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Randys Blog
My big hobby and part time job at this time is writing articles for pay. http://www.freewebs.com/randync/ will show ya my work. Click the associated content link on the page to make money (not alot but some) writing.

Freshmeat!
Thanks for everyone being so nice on here, but I don't know how to work everything yet and i'm being bombarded with stuff so as soon as I figure this system out, I'll return the favors and comment on peoples pages. Thanks and goodnight :)

Sexy Test!
SEXY TEST This is the SEXY test. Post this and see who will fill this out. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. Mark the answer with an "X" [X] How good do i look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-HoTT) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 Would you rather.. [ ] Do me Or [ ] Date me Would you rather be on top or bottom? [ ] Top [ ] Bottom Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you like my body? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] Beautiful Person [ ] Sexy [ ] Cute Would you rather.. [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] Fuck [ ] Go out Do you want to go out with me?.. [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes if so leave it here [xxx-xxxx] [ ] No Are you going to repost this so I can answer for YOU? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] sure

Pain
Why do people take it out on other people when they cant do any thing there problems it not are fault that the world coming in on then. I hate been a punching for some people and been used for there shit.I have friends that help with my problems they listen some of friends dont even give shit.I cant help I cant think fast or do things I want the pain to stop or Ill stop the pain some way some how.

I Want To Tell You Lies
I want to tell that little boy his Mom will be just fine I want to tell that dad we got his daughter out in time I want to tell that wife her husband will be home tonight I don't want to tell it like it is..... I want to tell them lies. You didn't put their seat belts on, you feel you killed your kids I want to say you didn't ... but in a way, you did. You pound your fists into my chest, you're hurting so inside I want to say you'll be ok...... I want to tell you lies. You left chemicals within his reach and now it's in his eyes I want to say your son will see, not tell you he'll be blind. You ask me if he'll be OK, with pleading in your eyes I want to say that yes he will..... I want to tell you lies. I can see you're crying as your life goes up in smoke. If you'd maintained that smoke alarm, your children may have woke. Don't grab my arm and ask me if your family is alive. Don't make me tell you they're all dead........ I want to

Sxazcnbe ( It's Reality )you Have To Read Not Just Look!!
People always ask...How will I know when I find true love?...I don't think you can find it...I think it finds you...it is just something that happens when two souls that are destined to be together collide...we don't get a choice as to when...where or who we fall in love with...and sadly it may never happen in this life time...it is like a huge game of hide and seek played between two souls... some are found others are not...but when it happens and you are one of the lucky ones who are found...what you feel at that moment when your souls collide fills every fiber of your body and your thoughts with an intense feeling of oneness and love that is beyond anything you have ever felt before...unconditional love...so when true love finds you it will be sudden...unexpected and the most intense thing you have ever felt...when it happens you will know without a doubt that they are the one you have been waiting for! hehehe! That is just my opinion and how I feel about the subject...I seem to

Emptiness
I don't know how common this is, but for me, the main problem is that I feel disconnected from everyone and everything. I have a few people out there who I care about, or who care about me, but no real intimacy with anyone. Worse yet, this is a long term pattern with me, it's been going on for enough years yet that it's quite possible I will be alone for the rest of my life. This totally sucks. I would like to have friends I could be truly close to, someone that I could be in love with, but I'm psychologically fucked up enough that I don't know how to make this happen. I like to think that if I had love and intimacy in my life, life wouldn't suck nearly as much. And hell, I think I've reached the point where I'm jealous of cult members. Those poor deluded fuckers who shave their heads and dance around in public begging for donations, or the heaven's gate suicide cult, at least they have a sense of purpose, of belonging. They must have a sense of devotion for thei

God And My Life
In my knowledge life is like a one way traffic. There is no "U" turn and others in this way. In this way, we are travelling in a vehicle called "Luck". The engine of the vehicle is called "Attitude". Some says attitude is most important than luck. They says that if a person has a good attitude he can win all the things in this world. I think attitude and luck are like a bicycle tyres. If one gave trouble the person who traveling on it will face problems. Then he will get disappointed, depressed, unhappiness. These two are like a milk and water, mingled in each other. We don't know about the god and his real wish. Nobody can show the god, when you want to see. Some says it's natural. Some says he is loving nature. But we must agree one thing that he has enough knowledge more than human beings. He knows how to build a human body and his structure he gave the protection for eyes called "eye lid". If some dust comes it automatically protect the eye. He gave the good position of the nose

My Writings
A never ending pain A sorrow you can't even begin to imagine Feeling alone Standing in the darkness A dark figure in a dark world Pain and sadness is all that is felt A never ending wish to end it all Tormented by pain People never understanding Eyes wet all the time Do you care? Does anyone care? Thats what my life is like. Headaches. I'm tired all the time. I cry all the time. I have a sore throat all the time from crying. No one really understands anything I've been through. Sure, someone might understand the pain. But no one really understands my hopsital stay, what its like to have alot of friends and then one bad thing happens to you and no one wants to be your friend anymore. It sucks. It really does. There is no cure for. I'm gonna have headaches for the rest of my life. Unless a miracle happens and that'll never happen to me :( Arnold Chiari Malformation...Its such a rare condition...Why the hell was I someone who had to have it?!?! Untitled Depression

Hi
hey everyone iam going to tell you a little about me iam 5'5 with blue eyes black hair for the time being lol i wgh 200 iam very in love and taken.and have kids and pets and love all music,and playing in pogo well that it for now so come on yall come rate me.and i love have fun and everyone who is look for a friend add me i will chat with yall peace out

New To Cherrytap
hey new to this site just sayin whats up ....dont be shy talk to me whenever THE DRINKERS CREED The horse and the mules live 30 years, And know nothing of wine or beers. The goat and sheep at 20 die, And never taste Scotch or Rye. The cow drinks water by the ton, And at 18 is mostly done. The dog at 15 cashes in, Without the aid of rum or gin. The cat in milk and water soaks, And then in 12 short years it usually croaks. The modest, sober, bone dry hen, Lays eggs for nogs, then dies at ten. All animals are strictly dry, They sinlessly live and swiftly die. But sinful, ginful, rum-soaked men, Survive for threescore years and ten. And some of us, the mighty few, Keep on drinking 'til we're 92!

Tyger
Why is it that I can't find someone that is just perfect for me? Why can't I be content with my life? I'm always looking for something more then what I have. I'm always finding things wrong with my current relationship and it's driving me nuts!!! I want to be out of this relationship because my so called "fiance" seems to always find other things to do with his time then give me the attention that I crave from him yet I can't walk away because I love him. What the hell do I do? There are so many issues I have with this "family". His kids, my kids, his ex wife that for some reason he still hangs onto. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...there's too much to list in this little blog but dayumm I've had enough. I need to vent my frustrations and figure out what the hell I'm suppose to do yet there's no one I can talk to about it that doesn't already have a "liking" for him so they take up for him or whatever! Going to go and scream!!!!

Double Stuffed Part 2
It must have been about 1:00 AM when we finished with the previous round of fucking and sucking, and I know I fell asleep almost immediately and I think so did everyone else as they all looked kind of comatose before I closed my eyes. When I woke up Saturday morning the sun was already up, and I looked over at the clock. I saw it was almost 9 o'clock. Mary was the only one still in bed with me and as I stretched out I saw that she was also starting to stir. We both looked at each other and smiled, comfortable with our nude bodies and probably thinking about the action of the previous night. I know that I was and, as we lay there for a few minutes, we heard some loud moaning coming from the living room. Mary and I quietly got out of bed and tiptoed to the open bedroom door and looked out into the living room to see Eric and Tonya on the couch fucking furiously. Eric was lying on his back and Tonya was sitting on his huge pole with her back to his face. She was pulling on her nipples

Under Ground
Ah yes, and while the sweet resentment of what you have done fills your brain, it will cause the blood to pour from your ear holes and seep from your eyesockets in the form of puss. And yet i must confess... that this piece of PiE which within crawls the sPiDeRs and MaGgOtS, is much to delectible for just one to eat, and so i shared it among the sMaLl cHiLdReN who peered curiously at the crust of this delight. made of the sKiN of the SiNful, stretched tight over the creepy CrAwLiEs. The children chewed at the sinewy membranes of worms of skin, they ate it and swallowed with a GRINN playing on thier lips, and then...They became the creations of Anti-Society, outcasts and morbid rebels. This...My dear reader is what makes up the underworld, Oh and before i forget to say..... Welcome, to the UnDeRgRoUnD.....

Killa'z Thoughtz
hello. this is my first blog post since joining the Nation known as (*~WiCkEd NaTiOn~*) and I am blessed to be in a group full of Juggalos and Juggalettes that some seem to reject because i myself is a rejected juggalo. and i was Rejected by many because i still sweare alengince to Esham and Anybody Killa. But thats okay. because thats how i am. no matter what kind of music we all prefear outside of the hatchet we're all juggalos. some people have to learn that and let it marinate in their brains. I Asked to join (*~WiCkEd NaTiOn~*) because I wanted to join. i am good friends with Callie and Zan and i go way back with Zan. way back to the good days of Westernpajuggalos radio where he was a avid listener of Tha EOT Clubhouse. And everyone i met thru there has been real nice. In closing I want to tell everyone that has a problem with it can just deal with it ok? i am not gonna be in beef with anyone for awhile. the last thing ima do thats CT beef releated is something else.

F R I E N D S !!!
when i 1st joined this website i thought it was for givin and recievin love, but i aint gettin much though.. i have alot of friends on my list but am only incontact with only 5 or somethin.. i thought if i commented and rated some, i'd get the love back, but nuthin till now! i even shouted to most but no replies.. dont i seem good enough to u ? those who will care to be incontact will stay in my list.. if i dont hear from you, then u're off! thanx for readin

My Band!!!!
I am John Lucas, Bassist And Backup Vocals For A New Band Called Epicourse!!! Check Us Out At http://www.Epicourse.net which will redirect you to our myspace page PLEASE ADD US AND HELP US GO BIG!!!! will will have mp3's really really soon but if you cant wait im me at Fyrereigner on Yahoo and i'll be happy to send you a song or two THANK YOU!!!

Kaly's Magic Castle
Is the love beyond age possible for you? Ever feel like belonging to a different generation, or feel that you would best enjoy someone who is older or younger than yourself? If Age is just a number for you, you will not miss this! Please try: http://noage.bravehost.com

Please Vote For Me
I have been entered in a Sexiest "FILF" contest. Please vote for me by leaving comments and rating my pic. Click the like to go to my pic. http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=253739&albumid=123932&i=2632926994

Canada
i have found over the past many years society as a whole have lost the meaning of christmas ,people i find are into the how much the presents costs,Everything is all about money,What happened to the real reason we celebrate christmas? this is what i find disappointing with society at this tyme of year, i think people should take a good look at what xmas is really all about.

Philosophical Questions
I thought only nice people got fucked over?? I'm not a nice person so why is it happening to me??!!?? If there's anything in this world I can't stand, it's somebody who makes you a deal, makes a promise and, for no reason at all, changes their mind. It's one thing if the deal or promise means nothing to you, but it's another thing when it's something important, something you want, something you've counted on being one way. I was supposed to make partner at my law firm. One of the other associates is too. We were supposed to have equal shares and buy out the current owner over the next five years. Well, behind my back, they completely changed the terms of how the buyout's going to work (that part is actually good for me) but now the other associate is getting 1% more than me to start. It means very little as far as money and he's even agreed that despite the ownership differential, he will agree to split the profits equally. But, if we're the only two owners, then I get no

Urinating During Sex Is Only Gross When..?
Urinating during sex is only gross when the woman does it. Roughly 17 out of 100 sexual encouters involve urination. That's at least 15%. I made a bar graph putting it into perspective. Right now you're probably thinking how gross it is to piss on somebody. I agree. It's disgusting. But after being married for twenty years, you've had every possible kind of sex that the human body is capable of. You even start taking yoga classes to gain enough flexibility to try something new. Trust me, I've been there. No I haven't. But I think about it all the time. Most guys come to the conclusion, "Screw it, I'll just piss on her." And from that point on, his world will never be the same. Before a man gets married, this is his rating scale for women: 10:Doesn't Exist 9:Absolutely Gorgeous 8:Very Beautiful 7:Yeah Definately 6:Gimme A Drink 5:Gimme A Bag 4:Gimme 2 Bags and a drink 3:Probably Never 2:No fucking Way 1:Okay once for the experience Then he gets married and real

It Really Is Sad
Honestly, what has the world come too? The pharse I love you has become so casual. Does that bother anyone? I believe that pharse has power behind it but it seems for most it as just become weak and can say it just to about anyone. For those of you who use it casually make it hard for those you use it in its terms. And has just become a word people take for granted. So dont be upset when someone really loves but is afraid to use because everyone else says it and now they feel is no point for you hear it cuz you hear it so often from those who dont give a shit

Time To Move On!
Well I have two weeks left in the Army, I just can't wait. Its time for me to move on and get a normal life I guess. Over the past eight years my life has been up and down, going form place to place. I believe its time to settle down and enjoy a regular job!

The Meeting
Soon Kellie and I were emailing each other multiple times a day. She left her curtains open all the time now. She liked the idea of not knowing when I was watching. She also continued leaving me gifts by the window. Sometimes she left panties she'd soaked with her juices. Sometimes she'd leave me clean panties to jerk-off into, and I'd leave them for her when I was done. She even set another video of her sister by the window once. Her evening performances were always similar, but after watching her every night for three weeks, I still never got tired of watching her pleasure herself. In the forth week I received a one line email from her: "I want to meet you." I didn't know how to respond. I was not a particularly good-looking guy, so even though Kellie was the sweetest, nicest, most beautiful girl I'd ever communicated with, I was sure that she wouldn't give me the time of day if we had met on the street. However, jerking-off was one thing, actually getting to make love to t

Random
Come check this site out...it's a page for my Tattoo shop!!! Help us out please?!?! Check it out and whore the hell outta us please? I'm apprenticing here and trying get help us get as much business as we can. http://www.TattooMojo.com/carnage419tattoo Thanks for all your help!!!

