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When You're Horny....
When you're horny, you'll do just about anything to relieve it...I used a mostly full 20 oz bottle last night and rode it and fucked it until I came all over it. May be gross, but it was a gooooood orgasm....

Kind Of Room???
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

What Tarot Card Are You?
You Are The Fool You are a fascinating person who is way beyond the concerns of this world. Young at heart, you are blissfully unaware of any dangers ahead. You are a true wanderer - it has be difficult finding your place in this world. Full of confidence, you are likely to take a leap of faith. Your fortune: You are about to embark on a new phase in your life. This may mean changing locations, jobs, friends, or love status. You are open about what the future will bring, and free of worry. You have made your peace with fate, and you're ready to start down your new path. What Tarot Card Are You?

My Ct Downfalls - Part 2
I failed to mention that due to my piece of *(&*^(*&)_*)(*^&^ pc, lol that it is EXTREMELY difficult for me to post comments to people on a daily basis. Let me know if you start feeling left out! Pamela

Imagine
I imagine you swimming under a darkened sky, Loving the color in your eyes, The moon glowing from above, Us together in a sea of love. Drawn together under the moonlight, We share a kiss, The world stops, There is only us. I imagine you running through open spaces, A smile upon our faces, Your skin like southern sun glow, As we together lay low. Running together in a meadow of flowers, Tumbling down, rolling around, Your face is all I see, the beauty of it all. I imagine one night lasting forever, A tale of two lovers, Face to face, lips touch, All because I love you so much. A night of everlasting passion, everlasting love, and happiness, A simple touch, a gentle carress, making beautiful music together. Songs of passion and lust, This vow of trust, A committment we share, Two hearts make a pair. A promise to love and a promise to care, A promise that we will always be together, A promise that I will always Love you.

What Kind Of Person Am I?
You scored as Immature. Your immature. Please rate my quiz!Immature100%Outgoing88%Fun81%Nice75%Dramatic69%Shy0%mean0%what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com Probably because I watch cartoons lol

What Colour Is My Heart?
You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You\'re grateful for what you have in life, even if it\'s not perfect. People love you for who you are, don\'t ever change that- it\'s what makes you the great person that you are.Blue89%Pink82%Black71%Yellow71%White64%Orange61%Green61%Purple57%Red57%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

South Park Character
You scored as Butters. You're Butters! Hoodalalee! Cute and innocent, you almost always have a good time. You find pleasure in the small things, and that's good, considering you live in a piss and white-bread redneck mountain town. However, you're young-ness often puts you under everyone else's control and you have a hard time standing up for yourself. Oh, hamburgers.Jimmy100%Tweak100%Stan Marsh100%Butters100%Kyle Broflovski100%Kenny McCormick100%Timmy75%Eric Cartman67%Shelly33%What South Park Character Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

What Crime I Would Most Likely Commit
You scored as Theft. You would shoplift or steal from someone most likelyBeing Drunk in Public67%Theft67%Fraud67%Murder67%Public Nudity0%What crime would you most likely commit?created with QuizFarm.com

Will I Get Married :-)
You scored as Married. You will possibly get married. You might not realize it consciously but you are longing for someone to share your life with and people of this type attract each other naturally, all you need is a little patience.Married100%M. W. Kids100%Single by choice100%Single by mistake90%Will you stay single or get married? *pics*created with QuizFarm.com

Life Update...a Long Bull-shit Ramble
Ugh. . . I'm jumping into my first blog on cheerytap, head first with no idea on what I'm actually witting about. tonight I'm just a bit down, I can't even talk proper crap in Mumm land tonight, my insults are lacking. I just I got to much shit on my mind. the Army. My son My wife The court bull shit Just my fuckin life in general, I'm fuckin' scared. I wish I know 100% that everything was gonna be find, I'm fuckin tired of living with my friends, I had it all, sure, I wasn't living the High $$$ life, but I had it all...A beautiful wife, a wonderful son , great paying job and a place for us to live happy, yet, like everything else in my life, it slowly slipped away and left me. I miss my son, and I miss my wife, the two pieces of my heart that made it whole. Now, I'm left with a BIG decision, I'm joining the Army, and I'm happy with that, If I join, I will have a career, money, a house, just provide for my family like a real man should, even if it means joining the army...exc

What Women Would Do If They Had A Penis For A Day
What women would do if they had a penis for a day 10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Get a blow job. 8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal. 6. Determine WHY you can't hit the bowl consistently. 5. Find out what it's like to be on the other end of a surging orgasm. 4. Touch yourself in public without thought as to how improper it may seem. 3. Jump up and down naked with an erection to see if it feels as funny as it looks. 2. Understand the scientific reason for the light refraction which occurs between a man's eyes and the ruler situated next to his member which causes two inches to be added to the final measurement. 1. Repeat number 9......

Sad Day
It started off with me fighting with my hubby at work when i went to work this morning well Friday morning and then i burnt my cookies well over cooked them. So i was in a crabby mood all day. After work I thought I would do something nice for myself since my birthday is this Sunday which is February the 11th. I got my hair cut and eyebrows done made me feel good . Then when i got home my hubby told me he heard some disturbing news that is close friend and business partner had died he found out from a co worker who got some email and we thought nothing of it he tried to keep calling him but nothing. That night when my hubby was sleeping his son came knocked on my door a little after 5 pm and said listen i have something terrible to tell you I know right there ..... I cried told my son to wake up his dad and he ran down stairs and he is havin a hard time it is his close friend.. Seems lately my hubby has been losin alot of close friends and family lately. It is hard for anyone

Do You Think Of Me?
Do you think of me when I'm not there? I think of you, but are you aware Of what I feel, deep in my heart? I'll try to explain, this is a start. Do you think of me When you close your eyes? I think of you, I don't have to try. Pieces of you are left in my brain. Man, boy, you drive me insane. I think of you when I'm in my car Wanting you near, but knowing you're far. Do you think of me When you're pouring your beer? When I whisper your name, is it my voice you hear? I think of you and I have to smile When I have these feelings, they'll last for awhile. Do you think of me Part of the day? There's so much to you I have to say Do you think of me? Because I think of you. Think of me and I'll be true.

My Remix Of Pjnfx - Zig Zag - Pre-released Today
Lukas Greenberg aka PJ NFX's brand new release Zig Zag is now available on Electo Oryx via DJDownload.com There are 4 great mixes....including one by me PjnFX - Zig Zag (D-White Noise Remix) Get it here:- http://www.djdownload.com/artist/PjnFX/234934 Cheers, Dave. PS...preview on my myspace page at www.myspace.com/dwhitenoise

Am I Naughty Or Nice?
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice

Have U Ever
HAVE U EVER HAVE U EVER HAD A SMILE AND DID NOT KNOW WHY HAVE U EVER HAD A SONG IN YOUR VOICE THAT YOU NEVER KNEW YOU WERE SINGIN HAVE YOU EVER HAD A UNCONTROLLABLE SENSE OF CALMNESS IN A TIME OF DRAMATIC STRESS HAVE U EVER KNOWN THAT EVERYTING YOU ENCOUNTERED WOULD BRING A COUNTER REACTION OF HAPPINESS AND THAT NOTHING OF A NEGATIVE FORCE EVER ENTERED YOUR SOUL HAVE U EVER FELT THAQT WHAT EVENTS HAPPENED IN YOUR LIFE WHETHER GOOD OR BAD-YOU CONSIDER A BLESSIN HAVE U EVER LOVED SO OPENLY THAT ALL ELSE FAILED IN COMPARISON IF YOU HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED THINGS AS THIS SOME MAY CALL IT-LOVE AND SOME MAY CALL IT NAIVITY written by:"ME"

