Midgit RIP TEDDY J's blog: "naughty"

through the glass?i wish. its been a while since weve been together i miss it .. i miss you and all the naughty things wed do. i guess what im really trying to say is that im horny/lonely and miss the old way.sometimes i want you and other times i just want to push you further and further away.till death or freedom ...thats the day ..when ill be set free ..and just be me ..maybe well come together and maybe we wont ... but it doesnt matter anymore cause were both destined to be alone

cause you to get a urinary track infection? yea it fucking sucks

so some friends of mine and i went to rcoky tonight instead of going to the rave ..which was depressing to me i got all dressed up rocky at a ne w venue just wasnt the same i left during make you a man i went out side and leaned against this rail3 stories up looking towards all these lights i and the queen fucking mary a giant ship .i thought about how much everything had changed and what im gonna do in the next couple months lol i took my shoes off i was wearing my black babydoll heals so i was standing there in fishnet stalkings pirate spankies and a corset leaning over this rail looking at shit for probly an hour the show let out i went back to the car and fucking chris and amanda were fucking platerd they left after the first 10 mins and trixies strip show to go smoke and instead got waisted so we waited for anna and her friend to come back and got to drive us back home ..we decided to go to the beach and actually go in mind you we decided this at around 3 am so we went i told chris if he wenmt in id go in so he did and then ran out like a pussy ... so i stripped and ran in it felt so great icy cold water heheeh then other people showed up so i rapped up and anna asked if they cared if we swam naked and some chick was like no but i wanna see your tits so i showed her got naked and went back in then everyone decided they wanted to go to a hot tub so we came back home and went to chrises parents apartment and hopped the fence and the heater was off and we couldnt turn it on so we went to minand finally got in and stayed in until 6 30 am or so and then they pussied out cause the sun was coming up and now here i am lol typing about it ... it was awsome the first time id ever done it they were all surprised when i told them it was my first time too they said i was really comfortable lol

damnit. lately ive been so horny.ive been having very naughty dreams hehe i want to be a bad girl.its all ive been thinking about.i just cant stop.i just wanna be bad hehe but i have to wait

im going to pick up my new bed hehe i cant wait to break it in( so you better visit soon sean)

i miss it so much i need to go to one soon to find some happiness hehehe no i dont do drugs im a clean raver i can have fun without doing anything..its so amazing thought surrounded by all these people , the bright colors just dancing and having fun for hours early into the mourning ... its so great a few days after the rave i just feel really good ... i love the music ..thats my drug the music anytime i come back to life froma show everyone thinks ive done drugs because im just so happy ... dancing for hours putting on light shows its omg its better than any show ive ever been to i wish more people could do it without drugs though just to see how much better it is ... they say the drugs enhance the fun but i dont think its worth it because the next couple days you come down and feel like shit ..if they would just try ... they wouldnt feel bad the next day heheheh ..i need to go soon dance the night away and just have some fucking fun

so lately ive been very well horny haaha not that theres really ever a time that im not its just at different levels ... they say women reach there sexual peak at around 30 well i think thats gonna be wild even my ex thinks so because ifi- fuck as much as i do now and then some well thats just a shitload of sex... well i hope i get that much sex ...i went to earl hoping christina would be there she wasnt so i wasnt and noone else was really there .my ex was he wwas going to pay his check i said hi and then i left i got in my car and was talking to a girlfriend on the phone and he walked up to9 the car and asked what i was doing and i said i dont know going crazy sometimes i really am a pussy ..i should have just told him i was horny and that he should take me home in fuck me ..but i didnt.. he laughed and then said alright well im gonna go i wanted to say take me home a spank me and then fuck me im all dressed up we should play shoolgirls have lots of fun...again pussy so i drove home and played on the net for a while i was so wet too its was such a waste ..i guess its good sometimes to go without ..well who am i kidding id rather just have extra fun hheeheh until next time i guess