Help!!!!
You Are 27 Years Old Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act? Hey im in my first contest and if you have some extra time please go vote for me you can vote as many times as you want you know i would do it for you and have done it for a few of you so please please please do it for me

What Is Www.paranoia-live.net
In the Beginning There Was The Computer Hi Jazz-U-RRR. Thanks for taking time out to tell me all about Paranoia. It is my pleasure, citizen. Ok then, lets start at the beginning? What era is Paranoia set in? Early in the 21st Century, World War III happened. Real big mess. The surviving nations formed a global government. The Age of Peace came about. Then a few years later, a natural disaster destroyed civilisation as we know it and survivors were forced to live in underground complexes.That was a couple of hundred years ago. Underground Complexes? Right. Paranoia is set in one such underground base called Alpha Complex. Alpha Complex is truly massive; covering what was once the entire San Francisco area. So what's life like in Alpha Complex? Life in Alpha Complex has many outstanding elements but the most important thing about Alpha Complex, and therefore Paranoia, is The Computer. The Computer governs every aspect of life in Alpha Complex. The Computer decides

Contests
CUTEST MOMMY & SON OR DADDY AND DAUGHTER PIC CONTEST! I am taking entries for both of these contests! You may enter both contests but you can't enter more than one pic in each. 1. NO HARASSING the other contestants otherwise you will be booted IMMEDIATELY! 2. IF you have nothing good to say....then say NOTHING AT ALL!! 3. MOST COMMENTS gets FIRST place 4. MOST RATES gets SECOND place 5. HIGHEST RATING gets THIRD place 6. You can only win ONE so if the person with the highest number of rates also has the highest number of comments then the person with the second highest number of comments will win second place etc. If you don't understand what I mean plz msg me and I will explain further! 7. Pic MUST be SAFE FOR WORK!!! 8. NO DOWNRATING BY OTHER CONTESTANTS! If you are a contestant you may rate the others but DO NOT downrate them otherwise that will be a violation of my rules and you will be KICKED OUT! 9. NO CHEATING. For those who don't know what I mean...we

Quiz
American Cities That Best Fit You: 70% Las Vegas 60% Austin 60% Denver 60% Miami 55% Atlanta Which American Cities Best Fit You? Business minded and a natural leader, you are a canidate to be embraced by the Ventrue clan. You can be rather dominant with a high stamina however, you tend to have obsessive compulsive tendencies...especially when it comes to your food. You are the clan the others look to organize groups and factions. Generally princes are among this clan.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To? You Are a Natural Flirt Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive! What Kind of Flirt Are You?

Make It Your Main Pic...
Little Aeliyah was killed in a fatal car wreck. Her bulletin went around just a few days ago, but the funeral was postponed until tomorrow due to bad weather in Colorado...please help me by keeping her memory alive by displaying this pic as your primary picture tomorrow... Thank you everyone, Momma Please rip these candles and burn them for her all day tomorrow... And please repost this bulletin so that others can rip the picture too. LEANN RIMES *AMAZING GRACE* check out Singingfool.com

Was Up?
Ok, so yeah I am here and as you might of guessed I haven't had my cherry popped here yet. Any takers... I'm 24 working at the wildkatranch in a few weeks. Curious click it www.wildkatranch.com yeah so someone PLS pOP ME BEFORE ITS TO LATE...LOL

My Special Friend
LIKE A CANDLE WITH A FLAME THAT NEVER DIES,THROUGH GOOD AND BAD I'LL BE BY YOUR SIDE. WHENEVER YOU FALL I'LL BE THERE TO BRIGHTEN YOUR DAYS,NO MATTER WHAT I'LL TAKE YOUR PAIN AWAY. FORGET WHAT PEOPLE SAY AND WHO CARES WHAT THEY THINK BECAUSE YOU ARE A PRECIOUS JEWEL IN YOUR OWN WAY. I'LL BE THE SHADOW THAT ALWAYS FOLLOWS YOU,BE LIKE AN ANGEL BY YOUR SIDE HELP YOU THROUGH YOUR TOUGHEST TIMES. EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE FELT GRIEVE AND SO HAVE I DON'T EVER GIVE UP NEVER STOP TRYING, JUST KEEP YOUR FAITH AND PRAY HARD AND DEEP,BECAUSE GOD IS GOOD AND IF YOU ASK YOU WILL SEE. KEEP YOUR FAITH- TAMMY- NEVER GIVE UP EVER. MUCH LOVE..... PAPI

Texas
You know you're from TEXAS... This is GREAT!!!!! *You can properly pronounce Corsicana, Ennis, Waxahachie, Palestine, Decatur, Wichita Falls, San Antonio, Waco, and Amarillo. *A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out in the yard and look for a funnel. *You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. *You know that the true value of a parking space is not determined by the distance to the door, but by the availability of shade. *You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent. ****You measure distance in minutes. * *Little Smokies are something you serve only for special occasions. *You listen to the weather forecast before picking out an outfit. *You know cowpies are not made of beef. *Someone you know has used a football schedule to plan their wedding date. *You have known someone who has had one belt buckle bigger than your fist. *You aren't surprised to find movie rental, ammunition, and bait all in the same store.

Innocent Delight
You are 81% Gold Digger You're the biggest gold digger. You love the thrill and excitement of seducing someone to get what you want – MONEY. You will go to any lengths to get what you want. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com I love these. I had so much fun meeting new people the last time I did a shout. I did it for a week again and totally recommend it to EVERYONE. I have met some really fun and creative people. Give yourself a shout. When am I going to learn? Well, at least now I can get back to NiteFlirt and take calls form my litte submissives and take my aggressions out on them.

My Stuff
I thought I might share something that I read, and left me feeling inspired I hope you all like it. 1. A confident woman knows she is loved. 2. A confident woman refuses to live in fear. Fear is not from god. Fear causes people to bury talents due to fear of failure, judgement, or critisim. 3. A confident woman is positive. 4. A confident woman recovers from setback. You only fail when you stop trying. 5. A confident woman avoids compersion. 6. A confident woman takes action. Making mistakes is not the end of the world. 7. A confident woman does not live in "IF Only" and "What If" It's not your abilities that God desires it's your availability. by: Joyce Myers YEAH I KNOW IT'S EARLY FOR A RANT BUT HERE GOES WHY OH WHY OH WHY CAN'T SOME MEN TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER? CAN SOME ONE ANSWER THIS PLEASE?? I'M SORRY SHOULD I HAVE SAID LITTLE BOYS INSTEAD OF MEN YEAH THAT FITS BETTER. HAVE PEOPLE FORGOTTEN HOW TO READ? I MEAN I HAVE ON MY PROFILE THAT I WILL NOT GET ON CAM FOR AN

The Grim Reaper (poem)
He does not eat he does not sleep for this he has been wrought To go about the earth each day to claim those that are sought He plows his sickle through the earth and with one tearing sweep He rids the earth of those whose time has come for him to meet The carnage and the havoc that he does leave in his wake And if your name is on his list for you there's no escape His realm is all lands high and low the waters and the sea And when he passes all that's left is grief and misery You don't know when he comes or goes for no one can forsee And when there is a lapse in time with no great tragedy You can be sure that he's not far, be it, you or me And while consumed still in this write, a movement next to me As I look up from where I sit a shrouded shadow stands His sickle gleasoning in the dark a slaughter is at hand And as I try to run away I hear a thunderous slash And as a twig is snapped in two so are my bones now bashed My body buckles to the floor, my life now f

Puff Puff Pass
this is my puff puff pass vrs wich will be available on the dooms day album 07 puff puff pass Current mood: high ima start this off slow cuz the buzz just hit sit back let it pass be for i trip your shit cuz i spit the wickedness.. like no other hoe flows hold your ass im coming fast about to bust ya dome peace everybody smokes for there 1st time free new connection to the universe along with new family well a newbie and a little bit nervous no one cares im show ya how ta do this so every body gather in a circle light that shit and pass it right yo rollers rights to drags and a pass we call this process puff puff pass puff puff pass you got it right? politic on my shit again and well fight but the fuck with that lets have some fun every body in here sing the cour to the song!!!

Taking All Applicants
Lets see who can complete it first...whoever does gets a Big pimpin gift from Moi :) Women feel free to fill it out too, im an equal oppurtunity women!! hehe x0x0x OK.....GO!! Name: Age: City/State/Country: Birthday ? What is your biggest flaw? What is your hangup with your mother? 3 of your favorite authors 3 of your favorite bands 3 of your favorite movies Favourite quote? Are you religious? What / Whom do you worship? How? Why? Who is your favorite philosopher? Why? For you, what is success in life? Are you, by your own definition: will you be successful? Who is/was your favorite pet? and why? How long do you usually know a girl before you kiss her? Jump her? Dump her? Have you ever been married/lived with someone? Are you now? When was your last relationship over? Are you in sure? Are you in one / or more now? Are you gay? Tried it? Thought about it? Have

Dark
My God im so sorry what did i do to deserve this pain, all i feel inside is sorrow like theres no 2marrow is it all in my brain, how do i refrain from goin insane in this day in age, when i look in the mirror all i see is rage, and in my head all i feel is rain, God please help me with this depression, and agression please teach me a lesson, this situation im hatin, cause i feel im god forsaken, please take me away i think i need to go, i dont know how long i can last my confidence is low, i want to get a gun and pull the trigger and let loose, spray my brains all over these walls wit a twenty two, im sorry if ive ever done any thing wrong truly i am, if i could go back i would change it and not be a man, why did you give me this crap life lord take me away, cause truly i dont think i can last another day. Dark.... From cloaks of midnight black tars becomes the resting place of falling stars Reduced to crystal shards that leave falling children nicked and scarr

My Words..(kinda Corny Lol)
A sad song......... Where do I go from today? go back; I don't know the way. When did it become so small, I was supposed to be big and have it all. Leg shaking, winds blowing, eyes closing, heart slowing. How do I make the next move? Do I really have anything left to prove? What is the reason for all this doubt? A little girl screams to get out. Remembering the soft touch of yesterday, wishing all the pain would go away. Calling to the nameless in the night, Lost in the darkness, lost without light. Leg shaking, winds blowing, eyes closing, heart slowing. Sleep. Fast in love, slow in life, from doer to done, lover to wife. At the end of the game and what have you won? Anothers dreams, anothers name. Ante up, feed the pot, play your hand, my advice; bluff, a lot! Stay true to your soul but play to win stand firm in your goal, don't give in! II A tapestry of branches woven in the sky. Like a sad song,

Truck Driver's Notes. Lol!
Since this is my first blog here let me explain: I am an OTR (over the road) driver for the past 7 years. If you don't understand my terminology just ask will be happy to explain. And sorry for any typos get in a hurry and don't always spell check. Well I am outside of Lafayette, La today and am sitting till monday till I can deliver this load in Baton Rouge, La. I hate these 34 hour restarts but makes it nice next week when I have my full 70 hours to run on. Came out of Los Angeles area with this load. Nice miles. But to much time to get it to destination. Tried to drop but no one in area monday to deliver so am stuck with it. Will try to write as often as I can when I get a WI-FI signal.

Contest
hey y'all im in a contest. Its the Nicest Cock contest. Go to this girls page, and add her. Leave her a message telling her you want to vote in it, so she can add you to her family... Contest starts tomorrow morning and goes for one week. Please help me out, and LADIES only.... http://cherrytap.com/user/87270 hey everyone, i've created a new account... i'll be deleting this one eventually.... please rate, fan and add me? http://fubar.com/user/1341147

Just A Thought
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! SO FUCK ME BACK! Body: YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

You Can Live A Life Time But You Die Only Once.
THIS IS ABOUT YOU JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE MARRIED OR HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND DOES NOT MEAN YOU SHOULDN'T FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS.HAVE YOU DONE ANYTHING THAT YOU REALLY WANTED TO DO FOR YOU LATELY, I MEAN A GOAL THAT YOU SET FOR YOURSELF THAT YOU HAD TO PUT ON HOLD BECAUSE YOUR LIFE CHANGED.IT'S STILL YOUR LIFE JUST BECAUSE OTHER'S HAVE ENTERED IT DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO STOP LIVING,OK YOU HAVE KIDS NOW OR YOU HAVE A MATE GOD DIDN'T INTEND FOR YOU TO SHUT DOWN AND NOT DO YOU.BALANCE IS THE KEY, I MEAN WE PRAY EVERYDAY BECAUSE WE BELIEVE,WE GO TO WORK BECAUSE WE HAVE TO EAT AND PAY BILLS, KIDS HAVE TO BE TAKEN CARE OF AND OUR SPOUSE'S NEED LOVE TOO RIGHT BUT WHAT ABOUT YOU.THINK ABOUT IT YOU HAVE COMMITTED YOURSELF TO YOUR RELATIONSHIP,FAMILY,JOB, WHATEVER BUT ARE YOU TRULY SATISFIED WITH YOU AND WHAT YOU HAVE ACCOMPLISHED FROM LIFE.LIFE IS TOO SHORT NOT TO ENJOY IT TAKE TIME OUT FOR YOU BECAUSE WHEN IT'S OVER IT'S OVER.WRITE THAT BOOK,GO TO SCHOOL, TAKE THAT TRIP DON'T SIT BACK AND WATCH D

Wku March 5-16, 2007
I will part of a art show in the Mass Media Building at WKU. As part of March's Sexual Abuse Awarness Month. One of the professors at WKU put together a project with 14 abused women to help show that we are not alone. It will include a picture of each of us and a part of our interview that she also done. I can't wait to see what picture she chose for me considering she took almost 120...

How Good Is Everyone Sence Of Humor?
Saturday Nights! Join ~Clandestine~ for The Cherry Punk Show! All request Punk music from 9pm - 11pm EST!! Oh Yeah...and Someone Is gonna get Punk'd! You don't wanna miss this! Tell you Friends! CherryTaps Ulitmate Prankster is gonna have some FUN TONIGHT!!! Now Playing: Punk Rock Show Click the pics to get there!

Confession Booth
WHATS UP CHERRY TAPPERS? THIS IS YO BOY SKINNYMOE. I POSTED A SONG ON MY PAGE CALLED "CONFESSION BOOTH". THE MUSIC IS WRITTEN BY A GROUP NAMED DING MAO. I WROTE THE LYRICS. THERE ARE OTHER SONGS TO LISTEN BUT DEFINITELY LISTEN TO THAT ONE. COME BACK HERE AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK. copy and paste this in your url: www.myspace.com/shortcircutentertainment WHATS UP EVERYBODY? COME BY PAGE AND CHECK OUT MY VIDEO. ITS UNDER "ABOUT ME" WHICH WILL BE TOWARDS THE BOTTOM. LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK?