12 Days Of Valentines
I got this at a Valentine's Party/Dinner I went to at Church tonight. This is sung to tune of 12 Days of Christmas. 12 Days of Valentine's On the _____ Day of Valentine's my TRUE LOVE gave to me: 1 balloon that says "I Love You" 2 special coupons 3 Love songs 4 sheets of love poems 5 terms of endearment 6 chocolate candy hearts 7 beautiful flowers 8 heart shaped cookies 9 bottled messages 10 million reasons why he /she loves me 11 Hershey hugs and kisses 12 ways to say " I'm yours FOREVER"

Alone
I scream at the sky, it's easier than crying I'm shyest hen I'm shouting out loud I feel so alone in a room full of people I'm loudest when I'm in a crowd I'm alone, and nobody hears me Can't nobody heal me, won't somebody help me I'm alone, I just need Someone to take my hand and pick me up when I'm feeling down Someone to take my heart and give it a home Someone to help me through the times when I'm down and lonely Someone to be with me when I'm alone I'm alone, all alone Alone is the way I live, it's not the way I want it but you know You can't give in, alone is the way I feel, it's so hard to understand Why I've got to be alone If you took a look at my heart you'd see it I'm trying to be something better If you look at my heart you'd feel it I've got to keep moving on If you look in my heart you'd know it I'm just trying to make my world better If you look in my heart you'd see it I got to do it alone I've been down, I've been down I've been down,

Let's Get Political
I still have a hard time understanding people who say that questioning the war in Iraq is disrespectful for shows a lack of support for our soldiers. How does my disagreement with the war in Iraq show a lack of support for troops fighting there. I want them back here! I want them out of harm's way! I don't want to hear any more stories about soldier dying. When the U.S. was attacked in 9/11, I said to my friends that I supported going into Afghanistan, removing the Taliban, and getting Bin Laden. I also said that my biggest fear is Bush will use the Afghanistan is a launching point for an all out attack on the middle east. Guess what? My fear came true. The stupid shit went into Iraq thinking we'd be welcomed like the French and Dutch welcomed us in Europe during WWII. Forget the fact that Iraqis have no idea what Democracy is, let alone know how to live under it. Now things are heating up with Iran. This is a never ending downward spiral. Our soldiers ard dying, civil

Please Help Me Out
Please Come and help me out I need some bombers To help out you help me out and I will help you out. I will even make tags for the people that help me out. Here is the link. Thank you to all that help.

Marriage
When our lawnmower broke, my wife kept hinting to me that I should get it >fixed. But, somehow I always had something else to take care of first, the >truck, the car, fishing, always something more important. > >Finally, she thought of a clever way to make her point. When I arrived home >one day, I found her seated in the tall grass, busily snipping away with a >tiny pair of sewing scissors. I watched silently for a short time and then, >deciding that I could not let this challenge go unanswered, went into the >house. I was gone only a few minutes. When I came out again I handed her a >toothbrush. > >"When you finish cutting the grass," I said, "you might as well sweep the >sidewalk." > >The doctors say I will walk again, but I will always have a limp. > >Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the >other is a husband.

My Friend,my Love
It began as all fires do, a spark soon ignited into a blaze of warmth and colourful delight. You held my hand, became my friend, earned my trust and my future once again looked bright. Loneliness turned to hope, emptiness filled up with dreams. Hunger was satisfied, and the darkness lit by love's moonbeams. Tears no longer hit the ground, they fall on your loving shoulder. I feel younger, as our love grows older. When sorrow leaves me wilted as a sun-parched rose, your comfort is a river that flows and flows. The sun's light, the morning dew, they are all the beauty that is you. When passion ebbs, as tides do, love fills the wake, and carries us through. Your strength is as the oak, but if it is my need you bend like the willow. My heart is filled, like a lucky sail with wind to billow. Harsh cold winters, wet springs, blissful summer heat, and the fall of time, They'll weather my spirit, with grace and peace, your hand in mine. Our love's swee

My Angel
My sweet beautiful angel. Sent to me from above. I am so grateful to have found you, and I give you all my love. You must have come from heaven, because you have pretty little angel eyes. When you gaze at me with them, my heart begins to fly. Your sweet angelic voice, continuously rings in my ears. With you by my side, there is nothing I fear. Whenever we are together, You shine with a heavenly glow. Your beautiful angel face, raises me up from feeling low. Yes, heaven is missing an angel, because you are here with me. You're my sweet, beautiful angel, and I'll love you for eternity!

The Grammies
I just felt like writing a blog about my day. Right now the grammies are on. Its funny how much hype there is for that stuff when the actual thing is pretty low key. It causes me to reminese on all the things wrong with hype. Like when you go to a sporting event and its like. ANND NOW UR STARTING LINEUP.. its like. ok you got Jose Amaya on 2nd base or you got Marcus Camby at center or whatver.. true they may be 7 feet tall or have a 4 seconds 40 yard dash but its sports Now it would be cool if they did that for doctors appointments. Like if the nurse came in and was like .. aaannnddd now the doctor who will charge you 200$ just to say you got a cold.. dr smith Oh well. just silly talk on my behalf. I'm pretty much relaxing before a crazy week. I might write a poem..idk. Well I got this contest and nobody really has taken advantage of a cherry blasts.. maybe i don't know that many ppl and thats why? My CT mami Steph's hubby on here gets a huge contest going.. I d

Tenth Circle Added To Rapidly Growing Hell
CITY OF DIS, NETHER HELL–After nearly four years of construction at an estimated cost of 750 million souls, Corpadverticus, the new 10th circle of Hell, finally opened its doors Monday. The Blockbuster Video-sponsored circle, located in Nether Hell between the former eighth and ninth levels of Malebolge and Cocytus, is expected to greatly alleviate the overcrowding problems that have plagued the infernal underworld in recent years. The circle is the first added to Hell in its countless-millennia history. "A nightmarishly large glut of condemned spirits in recent years necessitated the expansion of Hell," inferno spokesperson Antedeus said. "The traditional nine-tiered system had grown insufficient to accommodate the exponentially rising numbers of Hellbound." Adding to the need for expansion, Antedeus said, was the fact that a majority of the new arrivals possessed souls far more evil than the original nine circles were equipped to handle. "Demographers, advertising e

Lal A
Shadows on the wall Spinning...slow laughter, Dim and distant Echo from a forgotten past. Whispers from the closet Monsters...piled clothes Secretive pillows And imaginations gone wild. Dawn... Time for renewal, for refreshing But not for the chosen one He hides...awaiting Because monsters Are sometimes real.

