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Abbys Birthday Montage - Love You Hun 3
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TO all my friends: no, I havent been neglecting you by not calling on the phone at work (you all know my number anyways) I have been feeling physically shitty lately, and mostly spending my time on my favorite sites, and working on my hobbies. do not think I have forgotten you, those who know what I'm talking about. ARHH!!
Why Do We ???
I have often wondered why some of us try so hard at things. Say, for example, a relationship. If it isn't working why do we keep twisting, turning and bending to make it fit us or to try and make it work. Some religions have an impact upon this. Telling us that once we have made a choice we are bound forever. Seems to me with each passing year the times are moving faster, as are we, yet, we seem to refuse to acknowledge that with those movements, some of the relationships we have become altered. At times to the point of no return. Yet we persist. Seems nuts to me. I did that in my marriage. But what if we simply said the paths were diverted and each has altered course and it is time to peacefully walk away and into the future. Maybe you will meet again maybe not. But life is a path to travel and learn, why do we then resist change so viciously.
New To Fu Land Everyone please meet Chris make him feel welcome as you all did me when i first joined Fu Land Or find him via my friends list plz show luv rate,add,fan etc etc you know the drill we all need it when we first come to Fubar ty all....hugs P.S yes hes also from New Zealand
If You Need A Litle Scrawny In Your Life.....
I hardly do thia shit but Im bored,lonely and tired of working my ass off. If you wanna talk,rant,berate,discuss,gripe,or just create general havoc. My number is 775 351 7679.Gimme a call.I miss you all and need my Fubar fix.
My Crappy Thanksgiving In The Hospital
I woke up in the middle of the night last night with the worst pain in my throat and had a mini freak out because it seriously felt like my throat was closing and any second I wouldn't be able to breathe. I took some tylenol cold medicine and tried to go back to sleep but I kept waking up with horrible pains and since I was up visiting family with NO insurance or car I had to have my cousin drive me to the emergency room since that was the only place open. I got into a room pretty quick and the doctor came in almost immediately and looked at my throat and goes " amazed you can even swallow your tonsils are so red and swollen we're going to take some blood to test you for mono and strep". Great..I HATE needles but I figured Id rather be stuck with needles than feel like shit. While I wait for my test results to come back I called my manager and told him I wouldnt be able to come into work in the morning because Im in the ER and I felt like I was dying and he got all pissy with
Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart, handing it to you, "careful it's fragile, and easily falls apart." Extending your arms, you take the heart in your tender warm hands. It falls into a million shattered pieces - on the floor it lands. You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and sadness in your eyes. Apologies are not enough. Looking at you with tears in my eyes, I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart that has fallen apart. I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece. I need to put it together again, some how. some way. Each piece of my heart has a memory so true. Each piece of my heart has part of you. You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life. I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife. All my tears won't keep you near All my tears won't mend what's not here. Again I look at you with a whis
Ever Thought Of Modeling
Here is your chance. I am a modeling scout for Sure Shot Photo Studio Promo Team. Sure Shot Photo Studio promo team is looking for models between the ages of 21 and 50 who are interested in being part of our team. The team will represent differant music talent and companies through out the S.E. United States. We are looking for those who would be in it for the long haul since this is a start up. We are offering at this time, for those who contract for the team, free copies of the photographs as well as possible exposure in Born to Ride magazine, and getting you into some of the best bars, rallies and concerts at no charge through our clients. If interested just post me a note and link to photos and I will look over your images. And if I believe you fit the image we are looking for I will get back with you ASAP. Thanks for your time! And yes this is rock and roll!
I Belong
I Belong I Belong To the pain tied to this place I Belong To the darkness on my face I Belong To this broken heart of mine I Belong To a weakened and fractured spine I Belong To my own despairing world I Belong To the soul that has become unfurled I Belong To someone who left me frozen I Belong To the love that left me closed in I Belong To an unyielding agony I Belong To a brokenness that is staggering I Belong To you always first I Belong To you it seems my curse
its 2:45 in the morning here iam awake wacthing tv and the snow is building up outside. nothing really todo at this time of the day bur smoke and drnk coffe really want a coke to tell you the truth. this movie im wacthing sucks i hate juila roberts but what the hell nothing else todo. god i want a choke so tired of drinking coffee if could get a coke i would smile. brb palm's going off ok iam back it was nothing just telling me to take med's woohoo. well thats my 2:45 in te morning how about you?
As The Door Shuts - My Prayer
As the door shuts behind me, I'l sleep In solitary, Peacefull Warm Dreams, Watching On The shore. Shell's echoing sweet sounds, Reflections Of Nature Fill My Head, Sand tipped out of my shoes, Toes dipped in cool warn water. Watching the Ripples rresonate, Large white Wave's on the Bow, Fire's Another arrow in the air, Fire & Ice fly high & into the yonder. Swords shining In Sweet Darkness, Reaching on the Hilt & Laying it softly away, The clay's in a bag on the Concrete, Watching the feather's float slowly by. Dropping delicately in wisp's of white, No matter how your day goe's, You always have something or somebody to see, Crystal visions & Word's Of Wisdom.
Boyfriends Live Longer Than Husbands Because...
boyfriends can spend the whole weekend watching sports on TV - at their house. you dont have to promise a boyfriend till death do us part. boyfriends wont take up your space in the garage just to store their stuff. when you fight, you can politely ask boyfriends to leave. boyfriends still notice when you flirt with them. with boyfriends theres never a mother-in-law. you know your boyfriend is with you because he wants to be. husbands insist your checkbook balances. it doesnt matter if your boyfriend hates your mother. it doesnt matter if you hate your boyfriends mother. your credit card balance, check book balance and real hair color are your secrets alone! you dont have to buy holiday gifts for a boyfriends relatives. boyfriends still try to impress you. boyfriends are polite to your mother. boyfriends are sympathetic when you put a dent in your car. you can serve your boyfriend popcorn for dinner if you want to.
Zeromancer _ Something For The Pain
Something for the pain inside me that will never die The pain inside me that will never die My heart bleeds look at you hiding all the things to endure me I need you here with me breathing wanting you to believe me Something for the pain inside me that will never die The pain inside me that will never die I see you in all of these faces blush with shame when I think of you and your pale skin I sell my soul for you Hush Hush never enough never enough The pain inside me that will never die Something for the pain inside me that will never die
Quotables Posted With Permission
lots of dim wits on fubar here are what i've found genus or amusing on fubar ================================================ danny: i want to drink beer out of tom cruises skull ================================================
Modern S/m
Sadomasochism Isn't What It Used to Be or Why Would Anyone Participate in S/M By Keith Kendrick, RN, Ch. NOTE: Keith Kendrick is a Portland, Oregon Top who wrote the following essay. Pemission to reprint this is freely granted, but please email him at Keith and let him know. In major American cities today small groups of otherwise relatively normal people get together to discuss, and to a lesser extent practice, S/M. But wait a minute -- doesn't S/M mean one person who enjoys deliberately inflicting pain on another person who, for some reason, likes receiving that pain? The answer certainly is yes, but to understand why these people gather to discuss and practice S/M, you first need to understand the difference between the old, traditional mainstream concept of sadism and masochism and the newer concept of S/M that is currently being practiced in a healthy manner. In the old concept, a sadist was usually someone who enjoyed inflicting pain on a person who had not
Friends And Family
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Girls & Tits?!?!
Why is it that 95% of the girls on here have pics of thier Tits?!?! Is that like the thing to do or what?!?! Is that the ONLY way to get attention?!?! If so....NO THANK YOU!!! I aint givin mine away that easily... ;)!!!
Gave Away
i going to gave a way some auto 11. so you need to tell me way you should get one!
Ways To Annoy A Bathroom Stall Mate
1. Stick your palm open under the stall wall and ask your neighbor," May I borrow a highlighter?" 2. Say "Uh oh, I knew I shouldn't put my lips on that." 3. Cheer and clap loudly every time somebody breaks the silence with a bodily function noise. 4. Say, "Hmmm, I've never seen that color before." 5. Drop a marble and say, "Oh crap!! My glass eye!!" 6. Say "Dang, this water is cold." 7. Grunt and strain real loud for 30 seconds and then drop cantaloupe into the toilet bowl from a high place and sigh relaxingly. 8. Say, "Now how did that get there?" 9. Say, "Humus. Reminds me of humus." 10. Fill up a large flask with Mountain Dew. Squirt it erratically under the stall walls of your neighbor's while yelling," Whoa! Easy boy!!" 11. Say, "Interesting....more sinkers than floaters!" 12. Using a small squeeze tube, spread peanut butter on a pad of toilet paper and drop under the stall wall of your neighbor. Then say, "Whoops, could you kick that back over her
One Month Together ( Anniversary Poem )
Bitter sweet this eternal twilight. For a thousand life times I have waited for you. My soul has screamed out your name to a million sunsets. Only to find my search for you never ending. Now it has come to and end. At last my stay I have found you. For so long have I waited. Wailing agony at spending each lifetime without you At last my search is over. My angel who takes my breath away. Now I have you I fear to close my eyes. These eyes of blue wanting to drown within hazel perfection Now is the time of our first month together. The first of an eternity to come. Not a day shall pass where I do not tell thee how beautiful you are. Not a fleeting second shall pass where I do not show how I am for everly yours. If I shall wake from this serene dream I know it will be with me next to you. I will forever hold you in my heart. These arms shall forever hold and protect you. A thousand thank yous are so insignificant to show the honour I feel How I have longed for
Create By The Great Tappinit
A little Indian boy asked his father, the big chief of the tribe, "Papa, why is it that we always have long names? His father replied, "Look, son, our names represent a symbol, a sign, or a poem for our culture not like the white men, who live all together and repeat their names from generation to generation. Also, it is part of our makeup that in spite of everything, we survive. For example, your sister's name is Small Romantic Moon Over The Lake, because on the night she was conceived, there was a beautiful moon reflected in the lake. Then there's your brother, Big White Horse of the Prairies, because he was conceived on a day that the big white horse who gallops over the prairies of the world appeared near our camp and is a symbol of our capacity to live and the life force of our people. It's very simple and easy to understand. Do you have any other questions, Little Broken Condom ....... It's his FIRST EVER Happy Hour! That's right, this virgin is popping
What They Didn't Say
7:15pm is when I and another co-worker clocked out friday night (11.28.08) we walked out to our cars (david was there he wanted to check out some of the sale at sears before I got off work) we conversatied for a little while then my co-worker drove home me and david drove over to the fred meyer on burlington blvd. we parked our veichles me in the big balck beauty and him in the sub. we locked both and walked into the store proceeded to get a few small needed items and in 15 minutes we were out in walking to the vehicles, well he unlocked his door and I opened the passanger said so killer could ride home with me, no killer, the vehicle was all a mess, he first realized the stereo was gone, then he opened the back to put in there what we had bought at fred meyer and realized the x-mas gift from earlier in the day were gone, while he went in the store to find someone to help i screamed killer's names and ran aroudn the parking lot for 4 minutes thinking he had to have gotten out, I made m
Stop butchering it, people. :Y
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Words To Live By
Please remember this everyday: F A M I L Y I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said good-bye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's
Won't Someone Let Me In?
Let Me In I love the part in fairytales That's very near the end When all the kingdom cheers for their new queen And all is well, and all is good And everyone belongs And happily they're ever after-ing But when I enter the kingdom of dreams And face the promise of all I can be Will they see me as a heroine? Tell me, will they let me in? Won't someone let me in?
I am so overwhelmed...there has been so much going on! I am still getting the house ready...I'll get pics when it's done. I love it! It's perfect for us, nice and big lol. I love the fireplace. :D Can't wait until Christmas! We still have to go pick out a tree, I guess we'll do that soon. Our anniversary and Derek's birthday is coming up so I have lots of planning to do! I'll get more pics up soon...I've only been on the computer like 5 times since we got here, lol.
Tag You're It!
TAG YOU'RE IT! If you opened it, you have to do it. Then, send it back to the person who sent it to you and the rest of your friends! Two names you go by: 1. Maegan 2. Meg Two things you are wearing right now: 1. Sleeping tank 2. Sleeping shorts Two of your favorite things to do: 1. Listen to all types of music 2. Dancing Two favorite pets you have had/have: 1. Tony Montana (my first house Chihuahua) 2. Roxy (my blue line pit bull) Two people who will answer this 1. umm someone who hasn't done this yet 2. the other person who hasn't done this yet Two things you ate today: 1. Pear 2. Egg Two people you last talked to: 1. My babys daddy 2. My BFF Plans you have for tomorrow: 1. Work 2. School Two longest car rides: 1. Los Angeles to Seguin, Texas 2. Los Angeles to Salt Lake, Utah Two favorite holidays: 1. Christmas 2. Halloween Two favorite beverages: 1. Water 2. Patron Two TV shows you enjoy:
This Is A Saying Found By A Firefighter And It's So True For So Many Of Them
"When a person becomes a Firefighter, their greates act of bravery has been accomplished. What they do after that is all in the line of work-Edward F. Croker"
Someting Everyone Should Read
Can U Help Me
I Miss Stimulating Conversation The Most!
I just watched a truly prolific movie, one that intrigued my mind and touched my heart. Typically I am not a man who shares so openly with all of the world but I was moved to this passage. For all who have seen the movie P.S. I Love You then maybe you might be able to share in the experience. If not I will give a brief synopsis that serves this feature no justice. This is a flick about a woman that loses the man she loves, her husband none the less, in a way that was not as planned as life usually not is. Thru this endeavor though she is guided almost divinely with letters from her lost love into her new life. Now I do realize that mostly occurrences such as these would be referred to as if the phrase " Only in the movies", but what if there is some self truth or a lesson to be learned from this film. My point being women and men alike though our differences all typically want the same thing in the end which is the happy ending. How many people out there sometimes feel as if they are
Are You Fucking Kidding Me?
Loyal reader and end user:that means you, do not call technical support while taking bong rips. Seriously,after you asked me to "hold on a sec" I fucking heard the lighter light and the bubbles rise.I also heard you inhale mumble something about "good shit" then you exhale. You may have coughed up not only your lung but it sounded like last weeks breakfast as well. It's not my motherfucking fault that you cannot remember your fucking name and no it's not my job to "guess what it is" I refuse to play "Guess Who",or "what does this sound like" with you. Although I giggled like a school girl when I hung up you seriously need to find a better way to maintain,preferably far away from anything with a cord or batteries. Strangle yourself with the cordless phone you called in on. Oh and next time you get locked out of your yahoo account because the password isn't correct PUSH THE CAPS LOCK KEY AND TRY AGAIN YOU FUCKING ID+TEN+T. and yes aol is really a virus I hope your happiness rapes you i
What A Horrible Bid?
Treasure The Keepers In Your Life...
One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it And care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships ... And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging Parents and Grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, No matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know.
It seems nice girls really have no place in this society if we say no we are bitches if we say yes we are sluts. If we aren't being all sugar and spice every day people get confused.And those that wanted nothin to do with the nice girl suddenly think to themselves hmmm maybe there is something there that I missed the first time around. So I'm going to tell you all that no you didn't miss anything you just didn't bother takin the time to find out!
My Current State Of Mind...
It is going to be next to impossible to get into contact with me from now on. I'm going to be busy making the world a much worse place to live in. As I disappear down this long tunnel... I bid none of you farewell Sektion... OUT
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Unreal, And Kind Of Hilarious
So, I find this completely hysterical. Dana left me 11 days ago - and she's already moved out of her bosses house - and started shacking up with another guy. A guy who was "there for her" when we were having hard times. More like a guy who's trying to get some cheap pussy. He was there for her so that he could tell her how bad of a person I was when she confided in him - and so that he could move in on her as soon as I was out of the picture. Just the fact that she would confide in another guy to begin with was a breach of trust in our relationship. I knew eventually she would move on to be with someone else, but to go from being in a four year relationship, planning on getting married (Yeah guys - we were engaged for almost two years. She still has the ring), - and living with your significant other for three of those years - to shacking up with a new guy less than two weeks later?! I dont think she is a whore, but jesus christ - that's just fucked up. I'm not angry about it,
I'd like to welcome the newest baby to enter into this insane family. Lol Gavin Ross. My niece and Tracy's brand new baby boy... 7 Pounds. 6 Ounces. Pictures to come soon. But for now, congratulations Erika and Tracy. He's beautiful. Best wishes and I love ya's. =)
You know there is something wrong with world, or maybe that there is something wrong with you. Little snippets of memories drifting in and out of your thoughts, you experience what could be a waking dream. More likely you are being confronted with your past. This happens when you don't ground yourself, meditate, or simply take the time to accept your life. You may still experience these thoughts but now they will be reliving your past, not the past haunting you. Let me run through a forest of splinters for you. I wake up, dreams still spinning through my cluttered mind. It is a haze of between. Sometimes I am unable to finish the waking action and slip back to the dream state. Most times I can push away the dreams and open my eyes to the light. I look around to remember where I am, like catching up with an old friend after a long trip. When I feel secure enough to rise, I do. Right then a million things run through my head. Today's to do list, what today is, what I feel like weari
Split Second By Alex Kava
Plot Summary: FBI profiler Maggie O'Dell, star of Kava's first thriller, is back again in her second, but her return is not a happy one. From the very first scene, in which serial killer Albert Stucky escapes from two pitifully inadequate prison guards, through the inevitable and apparently endless escalation of brutality (usually against women), to the predictable ending, this is strictly a blender job: part Thomas Harris and part Patricia Cornwell, with odd bones and scraps tossed in from other similarly grisly and more successful sources. O'Dell, who plays Clarice Starling to Stucky's Hannibal Lecter, is still physically and mentally scarred by the two years she spent on his case and she's fighting to get back on it. She gets her wish. Before she can even unpack the boxes in her new home, one of her neighbors disappears, leaving behind a bloody mess, and another is found dead in a Dumpster. Soon, Stucky strikes even closer to home. My Comments: Another solid delivery from Kava.
"Mary" A few days before Christmas, I was walking down the street The crunch of snow a steady sound, beneath my frozen feet When I came upon a bar room, small and dimly lit And I stopped inside to warm my bones and have a little sip. I walked up to the bar man and said, "Give me something warm." He smiled and poured the whiskey and said, "Hello, my name is Norm" I downed the glass of Christmas cheer and turned to walk away, When a hand upon my shoulder, beckoned me to stay. I thought that Norm had grabbed me, so I turned to say "What's up?" Perhaps he had a parting joke or wished to fill my cup Norm was not behind me but a woman in his place With a haunting pair of deep blue eyes and soft and gentle face. She said, "You can take me home with you, I'll go if you please." "It's a way to warm my lonely heart, from eternal freeze" "The show outside is falling, and they'll be closing soon" "And I need a living soul to hold, so I'll go if you please." Not I know I'
Brandon Lee Last Interview
"Because we don't know when we will die, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. Yet everything happens a certain number of times, and a very small number, really. How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, some afternoon that's so deeply a part of your being that you can't even conceive of your life without it? Perhaps four or five times more. Perhaps not even that. How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps twenty. And yet it all seems limitless."
Heavy Hearted
So much going on and for the most part I keep it all inside. 2 months ago I had to get a hysterectomy...being only 25 I was hoping and we were trying to have another heart aches and I find myself crying sometimes..My son is 3 and I love him with all my heart. Never will I take him for granted. At least I was blessed with him. Things happen and sometimes they can not be explained...just need to remember what I do have and not what I dont or cant have
Diving into the vastness of the unknown seas of darkness swarms about me as it makes it hard to see Sometimes I will stumble other times I may fall But over and over I will keep on moving searching for the light that will make me whole Silence is deafening pounding against my skull heart so heavy like a unweilding fog settling in Pondering often what else is out there just beyond my sight though I do not need eyes to explore the vastness Time slips by and days fade to nights one's sunrise and sunset always different from the next yet dreams collide into one I sit and I wait I wait for what never comes
A Crazy Yim Chat
romantic_alen: hello,r u there now? nolechick9296: i was on earlier romantic_alen: ????i guess not... nolechick9296: what the fuck romantic_alen: u there now? nolechick9296: you have got to be kidding me romantic_alen: why u use bad words with me?please i am a polite man,i dont like hearing bad words.. nolechick9296: just trying to get your attention. lol romantic_alen: u have itn sweety romantic_alen: what were u doing nolechick9296: nothing what are you doing romantic_alen: i just woke up nolechick9296: oh ok. Cool I haven't gone to bed yet. What time is it where you are? romantic_alen: 8 20 am romantic_alen: romantic_alen: im in iraq nolechick9296: ah i c when did you get to Iraq romantic_alen: 4 months ago may we open cams? nolechick9296: no my cam doesn't work romantic_alen: why nolechick9296: it just doesn't nolechick9296: and what are you doing in Iraq? romantic_alen: i work with the force Now wait he just replied 4 months ago. Well the last time I cha
My Type Of Man
I get asked what kind of guy I like a lot. I'm not that picky, but the one thing I can't stand is men who think I'm good enough to screw, but God forbid they take me out in public or take me to meet their relatives. I guess since I'm an amputee, I'm only good for banging. LOL. I was just joking, but I've had 2 boyfriends that used me so I'm wise to it, guys! Well as far as appearance, I like a clean shaven face. Scruffy men don't do it for me. Also, overweight men are a turn-off. I'm 5 foot, 96 lbs. Since I'm disabled I'm not in the BEST shape, but I do work out every day. I do have a bit of a belly. So I'm not that picky but you have to at LEAST be height-weight proportionate. I have no idea why the only guys that hit on me are old bald guys. I like a man to have hair. I like to run my fingers through hair when I'm kissing him. As far as age... Well I'll be honest, I've dated old guys. 40 and up are effing boring and all they want to do is watch TV or have sex. It
"requiem For The Sea"
Requiem For The Sea The Grand Banks are empty ,the Cod are no more Old doreys now rot on the shore. Could our forefathers see, what weve done to the sea Well Im sure that theyd turn in their graves Because the sea and man, they were lovers once Shes knew wed just take what wed need But that was long ago, she had no way to know That the almighty dollar brings greed With long lines and draggers, we plundered and stole The lifeblood that ran through her soul And now she lies empty, her children are gone The rooms in her mansion are still Yet the sea and man, they were lovers once Shes knew wed just take what wed need But that was long ago, she had no way to know That the almighty dollar brings greed What once was so plenty, in times gone before Now gives of her bounty no more Our nets come up empty, the harvest is done Her waters have turned to her tears But the sea and man, they were lovers once Shes knew wed just take what wed need That
A Smile
Clad in the clothes of his trade he enters the throne room He waits his time before the royal couple Pierre born to the blue bloods heir to a throne of another kingdom He has forsaken the money the family and the fame to wear the mask of a fool At last its his time before the throne He dances and makes his stories funny the whole assembly hangs on his ever word Laughter and drinking fill the room Women adore him the men wish to be him for a short space of time Someone commands him to sing He has never sang before the throne before His songs were sang alone in solitude They were written for his love A lady he would never hold He would never feel her embrace or her soft lips on his skin His heart was hers no other woman could ever touch his soul they way she did Their spirits were together even though their bodies never would be Someone hands him the lute He starts to play Such a melody the room grew quiet as each note each word hypnotized every living being that c
A Different Kind Of Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some
why does being in love have to be so complicated answer me this people. I really want to know.