Funny Things I Have Found
"As she lay there dozing next to me, one voice inside my head kept saying, "Relax... you are not the first doctor to sleep with one of his patients, " but another kept reminding me, "Howard, you are a veterinarian. " nick condoms---just do it toyota condoms----oh what a feeling pringles condoms----once you pop you cant stop kfc condoms----finger licking good j-ford condoms---the best never rest bounty condoms---the quicker picker upper energizer condoms--- it keeps going and going and going m&ms condoms----it melts in your mouth not in your hands star trek condoms---to boldly go where no man has gone before

Mine
This is a song for the ladies But fellas listen closely. You don't always have to fuck her hard In fact sometimes that's not right.. to do Sometimes you gotta make some love And fuckin' give her some smooches too. Sometimes you've got to squeeze, Sometimes you've got to say please Sometime you got to say hey, I'm gonna fuck you softly, I'm gonna screw you gently, I'm gonna hump you sweetly, I'm gonna ball you discreetly. Then you say hey I brought you flowers Then you say wait a minute Sally I think I got something in my teeth Could you get it out for me? That's fuckin' TEAMWORK! What's your favorite posish? (As in position) That's cool with me It's not my favorite but I'll do it for you. What's your favorite dish? I'm not gonna cook it but I'll order it from Zanzibar. And then I'm gonna love you completely, And then I'll fuckin fuck you discreetly. And then I'll fuckin bone you completely But then I'm gonna fuck you hard. (stretch) Hard. (stretch

Significant Life Lessons
so i had to write an essay for a final in my english class which is due tomorrow, so i spent almost all day writing this paper. it is about life lessons, i dont share about this subject with many people, but i thought id share it with you today. please read it and let me know what you think of it. A SIGNIFICANT LIFE LESSON We all have lessons learned in life that are important to us. Some are spiritual, some are painful, some are small and some are life changing. My life lesson came in from a small child that helped me realize that we do not run our own life. This has made me a firm believer that God does exist and has us go through different situations not to punish us, but to help us learn and become the people he wants us to be. To start off with I would like to share with you a little about myself. I am a recovering drug addict, for years I was heavily under the influence of many different types of drugs, from methamphetamines to heroin. I would lie and steal

Fool Us Twice? From Iraq To Iran
This time the Bush gang wants war with Iran . Following a carefully orchestrated strategy, they have ratcheted up the "threat" from Iran , designed to mislead us into a new war four years after they misled us into Iraq . Like its insistence that Iraq had WMD, the Bush administration has been hyping claims that Iran seeks nuclear weapons. The International Atomic Energy Agency (IAEA), however, has found no evidence that Iran is building nuclear weapons. IAEA chief Mohamed ElBaradei says there is plenty of time for negotiation with Iran . Bush has sent two battle carrier groups, replete with nukes, to the Persian Gulf and a third is reportedly preparing to follow. In support of Bush's case that Iran poses a danger to the U.S. , three unnamed American officials ceremoniously trotted out metal parts found in Iraq and claimed Iran supplied them to kill our soldiers in Iraq . This "evidence" - or "packaging," as the Associated Press calls it - doesn't pass the straight face test wit

My Whatever...
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Lookin For A Swinger Couple Or Just Someone Horny Lol
hey everybody.were a married couple lookin to have some fun.trying new things.were looking for someone o rmore than one person who wants to exchange erotic pics,emails,videos,etc...well pretty much do any pose for ya.as long as youll return the favor.everyone is very welcome and looks dont matter.big or small...etc...well just let us know...check out our pics that are already on here and if ya like what ya see let us know please everybody repost this for all to see.....

This Is Me, Is That You?
Well it's almost a week until St Patty's Day! Does everyone have their plans in place for the pinching day? I know I do! Funny though, I have no idea where we are going though! All I know is that we have beads and pins that are green! So we have that covered. The pub, well it's in Paso Robles, CA that's all I know! Come Wednesday the 14th, I'm on a jet plane flying into Santa Barbara and going straight to Sharky's! After that...the pictures will have to do the talking! Happy St Patty's Day! Ready or not here I go!!! I can't wait....less than 24 hours til CA!! My bags are packed I'm ready to go..... I'm leavin on a jet plane.... A Rose...It's beautiful, delicate, silky, smells wonderful, always colorful, sexy in so many ways, yet still has a thorn that can come out and bite you. A Rose, becareful how you touch it. Will you get bitten, caressed or nibbled...your choice....

~whips N Chains Society Newsletter~
WEEKLY NEWSLETTER-MARCH 6TH, 2007 ~ARCADIA~-REPORTER WHIPS N CHAINS SOCIETY: WNCS was formed online by friends and family to show their support in the beliefs and practices with BDSM. It is also a means of teaching all the new people in the art of BDSM and how to safely execute this belief to the ones that are seeking the knowledge and guidance. This is our very first issue of our newsletter and one will be out every Friday. It will feature members birthdays, contest entry, 2 random members of the week, events and info on members everyday life as well as group discussion and decisions’ WE also have a lounge we are in the process of getting running . so please join that as well and provide a short bio in the discussion section…the link is below http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5807 THIS WEEKS FEATURED MEMBERS: Arcadia-Reporting Co-Founder Shaniqua-Family Greeter BIRTHDAY WISHES: SIR CRITTER- FEBRUARY 27 BABYDOLL - MARCH 03 I would also li

Just Because...
Right then... There are too many times in my life where I've asked myself way too many questions. Now, for the sake of brevity, I'll not get into to too many of them, but consider this. Why would it be that the one you love says that he/she loves you, but shows nothing of the fact? Why is it the one you love, is the one that hurts you the most? Those are some of the ones that are simple... But the one thing that I've found to be true is this, in a world of inconsistency, the only thing consistent is inconsistency. I know it's a jacked up thought, but think of it. We say that we love someone, and we say that we care. But in the end, it ends up being the one we 'love' that we hurt the most. The jackass that you meet on the street could care less about you, and most the time vice-versa. But if you were to extend that thought on to the person you're 'with,' we would all be a messed up lot of people. I don't know, just a little something to think about for your day. More later, C

Ooooooohhhhh That Smell!
This was just too funny NOT to pass on! If this story doesn't make you cry for laughing so hard, let me know and I'll pray for you. This is a story about a couple who had been happily married for years. The only friction in their marriage was the husband's habit of farting Loudly every morning when he awoke. The noise would wake his wife and the Smell would make her eyes water and make her gasp for air. Every morning she Would plead with him to stop ripping them off because It was making her Sick. He told her he couldn't stop it and that it was perfectly natural. She told him to see a doctor; she was concerned that one day he would blow his guts out. The years went by and he continued to blast them out! Then one Thanksgiving she was in the kitchen making turkey for dinner and he was Upstairs sound asleep, she looked at the bowl where she had put the turkey innards and neck, gizzard, liver and all the spare parts and a malicious Thought came to her. Warm the innards up to bo

Since The Dawn Of Time...
I think i am going to start writing again...real soon...I used to blog alot on myspace...not anymore...too much bullshit...it's really amazing how if you rearrange people on the list on myspace...people will get pissed the fuck off. I know on my myspace page, i put the people i talkt o the most up front and so on...it's almost like a big pissing contest. I dunno...

Going Home
I am headed back home... all things are coming to a close here.. I will Truly miss the friends I have made... I hope that the few I have gotten close to(you know who you are) choose to stay in touch.. I have sold all I have to the next soldiers coming on board.. so my ability to visit will be few and far between.. Thank You all..

Learn Something!!!!
The 2nd is a rendition of a slave ship being docked into Latin America ... I'll get to that in my dissertation. If the above images disturb you, then I'm doing my job Let's have a discussion. I'm gonna lay it on the line, this blog may touch some nerves, it may not, but it's all in an effort to raise the consciousness of the Pan African Diaspora (African American, African, Black, Caribbean American, Caribbean, Afro European, Latin Amerian(Brazilian, Panamanian, El Salvadorian, Costa Rican, Etc...) Etc... World Wide... Even though I've seen the movie ROOTS several times in the past, it NEVER ceases to move me to the core, this along with the Slave Chronicles, Rosewood, the documentaries on Hurricane Katrina, et al...have me wondering. ARE WE REALLY FREE?!?!? Here are some definitions of the word: Freedom: 1. the state of being free or at liberty rather than in confinement or under physical restraint 2. political or national independence. 3.

Master
Discussed the rules with Master, and he made it clear how dissapointed he was with this girl for posting her rant without discussing it with him first. This girl admits she was wrong and wish's to publicly apoligize to him for her wrong doing. They are discussing the rules and working them so they fit both of them. My Master is a great Master, and sometimes this girl doesn't approach him with problems as she should. She knows they can discuss anything, but sometimes that is easer siad then done. Truthfully he could have punished her for her transgression, as it's not the first time it's happened, but he has chosen not to for which this girl is gratefull. Master has my heart, soul, and life always and forever. These are rules my Master sent to me today. This girl is confused and not to happy at this point. She didn't think they needed said rules and thought they were doing well togather. Some of these rules will be very hard to follow as there daily life doesn't allow all the freedom

"what Is Friendship?"
It's sharing your greatest joys & deepest hurts It's revealing your wildest dreams & secrets of the soul It's expressing yourself with heartfelt words & understood silences It's counting on each other when times are tough & decisions are difficult It's sharing the stories of your past & your hopess for tomorrow It's experiencing the tears,the laughter,the craziness of life with someone who understands & it means so much to share it with someone like you,MY FRIEND!!!!!!!!

Feeliings
The steeple of everything I need in life, Is right before my eyes. Every time I wonder why, I break, Not at first, not till I wait and cant any longer. Trash my self love, And succumb to feel above The dirt turns to mud only to be the remains Of the world I hate. Diluting in the tears of regret. The feelings never change, its always the same. But it feels so nice, for once in my life, To feel content, Running my hand down the edge of your knife. Forgive me god, if I fly too close to the sun. But even if I burn up, Ill never regret it. Because in your grasp you make me feel Something so surreal, Something I cannot contain. For once in my life I feel the eternal cycle in your vein. If everyday is a fight and every suffering vein. Makes me grow stronger. Why do I need you, To tell me I belong here. So I close my eyes, And forget the dismay. Because I am here to stay. Corrupt and contagious,

I Dont Get This
ok.. so i know this is kinda supposed to be like a myspace.. but why isnt it simple and easy like myspace. i dont know what to do or what im supposed to do. what cherry bucks are or cherry points. what the difference of levels are.. all the cherry bull shit. i figured out how to put up pics and how to comment myself. and others. but as far as ims or pms i dont get it.

I Swear I'll Be There Soon
I will force feed you lies, That you first fed to me. Oh I believed. Payback's a bitch darlin, You'll learn that lesson hard. I'll give you glass shards, Like a gift, Embedded in your arms. Love is worthless. Carve your name in my heart. Memories fade in time... like the scars. I hope we cant see the same Twinkle twinkle little stars. The place for me? Hollywood. Dissapear in the crowd like I always wished I could. Hate yourself like you know you should. I'll write my goodbye letter with your blood. Soil your name, write it in mud. I'm ripping out my hair, I'll send it to your mother. She liked me best, loved me like no other. More then she loved you... You know it's true. Yeah, shes a classy lady, I will destroy her. I've been slipping away since days before birth. Mother used to paint my nails red. I would wisper "Mummy I wish I was dead" I Killed her inside everyday. She never heard me, she doesn't hear me to this day. I suppose I should be giving that g

My First Concert!!
ok so last night i went to my first concert ever!! the first band was blackstone cherry if you wanted to "classify" them i suppose you could say its what happens when you cross lynrd skynrd with seether for being a band id never heard of they put on a really good set next up was puddle of mudd they did a few songs from their new album, a cover of nirvana,and dedicated blurry to the vt victims and ended their set with she hates me..he also made the "mistake" of refering to 4/20 as a thursday..as well as explaing that he'd be a total ass if he was sober..lol and three days grace started their set with animal as well as doing a cover of filters, hey man nice shot i couldnt stop bouncing around for nothing and somehow ppl got away with crowd surfing but moshing was prohibited which i thought was total b/s..but anyway tdg also did some songs from one-x i especially liked their newest single never too late (first time i'd heard it )and scared was another good song they played and finally ene

Joke Or Not
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=480938&albumid=367867&i=198560648 CAN YOU TAKE A JOKE AS WELL AS JOKE WITH OTHERS IM A JOKER BY NATURAL CAUSES BORN CLOWN AND READY TO PLAY BUT HAVE SOME SERIOUS SIDES LIKE THE SIDE SHOW AT THE CIRCUS SIDE SHOW AS COMEDIAN ON STAGE THATS ALL MY SIDES YOU GOT ONE.

You Cant Afford To Not Know....
Just go to it, don't do anything but watch, listen, and think.... http://usawakeup.org/ See how close to home this is hitting some of you.I rarely ever ask anyone to do squat for me,but please pass this on to everyone you know,,It could save many lives. State Police Warning DO NOT FLASH HEADLIGHTS AT ANY CAR WITH NO LIGHTS ON!! Police officers working with the DARE program have issued this Warning: If you are driving after dark and see and on-coming car with no headlights on, DO NOT FLASH YOUR LIGHTS AT THEM! This is a common Bloods member "initiation game" that goes like this: The new gang member under initiation drives along with no headlights, and the first car to flash their headlights at him is now his "target.". He is now required to turn around and chase that car, then shoot and kill every individual in the vehicle in order to complete his initiation requirements. Police Depts across the nation are being warned. Their intent is to have all the new bloods nationwide drive aro

People In The 805 Area Code
DONT FORGET ABOUT THE CONCERT FOR MAY 11TH GO AND SUPPORT UR LOCAL AND UPCOMING ARTIST @NICHOLBYS NIGHT CLUB 21 AND OVER AND DRESS TO IMPRESS.TICKETS ARE ON SALE 10$ AT THE DOOR PS.ILL BE THERE ALSO

The Hottest Fantasy Ever
LICKING OVER EVERY INCH OF HER BODY CARESSING HER CURVES WITH MY TONGUE,MAMI IS THE ULTIMATE HOTTIE DAMN WHAT A BODY SEX APPEAL OUT OF CONTROL NOTHING BUT ECSTACY FROM HEAD TO TOE, LET'S TAKE A JOURNEY DOWN EROTIC, EXOTIC LANE DAMN IT'S A SHAME THIS IS ONLY A FANTASY BECAUSE IN REALITY I WOULD LOVE TO KISS HER NEEDS IN BETWEEN HER KNEES LAYING MY HEAD IN BETWEEN HER LEGS WHICH HEAD HUMMMMMM YOU DECIDE IT WOULDN'T MATTER TO ME REMEMBER IT'S ALL JUST A FANTASY.AT LEAST IN HER MIND ME ON THE OTHER HAND I'LL JUST WAIT TILL IT'S MY TIME OH YEA MAMI IS GOING TO FEEL THE REAL ONE DAY BUT FOR NOW I WILL JUST CHILL,AND KEEP PLEASURING HER WITH MY THOUGHTS OF TAKING HER IN THE PARK AFTER DARK WHILE THE RAINS CUM DOWN FROM THE HEAVENS ABOVE THIS IS SIMILAR TO LOVE BUT WE BOTH KNOW THE TRUTH,RITE NOW IT'S ALL ABOUT LUST BECAUSE THE BOTH OF US ARE ON LOCK DOWN IN DIFFERENT PLACES YOU KNOW OTHER TOWNS.THIS IS WHAT MAKES IT ALL THE MORE SEXIER CAUSE OF OUR DISTANCE ALL WE CAN DO IS LISTEN AND TOUCH O

Fyi
I am writing this because I came across something quiet disturbing today. I was browsing profiles and catchin up on comments and mail. I also read blogs and comment on them at times. Today I came across a story that was originally mine. It got posted on a blog of a friend of mines...if u wanna call that a friend. I was never asked if it was okay to post or anything. In other terms its called plagerism. I am not happy with it at all. I will say this though and everyone can take it for what its worth. You do that to me, it lands you off my friends list and blocked. I get pictures made for me, poems written and all, and give the credit where it is do.. To me it is a shame that someone cannot give the same courtesy back. Whats even funnier is to get points and ratings from chicks on something you didnt even create. To me thats just effn lame. So now that I am done with my tangent. Remember all you have to do is ask. I am passive and laid back and dont mind sharing thi