Honey, I'm Home
A husband comes home from work after another long day at the office. Upon entering his front door, however, he is puzzled to find the hallway scattered with toys, jackets and a pile of unopened mail on the floor. Even more surprising, when he entered the living room he found toys everywhere, overflowing ashtrays and dirty teacups from the night before. Now starting to get worried that something might be wrong, he goes into the kitchen, only to find the sink full of dirty dishes, the tiled floor filthy from muddy paw prints and kids' footprints, and again toys, unwrapped food and an even bigger mess. Now in a panic, he quickly climbs the cluttered stairs and bursts into the bedroom, only to find the bed unmade and his wife sitting at the window admiring the view. "What the hell has happened dear? It's like a war zone in here!" "Well dear, every day you walk through that door from a long day at the office, and every day you ask me the same question: 'what did you do today dea

I Hate Being In Love
I really hate being in love with someone. Today has been a real frustrating day. I wish I could just punch him in the face. I let my guard down with him and told him almost everything about me. Hell we have been together for 7years and just had our 3 child yet he has been playin to many games. I get everyone has there way of passing time, but does it have to really include other women. Do you have to use my weaknesses and play on them? Now I have called him out on them and told him its over, that he cant have me and them also. He can't have his cake and eat it also. Not with me. Makes me wounder, y stick around so long, and keep having kids with me if he really didnt love me. Damn it, I hate loving him. I told him to pack his shit and get out this morning, yet he thinks I'm kidding, I don't think I was laughing. He can go be with the bitch he keeps talking to, hell I'll pack his dirty clothes up and give them to her myself. They both have bipolar so they can live in wounderland togethe

Follow Up
My date was incredible. So incredible that he asked me to be his Valentine! I guess I have to give up my boycott of the holiday now. He's a great guy and I love spending time with him. He makes me feel safe and wanted. I don't really notice anyone or anything else around me when we're together. I'm really impressed by him.

Just Rambling Some More
Writing things down usually helps me to think better.. not that I need to think any more than I already do. It is what gets me into trouble. I haven't felt like a good friend to some of you latey. Some of ya have listened to me be moody as hell the last month or so. Some of you haven't heard enough from me. I haven't been able to decide whether I want to run and hide or stay and say F it to everything that bothers me. So I do both and get nowhere..lol. I think I try to be too good of a friend to some people who don't deserve it... and fail to be a good enough friend to those who deserve more. I guess I try to make everyone happy.. and try to be everyone's friend. I wouldn't turn anyone away who needed a friend. Sometimes it is really hard. Had a friend go off on me last week when I went ot her to talk.. and email me today asking if I was mad at her still or if we were ever really friends. She is really like the mother of all drama queens. ANd when I talk to her if som

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What Kind Of Seducer Are You?
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

I Face The Eternal Winter
Flying silent on winter wings Flowing emotions from my bleeding soul Tears that flow burn my skin I'm drifting away on the cold wave of desolation I'm touching the wind as it sadly sings Carried to the distant unknown Eternity awaits me... My heart is so cold Emotions reached their freezing point ...Only pure hate Lost all that I was living for Crying without sound Thy sky has frozen to ice As the last drops of blood leave my body I hear the winter breath I'm the face of the night I'm all alone The full moon is glowing Snow falls from the sky I feel the eternal winter Holocaust winds are rising Like a dark northern breeze My cryptic journey has just begun Â©DGTFB 2007

What Alcoholic Drink Are You?
You Are Rum You're the life of the party, and a total flirt You are also pretty picky about what you drink Only the finest labels and best mixed cocktails will do Except if you're dieting - then it's Diet Coke and Bicardi all the way What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Easier To Stay In Contact!
I finally found the widgets I was looking for. Tho my blog's still pretty new, I've at least gotten some stuff 'settled' into what it should be. That includes a box you can use like the shoutbox, to drop a line directly to me on my messenger, whether we have each other on IM clients or not. It sucks to lose touch, but it sucks even more coming back here and thinking of how much I now despise this place and what happened to make me leave. So, drop me a line once in a while!

God Has A Sense Of Humor
years ago i was letting some friends of mine stay with me. One night the guy was at work, i knocked on the door telling his gf goodnight and whatnot. i walked in and we were got talking about ghost because both of us are into that. she was writing by candle light...no other light in the room. i was being a smartass when i said and I quote, "There might be a ghost in this house, there might be a ghost in this room." Just then the air condition came on and blew out the candle. She is screaming at the top of her lungs and i am on the floor in tears from laughing so hard. I couldnt have tried and plan that if i wanted to

More Thoughts
I wonder what it would be like to just float away into the nothing to feel no pain no sadness no disapointment to just float like smoke in the wind to just float and no care not hurt to not cry just be everything and yet be nothing at all i wonder what that would be like?

Among The Honest
Romans 4:7 “Blessed are they whose iniquities are forgiven, and whose sins are covered.” There was a king who asked slaves on a ship, “Why are you in chains?” One replied, “I don’t know. I was in a crowd when a crime was committed. I am innocent.” He asked another who said, “I am not guilty, but am a victim of false witnesses.” The king proceeded to ask each man the same question and each had a reason why he was innocent. That is, until one man responded, “I am here because I deserve to be here. I have sinned against my God and against my king. And now I am paying the penalty.” The king stepped back and said, “What are you doing here among so many honest men? Guards release him!” Not until we admit our sin are we going to know the mercy and the forgiveness of the King. Bow before Him today and admit you are lost without Him.

I Went To The Doctor
I went to the docotr yeasterday because of me bleeding heavy and running a fever.He said I was ok there was nothing wrong.What happened was I have been doing to much which caused me to run the fever and bleed heavier.From now on I have to be a good girl and be lazy.

Four Letter F Word
Four Letter “F” Word There are many words with “F,” Many have four letters. Four, Fast, Fine. Film, Fall, Find. Firm, Flat, Foul. Foil, Fold, Funk. (How many need to read the last one … Again?) The list goes on. And then there is the “F” word. (Which I have no intention of using, Since we all know what it is.) But I think none is worse, More devious, more atrocious, I see it as a flat-out lie, Horrendous, beyond dishonest, Than… …FAIR. Life is not Fair. Life will knock us down, To our backs Life makes us fall. With a cruelty only Life could muster, For no good reason at all. NOT FAIR! Life will stand above us, Pointing finger aims the laugh. As there we lie in pain, Having fallen on our… NOT FAIR! But when life knocks me down, I have two simple choices. It’s up to me, To make the call, To listen to my voices. I can lie there in the dirt, I can whine about the hurt. But if I lie in dirt and cry

Don't Talk Old To Me
Don't tell me I should, I better, I can Don't talk old to me Don't shake that finger in my face no more Cuz I might bite it off and spit it on the floor Better get secure get my life insured Buy a house and car that run Better sell my bike, my leather coats Those city auto parts and all my guns Don't talk old to me Don't talk so old to me Don't talk old to me tonight, tonight Don't tell me I should, I better, I can Don't talk old to me Don't shake that finger in my face no more Cuz I might bite it off and spit it on the floor Don't talk old to me (Don't talk old to me) Don't talk so old to me (Don't talk old to me) Don't talk old to me tonight, tonight Don't talk old to me (Don't talk old to me) Kill me psychologically (Psychologically) Don't talk old to me tonight Don't bark and I won't bite Won't bite Don't you bark Better get secure get my life insured Buy a house and car that run Better sell my bike, my leather Those city auto parts and all