Moving On
MOVING ON Through life we travel each to our own road we can not see the changes we'll face as we carry each load. The people we meet as we stumble along, the stupid ways things tend to go terribly wrong. No two people are exactly the same the faces change as often as the name. To continue holding fault against the one you love most for the deeds of others is to live as a ghost. It causes pain where none should ever be and has come so close to destroying the very heart of me. She is the one that caused so much grief and you are the place i find my relief. You are My Future and shall remain untainted, she is the past and is anything but sainted. That life from the past is not welcome here and should never be a part of the life we hold dear. I'm moving on to better things with hope for what the future brings. Im not going backwards anymore Im leaving the past and Im closing that door. You are Blameless and without fault of your own and this is my way of tell
Random Thoughts
The strength of a friendship/relationship is not shown until faced with adversity. Challenges and roadblocks are not always bad, for not only do they make one stronger, but they show the depth and truth of many things around us. It is better to have one true and loyal friend, than many who call you friend. Actions, not words will show which ones are true. Sometimes it is better to stop at a crossroad in life and wait. A decision made in haste, anger, or when hurt, is often made wrong. Patience will often bring clarity. The best gifts are those whose value cannot be measured by money - a smile, a hug, a call.
Candy Doesn't Have To Have A Point
Thats why its candy. I heard that line from the movie Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (which the book is much better than, a rule only broken by Forrest Gump, the original Star Wars trilogy, and The Godfather) when I was watching it with my kids Sarah and Jeffrey and their aunt Mary Saturday night after work. It was also the theme of this weekend, most of which I spent indoors because we were under a blizzard warning with expected snowfall of six to nine inches with a temperature of fourteen BELOW ZERO with an average wind chill of forty-two below. As I write this now, it is twenty below zero with an expected high of fourteen below and we do have accumulating snow ice, not so much, but still drive with care. Since most everything normally open on Sunday mornings (i.e. churches) was closed, we didnt have to get Sarah and Jeffrey (and Martha, I would never forget my wife) up early and get them ready. So the kids got to have Pajama Day, which Jeffrey said with much ent
Damn Right
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A True Friend
A true friend is the person who always shows just how much he or she knows that even though your busy as heck your being around sure beats a car wreck i know i dont contact much but a friend like you is hard to find when i think about the times weVe shared the things i went through how much you cared it causes me grief to think of how lost i'd be without you now. A friend like you though hard to find, burns oh so brightly in my mind and as these words are typed to you one thing i know is your one thats True good or bad, busy or bored your my friend and Praise the Lord I was blessed that day so long ago and I'm Glad your around just so you know.
The End
For Now. ;-)
Check This Out!!!!! For Real Weman Only
my name is josh im 27 i live in woodland wa and im single im all about my family both my kids past away im lookin for a woman that i can feel a connection with age 27 to 45 slinder and is very affecionate and wants long term relations i dont like games i want some one real and sweet i ask five things of my partner and that is honesty loyalty trust faithfullness and commination is that to much to ask if there is any real weman that is lookin for that let me know
Worst Magazine Ever!
Yeah, Rolling Stone magazine is terrible lol their newest issue is the top singles/albums of the year...and lo and behold, Bob Dylan is near the top as always I know there are alot of Bob Dylan fans who will praise him to the highest mountain peaks, but cmon...ever album he puts out is worthy of 1 or 2? Eh, thats a small gripe compared to the ranking of Vampire Weekends debut album at number 11 of the year. I saw them live in concert and man, they were horrible, nothing awesome about them at all. Yet, in the description given, they are "built to last" in the humble opinion of the writer. I sure hope they are wrong :D Ok, thats all...had to get that off my chest.
Using Snow As An Excuse!
God, I hate that. I live 35 minutes away from work, and because I work on the radio, I am required to be here everyday...much like a mailman...through rain, sleet, snow....all that shit. Typically I am on the road BEFORE the snowplows get out, so I see the worst road conditions. Sometimes that 35 minute drive takes as much as an hour. We have a woman here on the staff who lives..LITERALLY a half a mile from the radio station. She just called in to tell me that because of the snowstorm, she'd "get there when she could." I just looked out the window.....the roads are plowed....and we only have 3 inches on the ground. Sorry....venting.
Can You See It In My Eyes
You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes? Confessing through this poem My dilemma summarized. The feeling's quite cathartic, But will lead to my demise.
Who Knew?
You Would Never Have Guessed Captain Kangaroo passed away on January 23, 2004 at age 76 , which is odd, because he always looked like he was 76. (DOB: 6/27/27 ) His death reminded me of the following story. Some people have been a bit offended that the actor, Lee Marvin, is buried in a grave alongside 3- and 4-star generals at Arlington National Cemetery . His marker gives his name, rank (PVT) and service (USMC). Nothing else. Here's a guy who was only a famous movie star who served his time, why the heck does he rate burial with these guys? Well, following is the amazing answer: I always liked Lee Marvin, but didn't know the extent of his Corps experiences. In a time when many Hollywood stars served their country in the armed forces often in rear echelon posts where they were carefully protected, only to be trotted out to perform for the cameras in war bond promotions, Lee Marvin was a genuine hero. He won the Navy Cross at Iwo Jima . There is only one
So Wrong
I thought I finally found you, the one I could give my whole heart to, how could i have been so wrong, you never loved me at all. You told me exaclty what i wanted to hear i'm stupid and fell for it. i dont know why you chose now to break my heart i would have done anything for you but now its time we part but unfortunatlly i'll always hold you close to my heart
Most Importantly
Most importantly.... 'Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like you do when nobody's watching.' NOW more than ever - Peace & God Bless - Pass It On.
This Game Called Life
Oh Lord, take my heart... it's destroying me, Can't take the pain and hurt, of some old 'used to be', Why couldn't he give me what he had, Why'd it have to end so bad, Now I'm alone, and now you see, I'm just a memory. When love was fresh and new... he gave me all he had, But as love ran its course, time for me turned bad, Didn't know why he couldn't see, What his hurting ways did to me, But now, we're both alone, and we are both sad. Feel this heart, feel the pain.... of this love, grown cold, Gave more than I had to give, almost my soul was sold, Wish he would have been my husband, Instead of a memory in my life, But my love for him is a beauty that, I will behold. Feel these arms, feel the reach....that reaches out for him, Wish the memories we have, would just become a blur, Just a second, of the hand, Before love lost command, Just a memory of love, that is just deterred. These lips, that have only kissed him...since the day we met, With passion coursi
Falling Away
I am bored with love and it's passionless limbs that drape over my bed in a lethargic state of impotence while wearing the same red heart my soul picked up hitchhiking off highway serendipity Now here we are alone in togetherness trying to build dreams with two by fours and glue, but even a home won't tie us together when our hearts live alone Poetic vows cliched into nothingness like all words do, eventually and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make love to a wall instead of each other and we wonder why the roses are dying
The Smashing Pumpkins - Tonight Tonight
Time is never time at all You can never ever leave, without leaving a piece of youth And our lives are forever changed We will never be the same The more you change the less you feel Believe, believe in me, believe, believe! That life can change, that you're not stuck in vain Were not the same, we're different. Tonight, tonight, tonight So bright Tonight, tonight And you know you're never sure But you're sure you could be right If you held yourself up to the light And the embers never fade, in your city by the lake The place where you were born Believe, believe in me, believe, believe! In the resolute urgency of now And if you believe there's not a chance tonight Tonight, tonight, tonight So bright tonight, tonight! Well crucify the insincere tonight (Tonight) Well make things right, we'll feel it all tonight (Tonight) Well find a way to offer up the night (Tonight) The indescribable moments of your life (Tonight) The impossible is possible tonight
Any One Want To Help Me With This?
If anyone in the Omaha area wants to help me with this project I have, hit me up. You'll just have to take some photos. ~Ami the bunny Anna
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Papa Roach - Forever
In the brightest hour Of my darkest day I realized What is wrong with me Can't get over you Can't get through to you It's been a helter-skelter, romance from the start Take these memories That are haunting me Of a paper man cut into shreds By his own pair of scissors He'll never forgive her... He'll never forgive her... [CHORUS] Because days! Come and go! But my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever Sitting by a fire On a lonely night Hanging over from another good time With another girl... Little dirty girl You should listen to this story of her life You're my heroine- In this moment I'm lonely fullfilling my darkest dreams All these drugs, all these women I'm never forgiving... this broken heart of mine [CHORUS] Because days! Come and go! But my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever One last kiss... Before I go... Dry your tears.
Papa Roach - My Heart Is A Fist
I surrender; I know I've been a pretender You can have this guilt, this misery, I wear so well I wave my flag, I sound the alarm Somebody stop me before I do any harm I surrender; I know I've been a pretender I'm living a dead life; I'm staring into the headlights Of a getaway car that'll take me out of my mind, tonight Crash and burn, S.O.S., somebody help me get out of this mess of a dead life I'm burning under the spotlight My heart is a fist drenched in blood My soul will fight again My heart is a fist drenched in blood My soul will rise again Take a look at these hollow eyes, one last look before I say goodbye To this candle-lit nightmare I feel like I never escape So watch me fall from grace, watch me carve my hate In the heart of a lover I feel I could never escape my fate My heart is a fist drenched in blood My soul will fight again My heart is a fist drenched in blood My soul will rise again I see you on your cloud looking down I am on my knees to
The True Super Mario...(found This And For Any Gamer A Must Read)
I was digging through some of my old stuff and I happened to come across the original manual for my Super Mario Bros/Duckhunt which I thought had been lost through the passage of time. Surprisingly it's still in very good shape for it's age. I started reading through it and it's actually a pretty good guide to how to play the game. I really wished I had given it a read back then. But I was only like 4 years old at the time and it was it the first game I ever got(had played some before that) Then something caught my eyes, the storyline to Super Mario Bros. Let me just type it up so you can see what the original story for the game actually is. One day the kingdom of the peaceful mushroom people was invaded by the Koopa, a tribe of turtles famous for their black magic. The quiet, peace-loving Mushroom People were turned into mere stones, bricks and even field horse-hair plants, and the Mushroom Kingdom fell into ruin. The only one who can undo the magic spell on the Mushroo
O.j. Simpson....
One day in the future, OJ Simpson has a heart-attack and dies. He immediately goes to hell, where the devil is waiting for him. 'I don't know what to do here,' says the devil. 'You are on my list, but I have no room for you. You definitely have to stay here, so I'll tell you what I'm going to do. I've got a couple of folks here who weren't quite as bad as you. I'll let one of them go, but you have to take their place. I'll even let YOU decide who leaves. ' OJ thought that sounded pretty good, so the devil opened the door to the first room. In it was Ted Kennedy and a large pool of water. Ted kept diving in, and surfacing, empty handed. Over, and over, and over he dove in and surfaced with nothing. Such was his fate in hell. 'No,' OJ said. 'I don't think so. I'm not a good swimmer, and I don't think I could do that all day long. ' The devil led him to the door of the next room. In it was Al Gore with a sledgehammer and a room full of rocks. All he did wa
Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Two Second Hate
Two Second Hate is out of Portland, Oregon. They have a record label with Sinner Records. They are two veteran musicians, fucking sick Of trying to cope with egos, attitudes, natural band chaos, and frustrated to no end with trying again and again to no avail or positive results, have stepped up on their own to do what until now has exceeded any band's grasp. In The Method Of Behemoth, Annihilator, Ministry, Fear Factory and the list goes on and on. They approach this project with like minds and less people to blame. They do this the way it was meant to be, for them! Two Second Hate members, Matt Connett & Mark D. must wear many musical masks to achieve the sonic aggression that is concurrently moody as well as brutal. This new genre, coined A.P.G., "American Power Groove" crosses old school & Gothenburg Metal with Punk Brutality (Lyrically Evident), & timeless, chilling, theatrical strings & keys relentlessly crushed together to manifest as TWO SECOND HATE. They trust others will app
Ok Guess I Can Start One Lol.
So i dont really know what to say right now. I'm a smart ass, loves to joke around, ppl dont really know how to take me. so if they dont like me then they'll get over it. :-)-
New Baby!!!
this is SUCH a perfect song for BABY SERENITY who is being BORN right NOW!! YAYY!!!
i had an epifany!! the other day i tripped so hard i saw my whole life flash before my eyes. i watched my 2 yr old, my 3 yr old, and my whole family grow u and start their own lives. i saw my kids start school, get boyfriends, get married, and have kids of their own. i saw my son, which i dont have yet, be born and get in his first fight, grow up and start his own family, i watched my eyes fade as i got old. i saw my grandchildren before i turned 25. i experienced the good times and the hardships of my life without even realizing what it was. i saw my dearest family members grow old and pass on. i lived out my entire military career, and saw wars that havent happened yet, and the blessings and the turmoil that the world and everyone in it goes through everyday. and when it was all over, i woke up on my back, on the floor with my 2 yr old next to me smiling. when i looked into her eyes a thought came to me; life is shorter than u think, think before u act, choose lifes choices carfully,
Sad Christmas Story.
I hurried into the local department store to grab some last minute Christmas gifts. I looked at all the people and grumbled to myself. I would be in here forever and I just had so much to do. Christmas was beginning to become such a drag. I kinda wished that I could just sleep through Christmas. But I hurried the best I could through all the people to the toy department. Once again I kind of mumbled to myself at the prices of all these toys. And wondered if the grandkids would even play with them. I found myself in the doll aisle. Out of the corner of my eye I saw a little boy about 5 holding a lovely doll. He kept touching her hair and he held her so gently. I could not seem to help myself. I just kept looking over at the little boy and wondered who the doll was for. I watched him turn to a woman and he called his aunt by name and said, "Are you sure I don't have enough money" She replied a bit impatiently, "You know that you don't have enough money for it. The aunt told the little
Sisterly Love...
My sister, Dani, called me last week. To hear her voice was a welcoming sound after six months of not really talking. I'm pretty sure she was mad at me that entire time but just didn't want to tell me. My nephew, her son, got married in May. I was supposed to go. We took the time off from work and life here in Nevada to go to San Diego to be a part of my nephew's wedding but then...they changed the date! We couldn't go. It was last minute. They didn't tell us until it was too, I sent them a hundred dollars and we took a vacation instead, to the Oregon sister has barely spoke a word to me since. In fact, when I went home in August, I got to my mom's house and she was outside. No hello, no hug, no nothing. Mind you, I hadn't seen her in a year! She walked up to me, handed me a picture of my nephew and his new wife and said "here, this is for you." and started to walk away...until I said "wait..I don't even get a hug?" She reluctantly turned bac
Chimaira - Pleasure In Pain
Too tired to figure it out my head is spinning My heart is so drained right now I think I'm slipping On, my last nerve I'll get what I deserve I need this, I want this I'm so obsessed Pleasure In Pain I feel whole again I break the seal with my hand my blood starts pumping Screams ring out so loud right now so deafening On, my last nerve I'll get what I deserve I need this, I want this I'm so obsessed Pleasure In Pain I feel whole again You'll never forget my face!
Murderdolls - Die My Bride
Well I'd rather cut you than the wedding cake And your bloody guts on my rented tux and I do, I do, I do wanna kill you 'Til death do us part, I'll tear us apart Now I kiss your cold dead lips And I dip my chips in the blood that drips And I smear the cake right in your face Let your god take you to a better place [pre-chorus] Well I loved you to death Well I loved you to death [chorus] Die, die, die Die my bride And all you ever meant to me was absolutely nothing And with this ring now I be wed Don't wanna kiss you bitch Wanna mash your head [pre-chorus/chorus]
Murderdolls - Let's Go To War
I'm the motherfucking wrench Thrown in the gears Everything was great 'til I got here I'm a bad guy inside and out Put your faith in me and I'll spit it out And I admit I'm a basketcase With lipstick smeared across my face Cocked and loaded, can't shut me up Blame it on the music to cover it up (chorus) Hey stupid don't suck your thumb Take your diaper off and put your helmet on Destroy 'til there is no more Put your helmet on, lets go to war Let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go Some things are better left unsaid, But I'd like to see a bullet in your head Charge the damage to my card And I'll see you on the graveyard boulevard. Have a boot to the face, it's on me Hard to talk shit with no fucking teeth Spit 'em out, spit 'em out all in a row So pucker up sucker, here's one for the road (chorus) (Lead: Tripp) Shut your face and open your eyes Your whole fucking life was a lie And everything that you stood for Just had it's ass kicked out the door Well I am
Autopilot Off - Blessed By A Nightmare
Where Ill go!! Hands up And dont you make a sound Shotgun Its pointing at me now It just might blow me away So heres all I have It isnt much but please All I have Just let me walk away Just then I thought I heard the sound [Chorus:] I never had this feeling so cold I stood there freezing and waiting I never had this feeling so cold It seems too easy It seemed too easy to be gone! Hands out Before I kiss the ground Shotguns Still pointed at me now Ready to blow me away And I dont think I will make it home tonight Dont think I will make out alive Thats when I thought I heard the sound [Chorus] Each night I dream it all again Steel barrel up against my head Each time I never got away Shots fired Shots fired Shots! If the light should take me Tonight Ill be free [Chorus] Im blessed by a nightmare nightly And when I'm dying, it reminds me I grab the air now I hold it tightly Remember everything I loved when Im gone
Pantera - Walk
Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence One step from lashing out at you... You want in to get under my skin And call yourself a friend I've got more friends like you What do I do? [Pre] Is there no standard anymore? What it takes, who I am, where I've been Belong You can't be something you're not Be yourself, by yourself Stay away from me A lesson learned in life Known from the dawn of time [Chorus] Respect, walk Run your mouth when I'm not around It's easy to achieve You cry to weak friends that sympathize Can you hear the violins playing you song? Those same friends tell me your every word [Pre] [Chorus] Are you talking to me? No way punk
Big Dick Black Burglars From The Bronx
I had a friend named Ray-Ray who took a creative writing class with me in high school. He was only a sophomore but he was smart enough to take senior-level classes, and I liked Ray-Ray because he earned my respect with his maturity and great attitude. He was always positive about everything, it seemed. You know? The kind of guy who could get his left leg run over by a train and then lay there bleeding to death only to say, "Well, at least that train didn't get both of my legs! Thankya Jesus!" Anyway, long-story-short, I had a bad dream tonight and I got up, dripping in sweat. I drank a 16 oz. glass of orange juice, watched some ESPN re-plays on t.v. and (now) can't go back to sleep. Feeling bad and all (about the dream, mostly), I began to think about Ray-Ray for no apparent reason. I imagined how he would've handled the bad dream incident, and it made me feel better to think fondly of him. I hope to God Ray-Ray is on fubar because it would be cool to hook-up with him again
Nine Inch Nails - The Fragile
she shines in a world full of ugliness she matters when everything is meaningless fragile she doesn't see her beauty she tries to get away sometimes it's just that nothing seems worth saving I can't watch her slip away I won't let you fall apart she reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by hoping someone can see if I could fix myseld I'd - but it's too late for me I wont let you fall apart we'll find the perfect place to go where we can run and hide I'll build a wall and we can keep them on the other side ...but they keep waiting ...and picking... it's something I have to do I was there, too before everyhting else I was like you
When I Rise
When I Rise For now my grave will suffice Though I will have no warmth I will be shielded from pain The darkness almost comforts Bringing a sense of peace Though it may drive me insane My Angel has distanced herself Once again my heart cracks How do we end up in this place? My love seems a burden to her Instead of embracing it She simply turns her face I wish I could erase myself Or just reset my life Maybe life would be different then I would probably be in the same situation The same circumstances surrounding I would still be an inkless pen I am so hurting and tired now My body weakened and frail I will try to close my eyes Maybe when the coma is over I will be a stronger man Hopefully I will, When I Rise
As I Watch
As I Watch She hides and struggles All I can do is watch For I have no say She is here but already gone She will make this choice And go her own way She will go for the wrong reason For a relationship that wont work One that doesnt last She will give herself up She will close herself off And her future will be like her past Not more than a last option I am just a worthless Useless Looser I lost to a man She doesnt love And he still gets to choose her The torment and hell The mental pictures I have As I lay awake in my bed Thoughts of how Great You and I could have been Have now gone dead
Double Trouble
Nightwish - Bless The Child
"I was born amidst the purple waterfalls. I was weak, yet not unblessed. Dead to the world. Alive for the journey. One night I dreamt a white rose withering, a newborn drowning a lifetime loneliness. I dreamt all my future. Relived my past. A witnessed the beauty of the beast" Where have all the feelings gone? Why has all the laughter ceased? Why am I loved only when I'm gone? Gone back in time to bless the child Think of me long enough to make a memory Come bless the child one more time How can I ever feel again? Given the chance would I return? I've never felt so alone in my life As I drank from a cup which was counting my time There's a poison drop in this cup of Man To drink it is to follow the left hand path "Where have all the feelings gone? Why is the deadliest sin - to love as I loved you? Now unblessed, homesick in time, soon to be freed from care, from human pain. My tale is the most bitter truth: Time pays us but with earth & dust, and a dar
How Do You Sleep?
this was written right after Katrina hit, when the devastation had just begun, and 3 years later, it still is visible... How do you sleep? To New Orleans, and everyone left behind How do you sleep at night Knowing your life is ever changed? How do you close your eyes Not knowing where your loved ones are? How do you dream at night Knowing so many others are in pain? How do you go on with your life When everything you ever knew is gone? How could God change so much In such a short few hours? And how do we pick up our lives Like the whole thing is over? How can we do it When it all has just begun?
hey! Wake up and lay me down for its me who will make you mine do you have have yahoo messenger? add me lets chat and who knows i fall in love with you see yah.........
