i havent been able to afford my prescription lately so i have to suffer with my headaches and take pills when i get bad ones but another downside to not having my prescription is that i dream. for some reason when i have my prescription i dont dream very often and when i do they are usually pretty good.when i dont have it my dreams are usually so intense i wake up feeling like i have not really slept.i also get depressed or have nite terrors and on top of that whenever stuff goes wrong in my life the worse it get, and the worse all that shit gets makes me more likely to start yelling and sleepwalking and i fucking hate that shit.ive also found that i have blackouts more often when i dont have it.im working 2 jobs again tho so hopefully ill be able to fill it soon.it sucks because my dreams are tied to my emotions and these past couple weeks it has taken its toll.