Lesbonics
>> > >Subject: Lesbonics >> > > >> > >1 . What do >>you call a pantry full of lesbians? >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > A licker cabinet. >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > >2. What do you call an Eskimo lesbian? >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > A Klondyke. >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > >3. What do you call 100 lesbians with guns? >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > Militia Etheridge. >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > >4. Why can't lesbians diet and wear make-up at the same time? >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > Because they can't eat Jenny Craig with Mary Kay on their face. >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > >5. What do you call two lesbians in a canoe? >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > >> > Fur Traders. >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > >6. What is a lesbian dinosaur called? >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > A Lickalotapuss. >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > >7. What do you call a lesbian with long fingers? >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > Well Hung. >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > >8. Did you hear that Ellen DeGene

Taboo
Forbidden The taste of the flesh the scent of desire the need from within, all consuming like fire The beat of the heart the rush of the blood the passion it rises coming on like a flood The sweat on the skin taste of salt on the tongue Then teeth sinking in and the two become one

World Bank To Provide $500m Loan To Iraq [for Projects Already Paid For By Us Taxpayers. What Did Halliburton, Kbr, Bechtel, Parsons, And Blackwater U
World Bank to provide $500m loan to Iraq [for projects already paid for by US taxpayers. What did Halliburton, KBR, Bechtel, Parsons, and Blackwater USA do with the billion$ of 'rebuilding' dollars?] 13 Feb 2007 The Managing Director of the World Bank (WB) said that the international firm is willing to support the Iraqi government's efforts to restore economic activities in the war-torn [US-destroyed] country, Iraq Directory reported. [There would be no need for a 'loan' if the US didn't invade and destroy Iraq.] http://www.menafn.com/qn_news_story_s.asp?StoryId=1093142908

Death Of A Great Friend
This has been a crazy ass week. My Childhood friend passed away Friday evening in her home. She came home from work and sat down to eat and was instantly killed. She had a blood clot in her lung and it busted. The coroner said she died instantly and didn't know a thing. Her 7 year old son found his mother lying in the floor and ran next door to his aunts house. She was 24 years old and was a mother of three babies. A 7 yr old boy, A 5 year old girl and her 7 month old son. She was so sweet and was a true friend. Please pray for her family. Those babies need lots of prayers please. Her daughter stood beside her casket rubbing her mommas head and asking me if she would wake up ? I have seen a lot of sad shit but this one took my heart cause I did not know what to say to her. I just told her that her momma was still here but we cant see her, I said you still can talk to her cause she is always gonna be here in your heart.

Waiting For You
Watched the sky for a falling star But all I thought was you’re so far Couldn’t keep the gray in my brain From thinking up poetic refrain Then like rice paper in a flame They’d slip away, who’s to blame No way to write them down Riding in and out of town I’d write a letter to say I love you or how I am Or perhaps ask for help if I got in a jam Out here on the road though there is no post That’s life in the wind for all of us ghost I see my reflection on the wall And think it’d be nice to give you a call But I have no voice like it once was No, you wouldn’t hear me nobody does No one listens to the whispering air Then if they did they might get a scare Hearing a loved one who’s passed away Make room at the nuthouse they’re going to stay One day you’ll cross over and I’ll be there But for now I’m just riding on the wind and a prayer ©Dark

Outside Looking In
No one listens to what you say They believe you less everyday Your boasting and bragging falls on deaf ears The stories you tell change over the years The passing of time doesn't make your lies true So tell me without them would you be more blue You enter conversations uninvited Do you really think this makes you united Do the fantasies you weave within your mind Really have to spill over at the drop of a dime Do you need them to think more of yourself Would it kill you to put all your lies on a shelf Are you familiar with suffering bore Or do you really believe it's you they adore Your wit and witicisms leave people cold I'm sorry that live has left you bitter and old You may be a teacher but you're no Momma Cass Hell I'm not even sure you have that much class So here's some advise from the outside looking in Gather all your memory of lies and begin Write out your memoirs in a great book To be published and placed on a fantasy nook ©Dark

Lunch Together?
Shall we meet today at lunchtime And play our game that you adore You just bring your desire for me And tread lightly across the floor Remember to let me be the boss And I’ll fill your fantasy head As long as you will bare your all And let me cuff you to the bed Now you’re shackled and I’m impressed At the size of your want for me I’ll slowly dance upon the bed Unveiling all for your eyes to see I’ll sway and rock to and fro And toss my hair to turn you on I’ll scratch and trace my fingertips Till every ounce of your excitements gone With tiny toes and silk like soles I’ll caress your pounding needs I’ll rub and roll your manly dough Till nature spouts your seeds Your heart pounds like a hundred drums And your face is soaked with sweat I’ll wipe my foot along your chest To dry it from

Lol,thoughts Of Banana
While the sun flares upon a sparkling beach Beneath a cabana of flowing cloth she’ll wait Sips of a Margarita moistens hungry lips Thong of white painting loves gate Pink nailed toes inhale the breeze As gentle winds tickle fine stomach hairs The elixir subdues her busy mind Chasing the worries, and all the cares At last her bronzed slave approaches She knows for her beck and call When she’s done he’ll tremble For her will demands his all Oil me up is whispered her command Miss not a spot or I’ll surely scream He begins as she turns over Blind that this isn’t his dream As drops of oil fall in beads Over a body God didn’t waste Excitement pressures Bermuda shorts Her passions wishes could taste Two strings drop and her bottoms bare As Tan lines reflect upon his sol

My Soldier (veteran's Day Tribute)
You left home today you packed your bags and went away I tried to be brave I tried to be strong but my tears flowed as you joined your friends and went along I listened to the news the radio too for any word of you win or lose I saw the protests I heard the evil slurs just couldn't believe they were directed at you and your friends too A friend, a lover, a son, a brother, a husband, a father risking even giving your life for another Had they hated the government alone I might understand but to hate our children in some strange land to dishonor them as they returned made my heart ache and my anger burn For our country to forget that they were at fault for sending our children into the dark Far away places and far a way lands hold American blood and parts in there hands No one cared that we were there for them Most of them wished we'd just scram So many dead, or wounded, and many still missing Can you hear me world are you listening We sent you our fi

How Do I Stop Loving You Fernando
HOW DO I STOP LOVING YOU How can I turn back time? How can I just forget? You ask me to quit loving you. Am I something you regret? You tell me you don't want to hurt me, That its better if I stopped caring. How can you tell me this, When you know with you there is no forgetting? I cant just tell my bruised heart, Quit loving him that much. I cant just act like I don't care, If I ever again feel your touch. How can I stop loving you? How do I erase what we had? How do I tell my heart not to break, When things start going bad? How do I stop dreaming, About you making love to me? How do I forget your smile? I just cant, don't you see? Explain to me what I must do, To forget this love I feel. For how can I lie to my heart By saying my love isn't real? The way my heart loves you, It has never loved before. The way my body craves you, Right down to my very core. If I ever asked my heart to quit Loving your eyes, lips, and hands, It will break

Series Part 3 Of 3
Beserker Rage Followup If you equate rage with hate you better recheck the state There is no resemblance in sight they have no linking left to right They are quite separate you see I know as both have dwelled in me The rage it takes you without sight to do things that cause you fright It is a horrible thing to feel never knowing was is real Only witnesses have a clue to what you did and didn't do You have no memories of the act So think again you might retract ©Dark

Porn Freak
For some odd reason, I have gotten extremely into anime porn. There is just something about seeing cartoon chicks being fucked in the nastiest and dirtiest ways. I suppose because its just a cartoon, you don't feel guilty when you are watching a girl being humiliated and having her vagina punished by an extremely large dick. I mean, because they are just cartoons, anything can happen to them, and it wouldn't even matter...suddenly watching someone being violated or possibly even raped is something that doesn't make your mind go all wonky. I suppose though that you would have to have a very active imagination to find it arousing...but, then again, I have always lived in a fantasy world.

