Frayed Knot FM2 DRK's blog: "What you should know about me"

I am a flirt. It is a fun part of me. One of my most relaxing moods results in flirting with everyone.

I posted a knotty poem today in response to a NON-MUMM that was posted. A decent poem but I was being silly and decided to be creative-ish.

I know sometimes people take the literal meanings of things typed. My actions will contradict my words at any given time. I mean no harm when I am jovial. Tis just for the laughter.

I belong to no one and no one truly belongs to me. I adore all of my friends! I happen to sleep alone. If I post something that confuses you or makes you curious, you only need to ask me to clarify it if you want to know. I will tell you. I can't promise you will like the answer, but you will be given it just the same.

I find the internet to be wondrous in the amount of friends I have made and the conversations I have be afforded by this. I tend to stay offline when I am happy and content with my world. So please note that I am generally not so happy when I am online. Or I have nothing to do but kill time.

I do have a profile on a dating site. I am actively looking for someone local to share my time with. I am not having much luck on this front, but it keeps me occupied ;) I am not looking on fubar for my soulmate. Not that the locals who click on me actually read my blogs.

Ok this disclaimer is long haha...I'm done typing for now.

 

I can read. I can type. I can rhyme. I can cook. I can hear. Oooh Ooh I can SEE.

 

But I am very slow with relaying my observations to that part of my brain that tells me something isn't what it appears to be. Well I am stealing a movie title here LOL I have come to observe and report!

 

You can write whatever you like in your about me. You are only deluding yourself if you think that sums you up. Hahaha. Guess what...I think you are not who you wish me to believe you are.

 

And guess what else....neither am I.

 

So we are even *wink*

Well I think thats enough about me tonight. Perhaps tomorrow I might have something more intelligent to say.

 

 

 

*nothing I have said is personal or aimed at anyone in particular *giggles* just some random nothingness*

just a few more days and i get to drive to the city...lol the big city...and spend time with my best friend :) its been a few months since we last saw each other...sometimes i am so lonely for her it makes me weep...life lesson learned here...never move cross country without your best friend!! LOL so anyways I am all excited its almost here..and i will brave the drive to get to the airport...once thats done she can help me navigate!! i just wanted to let you know this...thanks for reading my silly blog. i love you cara!!!!!

I sit here drinking my coffee in silence... my brain is busy chewing on things I could control if I chose to.. but because I am stubborn I won't. My yahoo is off...and will remain off for a bit.. many apologies to those of you I cherish enough to have close enough to me to access me thru it. I am in a weird emotional place...it sucks...and I don't mind admitting I am sitting here wallowing in my own self pity. I will bounce back as surely as I will never quite be 5'3" tall haha...sadly my dream of having long slender legs will never come to fruition. My shoutbox is open and will remain open...I may not answer..either because I am not in the mood to be social or because I am not here. I won't apologize for this. I love my friends...and I shall list them if necessary, though it isn't.. they do know who they are LOL. I started changing my page, small subtle changes.. but change is inevitable. I just rearranged my room as well...so it is a huge upheaval not only in mind, but in body. Poems will appear in my poetic attempts blog. If they make you sad..don't read them..if they make you think that is awesome..if they make you cry...I will fax some puffs :) I want to say that this month will be officially "Alana thinks boys are dumb" Month Sweet November....isn't very sweet at all...my sheets will remain unused on the right side of the bed.. and the sadness in my heart will continue to smother my spirit...until it passes... I am hoping December will bring some comfort even if it is only an inner peace.

So for my stalkers I wanted to leave a little explanation as to why my friend's list seems to be shrinking...I am removing people for their lack of interest. If you don't appear to be my friend no more...well chances are you aren't reading this blog LOL..der.. so I do have to get in gear and take my silly ass to work..I think I still need the paycheck...Bill really needs to hit the lottery for us:p ((bill)) also...there are new pics...if you wanna look if not well its cool...i'll probably be posting nudes tomorrow..j/k :p ok thats it for now...oh and i updated the PPIV blog too...wishful thinking on my part oh well! Alana

I am sitting here crying...and I am sure its mostly because I had a long night at work and I am exhausted...but I ventured into the mumms this morning, and there was one that touched my heart. It has been ten years since my grandmother passed away. A lot has changed through the years...but yet I sit here longing to have another hug and pep talk. My grama was my biggest fan :) She'd smack me silly if she knew I was crying. She had spunk...and all the generosity of spirit and friendship I have I owe to her. She showed me how to be selfless...to put others first, priorities in place..and how to make burnt lace curtains on a fried egg. Its good to remember her...and I am sure its fine it brings tears with it. I hope everyone has a great day..this lil spaztic chick is too tired to play. Night xoxox