All I Need To Know I Learned From Board Games
Board games are a good source of inspiration. Life's lessons are learned with a flat piece of pressboard, a spinner, and plastic game pieces. >Don't believe me... keep reading< You have your ups and downs, your Chutes and your Ladders, but you are constantly climbing. You get compensated for your accomplishments, but at the same time you face the consequences of your actions. Life is a Monopoly where you own it all and the money is just rolling in. However, you should keep in mind that as quickly as it came to you, you can lose it. People get stabbed in the back (literally and figuratively) and stuck in a house with a bunch of killers with nothing but Clues. There are Candy Lands filled with sweet rewards, but you also have rotten things ahead of you. You may know who your foes are, but you don't always remember they're always right behind you. Elaborate Mousetraps are placed along the way. The more you sneak and try to get away with things, the easier it is to get

Someone Help Me With This.
**OK so here goes.. I cant really write this on my other page on MySpace because, too many people I know will see it. But this really upset me to no end. I mean, how would you feel. Really. I have my boyfriend, who I actually met on this site. I really do love him. We have been together for 11 months now. He tells me he loves me but isnt in love with me. Alright, I guess I have to deal with that. Here is the real issue though. He wont talk about his mom to me. I have never met her before. I have met his dad and his brother and alot of his friends. I love the family members I have met so far. They are great people. I am 12 years older than my Boyfriend as well. Well, we were out the other night and we met some people in this bar. We were all drinking and laughing when the subject of families some how came up. The girl in the group, who was there with her guy, asks my guy something about meeting family. Well he tells her, No, she has never met my mother, I dont want to

Contest Details
I am putting together my first contest to see how it goes. I absolutely love belly buttons, and thought that this would make a great contest. I want to find the cutest/sexiest belly button on CT. Entries must include face, for the simple fact that I don't want a bunch of cropped pics from porn stars or anything like that (don't want 200 entries of Mena Suvari's belly button from the American Beauty cover either....although that is one of the most incredible belly buttons....ever!). I want this to be legitimate people who are members of CT. Please send me the pics, or address for me to rip, by May 27th. Contest will open on May 28th. Most comments wins a Cherry Blast, with rating being the deciding factor in case of a tie. Contest will close on June 30th. Send them in today! ***Must be at least 18 to enter. I reserve the right to crop photos for 1) decency, 2) visibility. Photos with nudity are acceptable, however overly explicit photos will either be cropped or denied. Blast will

Its A Girl!!!
so i broke down and asked what my baby was gonna be... its a beautiful baby girl who has ten toes and ten fingers!!! i know this because during the entire ultrasound she kept putting her hands and feet up like she was saying "look i have fingers and toes.. look their cool looking and see i can move them too" it was the cutes thing.. bus shes already stuborn as hell lol... so here come october... my little Rylee Rebecca will be born... i cant wait!!!

Everyone Who Knows Me Please Read.
Ok, seriously I am FED the fuck up with all of this. All I ever wanted to do is play music and fucking hang out. Do you know what I want to do right now? I want to set all this shit on fire and watch it burn! fucking burn it all. FUCK THE LOUNGES FUCK THE MUSIC AND MOST OF ALL FUCK THE DRAMA..... It has gone too fucking far on everyones side I tried to be a fucking peacekeeper and trust me YOU don't want to be on my bad side... EVER. but right now almost everyone is on my shitlist.. I really respected a lot of you and now you have all betrayed not only me but yourselves... fucking think about it. I am so heated I can hardly type. FUCK EVERYONE I THINK I MIGHT LEAVE CT AGAIN AND THIS TIME FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!! BURN MOTHERFUCKERS BURN!

Keep Talking Shit Your Making Me Famous!
Alot of people on this site like to label me because I post nude pics and to be honest with you I could careless what anyone thinks!I have been in a relationship for 4 yrs faithfully and my man takes all my pics so calling me a slut or whore or watever I think its amusing.I will not feed into haters and downraters anymore I have realized the reason they like to pick on me is cause they are miserable with their selves..Misery loves company and I won't let you bring me down 2 your level.I love my body and I am not afraid to show it.If you could pull off a pic like me I am 100% sure you would!So call me slut whore watever cause the more you talk about me the more you blow up my head!Your making me famous..

Interesting...
If you were to buy me, it would cost you $596,874.42! What are you worth? Find Out Here Don't drink from hotel room glasses. Send this to everyone you know that travels and stays in hotels... http://clipsyndicate.com/publish/video/438812?cpt=3 Snakes are romantic and charming. They are deep thinkers and always mysterious. Snakes are graceful and soft spoken. They love a good book and appreciate all of the arts. They lean towards all of the finer things in life. Snakes trust themselves above all others and are seldom wrong; but behind a sophisticated front,Snakes are very superstitious! Snakes are good with money and don't have to worry about finances. Somehow, when money is needed, it appears. In spite of their good luck with money, Snakes should never gamble. They could suffer big losses if they did, but Snakes learn fast. Once they have made a mistake,they never repeat it. They also never forgive you if you break a promise. By nature they are skeptical beings but keep their s

Test
You Are 94% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

~sexii Shit~
IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. lol IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND ARE TO AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU...........DONT BE SHY... WELL IT'S BEEN FUN....BUT I GOTTA SAY GOODBYE! TO EVERYONE THAT I HAVE MET AND BEEN COOL WITH I AM GLAD TO HAVE MET YOU. TO CLUB F.A.R. YOU GUYS ARE THE SHIT. AND TO MY FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND FANS THANKS FOR PUTTING ME WHERE I WAS! I LOVE YOU....IF YOU ARE EVER ON MYSPACE LOOK ME UP! http://www.myspace.com/mandiegirl119 MWAH! SEXI CAPRIQUEEN!

Who Wants To Be My 3000th Fan?
Someone? Anyone? Not that it's that big of a deal but before I get to bed I was hoping to have my 3000th fan. Hit me up if your my 3000th fan so I can give u an official cherrytap keg! Much love to all the ct addicts!! So I up load a pic and have a handful of ppl view it and I get only 2-3 ratings, wtf? Since you went and looked at it you might as well give me a 10. If you cant show love you might as well delete me, it will save me the trouble of having to delete you. Onl true friends wanted on my friends list, plz.

April Fools???
As you well know from previous blogs my father passed away April 11,2006 and my mother passed April 23,2007. Now if I were a superstisous person I would be on edge every April. Because not just the last 2 years April has been a bad month for but a few before were too. April 15th we think of tax time but I don't. April 15, 1972 rings a real bell in my head. I lost my best friend...my idol you might say. He had survived his time in Viet Nam during the 1960's. He was out and got married and had a baby girl too. He was 10 years older than me and I really think I was the little brother her never had. I looked up to him as the big brother I never had. He was also a friend of my father too. He would be 60 this September if he were living but at the age of 24 he died in a auto accident. Sure was a sad time for me and for the people who loved him. Hi memory will live on with me..all the way to my grave. 19 years later another thing happen to me. It was something I thought would never happen

My First Contest
Ok, to all the people who like my morphs, or just are bored and want to help out a friend, I have entered the morph I did of one of my good friends into a best morph contest, bomb the hell out of it people...:D When I last looked I was 700 out of first place, but they are a big family, so I'm really surprised it's going this good and I honestly appreciate every bit of help that has been sent my way, thank you. If there is ever anything I can do to repay it, just let me know and if it's in my power, then it's yours. Love all of you, you are all great, and thank you for your support.

Life
I was looking through FUBAR lately, just reading the BLASTS and tickers going by. Some of the pictures are outrageous. Are these pictures you would want your family to see, your grandparents, your mom and dad, your brothers and sisters, your nieces and nephews, aunts and uncles, or your children or grandchildren. I had a couple photos in my album but only my friends were allowed to see now I have deleted that album. Don't look for NSFW here. Marking that the time between July and November is full of death in my family. My grandmother passed in July, My 2 uncles in August, My Grandson and granddaughter in September, My Grandfather in November not all in one year mind you, but still seems late summer and fall are death times for my family. Sad anniversaries. Depressing times. The Ambivalent Angel by Paul Iddon He turned my dullness into brightness My candle in the dark But when the dark turned into light He left without a spark He took me high into the sky So high above th

Change
Thank you to all the people who gave my MUMM a quick comment yesterday. I did, in fact, have a few smartasses, in which I fully expected, but a lot of you gave me some really good advise. I just thought it only fair to share with those few who cared the outcome of last chance to say good bye to a dearly missed friend. His ceremony was from 4-8 last night. His mother and his children's mother were allowed to see him before anyone else. They were allotted 3-4pm for personal time. At that viewing Dave's mother decided to close his casket. She did not feel the rest of us needed to see him that way. I am very thankful to her for this. There were lots of pictures and videos and friends standing around reminiscing. I had planned to take the advice of most MUMMers and go but not go up to his casket. Thankfully I didn't have the option because I probably would have felt obligated. Dave, the friend who passed, was the third family member in the Filler family to die in the last 2 years. His yo

Random Musings
You Are 50% Weird Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it! How Weird Are You? The anniversary of 9/11 is just hours away as I write these words. We, as a nation, will soon be reflecting upon the events of that day six years ago and all that has happened since. It is during a time such as this that I think it is important to also remember another day. This is not a day any of you would have heard of or remember for any special reason. For you and your families, it was most likely just another day in an endless parade of days. But for my family it was a day that should not be forgotten. And this anniversary reminds me that while much has changed in the past 40 years, in some ways, it has not changed one iota. Today we are in a "War Against Terrorism". Forty years ago, it was a "War Against Communism". Today, the news is filled with exotic names from far-away places: Iraq, Afghanistan, Baghdad, Kabul. Forty years ago, it was Vi

Questions For You
1. Who are you?: 2. Are we friends?: 3. When and how did we meet?: 4. Do you have a crush on me?: 5. Would you kiss me?: 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it: 7. Describe me in one word: 8. What was your first impression?: 9. Do you still think that way about me now?: 10. What reminds you of me?: 11. If you could give me anything what would it be?: 12. How well do you know me?: 13. When's the last time you saw me?: 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?: 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?: OH AND THESE TOO; -What Would You do if... I asked you to help: I died from natural causes: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got in a fight and you were there: I pissed you off: -What Do You Think Of My... Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Shoes: Voice: Humor: Choice of music: Mannerisms: Family: Body: Friends:

Applicaton
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Do you like anal pleasures? 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7.

Christmas
FROM: Patty Lewis, Human Resources Director TO: All Employees DATE: 1 October 2005 RE: Christmas Party I'm happy to inform you that the company Christmas party will take place on December 23, starting at noon, in the private function room at the Grill House. There will be a cash bar and plenty of drinks! We'll have a small band playing traditional carols ....... feel free to Sing along! And don't be surprised if our CEO shows up dressed as Santa Claus! A Christmas tree will be lit at 1.00pm. Exchange of gifts among employees can be done at that time; however, no gift should be over $10 to make the giving of gifts easy for everyone's pockets. This gathering is only for employees! Our CEO will make a special announcement at that time! Merry Christmas to you and your family. Patty FROM: Patty Lewis, Human Resources Director TO: All Employees DATE: 2 October 2005 RE: Holiday Party In no way was yesterday's memo intended to exclude our Jewish e

Problems
Ok all you motorheads! I need more members in this group! I forgot I had till today. Come join me!! /www.xsorbit3.com/users/generalmotorsmuscle/index.cgi?board=&action=register">GM Muscle Well it looks like My ex...Tammy the stalker has returned.She is now on CT. Her name on here is cabby2007. I know this is from her myspace page...in her blogs she says she is a cabby now at night. She has been to my ex girlfriends page...mine and Julies page. So if anyone wants to go leave her a comment about stalking feel free. I dont know why she wont go on with her life...I have. heres is her page http://www.cherrytap.com/user/939096

Stats Of The Day
Just wanted to say thank you..You guys go above and beyond sometimes what i can even imagine. Today there was a trotal of 17 leveled through the help of all of us. Awesome job everyoneHope you all got some new friends and fans. The second Part of this is Im going to clear my family out not that i dont love them and not that they dont mean the word to me.Im going to add the levelers there that way im not always filling everyones bulletin boards with my post. So im asking for those of you that want to work level ups on a regular basis please comment on this blog.Just say add me.. Much Love and Respect to all.

Beautiful As The Sky
you are as beautiful as the sky, i sit and wonder why, my heart does yearn, the flames inside do burn, to have you with me, to see what we could be, together as one, being together will be fun, to respect and love, to honor and cherish, never for our love to parish, wanting you with me, i shall get on one knee, to ask you one question, you know what it would be, close your eyes and you will see, i want you with me, our hearts will soar free, intertwinned as one, under the bright sun, the warmth of your touch, would make me happy so much, never will we know unless we try, knowing we will never ask why, knowing the love i have is immense, the ways i show it will be intense, it will be all good, the way it should, you hold my heart, i truely hope we never part.........

Haters
Seriously, fubar just sent me an email saying my account will be deleted because of the mums i posted!! OMFG!!! I FUCKING HATE FUBAR!!! Why do people have nothing better to do than to ruin other ppl's fun? someone got my mum deleted for having offensive and NSFW content in it when all it said was "Vote A or Vote B" and another said "should i or shouldn't i?" wtf is wrong with ppl? anyone else think its wrong to have ppl's mums removed for stupid reasons without a proper review? please comment! seriously. just since i have been online this morning i have been blocked by 5 people. wtf? what need is there to block me? you dont wanna look at my pic, then dont. you dont like my profile, then dont look at it. you think i am a pervert, so dont talk to me. blocking people is like putting them on a blacklist of sorts, like putting their face on those big bulletin boards with a caption saying, this person is bad, do not talk to them, block them at all costs. i know thats a bit extreme, but come

Movies
A psychological thriller about a man who is sometimes controlled by his murder-and-mayhem-loving alter ego. Great movie... More then just whats on top... .... Check it out .... A marksman (Wahlberg) living in exile is coaxed back into action after learning of a plot to kill the president. Ultimately double-crossed and framed for the attempt, he goes on the run to track the real killer and find out who exactly set him up, and why. .... Smart Movie,And some intuitive ways to save your life. .... Check it out .... After a drug-op gone bad, Joey Gazelle is put in charge of disposing the gun that shot a dirty cop. But things go wrong for Joey after the neighbor kid stole the gun and used it to shoot his abusive father. Now Joey has to find the kid and the gun before the police and the mob find them first. ..... Check it out ..... "More then meets the eye"

Apology In Advance
Due to outstanding amount of pic requests and the lack of slots on here to upload them all too, I will be utilizing my web site to upload them all too from now on. If you have requested pics from me, you will be getting the direct link to them in your Fubar Mail Box. If you are wanting to make a request, just send me a Fubar mail letting me know what it is that you want, and I will do my best to get it done as quickly as I can. Some orders are taking a little longer then others, so please be patient with me. Thank You All For Being Sooooo Awesome!! Hugz and Mwahzzzz!!! Alexa ( Mystic Illusions ) Ok, here's the deal...... I bust my ass EVERY day to make sure I catch up on rating everyone's pics and stashes, but only a select handful return the favor. Why do I even bother helping the rest of you out. If it is too much to return the favor and all you care about is your damn self, then remove me from your lists and I will gladly do the some. That just frees up more time for me t

