETHING LOL..I DON'T THINK WE SAY IT AS OFTEN AS WE SHOULD..MY KIDS TELL ME EVERY DAY..WHETHER THEY ARE HERE OR OUT SOMEWHERE..THEY LOVE ME..I AM BLESSED...ITS COOL TO HEAR YOUR KIDS SAY IT..I SAY IT AS WELL..HAVE A GOOD DAY..LISA

Weird Scenes From The Gold Mine...
Some of you may not be football fans.. or watch the news. The 21 on my page is my own little way of paying tribute to Sean Taylor, Safety for the Washington Redskin, slain in his home Monday night. Sean has been one of, if not my favorite players on the Skins. He's gotten a bad reputation for being your trypical NFL thug.. but he was anything but that. His talent was off the charts and he had yet to reach his peak. I live and breath Redskins football, which is not always a good thing given the way they seem to find a way to lose with so much talent. Many times my only salvation during a game they were clearly destined to lose would was the opportunity to see Sean absolutely POP a wide reciever or running back in the secondary... sometimes it was as if his hits were an extension of my anger at the score.. in that way I felt a connection. I dont think the Skins will EVER have a player like him again in my lifetime and that saddens me beyond words.. What truly matters though is the

How Funny
Ya know you really gotta laugh about some of the things that people say after they have run around the net looking for your pics. I have heard some terrible things about me and a few friends and it is like this get a life. Dont worry about me. If you dont like who i am or how i look dont look. Anyway thats about all i have to say about that.

Fun Blogs
PASTY IS TASTY! More fun for you watching cwc One of my favorite cwc episodes, just for you animal lovers..and because I am in a good mood for some random unknown reason. I blame Fubar Free-IQTest.net - Free IQ Test btw-its best not to use your real email unless you wanna get spammed like whoa. I've gone from a 158 to this.. Damn you Fubar :P Intelligence Interval Cognitive Designation 40 - 54 Severely challenged (Less than 1% of test takers) 55 - 69 Challenged (2.3% of test takers) 70 - 84 Below average 85 - 114 Average (68% of test takers) 115 - 129 Above average 130 - 144 Gifted (2.3% of test takers) 145 - 159 Genius (Less than 1% of test takers) 160 - 175 Extraordinary genius

Mirc Scripts
ok I have Been asked how can i make all those scripts since they are involved and take time to make. Well first not all are anywhere close to being done i work on them as i feel the need and once you make some commands you can just add them to another script.My Personal ones are a never ending work in progress :S. If you Don't Know what an mIRC script is google mIRC, If you don't care lol this was posted for those that asked

Fantasies
The sun was just starting to rise as we stepped across the small gap between the docks and my 31 foot Crestliner boat. The early mornng air had a slight chill to it, which was not uncommon around these parts for early June. The dew still hung on the leaves of the trees that provided all the shade that was required on the dock like a child clinging to its mother. I held the gate open for her in a gesture of the chivalry that so many people today mock. Smiling she did a mock curtsy and said, "Thank you kind sir." Tipping my invisible hat and smiling I replied in my best British accent, "Anything for milady." Giggling slightly with a rouge tint to her obvious blush, she breached the four inch gap to the carpeted deck of the boat. Handing up the cooler and the various bags of towels, cds, and plastic silverware, she sat them down as I jumped up onto the deck. Locking the gate into place, I couldn't help but feeling watched. I turned to see her blue eyes boring into me. If at any

Face Shots....like Wtf?
Ok. I don't mind rating people's pics when they have alot...but one thing I hate is for someone to have TONS..and that's IT!!! Man, if I wanted to see your damn face that many times I'd ask for your hand in marriage! Mix that shit up a bit! I'm not going to sit up and rate over 200+ face pics and all you have is 8-10 other pics of yourself. What in thee HELL is that all about? I'm pretty sure there is something else you can do in your spare time other than take 50 pics of your face and post them on Fubar. Like I said before...MIX IT UP PEOPLE! There is nothing wrong with showing anything other than your face....unless people who do that suffer from insecurities...and that can be a bitch. Long story short, it sucks, don't expect me to rate them, once I see about 6-7 of them, I get the point. Sheesh...at least show your dog or something. And don't get mad if I come by and only rate 4-5 pics when you posted over 500 face pics...wow.