im gong crazy here all she ever does is yell at me ..why the fuck did you have me if all you wanna do is yell at me and use me to make you feel better about yourself your the one that invited me back to your house and then acted like i was a problem ..why the fuck did you have me ...your aa fucking asshole ..id rather fucking sleep inmy car or not sleep for days and stay out then be around you thats why i come late or in the morning or late affternoon i stay out and then sleep when your awake just so i dont have to deal with your fucking confrontation

not that im ever not hehe ... i wish i wasnt alot of the time tho it makes me do naughty things hehe anyways i gues i really just would rather not be sometimes because then my ex and i usually end up hooking back up the fucking inevitable cycle .. i guess its just a comfort thing too we were together for so long and we were such good friends its just easy to fall back to the old habbits ... earls doesnt help either we both hang out there and ... i really do sound like a bitch though because if he wasnt there somtimes i dont know what id do anyways im being a stupid fucking chick hahah so im gonna go now ..have good sex

woaoh ive been a bad bad girl woaoh ive been bad yes the adicts gotta love them .. after a couple hours at earls the local 25 hour eatery i made my way to my exes where i proceeded to do the usual routine he met me outside we hugged and made our way inside he said you know where the shirts are so i grab a shirt ..unzip my dress and put it on so im just in his shirt a cut of punk t shirt and i made my way to the bed and crawled in stealing his spot and his blanket like always the blanket was cold onmy skin it felt nice and i watched him as he sat on the floor and played video game i rolled over facing the wall trying to go to sleep so that the kink filling my mind would stop and he kept reaching back and poking me wake up wake up hahah ... im awake i said hahah ... inevitably i dosed off this time on my back, but i woke up when he crawled into bed a little while later i moved over and lifted the blanket up for him we layed facing each other and after he got settled made the normal move in hahah my headleaning against his chest his head resting on mine and our arms wrapped around eachy other softly carressing eachothers backs a grin came over me because i knew we would come to do some naughty things later that night i could feel and hear his heart beating going from a soft pulse to a hard pounding each carress becoming more rough ..a light skratch a little harder .. and harder still..now going from the back to the side then thetummy and ass ...and then the thighs ..and then to the back again the entire time im screaming inside just fuck me already and stop fucking teasing me i cant stand to be teased ....moveing for a few moments and with each stroke of the hand getting closer and closer to the spot most yearing to be touched ... a few more moments of teasing now even moving to the tits a gentle skratch fallowed by a brush of the nipple getting harder with each motion and making the steel barbells feel even colder than before ...i reached down i slid my hand into his shorts interrupted by the constricktingbuttons .. so i started to unbutton them and thats when he made his move sliding his hand down teasing for a moment and then getting me ready i finallygot those damned shorts unbuttoned and stroked him of course teasing a little bit and then crawling down to tease him in another way ..i could hear the satisfaction in his moan when the three barballs met his flesh i devoted my self to him for a few moments until he couldnt take it anymore and he just had to touch...69 a wonderful number allowing for better depth as well... i get a little distracted its hard to concentrate sometimes and we couldnt take it anymore so my feet met his ... backward cowgirl my back arched high in the air and my head resting near his neck ... his hands holding tightly onto my ainkles as for a better thrust .. deeper and deeper as my back arched to the limit ... and when my knees and hips couldnt take the position any longer i turned over and rode him, his grabbing my ass helping thethrust and the occasonal hairpull and a smack on the ass mmmm.. moaning and breathing heavily as the posters on the wall russtled after we finished we got ready to go to sleep.. but sleep didnt come until later because i slipped under the cover and bgan to play again i played until he was so tall and hard and then i layed down and told him he should fuck me again but our ideas of who should be on top and who should be on bottom conflicted so i rolled over like i was going to sleep and told him it was a shame he was going to let a good hard on go to waste ...knowing he wouldnt really allow that to happen ... so he krept in from behind and antered me as we layed on our sides in a spoon possition hitting even better than the first time one arm around me grabbing my hip and the other pulling my hair more rought this time than before ...and then he pulled my leg up over his shoulder so he was thrusting me while i did the splits on my side grabbing his back and pulling him into me harder and harder with each thrust mmm rolling orgasm mother fuck... i wanna do it again tonight but its not gonna happen