Originally posted on Tagged Apr 18, 2009, 5:15 pm
I've never been one to take revenge on someone who has done me wrong...Instead I go out and do stupid shit to punish myself for whatever it was that I did to make them do it in the first place....
Once again someone has enjoyed making a fool out of me...Actually 2 someone's...And instead of getting angry at them for what they did...I'm sitting here taking the blame figuring that somehow it's all my fault...
There comes a time in everyone's life when they have to stand up and say enuf! Take charge of the bullshit that is in their life...And cast off those people who want to keep them down...Because it gives them satisfaction having that kind of control over another human being....
Well...I'm done...As my status says...
"I'm building a wall so high that no one will want to climb to the top and come over to my side...Anyone who tries...I'm shoving their fucking ass off...Let them stay on their own side...Because behind my wall...I can protect the heart that so many are bent on breaking...Destroying...Playing with...And leaving for dead..."
Well if my heart must die to take away the pain then so be it...I'll be damned if I'm going to be used for the satisfaction of men who want only what they can take...And give nothing in return...Other than cruel heartache....
And the next man that tells me "I'm different...I'm not like other men..." Well they won't be...because other men have broken my heart...And I'm not going to let anyone else do it again...I'm done