It has been 3 weeks since I heard from the alluring ex. I don't chase, I don't beg, I don't plead, and don't cry for another chance. I have been this pathetic fool's side chick and wanna be side chick and I am not hear to play that game again. Oh did I hurt his little feelings when I didn't jump right back into his arms again? How stupid does he think I am? Wow yeah you've been single for a year my ass, go tell it to someone who cares because I don't. By the way I lied, I don't love him anymore. I said what I said and he disappared so fast figures as much, can't have someone as ugly as me loving him still. Yet I have gone back over the conversations over and over again and the one thing that stuck was that I owed us another chance because it was my fault we couldn't be together again back in high school. Yeah I owe you nothing you lying coward. You're engaged, I want nothing to do with you now. I have survived 18 years without you, I will survive 18 more. Ugh just grow up and learn to be honest for once in your sorry pathetic life. Oh well, this time it's on you, you killed me again and killed any chance of rebuilding a friendship. Hope you get the ending you wanted and the life you always wanted because this bitch will not be a part of it.