Originally posted on Tagged Apr 14, 2009, 9:21 pm
what it feels like to be lied to over and over again? to have men going out of their way to be as rude and disgusting as they can? when they don't even know you?
well try having someone be totally nice to you...give you false hope...make you think that they might be different...only to find out after you've made a fool of yourself that they're just the same as every other one....
it makes me sick to realize that i have four daughters who are going to have to deal with the same shit as i have...and it makes me want to cry to think that my sweet son...who is the joy of my life may grow up to be just like the jerks i deal with on this site and others on a daily basis....
why the hell do people have to treat other people this way? is it any wonder that no one gives a damn anymore about whether they live or die? what the hell would they be missing anyway?
a world full of pain...hate...misery ...evil...no good intentions...users.. .liars...cheats...de ath...yeah...makes a person really want to continue to even live on this miserable planet...
being of the christian faith....i believe in the day that God will end all this shit...and the way i feel right now...the sooner the better...cuz there isn't anything in this world i would miss...other than my kids...and if God is good and merciful...they would be with me anyway...but even if they weren't...i couldn't feel anymore alone than i do now...