Letting Go
feeling as the beating rain falls upon the window soothing the relaxtion of sorrow allowing the thoughts of past sorrow to seise into one moment in time to ease the suffering pain of soulmates traveling through the memories brining tears and smiles causing the heart to beat steadily nervous shakes turning into panic breathing attacks pushing the stimulation of the mind to dig deeper into the soul penetrating ones deepest darkest desires hidden below releasing a certain pain that somehow calms ones fears when the fulfillment of happiness is sustained desires for another heart ignite and will scare for life the burning flames will remain constant never being put out. To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another. To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in

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Is This The Way It Really Is?
The few Fubar Idiots _____________________________________ 1) Why post your picture online when beneathe it the title states "I look horrible in this picture"? 2) The pictures that say "this is me", holy chit I thought that it was an imposter! You mean people actually post their real pictures on here? 3) Pictures.... you have to love the ones that the people look great in, but surrounding them there is... a) food all over the place b) dishes stacked up all over c) clutter everywhere I mean seriously you might look great in the picture, but the surroundings tell us how you really live! 4) Shower Photos.... you have to love these ones... a) their is soap scum all over the shower walls b) mold c) trash can is filled to the limit by the shower Please people if you live like this, it tells us a lot of your personal hygeine... try washing! Online crushes....... a) are you seriously going to visit them? b) do you know them well enough to have a crush on them, because last I

Don't Constrain
Plz notice: I don't fan anybody, only who I really want, so, don't ask me. If u fan me, that's your own decision. I don't rating anybody, only who I really want, so, don't ask me. If u rating me, that's your own decision. I don't chat here, only to a very-very few ppl, mostly who I know already. Don't take it personal. I accept almost everybody as friend, and reply to private messages. I rate back everyone if I am here. I rate pix and send comments too. But I dont send fake comments, and fake rates... In my opinion it`s a kind of honour, to be honest to each other. `Family` is a special place here to me. :) Thank`s for your understanding, guys! Hugs Anita If I speak in human and angelic tongues but do not have love, I am a resounding gong or a clashing cymbal. And if I have the gift of prophecy and comprehend all mysteries and all knowledge; if I have all faith so as to move mountains but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give away everything I o

Girlfriend Application!!!!
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three (or more) of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my forhead 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a guy? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I loved you: I kissed you: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: We got in a fight: I got dumped: I pissed you off:

No Points For Ripped Pics
i was looking at bulletins and found this...just thought i would share with everyone...i know some of you don't read the bulletins and its ok :) Angela okie mom x 3 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I've been doing some checking and watching point changes, and it looks like no one is getting points on pics that have been ripped. No points for the person rating them, no points for the person being rated, and no points for the person they were ripped from. Bottom line... stop ripping pics... stop rating ripped pics. I drop a note to scrapper to see if this is just a temporary glitch

How Freaky Are You...
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you call me? answer: 3.) Would you have sex with me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If we dated and broke up, would you want me back? answer: 16.) If I gave you my heart what would you do? answer: 17.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? answer: 18.) How much do you like me 1-10? answer: 19.) How do you feel about me?

Random Things
Let's all remember that the food and t.v. are not what this day are all about.... today is the day to be thankful for those we love and the freedoms we still have in the US. I want to thank all the nice people I have met on here. They have really helped me to feel at home- helping me figure out this whole Fubar thing. On some sites "noobs" are given a hard time and often shunned and ridiculed. Oh, I know I will probably meet a few creeps, but so far everyone has been respectful and fun to talk to. I hope this "at home" feeling will continue for a long time!! I can't believe it!! This Sunday is already me & hubby's first anniversary! It seems just like it's been only a short while since that wonderful day! It was a beautiful wedding and although we didn't spend much, it was just the way I wanted it. I had a beautiful dress and he waas soooo handsome. He cried when I came down the aisle and I'll never forget how it touched me! He is the love of my life and we shall never part. He has bro

Countdown To Bootcamp
Anyone who knows me or have talked to me for any length of time knows that my children are my life. so this will be about my oldest. I call him J.D. but if you want to check him out and show some love before he leaves he is fubar member harbinger101. I was sixteen when I had him. I could have given up and become a product of my environment but I couldn't. I finished school on time and with my class so my son would be proud of me. from the time he was six he wanted to be a police officer. I taught him to follow his dreams. I encouraged him to do what he needed to do to achieve that goal. never in his life has he ever done anything half way. so I was surprised when he called to tell me he was joining the national guard reserves. i support every branch of the military but I didn't understand this. I have alway supported and protected my children. but I had to ask WHY? so he started explaining why he was joining the military and I said no.... this was not what I meant. why was he only go

How To Make Money With Dating
Dear Friends Greetings !! i need a girl's Pic who has Holding $$$ in her Hand Like the pic i paste below ... am starting a new web site in Which user will earn by post videos/ Pictures / Profiles / Games Number of views So for the main page i need picture like below i cant use this pic coz i found this on net but dont know who is she if some girls are intersted to be the the Home page Cractor so pls let me know You can Email me at your picture at HankiPanki@gmail.com ___________________________________________________ I do ask every day to my friends after saying hello hi (did you clean your Teeth today am i crazy ??? lol TwistYou Make Money With Dating

Sexy Eyes Contest
SugababesAbout You NowMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com [ fubar.com photo: 2152816699 ] preview: preview: [ fubar.com photo: 2152816699 ] hugs and kisses to all that vote for me please rate my pic follow the kink to show me some love and ill show you some back in return hugs and kisses paul xxxx

My Blog1
Well I am pretty new at this website. Its looks very appealing. Which is a very good thing.. So far I got my twin brother to join, an he so not kool... He's a pastor so he has always been kept to himself. A very serious person.... Way to serious. As for me I was once a pastor. Then it all begin to take a toll on me. I am single. I do have children who doesn't live with me. An they all want me to come back home an preach again. They all said that wat I am suppose to do an that wat makes me happy... But I am not happy... I miss my wife.... She passed away last yr.... An its hard for me to fall in love again.. I want someone who can understand my condition of being physical... who can love me for who i am not wat i am.. but I guess someday I will be lucky enough to find that right Queen for me...

Good Friend
Steve ~*~Club F.A.R.~*~@ fubar I Want To Thank You From My Heart For Buying The Vip For Me Without Your Help I Wouldnt Of Gotten To This Level. I Appreciate Very Much. Your A Great Friend To Have And Im Glad That I Have Met A Sweet Man Like You. Hugs And Kisses To You! Please Come Add And Fan This Man. Hes New And A Good Friend Of Mine Thanks. Longhairedwizard@ fubar I Want To Thank All That Helped Me Level Up To Rockstar!! I Want To Especially Thank LAUNDRY THE MASTER. Your Great!! Love Ya. LANDRY the MASTER RATUR " DEMON POET ! READ PROFILE !@ fubar

Marines
This may be your finest hour, for you are about to meet a "grunt." Take off your cap, if you will, wave a flag, choke back a sob in your throat, wipe away a tear from your eye, for this is the man who is fighting your war. He is the Marine up front, the one who is sticking his nose in the mud each day, every day. He is the one who sees the enemy at 25 yards or less. He is the one who knows what it feels like to be shot at by small arms at close range. He is the one who dies a thousand times when the night is dark and the moon is gone. And he is the one who dies once and forever when an enemy rifle belches flame. If you have ever slogged through a sticky rice paddy or waded a stream carrying 200 rounds of ammunition, a rifle, several canteens and a pack with enough field rations, extra gear and spare clothing to last a week or more, you know why they call him a grunt. It's fairly obvious. But look at him well and know him, for he is really something. He wears, in dirty dignity

Fire & Ice Leveling Crew
Well Fire & Ice Crew I really hate to go, but do to circumstances beyond my control and the lack of time required for a management level position, I must graciously bow out. I wish you all the best of luck. Please don't be strangers, say hello anytime. I think you all have mad talent and will be very successful. Don't 4get your #1 RULE..........NO DRAMA!!!!!! If anyone needs help or advise feel free to yell at me. I have no ill feelings toward the crew or any members. Glad to be back, although I did think of running away with a wild pack of wolves. * Howlin @ the Moon* BUCKEYECOWBOY67 I'm impressed with our new family, you guys RAWK! Thanks for leveling me guys!

Jacki
somethin just tells me I'm not doin this right . I'm Jacki y'all . I'm new at this so bear with me . I'm havin the hardest time with this but I'll get it ! I'm horroribly sad cuz my 2nd best friends son just shot n killed himself last night . She's delt with bein in + out of the hospital , her nephew just died a few months ago then her dad died a couple wks. later + now her son . I feel so bad for her .. WOW , THIS HAS BEEN A SCREWED UP DAY ! All I can say is gosh I'm so sorry Vern + I love you + I hope my kids never do this . my heart breaks for her : [

Misery
After all the bullshit that happened I had a terrible day yesterday! My step-dad had a heart attack and is in a coma (he just got home from Iraq not too long ago and he's only 49) and when I got home from sitting in the waiting room at the Cardiac Care Unit all day my dog got hit by a car and I had to take him to the doggy hospital. The bastard who hit him didn't even slow down! He's coming home this morning but will be in a lot of pain for weeks to come. After I pick up my dog I have to go back to the CCU and see if my step-dad is going to wake up today. I hope so!!!

Cry
so if ya red some of my other blogs you would come to know this situation....my husband has left me yet again for my ex best friend....yup the same one he left me for the first time! only this time it is OVER! now we have a son together...i feel sooo stupid for even thinking things could work out....i knew it! deep down inside...i knew...but i was in love....love..y does it have to turn the smartist people into dummies? he knew long before our son was born...he didnt want a family with her...so i was used...now he thinks our son needs to be around her all the time...like hes gonna change her...you cant change someone...they are who they are...you cant change something that doesnt want to change...and according to her shes perfect soooo what is there to change? he came to me a while ago telling me how unhaooy he was and how quilty he felt about everything...and now he wants me to feel sorry for him...he says he wants to be ther for me and help me thru all the pain i feel....how can t

Keys Of Desire
a friends of mine wrote this for me. i just wanted to share with my friends Keys of desire -------------- Words on a screen Burning passion Sleep deprived Battle ends in hiatus Letters falling from the screen Like rain of autumn Words spoken Vivid echoes, insanity Awoken in the morning Keys in the face Vague memories are trace Of yesterday's dance with you Looking around Evidence to be found Of this new born flame Dissipates in evanescence Waiting now your presence Confirming what might be Just a blurry memory Of those words on a screen by Beniot Bellemare inspired by Debbie (Leggz)

About Me
Its simple Love me or Hate me.. I am not fake or into Games Looking for that Guy to sweep me off my feet. Im simple a love note will do me just fine instead of a gift its the words from the heart that matter most to me.. I have three great kids and my oldest if married.. Im 35 will be 36 in Jan. I have lost 200 over the past three years and Im loving life and everything in it. Im as true as you can get I dont play games or Cheat. when I find mister Right he will know it he will have my heart and soul...FOREVER

~marvelous Day~
One of my best friends in the whole world, "Chris" come to Vegas today, and we spent the entire day shopping, and goofing off in SIN CITY. Started out upgrading her MAC with RAM and the newest OS - X and then she took me to "PF CHANG'S" a Chinese Bistro here in Vegas that is simply delicious - have leftovers in the fridge that i can't wait to wrap my mouth around. P.F. Chang's The neat part of the day - Chris is a singer, a karaoke singer, and not just a "singer"...she preforms with all her heart, and can actually SING - it's her passion, and it's apparent in her delivery. When she sings, my socks fly off, and my dimples cave in to endless smiles and gaping grins that just can't be beat. Today, while between malls, she spotted a out of the way Karaoke store, and screamed for me to stop - i dove into the parking lot, and 30 mins later, she's got a handful of new cd's. No sooner then we are back on the street, she has the cd in the player and is belting out her songs - all to my

Rude Joke?
She whispered "will it hurt me?" "Of course not" answered he "It's a very simple process, You can rely on me." She said "I'm very frightened, I've not had this before. My friend has had it five times And said it can be sore." It was growing rather painful Tears formed in her eyes It was hurting quite a bit now It must have been a size. "Calm yourself" he whispered "His face filled with a grin "Try and open wider So I can get it in." "It's coming now" he whispered "I know" she cried in bliss Feeling it deep within her now She said "I am glad I'm having this." And with a final effort She gave a frightened shout He gripped it in anguish And quickly pulled it out. She lay back quite contended Sighed and gave a smile She said "I'm glad I came now You made it worth my while." Now if you read this carefully The dentist you will find Is not what you imagined It's just your dirty mind!!

Room For Improvement
Room for improvement There is always room for improvement. And the fact that there is, is truly a blessing. There is always something new to be learned. There are always fresh ideas to be explored. No matter how good life is, there are ways to make it even better. Love and joy and fulfillment do not ever get used up. You can make today more beautiful, more productive, more meaningful than yesterday. And you can make tomorrow even better. Each moment is another opportunity to create new value. Each day is yours to fill with positive experience. Whether you've been up or you've been down, whether life is now good or not so good, this is the time to make it better. Make a little improvement, and then a little more, and keep reaching higher and higher.

Inspiration
Authentically you Causing others to lose is not the way to win. The way to win is to create value where there was none before. What you truly desire you cannot take from anyone else. Your effort and your commitment are what will fulfill your dreams. The mere tokens of success are feeble substitutes for success itself. Real success always comes from the inside and spreads outward. Don't waste your time chasing a fleeting, superficial image of fulfillment. Put your energy into creating and living the magnificent substance of your dreams. The moments you'll always treasure are the moments when you allow yourself to be authentically you. Choose to fill your life with those golden moments. Let go of the self-defeating desire to take what anyone else may have. What you have and what you can do with it are so very much better.

Letting U All Know
Ok i need to let you all know that any day now i may be going offline for who knows how long.I have listed my laptop for sale. As hard as it is to tell anyone this, i dont have a choice right now. i need the money for my kids's christmas. My kids come first and i want to make sure they have a good christmas so that means giving up my pc. In which i am more than happy to do so just to put a smile on their face christmas morning! So i will be leaving if i can get it sold....I will miss all of you but i will say bye to everyone before i go. Love all my friends! update: I got 2 offers on my pc today so will be offline within the next few days

My Life!
Okay, so my mom decide to have a garage sale on the spur of the moment and asked me to help. Being the wonderful daughter that I am I said, sure!!! Well would you belive that like 3 women that were just short of being called totally insane stopped by. I found out the entire life history of one of them, including a list of miscarriages, now mind you i bad for her but i don't know her so i don't think she should have told me all of that, and how crappy her inlaws treat her and so forth and so on. WOW!!!! How crazy. Anyways she finally left, and then this other lady gets there and starts complaining about her crappy job. Yet another woman stops by and makes faces at me about the first lady who got there then leaves. The other lady who was still there tells me that the one who left is a thief and that they can't stand each other. I swear to you that I didn't have a therapy offered sign on my house. I have a tendancy of attracting people who spill their guts to me while i just sit there and

Peoms
Slender beams of illumination enter this darkened chamber as I kneel, always lost, always alone, frozen here, waiting. Tortured forms wrought in panes of glass loom as dust dances in the air, forming an image in my mind, penetrating my exposed soul. A reflection on a deathless face. I raise my head, now embracing this oblivious darkness. Alone in Darkness the night falls in a heavy, suffocating cloak, lost are we. the understanding for which you sacrifice yourself flares once, then dies, devoured by your obsession. all hope must fail. Untitled Around, all around, the dark memories gather. My dread grows as the stroke of death falls against my naked soul. It wounds me, and darkly my essence drips to the wicked earth that is my prison. In a strange and terrible glee I beg forgiveness while the end of life takes my hand. Now alone, my soul falls upon howling eyes. This is because of you what you have done what have you wrought?