Heartless Man
Looking back when I was a child, you were my hero and I looked up to you for everything. You made me smile everyday even when I was sad. We would watch the games together and you taught me it was alright for a girl to be into sports. You got a washcloth for me when I would cry and wipe away my tears with cool water. I wanted to be by your side all the time. You taught me how it was ok to be a tomboy and that it wasn't wrong. You would make me breakfast every Sunday and we would sit around the house and just talk. You said I was your little girl and that you would always be by my side... Years past and you and mom drifted apart, leaving me wondering how love could just die for someone else. I believed in my heart you would never lose love for me. I woke up one day and got the call and she said you to were getting a divorce. I still believed in you and never thought we would change. I woke up one day to find you in a lie, how could you have done that to me. I put it to the side and knew
Soon Leaving Fubar
after i make it to level 28 im done with fu.i had fun on here while it lasted meeting some cool people making good friendships and meeting even the assholes on here.fu only adds more drama to my life then i need.if i have you on my messanger then great i will keep in touch if i dont and you want to keep in touch with me email me or send it to me on fu.nice know all of you!much love...xoxoxoxox
Dethklok @ The Wiltern [part Two
2009 Birthdays - Copy And Add Yours!
2009 Birthdays Let's have some fun! See how long it gets and where this goes. This will be our big 2009 blog to pass. Give it a go! 365 Birthdays! This is kind of cool! Out of all of the billions of people who live in the world, there has to be somebody born on each date of the year. We are going to try to accomplish the task of seeing if we can fill the calendar up with a birthday on every day of the year. Add your name (NO LAST names) and your city / province (or state) next to your birth date to the list below. Then, send this list to all your friends, plus the person who sent it to you! Let's see if we can do it!! If someone has already put their name in the slot for the date of your birthday, please just add your name beside it and DO NOT DELETE THAT PERSON'S NAME!!! Jan. 1 = Jan. 2 = Jan. 3 = Jan. 4 = Jan. 5 = Jan. 6 = Jan. 7 = Jan. 8 = Jan. 9 = Jan. 10 = Jan. 11 = Jan. 12 = Jan. 13 =
Please Read This
The dreams at night theres no fright the day dreams inbetween with all that ive seen the tears before bed the tune in my head why wont u look at me when its plain to see that i can never let u go and i could never get sick of u u know no matter how many times u say that u dont desirve me in this loveing way i cant belive thats true because i really love you and i need u to read this so every time we kiss u will know in your heart that it could never be the same when were apart and everytime theres a skipped beat in my heart *u will know i loved u from the start*
Texas T And The Fire Pit
Ren And Stimpy - Smell My Face
I'm Yours
(Everyone who knows me knows I am a "rocker" or "metal-head". But now and then, I hear something that perfectly describes the way I feel. I will not call her out by name, but she knows who she is! This one's for you, love!) ================================================================================================== Im Yours - Jason Mraz Well you done done me and you bet I felt it, I tried to be chill but youre so hot that I melted. I fell right through the cracks, and now Im trying to get back. Before the cool done run out, Ill be giving it my bestest. Nothings going to stop me but divine intervention, I reckon its again my turn, to win some or learn some. I wont hesitate no more, no more, It cannot wait, Im yours. Well open up your mind and see like me, Open up your plans and damn youre free. Look into your heart and youll find love love love. Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me. A l peaceful melody. Its your God-forsake
Still Fly
Gator Boots, with the pimped out Gucci suit Ain't got no job, but I stay sharp Can't pay my rent, cause all my money's spent But that's okay, cause I'm still Fly Gotcha car play gems on shine Said it's mine, get a mink, Baby Girl let's ride You the number one stunner, and we gonna glide Go straight to the mall, turn out the inside Prowler Gucci full length leather, burbons cooler, Coogi sweater Twenty inches pop my feather I'm the Bird Man Daddy I fly in any weather Alligator seats with the head in the inside Swine on the dash, G-Wagon so fly Number one don't tangle and twisle When it come to these cars I am that Fella Gucci with the matching interior Three wheel ride with the tire in the middle It's Fresh and Stunna and we like brothers We shine like paint, Daddy, this our summer Gator Boots, with the pimped out Gucci suit Ain't got no job, but I stay sharp Can't pay my rent, cause all my money's spent But thats okay, cause I'm still Fly Got a quarter tank
Heart Strings
It's becoming more evident Much more obvious to me I thought much more of you Than you ever thought of me Was this my biggest mistake Letting myself think you cared Was I just your marionette With heartstrings open and bared With me left here still thinking What was false, what was true So puzzling and so complex Im left to await another clue On my heartstings you played Each left with a loving memory Yet I still have those questions Do you ever think about me Im wondering why all the intrigue Now why all of this mystery Why am I left here hanging Your the one that holds the key.
Sneezing And Sexual Thoughts...
lately my fiance has been sneezing, alot! He says its allergies, and it could be, but I found this news article and it causes me to pause... (WebMD) Sure, you sneeze when you've got a cold. But some sneezes may happen just by thinking about sex or having an orgasm, British doctors report. Mahmood Bhutta, a specialist in ear-nose-and-throat surgery at England's Wexham Park Hospital, writes of a colleague who once had a patient who "described uncontrollable fits of sneezing" immediately after having any sexual thought. That patient, who was a middle-aged man, had no other symptoms. He said he'd had those sneezing fits immediately after thinking sexual thoughts throughout his adult life. Bhutta and his colleague decided to do a little research, and they figured that since the condition might be embarrassing, it might not get reported --except in Internet chat rooms. So the researchers googled "sex, sneeze, OR sneezing" twice in 2007, and came up with reports by 17 people -
I Lovvveeee...
social experiments. Studying people just does it for me. I love to watch the actions, I love to control the variables, and I love to record the data. One of my favorites to do is on Fubar. If I have a picture of Jeff and I up, everything stops. I get no rates, no friend invites, no shouts, no gifts, nothing. Lets keep this clear. I have two out of five pictures of him in my default folder. I'm not hiding him, and its still abundantly clear we're dating. The second I change my default to just a picture of me, everything comes flooding in. I've been invited on 3 dates in 24 hours alone. 25+ friend requests, gifts out the ying yang, shouts left and right. Nothings changed in my default folder. I've still got those two pictures of the big scary man choking me in a loving fashion. Its like, the second they see a picture of a female, everything is thrown out the window. Including common sense. I find it down right hilarious. The other thing is how possessive and angry people get with
With her eyes closed she can feel his warm breath on her neck as he stands behind her, she feels his hand slide under her long silky, blonde hair, his fingers reaching her neck cause a shiver to pass through her! Moving her hair aside his lips pass over her slender neck, his warm breath chilling her body. Slowly his other hand passes over her shoulder following the curve of her body his fingers edging forward. Her nipples harden as his fingers brush by! He takes the zip of her black dress between his teeth and slowly moves down allowing both hands to follow pulling at the silk cloth, Her dress falls to the floor exposing her firm body his breathing increases! Her satin underwear shines in the candlelight entrancing him. His tongue slides slowly over her soft skin on the back of her leg as he moves slowly up reaching the base of her cheek. Her aroma fills the air as she becomes more aroused. His hand slides up her inner thigh slowly circling. The shivers increase as she feels his fi
Dear Pets...
PET RULES To be posted VERY LOW on the refrigerator door - nose height. Dear Dogs and Cats, The dishes with the paw prints are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate of food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out the other end
Come Check Us Out We Don't Bit Hard
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"forever, My Light"
As long as I can remember, I have fought evil in a world besieged by darkness. Then I found you. My beacon of light in my world of darkness. When I look into your eyes, I can hear children laughing. When I hear your voice, my heart sings. You have touched more than my heart. You have touched my soul. I will love you, forever. Be mine, forever. Be my light.
Welcome Back, Wolf
(Yes, I blatantly ripped this off and altered it. But it fits me sometimes.) ================================================================================================== I caught a glimpse of Heaven once. The Angels showed me. The idea was I'd kill for them. Clean up their mistakes on Earth. Eventually redeem myself for all my sins. Gain admittance to their kingdom. Tried it. Didn't like it. Told them where to stick it. So they brought me up to Heaven, to see what I'd be missing. God's love. Forgiveness. Peace. I hadn't seen that since I turned my back on hope years ago. Then I was cast down. Back to a world of killers. Rapists. Psychos. Perverts. A brand new evil every minute, spewed out as fast as men can think them up. A world where throwing a drug dealer or a child molester off a train bridge over the Mississippi River to tell his fellow scum you're back is a sane and rational act. The angels thought it would be Hell for me.... ...But they wer
Blatant Photoshopping Lol
Wow, so, I saw someone in a mumm say something about tranny manny in the HH. I had to take a look- the first pictures I saw were CLEARLY of an older womans face, photoshoped onto a younger womans body. I looked at the comments, and not one said anything like hey, your face/skin looks different than your body, what's up with that? No, all the horny men said was oh wow you're hot, blah blah blah. Her Salute is real, but if you look at her hands in the salute and the hands in the photoshopped pictures, you can SEE plain as day that it is not the right head on the body.
Ok this is wierd i was called a loser cuase I didn't get naked for a stranger. lol, How funny. But then i started thinking. Does everyone have naked pics of themselves on this site. Just a thought. Was Wowed that he thought i was just gonna show him my goods So he can wack it an i can't. Let me know if you think i am a prude.or am i just being me.
Eternal Sleep
The beauty of sleep waits for me She calls to me and wants me to follow She calls me while awake, tempts me with the promise of peace and tranquility Perpetual sleep How do I fight the darkness that is brooding and growing inside? How do I resist the temptation of quiet? Silence is something I need and crave The chaos is too much All I want is to be happy How can that be such an unrealistic request? I always thought that was what most people wanted, yet they constantly make life miserable for themselves and for those around them I know I'm fucked up but I don't fuck with other people's happiness Oh the serenity of sleep To sleep and never have to worry about this insanity called life Never being hurt again Never knowing what crying and heartache or agony of loss, the disappointment of lies and deceit, losing love, and never worrying about what could have been To know only the peace of darkness and silence I just wish I could sleep alone.
The Litany Of The Other Sun Keeping Me Awake
Sarah was down in our bed by one this morning again, it seems to happen when Martha takes her up and not me, I say its because I read her a story first and then cuddle her while my wife doesnt read her a story in her bedroom and I must have been asleep because Martha told me what shed said, the other sun kept her awake, after shed taken a shower and before I was going to. This is going to be the last night of Sarah coming down to sleep with us, I promise that; Martha and I reasoned out she was referring to the Christmas tree weve got on a timer that shines at the base of the stairs leading to the kids upstairs bedrooms. I was told also that the timer was set now to one fifteen in the morning; why our tree even needs to be shining that long bypasses my logic circuits. Still up, I have no problem with; I was thinking of formally stowing the tree and the ornaments next Tuesday, the day of Epiphany on Three Kings Day when tradition has it the wise men (how the Gospel of Matthew
The Way She Makes Me Feel
The way she makes me feel I sit here, thinking of the woman I long for, The woman I see, makes everything seem right She knows how to touch me, in ways no one else does She makes me feel so warm and peaceful inside I know I want to be near her always To touch her delicate skin, And to kiss such sweet, soft lips I know beneath that gorgeous facade There is an even more gorgeous person inside With her so far away it makes every muscle in my body ache If she only knew how much I need her now with me
Far Beyond Driven 33
FAR BEYOND DRIVEN!!!!! DJ Slay is on the air, and he is trading cookies for nookies!!!! Best metal around. Now Hiring!!
Happy New Year
Hey everyone. I want to wish everyone a Happy New Year and let you all know that I won't be on the internet again till February 1st. I'm going to be fixing stuff in my life and trying to get a few things on my to do list accomplished and the internet is just a distraction. Also I've been messing things up lately.. and I don't want to do it again.
Nice Guy
We have a pretty close group of people at work that have formed over the last couple of years. Myself, my counterpart who does economic development research, and our budget manager. We are all within about 8 years of age. The other guy is married, and our budget manager is a woman who is recently single. The other day we were having a conversation about relationships. She, of course, is a little tired of everything dealing with dating, but we were talking about what attracts people. She told me that women seem to have this desire for the "bad boys" as she called them. People that make you feel like you live life on the edge, but the trouble comes along when you realize you get the danger, but don't get anything else you would out of a relationship. I'm assuming she just got out of one of these relationships, I didn't ask. She told me she has this weakness, and she knows lots of her friends do as well. I can't argue with it, I've seen it myself. The funny part of the conversation
This Is Serious Or Resolutions
at the first of the year i was gonna quit fubar... why? because of some personal issues i had with someone on here that i feel really bad about. i was being an asshole. i guess that will start it off. 1. Don't be an asshole to people that are really nice to you just because you have issues. that said, i will be keeping an evolutionary log. good times, bad times, you know i've had my share. like things i want to do like... 2. Publish my first book in 11 years. 3. Finish my online classes for Adobe and go back to school to become a teacher. 4. Finish rebuilding my sites. 5. New better paying job. 6. Get my own place. Roommates are cool, but I miss my own stuff. 7. Participate in more community based events. 8. Quit smoking(once I finish the last two cigarettes) 9. Limit my drinking because it costs too damn much to be one of the boys and i'm incapable of getting anything important done. 10. Get another car that I'm not getting repaired every month. 11. Learn french.
Didn't know you wanted to see pictures of kids so bad, but hey, if you really want, give me 5 HH's and a year long VIP and you've got access. === 'jakez' wrote the following at '2009-01-01 12:09:55'.. > > how do i earn a peek at your priv collection
This Blog Is For You Palarisman
Fraude On Here dont trust this women
I Am Who I Am..
People are people and I am who I am, like me or don't. I have my right not wanting anything to do with someone who says one thing and then does another. I can see if the truth was told in the first place or if plans had changed then a phone call would be good you know so I wouldn't be waiting there like a fucking dumb ass. I am not fucking overreacting damn it I am standing up for what the fuck I believe in, because I don't like being lied to or taken advantage of is that fucking wrong??? Am I fucking making sense? Blah fuck it I'm fuckint tired of it.
Soul Survivor
[Intro:] Convict Akon and Young Jeezy Tryin' to take it easy Only way to go And So... [Chorus (Akon):] If you lookin' for me I'll be on the block With my thang cocked possibly sittin' on a drop (Now) 'Cuz I'm a rida (Yeah) I'm just a Soul Survivor (Yeah) 'Cuz er'body know the game don't stop Tryin' to make it to the top for your ass get popped (Now) If you a rida (Yeah) Or just a Soul Survivor [Verse 1 (Young Jeezy):] (Let's get it) Tonight I can't sleep--we livin' in Hell (Yeah) First they, give us the work then they throw us in jail (Ayy) Road Trip ya--I'm trafficing in the white Please Lord don't let me go to jail tonight (Yeah) Who Me?? I'm a Soul Survivor Ask about 'em in the street, the boy Jeez a rida (Jeez a rida) A hundred grand on my wrist, yeah life sucks Fuck the club, dawg, I rather count a million bucks (Ayy) [Chorus (Akon):] If you lookin' for me I'll be on the block With my thang cocked possibly sittin' on a drop (Now) 'Cuz I'm a rida
Booboo Has Auto 11's
I love when people add me because they're friends with someone else, or dating them, and then delete me when things go sour. Makes me lol.
Another Of My Awesom Peoms
I find myself awake at night just thinking of your charms.Oh what I would give tonight to hold you in my arms.I couldnt go another day without your warm embrace.And what I wouldnt give in life to see your smiling face.Nothing else is strong enough to make you go away.For you and only you my love are in my thoughts to stay.
I Wish It Was Legal To Kick My Husband's Ass.
Oh damn he has pissed me off good. OOOOOOOOOOOOoooooo I am so pissed! He is damn lucky that he doesn't get the wrath of me. He is DAMN lucky that it is a wrestling night. HE IS DAMN LUCKY THAT I LOVE HIM. How can such a smart man be such an idiot sometimes!!!!!!!!! The man is brilliant yet STUPID AS FUCK!!!! I want to punt his balls! I want to rip his head off Mortal Combat style, but I wont.I ooooooooooooooo man ooooooooooooooo FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!
Are you afraid of losing the person you like right now? -not really Have you ever cried from being so mad? -yeah Does anyone hate your ex? -besides me? Is anything bothering you? -not really Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them? -yeah Are you missing anyone? -yeah Song you're listening to? -Nothing right now What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? -why did i stay up so late What's your ex doing? -who cares Have you ever tried your hardest, then got disappointed later on? -yeah Are you happier now Or four months ago? -Now Have you ever given up on someone, but then went back to them? -Yes Who was the last person to call you? -D Have you made any new regrets this year? -not yet Have you ever been arrested? -yes Does anyone know your myspace password? -no Do you know a secret about one of your friends that would embarrass them? -probably Do you do your own la
There Are 3 Types Of Ppl In This World...pussies Dicks And Assholes
Pussies don't like dicks, because pussies get fucked by dicks. But dicks also fuck assholes: assholes that just want to shit on everything. Pussies may think they can deal with assholes their way. But the only thing that can fuck an asshole is a dick, with some balls. The problem with dicks is: they fuck too much or fuck when it isn't appropriate - and it takes a pussy to show them that. But sometimes, pussies can be so full of shit that they become assholes themselves... because pussies are an inch and half away from ass holes
Cris Singin My Girl To Me
Friends In Need
Now first of all, and most importantly it was not supposed to happen. Sometimes people in need just happen to find each other and their loneliness fades for a while. She was only over to watch a movie. It was cold so we sat together in order to share a warm cover. The movie was bland and predictable, so it had little or nothing to do with the nights adventure. No it was the long day of work that started it. At some point we fell asleep. I woke up as we rounded midnight, and the room was bathed in a blue light. The VCR had shut down and the TV was displaying it's blue screen. She was there beside me sleeping silently in my arms. I'm not sure what it was, perhaps I just needed to feel someone soft and warm in my arms. It just felt right. I looked down at her and I was surprised to find her staring at me with big wonderful eyes. Eyes that seemed to ask for more. I leaned down and she met me in a long kiss. There was a wanting, a desire in her kiss. She opened her mouth and let me explore.
Breaking The Rules
She wondered where these feelings came from; the feeling of wanting to rip things apart, to throw things, to break things. She could feel it, a crushing, tight sensation in her chest. Her breathing was choppy and uneven. Her hands curled into fists, the long nails digging into her palms, and she took several long, deep breaths. It didn't help. She knew he was coming over soon. She both wanted him there and wanted to be alone. She knew that she would not be able to hide the way she felt. He knew her so well. He could gauge her emotions so easily, sometimes with just a quick glance at her face. As she paced around the living room, she could feel her body heating up. Her thoughts were racing, and she was trying to sort through the myriad of emotions surging inside herself. She felt angry, frustrated, lonely, and a deep sense of not having any control over her own life. Friends made plans, then broke them. The harder she worked at her job, the busier it got. Some of her friends were
Sir Lick A Lot
Where Im At
i have 3 daughters, my 19 yr old and the 11 yr old live w/me. i was married 4 18yrs. i am a marine tech. have been in the trade for 30 yrs. i have my own repair shop in hudson, im not a drunk,or pill popper, i've worked hard to get what i have. i belive in god,i belive in carma...and i am thankful for that i have.. (this would be easier in person. but would take a while) lol so.. hope thats a start, or ask me something else about whatever you want.i'll gladly reply dave
I'm A Wussy...........
watchin a movie with my daughter , cryin like a baby at the sad parts . : ( I'm a sap .......
A New Beginning
One day, one moment, The glimpse of a doves first lyrical flight. Freedom, love, and pain all end in the night. To know me is to know suffering, to know pain. No remorse, no chance at gain. Life ends and begins with her first breath, her first light. All at once life makes sense somehow....Somehow it seems right.
How Do I Tell You How I Feel About You?
How do I tell you how I feel about you When everytime i think of you my body shakes everytime i see you my knees grow weak and everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end. When everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there everytime i see you smile my heart melts and every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end. I've tried somehow to say: you're the sun that lights up my sky the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high I want so much to tell you: that without you with me each day my day isn't complete that since day one I've always wanted to be with you that no matter what's going on in my life you're the reason there's a smile on my face and that loving you seems to be all I need to know. But everytime I want to the words just wont come out to you it may sound mushy or too cute you may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed Then to try to tell you exactly whats on
Love Horoscope For Virgo Today
The Three of Swords card suggests that dwelling on past pain, heartbreak or loss leaves you vulnerable to further attack or reopens old wounds. It can ultimately consume you, particularly if it is your own heart that has betrayed you. Thoughts of getting even will make things worse. Taking each betrayal or loss too personally becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy so that when you do finally let down your guard and trust again, you find yourself embroiled in the same emotional drama you vowed to avoid. Being on the defensive or carrying a chip on your shoulder practically ensures tension or wounded pride and your self-esteem may suffer as a result. Certain loss is irrevocable. The ensuing crisis can be a turning point for your relationship or love life, but only if you are willing to let go and take a chance.
Get A Life
I am making this blog to those ppl who made FUBAR thier life... like this one chic for example HOTBLOOD...DARQUE ORCHID'S FU-FIANCE I came across her page from somone on my friends list... was on her page for about 10 seconds and then bounced around to other pages. Not to long after she was writting me all upset cuz I did not rate her or add her as a friend. lol I only rate ppl who are intresting to me or has come to my page and rated me. If you check me out then guess what Im gonna check u out right back. Simple as that. SO anyways she got her panties up in bunch all cuz I did not rate or add her lol She compares fubar to her home. That me going to her page is like me going into her home lmao WOW! Got a life much? I expressed again how sad it was for her to even compare her online fubar page to her real home. That is real sad. She got even more all upset and threatend me online over a message lmao (ooo im really scared) PLEASE PPL! Fubar is a online popularity contest.