I lost a friend..we had grown apart due to lack of communication. It is hard on me because I care so much about my friends. I don't really want to be social right now. I am sorry I am not leaving comments for everyone and I appreciate the concern you have shown me. I care about you all so much. I have only so much energy I can extend here for now. I have stretched it to its limits and in some instances extended it a bit too far. I have a serious crush on someone local. He doesn't know I like him so much and I won't tell him. But I hope he will be spending some time with me as often as schedules permit. I have a couple friends I adore beyond bounds and I want them to always know I will always adore them...love doesn't just end. I love my closest friends. I tell them as often as I can so they know it. Bill is my best friend here in CT he is awesome and is there for me always. Thanks Bill for letting me come to you and unload some of the weight I take upon my shoulders. <3 For those of you not familiar with me..thanks for being cool souls..as you wouldnt have been able to become a friend on fubar if you weren't. I will be in and out because I don't want to lose touch with people..but I wont promise to give more than I have. Kisses and hugs my friends :) xox Alana xox

My wall of shame THESE ARE PRIME EXAMPLES OF WHAT NOT TO SEND TO ME!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ jmcbme

@ CherryTAP from: jmcbme date: 2007-03-07 16:56:18 subject: wanna see nice cock on cam read receipt: Yes replied: No block user ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ -shoutbox-3/7 k dawg

@ CherryTAP k dawg: mmm hey u make me sooo hard ->Alana: how old are you? k dawg: im 18 k dawg: r u wet k dawg: can u help me cum i sent a comment to his page declining....ack! -shoutbox-3/8 k dawg: hey there u wet ->Alana: go fuck yourself and I went to his page to block him! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OR you could win the award for FUCKTARD like this ass Bob

@ CherryTAP with his shout box question.. Bob: wanna make some money? ->Alana: what? Bob: do u wanna make some money? ->Alana: doing what? Bob: porn ->Alana: do i look like i make porn? and do i look like i need money? no response...gee :Þ It is so obvious these assholes don't read what i type period. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ dj blind

@ CherryTAP this guy takes the cake this week....whoever he is. from my shoutbox 3/17 dj blind: wanna have phone sex with m dj blind: well do ya i wont even answer this question...where the hell did he come up with this notion i'd be interested...it must be like a neon banner above my head...LOL NOT!!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ hoops234

@ CherryTAP THIS IS NOT ACCEPTABLE!!! I just accepted his friend request...this was his shout hoops234: u horny ->Alana: want a place on my wall of shame? hoops234: u shaved? ->Alana: its a click to add and a click to remove...dont piss me off I strongly recommend people read my page fully or this wall will continue to increase. Jackasses...learn how to talk to women. :| ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Nude_Flower

@ CherryTAP This was left on my page as a comment overnight...ABSOLUTELY NOT ACCEPTABLE! I don't know this person never spoke to him prior and all I can say is YUCK!! Nude_Flower 2007-04-13 02:10:22 Hey,how r u?U look great and sexy,u must have lovely sweet juicy pussy,im looking at u and i get so horney just with my thoughts being with u, i wanna cum loads inside u and over u,if u want we can chat,we can be good friends and cum together, my msn nude_flower@hotmail.com and yahoo nude_flower69@yahoo.com Kisses lots of fuck and cum all over u George reply | delete comment | block user ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Wild Bill

@ CherryTAP a friend request: Wild Bill 2007-04-18 15:12:22 I would love to be your friend. And I bet you do look beautiful naked. Mat I see I went to his page and left him this comment... No you may not. I will deny your request as you obviously didnt read my page. I would place you on my wall of shame because your request is tacky. there are porn sites that have plenty of nakedness on them go surf it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ arclaith

@ CherryTAP shout box 4/23/07 arclaith: hei! understand u don t know me.. but ur pics made me too hot and I d love to have some naked fun in yahoo with u.. pls try me! my id is andred18 a mannered approach isn't acceptable either. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TexasSizeMeat_11"

@ CherryTAP sent 4/26 in my shoutbox TexasSizeM...: love your nitie..........you ever had a black cock? TexasSizeM...: like my big cock? hmmmm...should I answer this?? FFS what is wrong with men that they think women are just online for sex?? I don't give two rats asses about what color or creed you are just treat me with respect!!! DONT TALK TO ME LIKE THIS..Grrrrrrrr! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ liltagger

@ CherryTAP 2007-5-2 3:24:4 i want to fuck that sexy pussy!!!! LOL!!! very sexy sweety!! reply | delete comment my "sweet little pussy" isnt even showing so why the hell would you post that shit on my picture? if you can't respect me then dont revisit my page ever. His page doesn't allow me to post this comment to him...how nice for him...may his balls shrivel up and fall off!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~