Anal Fubarians
Well now i'm pissed. Went to watch a bit of TV tonight and came back here to a message from the fubar shop...yup you guessed it, some moron had them mark one of my angel pictures (that I got off google images) as NSFW. Winduptoy and I are having pics marked by some coward who won't show their face because of being anal. When I started with this site, it was a fun site to be on, better than any other site out there. Since the introduction of Communistic rule here this site has become a severe downer. It seems like you can't have anything on this site anymore because some anal person who doesn't know art when they see it has to complain to the staff like a little 2 year old...wait let me rephase that, even a 2 year old could appreciate art. The way I look at it is this folks, if they want to have Communist rule here I think it's about time that we leave this site for another one. I have recommended a different site to a lot of my friends on here and they are there having a blast. It

It's Not Worth It Anymore!!!
Well people, I have had it!! I am tired of Fubar causing issues in my personal life. Mari and her friends and finally drove me over the edge. They have decided to take some very personal pics that I sent to her, and put them in a Homosexual Wanted add with my cell phone number. I have a new girlfriend now, and I don't want this to ruin my relationship. Mari still has a private folder with pics of me that she refuses to delete. Look at my page, I have nothing of her on it. She has shown that even though she is with another man, she still is not over me. Unless someone can give me a good reason to stay, I will be deleting my account once my VIP is done. payneja01

Be Real To Tha Laydies!!!
YA KNOW A LOT OF MEN CALL THEMSELFS A PIMP,PIMP DADDY,AND PLAYER.BUT IN THE WORDS OF MR.XSTRDNY,A REAL PIMP,PLAYER,BALLER IS THE MAN THAT CAN KEEP 1 WOMAN BY HIS SIDE AND KEEP HER HAPPY.TO BE A REAL LADIES MAN KNOW THIS THERE,S 1,001 WAYS TO LOVE A WOMAN AND 2,002 WAYS TO MAKE LOVE TO A WOMAN,SO WHILE ALL THE MEN ARE TRYING TO BE SO CALLED BALLERS SEE IF THEY KNOW THIS,WHAT IS YOUR GIRLS HIGHEST FANTISY AND HOW SHE WANTS IT FUFILLED!!I,ON THE OTHERHAND KNOW THIS SO DONT BE SUPPRIESD TO FIND IM GIVEING THE WOMAN OF YOUR DREAMES, ALL OF HER DREAMES!!!!!HELLO. MEET MR.XSTRDNY LADIES!!!YOUR REAL DREAMES IN A MAN AWATES YOU HERE IN ME.I WILL FIND THE ONE AND YOU WILL FIND ME .IT HAS BEEN WRITTEN!!!!!I ONLY NEED 1 AND THERE CAN ONLY BE ONE!!

Naughty Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Feel free to email Your answers to me instead of posting them here if You like!! 1.is it in? 2. That's it? 3. You've go

Contests
Contest at Stephanie Lynn's!! I need 10,000 comments to get a 7 day blast!!! Please click on pic below to show some love and support!!! Thanks all... Love Coyote I am in another Auction!!!!!! Minimum bid is 50,000. Also please rate the pic... just one rate thats all i ask. Love to you all!!!! Hey all i am in an auction!!!! Click the pic below and leave a bid!!!! I am offering the following: > Owned by ____ in name for a month > Add to top friends for a month # 2 spot > Add to family for a month > Pimp out in blog/bulletin/mumm once a week for a month totaling 4 > Link for your profile on my page for a month > Rate all photos 10/11 during Happy Hour > Rate all stash thumbs up during Happy Hour > Profile comments daily for a month > Pimp your friends (chose 2-5 firends for a pimp out bulletin) > Rate a friend > 2 Personal SFW Salute(s) > Put name in status bar for 1-2 hours each day i am online > 2 graphics with your pic in it > Buy a Gif

::know Me More/faqs::
Everytime I log onto here, my shoutbox is always full of the general questions so I've decided to post them here and answer =] Q. Were you born here or in Croatia? A. I was born here in the states in Los Angeles...my mom's side immigrated here from Croatia and my dad is from Croatia so its all Croatian in the family!! Q. Do you speak Croatian? A. Not fluently but enough to get me by if needed =] I also speak a little bit of French. Q. Where are you now? A. California Q. How old are you? A. 20-years-old, my birthday is August 7 Q. Are you single? A. Yes Q. Whats you're bra size? A. None of your damn business Q. What kind of underwear do you wear? A. The kind you wear under your pants Q. Any tattoos and piercings? A. 4 piercings, no tattoos Hmmmm thats all I can think of but keep the questions coming =] What Andrijana Means You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and

Ok Guys...???
OK guys...Would you be willing to let me do this..its a fantasy, but can't ever find anyone willing! I want to push you back on the bed…climb on top of you..and slowly tie up each of your arms to the bed posts, so you can’t touch me, but I have control over you. Then, I would lean down and kiss and nibble at your neck, your ear, then across your lips…move down your chin with the tip of my tongue and down your neck, sucking intensely, then down to your right nipple..taking your nipple into my mouth and sucking hard..mmmmmmmmmm(while my other hand is rubbing and pulling at your left nipple) Next, I would my fingernails up and down the sides of your abs, then back and forth across your navel, leaning down to suck and kiss around your navel..so softly but then with more pressure. Then I would slide down your body further, taking my hands and spreading your legs slightly apart. Then , rubbing my fingertips up and down the inside of each of your thighs, leaning down to kiss and blow at

