NoAngel's blog: "Complications"

I could be doing my famous jumping to conclusions thing once more or what I am feeling could be the truth once more. This feels like deja vu all over again. Here he is feeding me the lines I have waited 18 years to hear but it's the same mess all over again. Honestly how does he expect me to believe that he has really changed when he keeps using the same tactics over and over again. He doesn't love me, he doesn't give a damn about me, and he doesn't want anything from me. Just to get under my skin again his is freaking motive. Ugh maybe I am wrong and this isn't like the past but it feels like it so much. It's been 4 days since I heard from him and just like when we were kids when he said he would call and never would except now it's all about the social media. A part of me wants to be wrong this time and he really has changed if I could give him the chance to prove himself. He nearly destroyed me and here he is playing the same damn boring game once more. I get it, he has an active imagination where I am concermed but this is all part of his game. I am once again the pawn and the embarrassment and my dumbass played right into it again. That's okay, I am not who I was and life has gone on without him anyways.