10:31pm PST

So lately i've been going out with random people and it's been cool.  I don't mean random, per se.  I mean people I've been friends with and just hanging out.

Labor day weekend was cool, even though I lost a bet to a certain someone.  I went to a baseball game that Friday night at Dodger Stadium in Los Angeles!  Went to a college football game at the Rose Bowl in Pasadena on Saturday afternoon.  Sunday evening was at Hollywood =)

I thought I would give it a rest at Sunday, but on Monday my baby brother came over and chilled for a bit.  we went to Ihop, which was good!  We then went to Petco to pick up some food for Thomas.  Then later at night saw District 9, which I'll admit was somewhat creepy (cuz of the aliens) but I liked the story.

Boy!!!!!  Did I have a busy weekend.  oh and to top it off I visited an old friend of mine.  He's cool people, except for the fact that he fuckin left a hickey literally obvious!!!

Anywho, the rest of the week was ok b/c I was at work.  Friday night came and I went out.  Saturday, what did I do Saturday?  I went to visit an ex coworker of mine, and she's not doing so well.  Other than that I was home for most of the night.  I should've visited my one friend from Monday.  Yes the hickey dude, but nothing else happened.  He just kind of got surprised as soon as he left it and i left afterwards.  I couldn't want to see Sol, his daughter.  She's so cute and intelligent.  She reminds me of me when I was her age.  She's only 5.

Sunday....  I hung out, went to a conference, had a couple drinks here and there with people and that's about it.  I got home later than I thought I would, but luckily no hangover!!!!!!!!!!

Oh on another note, Thomas has been sleeping on my tummy lately.  Should I consider it as a sign?  Does he know something I don't?  Usually animals and babies pick up on signs, but I don't see it?  Aww shit, it means I have to get checked doesn't it?  What do you think?  I don't think I'm expecting.  Especially with all the drinking I had last night?!?!?!?!?!  Hell no...  I mean the last time I was with a guy was almost 3 months ago...  That can't be it.  Yes, I haven't been with a guy for almost 3 months geezzzzzzzzzz louise!

Hahaha, well anywho, i'm gonna get some sleep.  ni ni pplz 10:39pm

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10:45pm
Today wasn't the best of days at work.  I kind of sort of knew someone else was going to get the position, but I still kind got upset about it.  I didn't let anyone notice it though.  I kept myself busy throughout the whole day.

Someone else got the position I wholeheartedly deserved.  i'm at the point where I'm like, who's ass or who's cock did he have to kiss in order for him to become a Supervisor.  It sucks.  It really does.  I have way more experience than he does.  Oh well, at least if you see it from the positive aspect... which there is... I won't get yelled at by the attorneys at work when we're in meetings.  Then again, I am the kind to work better under pressure and am a bitch to everyone when I need work to get done like yesterday lol.

Ok, so no one knows, yesterday, the 17th, was my baby sister's anniversary.  It's been 13yrs since her passing.  RIP Isabella.  I wonder at times what it would have been like to have her there in my shadow, but I'll never know.  I can only wonder.  *sighs*  I will light up a candle by tomorrow, since work has been hectic!!!!!!!!  I know she's always watching over my family, so I know she's still there. 

On another note, my baby brother finally went to the DMV and signed the paperwork...  my other car is now officially his.  I'm happy about it, because it's one less thing to worry about. 

Oh, did I mention?  I am putting myself out back in the market.  I think I've been single for too long, well not think, but know...  We'll see who the next lucky guy in my life will be hmm... 10:50 pm PST

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9:40pm PST

yes I'm back to timing my blogs lol

Nothing's been new ...  except for one thing.  No one knew but I was at the hospital a while ago.  I was there overnight.  Nothing major to worry about.  I went to visit a friend!  Well more like an ex friend since I parted ways with that person.

Work: DRAMA! DRAMA!  DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!!  I don't like my supervisor at all.  And she didn't grant me my days off.  FUCKIN BITCH!!!  All i asked for was for my b-day weekend off.  (for those who don't know...  I have been working on my bday every year for the past 6, and so this one will be 7 grrr)... 

