Frayed Knot FM2 DRK's blog: "What you should know about me"

I have watched nothing change on my page for weeks...I don't expect everyone to visit with me daily but i do expect a modicom of contact. I understand busy schedules and life outside the computer...I know I am terrible with comments for most of you as I generally only respond to those posting them to myself...but if you have nothing to say to me or have no time for me even when I send messages asking how you are etc...then please send me a clue so I can set you free from my high expectations of what a friend should be. I am tired of feeling like no one cares. Its silly I am sure as I am silly as they come. But my skin is bare. So stay or bail but let me know either way. p.s. if you have posted anything including just a shout in the last 10 days you are excluded from this as you have made an effort to communicate. thanks!

Ok here goes...If you are on my friends list and I am your fan, that essentially means you are very important to me. I didn't want to have a friends/family seperation...because I don't want anyone to feel slighted or as if they don't matter as much as someone else. The simple fact is..some people need to be located quickly and they are on the family list for that reason. I won't feel guilty for anyones feelings on this as I don't mean to hurt any. I am a very nice person and I feel way too much for my friends..all of you are important, and I know over half of you wont actually read this blog...but if you do that is why I posted it. I wouldn't have you on my page if I didnt think highly of you. take it for what it is :)

If I add you to this page, and for any reason what so ever I find you to be dishonest with me or I find you to be lacking I will tell you I am deleting you and I won't lose any sleep over it. I have lived my life with enough bullshit in it...I don't care to spend my time intended for enjoyment with it. Just so you know this now :) Do have a great day all.

I will say my peace and refer every guy to this blog because this is what I want you all to know. I am a single mother of two..estranged from my husband and am hoping to soon get that nightmare behind me. I am not interested in being someones plaything...or being sexually exciting via some chat box. I wouldn't mind finding a great guy that is very fond of me, but please be very realistic here..if you don't live remotely close to me it wont be you! Fascination can go a long way but it wont keep me warm at night. I am not moving anywhere I am where I am until such a time I choose to move and that move will be what is right for my children and myself. No man is necessary for our happiness. I don't want to ever be an option, so if you are seriously trying to hook up with me, I better be the only person you are working so hard to convince to go out with you or you can take a hike. I am not just some girl who might be fun for the night, even if I am or could be, I don't choose to be. There is such a thing as STD's and such I don't have them and I don't want them. I am completely honest and generally I can blow anyone off that even hints at dishonesty. I am curious by nature and I will read what I like into anything I see. Which simply typed here means: I can spot bullshit and I will call your ass on it! I am not a simple woman in that respect it isn't that I cant trust, its that I wont be played for a fool. Do you know how many men hit on me in one day? Too many...way too many. I am not impressed, I don't care what your naked pictures are either. Pictures are pictures....if that is all you are then go away. I feel sorry for women that aren't as strong as I am or don't want to be alone to the extent they buy this crap from the slimiest fuckers around! I am very irritated with each new asshole to enter my realm that tries to say he isn't like the ones before. HA prove it! If it is something you truly want you will go the distance, if you don't you are just as full of shit as the next guy! I have many friends..mostly male friends...I have very few female friends. There is a reason most women with few female friends are like that...we are strong independent women and shouldn't be screwed with. We aren't the sweet vulnerable chick you can play with and push aside...we bite! hahaha. so just leave me alone....I don't need games. I really don't have time for them.