I wonder if you think of me When night is drawing near. And in the shadows of your room The walls around you disappear. I wonder if in your quiet thoughts Your dreams of me are anymore. When in the silent, velvet blue The moon is tapping at your door. I wonder if the shining stars That dangle from the clouds above Reminds you of my whispered words In promise of eternal love. I wonder of the lonely light That breaks upon the early dawn Still holds a tender memory for now So long I have been gone. I wonder if you dream of me When the cloudless skies are blue Because across each day and night My thoughts are constantly of you.
Here We Go Again....
People = Shit lyrics Here we go again, motherfucker Come on down, and see the idiot right here Too fucked to beg and not afraid to care What's the matter with calamity anyway? Right, get the fuck outta my face Understand that I can't feel anything It isn't like, I wanna sift through the decay I feel like a wound, like I got a fuckin' Gun against my head, you live when I'm dead One more time, motherfucker Everybody hates me now, so fuck it Blood's on my face and my hands, and I Don't know why, I'm not afraid to cry But that's none of your business Whose life is it? Get it, see it, feel it, eat it Spin it around so I can spit in it's face I wanna leave without a trace 'Cuz I don't wanna die in this place People equal shit People equal shit People equal shit People equal shit (Whatcha gonna do?) People equal shit ('Cuz I am not afraid of you) People equal shit (I'm everything you'll never be) People equal shit It never stops, you can't be everyth
Can't Wait To See My Baby :d
On Tuesday 01/13/09 Im scheduled for the ultrasound :D I hope I get to find out the sex of our baby.. I'm so excited !!!!!!!!!!
Long Time Coming
Well now that I have a steady income I can give up doing other shit. Odd jobs working on PC's and shit to that effect, or working for my old boss. (LONG STORY) But I got one more job to finish, needless to say this one has hit more dead ends then I care to admit. Alas I am done being the go to guy when the shit hits the fan. An I am more relieved then anything.
Bright Eyes...
My son turned me on to this....I love it.
Dj Arterious @ Gods Forsaken Radio
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For Everyone Who Has Lost Someone Close To There Heart......
I'M FREE Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free I'm following the path God has chosen for me. I took His hand when I heard him call; I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day, To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way; I've now found peace at the end of day. If my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joys. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss; Oh yes, these things, I too will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow Look for the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much; Good friends, good times, a loved ones touch. Perhaps my time seems all to brief; Don't lengthen your pain with undue grief. Lift up your heart and peace to thee, God wanted me now-He set me free
Just a random stupid bunch of questions. I get really bored. full name: Joshua Micheal Ray nicknames: joshsui,ray-ray,gumbi and sweet cheeks birthday: Oct. 2, 1988 where were you born: Belingham, WA zodiac sign: Libra height: 5'7 weight: 150 hair color: Brown eye color: blue shoe size: Depends on the shoe, 9 usually ring size: don't know really skin type: idk blood type: na siblings: 5 tattoos: 0 piercings: 0 hobbies: biken, computers,ps3,music and my volvo favorites color: Red food: Peperoni pizza candy: starburst type of cheese: pepperjack pizza topping: pepperoni and olives salad dressing: Depends on what I am using it for. sandwich: Turkey! cereal: honey bunches of oats fruit: apples,peaches and grapes vegetable: corn berry: strawberry cake: angel food book: Harry Potter's pendrans movie: man on fire magazine: road and track newspaper: skagit
Noone Gets Out Of Life Alive...
Could be argued... LOL Some would say no one gets out alive... Some would argue that either Muhammed or Elijah & Enoch did. Others would say you get out to the next level... Some would say the next level is Eternal Life (truly alive) or Eternal Damnation... Some say, "I am Imortal, this is the Gathering, there can be only one."
Hallucinate Dessegregate Mediate Alleviate Try not to hate Love your mate Don't suffocate on your own hate Designate your love as fate A one world state As human freight The number eight A white black state A gentle trait The broken crate A heavy weight Or just too late Like pretty Kate has sex ornate Now devastate Appreciate Depreciate Fabricate Emulate The truth dilate Special date The animal we ate Guilt debate The edge serrate A better rate The youth irate Deliberate Fascinate Deviate Reinstate Liberate To moderate Recreate Or detonate Annihiliate Atomic fate Mediate Clear the state Activate Now radiate A perfect state Food on plate Gravitate The Earth's own weight Designate your love as fate At ninety-eight we all rotate Hallucinate Dessegregate Mediate Alleviate Try not to hate Love your mate Don't suffocate on your own hate Designate your love as fate A one world state As human freight The number eight A white
Taking A Break From Here...
I decided to take a break from here for awhile. I have quite a few things going on currently over the next few weeks and months that require my attention. I'm sure I will stop by my page every so often and just to say hello. Have fun y'all and don't forget to visit the Flirtations Lounge!
Far Beyond Driven 52
Viciously *Owner @FarBeyondDriven is live on the air!!!!
I Saw The Moon
and I thought of you and how that silvery light would play within the green of your eyes or in the blonde of your hair wishing I could do more than imagine wishing that the moon could turn back time letting the light bathe over me to a time when your light bathed me I saw the moon tonight and thought of you and wished you so many good things but in its glow all I could be sure of is my love for you although it is spent on words that dissolve into the night not knowing if they are ever heard but they are uttered if only as a whisper as I look at the moon tonight and think of you
Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart in your hands? Why do I answer to your every demand? Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong? Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong? Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right? Why do I feel like I should please you by not putting up a fight? Why do I care about you even though you hurt me? Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality? Why do I try to hide from what is true? Why do I still have these feelings for you?
Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.
Clearly, I'm An Idiot...
I have two people who "love" me and yet I am still unhappy. I don't understand myself. That is all I want...happiness. It always seems just out of my reach. I guess the thing to figure out is what makes ME happy. It's hard to think like that when you have lived your life for someone else. I am 28 years old and 10 of those years I lived my life for my husband. TEN!! That is a lifetime. I have so much going on inside my mind right now..just trying to figure out how to live my life alone is killing me. I know it sounds insane but...I'm lost. Starting over is hard I know...I heard all the pep talks I can really stand, though I needed everyone of them. So now after smoking 5 B's I am no longer hurting..emotionally of physically. Maybe now..I can get some rest? mind wont let me rest!
My Baby
Any one that is on my friends list knows i have a three year old lil girl named gracie rayne on the 14th she goes in for surgery on her face please keep her in your thoughts and prayers
Night Sounds
Passions revealed, desires sedated, never once believed, such pleasures awaited. Romance claimed lost, desire now greed, no estatic long nights, just fullfilling a need. But with lingering glances, on satin smooth skin, through the night we languish, in the erotica of skin. A candle lit dinner, alone to test our will, champaine on ice , inhibitions to chill. A fire in the hearth, our only light, yet hold back the urges, as passion fills the night. Caressing your hair, a masage designed to please, your breathing grows soft, a sensual tease. Lips finally meet, so tender and hoping, tounges intertwine, searching not groping. Finger tips trace, from your neck down your spine, awakening nerves the pleasure , devine. Cloths whisper as they fall to the floor, bringing pleasure in the skin they show, no rush no hurry all night, to take it slow. A trail of kisses, the soft backs of knees, bodys aching yearning, eager to please. By the
Why Me? I Love You Baby!
why is it when some one is being nice to someone that the other person gets to walk all over the one that is being nice ? who gives them the right to walk all over someone ?i dont under stand why people have to be mean and nasty like that ? you io have been nice to someone that i thought cared about me and now i am gitting the cold shoulder and w/es and i didnt do anything to her i just do get how someone that was there for someone when they needed it now gets the run around ! some one please help me out here if anyone is gitting the cold shoulder from the one that you love please come talk to me !
"this Hunger."
This Hunger This hunger never goes away, its never satisfied Despite the many things Ive done and the many ways Ive tried No, my craving it would never change if I had a voice I know the thing that fills me up, its such a simple choice This hunger comes at night, and it lives here in the day And no matter how I feed it, it never goes away It burns here in my very soul, it dwells within my core Always so demanding, always wanting more This hunger has a name, most would not recognize You wont see it on that menu, youre scanning with your eyes It cant be found in any Bistro, or in the swankiest caf Or in the finest restaurant that serves the best fillet You see, its really much more rare that that, a special delicacy This thing that feeds my hunger, a dish meant just for me And every time I finish up, Im wanting more, its true Because my hunger has a name, and that name is you. Copyright 2009 by Steve Santini. All Rights Reserved.
Worst Pick Up Lines
Worst Pick Up Lines Just call me milk, I'll do your body good. Your body's name must be Visa, because it's everywhere I want to be. Can I buy you a drink, or do you just want the money? I may not be Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make your Bed Rock. I may not be the best looking guy here, but I'm the only one talking to you. My love for you is like the Energizer bunny, it keeps going and going. Yo Baby, you be my Dairy Queen, I'll be your Burger King, you treat me right, and I'll do it your way, right away. I'd like to screw your brains out, but it appears that someone beat me to it. If you were a new hamburger at McDonald's, you would be McGorgeous. Is that Windex you're wearing? Because I can see myself in your pants. I wish you were a Pony Carousel outside Walmart, so I could ride you all day long for a quarter. Wanna play house? You be the screen door and I'll slam you all night long. Excuse me, do you have your phone number, I've
New Music Radio
I found a wonderful Christian radio station and it is very soothing and inspirational especially during these hard economic times. The local station is Miracle 89.1 fm.
So he tells me today that he wants me to be his other woman. I sorta rejoice, for a sec. What he fails to see though is that I am a woman....that I don't share...that I am much more than the other woman. That he can't see what's right in front of him. That he is the only one I break my rules for. That I am tough as shit with everyone else...and try as I might with him....I can be nothing other than raw & uncensored with him. But I reconize that he can't see that. And it hurts me...and in turn it hurts those that genuinely love me. But you can't help who you love & why you love them. I hate that I hurt my best friend when I talk about him. I hate that I see hurt in her eyes whenever I talk about him. He knows how I feel about him...acknowledges it even. Maybe it's time to start acting like he means nothing to much as that would kill me. I hate playing these games....and I hate that sometimes you have to play those games in order to show the person just how you fee
The Good Life!!
what is the good life having it all or having what you need thats what i ask myself everyday and i just want more and more but whats it all worth when im gone !!?? i just want to tell you all live happy and life is defenetly good!!!
Stay... Don't run. I don't need more people running away from me. I need people to stay with me. Stay. Through grief and happiness, good and bad, heaven and hell, for better or for worse. Stay with me. Don't run, not you too. Don't. I long for you. Long for you all. All you people who I know, love and care about. I want you to be around, I don't want to separated from you. I do need to be alone sometimes, but not to be left alone. Stay. Stay with me. Stay for me. For yourself. For us. For joy. For loyalty. For friendship. For love. For giving without craving. For being who we are. Me. With me. Be here with me. I need you here. Talk. Talk with me. Communicate. Communicate without words. Look at me. A single look, stories and stories contained within seconds of eye contact. Stay... Please, stay! I don't want you to leave... I push you away, time after time, I don't mean to. Withdrawing further into the darkness, the place in which I recover the best, b
Monica, Monica, Monica
Moinca the Great!!!!!! She is point whoring AGAIN!! She has an Happy Hour and Auto 11's today!!! Happy Hour is @ 4pm pst So rate her hard Cus if you dont she will crop dust you all MONICA THE GREAT, IF YOU CRUSH ME, PLEASE TELL ME SO I CAN LOVE ON YOU!! Member of Dangerous curves@ fubar You know you want to kiss her A$$!! So what are you waiting for. Go now and rate her this pimp out was brought to you by ME!!!!! Love ya Monica KCPilar69~R/L Fiance 2 CravenMoorehead ~Protected By Bounty Hunter@ fubar KissBy Prince
Mending Hearts is the best place to start. Meanding heart is the best way to start. We all need to mend our hearts from hurt That people put us thow But just were do we start Our friends,Family, loved one who Tear you heart apart Just were do we start with mending our hearts I know our hearts maybe shatter in two But those are alright I sure your heart Took time to mend from one thing or another So I think that my heart is fallen apart I just dont know were to start KaTrina AnnReed Copyright 2009 KaTrina AnnReed
Sweet~n~sexxay Spotlight Auction!
Want to own this BigDaddy click the pic below to make a bid on me! Win a salute from me and my wife SinfulBrat all fubucks goes to Sweet~N~Sexxay 4 her spotlight fund Win a salute from me all fubucks goes to Sweet~N~Sexxay 4 her spotlight fund
I am awake and silent. There is someone that I think I may well know sleeping soundly behind me. My key board has a high pitched click. I always end up with noisy laptops like these. I cant sleep a wink and there is something very unpleasant that I have to do in the morning. I didnt want to take pictures for you. On YOUR dime. That is something I generally do only on my time when the light hits a specific way. And I rise. I was in Vegas all week making love and business contacts. What were you doing? I havent had the time I usually use to spend on this or that and of course that means I must get caught up. You arent making it very easy you know? I had my adderal stolen or perhaps I simply lost it. I insist however, that it was stolen. Because of this I slept all day and cant rest now. This may mean I will miss taking the very photos I have no intention of taking in the first place. But I want the opportunity to do and feel new things. So why do I retreat
You Are My Dream Come True
I think of you and dream of moonlit nights in a garden of slow waltzes, soft kisses and romance. In that dream, as we dance and hold each other close, I look up at the sky spinkled with sparkling stars and blow a kiss to them for making you come true.
I wish we could be together each and every second. But, because we can't just remember your always on my mind. I know its hard to release our arms from around each other. But remember I will always be with you in heart, mind, and soul. My world is all about you and me, with nothing but real feelings that are so true. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sometimes you might feel sad and lonely wanting me to hold you in my arms. I'll then call or txt you unexpectedly to cheer you up with my charm. If I could have it my way, You'd be with me every night and day in my arms. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I Dunno
still lost..I just don't know what I want, where I want to be or who I want to be with. I am trying so hard to stand on my own two feet...not doing very well, I don't think. I spend most my waking hours high...I mean MOST of them. I am still after the same thing though...happiness.
Roisin Dubh
A Black Rose A Black Rose, Glistening in the rain, I'll forever love you, I'll never lose hope, But until you come back, Here’s a Black Rose, For my love… The Black Rose
Bullshit And Boys...
Seems I need some hipwader to walk through the neck deep bullshit that has been put in my way. If you say something then you had best mean it...if not then leave that person alone. I cannot believe I am back on FUBAR...hope it's a better ride than last time.
Without A Touch
The simple touch Of a feather, Oh, the pitch in your breath. Arousement without the touch Of skin. Excitement, eagerness Brings surpriseing dreams. My lips hover over your neck. Tension that is so pleasureable. Passion flows through your viens Like a liquid fire that has been unleashed Underneath the tamed heart, Wild and free., smooth... Yeah, imagine this me touching you. Ice, slick and divine... I'm driveing you to the edge... Yes, yes. Smile, baby, smile. Because all this without a touch Is nothing to compare what my fingers can do when I touch you.
What Kind Of Food Are You?
You Are Chinese Food Exotic yet ordinary. People think they've had enough of you, but they're back for more in an hour. What Kind of Food Are You?
An Ode To The Fu Whores...... would appear the Fu Gods are unhappy with the Imy today.......well the gods and the my day is complete :-| I have re- re-edited this post, so it is at least presentable.....I hope :-s A cynical look at the Fu If music be the food of love......then let it speak of all loves.......... 36D Lyrics Artist: The Beautiful South (Buy The Beautiful South CDs) Album: 0898 (Heaton/Rotheray) Close your legs, open your mind Leave those compliments well behind Dig a little deeper into yourself And you may find Come over here just sit right down Needn't comb your hair, needn't pout or frown I hear you've turned our young men Into dribbling clowns 36D so what (D) so what Is that all that you've got? 36D so what (D) so what Is that all that you've got? Make their day and go ahead Remove your clothes lie on their bed Just a last gasp chance or an outside bet To the easily led And before you do just what you do H
To Whom I Run From
This thing I run from, The one that haunts my darkest nights, Pursues me through my sunniest days, The thing that makes me who I am to be, Who takes me in, strips me down, Flays the tender skin from my sinew and fibre, Who makes Mr Hyde skulk to darkened corners of my soul, in mortal fear, I lay in dark turmoil as I catch the laughter this world discards, The nemesis I run from, over shards of broken glass, Always discovered from my hiding, never alone from shrieks of twisted joy, Driven to one last drink for the road of disillusionment, A journey so often travelled, past the broken and alone, Another red eyed corpse awaiting hells vultures, Faces contorted in hellish fears unknown, Clasping for my ankle to drag me down, My life lived fatigued from my minds never-ending marathon, To forever turn in this eternal grave, a ceaseless sufferer of ADHD, Long after rusting nails have lost their resonance, Landlords weep tears of lost profits at my passing, Though they may n
I Forgot
My mothering fucking badd assss tattoooo!!!!
ok i got alot to say and here i go i dont give a shit about all the negative comments you all aint got nothing better to do than slam someone well then your leaving someone else alone and why dont i give a crap what you think if i dont know you your opinion means nothing to me so whateva lol, anyway this is about some of the most wonderful people ive ever met, i just want to say i cant mention you all by name but you all know who you are like for instance i have the most incredible best friend anyone could ever have and hes gotten me through some pretty rough shit i will say, there are not enough words to express the wonderful things you have done. and for the others of you that im close to you know who you are i want to say i thank god every day for all of you. all of you are super important to me
The Darkness Rising
Come to the most fun lounge join us! DJSpike and Portorican Princess Owners of Come and join us!!!! Come and have fun meet new Peoples come and join me and have fun live music all the time!!!! ?? PortoricanPrincess/Owner of Potorican Princess Lounge/ Rating Revolution@ fubar ~DJ Spike ~HEAD ENFORCER @ MOONLIGHT REVENGE~fu bf to lone wolf aka drusilla@ fubar
Silly Me
Yesterday Rich had his two friends over to discuss some nerd stuff and they brought along their daughter. She's a cutie and just turned 4 years old. She pretty much sat on my lap most of the time. She saw all my toys that I had on my computer desk and wanted to play with them. I have a bunch of odd and ends stuff on my computer. Lot of colorful things that caught her eye. Like my My Little Ponies....Bah she wanted to play with I let her play with those for a bit. Then she saw my nail polish collection and decided to play house with them? Pretended that they were little people or something. Goddess only knows how long they were over. Waaaay past a 4 year old's bed time. It was sometime after Midnight that they left. I was tired of babysitting...and my legs were getting sore from her sitting on my lap. After they left, I went to go visit one of my friends. He just recently moved and he wanted me to see his new place. Got directions how to get lost but fin
Adam And Eve
Love Song For No One
Love Song for No One by John Mayer
Love may be tender. Love may be kind, but is love forever? Until the end of time. Love is honest. Love is sweet- but before a committment, are your supressions beat? Love is hope. Love is new. Love is wonderful. Love is... you.
Spiraling Into The Moist Mist Of Madness
Love is a slow decay. It is more essential to a hopeless romantic than the air that they breathe. A perpetual Juliet, ever seeking an attainable ecstacy in the depth of her Romeos hold; this is me. I feel myself freefalling towards a hurt my heart cant fathom and inside I ache for arms outstretched to catch me. Are you still there? I look through the fog in my clouded mind, eyes searching for a glimpse of my hero. To coddle me, protect me for this meddlesome madness and unavoidable saddess that consumes a heart that is easily broken and that has been shattered and shred so many times before. Validation, vindication : life-blood to my soul. Whisper to me in a crowded room that you will love me evermore and that your only desire is me. Never hurt me, never leave me with wonder. You alone easily can fill the void, the emptiness or in gross neglect make this sea of tears rise into a tsunami. I am needy; but was it naught you who vowed to fulfill my needs? Could you not easily utter th
Gotta Like Foamy
As Darkness Fall
As night fall came, she had came home from her evening outting. AS she was getting ready for bed, she heard something calling her name. She thought to herself [ aw its just the wind blowing] as she continue getting ready for bed. As she put on her black silk teddy on, she decided to read a book before she went to sleep. So with one lamp on, she crawl into her bed and began to read. As an hour pass, she was getting tired when she heard her name being call again. At first, she just ignored the sound, but the sound kept on. Now she was worry and scared. So she got up and put her black silk robe on and went to the window to see if anyone was outside. It was foggy outside but she can hear the sound comming from the forest. So she open the french door, as the fog came into the house with a gentle flow, it fill her room up and she then heard the sound even louder. So she went outside and follow the sound into the forest. As she got closer and closer the sound got louder and louder. She
Only Read If You Are A True Friend
Sex Just 4 Fun
Your Sex Sign is... You're dreamy and romantic, with an active sexual imagination. You'll fantasize about something before trying it, and you love role play. Sex is an artistic expression, and you love to be the traditional victim in distress. Pisces, you are dreamy, romantic, and old fashioned. You are the sexual sign with the most active fantasy life. You will go to any length to act out your favorite sexual fantasy... And you are an expert role player. You love to be seduced in the most tender ways - And can seduce others according to their fantasies. You adapt to lovers' moods and leave them breathless with intensity. You are moody, and you can get wounded easily. Your gentle spirit needs protection - and usually gets it. Few can resit your capcity for love. You are mostly attracted to artistic, moody types. Your versitility makes you perfect for any lover who likes to act out sex fantasies. You'll go along with almost anything, as long as you g
Help Please I Will Help You :)...
