Frayed Knot FM2 DRK's blog: "Update"

If you know anything about me you undoubtably know I am KNOT simple. I would however like to make things as simple as possible.

I saw this sign hanging above a kitchen door and I loved it!!

SIMPLIFY...SIMPLIFY...SIMPLIFY

I am done holding myself back because I don't want to disappoint people or hurt their feelings. I have given entirely too much of myself and my time or energy to people I know or care(d) about and that stops now. I won't waste any more of my time or energy on anything I get nothing out of.

I don't owe any explanations to anyone. Those of you who do actually know me and do actually care about me know that I am as LOYAL as the day is long 24/7/52 the rest of you dont know me in the slightest.

I am ready to make myself very happy and not hold myself back from happiness any longer.

Life changes...Shit happens...

My time here is limited.  I didn't get out of this last 11 years what I put in. SO its time to make some changes and simplify things so that when I am here I am happy to check in and I am not burdened with any negativity.

***No one is blocked from contacting me anywhere I can be found but I may not reply if it makes me unhappy to do so :)

I do however wish NOTHING but the best for you in your lives and I hope you can find your happiness as well

I am sure you all have noticed the changes...or I have lashed out at you personally...either way I am making as many changes as I want.

After 10 years here I have found one thing to be true...LOYALTY is what matters most to me at the end of the day.

I won't judge anyone for doing anything I have done as I am not a hypacrit but I may not allow you back into my circle of trust.

It's a very small circle.

I am no longer playing this game to level I believe I have crowned enough times to feel I have accomplished something (which is absolutely nothing)

I also know only a small handful of people actually read my blogs so most of that handful should be aware I think very highly of you all!

Now...moving forward....if there is no communication of the two-sided sort you will be removed from family. I don't feel obligated to hold a place for anyone who cant be bothered to communicate with me.  I will be checking my family randomly and if I find i'm not in your family you won't be kept in mine...with the exception of Maso...period!

The communication is in any avenue with which I have open to you doesn't have to be on fu but it has to exist.

I wish everyone a very happy and blessed holiday season NO matter what!

And anyone who wants to just create DRAMA.....well you'll be ignored :) I am over that shit!

I have posted the page for replacing my car. For those of you who have told me to let you know I am letting you know. If you want the link please message or shout me and I will get it for you xo

Thank you xo

Looks Like this Knotty girl is relocating half a block down the street if all goes according to plan. I expect to be very busy packing and moving and getting utilities switched over so please be understanding with me if I don't get back to your shouts or messages in a timely manner. I have to get-r-done. 

Lots of love for all...keep your fingers crossed for me tha everything goes quickly and without complications!

I wanted to let you know...I am going to go through my family and check to see if I am in your family or not...If I find that I am not, then I shall take you out of mine. It's just business right? Funniest thing is that you most likely wont read this so you won't know until I run something. To the rest of you who always come and read what I post....I love you and hope you have the merriest of christmases with the people you love and cherish most! <3 

So I have to say thank you to everyone who comes to my page on a daily basis to rate/like/comment me. You all rock!!! I also need to say a special thank you to my very crazy but awesome family!!! You guys are nuts and I love you!!!

I am weening myself off the pain pills. They make me sick to my stomach and totally loop my brain. I apologize for not updating sooner. I am happy to report I am eating solid food. YAY! Still a lot of saltines but mostly to stave of the nausea from the pills. My foot is still a foot I think and it's super sore but I am doing great. I am also doing great on the crutches. YAY me!! 

Got to take a shower tonight :) you have no idea how ridiculously awesome that was!!! Now I don't stink!!

Still got a long way to go and will update again if anything changes. 

Hugs and kisses x a billion!!!

GimpyKnot

I am going to be having surgery on my foot in the very near future. They will be going in and deciding once they can see what they are looking at whether or not they will be screwing my foot or fusing the joint back together. I will be non-weight bearing for 8 weeks following either procedure. I have been battling some depression in the last three months and I hope sincerely that everyone understands it's a personal battle inside myself to find a positive everyday to hold onto. I have great friends here and I really appreciate all that you do for me. I will update again when I know the date for surgery. 

Knot 

So I have looked at my family a lot in the last few months and I have decided that though I love my friends tremendously in order to include active people i like to interact with I have to remove some inactive friends. I don't want to hurt feelings or make anyone think they don't mean as much to me as they did the last time we interacted. You all mean more to me than you will ever fully comprehend. :)