Real Westcoast Hip-hop
DALUSIONS OF GRANGER1.My mental formilation comes soo MACABLY its a backstabber. 2.M.C probbing deep like a dagger.3.Blunts keep a ninja cloud nine korsair X-MEN fans could say GARGAMEL is true STARJAMMER.4.Beasting out harder then Kelsey Grammer switching up your antimater. 5.My "mouth piece" stays unholsterd & ready meaning its a verbal thumpper with a pulled back hammer.6.Words are sluggs I spit burn puncture & splatter.7.CHAOTIC DAMIZE CRIMINALS stay bent on ending LIFE or what ever it does'nt matter.8.I'm dodging all drama drenched in HATER-AIDE & slander.9.FUCK the dumb shit and your"BOOSH-WAH"glammer.10.Its all about dwelling on pastense adventures incorperating DALUSIONS OF GRANGER.

My Kharma
You Have Fantastic Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that! How's Your Karma?

How To Deal
How do you deal with pain? How can you stop the rain? How can you get rid of the heartache? How can you leave the sorrow behind? How do you know when love will treat you kind? How can you deal with such pain, when all you do is cry? What are you suppose to do when you ask the good lord why, But he doesn't answer your prayers? How are you suppose to know that noone cares? Why do you feel such pain down inside? How to deal... with the hateful world outside, keep your warmth inside, and love deeper than any ocean, wider than any sea, live life to the fullest, or as if it was your last day to live. How can you live a respectful life when all you do is lay down and cry? How hard do you have to try? Where do all the tears go when your done crying? What do you do, just give up and stop trying? How to you cope with a loved one's loss? How do you let them go, Do you just let them pass on by? Do you save the old memories and learn to take the news you recieved? Or would yo

Feelings
feelings are the greatest feelings are the worst they cant always be predicted they cant be rehearsed some times they can't be hidden some times cant get them out some feelings cannot be controlled and some are not allowed joyous feelings oh so precious carry us many miles but the shittiest ever feelings always stays inside

Sexuaziland
Sex will always be a problem as long as we lack a potent technology.. There will be a country named sexuaziland And it will be a nation covered with golden sand There will be a place where sex does not inspire fear And it will also be the place where people do not hunt deer It is a nation that will come When our dislike for science gets overcome In that grand nation the rule of reason will prevail And the voice of religion will no longer sail In such a place people will copulate night and day They will do it everywhere and even hanging from a stay There will no longer be taboos and sins Because progress will have put them in the dust bins In that country there will be no more abortions Because science will have assured against conceptions Technology will have finally put to rest The debate that drove people to pound their chest

Life Sure Sux!!!!
Well this was the day set aside to show the one you love how you feel and how much they mean to you! Wonder just how many people were truly honest about it???????There is one major thing about me that I guess people do not notice so very much...........I am a very loving, caring , compassionate person that also feels that overwhelming need to have Love in her life......I have been played with and so very seriously hurt and damaged in my soul until I feel like it is all for naught! Apparently I have given my heart too readily and now must once again suffer the consequences of letting down the walls I had so strongly built up......Am not asking for pity, or anything of the Like, just Good, Honest Friends......May all your dreams of happiness and Joy & love come to you all!!

Horse Racing Is Back On Fantasy Derby
Good Morning. As always February brings a little horsing around. You got it, the Kentucky Derby Fantasy Challenge. Wooohoo color me happy and call me interested. I sent out a inviter teaser email from the stables in which my league will be tallied. It’s under COLOMA NAGGS but no matter if you want to join the league or just do it for fun it’s all free online with very little knowledge needed other then to click on two or three sites for front runners, derby dozen and derby hopefuls. Bloodhorse is a must! That site gives you a lot of info. Kentucky Derby is another site that keeps one up to date on the hopefuls to win the derby and their progress along the derby preps. lastly the main site to register to play Road to the roses. All of these are naturally .com sites and besides the added bonus who bragging rights, derby prizes this year they added an extra spot called Pay to Play. For the mere sum of 10 dollars one can take a cash prize of anywhere from 10,000 to 100.00 dollars namely an

Joke Of The Day Lol
(I HAVE TO THANK MY SIS FOR THIS ONE!!!) PINCH MY N I P P L E S > > Keep this in mind when you have something to return and the > store gives > you a hard time - > > > A woman went to a K-Mart service counter and told the clerk she > wanted a > refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The > clerk told > her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on > special. > > Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started > screaming, > > "PINCH MY NIPPLES, > PINCH MY NIPPLES, > PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!!!!" > > The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager > in front of a growing crowd of customers. > > The manager comes to the woman and asks,"Ma'am what's wrong?" > She explained the problem with the toaster, and he also told her > that > he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. > > Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screamed, >

Your Free!
Romans 5:18 “Therefore as by the offense of one judgment came upon all men to condemnation; even so by the righteousness of one the free gift came upon all men unto justification of life.” One day Abraham Lincoln was in a slave market and saw a beautiful, young slave girl being auctioned. Lecherous men were bidding on her, so Lincoln began to bid. Finally, she was sold to Lincoln. He took the certificate of sale and handed it to her saying, “You’re free.” She asked, “What do you mean free?” He said, “You are free.” She said, “Free to do what I want to do?” He said, “Yes.” “Free to say what I want to say?” He said, “Yes.” “Free to go where I want to go?” He said, “Yes.” She said, “Then I am going with you.” My friends, Jesus made you free. You have been redeemed by His precious blood. And in gratitude, your life is to be devoted to Him. Who do you know that is in bondage to something today? Share with them the free, redeeming love of Jesus Christ.

Thank God
THANK GOD THE RAIN FALLING DOWN TONIGHT THANK GOD FOR THE PAIN LETS ME REMEMBER THAT I AM ALIVE. YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE U AND U KNOW I CANT LIE THANK GOD FOR THE RAIN TONIGHT HIDING THESE TEARS THAT I CRY. IT'S ONLY FOR THE LONLINESS AND MISSING U MY DEAR. WANTING TO BE IN UR ARMS JUST TO HAVE U NEAR. WANTING JUST TO KISS YOUR LIPS TO LOOK INTO UR EYES OH THANK GOD FOR THE RAIN TONIGHT HIDING THESE TEARS THAT I CRY. MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts

Dont Wanna See That!
Ok..(bitch-mode) Here's the complaint I have for the moment.I know that this is not going to apply to most of you, BUT to the one's that it does,please pay attention CAREFULLY..ok????blink blink. When you come online and you decide , for whatever reason, to ask me if I wanna see your ummm hmmm let me think here....oh yah, your''Ha Ha'' (formerly known as the twig and berries on a man). When I say, ''No Thank You'' whilst smiling sweetly... that means ''No Thank You'' ( who knew!!!) We already know what I think when asked if one can view my ummm ''area's'', so we wont go into that. (Yes I have a mouse in my pocket..shut up). Now here's the reallll kicker.. in three minutes when you feel yet another urge to ask if I shall wish a view of the previously referred to ''Ha Ha''...remember, I said ''No Thank You'', so once again with less of a smile, NO THANK YOU, BUT THANKS FOR THE INVITE...not really but ok..hmmm have a little conversation about whatever a few more minutes

Sand & Stone
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH . THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE. THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE OTHER FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT."