The Highlight Reel
19_LAUNCH CAN YOU BREAK THE CODE? 8.1.8/SAVIOR_SELF THE CODE IS THE ANSWER ANSWER X+1=Y THE ANSWER IS THE CODE 2ND_COMING UPON_US 08_08_08 PLEASE STAND BY Wow, what a huge week this is turning into! I had the opportunity to meet with talk-show host Glenn Beck this weekend in Ft.Wayne. He's a real stand-up guy, and although we don't entirely agree 100% of the time, it's still a better percentage than how often I agreed with any of my ex's. LOL I'm packing tonight for what seems like the hundredth time this year. Seems United likes to route some of their destinations as inconveniently as possible. I'm trying to go south to get to Charleston, WV. United has me going from Ft.Wayne NORTH to Chicago, then all the way east to DC, and finally back a bit west to hit Charleston. That'd be fine if I got paid by the hour! I'm hoping to get back home on Friday, but chances are I'll have a similar trip next week. It's worth coming home for 36 hours though just to see my son.

Just A Biker
I SAW YOU I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line But, you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk But, you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant But, you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by But, you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children But, you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair But, you didn't see me cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats & gloves But, you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that had none.

Revamp Child Support
i have recently been free of child support for the first time in over 20 years. i have no problem supporting my children. however, i am against supporting my ex-wifes drinking habit. my son never had clothes for school or shoes for his feet but she would take my 135.00 support check to the bar and cash it. she would remain there till the bar closed. comeing home with no money from that child support check. my son was always hungry when he came to visit. my idea to end abuse of child support is to issue a card only good for food or clothes. that way the money is going where it should be. to the child. there is way too much power and corruption in the child support racket. i say a nation wide revamping is seriously needed. remember. absolute power is absolute corruption absolutely. courts should only get involved in extreme cases. suchas, dead-beat parents. otherwise let the voters decide on a fair and just way of getting child support to the child not the parent.

Check Out My Store Please
From the whimsical to the practical; we offer gifts, toys, house wares, and more!!!! Come visit us @ http://stores.ebay.com/Webbs-Korner-Store Just about anything you can think of is what we sell, so stop by and take a look!! We are changing things every week or so!! Also if there's one thing your looking for please email us ask for that product and we'll email you back letting you know if we have it and we maybe able to talk about prices if you buy more then 2 things!!!!! Theres plenty of Christmas items and gifts so come and take a good look around!!! Please everyone repost this so others can see this Bulletin!!!! The more ppl who come to see my Store the better Christmas my kids might have!!! Always & Forever, Catherine

Lil Help Pls :)
My friend Drew is in a contest, she needs one rate and one comment only, no bombing allowed...Pls add the holder of the contest as your friend and visit her and give her support...Thanks so much...Here is her pic link...

Panty Thief
K so I just got back from Jacksonville this weekend and I had a blast. I haven't had that much fun in....well a long time. So coming home from Atlanta, my bag gets tossed on the wrong plane....GO DELTA....stupid asses. So they set up the delivery for the next day...and I am thankful to finally have my things. But....when I open my suitcase....I notice something....all my panties are missing!!!!! OMG I almost died. I have some perv walking around with all my panties. The worst thing about it is that I just bought them all. Now...I'm wondering what these sick ppl think about when they start going through your things. Damn I'm gonna start carrying my bag on!!!!!!

Over?
Everything Every new beginning, comes from some beginnings end. Every time you kill me, I am born again. Every time you close that door, Another door is opened. And every time you say goodbye, a different word is spoken. Every time you look at me my back is facing you, And every time you ask to see me I'll have something else to do. Every time I join your game, You're not playing fair, And every time I really love you, I pretend that I don't care. Christmas is over, yeah :-P .... The first time i am so glad these days are over. I had a lot of thinking... Well i am suprised that some people been reading my profile.. and i got a lot of comments and good luck wishes for me and the person i do love?!?!...also i heared that many times already.. u deserve better. First of all..i been saying it over and over again.. its always a 2 side of the story and u can not say it u deserve better.. cuz none really know me and know what happen in the past. Everybody

I Wanna B Owned!! :)
Wanna start my New Year off right? Buy me i have lots of love & attention to give!!! Hugs & Kisses Just Call Me Red! Muah!!!!!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=867358&i=1292498456 b sure to leave ur Bid!!!!

Havok's Harem Now Accepting New Members (ladies Only Please )
ok i have a new club for women that i just started and it's called HAVOK'S HAREM ,the perks of the club are on the official tags in my havok's harem pic folder .all i need to know if you want to join is which tag you want (white or black ) and which pic you want me to use for the tag .there is no membership fees (or monthly dues) it's totally free .socome check it out and send me a message letting me know if you want to join :D.

U Ain't Know
Hey, I dont know what the fuck your problem is, but you if wanna start acting funny towards me and act like you dont even know me, fine. I thought I was your friend but then you wanna be a two faced mother fucker and run your mouth about me. Why dont you show some nachos and say it to my mother fucking face! You know thats pretty fucked up but you go ahead and keep pushing it all you want but you better watch your fucking back. You’re a bitch and can't say shit to my face and that really pisses me the fuck off but you know what, its ok because I just saved a bunch of money on my car insurance by switching to Geico. This is just a joke, lmfao, but I bet you are PISSED!! Send this to 10 of your friends and see if they get as mad as you and see who gets the maddest OK SO IF YOU DONT KNOW IM ON FUBAR TIME OUT I CANT USE MY SHOUT BOX , CANT SEND FUMAIL , CANT LEAVE ANY COMMENTS , CANT CHANGE MY NAME , CANT CHANGE MY STATUS , AND I CANT GO IN TO MY OWN LOUNGE. SO THE ONLY THINGS I CAN DO IS

True Love!!!!
BEAUTIFULL ANGEL!!!! MY BEAUTIFULL ANGEL I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. YOUR SMILE IS SO BRIGHT LIKE THE STARS N THE NIGHT..WITH THE DAYS THAT PASS MY HEART IS BROKEN LIKE GLASS.. THE DAY HAS COME FOR MY ANGEL'S HEART TO COME BACK HOME TO ME..THE PAST HAS COME N GONE SO NOW BRING MY ANGEL HOME.. I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.. SO DONT BE ASHAMED MY BEAUTIFULL ANGEL TO COME HOME.. SO COME HOME MY BEAUTIFULL ANGEL... I WROTE THIS ONE MYSELF SO I HOPE U ENJOY... NEW WONDER'S!!!!!!!! YOUR BABY BLUES N UR CURLY QUE'S N YOUR 1ST PAIR OF SHOES HAVE BROUGHT A LIFE OF ENDLESS CLUES. TODAY WE NOW SHARE YOUR JOY OF LIFE BRINGING IT INTO OURS. U MAKE US LAUGH N U MAKE US CRY THROUGH THE WAVES OF ENDLESS TIME. YOUR LOVE FOR US IS SO PURE N TRUE THAT WE STAND WITH U THROUGH ALL YOU DO.. AS YOU DISCOVER NEW THINGS ARE HEART WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU THROUGH OUT THIS LIFE. YOUR BABY BLUES N UR CURLY QUES WILL BE WITH US THROUGH THE END OF TIME...

My Firefighter Is In A Contest
Hey Hey yall guess what Merci the co-owner of the FireFighters Hall is giving away fubucks for every 100 comments you all drop on Fireman185's contest pic for the hottest bald man on fubar Merci will give you 1000 fubuck so come on now how easy is that....now get your butt's out that and show sum fubar luv for a fellow firefighter...and give him the win he so deserves... The Cowgirl In Pink now be a good fu and click the pic link:) Good Luck Chuck aka FiremNa185 (repost of original by '~THE COWGIRL IN PINK~READ PROFILE FIRST!! RL GF OF PAGANCOWBOY31' on '2008-01-22 05:46:07')

Life
My life in a nut shell... well love to party... if you didn't already guess. I grew up in foster care and it sucked. I Love strippers and computers. Online Web Cam strippers and me... a perfect match. lol. I luv strippers. If you become my friend I'll let you check out my stripper girl... supplies limited so join now... jk... and for the ladies reading this... I'm not a total prev... well maybe I am!!! I've been in college only a short time and it's a headache. By the time this spring comes around I'll be a Sophomore. My major? Radiology my first choice after that I would have to say medical. I don't want to spend all this time in college and come out not making any money. Gotta have some green in my life. I love having material things like my 35$ hat, my 1,500$ laptop, but my friends on fubar: Priceless

Poems
Angel of Darkness come with me Hold my hand, make me see Child of the night show me your ways Drag me beneath to run through your maze Everything not bright Nothing of light Pull me into your world Let me be your girl Cover my eyes led by the blind Just cuts, just scrapes, don't worry I'm fine Out blood blends together, our scars just the same The Darkness so beautiful, Day so mundane My love belongs to you, take it and make it true Your mystique so angelic, so soft, so deep Take me, make me, hold me, I'm yours Immersed in your esoteric beauty, my countenance pours Do you ever feel like you just want to die? Do you ever feel like all you want to do is cry? This world is filled with sinners and fakes. They disguise themselves like Satan as a snake. You trust someone, they let you down. You love someone, they break your crown. Fire burns in my soul. My heart makes into coal. Instead of salty water, blood fills my eyes. And instead of smiles, blood is all I cry. M

Moments
The Moments Life is nothing more then a series of moments. For so many years I have taken those moments for granted. I think that people in general do …at times. Life is so fast paced now a day. Things go by so quickly and end then what? Oh yes time to reflect. But why only after is there reflection. Why in the reflection there is regret? For me there is no regret. I feel sorry for the people in my life I have hurt or failed to love as they me, however regret I will not. The past as shaped me molded me to be who I am. And I do love myself. The moments I speak of are the small ones. The times in your life you should truly appreciate while you are in the moment. So many of us have so much to be thankful for. Family, friends and just LIFE. The moments I look forward to: Holding my niece in my arms for the first time. Looking into her eyes and feeling the true meaning of peace. Spending time with my true friends, the ones that have been with me through it all and yet still love

So You Wanna Be A Model?
So you wanna be a model? We are always looking for good looking, in shape tattooed guys to turn into HH superstars. If interested, please send 10 photos or more (face and full body/nude) to: scott@holeandaheartbeat.com. (make sure you tell me you saw this on fubar.com) All models are required to do a solo test shoot. If you are successful in your solo shoot, we build you a profile and get you to work making cash for smacking ass. Girls, we like all types of women to be on our site. We do not care to feature tattooed girls exclusively. Send photos to above address as well. Let Hole and a Heartbeat make you a star.

Important Stuff
HI THIS IS UR NEIGHBORHOOD CRIME FIGHTER JUST JOKING I JUST MADE A NEW LOUNGE AND I'M LOOKING FOR MEMBERS TO JOIN AND PEOPLE THAT WANT TO WORK IN THE LOUNGE AS WELL ALL POSITIONS OPEN SO PLZ ASK AND I'LL GIVE U A JOB SO PLZ JOIN MY LOUNGE HERES THE LINK FOR THE LOUNGE : http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=54750 hey everyone we all heard about Heath Ledger and how all Heath Ledger stuff is worth money well today is ur lucky day i got a Heath Ledger Poster for sale just send me a message and i'll give u the details on how much i want for it

What Is But That
What is but That An image is but that. A picture is merely a memory. A memory you have of me. That is but an image. A memory is but that. An image in the mind. An image lost forever, one you cannot find. That is but a memory. A friend is but that. The one who cares for you. For you who gives all for them. That is but a friend.

My Oh My.. Stress
AMAZING BUT YAHOO SAID I LIVE IN THE WORST POSSIBLE PLACE ON THE PLANET... I GUESS IT'S TIME TO MOVE TO A BETTER LOCATION. NO JOBS, HIGH CRIME, AND HIGHEST FORECLOSURE RATE IN AMERICA. OK WITH THAT BEING SAID I AM SEARCHING FOR A GOOD PAYING JOB IN A PLACE WITH NO SNOW AND LOTS OF SUNNY WEATHER. WE ARE LOOKING TO MOVE TO FLORIDA. IF THERE ARE ANY TRUE FUBAR PEEPS THAT ARE IN AN AREA HIRING I NEED YOUR HELP. PLEASE SEE WHAT YOU CAN DO. WE ALL NEED TO STICK TOGETHER IN THESE TRYING TIMES. WHAT CAN WE DO... BUT BE HAPPY AND FIND JOBS IN A WARMER CLIMATE. MUCH LOVE TO ALL HELP A FELLOW FUBAR PEEP OUT!!