Ben has been fu king forever! Please help level him to GODFATHER!! He is a real sweetheart!! Fan, add , rate, bling, love him up!!!! email me...@ fubar Fu-King --> Godfather 1,463,239 to go!! (repost of original by '~Metal Baby ~CLUB F.A.R. Team Greatness Capt~Sarge's Bad Girls~Fu Angel~Up 4 Auction!' on '2009-01-23 22:39:56')
Missing You
My heart aches within from missing you, My lips long for the feel of kissing you, Right now all I need is to gently touch your skin, To look into your eyes and see deep within, Just one warm embrace, Just to look upon your face, Just one little touch, From the one I love so much, If I could gaze upon your smile, For just a little while, To know that you miss me too, As I'm thinking of you, To hear the sound of you breathe, Knowing you'll never leave, To see you walk up to me, Then embrace you tenderly, To just be with the one who's sent my heart reeling, And brought about this downpour of emotion and feeling, I sit here alone in my office tonight, And pray that somehow this all turns out right, I've never been one to do more taking than giving, I'm not well off but I work hard for a living, I've told you many thoughts that weren't borrowed or bought, And in lifetime, who would have thought, That I have found someone who was just meant for me, I can't explain th
About Me
Ive started to look at the world through new eyes. I have come to terms with the fact that I am not perfect,no one is..;I am a pretty laid back girl, easy to get along with,But I understand not everyone will always love me, appreciate me, or approve of the things I do or who I am. And you know what? That's perfectly okay. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. Either way I am not going to change what I do, who I am,I know that not everyone will always be there for me. However, I've learned to not count on anyone being there for me, the only thing I can really count on is the unexpected- and most importantly; myself. I get in life what I truly believe I deserve. And trust me, I have had my fair share of liars, backstabbers, and cheaters... and all along they thought they got the best of me. But today, Im standing right here laughing in their faces. After all that I know what I deserve, and I deserve to be treated with love, sensitivity, kindness, and most importantly RESPECT. And
Covered In Snow
A girl so sweet she makes me fly my heart rate rises with a look in her eye A girl so unique shes the secret in my heart she gave me goose bumps from the very start A girl so adorable it makes me sick I think of her smile with every clocks tick A girl so perfect she makes me forget how horrible life is, Im so glad we met I know her love is destined for greater things but a boy can still lust over sharing matching rings A woman so special i miss her everyday time goes by so slow when she's away A woman so lost she cant find her way too many distractions for her id say A woman so beautiful she has her own glow like an ice park in heaven covered in snow A woman so mysterious she came out of the blue why she talks to me? i still have no clue I hope you'll always be there in my life How different things would be to call you wife
Thought Of The Day Jan 26, 2009
Its hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of, you just have to learn to let go and face the fact that while good things never lastsome dont even start..
Lets Talk Notes
Im a musician, well sort of. Im actually a music producer. I consider myself a musician because I have had formal training at one point in my life. In high school, I used to be in my high school marching band and orchestra. I am a percussionist, but I can play the piano and guitar by ear. It's something I've always been able to do. I cant read notes, but I can pick up on melodies and harmonies really well. I'm also able to group instruments together to incorporate a certain sound. That's why I consider myself a musician. I was wondering if there is anyone on fubar who shares my passion for music. It doesnt have to be just hip hop or r&b. My ear is open to all of the world's music, and I feel a real musician understands that.
Wolves Den
I am trying my hand at setting up a lounge. Feel free to drop by and say hi. It is a work in progress so please bear with me. Here is the link:
My Backyard Wrestling Days- Me Getting A Lighttube Shot
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The Biggest Racists I See Today...
Nothing I write in these is really up for discussion. These are my opinions, if they offend, get over it. I really don't give a shit. It's funny, I shave my head (For no other reason other then the fact I like shaving my head) and I get grouped in with the cow fuckin inbred white power idiots. Who has so far made that assumption? Females who decided because they're takin black cock every night that they are more "accepting" and "color" blind then everyone else... It's bad enough the young ones put on thoes stupid oversized "stunna shades" and pout their lips out and all the sudden figure they're all the sudden ghetto... But then there are the ones that have all that "Interracial" artwork and so on... Yeah, now who's givin a fuck about the color of a person's skin. Can't accept the fact that the civil rights movement is over? IT'S NOT A BIG FUCKIN DEAL, and the only people who really give a shit that you're fuckin a black dude is other idiots goin off on the "I'm better then y'all be
I Said Yes!!!!!!!!
Types Of Kisses
Types of KIssEs Current mood: adored Below you will find a variety of kiss types. If you find some that catch your fancy, feel free to try them :-) Butterfly Kiss - With your faces less than a breath away, open and close your eyelids against your partners. If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart. Cheek Kiss - A friendly, "I really like you" kiss. Often the preferred kissing method of a first date. With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek. Earlobe Kiss - Gently sip and suck the earlobe. Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors. Eskimo Kiss - With your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together. Eye Kiss - Hold your partner's head with both hands and slowly move their head in the direction you wish your kiss to go... then slowly kiss up towards your partner's eyes and give them a tender kiss on top of their closed eyes. Eyelid Kiss - While
Day I Will Never Forget
So one year ago one of the worst days of my life happened. I lost 5 of my friends. They died hero's and anyone that says anything bad about our soldiers better run cause i will beat your asses. They gave their lives protecting the civilians of Iraq who show everyday how much they appriacaite our soldiers being there. No not every Iraqi wants us there, but more do and they are the ones we defend each day. My friends were killed and I refuse to believe it was in vain. As my other friends went to help them and stayed with their bodies until help could come I almost lost more. Losing them was horrible but the part that was so much harder was being their with their wives, kids, parents, and siblings. Having to keep strong for them and having to stand there with our rear-d captian when he informed the rest of the wives in the company, having to go through the pictures of each of those men to put memorial books together for their families, and having to great and support everyone at the ser
Thursday 29th Of Jan. 09(empty)
somethings just do not work out for me anymore i feel so empty inside, not suicidal but so down in the dumpa. nothings is right for me in this new year. net goes down for an hour, comes back then cable is gone for more t han 6 hours and stillgone now (since like 5 am this morning i guess). why me eh? am i so unlucky in life i have to suffer like this.
The Mighty Mighty Bosstones-the Rascal King
Well he was fueled by a lackDrew inspiration from a needSo many problems to crackAnd mouths to feedCrooked was the pathAnd brazen was the walkA cocky swagger, up the ladderAnd could he ever talkThe last hurrah?Nah! I'd do it againThe Rascal King behind the barsOr the one in front of themThe love of GodAnd constant contradictionsWith just a smile, wink or nodWhat's stranger fact or fiction?And never ceasing to amazeOn a regular basisFirst hand into his pocketOr first fist into the facesThe last hurrah?Nah! I'd do it againThe Rascal King behind the barsOr the one in front of themA legendary characterWhen?Only thenWhere?Only thereA hero or a hooligan?Well, that part's never clearPride or shame, it's all the sameWho's innocent or who's to blame?Politics or just a game?Well in the end they knew his nameThe last hurrah? Nah! I'd do it againThe Rascal King behind the barsOr the one in front of them
Baviaan Winked. He Knew.
Said Leopard to Baviaan (and it was a very hot day), Where has all the game gone? And Baviaan winked. He knew. Said the Ethiopian to Baviaan, Can you tell me the present habitat of the aboriginal Fauna? (That meant just the same thing, but the Ethiopian always used long words. He was a grown-up.) And Baviaan winked. He knew. And the longer I live, the less I find I actually know. This passage from one of Rudyard Kiplings Just So Stories leapt out to me when I read it; for childrens stories, they are a little antiquated but theyre fun to read. Last night was the second night in a row our daughter Sarah didnt have a story read to her before she went to sleep because shed been misbehaving some time during the day. I cant just say it is a stage because I live with her (and our son Jeffrey and my wife Martha and her sister and their aunt Mary) and Im in close proximity to her a way Im not with others. It feels just a little like failure on my part when our kids d
Respect People For Who They Are
People shouldnt be judge on the base of their looks. not the size of the tits, how big dick or the body mass and shape. people should be judge on the actions they give out towards them self and other people... i know i am not perfect i have judge people with out knowing them.. if we want to change who we are as a person as a human race, we must change are self to better are self than work on other..I respect those who respect me as a person.. please dont call me hot or sexy to me it degrading towards me and dont like at all.just say handsome beautiful gorgeous just not HOT or SEXY.. respect me and i shall respect you.. disrespect me and will see why they call me the Absinthe Prince..
Easy Eneagram Test
Your result for The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test... 5 - the ObserverThanks for taking the test ! you chose BZ - your Enneagram type is FIVE (aka "The Thinker"). "I need to understand the world" Observers have a need for knowledge and are introverted, curious, analytical, and insightful. How to Get Along with Me Be independent, not clingy. Speak in a straightforward and brief manner. I need time alone to process my feelings and thoughts. Remember that If I seem aloof, distant, or arrogant, it may be that I am feeling uncomfortable. Make me feel welcome, but not too intensely, or I might doubt your sincerity. If I become irritated when I have to repeat things, it may be because it was such an effort to get my thoughts out in the first place. don't come on like a bulldozer. Help me to avoid my pet peeves: big parties, other people's loud music, overdone emotions, and intrusions on my privacy. What I Like Abou
Call Me When You're Sober
This is my song of the day. Call me when you're sober- Evanesecence Don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind Should I let you fall Lose it all So maybe you can remember yourself can't keep believing We're only deceiving ourslves And I am sick of the lie And you're too late could'nt take the blame Sick with shame Must be exhausting to lose your own GAME Selfishly hated No wonder you're jaded Can't play the victim this time You never call me when you're sober you only want it cause it's over How could I have burned paradise? How could I? YOU WERE NEVER MINE so don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me Don't lie to me Just get your things I'VE MADE UP YOUR MIND
Touched (brand New Poem)
This in the life of the moment and in the moment the sensual sensation that life is a miss with out the feeling from the being that heaven is apart of the skin, slowly pursuing the emotion to love once again... This is the moment in the world of the feeling and the feeling of the world of one emotional outbreak, to that outbreak be the moment that sets aside the fraction of the feeling from one person to another That moment has passed and the heart can no longer take it the moment of torment as torment is the deepest the fraction of the blade in the words to the mind..touching the soul and the soul touching the body...heaven in the moment but hell in a lifetime.. Touching the words as the words touched you this is the fraction of an emotion that can't be held, won't be held and should not be taken likely... Torment is my touch my heart is dead touch me not...
My Love
My love for you came without warning, Now that i dont pretend. My love for you will never falter, It will never have an end. My love for you is greater, Than the world has ever seen. Our love is the purest love, That there has ever been. I promise to never make you cry, Or put sorrow in your life. I will not rest until the day, That i make you my wife. I have never felt for anyone, The way i feel for you. And with all of my heart, For as long as i live, My love will be sooo true. No other woman could ever compare to you, For your beauty is in everything you do. I've loved you from the start. Ever since that fateful day, You came and stole my heart. I thank the Lord above. For bringing me you, My Love..... I love you angel, Shay
Living without you is the hardest thing I will ever do in the name of love, so know it in my silence, know it in the wind and in the rain, know it in the inexplicable feeling that still echoes within our souls, that I always have loved you, that I always will. Even if you have closed every door to allow me to say it, within the windows of my soul burns a candle for you that no matter how dark the world may seem you can always find your way in the night find your way home.
I cannot stay here, I cannot leave. Forever imprisoned, I am deceived. Bleeding souls of hatred, Are kept from their graves. I would do more, Just to be saved. And I sit here today, Although I'm alone. I dream of the blue sky, And joy carved in a stone. But these are just dreams, I wish could be real. Because in reality, I cannot feel. These drugs do not work, Nor do your lies. Don't tell me I'm fine, When everyday I cry. I used to believe in, I used to amuse. But these are the moments, That get abused. I sure would smile, But I don't care. Why won't you help me? Why must you stare? Can't you see that I'm blinded, Beneath all these dreams. I'm drifted away, As like it seems. Dreams can be happy, Dreams can be sad. They could be good, They could be bad. An epiphany shames me, I cannot stand. I am consumed, In my own wasted land.
A Lonely Waltz....
The sound of a morbid tune, flutters about as it haunts her head... waltzing about with her arms extended and curled, her eyes closed, taking perfect swift steps.... Swaying slowly, back and forth, with a fanciful smile drawn on her face, Circular motion cast shadows, within the rooms dark embrace.... Humming the inner tune so softly, her head tilted just so, wishing her loves shoulders there under her palms leading the dance while the tunes within flow.... as written: Twist'a Fate
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Just Some Lyrics I Liked
I hear you calling me Haunting me There's nothing I can do without you (without you) I stand here paralyzed I've realised There's nothing without you (without you) If I could talk to you Embrace you Whisper in your ear I would tell you That, you are The only, The only thing i need I hear you calling me... Haunting me... I am hypnotised Mesmerized As I walk toward the fire The fear comes over me And then I see The meaning of desire If you could see my face Hold my hands Look into my eyes I would show you That, you are the only, The only thing I need
Old N Plain Carri
Too Nice
Have you ever been told that youre too nice? I have. Too Nice What does that mean anyways? I spend my money on my family and friends. Is that too nice? Maybe its because I dont like to argue. I dont really know, But it makes me think. I have feelings for those That I barely know. I fall in love with those Who break my heart. I stick up for those Who stab me in the back. And I always stand up for what I believe It right. But does this mean that I am too nice? Maybe Ill never know? Should I even care? I think I will stick to being Too Nice.
My Angel
My Angel My sweet beautiful angel. Sent to me from above. I am so grateful to have found you, and I give you all my love. You must have come from heaven, because you have pretty little angel eyes. When you gaze at me with them, my heart begins to fly. Your sweet angelic voice, continuously rings in my ears. With you by my side, there is nothing I fear. Whenever we are together, You shine with a heavenly glow. Your beautiful angel face, raises me up from feeling low. Yes, heaven is missing an angel, because you are here with me. You're my sweet, beautiful angel, and I'll love you for eternity!
Darkness" Don't turn away I pray you've heard The words I've spoken Dare to believe Over one last time Then I'll let the Darkness cover me Deny everything Slowly walk away To breathe again On my own Carry me away I need your strength To get me through this Dare to believe Over one last time Then I'll let the Darkness cover me Deny everything Slowly walk away To breathe again On my own
Sabres Game Last Night
was the first sabres game i been to in 7 years. i have a good friend back in ny , have known him 25 + years. his oldest son now plays for the sabres and scored the first goal of the game last night. he also instigated 3 fights and was the hardest skater on the ice last night i saw him before the game and talked with him for a while they lost 3-2 but was a good game $9 for a raft beer is obscene though that all, hope anyone that reads this has a good day
Makes You Think
This should probably be taped to your mirror where you can read it everyday you may not realize it but its 100% true 1. There are at least 2 people in this world that you would die for 2. at least 15 people in this world love you in some way shape or form 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because you have a quality they don't 4. A smile from you can bring anyone happiness even if they don't like you 5. Everynight someone thinks about you before they go to bed 6. You mean the world to someone 7. You are special and unique 8. Someone you don't even know exsits loves you 9. Even when you make the biggest mistake something good comes out of it 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look 11. Always remember the compliments you recieve forget about the rude remarks
Not For Show "revision"
i like fubar, i really like some of the people i have met on here. but what is with the rest of them? i mean, people can't return rates and people can't be fans in return. well i'm done with the bs, i have friends in the real world, and when i see them, i buy them real drinks and try to let them know i appreciate them, so this i will also do on fubar, but please know, just like in the real world, i do not put up with disrespect, disrespect me and i will only believe that karma comes around.
New Pics
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A World So Cold-mudvayne
When passion's lost and all the trust is gone, Way too far, for way too long Children crying, cast out and neglected, Only in a world so cold, only in a world This cold Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes Then watch them drift away Some might say, we've done the wrong things, For way too long, for way too long Fever inside the storm, So I'm turning away. Away from the name (Calling your names) Away from the stones (Throw sticks and stones) 'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us Keep your thorns 'Cause I'm running away, Away from the games (Fucking head games) Away from the space (Hate this head space) The circumstances of a world so cold burning whispers, Remind me of the days, I was left alone, in a world this cold Guilty of the same things, provoked by The cause, I've left alone, in a world so cold Fever inside the storm, So I'm turning away. Away from the name (Calling your names) Away from the stones (Throw sticks and
The Journey Home
When I look into your eyes, all I see is hate. I am left standing here in the freezing cold, holding a broken heart and not knowing where I went wrong. Was it too much to ask you to just show you cared? Was it too much to want to discuss our future together? As the tears freeze to my face, I wonder what else I could have done to make you happy. I wonder if I was really wrong to want to discuss our future together. I wonder if I was really wrong to want some attention, and kind words. I wonder if I was wrong to want to talk to you about issues in my life, rather than your family. I truly believe that if I were to ask anyone those questions running through my head, they would tell me I wasn't wrong. But rather than listen to their logic, all I can hear is you blaming me for everything. All I can hear is you saying it is my fault our relationship didn't work. Anyone who knows me knows that I have put my everything into this relationship over the past year, and now all I can do is
Tired Of All The Lies Tired Of All The Bull Shit
Tired of all the lies tired of all the bull shit Sick of and fed up will all of it Im tired of feeling like a trapped wolf in a cage Im caged and cant get out being nothing more than a slave I keep retreating further inside my self; starting to feel like Im in some sort of cave The entrance is blocked and youre the one standing in the way Never talking to me about whats troubling just bitching about you day Then when it comes to our child you bitch whenever I go against what you say I cant keep going on like this its not healthy for me I keep bottle ling every thing up and sooner our later Im going to explode on thee Im going to rant rave yell and scream till you get pissed at me And I wont care cause I finally said what I had to say and wont care if youre pissed
Reality And Cyberspace
for the people that want to give my wife, my friends, and me shit. yes i know my wifes profile says fu married to lucian. holy hot dicks from hell call the mother fucking fire department... if you are to stupid to get my sarcasm them you are probably the ones im talking to. you people need to get a fucking life. holy shit she got fu married... so the fuck what? im married to her in reality. thats all that fucking matters. and yes i also know she has a morph with them both in it. they are friends. im pretty sure friends do that. fucking ignorant shit goblins. stop fucking bothering me with miniscule bull shit like this. what happens between my wife and i is between us. dont fucking butt your head in and think you are fucking God al-fucking-mighty. if you have some shit then you better have some hard proof... then maybe i will listen to you, otherwise go to the little corner in your room and fuck yourself. i dont need your bull shit. im tired of the he said she said crap. its fucking st
[ - *Glitter Photos*] WILL DEATH BE THE END OF EVRYTHING".....
Grammy Awards Survey
The 51st Annual Grammy Awards will be handed out on Sunday night. I'd like to know who think should win some of the big awards. Please post a comment below with your choice for each of the following categories. If you don't have a choice in a certain category just leave that one blank. I'll post the results of this survey on Sunday afternoon. Who do you think should win these Grammy Awards: 1) Album of the Year - Coldplay - Viva La Vida or Death and All His Friends - Lil Wayne - Tha Carter III - Ne-Yo - Year of the Gentleman - Robert Plant & Alison Krauss - Raising Sand - Radiohead - In Rainbows 2) Record of the Year - Adele - Chasing Pavement - Coldplay - Viva La Vida - Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love - M.I.A. - Paper Planes - Robert Plant & Alison Krauss - Please Read The Letter 3) Best New Artist - Adele - Duffy - Jonas Brothers - Lady Antebellum - Jazmine Sullivan 4) Best Rock Album - Coldplay - Viva La Vida or Death and All His Friends - Ki
Welcome Home
You could've been all I wanted But you weren't honest Now get in the ground You choked off the surest of favors But if you really loved me You would've endured my world Well if you're just as I presumed A whore in sheep's clothing Fucking up all I do And if so here we stop Then never again Will you see this in your life Hang on to the glory at my right hand Here laid to rest is our love ever longed With truth on the shores of compassion You seem to take premise to all of these songs You stormed off to scar the armada Like Jesus played letter, I'll drill through your hands The stone for the curse you have blamed me With love and devotion, I'll die as you sleep But if you could just write me out To neverless wonder... happy will I become Be true that this is no option, So with sin I condemn you Demon play, demon out! Hang on to the glory at my right hand Here laid to rest is our love ever longed With truth on the shores of compassion You seem to take
For Chuck
I feel as if I am stuck inside of a deep, deep hole. Almost bottomless. A hole of pain, confusion, frustration, anger, rage, tears and depression. I became tired of trying to explain to the person I love WHY what they've done killed me inside. And, I've hurt him, as well. In my rage, I've carelessly stabbed his heart with words, with actions. I didn't know how else to tell him: YOU HURT ME! WHY? I'M YOUR QUEEN...YOU HAD TO PROTECT THE HEART I GAVE YOU. So, I reacted without thinking. And, now, after eight months, he's decided that we can't talk. AND WE HAVE A PRECIOUS CHILD TOGETHER. I ALWAYS END UP HURTING YOU, BECAUSE I'M STILL HURTING. BUT, YOU RECENTLY TOLD ME I SHOULD BE GETTING OVER IT. WHO ARE YOU TO DECIDE WHEN SOMEONE SHOULD BE OVER SOMETHING THAT CAN'T BE FORGOTTEN? I ASKED YOU, "WHAT HAVE I DONE FOR YOU?" ALL YOU COULD SAY WAS, "YOU GAVE ME A BEAUTIFUL BABY." UNLESS YOU DIDN'T FINISH WHAT YOU WERE SAYING, THEN MY QUESTION IS: IS THAT ALL I'VE DONE FOR YOU, NOTHING EL
Where is the boy you want most?hmmm i dont know who thats is as soon as i find them ill let you know.....Whats your last text say?"its okay" robertWould you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?been there done that wont do it again...Do you get drunk every weekend?not every weekend but most.... LOLHave you ever slept in contacts?yeah although i work for an optometrist and i shouldnt Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?doesnt matter to meLast person you hugged?ashleyWhat was the last thing you laughed out loud about?probably something last night lol i had so much fun....What did you do this weekend?glo last night with ash, ad, tosha, and everyone else, saw kummer, and matt hung out with mel thats pretty much it for nowAre you happy right now?no life sucks pretty much right nowDo you have a bad habit?lots i need to break them anyone wanna help??Were you happy when you woke up? Why?nah not so much didnt get enough sleep and missed some important texts while
And The Winner Is - Grammy Survey Results
Updated to show actual winners. We were way off! Our votes were only right on 3 of the 10 categories! The good news is that Donna doesn't have to poke her eyes out and Heidi doesn't have to eat her hat. Here are the results from my recent Grammy Awards Survey. These are based on your votes submitted here and on my MySpace blog page. Album of the Year - Your choice is: COLDPLAY - Viva La Vida of Death and All His Friends. - Coldplay received almost three times as many votes as the runner up, Radiohead (15 - 6). In third spot, just two votes back of Radiohead, was Robert Plant and Alison Krauss (4). Lil Wayne and Ne-Yo each only received one vote in this category. - My personal favourite in this category was Coldplay, although I am a bit biased working for their label. I was also a big fan of the Plant & Krauss disc. One of those two should win. If Radiohead wins it would signal a real shift in the attitude of the American Recording business. Remember, these are the guys that s
About Me
Hello everyone, I thought id tell a little about myself. Im 37, single, a Cowboy by heart, and a Christian by faith. I live in Texas and work a full time job in healthcare. I love fishing, outdoors, camping, and country music. All im looking for in life is someone who shares similar interests and who loves life like i do. I am also Cherokee and Comanche indian and want someone who can respect that as well. Maybe someday i'll find someone who fits these qualities.