Save The Wolves!!!
Please Repost this link.... I can't figure out yet how I bulletinized the last post but this is a follow up. Thank You, https://secure2.convio.net/dow/site/Donation?ACTION=SHOW_DONATION_OPTIONS&CAMPAIGN_ID=4421&autologin=true&s_einterest=C3C4&s_src=WHY07WDWF&s_subsrc=WHY07WDWF_EHB07D1d&JServSessionIdr001=vqlb0eaft1.app23a

When A Gurl Misses U
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that girl When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll ge

Calling All My Friends!!!
Please help me win this contest. I am in the HOTTEST CHERRY contest and I would really love to win. I could really use all my friends help with this. Contest ends Saturday and I am about 1000 comments behind now. Please stop by and comment bomb my pic. I will help out anyone that helps me. HUGS~N~SMOOCHES~~~

I Didnt Win, But Its Ok!
Just sayin thanks to the peeps that dont read the bulletins hehe!! I am not gonna win the Sexiest Eyes Contest, but I did wanna say THANKS TO ALL that HELPED ME!!! I was in it the whollleee time cuz of u guys, even though my computer is broke and I couldnt be around!! It should be fixed really soon!! I think hehe...so I hope to talk to u all again soon!! You guys are AWESOME!!! I have the best friends and fans!!! LUV YA ALL!! ~Cindy

Friendship
I'm so tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good... finally here is a series of promises that actually speak of our true friendship: 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard/bitch who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will try to calm your nerves, unless it is something silly then I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass, but then I will help you get up. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end

Well Now
well its 3:16am dont know whether to get to bed or not im not bored talking to someone, hmmm got alot to do still feelin a bit horny lol but eh im tired got shit to do things and ppl to worry about.... im done

1 Starting
Ever since I got certified as a coach and trainer I've enjoyed helping people get the way they wanted to be. I figure I'll post some things on here for those who want a little help. The first thing you want to do when you get the idea of improving is to write it down. It can be as easy as "I want to get in better shape" or "I want to get rid of this fat." When you did that, think of some of the things that would go along with it that you might enjoy. If you once liked going to aerobics or using a stairmaster or just seeing other people at a gym. Write it down. Emphasize the fact that it will be good but it will be enjoyable too. After you did that, do one thing that will move you toward your goal. It could be going for a walk, doing 10 pushups, situps anything that you want but not too much. Make your first things easy so you don't kill yourself. When this is all done, think more about what you might want to do as one of your goals. I say one of your goals cause with any a

My Beautifull Twins
for starters my boys have hsd a long journy in their life and they only 15 months. it started on nov 29 2005 the day they were born 2 1/2 months early. kaleb which was the bigger one weighed 2 13 and was in the nicu till dec 29 that year. it was a long wiat for my husbadn and i. logan the smaller one only weighed 1 11. i was terrified of him. he was in the nicu till jan 5 2006. they both come out breathing on their own but 4 hours later they neede little help for their breathing.logans only major problem was the jandice which went away after a week in the nicu, kaleb his iv line ruptered and his chest filled with the fluid and made it hadr for him to breathe. we thought we was going to lose him. but now they r both healthy as can be and growing like weeds. im so proud of my boys. they r strong and i hope they stay that way for all times. i have pics on my profile so go check them out. thanks for listening nicole

Eurgh I Feel Horrible
4 days iv been in bed!! 4 days!! If it wasnt for good friendship (thankya darlyn) and a hell of a lot of drugs i wudnt have been able to skintify myself today altho i am actually about to pass out as it took all my energy away. the worst of my bein ill was probly the fevers the fucking painful headache The SHITTING painful stomachache oh yer and not seeing anybody just constant sleeping!!! the lack of diet coke this random ability to make every liquid (INCLUDING WATER IN A GLASS) i touched taste like burning plastic as wel as smell like it (and if u think it was just me ask ben dorman...he smelt it and agreed....got me a new glass...tasted it....it was fine....i tasted it,....was fine....5 mins later....WTF?!?!) so all those who love me and care about me spam me with comments of i love yous and get well soons etc etc and if u think ur extra special and u love me more than any1 else then i expect at least 2! (CHERRY THATS LIKE 4 FROM YOU........yer

Matchbox 20~bent
If I fall along the way Pick me up and dust me off If I get too tired to make it Be my breath so I can walk If I need some of your love again Give me more than I can stand When my smile gets old and faded Wait around I'll smile again Shouldn't be so complicated Just hold me and then Just hold me again Chorus: Can you help me I'm bent I'm so scared that I'll never Get put back together Keep breaking me in And this is how we will live With you and me bent If I couldn't sleep could you sleep Could you paint me better off Could you sympathize with my needs I know you think I need a lot I started out clean but I'm jaded Just falling Just breaking the skin Chorus Start bending me It's never enough 'Til I feel all your pieces Start bending me Keep bending me until I'm completely broken in Shouldn't be so complicated Just touch me and then Just touch me again Chorus Without understanding Hell, I'll go there again Can you help me I'm be

Matchbox 20~if You're Gone
I think you're already gone. I think I'm finally scared now You think I'm weak - But I think you're wrong I think you're already leaving Feels like your hand is on the door I thought this place was an empire But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure I think you're so mean - I think we should try I think I could need - this in my life I think I'm just scared - I think too much I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home There's an awful lot of breathing room But I can hardly move If you're gone - baby you need to come home Cuz there's a little bit of something me In everything in you I bet you're hard to get over I bet the room just won't shine I bet my hands I can stay here I bet you need - more than you mind I think you're so mean - I think we should try I think I could need - this in my life I think I'm just scared - that I know too much I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling If you're gone - ma

Matchbox 20~cold
I will do without The spaces in between If you can tell me now What it means to be You have been found out I have been deceived By the one that I need [Chorus] Tell me why you gotta be so cold How'd you get so high Why you're keeping me low You dont know, you don't know Tell me how we're gonna make it last You're ready to fly I'm ready to crash Don't go, don't go, no You will go without A better part of me There will be no doubt What this all could mean You will be found out I can not believe In the one that I need [Chorus] Tell me why you gotta be so cold How'd you get so high Why you're keeping me low You don't know, you don't know, don't know And tell me how we're gonna make it last You're ready to fly I'm ready to crash Don't go, don't go away [Chorus] Tell me why you gotta be so cold How'd you get so high Why you're keeping me low You don't know, you don't know, you don't know And tell me how we're gonna make it last You're rea

Just Rambeling
Why is it your in a relationship you give it your all and your treated like you don't exsits? Or your treated like dirt because the other person doesn't have what they want. I see so many people in relationships that are basically killed spiritually because the other person can't see past their petty selves to see what amazing person they have beside them. With out going into grave detail...why does someone put up with this and think they aren't worth anything when in all reality they should see how special they are and put the blaim where it should be on the other person!!!

A Poem I Wrote For The Baby I Lost 2 Yrs Ago
Waiting so long for a child of my own, my heart is breaking i feel so alone. Why is this happening? what did i do so wrong? you were here for a moment gone in an instant. Like a knife jabbed straight into my heart i realized we would be pulled apart. You were the one i prayed for every night and the reason i woke up by daylight. Now that your gone i dont know what to do Life has so many trials we must go through. please come back my baby i need u here with me I need to hold you in my arms set my soul free i think of you with each passing day I dont know what to do i dont know what to say All i know is i will remember and love you come what may.

