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Top Ten Reasons You Know You Can't Live Without Him
10. Because the day he finally told you he loved you and wanted to marry you...You had already given up and found someone else...And it left you so broken you cried for two days after...and he didn't say I told you so when that someone else turned out to be the biggest player you've ever met...
9. Because you've tried to find someone else...when you know you've lost him...and no one can compare with him...or erase his memory from your mind...
8. Because you don't answer when he calls on purpose just so he has to leave a voice mail...and you listen to those six words "Its Me. Call me back. Bye" over and over whenever you need to hear his voice...
7. Because you login to your online accts over and over just to see if you have any new notifications...and when you do your heart jumps cuz they might be from him...
6. Because your heart beats even faster when those notifications are from him or you see his sweet face in your inbox...
5. Because your heart jumps everytime he logs in to Yahoo...and falls when he logs out...and you smile like an idiot when an IM is from him...even if when it's a mass msg and you smile even more when he actually says hi...and you archive every message just so you can read back thru them...and torture yourself with the love you walked away from cuz you were scared of being hurt again...
4. Because you spend hours on youtube hunting up videos that say everything to him you can't...
3. Because your heart breaks every time you see his status or mood and it says something totally dumb, random or actually meaningful...and you know it's not meant for you but your traitor heart wants it to be...
2. Because you decided to blog this dumb list you made two years ago for the one who destroyed your heart...the one that disappeared after you returned to Fubar the second time...and in the end you found that someone that makes your heart beat fast, makes you smile like no other ever has...
And the Number One reason you know you never want to lose him...That you love him forever even if he doesn't want you...
Because you're ready to throw away every scrap of pride, dignity, and self-respect you have...ready to get down on your knees and crawl to him...ready to beg for him to forgive you and give you one more chance.... 