Daily News
Yesterday while out riding my bicycle with my son, we had a auto driver intentionally try to hit us on our bikes. We were riding far to the right, as is suggested in the law. We were going just 2 miles an hour below the speed limit. I was going 43 miles per hour. The driver not only endangered my life and my son's life, he actually brushed his mirror on my son's arm. He broke a number of laws plus he easily could have killed both of us. There is no reason for such actions and drivers like that should have their licenses revoked. It is wrong to act in such a violent way toward a law abiding citizen just because you do not understand what they are doing. i am glad that he sped away, I expect i would have acted in a very un Christian way if I had caught up to him. I hope that any one who reads this will understand why bicyclist and motor cyclist dislike auto drivers so much who act so selfishly and dangerously. People lose their lives everyday because of idiots like him! Just to

Things Not To Say In Ones Shout Box....
Nigj ~MJ&#...: all this talk of whipping up, I thought I'd come in your box...... we all get those lame lines in the shout box ive decided to copy and paste the best and worst of my shout box experience.... Uneedatowel?: u gave me an erection and I didn't get anything for you! that was so sweet of you mikey: hello hunny where you been all my life fuck me I just dont know where Ive been pt im here now?? nope dont think thats the reply im looking for....

My Pimpout
You are cordially invited to witness the joining of two hearts, lives and souls as one. On this blessed day this man Sean....Andrea's Love a.k.a. IrishPunk Club F.A.R...Fu-Fiance 2 Andrea And This Woman Sean's girl & Fu-Fiance to Sean aka Irishpunk~Co-Owned by Irishpunk & LSD's Shell Will be joined in fu-matrimony on Thursday the 14th of February in the year 2008 at 3 O'Clock in the afternoon Pacific Standard Time. Please click the picture to join in this joyous event at the appointed time. This event will be presided over by the honorable Rev.۞Sexy Succulence۞ Ŧ.©.M (repost of original by 'Rev.۞Sexy Succulence۞ Ŧ.©.M.- fu-owned by BOBBYBONES~DSC 4LIFE' on '2008-02-13 22:04:53')

Rants
Come catch me and the other amazing DJ'S spin some non radio friendly tunes in the basement lounge link is on my profile. my shift in the basement is saterdays from 2pm to 5pm.come hang out if you enjoy hardcore punk,rockabilly,old school skinhead reggae,ska and metal. see yall there Ive never really seen the difference both seem to share in most of their political philosophy's.To me a libertarian is a anarchist in a suit or someone that would vote republican.Where a true anarchist is trying to get away from any form of power state or federal. the other thing that makes me laugh is the word libertarian needs to be changed since libertarianism has allot more to do with the "TRUE"conservative system then a liberal social system.libertarian has become almost meaningless for a variety of reasons. The use of the word by many Republicans has been noted in the discussion but this isn’t the only problem. Anyways havent blogged in a long time enjoy....:)

Fishing
So many years have passed since I threw a line into the water. Found myself standing over the water at Bass lake remembering back when I was younger. My grandfather used to take me fishing nearly every weekend. He loved fishing, taught me to love it as well. There's some kind of serenity that comes with it, a peace. We've fished in lakes and rivers spanning from southern California to northern Oregon. I eagerly awaited the summer when school was released for vacation so I could hit the road with him. We lived outdoors. Camping, fishing, hiking, taking in the beauty that is nature, Eating your meals over an open fire, there's nothing to top it. Those memories will never leave me. So i'm taking up fishing again, a resurrected hobby for me, in honor of my grandfather. The fish aren't biting today though....

The Magic Of Colors
MIRACLES OF YOGA IN IMPROVING MEMORY POWER by: The Editor Of Yog Sande sh Published 04/30/2006 When you fail to remember something, which you have read, heard or seen and cannot remember despite several efforts then it is called loss of memory power or forgetfulness. People of all age groups are suffering due to this problem. There are a number of reasons for this problem. For example, mental tension, excessive mental work or not using it at all, busy schedule throughout the day, physical and mental weakness or serious head injury. Take balanced diet and chew it nicely it improves memory. Remember all the things done throughout the day in the chronological order. This exercise improves the memory power. Yogic exercises are also helpful in improving memory power and reduce forgetfulness. Practice the yogic exercises with the feeling that the memory power is improving and forgetfulness is reducing. YOGA ASANA Yoga Asana have excellent strength. Regular practice of these