As You Watch Me
I arrive home take off my shoes and head upstairs, unzip my dress and let it fall to the floor. The water runs in the bath making steam all around me, stepping out of my panties and bra I dip my foot in to test the water. It feels warm against my foot so I step in and lay down and relax, my hands scoop water and I watch it run along my stomach, I then cup water over my breasts and watch as my nipples react to the feeling, The door shuts and I hear footsteps coming towards me, the bathroom door is slightly open and I feel like Im being watched, my body starts to tingle just by the thought but I continue my bath. I get up and take the mirror off the wall and place upright so he can see me more clearly. I lay there my hands touching my neck, then my fingers running across my lips, my reflexion showing him the excitement which Im beginning to feel. Touching my neck I start to slowly run down my body and gently glide over my breast and nipple, the wetness makes me rub softly and the
.gotta Be Somebody.
**love this song** This time, I wonder what it feels like To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of But dreams just aren't enough So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene Straight off the silver screen So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with Cause nobody wants to be the last one there Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares Someone to love with my life in their hands There's Gotta Be Somebody for me like that Cause nobody wants to do it all on their own And everyone wants to know they're not alone There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere There's gotta be somebody for me out there Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight And dammit this feels too right, it's just like deja vu Me standing here with you So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
I'm Getting Hitched Tonight!!!
DJ Sexy Kitty & Irish_Roughneck Are Getting Hitched! @ The Proving Grounds Tonight at 10pm EST! BE THERE!!!!!!!!!! Click the Pic Below to be a part of the wedding!!!!!
New Lounge
I have made a awesome lounge full the full figured women on fubar. I hope everyone comes and checks it out. The lounge is called "BBW Playboy Mansion"
I really dont know if anyone will even read this. Im getting sick and tired of this shit. We are having our house rewired. It was supposed to take last tues-thurs . Its not tuesday and the slow as fucker is still in my house. 8am. mind you i work till 12am. go to bed at 230-3am and get up to get my son to school at 6am. I normally go back to bed untill 11am when he gets off the bus. i cant sleep with this fucker in my house.. ok needed to vent. i slept like 2 hours last nite.
The Butterfly A Haiku
Lands upon my nose peaceful smile pierces my soul leaves her peace behind
Male Multiple Orgasms!!
I found this info and just thought you guys might find it helpful/interesting! So I'm gonna share. I will also, have the link for the website posted below the info. Enjoy! -Sam -------------------------------------- Any man can become "multi-orgasmic". It only requires a basic understanding of male sexuality and certain techniques. Most mens sexuality is focused on the goal of ejaculating, rather than on the actual process of lovemaking. Once a man becomes multi-orgasmic he will not only be able to better satisfy himself, but also more effectively satisfy his partner. Technically, multiple orgasms occur in succession, without complete loss of sexual arousal in between. Women are blessed with the ability to have multiple orgasms. Not many are aware that men with proper training, can actually do the same. In the case of women, multiple orgasm means resuming sexual stimulation shortly after a first orgasmic climax, usually immediately or within a few minutes, so that a second cl
Stripes Of The Curtain
This evening nobody will notice when my heart skips 12 hits and I suffocate to the stripes of my curtains. (I turn myself upside down and see everything the right side up) the life is a nightmare in which I wander in no doors paths. and I tie headless shoelaces,.....cuticles on blood! I forget,my heart somewhere near of your smile and you will again draw a carpet from under my feet. (I still do not wake)
Song Goodnight By Evanescence
Goodnight, sleep tight No more tears In the morning I'll be here And when we say goodnight, Dry your eyes Because we said goodnight, And not goodbye We said goodnight And not goodbye
Two Planets
locked within each others orbits spinning in repelling away crash into me just once let the full power of what we have be released and behold the truth all of it know that I have always been there for you know that I always will spinning out of control when your orbit takes you too far away but I wait for to return for my course to change back tward you
My Son Nemo In The Doghouse
Before the five of us (Martha, Mary, Sarah, Jeffrey, and me) left to watch the late afternoon showing of Hotel for Dogs Jeffrey was up with me at our home computer after Sarah had checked her email by standing there on a chair with me. Sarah and Jeffrey had already had their afternoon naps after wed eaten lunch at McDonalds and theyd played by climbing in the McDonalds Playplace after seeing their mom and their aunt Margaret at work. It was fun watching the kids interact with others their own age, especially when Jeffrey turns on the charm one of the little girls hed met even rushed to give me a hug before she left with her family! And Sarah even had a boy not much older than her following; I did advise him that if he wanted to ask her out hed need references! Jeffrey saw a book at home with a rendering of Nemo (from the Disney/Pixar movie Finding Nemo) on the cover right now he identifies any fish as Nemo, such as the fish Martha and Marys parents Robert and Sha
Why Lie
Ok so here is what I wanna know. Why is it that ppl think they need to lie just to be friends with others cause honestly all it does is tick me off so that is what i wanna know. Pls let me know why u think ppl lie.
Beauty Is All Around Us
A man sat at a subway station in Washington DC and started to play the violin. It was a cold January morning. He played six Bach pieces for about 45 minutes. During that time, since it was rush hour, it was calculated that thousands of people went through the station, most of them on their way to work. Three minutes went by and a middle aged man noticed there was musician playing. He slowed his pace and stopped for a few seconds and then hurried up to meet his schedule. A minute later, the violinist received his first dollar tip: A woman threw the money in the till and without stopping continued to walk. A few minutes after that, someone leaned against the wall to listen to him, but the man looked at his watch and started to walk again. Clearly he was late for something. The one who paid the most attention was a 3 year old boy. His mother tugged him along but the kid stopped to look at the violinist and listen anyway. Finally the mother pushed hard and the child continued t
A Block In A Circular Hole
all ive done is try to fit in amongst many who are very much different from i. i have also tried my best to keep my mouth shut in order to prevent drama and bullshit. with that said i need to put something out there. you once said that i will always have your attention when around. but i guess thats easier said than done. ive noticed that nothing has ever changed and that im treated the same as everyone else. i mean, opening up to someone ive never met before is a very huge task for me and to really want to share my biggest passion with you, it kills me to see the distance growing. was there ever a closeness? honestly i couldnt say now that i look back on things. then again its my fault to expect so much in so little time from a new friend when it comes down to it, i am square block trying to fit into a circular hole. no matter how much i try to nuzzle in, i just wont fit in with this group......
Grizzly Adams To Grizzly Johnny
The "Real" Story of Grizzly Adams Is one of the most unusual and heartwarming wildlife stories ever documented. Back in the 1850s, a man named James Adams became a legend. He was a gentle man who was forced to leave civilization behind and journey deeper into the wilderness than any white man had ever been. And though he was alone and hungry, with little hope for his own survival, he risked his life to save an orphaned bear cub. this man and the bear cub, with no knowledge of the wilderness, face danger together. How they survive. And how the bear repays the mans kindness. he learns to live in harmony with the animals of the forest. How he becomes an important part of the wilderness and how he protects and works with the animals in his valley. He was a special man, with an incredible ability to make friends with wild animals. He was Grizzly Adams. Now The Legend Continues.... Grizzly Johnny He too left civilation, not because he was forced to b
10 things - one letter. Rules: Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real . . . nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Ron 2. A four letter word: Rock 3. A boy's name: Roger 4. A girl's name: Robyn 5. An occupation: Rock Star 6. A colour: Red 7. Something you wear: Running shoes 8. A food: Raspberry Jam 9. Something found in the bathroom: Rolling Stone (I do all my best reading in the can) 10. A place: Regina (it rhymes with Fun)
Missing Ya Guys
these are my favorite fubar guys..i love them all to the max".. but of course all my friends on here are as nice and as hot as them,, maybe am just closer to them and spend more time with them than the others...".. wherever you are guys, I MISS YOU ALL". [ - *Glitter Photos*]
Things Never Change
Sometimes I hate being me. Always worring about stupid shit. Maybe I am just to busy. Maybe I just do not want to talk. Maybe I just do not feel the same way I used too. Maybe,Maybe, Maybe. All these questions and no answers. Kinda hard to figure out when nobody can answer these questions. It is funny I got hammered drunk the other night. I thought I did it because I had a bad night at cards. Well I did have a bad night at cards. I played like shit. I think I know why I played like shit. I had e to time. Just hard to adjust to talking all the time. Then to just not talking allot. I played like shit because i had someone on my mind. I let my personal life affect how I played cards. I came home and tried to study a little bit. Everything I read had nothing to do with where I made my mistakes. I made my mistakes because of thinking about the hands I was playing I was thinking about the future and if I was still wanted. Still needed. "Live your life like you play cards. Play cards the w
Big Open sky, Land that seems to go on forever, Animals of all kinds, Beautiful weather. Mountain ranges all around, Tip tops covered in snow, Waterfalls are made from this. Fishing Camping Hunting And Having Fun! Wake to watch the dew covered flowers Sparkle in the sun! The experience is breath taking! Unforgettable. Leaves you at a loss for words Within this rolling land, Is a Huge cabin. A place of which I call my own And there is a school Of which I will attend A new home for me, In a far off land. Approaches, My bags are packed. Soon it will be Good-bye Mother Hello World.
Dont Quit"
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When the funds are low and the debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest, if you must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns, As every one of us sometimes learns, And many a failure turns about, When he might have won had he stuck it out; Don't give up though the pace seems slow-- You may succeed with another blow. Often the goal is nearer than, It seems to a faint and faltering man, Often the struggler has given up, When he might have captured the victor's cup, And he learned too late when the night slipped down, How close he was to the golden crown. Success is failure turned inside out-- The silver tint of the clouds of doubt, And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems so far, So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit-- It's when things seem worst t
What A Kiss Means
WHAT ALL KISSES MEAN.... -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever -Kiss on the Ear; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I like you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. ~Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you.
Love Can Suck My Fake Dick
Okay, so venturing to another cam site proved a little boring and a huge waste of time. I did find one besides MFC that was quite fun, just a little slow because I had never really worked on that account before. Not a totally fruitless break from stuff. Also, HAPPY VALENTINES YOU FUCKS!!!11banana I hate this holiday. In my mind it's just excuse for people to use "love" as a reason to recieve presents & candy. Fuck that, I'll be happy if I get laid today. But for those of you who are okay with this evil fucking mess of a holiday enjoy it. Spend time with a loved one, eat chocolate, get fat, and fuck like bunnies.
My Sphereical View....
ECKANKAR (Google it) First off I'm here for the family, friends and fun! I'm not looking to "hookup". I'm just an ordinary average guy. I'm tall dark and handsome....but much better in person than any picture you'll I consider myself everyones best friend whether they know it or My passions at this stage of life are flying planes, and riding my Harley which I call "Lucille". Hey if you get bored and want to hear some great tunes check out my Stash Videos and sit back and enjoy! PS More to come.....maybe lol
hello,its jon,plz help me level up on this page and my other 2... &
hi...i would like for u to make me a salute with u in it,only if u want to..just an idea..when i get back online,i will do the same...thnk u for beingmy friend and makeing the them to me u
Defense Mechanisms And Me #1
With your own words, I can make you cry... I spent 5th grade obsessing over 3 things. The meaning of words, God, and how I react. My school library was the worse place an elementary school student could be after he spent his 4th grade year with a psychologist learning how to repress his feelings by changing the way he says things thought phrasing and art. I'd almost say he made me neurotic and paranoid. Distrustful of my feelings about myself and those around me. He helped me rephrase things with a creative zeal and find art to express my ugliness. That summer I found religion. God has ordered my thoughts and paranoia. No about you, but about me. God has punished me because of me. I have created art because of you. are you still following? (lowercase because people psychologically will follow fine print if they are interested in the subject). As a 10 year old, I wasn't sure if this newer me was right. I researched FBI and psychology books at the school library on
Valentine's Day
Happy Singles Awareness Day or also known as Valentine's Day. Don't have a Valentine? Its okay I don't either but since I'm a nice guy I dedicated the song Last Kiss by Pearl Jam to all the single cuties on Fubar. Hope you all had a safe and happy Valentine's Day this song is for you all.
My Life
It's really been a rough road for me since May 28, 2004 the day I graduated high school. There I was working at a fast food joint called Zaxby's (a fast food chicken joint started in Athens GA.) I was making $6.50 an hour and doing my best to pay my bills (insurance, cell phone, and helping dad pay the mortage on the old house since he was unemployed). I was hardly had any money to go to a four year college or a decent two year. So then at the time I was like hey I know alot about cars why not be an auto technician right? (turns into a dead end career later on). Anyways I listened to the rep. for Gwinnett Tech back in high school and was like "hey sounds like a good career and good money." Well in Septemeber of 2004 I attended the program and took the classes but no auto dealership wanted to hire me for the co-operative part of the program. Finally in 2005 I got into my first auto dealership Bill Heard Chevrolet as an oil changer. It was good at first but the job was about two hours aw
"i Come To You."
I Come To You I come to you with visions, I come to share my dreams Or to clasp your hands upon my ears to silence age old screams I come to sign the treaty, to end the acts of war I come to you when searching, when craving something more I come to you with smiles and grins, I come to you with tears And pray youll light the candle, to chase away my fears I come when my tank is empty, when theres nothing left but fumes I come to you in gentle thoughts when Im alone here in my room I come to you with arms outstretched, or when curled into a ball Sometimes running out of highway, when Im about to stall I come when my sure footings lost, when I cannot get a grip I come to you in search of balance when my scale begins to tip I come to you in search of peace, when I am all alone When the world has gone and done its worst and my heart has turned to stone I come to you to take and give, to steal and sometimes share I come to you when my times run out and I haven
Mortgage Rates Hit Fresh 37-year Low
NEW YORK ( -- Rates on mortgage loans are the lowest in the 37-year history of the Freddie Mac Primary Mortgage Market Survey, according to a weekly report released Wednesday. The average 30-year, fixed-rate loan issued to borrowers declined to 5.1%, with 0.7 up-front points, for the week ending December 31, according to the survey. The rate dropped from an average of 5.14% last week, which was the previous 37-year low. Freddie Mac (FRE, Fortune 500) began surveying lenders back in 1971. The 30-year fixed was at 6.06% a year ago Source -
Surprised, Shocked And Completely Confused.
My bf and I are just about to reach our 1 year anniversary in March, and I have been happier with him than I have been with the 2 exes of mine COMBINED. He is my best friend. I know all the intimate details of his life, well most of them. And he knows everything I've been through too, at least all the major details. There have been a few major people/events in my life with a lot of little filler stuff in between. Many things I don't remember, except on occasion when I'm stoned or with old friends do I remember the fluffy little details of my past. It's probably better that most things in the past stay RIGHT the past. I am going through trauma therapy right now to deal with those old demons so that my bf and I can move forward with a HEALTHY version of me. I'm also seeing doctors for my chronic pain issues and trying to better my physical well-being as well. After spending a wonderful Valentine's Day evening on the town with some drinks with friends and karaoke, and sleeping
Annabelle Lee; Edgar Allen Poe
It was many and many a year ago, In a kingdom by the sea, That a maiden there lived whom you may know By the name of Annabel Lee; And this maiden she lived with no other thought Than to love and be loved by me. I was a child and she was a child, In this kingdom by the sea; But we loved with a love that was more than love - I and my Annabel Lee; With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven Coveted her and me. And this was the reason that, long ago, In this kingdom by the sea, A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling My beautiful Annabel Lee; So that her highborn kinsman came And bore her away from me, To shut her up in a sepulcher In this kingdom by the sea. The angels, not half so happy in heaven, Went envying her and me Yes! that was the reason (as all men know, In this kingdom by the sea) That the wind came out of the cloud by night, Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee. But our love was stronger by far than the love Of those who were older than we Of many
Petrified Remains
It is your voice that speaks through me between my timbered lips. Giving motion to my unhinged limbs and lifeless fingertips. As you control my every move from stand, to sit, to lay. You take me out to show me off and then put me away. Trapped inside this box you've made when you'd like me unseen I strain to hear the words, you speak that don't orate from me. Time has come again and I do "the dance" as taught. Though I seem to tangle in the twine ....along with me-you wrought. Friction heats my surface I feel the embers burn within The twine has left its branding upon my ashen skin. You look at me in realization as my hand falls to the floor your act has now gone solo. im not your puppet anymore.
Friendship Is A Precious Gift
Friendship is a precious gift That can't be bought or sold. But its value is much greater Than a mountain made of Gold. For gold is cold and lifeless It can neither see nor hear. And in the time of trouble It is powerless to cheer. It has no ears to listen And no heart to understand. It cannot bring you comfort Or reach out a helping hand. So when you ask God for a Gift Be thankful if He sends Not diamonds, pearls or riches But the love of real, true friends!
California Love
[1]-California...knows how to party California...knows how to party In the citaaay of L.A. In the citaaay of good ol' Watts In the citaaay, the city of Compton We keep it rockin! We keep it rockin! [Verse One: Dr. Dre] Now let me welcome everybody to the wild, wild west A state that's untouchable like Elliot Ness The track hits ya eardrum like a slug to ya chest Pack a vest for your Jimmy in the city of sex We in that sunshine state with a bomb ass hemp beat the state where ya never find a dance floor empty And pimps be on a mission for them greens lean mean money-makin-machines servin fiends I been in the game for ten years makin rap tunes ever since honeys was wearin sassoon Now it's '95 and they clock me and watch me Diamonds shinin lookin like I robbed Liberace It's all good, from Diego to tha Bay Your city is tha bomb if your city makin pay Throw up a finger if ya feel the same way Dre puttin it down for Californ-i-a [repeat 1] [2]-Shake it shake it
Wat Do U Think Of It?
there's a pic in my gallery. i'm thinkin about gettin it tattoo'd on my tricep. wat u think?
Latest Journal Entry...
Hey, ppl. Well, I've been doing a lot of journaling lately. Writing down my feelings. Its helping me cope. Most definately its helping. Sometimes, I choose to blog my journal entries. Not for anyone in specific to read, just want to blog them. But, some of my journal entries are specifically geared towards certain individuals. This letter was never meant to go out; I turned it into another entry, bascially. I HOPE YOU FIND YOURSELF WELL. THIS IS CALLED MY "LET GO" LETTER. SO, PLEASE, LET EVERY WORD SOAK IN YOUR HEART. BECAUSE THIS IS THE LAST TIME I WRITE YOU, TALK TO YOU, OR SEE YOU (EXCEPT WHEN WE HAVE TO SWITCH TURNS WITH LYANNA). AND I INTEND ON FOLLOWING THROUGH WITH THIS PLAN. I JUST ASKED GOD TO HELP ME FORM THE WORDS AS I WRITE THIS. THERE IS NO WAY THAT YOU AND I CAN TALK, AS YOU'VE TOLD ME BEFORE. IN MY POINT OF VIEW, I ALWAYS ANGER YOU, ABOUT EVERY TWO WEEKS. I AM NOT PERFECT. BUT I AM DONE APOLOGIZING. I FEEL THAT YOU'VE ALLOWED YOUR HURT TO CREATE A MAN WHO DOES
went and played tonight. it was a good night. last both games early and did not make any points at all. we had a lot of players there tonight. 4 tables for the 2nd game. also there was 2 new ladies there. both of them were very very nice. i told them about the game tomorrow night. i hope that they will be there. now i'm having some issues with my tooth hurting again. that is all for now.
Just Friends
Just Friends Friends you and I Thats what you say But I feel more then that for you My attraction to you surpasses friendship But you same it will never be that way between you and me. We shall never be that close you say Like daggers in my heart that cuts me deep It feels as though I am falling a thousand feet You are my BFF is what you say You are my love and I wish it were that way. You told me no it will never be I am your friend And you are my lover
Rates Me First!~ Rates
If you want me to rate your pic's while 11's are on, and I do not know you...then it is pay as I go per 100 for the first 500... then I will do up to 500 at a time...on the next set 'til we both feel comfortable... If I say I rated it...I rated it! Cheaters and Liars will get it back double, so I follow the golden rule: "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you!" HUGS ~Melissa~
(:25 Bout Me:)
1.James mean more to me than life its self 2. I dun like that f*ckin' promises! 3. I spend way to much in front the television and computer 4. I cannot stand stupid people. 5. I like my friends on net. 6. I once got so high to drive down the road with someone on the roof of the bike and then i went for a ride too. 7. I have probably have an un healthy love of chocolates. 8. I would rather be home watching james on cam than anywhere else. 9. I love the way he say future Mrs Greenlee 10. On the same note I believe Iam the Luckiest girl on earth to Be engage to the one damn fine oldman in this world who understands me. 11. I am not good at showing my emotions in anyway 12. I hate drivers here in calbayog who drive so fast! 13. I pissed easily then cry. 14. I have always wanted to open a mini grocery of my own. 15. I don't regret to be engage w/him. 16. I love music so much. 17. I really hate close minded people. 18. Jose Rizal is my Hero 19. I wonder what people are tal
You Know You're Living In 2009 When......