This Is Getting Uglier By The Minute!!!!
If I didn't love my husband or his kids like I do, I would probably be gone. Things are getting uglier and uglier by the minute. We went out to get the kids today and her husband came out and took down my license plate number hoping to get him into trouble; however, the car is registered to me and not to him. Plus, they sent the kids to our house with no clothes no nothing and told us that we had to buy them. I don't have the money to buy them clothes. We are the ones that have to drive 45 minutes to an hour each way every other weekend and she doesn't offer to meet us or give us any money. Sure I will buy them clothes, but I will be sure to send her the bill and let her know that is from me and not from him. I will be so glad when this is all over.

Salome(part 10)
SECOND SOLDIER: You are right; we must hide the body. The Tetrarch must not see it. FIRST SOLDIER: The Tetrarch will not come to this place. He never comes on the terrace. He is too much afraid of the prophet. Enter HEROD, HERODIAS, and all the COURT. HEROD: Where is Salomé? Where is the Princess? Why did she not return to the banquet as I commanded her? Ah! There she is! HERODIAS: You must not look at her! You are always looking at her! HEROD: The moon has a strange look to-night. Has she not a strange look? She is like a mad woman, a mad woman who is seeking everywhere for lovers. She is naked, too. She is quite naked. The clouds are seeking to clothe her nakedness, but she will not let them. She shows herself naked in the sky. She reels through the clouds like a drunken woman .... I am sure she is looking for lovers. Does she not reel like a drunken woman? She is like a mad woman, is she not? HERODIAS: No; the moon is like the moon, that is all. Let us go withi

Porn
I know most of my friends are ladies on here. But anyways I'll just say it.. I"m tired of porn. The chicks are always so not pretty. Plus they are so nasty. Plus there whoo haaa is so nasty lookin.. its like someone put a belt sander on their crotch and left it on hyper drive. I'm not getting laid. I know ppl hate hearing me say that shit but its true. I'm tired of sleeping with blue balls every night. Then waking up to the same old boring shit. I wanna get some pussy. For real... I know friends and sex isn't importatn.. blah blah blah I want some pussy..on my dick.. no friends no relationship thats what i want. now i know now a days that is impossible cause you can get a half a billion different STD's but really this is fucked up. I've seen somet ugly ass mother fuckers get pussy and I haven't got any since September. You have got to be fucking kidding me. This isn't fair at all. fuck ok im done sweet dreams ~Timmy~ PS I WONT!

Four More Years For Keith Olbermann
Four More Years for Keith Olbermann 15 Feb 2007 NBC News announced Thursday it had agreed to a "second term" with MSNBC "Countdown" host, Keith Olbermann, whose contract was due to expire next month. The extension will take him into 2011. http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/n/a/2007/02/15/entertainment/e075825S59.DTL

U.s. Patrol Ship On Alert In Persian Gulf
U.S. patrol ship on alert in Persian Gulf 16 Feb 2007 Every day the 30 sailors on this coastal patrol ship [the Firebolt] in the Persian Gulf are on alert. Soon the Firebolt will be joined in the region by one of the Navy's most heavily armed behemoths: the 1,092-foot-long carrier John C. Stennis, with a crew of 5,000 and more than 80 warplanes. The Stennis will head a strike force of destroyers, cruisers and submarines deployed to the region by the Bush regime amid heightened tensions with Iran. http://www.latimes.com/news/nationworld/world/la-fg-irannavy16feb16,1,1731847.story

Taurus
TAURUS Drinking style Taurus prefers to drink at a leisurely pace, aiming for a mellow glow rather than a full-on zonk. Since a truly intoxica ted Taurus is a one-person stampede, the kind of bull-in-a-china-shop inebriate who spills red wine on white carpets and tells fart jokes to employers, the preference for wining and dining (or Bud and buddies) to body shots and barfing is quite fortunate for the rest of us. This is not to say that the Bull is by any means a teetotaler -- god, no. A squiffy Taurus will get, er, gregarious (full of loudmouth soup, some would say) and is extremely amusing to drag to a karaoke bar when intoxicated. Trademark cocktails Early-to-bed Taureans need a picker-upper -- try a Red Bull and vodka. They also have a leviathan sweet tooth and are fond of drinks with names that sound like dessert (50-50 bar, mudslide). Sweetly caffeinated drinks, like Irish coffee or white Russians, are ideal. More macho Taureans will go for something unpretentious,

Aquarius
AQUARIUS Drinking style Aquarius and drinking don't go together that well (except for water, that is). They have an innate tendency toward know-it-allism, and if they get an idea while sizzled, they're more stubborn than a stain or a stone. If they're throwing a party or organizing an outing, however, they're too preoccupied with their duties to get combative -- and they make perfectly charming drunks in that case. Fortunately, they're usually capital drink-nursers. They also make the best designated drivers (if you can get them before they start raising their wrist): Aquarius is fascinated by drunk people and capable of holding interesting conversations with soused strangers while sober. Trademark cocktails Aquarius is likely to order stuff most people have never heard of: a capirinha, Satan's whiskers, a negroni, an Arthur Tompkins. They like to stump the bartender. This sign rules the color electric blue and would be pleased by any tipple featuring blue curacao. They a

The Most Offensive World Records(gross)
MOST SEMEN SWALLOWED: Michelle Monahan had 1.7 pints of semen pumped out of her stomach in Los Angeles in July 1991. LONGEST PUBES: Maoni Vi of Cape Town has hair measuring 32 inches from the armpits and 28 inches from her vagina. MOST CAVERNOUS CROTCH: Linda Manning of Los Angeles could, without preparation, completely insert a lubricated American football into her vagina. ZITS: In July 1987, Carl Chadwick of Rugby, England, squeezed a zit and projected a detectable amount of yellow pus a distance of 7ft 1inch. WORST DRINK: The most horrible drink to be considered a beverage and safely drunk is Khoona. It is drunk by Afghani tribesmen on their wedding night and consists of a small amount of still-warm very recently attained bull semen. It is believed to be a potent aphrodisiac. MOST OFFENSIVE COCKTAIL: This is available from a few select bars in New York. It contains tomato juice, a double shot of vodka, a spoonful of French mustard and a dash of lime. It is not mi

Infatuation
I found these disgustingly sappy love poems I wrote 8 years ago, in the stages of infatuation. If you are easily offended by disgustingly sappy crap, I suggest you look elsewhere... Infatuation: He gazes into the distance eyes unfocused only unto his inner pictures. Wisdom, innocence envelopes intelligent thoughts. A crooked smile as I struggle to portray the truly whimsical self that is I, underneath the blanket of nervous that surrounds. Captivated by the characteristic stance His eyes seem to see beyond immediate, deep within the complexities of his own mind.