Call 911 Because Its Free
(02-14) 21:31 PST HAYWARD -- Hayward police and federal investigators did the grunt work, and it paid off: They tracked down and arrested a cell phone caller believed to have phoned the emergency 911 number more than 27,000 times making bodily noises, muttering in a disguised voice, and pressing the beep tone. On Wednesday night, police arrested John Triplette, 45, of Hayward on suspicion of abusing the 911 emergency line, a misdemeanor punishable by $1,000 fine and/or six months in jail. "He completely overwhelmed our system," said Desi Calzada, manager of the Hayward Communications Center, which operates 911. "He delayed the answering of other 911 calls because we were answering his." It all started last May, when the California Highway Patrol's communication center in Vallejo began receiving copious 911 calls from a mysterious caller using a T-Mobile cell phone. Over a seven-month period, the caller placed 17,000 calls to the CHP. In early January, Hayward's dispatch

Anger
I HAVE FINALLY HAD ENOUGH OF IT AND AM TOTALLY THRU WITH IT ALL... Circling your, circling your, circling your head Contemplating everything you ever said Now I see the truth I got a doubt A different motive in your eyes and now I'm out I'll see you later I see your fantasy you want to make a reality paved in gold See inside, inside of our heads yeah, well now thats over I see your motives inside, decisions to hide Back off, I'll take you on Headstrong to take on anyone I know that you are wrong Headstrong, we're headstrong Back off, I'll take you on Headstrong to take on anyone I know that you are wrong And this is not where you belong I can't give everything away I won't give everything away Conclusions manifest Your first impressions got to be your very best I see you're full of shit and that's alright That's how you play I guess you get through every night Now that's over I see your fantasy you want to make it a reality paved in gold See insid

Poems
You ran away the other day To get away from the pain But, my love, I say unto you The pain will only worsen The longer you are gone I want to tell you to come back That I will keep you safe Away from all the pain But that would be a lie Life without pain does not exist However, I can promise this If you come back to me I will hold you close In my arms and in my heart From now until my last breath And I will never leave your side We've all heard the saying That nice guys finish last But from what I've seen Throughout my life This simply is not true Many times I have seen The one's I care about get hurt As I try to comfort them They always seem to ask "Why can't I find a nice guy, Someone who's just like you?" I tell them that we're out there Just sometimes hard to find And the next thing I know They find someone else Who turns out to be a jerk And I have to pick up the pieces once more And they only see a friend in me When I want to show them true love

Hey Hey
just a few thoughts i have had... How come life just sucks? How come the earth is round? Why dont i look more mexican? lol okay just messin, those thoughts really arnt in my head. Im just bored... so i decided to post a completly random and pointless blog on here. Ya i know dumb but hey it happens. lol Holla!

Love
How can you love someone you have never seen with a feeling so passionate that it makes your heart skip a beat at the sound of his voice? How can you feel his hands on you when he has never touched you? How can you feel his lips kiss yours when he has never whispered your name in the night? A love with such passion that life could have never known it in your wildest dreams. Or if it could ever be possible would you turn it away in fear that it could not be real for you had never known such a love? For this love I would take the chance of heartbreak. For I have known a lifetime of heartbreak And heartbreak in itself is of a temporary nature if we allow it to be. But to know just one moment in my life with such passion such feeling such want such need I would give myself entirely without regret without sorrow without remorse to you your wants your needs your love your life. To deny such a love would be the most fatal of mistakes. To deny m

Getting Evicted!
Checq this shit out. On Sat. Jan. 12th, Woke up early in the morning ta find my bathroom flooded. Semptic line plugged, bacq'd up! I called landlord, told her. She told me she would have someone come out, pump the tank & clean the line. She also ranted about bringing a bacq-hoe to put in a NEW LINE. Well I left, was gone all day with friends, because of my place. I get bacq home late that Saturday night to a 75% completly flooded two bedroom lower level duplex. Carpet completely soaked with 1-2 inch of septic water. I called bitch bacq. Landlord never came over. She only had the tank pumped. Did NOT have line cleaned, Did not put in a new line. As soon as my upstairs nieghbors began running water again it just bacq up into my place. Causeing the flooding. That night she did send someone to clean the line. That night she did put me up in a motel, for one night. I had to pay for the motel at first, she reimbused me the next day. Also the next day on Sunday Jan 13th I