You Know You're Living In 2009 When...... 1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7 Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12 You're reading this and nodding and laug
Can We Recapture
In every heart there is regret But they soon repair and don't forget The deepest songs that life then fears Through the pain Through the years These are the thoughts that I conceal Though my eyes can't hide the way I feel There are no Angels at my side I am weak I am tired I am afraid of what I see When my world is safe What I dream I do not shed a single tear When I sleep You are here Can we recapture The life we knew??
This Is Insanity
There is a price to pay For the mistakes you make To discover what you do It will always come back to you I couldn't see it before Hiding behind closed doors When you step outside yourself You wear the face of someone else Breaking your fall from grace Killing this empty space Like a thorn in your side It puts a dent in your pride No one believes you now It caught up with you somehow When the wind blew out your flame Your life would never be the same In the moment of madness Under your angry skies You are not what you feel For the shadows Darken the depths of your eyes No one Nothing is real This is insanity
Instructions......(I was tagged by i'mkindofabigdeal) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) i smoke 2)i got a dorky smile 3)i love fruit loops 4) i drive a semi 5)i like sunshine 6) i adore my friends 7) i am very Apologetic 8) i love rebuilding old cars 9) i am not very creative 10) i am hines 57 sauce a mixture of many heritages
This world of ours In this world that we live in Things change all the time People come, people go Love arrives, love will flow In this world that we live in Nothing is set in stone People young, people old Seasons come, seasons go This world of ours is ever changing Nothing lasts forever. The sky is blue, the grass is green The water ever clean The birds a sing, as the glide on their wings This world of ours is a beautiful thing Take care of it please I beg of you Most people dont have a clue For when we are gone dead and in the ground Who the world becomes a hand me down To our children we give things lovely place Quickly now act with haste Right our wrongs clean up the world For shouldnt it be as beautiful for our kids As it was for us This world of ours is a beautiful thing Please dont let it die with us.
Kiss my lips softly, whisper in my ear. Magic words I long to hear. I love you so I need you more I want your love Hold my hand gently Head on my shoulder Love as solid as boulders I love you to hold I need you to care I want you to be
What A Load
Falling in love may one of the greatest feelings ever. There is an actual chemical process that happens to a person who is falling in love. All of the senses have a greater intensity. Colors seem brighter, sounds more resonant and smells more powerful when you are in love. When you are with your lover there is no greater feeling in the world, and when you're not you spend all your time thinking of each other. Falling in love is truly an awesome feeling. Only until you have your heart ripped out....funny how things work out.
Tagged 10 Randon Things
Instructions... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird things, random facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you must choose at least 5 people to be tagged. Don't forget to leave a comment on their profile that says "Tag, you're it!", and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the same person that tagged you. 1. Get mistaken for my older brother since High School. 2. Viewed as the oldest sibling (Probably from the grey 3. Casted 3 seperate occasions for 3 seperate sporting events. 4. Not good on crutches after a couple beers. 5. Kelp bonged beers while pacific salmon fishing. 6. Played Pebble Beach (Poorly by the way) 7. Co creator of the cocktail Captian Jack while playing PGA West. (Another poor score) 8. Took a wrong turn to the men's washroom in the Bellagio....(curious why there were just stalls and no urinals) 9. Witnessed Pres. Busch Sr. & Jeb putt out at a FLa. golf course. (Again why was t
That Extra Mile
I cannot ease your aching heart Nor take the pain away But let me take your pain away And walk with you today I will listen when you need to talk I will wipe away your tears I will share your worries when they come I will help you face your fears I am here and I will stand by you Each hill you have to climb So take my hand, lets face the world and live one day at a time You are not alone, for I am still here I will go that extra mile And when your grief is easier I will help you learn to smile By: Rosalinda Solis
Although I will always love you And remember all the times we had. You're a sorry little bastard. And you hurt me really bad Although you may think it's funny And only time will tell Cuz paybacks are a bitch And I hope you burn in hell! Although you were a decent lover, That I will admit; When it comes to being a man Fuck you bitch, you ain't shit! By: Rosalinda Solis
An Open Book
I am not as bad as you say. Just take another look. I am like this every day, Just a special book. I am not as bad as you think. My appearance is not so offensive. Your not a fucking shrink, you make me get defensive. I could break down and cry Because if the things I have done and said; And how I want to die because of the thoughts floating in my head. I am totally open My life€™s an open book. My heart is repeatedly broken But no one cares to look. I seem to love more than "normal" And bend for those I care more for I dreamt of a life more formal When my life was a total bore. I am not as bad as you say Just take another look I am like this every day Just a special book. By: Rosalinda Solis
Life And Love
Venus Doom
Leave all behind now to watch her crawl Through our dark gardens of insanity She'll be the light to guide you back home Just give her a kiss worth dying for And open your arms [Chorus:] Watch me fall for you My venus doom Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed My venus doom All dreams are of you My venus doom Grieve all your hearts out and she'll writhe enthralled In tragic ecstatic agony And in her flames we will die some more Just show me her life worth living for And light up the dark [Chorus] Hold me inside your infernal offering Touch me as I fall Don't lose yourself in this suffering yet Hold on Watch me fall for you My venus doom Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed Watch me fall for you My venus doom Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed My venus doom All tears are of you My venus doom
I Never
I never wanted the worst things to happen to you, Even when i was standing in front of you. I know you've hated me from the start, That's no wonder with a scarred and torn heart. I never thought bad things about you when your thoughts were mean in your eyes, I never wished we'd say goodbye. I never wanted your dreams to die, Even when you wanted me to do so alone, I never shrugged my shoulders and bowed my head when you walked by. I never stopped laughing at your jokes, Even when you told me to, I never wanted to c you scared, Although you looked like you just couldn't care. I never wished the worst to come your way, Even when you wished it would happen to me everyday. I guess i'm a fool for wasting my time on you, But i wanted so much for you to at least like me too, And i really thought that was what you'd do. And now your across the world, I'd just like to say that i wish you best, Although i meant nothing to you, You really are a special girl
Id Like To Earn A Vip For A Month
New Vids
i have made some new vids for youtube i would love for you guys to go check them out and leave comments there to tell me what you think... thanks carebear
Looking For An Ipod?
Dirty Girl
Dirty girl cover me with your lusty your heart and allow me between your thighs...bathe my body with your touch...let me show you I want you and how lips will find every spot that screams for me not to stop...dirty girl lets play a game...come in like a lion i can have been naughty turn around, so i can push you and fuck you on the ground...oh! dirty girl your sounds make me so wet, I could drown...turn your hips and face the ground...I wanna lick your asshole yes i do! bet the wettness would seep through...I'll suck my fingers just to test your flavor mmm that dirty girl makes me crave her...Have I teased you enough are you ready to be fucked? .I'll grab the strap-on but, dont get your hope up yet lets keep making us wet...mmm my fingers slip easily inside...i wanna make you mine...BEG! do you want it in? oh, baby you drive me crazy!..down on all fours I love that look mmm mmm mmm...I have your toy trailing slowly down your spine...Are you mine? not ye
Irritation At Self
I'm currently very annoyed at myself. That is all.
In My Brother's Memory
I'm Free Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free I'm following the path God laid you see. I took His hand when I heard His call I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way- I found peace at the close of the day. If my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joys- A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss, Oh yes, these things, I too, will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow, I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much, Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief; Don't lengthen it now with undue grief, Lift up your hearts, and peace to thee. God wanted me now, He set me free!
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can't wait to get the wings added to my newest tat
Ask me about who i am I will gladly offer you my soul Its your without asking in your hands it truly becomes whole Wonderfully your magical charms intoxicate all my senses
Show Ur Luv
Letter To God
God I write you this to tell you what a blessing you gave our Family, My Nonna was probably if not truly the greatest blessing our family ever had. She was the backbone of our family held us together in hard times and was the focus point during good times. She always had an available ear to listen and a free shoulder when you needed a hug. The great distance didn't matter to my Nonna she had a way of always making me feel like she was right here with me. I do understand the reason you created us with a time limit, I just want you to know what you now gained by her passing. She truly is a being of patience and understand. Full of love, never quick to judge. Truly a special kinda of person. Please take her into you glorious kingdom with pride for some have remembered what decent living is, and have instilled in other better values than some display here. Thank you lord for the gift of my Nonna.
10 Feet Tall And Bulletproof
I guess we all feel 10 feet tall and bulletproof from time to time, but recently i have had to admidt to a disability. Im 37 and going deaf, from a former occupation i worked for 10 yrs. I worked armed security and fired my weapon without hearing protection which decayed my hearing. So now i face the task of getting hearing aids and coping with my problem. But I know God wouldnt throw anything my way i couldnt handle, so this is just another obstacle i have to overcome, thats all.
Worshipful Master's Fu-Anniversary is March 12th! That Is Less Than A Month Away! And His Wish Is To Be Godfather! Before His One Year Anniversary! imikimi - Customize Your World! He's A Wonderful Friend and Person! You All Know how hard it is to reach the Goals On Fubar Without Assistance from another Fu-Friend. So Please Go Rate Him and Bling Him. Hell Give Him Auto 11's To Help Him Achieve His Goal To Becoming Fubar's Next imikimi - Customize Your World! Ray Will Definitely Repay All That Help Him Achieve His Goal
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. MOMMY 2. TAMMI 3. MIMI Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. MOTHER 2. DRIVER 3. SERVER Three Places I have lived 1. TEXAS 2. KENTUCKY 3. GEORGIA Three TV Shows that I watch 1. CN 2.DISNEY 3. BOOMERANG (I HAVE SMALL CHILDREN) Three places I have been 1. STONE MOUNTAIN 2. GRAND CANYON 3. LOST CAVE Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. NICKY 2. LEEANNA 3.RICHARD Three of my favorite foods 1. BBQ SANDWICHES 2. CEREAL 3. MY HOMECOOKED CHICKEN Three things I would like to do 1. GET MY EX OFF MY BACK 2. GET MY DIVORCED FINALIZED 3. GO TO GERMANY Three friends I think will respond 1. No 2. Idea 3. whatsoever.(thanks Sho)(THANKS, YANKEE) Th
The reason I deleted my other account was because I was seriously thinking about getting rid of my computer and not being online anymore. But then I thought of how many people that I have met over the years. I thought and thought about it and I decided not to get rid of it as you can clearly see. I don't know what I would do without my computer to tell you the truth. I'm kinda addicted..I guess you could say. Anyhow...I would miss the ones that I am close too or would like to think that I am close too. Although I don't get to talk to everyone that much anymore that doesn't mean that I don't care about them. And I bet some can guess who they are too. Well, I guess I have said all that I need to say for right now.
Me Album Covah Yo
Neh? Neh?! Blaming it on this blog.
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Maegan 2. Meg 3. Maegamo Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Clerical Clerk 2. Admin. Assistant 3. Executive Assistant/Network Rep. Three Places I have lived 1. Tucson, AZ (born; 2yrs) 2. Rancho Cucamonga, CA (9yrs) 3. Rolling Hills Estates, CA (15 yrs) Three TV Shows that I watch 1. Law and Order 2. Lipstick Jungle 3. Gs to Gents (MTV2) Three places I have been 1. Paris 2. Ireland 3. Italy Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. My BFF Eileen 2. My Boss 3. My good friend Carol Three of my favorite foods 1. Salad 2. Chicken salad 3. Jugo de Carne Sopa Three things I would like to do 1. Spend my life happy & free 2. Spend time with my frien
More Wilderness As Sarah Turns Three Going On Sixteen
Once you travel beyond the sprawling exurbs of America, youll find plenty of open space and peaceful forests. Many of the prairies and woodlands cleared by settlers have returned now that the land is no longer needed for agriculture. In recent decades, America has gained 70 million acres of wilderness, which is more than all the land occupied by cities, suburbs, and exurbs, according to Peter Huber, a fellow at the Manhattan Institute. And more people than ever can get to that wilderness because of a technology that we now routinely curse This morning at about three a.m. Sarah was screaming in bed, and Martha woke to get her before I could. For the last few days shes been burning with a fever, and Id gotten to bed early Friday night too after an awful caffeine headache. Theres about an hour and a half at work Im blank on, and I didnt get through dinner either. So Sarah came down at three and wanted to lie down on the couch across from our entertainment center. B
I Wanna Know!
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?
Deep Within
you loved me when i was gone you hated me when i was near the only thing i could do is run away and show my fear just needed your shoulder so i can cry away my tears i miss your kiss,lips,and your eyes but what i did not know, is that they were all full of lies you said you loved me and would never break that trust was it love u was feeling or was the damn thing just lust was it greed or just a must that let you break my heart and made me fall apart. did you know this from the start that the pain you gave would go with me to my grave. maybe you did not relise all my pain and my crys. all the dark you put in my skys. but to the day i will always pray. that you will love me.
Im Not A Millionaire
im not rich. im not sexy. im not smart. im poor. im plain. im not that bright. you won't find me with auto11s or cherrybombs active. i barely can afford VIP, but i can afford that little luxury. so if you are looking for a sugar daddy, its not me, im not even making $8/hr at work.
Concert Review (bleeding Through Tour)
I could make this short and sweet and say "The show was badass...Go to this tour when it comes to your town...)) But I won't do that... We got there right after some Jax band played...So we missed one of the bands...heh...Oops... IMPENDING DOOM Badass grindcore/death with breakdowns... Shouldn't have played first...The show line up should have been ABRB, Impending Doom...etc...etc... This band deserved the sophmore spot at this concert... They left me happy and wanting to jump in the pit and start crowd killing... AS BLOOD RUNS BLACK I was kind of disappointed with this band's live performance...Yeah they're a wicked ass metal band...Their music live is almost orgasmic...But after I.D. this band didn't seem so great... Even though there was a fight in the pit when they played... THE ACACIA STRAIN My thoughts when these guys came on were along the lines of "Holy Fuck I wanna rape nuns and kick babies"... Awesome fucking band. Awesome in concert. Really made me think "Ble
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Bling Pack Up 4 Auction!
I have a bling pack up for auction and will end on March 6th at @ midnight! So come and check it out highest bid so far is 750k! Click the pic below to make a bid! Bully & Auction Brought To You By: ♥ToFreknCute♥@ fubar
50 Things About Me
1. What is your best friends name? Debbie 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now? White 3. What are you listening to right now? Sublime- Caress Me Down 4. Whats your favorite number? 14 5. What was the last thing you ate? String Cheese 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Green 7. How is the weather right now? Cold 8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone? Alma 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Smile, also if he smells good 10. Do you have a significant other? I have husband 11. Favorite TV show? NCIS, House 12. Siblings? 3 Brothers 1 Sister 13. Height? 5' 4" 14. Hair color? Blonde 15. Eye Color? Hazel 16. Do you wear contacts? Yes 17. Favorite Holiday? Thanksgiving 18. Month? November...only because it's the prettiest 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? All the time 20. What was the last movie you watched? Uncle 21. Favorite Day of the Year? I
Little Angels(done For My Brother Jason Who Died Of Sids)
When God calls little children to dwell wih him above,We mortals sometimes question the wisdom of his love. For No heartache compares with the death of one small child. Why does so much to make our world seem wonderful and mild. Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to his fold. So he picks a rosebud before it can grow old. God know how much we need them, as so he takes but a few to make to the land of heaven more beautiful to view. Believe this is difficult still some how we must try The saddest word mankind knows will always be "Goodbye"So when a little child departs,we who are left behind must realize God Love Children, Angels are hard to find. Send to us in August 1987 when we lost our son jason to SIDS. From Bob and Jean Melton Chula Vista,California. Jason Micheal Kestner Born May 22, 1987 Died August 14,1987 We love and miss him so much he is always in our hearts.
So Ive been dating this guy for a few months now, and things were good for awhile. Meanwhile I was really interested in someone else, but never had the courage to say anything. Well things took a turn for the worse with my current relationship, partially my fault, and since about the end of November its just been an up hill battle going now where. I thought if I opened up bout some things this guy would leave. BIG mistake he recorded our conversations, saved emails, txt msg etc. and is now holding over my head if I leave or cause him to leave he will rat me out to my family and xhub. I know it doesnt sound like a big deal to anyone else, but its huge to me. On the other hand I have this guy, who seems to be really great, fun to hang out with and talk to. He likes the Saints, but I can look past that, lol. I'd love to be able to spend time with him and get to know him better but I cant bc of crazy being stuck up my butt. Ive been keeping up the lies partly just to keep the
While Heaven Wept - Thus With A Kiss I Die
Tears fall from my somber stare Abandoned and nobody cares I watched you walk away As if I were never there You said you're not the only one in this world Yet you're the only one I've ever loved From my sole sanctuary exiled And likewise from heaven above You have forsaken me Sleepwalk to the gallows To expel my hollow soul Unto fire, unto cold Into hell I must go A broken heart, a broken wing, I'm falling Into this pain deep within Infinitely spiraling To my sorrow-filled end You have foredoomed me When again these eyes you gaze into You'll see I'm still reaching for you How could you leave me here? You have forsaken me
Drift Off To Dream
As I sit here surrounded, By people and lights Along with my drink at the bar Youve been here forever, So clear in my mind I just dont know where you are But I know Ill find you, But girl till I do This is my love song for you Lets hold hands on the porch swing Under the moon While the wind through the willows Plays us a tune We can lie on a blanket, Out back in the yard And wish for our future On a far away star And youll feel the passion, As time after time I press your sweet lips to mine We can dance to the radio, Right up till dawn Till you drift off To dream in my arms You might be hundreds, Or more miles away Or you might be just down the street But therell be a hunger, Deep in your eyes That Ill recognize when we meet It might take hours, Or it might talk years But this is the song you will hear Lets hold hands on the porch swing Under the moon While the wind through the willows Plays us a tune We can lie on a blanket, Out back in the yard
So What Are You Worth?
a smart man once said, as he was preaching to a group of people, aka believers with hope,aka lovers who've been hurt..... that life is like chapters in a book, some characters from a chapter disappear, and others last through out the whole book.......... some bridges were meant to be burned, nothing last forever, and by saying forever, its a promise, and you know you can't keep it. for you can't say never, because you never know what tomorrow will bring. the world is magical and it bound to create some crazy things. you can try to hold onto whats broken for fear of losing something, or you can be brave and learn that it isn't everything. People aren't possessions or material things. They are born with a heart and feelings. And for you to treat a person worse than you would treat your sneakers is inhumane and how low will you stoop to have what you want? some people will do anything to have control.. and you have to look at people and the situations like you would gas in a car.. you st
My Mumm's
so i put up mumm's for fun nah i dont put much thought in it. i love the reaction of everyone. they seem to love to hate but oh well that is human nature i suppose. i read my mumm comments and laugh people are cute. those that actually have a awesome response i try and fan ,rate, and add come on its for fun. no need to hate so much huh?
3/3/09 - Update
My Gram Is Anemic, has low potassium, & has an absess in her stomach. She is getting blood Transfusions tonight and operated on tomorrow. They will be removing the absess and taking a part of her colon to test it. They are also going to attach a colostomy bag temporarily until she's all better and then reverse it after everything is done. Please pray that everything goes well tomorrow and that she'll be home soon. Mwahzzzz, Kitty
Happy @home"
me and my baby @ home".. - Photo Flipbooks
To Go To Vegas Or Not To Go??
So as some of you may know my birthday is coming,and yes its the big 3-0,my 2 friends want to go to Las Vegas and do the whole What happens in Vegas stays in Vegas thing LOL ...we are all turning 30 with in a few months, im the first aronie is next and then jamies...I want to go,im excited about it...but as some of you may also know i have a huge resonsibility here that i have,and im afraid to what would you do??
Look Before You Leap
People really need to think about others feelings before doing something, coz they might regret it in the end. Really.
My unfriendly thoughts spawned from a most irritating gesture Come quietly is what I heard But to follow, That is not quite what I had pictured........ So soon as they did fight In that attempt to take control I had realized I understand Far more than you will ever know So I stand back, quiet and anxious I wait It is all I ever had to do The rest is simply fate Cry as you might as you hold me in question For every trauma you have ever been through. When the truth is.. Those demons, You fed them
''the Funeral Of Hearts''
Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you She was the sun Shining upon The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail He was the moon Painting you With it's glow so vulnerable and pale Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you She was the wind, carrying in All the troubles and fears you've for years tried to forget He was the fire, restless and wild And you were like a moth to that flame The heretic seal beyond divine A prayer to a god who's deaf and blind The last rites for souls on fire Three little words and a question why Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a p
''endless Dark''
Softly the light shines in through The gates of grace on me and you Deceiving our restless hearts A flickering flame so serene Devours the night so we could see The fear we hold on to so strong But i know where i belong Away from your gods That heal all wounds and light this endless dark Lonely the light shines on you Through the gates of fire entombed Feeding on your love Weak is the blaze that kept me away From cruelty and tenderness embraced Saving my soul no more And i know where i belong Away from your gods That heal all wounds and light this endless dark That shine on you and tame your burning heart That bury my truth right into your arms That worship the tomb of our forlorn love
From The Heart
My heart aches because with the evolution of life the desires of life inhearently change. That change involves different people in your life and there are choices that have to be made. Does that person still fit within the picture that you have made? The perspective of a relationship changes. Love stuff is something I dont think that I am interrested in. I dont want to hurt him because his friendship means soo much to me. If we discontinued our marriage he would not be able to handle a friendship with me. I could, he could not. I NEEEEED so desperately a length of seperation... I need a vacation from my life... i need to dissapear from it all .. I just want to leave, to be taken away .. and to not care any more about what he thinks and just do what it is I need to do.. and then there are consequences and it sucks.. I dont like love .. I despise cupid.. and hormones..
The Adventures Of Dimond The Aries
Dimond the aries has had a lot of adventures in her life time, but none like this one just as she thinks that their is no hope for her to find a long lasting love, her path has been crossed by the scales of Venus. Although, the intimacy has yet to reveal itself the excountes have been tremendous already. As they both lye and wait for the day to come for them to comsumate the relationship she was asked for hand in Marriage. Dreeding the question she replies yes awaiting for the day the ring will be placed on her finger and the wonderful magic of consumation shall then begin....