Friend Rules Wtf
I read Profiles before I put a Friend request in to someone,But I've noticed more and more the profile have more damn rules then the tax code to be their friend do you people really treat and subject friends in your life like that ? I've by passed more then a few recently because I don't feel like jumping through hoops.Why bother to be here at all if you have to have that many rules,real life must be a blast with some of them. While I'm on my rant I might as well add You Women who have buy me a blast or VIP or happy hour to see my nsfw folder Get a grip ain't happening here kids the inter-nets full of site for free that show naked women and in real life I can get em so what makes your body so damn special ? Maybe you can find some horny old goat with a few extra dollars in their pockets if so more power to ya.Now I'm Not saying I won't be your friend and rate you since I don't have a BUTT LOAD of rules to be my friend your just not going to get a Blast/Happy Hour or VIP outt

A Knight In Shining Armor
A KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR In this world full of hurt and pain, I need someone who would help me through the rain. To comfort me when Im sad, Doing everything just to make me glad. In this world I need a Brave Knight, Who would never give up any fight. A knight who would dry away my tears, Telling me to overcome my fears. A knight who loves me for who I am inside, With him there's nothing more I need to hide. A person who will still be standing strong, Even though everything has gone wrong. I need someone who is willing to give me more, Someone I can call my Knight In Shining Armor. Love is something far more than desire for sexual intercourse; it is the principal means of escape from the loneliness which afflicts most men and women throughout the greater part of their lives. * Bertrand Russell* Love has features which pierce all hearts, he wears a bandage which conceals the faults of those beloved. He has wings, he comes quickly and flies

The Stranger
The Stranger By: Billy Joel Well we all have a face That we hide away forever And we take them out and Show ourselves When everyone has gone Some are satin some are steel Some are silk and some are leather They're the faces of the stranger But we love to try them on Well we all fall in love But we disregard the danger Though we share so many secrets There are some we never tell Why were you so surprised That you never saw the stranger Did you ever let your lover see The stranger in yourself? Don't be afraid to try again Everyone goes south Every now and then You've done it, why can't Someone else? You should know by now You've been there yourself Once I used to believe I was such a great romancer Then I came home to a woman That I could not recognize When I pressed her for a reason She refused to even answer It was then I felt the stranger Kick me right between the eyes Well we all fall in love But we disregard the danger Though we share so

Life
life sucks when u have a granddaughter u cant see or keep and she thinks that her great granny is her grandma and i was told today that i was just grandma diane well i am done being treated like a nobody to my granddaughter so i dont know what to do except not see her since they consider me nobody to her and not good enough to watch and keep her im tired of being hurt my sister just passed away today, so today will be a very sad and trying day for me and my family

Auction!!
Until March 16th at 12am PST you have the chance to own me… So get your fubucks and cash ready… this auction is gonna be fun…. Bid by comments only. Thx! Luvz ya!! ღღღ Click me!!! ღღღ If bid is won by fubucks Winner receives Owned by, beside my name for 2 weeks time Added to top friends for 2 weeks time Added to family for 2 weeks time unless you’re nice, then maybe permanently Pimp out in blog permanently Link to your profile on my page for a month Rate at least 200 photos 10/11 during Happy Hour Rate at least 200 stash thumbs up during Happy Hour Profile comments daily If bid is won by 50k fubucks and by HH, Blast, VIP or ticker All the above extended to one month as well as Rate at least 400 photos 10/11 during Happy Hour during a months time Personal SFW Salute Photo for your eyes-only 15-minute SFW Phone call Put name in status bar for 1-2 hours one day Gift daily of my choosing Search Video Codes

My Fu Owner
meet Indi... this is my best friend in R/L! she also won me in Drew's auction with a HH, so as of 10th March 2008, Indi will receive from me the following..... Ownership for a month All pics rated with 11's during HH All stash rated A salute pic A blog Daily comment My name saying 'Owned by Indilisse' for a month 2 Bling gifts a week 2 snapvine messages a week and to be shitfaced daily so go show Indi some fu love and add her if you haven't already, cos she is one awesome aussie chick! Indilisse: Fu-Owner of ShadowWolfPack, Aussie Angel & D-Doggy. ~Greeter~ @ MC and THE FORT@ fubar

Music
As most know I am the bigest Pearl Jam fan and up until them I only listened to classic rock cause of my parents. Grew up on The Doors, Floyd Etc. Then I heard the Ten Album by Pearl Jam and I was hooked for life on them and others of that time. I always think of music as the soundtrack to my life. When I hear a song I always relate it to a point in my life. No matter who the band. But with PJ Its like the chapters of my life with each album. Although I have a huge taste in music as you can see by my profile playlist I always graviate back to PJ and I go on binges where that is all I listen too for 2-3 weeks straight. If a new album comes out its usually gonna be worn out for bout 2-3 months. This morning I have been listeing to "Of The Girl". In my head I know it is me to the T even though I hate it and don't want to admit it. It kinda angers me that I am this way but yet I always listen to it. Of The Girl: oh he deals em off, off the top, ties em off fills it up, with h

No Idea
Ok so theres plenty of social networking sites out there that get the publicity but for some strange reason i felt i just had to join fubar. Don't ask why i just did. I am just kicking around the links and getting a feel for it. Not quite sure what all the private piccy stuff is about yet but at a rough guess i would say that i am gonna be viewing more naked ladies on here than the alternatives lol, which i dont suppose is a bad thing. Ba 4 na

Other Stuff
Well...I know in the beginning I was a lil' better at gettin' back to everyone on here. But the last 2 months...have been kinda crazy. Don't think I forgot about any of you I actually talked to, lol, because I didn't. I was in a new relationship wit a clingy mofo haha. But I ended that like a week or 2 ago. So now I'm back...and goin' to try n keep up wit you guys. So be sure to stop by and show me some love and I will definately return it!! Much Love, XoXo, Eileen Michelle

Middle Finger Syndrome.
I don't know if people think it is cool or what. But I myself think it isn't cool at all. We use to do it in the 60s when it ment "up yours" I don't know what it means now. But when anyone does it to me in person, I take a hold of that finger and cause them significant pain. If anyone can tell me the significance of it and why it is such a popular thing to do in pictures these days, it would be appreciated. I myself don't think it is very classy but then again who am I, just a guy with old fashioned ideas.

Spank Me ! ♥ I Need Your Help!
Sw33t-H0n3y - 16002 > > You've been "spanked" by a secret admirer! At the end of this game, the people who receive the highest numbers of spanks will win millions of fubucks. > > For complete game information, please view my game blog at: > http://www.fubar.com/blog/147861/755760 > > Note - this is NOT a random send. By receiving this, it means another member of Fubar has purchased it for you! > > > > > > This member has spanked you 1000 times. PLEASE HELP A HOTTIE OUT!! Click this picture and follow the directions ♥ XOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX She is Up For Auction!! It’s the 2nd Alarm Hotties Auction!! Come Bid on her!!! Don’t forget to check out all the other hotties!! :: RULES :: HOTTIE AUCTION RULES 1 day Blast = 50,000 fubucks 3 day Blast = 100,000 fubucks 7 day Blast = 250,000 fubucks 30 day VIP = 350,00 fubucks 30 day Blast = 500,000 fubucks Happy Hour = 1,000,000 fubucks

Wtf
Can someone please tell me how people think that I am rating them and I don't even remember looking at there pages? I haven't rated anyone except people I know personally so please don't leave me bad messages if you don't know.

Sympathy
DEAR, ALL FUBAR FRIENDS / FANS / FAM ... ONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS ON HERE WAS JUST INFORMED THAT ONE OF HIS COUSIN WAS JUST MURDERED.. CAN U ALL PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SOME SYMPATHY FOR HIS LOST.. TRICKYS COUSIN THAT WAS MURDERED....Chris Higginbotham aka 'Young Higgy' TRICKY YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY PRAYERS..KEEP STRONG BABE LOVE YA...COME SHOW SOME SYMPATHY TO TRICKY

Dragons - Guardians
The Guardian Dragons are adept at their tasks and quite skilled in fulfilling their charges. Remember that their place is to guard and keep secret, not to do anything else, and while they may try... success is not guaranteed. That comes from not following the hierarchy. Other tasks may be asked of other dragons for whom the task falls closest to their sphere of influence. Guardian Dragons may be called to serve for a brief period of time (length of a trip) or for an indefinite time frame (length of a marriage). Guardian dragons are the friendliest of the species and the most fun-loving. Then enjoy simple impromptu rituals that include dancing, singing, and general fun. Simple, very relaxed rituals are an excellent was to introduce children into the field of ritual and getting acquainted with dragons. It is also a very good way for adults to unwind and release stress. These dragons are attracted to ginger and sweet-smelling and spicy incenses. They are greatly interested in div

Contest
A Wonderfull thank you to the man who now owns me for a month! Go Check out my New owner..... ~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~DEMON CREW*SHADOW LEVELERS*W.I.S.E.U.K.F*@ fubar Hey all I am now in a comment bombing contest. Please stop by and show me some love and in return I will do the same. This is gonna be alot of fun so come join it! Also please stop by and show the host of this contest some love as well. Love ya'll! Happy Country Girl~~Shadow Leveler~~@ fubar

The Purpose Behind The Name
So... I have had alot of people make comments about the title "shadow of a smile" and I'm constantly asking why I'm so sad. Actually, I got the title from a poem I wrote and I thought I'd share it.... Fallen angel that fell so fast, Remember the life you thought would last? Broken beauty torn and tattered, The glass you gracefully danced upon has finally shattered, The silhouette of a happy soul, the shadow of a smile, Calloused hands and blistered feet, You've more than walked your mile, So blur into the background, sink into the surface, Let go of the ledge you held onto, it now serves no purpose, Fall into a dead sleep away from reality, And I'll meet you in the middle, on the edge of insanity. No I'm not depressed and yes I do actually like to smile. But I do like to think of myself as a shadow... I like to go unnoticed and sort of blend in. I'll probably never handle attention well, it's just not something I'm comfortable with. So there is the meaning behi

My Poetry
What would it be like to taste such exquiste wonders to touch.. to explore the purest of moments where innocence lays deep like snow upon a grassy hill Wrap myself in the silky caress of the winds as they swirl about me Igniting the fire that burns within my soul a yearning to break free from earthly chains soar above all that is heavy and clouded Rapture ripples through me.. along my skin Emotions bursting, becoming transparent...flowing simmering heat to warm from the cold Dare to come with me? To put aside all rational judgement finally allowing your heart to lead Dance with me in the shining moonlight stars gazing down with their soft feathery glow Hold me close to you your scent musky yet inviting Lips waiting wanting so very much The winds wrap around us creating a cacoon Break free from all heavy burdens passsions simmer and stir Dare with me this is not another fantasy she kneels quietly happiness glitters in her eyes as He looks down at her Their

Pain
You don't know the pain i feel. Cause you fail to ask. i could not share this pain cause you would not understand.i look in the mirror and all i see is you,then the glass shatters and you disappear.will this pain and hurt ever stop.the pain of losing you and never seeing you again if there was a way for me to hug you i would never let you go.but that is not possible cause you are gone.one day i will see you again.i dream of that day.i've tried to get there but i never can.so i sit and drown in my pain.you will never know my pain i am in my own private hell

Just Something I Wrote Awhile Ago
this is something a wrote a long time ago the date is 10-20-05 why does it seem like as soon as the pain stops theres always another fight or a lie ending in sobs if you loved me really why did you do it thats just kindof silly then you got mad and threw a fit when really you were wrong you did the dirty deed and sang her that love song and even planted your seed why do you keep hurting what once wasent enough so you keep flirting so twice you try my love but end of round two you did one last thing and lied about it too had a little fling this all could have been prevented if you'd shut up and listen i warned you of her intention but i was wrong, but look in the end you tried to excuse it as jealous now you see that i was right and she came between us you were blind as night this is hard to deal with dont know whether to cry or throw a fit but ill try its all i can do the damage is already done was it worth it to you do you feel you won are

Fubar Stuff
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! Well, fuck that. I'll answer as I see fit. 1. Where is your cell phone? Charging 2. Your significant other? Hasn't met me yet 3. Your hair? Shaved 4. Your mother? Alive 5. Your father? Deceased 6. Your favorite thing? Painting, Writing, Photography 7. Your dream last night? Tumultuous 8. Your favorite drink? Chardonnay 9. Your dream/goal? Happiness 10. The room you're in? Darkened 11. Music? Anything but Rap or Country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? One day at a time right now. 14. Where were you last night? On-Call @ work. 15. What you're not? Weak 16. Muffins? Chocolate Chip, Bleuberry 17. One of your wish list items? New Camera 18. Where you grew up? Pittsburgh 19.

Bye Bye Mary...
i love you mary, my other mother, that i should have gone and spent more time with lately.... but she was so great, and she's telling me from heaven to suck it up, have a glass of wine and be happy... i love you mary, i'll miss you

Things That Make You Go Hmmmmm!
To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine.. And those who don't. As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 litre of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. Coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of crap . There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing this as a public service.

Nd
Well as everyone knows... I'm moving to North Dakota to be with my girl-friend Shayla... Now its been this huge inside joke between us about how much I will be giving up moving there... Like... there is No Checkers, No Sonic, No beaches... No professional sports teams... THE WWE DOESNT EVEN COME TO NORTH DAKOTA... Well Shayla sent me this video to show me what I get to look forward to when I get there... So go watch it and then continue reading... Now after watching this... You should I know I must really love her... to be moving there... and that I do... So everyone wish me luck... Hopefully I will be able to hold in my excitement...

Help
hey guys and gals i am in a contest to win a auto 11 please help me out here is the pic click it and it will take u to my pic. I don't ask for much and i would love to have this auto 11. so please please help me out i need 10000 comments!!!!! ok guys the hubby is in a contest...i entered him for his 40th bday help him out click the pic and rate and comment for me

Thoughts And Rants
ive decided to take alot of time to work on myself and stay away from here in the process. i come here everyday but it seems to serve little purpose other than to waste my time. i am taking this moment to look deep inside to see what will truly make me happy and work to achieve it. for those of you that have been nothing but a good friend, i will miss u. i will get on yahoo when i can..as i will not have internet for awhile. but when i do, those who have it and say hi i will respond. but i simply can no longer expose myself to the things that only hurt me in the long run. my happiness and the happiness of the person who means everything to me, my daughter Cassie, are what i will be focusing on. I wish you all the best of luck and all the happiness in the world. Im sure ill be back...hopefully a changed person for the better..so until then, save my seat at the bar. Neil I woke up to silence today. Sometimes, silence is golden, but today, I am scared of the silence. Ive live

Music News
Slipknot has topped the Billboard 200 with their new album, All Hope Is Gone. It was neck and neck with rapper The Game, but it eventually came out on top. All hope was not gone as it was initially tabulated that The Game was Number One, by 13 copies, but Roadrunner Records asked for a recount and came out on top by at least 1000.

