I am a hard working man, who has very little time for my own interests and desires. And a lot of times, especially recently, it has felt that all of my hard work and effort, along with my tolerance of all that goes on in my life has been done in vain. I mean having to pay more than my fair share in support so that my son's brother along with my son has enough to get by, now being told he's about to have yet another sibling. To be told all my good work and efficiency on the road means very little to the company I drive for. And the so-called "friends" who hit me up whenever they need a shoulder, or to be cheered up, yet when I'm home, or when they're in high spirits, I never get those calls or replies.
But this weekend, after having my son and spending time with him one on one, and after having a very deep and pleasant conversation with a very special woman in my life (you know who you are!! And after a very interesting situation this weekend, a few others know who you are, too LOL :P), I feel like all that I do, and who I do it for, is all worth it again. Life just has this way of picking you back up when it seems that you're on a downward spiral. What a difference a day makes.
Friday, I swear I was on some other depressing planet. But today, I have been all smiles, and feeling really good. And I know this whole blog sounds really blahzay, but honestly, I can really say that things have turned around very well. Let's see what Sunday brings me. LOL