Deployment
HELLO EVERYONE TO ALL THOSE WHO KNOW ME AND ALL I AM ABOUT TO GO ON A DEPLOYMENT TO AFGHANISTAN AND I WANT YOU ALL TO KEEP MYSELF ALONG WITH MY FELLOW BROTHERS AND SISTERS OF ARMS IN YOUR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS AND CONTINUE TO TILL WE ALL MAKE IT HOME. THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT HEY EVERYONE I MADE IT HOME FOR R N R NOW IM BACK HERE FINISHING MY TOUR OFF EVERYTHING WENT GOOD AND STILL IS KEEP SHOWIN THE SUPPORT AND LOVE THAT YALL HAVE I APPRECIATE IT. TAKE CARE AND GOD BLESS

Referral Contest!! 4/11/08!
HERE BE THE RULES!!! (they're aren't many of them!) 1) (and this is super important) NO DRAMA!! (anyone causing drama during the duration of this contest will be eliminated.) Absolutely NO exceptions. There is no reason for it, this is supposed to be FUN! 2) All referrals that come into the lounge MUST SAY WHO sent them to the lounge, and JOIN! They cannot just stop in and say you sent them, and leave right away. 3) In the event of a tie...There will be SUDDEN DEATH! Most members in 15 minutes wins the prize. Prize will be paid IMMEDIATELY upon determining the winner! Remember, If you're not a member of CLUB WICKED PARANOIA, you have until 6 pm EST on Friday the 11th of April to join the lounge and get in on the action! Still have questions? I'd love to answer them for you!! Click ME! Angi~The Fu-King Skank of Fubar~Head Promoter, Official Complaint Dept. & Filthy Tramp #1 of CWP@ fubar

Lieing Whores
Why do men feel the need to try and control a woman these days? If the woman doesnt jump at their beck and call they get mad and stop talking to them or they say that they are totally honest and to old for the player games but to find out they are a player themselves.. Well you know what i say about them?? To hell with men... That is the main reason i am raising my son to respect women... In the past 2 days i have had 2 men feed me such a line of shit that it would clog up a sewer system.. but then again these are the same men that want to whine and complain cause they are single.. well wake up stupid fuckers and look at how you treat women... God cant men ever use what they call common sense these days.. And no i am not directing this at ALL MEN cause there are some decent men out there still but the younger men are the ones who want to act like they are players and complain they are single.. Don't you hate those girls/guys that say they are you friends but then

Cartoons
Ok so I'm sitting here this morning and I hear as usual Noggin in the background which Kamron is sitting intently watching. Those of you w/kids know what this is, Oswald was on and if you've watched this as often or heard it as often as me you may have seen the episode where Oswald, Henry and Daisy are going to have hot cocoa at Oswalds house. Well apparently Henry has to have 3 marshmellows in his cocoa and Oswalds dog Wienie ate one of the marshmellows and he had no more so Henry HAS to have 3 marshmellows "no more, no less". So Oswald as the great friend that he is he goes all the way across town to the store to get ONE more marshmellow. Now mind you he is an octopus and walks everywhere, so he walks to the store being stopped by ducks going across the street and it starts to rain and becomes windy and his umbrella gets turned inside out. He finally gets back to the house with the ONE marshmellow for Henry and they ask what took you so long? And when Oswald gives him the ONE marshme

Understanding Lupus
UNDERSTANDING AND HEALING LUPUS If you are reading this because you have lupus, or a loved one does, you know how difficult it is to treat. It is very tough illness, and most of the time what the doctors prescribe doesn't work. Long-term use of their drugs and medications will even make you more ill in the long run. I have written reports on lupus and autoimmune diseases for several years now, and know of several very useful natural supplements that are well worth using if you suffer from lupus. But as to whether they would be what you need, supplying what your body lacks, it was impossible to tell. Because every person is different, with unique body chemistry, so what worked for one person may not work for you. All too often, determining what to do to get over lupus has been a matter of trial and error, a matter of shooting in the dark, hoping to hit the target. You try things that have help others, and hope they will help you too. It can be frustrating, very frustrating, when

My Head Is Spinning
Boy Oh Boy when I screw up I screw up bad,......1st and formost I need to stop venting to my friends when my gf and I have a fight,ect,... this is not good!! Cuz nomatter how mad I get at her,..I love her with all my heart and will never ever leave her. 2nd of all I am sorry hunny,...you are good to me and you do leave me love,....its fubar thats all and I shouldnt take things personaly. I know my girl,..nicole loves me with all her heart and is and will always be there for me when I need her. In fact shes there for all her friends when they need her. Sometimes its just not good to run at the mouth when ur mad sad or have hurt feelings. My girl is the nicest sweetest warm and loving giving person I know,..or guess what??? I would have never fell in love with her. Fact is,..shes been so used and abused my sum of her friends on here and she almost always gives them 2nd 3rd 4th and 5th chances,..lol Thats cus she has such a good heart and really loves her friends no matter how piss poorl

