CantSleepClownsWillEatMe's blog: "Does It Matter"

I am so damn frustrated at the site... Well maybe not so much the site as everything else. Take into consideration I am writing this being high on pain meds and still in pain. I am frustrated as all hell, since these auto-11's have come on I have done nothing but rate the shit out of people, I mean like 500-2500 pics per person. Do I get a thank you from hardly anyone? Nope! I have always tried to show all the love back that I am given. I am sorry that I am unable to work right now and cant afford the bling and such that everyone else can. I can not afford to do anything on this site and everything I do that I can physically do just draws me back. Sure I am a point whore, but my god I am so close to oracle and now with all this shit everyone and their brother and mother is flying past me. Why cant people just come and return rates or drop a thank you? UGH!! I dont know if I am gonna take a break or what I am gonna do yet, I mean I kind of want to cuz I am getting down on this shit, but at the same time I am stuck in this damn house all day and in major pain right now so what else is there for me to do?