Boobalicious Paper Doll's blog: "2008"

1017 am After much thought and after a conversation or two I had last night. I know my blog was depressing for those who read it. I was just feeling like that because I put myself in that situation. To be honest, it was refreshing to have someone slap me int he face with their point of views. You know, sometimes a girl needs that. I may not be expressive with words when I am in front of a person but I am expressive with my words when I do write/type them down. I had a decent conversation with a guy I consider my best friend. I knew exactly what he was thinking and what he was going to say but I guess I needed to have him tell me up front. Then about 2hrs later I received a phone call from a wonderful guy. I like him a lot. He told me how he felt when he read my blogs and also how he felt when I posted up some salutes. For that, I am sorry for not taking your thoughts into consideration. You're the one for me right now and I wouldn't want to do anything to make you think otherwise. I'm trying to get my act together only b/c it's going to be a hard thing to do. I'm going to do it though... I'm going to move out by February. I just want to make sure that at least my other car is 100% and she could do whatever she wants to do. In fact, I'll give her the pink slip to that car, while I refi my current car. That's all I have to say/type for now. Just so you know, there will be one more salute that will be posted and I hope he doesn't get upset. In fact, I hope he appreciates it b/c it's coming from me. I hope he likes it a lot, and I mean a lot. Anywho I'll be back soon... 1021am