Sci-fi & Fantasy
Rand Follows His Runaway Bride Patience paced across her livingroom. Jonathan had just informed her that Gracie had fled. She couldn't believe that her sister had run from Rand. Her sister was fearless. She had always dared to tread where no woman had gone before. "I can't believe she ran. How are we suppose to help Rand with her if she has left?" Patience asked as she continued to pace furiously. "Sweetheart, calm down." Jonathan said soothingly. "How can you be calm about this. She's gonna bring disaster down upon my mother and father. This is not a small slight. An advisor's daughter does not turn down marriage to the crown prince. It just isn't done. Gracie is lucky that Rand has chosen her. He could have chosen any other witch." She said hotly. "Yes he could have." Gracie said quietly. "And for the record, Patience I told him to chose another." Patience and Jonathan spun around to see Grace standing in the doorway. When Jonathan reached for the com unit strapped

Dictionary Of Terms
Dictionary of Terms Aromatherapy--the use of essential oils, herbs, flowers and fruits to heal the body, mind and spirit, and to promote well-being. Astral Travel--the art of sending forth the consciousness at will to a more refined level of existence that lies beyond this level of physical existence: experiencing the astral plane, a realm often perceived as being parallel to, and interwoven with, our physical world: also known as lucid dreaming, soul travel and mental projection. Astrology--astrology embraces the idea that there is a causal connection between the heavens and earth: it is the study of how the movements of the planets and stars reflect events in our daily lives. Auras--the distinctive atmosphere surrounding a given source: an energy field that is held to emanate from a living being: the colors of the aura and their intensity reflect emotions, health and state of mind: a healthy aura radiates the colors of the rainbow: thin, weak, or broken auras signify illn

Cam Shows
I am a 44 year old mother/grandmother who also takes care of my 84 year old mother... So my Vibe in life is never boring! lol ! ....I LOVE doing my Webcasting Shows it's an awsome hobby and because of my strong personality you can't help but Feel My Vibe as I discuss the Topics Of The Day and You and I can share Our Out~Look on Things in Our daily Vibe in Life! My FEEL THE VIBE SHOW is about ALL OF US !! So.....Rejuvenate Your Mind With The Dimensions of Your Vibe! COME GET YOUR VIBE ON ! Whether you want to ~ Get on Cam ~ Call In ~ or ~ Chat In The Room... I Invite You to Come Check Out My FEEL THE VIBE SHOW ! Come Say Hi ! Because....LIFE IS BETTER WHEN WE VIBE TOGETHER !! FOR MORE INFORMATION ABOUT MY WEBCAST SHOWS AND... IF YOU WANT TO GET MORE PERSONAL WITH ME THEN GO TO MY WEBSITE.... www.SunlightVibe.com

Haha
I urge everyone to go rent or buy the movie CASHBACK. It's wonderful. It's a keeper! I can offer no spoilers except that Artists will get an extra special kick out of this one! ;) Cheers fuckfaces!!! sassynfun: your comment on the mumm "What going to happen?" is so sexist... you make me sick

Together
TOGETHER Together we stand together we fall but we have the love that surpasses it all. All of my heart I send you my plea, please take my sins I send them to thee. Together we stand together we fall, remember that he loves us one and all. You are our God, you are the one, That is why you gave your only son. Peggy Love Rusher Copyright ©2008 Peggy Love Rusher

Stuff About Me
Again ... very old poetry, before therapy. lol Wanting to punch your face in I want to make you bleed needing you to hurt as bad as I do. My pain will last forever the scars I give you will go away to temporarily make you cry will be nothing to my every day. My tears have turned to anger my fear has become violence I can't stand to hear your voice you anger me with your silence. All I wanted was to be held all I craved was to be loved now I need to watch your agony I need to watch you write in pain. I want to make you cry like I have cried all my life I need to make you hurt like I do every day. I'll make your life a living hell and then you might know a bit of how I feel. Well, I have kinda done this backwards. I posted my poetry first. I'm a goober. Oh, and for those of you who have critiques for my poetry, bite me. I frankly don't care about the rhyme or reason behind it, it was poetry to me when I was writing it, and that is all that matters. Wow, the claws

Ghosts Of Blackout The Race Contiues
So i just released my 3d album sens the last album (the shortcut)got great respons .. thanks all for byeing it the 3d album is a coolab with a beatmaker called E,M,P so the album got to be calld The E.M.P it's out now on al download stores such as itunes/napster/amn and many more

Fubar Friends
BOMB THE HECK OUT OF THIS PIC! AND HELP ALLURING OUT SHE WILLRETURN THE FAVOR Mucho thanx! here is the link! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1341652&albumid=0&i=3641162219&idx=2 seems once you start to get to know some one here on Fubar, and u settle down to and start to get to know them,they go away...for personal reasons, or they just get tired of being here, some have already left here already, and i miss them, they were real nice to me...never had a bad time with them...i love my friends very much, even my enemies i admire...lol will miss them so much.

