Never tell him you luv him. Bury the secret deep in your heart. Once the words are spoken reality is given the opportunity to enter your dreams so the color fades like a dying rose.
Just a thought to add...Seeing him everyday...Whether in reality or just in the cyber world...Makes it hard to keep the silence...But the fear of losing a friend locks the lips quite well
Adding another thought to this...Letting someone else in on the secrets of your heart...Confiding in them can backfire even worse...Esp when they ridicule you for how you feel...No matter how many people have went thru similar situations as you have...It is a totally different experience for each and every person...Some survive and go on...And others are scarred for life
Additional thought: When that person comes back to apologize after ripping your soul to shreds it really means nothing...It is just a reminder of the pain they inflicted when they swore they were a friend and would never hurt you...Apparently my definition of friend is a lot different than a lot of people.