Have you ever wondered why things happen as they do? Have you ever wondered why you make the choices you do? I know the answer is yes and i know i to have done such things. We sometime ponder of things we can not change, not because we want to change them, but we want to understand them. This is a hard thing for anyone to do, and a even harder task to forget.
Have you ever wondered what would make you happiest? Have you ever wondered is destiny what has brought us together? I know the answer is yes, as it is for me. This is not unnatural. However some forget that while there may be destiny, there is still choice to seperate that destiny from a dream. We chose what we do with what is put before us. We chose the paths we walk, we chose the friends we make, and most importantly we chose those we love.
To me wondering about the past is not something i dwell on, however i do dream about the future. I dream of my own happiness, and what the simplist version of that happiness is for me. For me it is something i keep dear to my heart, only to share with those closest to me. But i do not deny destiny, the destiny of two paths crossing, and of me chosing which path to follow next.
Sometimes on those paths are people i meet, sometimes they are walking next to me. It is who i chose to walk with and talk with that makes my paths choice the right one or the wrong one. I chose who to share with, i chose who to love. That is what takes the wonder out of all the things i dream of.
This is why i wonder. Why i wonder what to do next, how to speak, and where my next journey might lead me. This is when i wonder who is my truest love, and where is she now. I may only see her in my dreams, and i may not see the path that leads to her, but daily i try my best to make the choices that lead me into her heart forever. So one day she may be made known to me and i to her, so we can live out eternity in one another embrass.
Have you ever wondered why we desire love above all else? Have you ever wondered why trust is the hardest of all things to give? I know i have, and my conclusion is this. Beyond the animal instincts we have to fight and live, we have one thing greatter then the animal within. It is the ability to love more then one, and to trust a unknown person. Our desires are greater then any animal instinct and beyond our minds we are greater then those instincts to live. They lead us to love, and devotion. however we must chose to follow those paths, and to walk next to those people who share it with us.
Have you ever wondered? That may be the truest question of all, but the grandest is this.
Have you ever Loved with all your heart, mind and soul?
I once did, and i will again one day. And i hope she feels it and sees it for what it is, Love pure and true.