Why
To everyone who saw me last night and talked to Im sorry if I said or did anything to up set you or make you mad at me Why do people whos time has come and want to let go because it hurts keep hanging on despite the pain that they are going through watching love ones suffer durning a death watch is the hardest thing to do yet we do it all the time.

Misc
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I'm an excellent cook 2. I lose myself in music to the point hours go by 3.I have anxiety attacks around large crowds 4. I'm discusted with my body most of the time 5. When I love, I love will all that is me 6. I'm an animal lover 7. I was born in Berlin Germany & have dual citizenship 8. I love spoiling my friends 9. Family & Friends are very important to me 10. *CENSORED* LOL Tagged by..AngelDawnKris 3:20pm PST Me and my sweet Philip were married in Las Vegas @ a Special Memory Wedding Chapel. Wish Us Luck! Mr & Mrs Bushrod :) Getting a new TAT Saturday!!! Getting rid of of the memories of my ex and

Pure Romance Girl Party's
My name is Colleen Hughes and you can buy the most sophisticated line of educational books, sensual lotions, exciting bedroom accessories, and more. You can go to my website at www.colleenhughes.pureromance.com. Looking to have a girls night in with all you friends? Contact me for the most remarkable party at 210-744-6636 or 210-204-6618.

~*~ Love Is A Wonderful Feeling ~*~
A lonely tear falls down A smile turns to frown Trickles down the cheek Does not make you weak A lonely tear escapes A lifetime of mistakes A sad and lonely heart Others broke apart A lonely tear is dried So many nights it cried A friend reached out their hand And tried to understand The lonely tear is gone Life will carry on With love from a friend The lonely tears will end I've loved you always, and I hope you know I've never been the type to let my feelings show. I've loved you always, it will never end You are and always will be my very best friend. I've loved you always, and know when we fight I don't get much sleep, I toss and turn all night. I've loved you always, and when your around All my sorrows are lifted and I can't force a frown. I've loved you always so never forget, I've loved you always, since the day we met. Do You Do The Same So many paths had led Back to memory lane Here my mind travelled To the places again Stored here in m

Who In The Hell Am I
I can see the light And it lookd so good It gets closer on a weekly basis I get so lost looking into it, I feelso warm when I see it Te warmth feels so good I would like to get closer to it Let it be a source of energy, The more I see it The better it looks However, the light is in someone elses horizon As I walk in to the darkness of loneliness. How can people be so blind All you have to do is open your eyes & heart The one you're truely looking for is right there The one place you don't expect, People search far and wide But not close and narrow If they do they refuse to believe it And believing is just that, Usually the ones that stay by your side no matter what They trely believe in you And that is where love starts Reguardless if the love is just friendly or intimate. Why is love so damn painful Is it the feet trampling all over me Or is it the stiletto heels diggin in my heart Either way I can't figure it out, How can people fall in love with n

Welp
i have a fan - someone say hi to seth for me, and let him know his actions are being logged... weeee... at a point in my life when guilt and regret no longer intensify the surreal and the real - no matter what, i have to tell my story, my struggle, or lack thereof, is yet to be published, and i for one would really like to know how it ends. no bullshit - when i get to the final chapter, and know the true meaning of "the end" i will totally share it with you...and you...but not you... *cries* i wanna be happy, and i wanna see trevor, number 72, play and win and rowan become whatever Dr he decides and morgan not become like his dad... can someone wake me from this nightmare and put me back upright and sober and strong... or not... gotta go - chasin' dreams in SoCal and wishing the nightmares would forget my address.... ( )*( )

Music
Well I hope that I don't fall in love with you 'Cause falling in love just makes me blue, Well the music plays and you display your heart for me to see, I had a beer and now I hear you calling out for me And I hope that I don't fall in love with you. Well the room is crowded, there's people everywhere And I wonder, should I offer you a chair? Well if you sit down with this old clown, take that frown and break it, Before the evening's gone away, I think that we could make it, And I hope that I don't fall in love with you. I can see that you are lonesome just like me, and it being late, You'd like some some company, Well I've had two, I look at you, and you look back at me, The guy you're with has up and split, the chair next to you's free, And I hope that you don't fall in love with me. And I hope that you don't fall in love with me. Now it's closing time, the music's fading out Last call for drinks, I'll have another stout. Turn around to look at you, you're now

One night I had a dream-- I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord and across the sky flashed scenes from my life.For each scene I noticed two sets of footprints,one belonged to me and the other to the Lord.When the last scene of my life flashed before me, I looked back at the footprints in the sand. I noticed that many times along the path of my life there was only one set of footprints. I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in my life. This really bothered me and I questioned the Lord about it "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you would walk with me all the way, but I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. "I don't understand why in times when I needed you most, you should leave me. "The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trial and suffering. "When you saw only one set of footprints, i