Penis Facts
For those of you that are feeling insecure or unsure about your size :P~ I have googled this information and thought I should share it with you lol.... Average penis length (flaccid/not erect): from 3.4 inches to 3.7 inches (8.6 cm to 9.3 cm) Average penis length (erect): from 5.1 inches to 5.7 inches (12.9 cm to 14.5 cm) Average penis girth (circumference when erect): from 3.5 inches to 3.9 inches (8.8 cm to 10 cm)

Bullitians Created And Posted
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Poetess Side Of Me
Thoughts Of You You're in my thoughts day and night in my dreams my soul takes flight. Carrying me right to your side; where my eyes show you the love I feel inside Only what my heart has tried to deny ; but lost the strength to hide Afraid to love you because of Other women in your life that has Had the pleasure of your touch. I want to be more then just another lover drifting aimless in and out of your bed. I want more from the man I adore; I want to feel complete, with out you that may never be I would take all you give and want more . Does it make me selfish ? To want you to only want me. My body cries out every night For your sensuous caress. Take me my love sear my flesh Brand my lips with a Heavenly Bliss. Mark them forever as your own Let us lie down in a soft meadow of blue, yellow and green. Making love in a bed of wild flowers Fulfilling every wish and

My Inner Thouhts
She seemed dressed in all of me Stretched across my shame, All the torment and the pain Leaked through and covered me. I'd do anything to have her to myself, Just to have her for myself. Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do When she makes me sad. She is everything to me, The unrequited dream, The song that no one sings, The unattainable. She's a myth that I have to believe in, All I need to make it real is one more reason. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad. But I won't let this build up inside of me. I won't let this build up inside of me. I won't let this build up inside of me. I won't let this build up inside of me. A catch in my throat, choke, Torn into pieces, I won't. No. I don't want to be this but I won't let this build up inside of me She isn't real. I can't make her real. She isn't real. I can't make her real. Vermillion Pt. 2 Slipknot So i was wo

Fubar Pet Peeves!
1. People who DO NOT read my page ( or anyone's page for that matter ) I mean come on, it says about me...try reading it!! It's funny how guys will hit me up trying to flirt or whatever, not that I mind - a little flirting doesn't hurt :P ...but then they wanna come back later saying "oh you got a man?" duh dumbfuck... 2. I'm just here to cure my boredom... don't expect me to entertain you, it may or may not happen! and guys, keep it in your pants unless otherwise instructed lol... THANK YOU! 3. Harassing someone about their private photos..If I want you to see, don't you think you would be on the list already?? (SCENARIO) "random screen name" checks me out, rates my pictures,fans me and all that good stuff..I return the favor, everything is cool..then they go and fuck it up.."can I see your private pics?" which 90% of the time the answer is not no, but HELL NO! But I guess no means keep asking over and over and then get pissed off when you dont get added, cuz that is

Warning!!!!! Stay Away From Him
In my life I have met a lot of different people. Some I would consider friends and some I would consider to be the biggest scumbags out there. I met a man name Chan. At first everything was great. He had a jealousy issue but I was told that was because of his abandonment issues. (Everyone in this world has issues but none like this man.) What I thought was going great quickly turned into a very dangerous situation. He stated to change slowly. Chan would not let me go out of the house by myself because he was afraid someone else would take me away from him. He wouldn't let me talk to family or friends because he was afraid they would talk me out of being with him. When I would be on the phone he would talk to so loudly to me that the other person on the phone wanted to get off the phone with me. He completely ostracized me from everyone and everything I knew. He was terrified with anything that would potentially keep him and I apart. Nothing that I would do or say would be right or help

Dating Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11. Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16. Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18. Would you dance with me? 19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My...? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... give me your number?_______________ kis

Shocking
BabieT is 300k from level 21! The person that gets her leveled will get a surprise! So let's all rate, fan, add and bling her and get her leveled! ßåβ¡€•†™ P£å¥Må†ε @ ƒōŕß¡đđęņ FuGirlfriendToBiBlueeyedange@ fubar Brought to you by ßrøkëÅ§§M†ñ - Enforcer @ Club Fantasia@ fubar Last night i rushed my daughter in to the emergancy room because at 2:30am she stopped breathing. They were able to get her to breathe again and started treating her for asthma. After many long hours there they finally told me that she does not have asthma but something called ARDS ( Acute respitory distress syndrome). I was shocked. Doctor explained its common mainly in premature babies (which my daughter wasnt) and thats 40% of deaths in children are cause from ARDS. If you want to know more below is just a short description of ARDS. Acute respiratory distress syndrome (ARDS), also known as respiratory distress syndrome (RDS) or adult respir

Something Silly
The part of my Brain In charge Of concentration Must have Called in sick The temp must Be inexperienced As it has NO idea At all What to do I would share Some details But I forget What I was Writing about I am sitting At my desk But the rest Of the morning Is blacked out Maybe all the Beer I drink Has finally got My think tanked

Liveing Life
a lov3ing daddy lov3ing hiz babyz Category: Life da most important thing in mi lif3 is ,mi babyz th3y mak3 m3 th3 man i am taday i am a single par3nt doing what i hav3 ta do 4 mi boyz wit out mi th3y dont hav3 nutt3n wit out th3m i am nutt3n lov3 d3m littl3 vatoz th3y ar3 1 in mi lif3 and alwayz will b3 i would giv3 mi lif3 4 d3m i will do right by th3m and giv3 th3m what i did not hav3 lol shit th3y b3 spoil3d but ya3 im a singl3 daddy doing my thing and i will always do mi babyz right no matta what th3y mi lif3 mi soul mi 3v3rything so ya3 u b3 looking at a r3al man that knowz hiz responsabilytz and will alwayz put th3m first and mak3 sur3 th3y hav3 ev3rthing th3y n33d and want shout outz ta all th3 singl3 daddyz doing th3r3 thing itz hard but h3y im lov3ing 3v3ry bit of it and would not hav3 it any oth3r way and ta all u fak3 ass vatoz l3av3ing ur kidz and not doing ur thang u mak3 us r3al m3n look bad but do what ya hav3 ta cuz uz r3al m3n hav3 b33n doing what w3 hav3 ta an

Just Me
ok i hate talking about myself but here i go. i was raised by my mom without much help from my dad. he had another family to worry about. i was raised around the gay community since i was 3. i have watched people die of AIDS since before it was called AIDS. i had no friends untill high school. before that i lived in a nice neighborhood and was the only poor fat and smart kid. kids can be very cruel. i suffer from cronic depression that i deal with without medication. i tried to kill myself 4 times before i was 20. i spent most of my youth trying to act like everybody wanted me to. i tried to be a happy-go-lucky kid but i was not bieng true to myself. i started to open up a bit in high school when i met my bff. i have been through abusive relationships because i didnt feel like anyone else would ever say they loved me. i spent 5 years with a man who ignored me except when he wanted sex. but at least he gave me my daughter. she is what keeps me sane in this crazy world. now

Friends
Beware of the Twilight Levelers cauz if u fuck up u are out and they show no mercy. they don't give people second chances, it's like they don't fuck up. So beware!!!!!!! well the friends i had that were Twilight Levelers have been deleted, good riddance to u all. ya'll are nothing but a bunch of high and mighty yuppies!!!!!!!! LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look

I Don't Even Know What To Title This....
My life is changing dramatically....Yesterday marked the 1 week since my husband walked out on me and my kids. We have been lost and searching for answers since he left. When he left, he cleared out the bank account and left me and the kids with basically no money, except the $26 dollars in my purse. I have asked him for help on things and he said he is broke yet I found out last night when I really needed him to help me that he was out drinking supposedly with a bunch of buddies from work but he never has gone out with any of them before and he has been there almost 2 years! I was really sick last night, not sure if it is from the stress or what but I was getting really dizzy and light headed and even fainted once! I texted and called him for help and he said to call his mom to take the kids cause he was busy! Are you kidding me!? These are our kids not your moms! He spoke to the kids yesterday and told them to call him at bedtime and they did and he didn't answer to find out he was o

Guys!
I'm seriously to the point where I am gonna give up! I hate when your with a guy and there is no changing him! When your in a relationship there should be some compromise!! Well in mine.. yea there is not! His way or the highway! Well I'm about to get on the highway and drive really fast! I don't think deer on the wall are the "IT" thing! Camo on everything is NOT appealing! and I HATE COUNTRY! People that know Eric are probably thinking ok well your not the perfect girl for him because thats pretty much his life in 3 sentences! It's not fair I have to give up everything! He can have his little bachelor's pad because I'm about done and he can be single! Yea I might be blowing it out of proportion but I'm sick of being treated like shit, paying ALL the bills, expecting I do everything by myself! and be a perfect little girlfriend with no attitude! Well I'm a bitch! I don't let people push me around! I'm very OCD and I don't need this shit especially every

Lady Unicorn
Well a new year has begun and my birthday is fast approaching.So I have to decided to really stick to my guns with my goal of losing weight and a better control of my money spending so wish me luck on these endeavors. Well another birthday has come and gone, and I don't feel any older or younger just blessed that I am in good health and have good friends and family around to celebrate with me my 38th birthday. My day was simple and uneventful but enjoyed ice cream and lemon merigune pie yum. Watched all the footage on our new President's swearing in and listened to his speech. It was inspiring but I liked it best when his speech had less "I" but used "we" and put it straight that it will take everybody to get this country to turn around and not for us to rely totally on Congress to fix the problem. I am concerned that eventhough he has made the promises that he will be like all the other presidents and not follow through or that we as a fickle society will get impatient and will start

Lover
As one comes in. Another one out. I just sit there and wait for one to stay. In like the wind, and out with the sun set. I always seem to scare them away. Disaster sets in at the first "hello" Getting close is just not an option. I want to love. But its not in my blood. So kiss me and be on your way. I'm clingy and needed. I don't want to be. But I need that love I push away. One side a Devil. The other an Angel. I can't make up my mind what one I want to be. I want to be happy and have that perfect guy. But how can I have it when the wall is to high? I want the one that loves me threw it all. Yes I'm a bitch but I'm also a lover. Run away, Run away. Its my first instinct. Something I fight with everyday. I want to get close and hold him so tight. But then rejection sets in and I don't let him in. And then he just turns and walks away. Two faced like joker is not what I want. But Heaven and Hell are my home. Personality's that grab me

Troop Support
So hard to come up with $1,000 in less than a week! So I spoke with the exec. director of the charity and he was grateful for my support of our troops so he's making a deal with me and he's also allowing me to make a down payment, as there were only 14 tickets left when we talked so I need to secure one now. I'm trying to get my back healed so I can work before the event to raise the money for flight and hotel...oh and maybe food! If you want to donate you can go here Charm Your Karma and click on the About link in the top right corner. Let me stress that donating is not directly contributed to the event, but to me to get to the event. For those who don't know, my trip to the Playboy Mansion is for a good cause...I know, I know...open bar, gourmet buffet,, live dj and beautiful half naked women BUT they have parties there all the time, this one is special because it's supporting wounded soldiers. My plan is to network with the wealthy philanthropists in attendance in order to secur

Living In The City
l Every passing day the rude and ignorant are increasing in numbers. No one seems to know how to use the words please and thank you. People speak but do not want to listen. People want you to wait, but unwilling to wait themselves. It does not matter if your busy chatting with someone else or not, they rudly interupt as if they are more important. I do believe we now need a manual for dummies living in society. I have a crappy job and see all sorts of people on a daily business, and I must say ~ I love the people I work with, but the customers are idiots and that alone is enough to hate the job ~ I always use my manners and is polite to each and everyone that comes in. I only wish I could recieve the same type of servise. I wonder if the schools are the ones teaching society to ask for things with "Give/Get me" I realize most are in this life for themselves and hardly care about others and what harm they do to others. But I for one will not follow into this crap. I wil

Boredom
I really need to meet more people...I work from home so interacting with people doesn't happen all that much...So please, if you want to go out and eat, go see a movie, or just chill out....get a hold of me..chances are that Im free

Fishing & Camping
Ok so I am a little late but the camping fishing trip was a blast. Other then a few minor set backs like the wind tunnel tent, the camp stove that didnt want to stay lit, and major sunburns. This trip was Lots of fun. I even caught more fish then my husband on the last day. All in all he caught one more then me though. It was nice weather. A little chilly durring the nights. but snuggled up next to my man I was nice and warm. Cant wait for the next time!!! The old man and I decided to go fishing. This is partly due to the fact that there has been a bit of stress in my life and I needed release. Seeing as how my 11 year old spent 9 days in the hospital. I lost my job. and the wedding had to be postponed. So ya fishing and camping it is!!! Should be fun. I do like to camp. and the mans going to teach me to fish. so....... WEEEEEE And we are out of here. Much love Ya'll

Fu Drama
Ok...this is fubar...in case some of you don't know what it is...it is an online adult bar. I joined this site to meet new people...make new friends. I have met tons of great people on here...and thank you guys for showing me so much love! Saying that...I have also met some crazy ass lunatics on here! I am not on here to find a potential husband...in fact...I have already had one of those, and not looking to pick up another. If you cannot be a friend to me w/o bringing your petty ass drama on...I suggest you delete your profile and go elsewhere. Get over it and move the fuck on! I feel better...love you all!

Orgasmically Challenged Lol
Ok so I'm sitting here rating Diana's pic during her HH...My one son is playin the 360, the other on the couch beside me, he's 11...I hear this buzzzzzzzzz'ng sound and ignore it cuz I figure it's the 360...Then Nick my 11 yr old say MOM, what is this??? OMFG one of my worst fears hits me in the face...Nick has my small "toy" in his hand asking me what this is...I have this deer in the headlight look on my face I'm sure...He says I found this in your purse mom, what is it??? I said, you found that in MY purse??? Stalling (sp) so I can come up with some kind of believable reason that is in my purse...Yeah yeah I keep it in my purse "hidden" cuz the sperm donor is threatened by them and has always accidentally thrown the others in the trash...I HAVE NEVER SEEN THAT BEFORE WOW, YOU FOUND THAT IN MY PURSE???Well, my 13 yr old who is turning 30 says LOL that's a neck massager, RIGHT MOM??? Laughing his ass off the entire time...I said *shrugs* I guess it is...Nick is like oh cool I wanna us

And My Heart Swells With Love
IMMORTAL BELOVEDThe First Letter July 6, in the morningMy angel, my all, my very self - Only a few words today and at that with pencil (with yours) - Not till tomorrow will my lodgings be definitely determined upon - what a useless waste of time - Why this deep sorrow when necessity speaks - can our love endure except through sacrifices, through not demanding everything from one another; can you change the fact that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine - Oh God, look out into the beauties of nature and comfort your heart with that which must be - Love demands everything and that very justly - thus it is to me with you, and to your with me. But you forget so easily that I must live for me and for you; if we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I - My journey was a fearful one; I did not reach here until 4 o'clock yesterday morning. Lacking horses the post-coach chose another route, but what an awful one; at the stage before the last I was warned not to

Just Some Thing From The Heart
THE CRYING THE HURTING HOW MUCH MORE MUST I GO THOUGH....TRYING NOT TO BREAK DOWN MY HEART CAN TAKE SO MUCH..HOW CAN SOME ONE KEEP YOUR SONS AWAY FROM YOU AND NOT LET YOU SEE OR TALK TO THEM...I HAVE NOT SEEN OR HEARD FROM THEM IN MONTHS OMFG I CAN TAKE MUCH MORE OR THIS....I JUST WANT TO RUN TO FORGET ABOUT EVERY THING HE HAS DONE..YOU SON OF BITCH..YOU KEEP THEM FROM ME ..I AM THERE MOTHER ..OZZY AND ZAKK ARE MY HEART AND SOUL ALL I WANT TO DO IS RUN TO MAKE IT ALL BETTER...MY LIFE IS NOTHING WITH OUT MY SONS IN MY LIFE...... To understand me you have to walk a mile in my shoes...I bet you have never did that before in your life....I have and it is not fun at all..I am so stress out right now that I am going though hell and back..If there was a hell..That is beside the point I am studing my ass off for my G.E.D yeah so fucking what that it has taking this long for me to get it...Well walk in my shoes then just might under stand me ..I really hate ppl that thank they every thing in

Shopping For Baby Shoes
Baby shoes are cute and adorable and such factors are lead to many parents buying the wrong footwear for their kids. It goes without saying that tiny shoes are the most charming things in a kid’s department store. Have you ever asked yourself how much effort is required to find footwear that fits the kids? Those with kids know how stressing finding the right pair of footwear can be. There are two reasons why most parents buy footwear for their kids’ one is for the looks and the other is for the basic requirements. Not all infants need footwear; most kids will require shoes when they are a few months old, when the bones of the feet are still developing. The main thing about baby shoes is that they need to be very comfortable; secondly the material needs to be of quality and one that cannot cause the kids feet problems. The feet of the infant should always be cozy and warm at all times so you need the right size. For a child who is starting out wearing shoes he or she need