Relationships:  My Love Life doesn't exist :(  My sex life doesn't either!!!  Any guys wanna help?!?!?!?!  j/k  But seriously none of them exist.  Gee I wonder why?

Fun:  I've been going to work and that's not fun really.  I almost went to the beach this past weekend, but my friend totally cancelled on me, and I know why. 

Guys:  can only bring pain and drama and not much comfort =(

Yeah I know I was ranting on.  What did you think I was gonna tell you?  No, I'm not pregnant, and I can't because umm I don't have a sex life, LOL.  Yeah, doesn't always end up like we want it to but eh *shrugs shoulders*

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254pm

So I am sitting outside, enjoying the sun.  I don't have to worry about anything except for what I'm going to wear tomorrow.  Yup, it's been 2 months since I went to work.  This time, it's a bit different.  There is a pending project for me to take care of by Tuesday but Friday was a long yet short day.

I was asked to come in at 8am, which I did.  Then, by 8:30 we were introduced to the company, but I knew more than half the people.  I had to go into a mini training session by 9:00am, but got there by 9:10am.  Yeah, I kind of held it up for them, but hey what can I say?  Everyone was happy to see me.  Then we kind of only had a break at 9:45 before a 2-hr long meeting at 10:00am. 

I barely had enough time to get some work in by 12:00pm, at which time was told I'd have my lunch scheduled at 1:00pm - which works out great for me cuz I'm used to having lunch at that time anyway.

I came back at 2:15 since the company paid for lunch, and I only had enough time to work until 3:30pm - break time.  Came back at 3:45 and finally left on time at 5:00pm.  Hey it's not my fault I didn't get to put much time or effort into the mini project.

So anyway, that was Friday.  Yesterday, I ended up apartment hunting and saw two potentials.  I hope I get called back.  Even though I didn't work for the past two months, I had enough money for either a car, or an apartment.  Looks like I'm going to have to bite the bullet on this one and get the apartment.

Today is sunday, obviously.  It's nice beach weather, but I'm going to stay inside for the time being.  I wonder how everyone is doing?  I'm talking about my other friends.  I might just call them up and see if they wanna hang out for a bit.  Yeah, we'll see what else I can do and what type of trouble I can stay out of. =) 2:59pm

This one was written back on Tuesday, August 24th, 2004 and it is untitled

Forever lost
   searching
Finding
   sensing
      knowing...

Losing all
   Faith
Love
   Hate
      Everything

Thinking
   All Alone
Forever yours
   Sincerely
Eternally
   Forever Lost...
In your eyes
   Being found

Wanting
   Being
   Lusting
  Tempted to
Love
In Your Eyes
   Forever Lost
Dying Happy

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This other one was written on Monday, December 6th, 2004 and is also untitled.

Shattered darkness
filled with lies
deceit
anger & disappointment

Dreams broken
lives lost
Teardrop
 running dry
Quivering, Shaking
dropping voices
 ceasing to sound

glass drops
cracking
  breaking
 falling apart
failing to regroup

Love, lust, disappears
Today where there
  is no tomorrow
ReLiving this again...

To live, to die
to grow, to whither
All Eyes Befall on Me
Love, Hate
Trust, Deceit
Eyes Cry
Tears drop

Well this one dates back to October 29th 2007 :)

Por no saber sentir
Todo el amor
que tenias hacia mi

Perdoname por no saber
Disfrutar tu cuerpo y tu sentir
Tambien tu modo de ser
Siempre estuviste a mi lado

Yo nunca supe como apreciar
Todo lo que pusiste de ti
Amor, ayudame
olvidar el pasado que me hirio
Desde siempre supe que eras el unico
Y siempre seras para Mi

Todo lo que pidas sera para ti
No sabes lo mucho que siento
Estando alejada de ti
lo mucho que te extra~o
me vuelvo loca y me palpita el corazon
No sabes lo mucho que te quiero
Amor, ahora lo sabes todo
Hojala y no te pierda por otra