The World According To Badman 66
Badman here 2 give a great big shout out to the Twilight Levelers 4 helping me 2 level up to 11...THANX 4 ALL THE HELP!!!!!!!! Because WE are Americans Written by Keith Partney To be enriched by the passion of Glory To bear true faith and allegiance to the same To be entitled to a Declaration of Independence Of all wealth and cause for Freedom To thank the lucky stars to be living in a Free Land Because the flag stands for Freedom and that will never be taken away Pride of an American Dream To be known that your Free and to have that Freedom mean something And to not forget the men and women who gave their lives for your tomorrow To stand up for your Country and defend the Red, White, and Blue To a blessed land of knowing boundaries Unit, Corps, God, Country----the true meaning Untouchable Freedom that time has weathered its source Bearing the knowledge from brother to brother To achieve the best of all worlds To introduce new life and the meaning there of To Co

I Want To Make U Happy For Life
I am waiting for the day I can take a deep breath. Feel the pain leave my body. My heart in a million pieces not sure where they all are either, friends have tried to pick them up and they don't fit right anymore I think the right man is the only one that knows how the puzzle will fit back together. I want to find him and make him happy and for me to smile again a real smile. I am just worried I have missed my chance. I have never looked a person in their eyes and said I Love you and not meant it. I just don't know if anyone that has said it to me has meant it. I want someone to grab me and lift my spirit off the ground, take my soul and look deep in it. I take chances and they never work, people never give me the chance to prove myself. I am not perfect by any means, I make mistakes and I learn from them. Can I find the one who was made for me or am I alone for life? Kati Published 2001

Babble And Flow.....v""v
The pop of a head when the axe hits it squared, the sight of it's nostrils as they become flared... The scent of its carcass as it starts to decay, turning gray and matted as time rotts it away .... See's no movement, yet movement i see, the maggots are feasting and consuming thee... Black feathers flying,while vultures peck the bone, tearing you to pieces until your eventually gone.... the wind begins to howl and the sky turns to gray, blowing her raven black hair about her face away ... lurking for shadows to slip in and about ... waiting to catch a morsel running around. peering from the dark,tongue tracing her lips from one corner to the next she quietly slips... awaiting to have you within her tight grip, to taste of your crimson shes awaits to indulge in a sip. as written: Twist'a Fate

Awww
BEING A MOTHER After 21 years of marriage, My wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, 'I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you.' The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. 'What's wrong, are you well,' she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news. 'I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you, 'I responded. 'Just the two of us.' She thought about it for a moment, and then said, 'I would like that very much.' That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about

My Feelings For You..
I never really knew you You were just a screen name, another friend But when I got to know you, I let my heart unbend. I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry I had to find a way, to give love another try, So I've fallen in love with you and I'll never let you go I love you more than anyone I just had to let you know And if you ever wonder why I don't know what I'll say But I'll never stop loving you each and every day My feelings for you will never change Just know my feelings are true Just remember one thing I Love You! That is my feelings for you...

My Auction
ATTENTION ATTENTON WICKED LETTE is holding an all money auction!! **WICKED LETTE** I want you to take me to the hospital This means you can only bid with things money can buy or money itself. Entry fee is 30k paid to me (WICKED LETTE). Message me asap with the pic you want to use and what you are offering.(WICKED LETTE) Mininum bid starting at $5.00 (USD). The auction will end when you get the bid you are satisfied with. I will be in this auction too so dont forget to bid on me! This has been created by: ☆PopSicle Gurl☆™ [[SER•NgC]] ♥Property of KaTman#9825;@ fubar

My Evil & Erotic Thoughts
I have reliased that no women on this site wants to become Real net friends.so what i do is add them long enough to see their nudes.then after I'm done i remove them.i never use to do this untill i have added women & they set on my list like a fucking dust collector.so i have come to realise that no lady's on this site is worth no more then the price of adding them & seeing their nudes sense they can never talk to me after i add them.this is why my list stays low.I HATE YOU MOTHER FUCKERS THAT ADD JUST TO GET THE POINTS.i mean why add a fucking STRANGER to your FRIENDS list.Their not interested in a friendship with you.So I'm cleaning out my list AGAIN!!!. ~ BkrBabe777 ~ aka ~Vixen~ ...your an asshole to say that I'm being rude If i don't kiss your ass like other males then I'm rude to you.that's absurd.you are the rude one here.never talking to people you add.so if i got an attitude now then theirs a good reason for it.you know nothing about the way i once talked to you.so don't act l