Not only because of the brownness of your eyes Or the shape of your body Not only because of the fullness of your lips Or the curl of your eye lashes You are beautiful because you want to be You are beautiful because God made you that way You are beautiful because in my eyes THERE IS NO ONE MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN YOU You are beautiful because you have a heart And that is a beautiful thing You are beautiful because you have a brain And that is a beautiful thing You are beautiful because you give advice And that is a beautiful thing You are beautiful because God made You that way You are beautiful because in my eyes THERE IS NO ONE MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN YOU You are beautiful because you have confidence You are beautiful because you have determination and wit You are beautiful because you have goals and you plan to reach them You are beautiful because you are always there to lend a helping hand You are beautiful because God made you beautiful
I Will
Turn me from the inside out Watch my will change Addicted I will be So confused I cant see I will say no but I mean yes I will push away I will still want more Bite me solfly Bite me hard Watch my eyes listen to my voice I will let go I will be in control I will still fight it In time we know the beast inside will come out Beward of what you start This could be the end I will turn I will be evil I will be the dream
This Is
This is my good bye I don't give a fuck I don't care what you say This is my life I will be a leader I will be the light in the sky This is my voice I will sing I will scream This is my touch I can make him melt I can cure this life This is my second chance I could just walk away I could make this something more
My Hell
In the shadows eyes glow Evil watching every move we make Angels don't exist here Nothing can save us Burning bodies Fill the sky with darkness The smell fills within Coking of the death Taste of blood in the air A high greater than any other People screaming for their lives I just laugh Dark angels stand together I am the leader I am the pain I am the future
Make Up Sex
I will be your friend I will be your lover I will be there when you call my name Under the stars we will dance This won't be the last We will fight and bleed We will make love and scream I can be so much more I can do whatever you need I can will become me This is me you can see it deep inside This will become a greater pleasure Choke me grab me fuck me Tonight won't be the last I am only a dream I am only a memory I am only a hope Let go of all the pain Let love fill within Lets start all over This is a new beginning
I've done a lot of thinking. Decisions were made. Not everyone will agree with them. By far my shortest post yet.
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Animated Gifs
As alot of yous know by my pictures I do alot of animated gifs of me as you can see I Loves animated as the pictures look more realistic and etc as am just letting yous know as my friends here I'll do the same for you upon a request :) all you have to have is a video of you doing something as it for example Blowing a wet juicy kiss as its your choice as you can get as creative as you want I'll be here for that! for you! *all that is required is a video of you doing that something as then I'll return it too you here as a animated gif small enough in size to upload with your pictures :) Thanks for reading! I hope yous are having a good nite :) Sincerely, Brian*
Huge First!!!!
Last night at 8 p.m., my daughter took her first unassisted step. I couldn't believe it when it happened. I am so proud of her. She will be turning a year old this month!!!! I still have NO CLUE what to do for her birthday! I mean, I know it's her first but I still want to do something for her. If anyone has any ideas, leave them in the comment box. Thanks
Help Her Out Bid On Her
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This Make's I Smile N' Izz Well Kool Song :)
(Who-oo-oo-oo is Mr Brown?) Mr Brown is a clown who rides through town in a coffin (Where he be found?) In the coffin where there is Three crows on top and two is laughing Oh, what a confusion! Ooh, yeah, yeah! What a botheration! Ooh, now, now! Who is Mr Brown? I wanna know now! He is nowhere to be found From Mandeville to Slygoville, coffin runnin' around, Upsetting, upsetting, upsetting the town, Asking for Mr Brown From Mandeville to Slygoville, coffin runnin' around, Upsetting, upsetting, upsetting the town, Asking for Mr Brown I wanna know who (is Mr Brown)? Is Mr Brown controlled by remote? O-o-oh, calling duppy conqueror, I'm the ghost-catcher! This is your chance, oh big, big Bill bull-bucka, Take your chance! Prove yourself! Oh, yeah! Down in parade People runnin like a masquerade The police make a raid, But the - oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah The thing get fade What a thing in town Crows chauffeur-driven around, Skankin' as if they had
I met someone on here as most know by now. We hit it off I really like him due to circumstance I have to move back home down south but am coming back to the area..... He says he is not mad and understands and will be there when I get back, but deletes me off of here, what gives? It confuses me because he told me to call when I got in so he knew I made it safe and he answered..... and told me we'd work things out.
My life is going pretty good so far. I got all my friends who are very dear to me I got my health I got my family I got my son I have a feeling this year will have a good out come for everyone. Even though not all of us have a special someone in our life we still have each other to run to and to comfort in our times of hardship. You all know I am here to help you if need be I dont have much but I can find someway to help you out. I want to say thanks to all of you who have been there for me these past weeks I really appriciate it. And thanks to those of you who arnt able to be here but still contact me when you know im feeling down. If it weren't for you guys I dont know what wouldve went on...I know I wouldnt of pulled some emo shit but I mean like yeah...I dont think Id have my sanity. I also want to thank my ex bf...If it wasent for you being the way you are...I wouldnt be the strong woman I am now...So thanks for being a total fucking dick to me for makeing me the
10 Years- So Long Good Bye
Keep changing your mind. Like clouds in the sky. Love me when your high. Leave me when you cry. I know it all takes time. Like a river running dry when the suns to bright. So long this is good-bye. May we meet again in another life. Like strangers passing by. May we see clearly in a different light. Keep dodging lights. Like a thief in the night. The sun will rise and expose all our lies. So why deny that you and I lead different lives. The rivers from your eye's can't change my mind.
So this is what happened after I took my Paxil: (for social anxiety disorder): I stepped out of the house in newly dyed red hair, my new leather boots, and my "Mrs.Voorhees" shirt and ventured to Walmart to get some snacks and cat food, and I actually got a compliment on my shirt and all eyes were on me. THIS is what happens when you leave a "wanting to socialize" Aries in a closed room for 2 weeks!! I just HAD to get out. So the plan for tonight is lay low, chill out, play some games, snack and maybe tomorrow call my work to see if I can come back, and if not, well I think it's about time to start using my CMA title. That's it for now.. I am Still bored and antsy but I'll just put some duct tape over my mouth and make myself pass out so I don't piss anyone off!! Lol I'm like a hyper little kid. "Won't you be my friend"? I dont wanna creep anyone out so I'll just play with my imaginary friends on World of Warcraft lol =(
Soldiers: Volunteers Into The Fire
You tuff it out feet blisters and all Your honor at stake Your pride already shining through Youve made it this far Dont quit now When the thoughts creep in Remember I am proud too Youre an American Soldier An honor for the chosen few Not everyone can make it through It takes a lot to volunteer Knowing whats ahead of you Standing tall before you go Running into the fire in front of you.
Check 'em Out.... No, its not a paysite.....we just like to share
March 11th
Totally Made Up News: We all knew the day would come when you could open a Google search window and type in where are my keys? and a map of your house would appear with step by step directions of how to get to them. The day is soon approaching, as Google is taking a step toward the omnipresent search god. Soon ads will be more tailored to you based not only on your present search results, but your past ones as well. Google is touting the service as interest-based advertising. Using your past search history, page browsing history, and current search results they will provide ads based on things that you like. This is a great opportunity for other services based on interest. Since our browsing history is going to be used we can find counseling for all of those fetish sites we go to, perhaps shoppers therapy for Internet spenders, and maybe even aversion therapy for social networking syndrome. This could be the wave of the future, we will fix you without you even wanting it. In a
In My Silence
In My Silence As each sliver fell from my heart My tears now forming my heartbreaks rhyme I begged and I pleaded with you Please My Love Hug and Kiss Me One last time I do not understand why you refused This silence is breaking me down Three thousand miles separates me from my heart I have become a passing soul in this ghost town So here I lay words dying on my tongue Heartbeat slows to a snails pace My eyes fixed upon my walls As I stare longingly at your GORGEOUS face Your pictures remain for it is all I have left As a pain induced coma I slowly slip in to Your eyes stare right through in the night Even pitch black can not dull the shine of you I gave you my heart, my love, my soul They will always be yours Angel Our story left unfinished the covers closing Sitting here I watch as each page fell I wish I knew why we keep getting here As I shrink from sight loosing every sense I am left alone here once again My body cold and broken decaying In My Silence
cars pullin crap + funeral to go to in the mornin . plus much more . sometimes stuff just sux ass !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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It Must Have Been Love'
Lay a whisper on my pillow Leave the winter on the ground I wake up lonely,there's air of silence In the bedroom and all around Touch me now, I close my eyes And dream away... It must have been love, but it's over now It must have been good, but I lost it somehow It must have been love, but it's over now >From the moment we touched till the time had run out Make believing we're together That I'm sheltered by your heart But in and outside I turn to water Like a teardrop in your palm And it's a hard winter's day I dream away... It must have been love, but it's over now It was all that I wanted, now I'm living without It must have been love, but it's over now It's where the water flows, it's where the wind blows It must have been love, but it's over now It must have been good, but I lost it somehow It must have been love, but it's over now >From the moment we touched till the time had run out It must have been love, but it's over now It was all that
Daddy, You're A Junior!
Technically, no Im not that is, Im not called junior by any member of my family because I dont share a first name with my father Robert. But my brother in the state of Washington does, though Ive never heard him called junior. My uncle who lived in Texas, my dads brother David, did share his name with his father and got called junior by him all his life. Hopefully thats just a namesake that occurs among family members I cant imagine how Marthas cousin Stanley puts up with everybody calling him junior when hes a grown adult, married with two children, and his father died last year. Stanley, Debbie, and their boys Matthew and Alex were in Minot for Special Olympics being held at the Minot State University dome yesterday and today. We went to meet them yesterday morning before Martha and then I had to go to work. By all reports, Sarah, Jeffrey, and Mary (in that counting of our statistically-average 2.4 children) made a day of it since Matthew who had the basketba
Autos On
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Thanx So Much To Those Who Deserve It!!!
OK ... for those of u who stuck beside me and remained my friend when i quit DC girls and wasnt able to get back to everyones letters and messages quick or at all .. i would like to say thank you, things were very hectic for me my grandmother was very very very ill and we almost lost her twice, but thankfully, she has made a full recovery and has been back home for almost 3 weeks now and things for me are going back to normal!! YAYYY... although i am sad that i lost a few friends it was a good time to see who was really my friend and who wasnt !!! thank u all so much for all your thoughtfull gifts and messages and most of all thanks for being true friends .. Much love
out think all that stands in your way to success, then act on the thought. For there is no greater guide then ones on mind!
Number One
You grab a hold of my heart & just tear it apart You don't even care Just sit there and stare As I fall to dispear It's not even unfair Everything's so unclear Just take me away from here
Mah Cross To Bear
I know that I am going to piss some off with this but I just don't care. I have come to realize some things. My cross to bear is the fact that, no matter what I do or say, I am just not that important to anyone! I don't get e-mails, my phone rarly rings, I dont get to many texts. I am usually the one who contacts people. I feel that if I died tomorrow no one would know, let alone miss me. Yea I am being kind of an ass, comes with the mood. So as of now my SB is off, plus no one can PM me also, and don't bother calling or texting, don't have a phone anymore, not going to pay on it. But seeing how I am not important to anyone these things shouldn't be a problem to anyone, not that I care if it is. I know that I am not important, and no one cares about me, so i am just going to live my life in darkness. That will be my cross to bear now........
Happy Birthday Brit!
Today is my fuwifey and r/l gf Brit's birthday!!! So... swing by her profile & show her some love & wish her happy birthday!!! BB AKA BABY BRIT R/L GIRLFRIEND TO JACQUES@ fubar
Libra Compatability
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The Challenge ..
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March 16th
Totally Made Up News: In a legislative move Congress has decided to initiate a ban on trucks larger than parking spaces. Results to the bill seem positive, as almost everyone in this country seems to have been slighted in some way to find a truck parked next to their vehicle so large that it is impossible to open the door to get into the car. While it was decided that this may be a function of bad parking skills, it is mostly due to the fact that these vehicles are too big for most spaces. The annoyance factor continues when it is discovered that only one person is driving in said vehicle, large enough to accommodate eight passengers. The ban is expected to pass by a majority vote, and will go into affect soon. Offenders will follow a three stage process. First offense will be ticketed for abuse of parking spaces. Second offense will result in towing the vehicle and a fine. The third offense will result in the vehicle being crushed into a small block of metal and left for the own
Music I Love- Sektor Gaza (sel'skij Kaif)
Alex It was a very warm Saturday afternoon and I was at Bellevue Square, having a bite to eat when I saw her at the Nordstroms perfume counter sampling various fragrances. She was lost in the aromatic beauty of it all. As I approached I noticed that she had on very high quality clothing, designer labels by the appearance and she made them look good. She was in an eggplant colored dress that appeared to move even when she didn't, it simply flowed on her. It was a bit low cut and every so often you could detect the presence of what I assumed was a silk camisole. She had on very tasteful heels and was wearing glimmering stockings, the kind that requires a garter belt which I could just make out under the silky dress if I watched carefully. "Hot" came to mind as I admired her beautiful brunette hair. Her make-up was applied flawlessly and she had chosen a soft pink lipstick that seemed to have a hint of white floating above the primary color. From my proximity she appeared to have
Nothing. Song.
The Feel Good Drag lyrics "I'm here for you" she said and we can stay for awhile, my boyfriend's gone, we can just pretend. Lips that need no introduction Now who's the greater sin, Your drab eyes seem to invite (tell me darling) Where do we begin. Was this over before Before it ever began Your kiss Your calls Your crutch Like the devils got your hand This was over before Before it ever began Your lips Your lies Your lust Like the devils in your hands Everyone in this town is seeing somebody else Everybody's tired of someone our eyes wander for help Prayers that need no answer now I'm tired of who I am You were my greatest mistake I fell in love with your sin Your littlest sin Was this over before Before it ever began Your kiss Your calls Your crutch Like the devils got your hand This was over before Before it ever began Your lips Your lies Your lust Like the devils in your hands Failure is your disease You want my outline drawn You
Abysmal Love
Abysmal Love I fell into the abyss, Of her dreadful love. Colors choked together, And blackened my resolve. Then my heart burst open, Like a thundercloud in the desert. I saw a pale horseman, Trod out upon a battlefield. I was blinded by the brilliance, Of her simple strategy. And the last thing I saw, Was her face. Copyright Steve Britt 27 February 2002
One Before Bed, Thankies Amy Girl!
Name of the last person you texted? -HAHA im in the stone age no cell anymore! This survey gets a little personal can you handle it? -Naturally. Do you think somebody is in love with you? -Maybe, one can never tell. Is it easy to make you cry? -Umm depends on my day and hormone levels lol What would you do if your best friend died? -My world would fall apart,i cant handle to much more death in my life. Do you consider yourself lucky? -Im surviving that in its self is lucky. I bet you miss somebody right now? -Very much so. I bet you're thinking about someone right now? -Yes i am Can you honestly say your okay right now? -Im doin the best i know how to right now and thats ok to me. What are you doing tomorrow night? -Same shit diff day, im at a stand still in my life at the moment. Do you tell people you're okay when you're really not? -Yes im queen at hiding my feelings sometimes. Do you hate when guys/girls flirt with your bf/gf? -It re
Soulidium-live Forever
It's time to die So say your goodbyes Your mortal life Is close to over Immortal dreams Of ages it seems In your final screams Your eyes will open Your crying as your dying, And this hunger... it kills you Eternal pleas This blood lust in me Terrors of night Are far from over Immortal pain It thrusts in your veins Drink death of me And live forever And live forever Your hunt begins Your animal within Compassion dies And now it's over First dusk to blood Your hunger overruns This kill will be To feed on ecstacy She's crying as she's dying And this hunger... it kills you Eternal pleas This blood lust in me Terrors of night Are far from over Immortal pain It thrusts in your veins Drink death of me And live forever And she's crying... She's dying And this hunger... it kills you Eternal pleas This blood lust in me Terrors of night Are far from over Immortal pain It thrusts in your veins Drink death of me And live forever
What To Do
It is funny i sit here and pour my heart and soul into these blogs. Never can get one comment on any of them. It is cool i guess. I never really claimed to having to many people that I actually consider as friends. Being single has taught me that you have to keep a very close eye on all you have around you at all times. Do I really need more friends? Do I need that love of my life? Can I just stay single and beat the bishop and be happy. Sounds crazy does it. It makes since. Could never hurt anybody that way. People tell me all the time that they are here for me. Talk about anything that I need to talk about. Would never hurt me in any way. But it all ends the same way. Friends and girlfriends alike. But hey what do i know. Thanks to all that actually read what I write. Larry D Kendall Jr. AKA UrbanCowboy
Music I Love- Faktor 2
A woman rats out a guy, he wants her to die. She is walkin home alone at night after he gets back from prison. He stalks her, and starts shooting at her. He apologizes for killin her, and says it was "an accident".
A Glympse To My Real World
lol, i am jack of all trades master of none, lol... i can do so many things, yes, other thn sexy thing... i do most of stuff at home by myself, am a domesticated type, enjoy being home, yet love to be friends... i will only hang out with friends, or here ..unless my work are done,. am not a compulsive buyer too, i do think and calculate a lot before buying things,.. most of the time, i do my own stuff. today, is my sewing day.. ahhh, am done with my new me and my sewing accomplished"
Funny Health Update For My Buds Here
So I was about to leave the house Monday for my doctors appointment. For anyone reading this and totally drunk for the last three weeks or so, I have been having problems with dizziness. Now my friends here would tell you they are amazed I am just noticing after all these years. Idiots!!!!! They are off my Christmas list. Anyway a pilot that is dizzy is not the best, especially when trying to land. Anyway back to the main point here....I was about to leave for the doctor and the clinic called to tell me he had called in sick so was wondering if I could come next Monday. As if I have a choice. Now this is not a condition that is severe enough that it keeps me from doing most things but it is something not very fun and is effecting me at work and has the potential of growing worse and is making me feel sick at times which is strange for me cause I am a weight training and fitness fool ( not show stuff but good for my age) and never get sick. So I would appreciate the person help
Bitches Who Open Their Private Folders For Blings...
and other shit is fucking hilarious. Do you realize you are showing the goods for a 50x50 animated gif? Seriously, crackwhores get more for than that. For $14.71 per month you can get your name in a different color. For $10.00 you can get a blingy dinner for two gif For $100.00 you are able to be at the top of this site looking like a assclown for an hour. With your morphing pic that looks nothing like you. I can't imagine how much some people blow on this site. Go open a fucking PayPal and start making some real dough instead of grifting middle-aged douchebag dropping mad coin on a spotlight or happy hour, let him help you pay bills, mortgage or cell phone bill. Times are tight you know. To quote a wiseman ""If Kurupt gave a fuck about a bitch. Id always be broke. Id never have no motherfuckin indo to smoke" Well said.
To Know
I ache for your touch. I long for your tender embrace, I want to feel that one kiss, To feel you holding me, Feeling your lips against mine, To know your heart beats in time with mine. I want to know if you care, If you love, If you dream, If you long for a kiss as well as a touch, I want to know if your heart longs for mine.
Some Of My Personality Traits...
I'm an intelligent and fun conversationalist... I feel that dating (& relationships) should be mutually respectful and enjoyable for both - to enhance our life... I'm very intuitive & have an extensive background experience as a psychic reader - I've given many readings with and without using the "Dream Card" deck... Have worked at Psychic Fairs, Online, on the telephone on a "Psychic Hotline"... and performed many private reading for clients... I'm a good listener - attentive, understanding, and accepting... I like to give relationships time and not rush anything... Usually, I'm able to nurture a conversation with mutually interesting subjects... I enjoy learning about a woman's personality and listening to her experiences... Let's get to know each other... Best Wishes To You, Don
My Daughter Wants To Come Home
well i see my daugher every 2 weeks and im trying to get her back and i go to court on the 31st of march 2009...
Relentless Radio
Relentless Radio AS CHARGED: Bad owner(s) and favoritism toward certain staffers in front of the lounge public. VERDICT: GUILTY ON ALL COUNTS
Army Love
I made an dedication to all the soldiers fighting with and fighting for love... It is in my gallery, in the folder "My Art"... It is rather simple, but I like it that way, it is not supposed to be top notch art, simply just an dedication to those who work hard and fights for love Hope you enjoy it everyone
What Scent Candle Should You Light?
You Should Light a Green Tea Candle You are calm yet energetic. You take good care of yourself, and you have a lot of endurance. Like most people, you have a hectic life. But unlike others, you try to have as many moments of peace as possible. You're the type of person who's witty and insightful. You're secure with yourself, and you often have a hilarious take on life. You are expressive and apt to talk quite a bit. However, you're able to kick back and listen too. What Scent Candle Should You Light?
Sektor Gaza- Vosstavshie Iz Ada
Russian war in Afghanistan
Pastor Gerald's Response At Daybreak
Yesterday was my day off from work, so in the early afternoon a few hours before picking Martha up at McDonalds, I took Sarah and Jeffrey with me to Dakota Squares play area and McDonalds play place to work off some of their energy. I brought them in the stroller that my kids really like to ride in for at least a few minutes, then I alternated carrying one of them and letting the other walk within sight of me. Sarah likes getting held more (she says, anyway) and Jeffrey actually feels heavier despite being the younger sibling. One of the community displays at the mall was a series of new farm tractors. I had to stop Jeffrey from climbing on one with a leather seat and gearshift for your left hand I was holding Sarah and told him if he really wanted to know more about farming he needs to ask Pastor Gerald at our church. Sarah: Pastor Geralds here? I related that episode to the man himself this morning at our mens breakfast and he got as good a laugh out of it as I did
About Me
hello ever one my name is krissy i'm 27 years old yes i do have a boyfirend . yes he dose have an account here. he is # 1 on my page and my family i love him alot. yes i do have yahoo im. if u want to add me ask for my yim id.
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Where Do I Belong
where do i belong with in your world do i belong with you do i belong near you do i belong by you i wish i new i wish i could know i wish i could have a clue i wish love wasnt so hard i wish it was more black and white my feelings for you are clear as day to me my heart is yours if you so wish it my body can be near you if you so wish it

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