CantSleepClownsWillEatMe's blog: "Pain and Sweet Memories"

created on 02/08/2008 | http://fubar.com/pain-and-sweet-memories/b186446

posted on 02/08/2008&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;08:02&nbs-08:00;pm

Sadness
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Sitting here realizing that this next week is going to be so hard on me. Not only am I feeling like I am getting older (my daughter turns 18 on Valentine's Day) but the day after my daughters birthday last year I had to put my dog of 12 years down. My pitbull was my best friend, the only one that really seemed to care when I felt nobody else in the world did. The past few days my status has been set to sick, for some reason I feel that it is more of a depression with what this week has to come. I hate not having my significant other with me on Valentine's Day as well, seems like its been many years since I have gotten to look into another persons eyes and say I love you on that date. I'm sorry for rambling, just feeling very very down.