I Love Random Weirdness Of This Sort...
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Stupid Person
This is a short convo I had with Brad/Lisa after he placed 2 stupid mumms in a row. He shouted at me and thats it...here it is, lemme know what you think. Read this bottom to top. >Lisa: well, if I do...i will be sure to hunt you down like a dog and fuck you in the ass...while cutting you and me...just to make sure you die Lisa: no need - you will get aids i dont worry ->Lisa: dig deeper man. deeper Lisa: homo ->Lisa: dude...if your gonna call me a name..make it good. Lisa: stumpy dick lol Lisa: lol you kick my ass ok homo ->Lisa: well...come to Okla so I can kick your ass, and then you'll find out Lisa: are you a guy or a girl you homo

Confusion
well My wife and i are speaking again but now im more confussed then before she says she will understand if I see someone else when she goes to iraq and she says she loves me and wants to see me before she deploys but not right now because she needs to figure out what she wants and she says she doesnt want anyone else is she still angry so she is being learry with her feelings right now I just dont know

Peaceful
You Are 75% Peaceful You are a very peaceful person. All is good in your world, no matter what's going on. Occasionally you let your problems get to you, but you generally remain upbeat. Your inner strength is inspirational - much more so than you may realize. How Peaceful Are You?

Today My Tarot Is The Magician
You Are The Magician You are powerful and wise - beyond what anyone can see. Deeply complex, you have the resources to connect to the spiritual and material world. You posses the knowledge to manipulate your life and the lives around you. You also have a great healing power, should you choose to use it. Your fortune: You have unhidden powers that you have yet to tap into. Soon, you will better understand how to use your intellect and intuition. Believe it or now, you will discover how you can manipulate yourself and others for good. You are at the beginning of a path of spiritual enlightenment. What Tarot Card Are You?

~~new Airport Security Beefed Up~~
..it was just announced since the Nancy Pelosi and the democrates taking over the house and senate that more stringent measures will be implented at Check In Security at your local airports...forget about your belt and shoe.....grasp your laptop between your thighs..... sourcomments.com

Interesting
So, I'm New to this site, but so far i think it's pretty interesting. I've talked to a few people who were so scary it made me laugh so hard i almost fell out of my chair. And there's a few that are pretty cool. It's addicting... i feel like i joined myspace all over again...its great...and it has gotten my mind off of something that have been bothering me, so it's lovely... i will be on here alot!!

The Coming Storm - Conclusion
Neither she or her husband John had been uneducated people. He had held a degree in psychology and herself a bachelors in business management. So she stood there, drinking, each drink longer than the last, trying to make sense of a seemingly insane scenario. Each thought of his eyes piercing into her, his shirt open and inviting causing her to touch her own face. The terribleness of it all seeming to fade as he had in the fog, somewhere to the back of her mind. Slowly her hand dropped down from her mouth until only a finger touched the pale red lips. And forgetting that she was so terrified just a short while again, found his face once more blazing in her mind. His shirt open and chest exposed. Unconsciously her finger lay on her lip as her eyes closed. Tracing the bottom lip slowly and hen sliding down her neck. The thoughts sweeping her away as one by one her small hand undid button after button and she rubbed across her pale soft breast. Sighing slightly, her lips trembling. Her

Love Truly Is!!!
Love is unconditional you can't fake it, Its too original Its all about building It can't work if it is done individually. Love is affection, Love is caressing, It's when your mind, and body is ill and needs to be mentally,spiritually, and sexually healed. Love is commitment It can be blinding, but addictive. Love is when you say at no specific time, do not delay it anytime, anywhere, you must remind them that love is there. Love is security at times unsecurity its expression but not fearing the signs of jealousy and envy. Love is a deep concept, like the meaning of life. Love conquers hate, then more love you will create. Love is togetherness for better or worse, spouce, family, and friends before anything they come first. Love has no fee, love is free it's what you go there to see, real money exposes you, money can't buy it , it can only disguise it. Real and true love is priceless you can't deny it. Love is excitement, Love is arguing for a reason never leading to fighting

To Make Me Feel...
I wish I could take credit for this but I can't...and I have no idea who wrote this one either. To make me feel happy, You don't have to give me the world. Everyday just remind me, That I'm your girl. To make me feel special, More that I've ever known, Just tell me, I'm the only one. To make me feel magnificent, it isn't hard. Just always, Have me in your heart. To make me feel more loved, You don't have to give me the world, To make me happy, Make me feel, That I'm yours.

Suspended
The harmonica was being softly played Its melancholy notes, wooed, into the night The sky, exceptionally black, as stars swayed Against the delicate, and pastel, moonlight. The desert sky seemed to suspend From some invisible hinges... Truly, it hung low, and there was no end To its lacey hem, and cloudlike fringes.. Just as the notes ended too soon Then, lingered, in mid-air I saw your shadow cross the moon And so...I lingered, there. Your beauty has fascinated me Allured me, from deep in space While your voice has captivatingly Reached down, to caress, my face... Now, the guitars have faintly arisen Carved hands' skillful spans, and strings are blended A sigh escapes me...light, from a prism In the night, when my heart, is suspended.

Dreams
I know I am a dreamer. I think of things that could be,, how things could be.. what I wish could be. I am far from a realist, knowing anything is possible. I think dreams are good. They take me away from the reality of how the world is. They give hope where there is none, happiness to hold on to, and a world where anything can happen. Just think of all the things we have today because people dared to dream. Sometimes though I believe in them too much though and I get my head lost in the clouds too long. And then it hurts when I fall back to earth. I know I believe not only too much, but in the wrong things. WIshing for things I shouldn't, wishing for things all wrong for me. Wishing for things that will only hurt me in the end. But if I didn't dream so much it wouldn't be me. It is just who I am. I will always believe in things I can't touch.. or see. I willalways hold onto a glimmer of hope. I will always believe I can find something I see in my heart.. or in my m

Love By The Net!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE BY THE NET She sat at home one snowy night in December, It was to cold to go out Or to have people over, She had a computer in her living room she hardly used, She had heard people talking about the chatrooms and how you can talk to people in them so she went to her computer and got it started,She got the Yahoo everyone talked about,She made up a name that fit her prolably to well, It was shy_but_not_innocent ,At first she didnt know what to do where to find these chat rooms they all talked about,But she got it after a few trys,She went in a room that she thought she might enjoy, Country music all she had to do we pick a number she did.She got in there and heard them talkin and laughin and typing so fast she thought she never fit in,But after a few seconds she started to join in to what they was doing in the room,They was singing in the room she couldnt believe all you could do,As she was sittin there listen to the music she got a IM it was from a man it said

Did You Ask Permission?
Being a slave is a lot harder than you think. You wouldn't think so would you? I mean ... how hard can it really be to give control of your entire life over to someone else? Have you ever thought of the every day normal things you do, that you take for granted? For instance, that computer you are sitting in front of right now reading this from ... did you get permission to sit there to use it? If you are a slave you did. What about that wonderful and delicious cup of tea you drank this morning with your breakfast ... did you get permission to have it? If you are a slave you did. As humans we take so much for granted. When was the last time you asked permission to do something so simple and as basic as to go to the toilet? How about to sit on the armchair or settee? Are you hungry? Want something to eat? Did you get permission? If you are a slave you did. Tired. Want go to bed early or just take a 15 minute nap? Did you get permission? If you are a slave you did.

The Submissives Creed
i will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits, and experience. i realise that failing to do so will not only prevent my Master and i from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm. i will not try to manipulate my Master. i will not push to make a scene go the way I feel it should. i will keep an open mind about trying things that I am not accustomed to or comfortable with and expanding my limits. i will continue to grow as a submissive and as a human being. i will accept the responsibility of discovering what pleases my Master, and will do my best to fulfil His wishes and desires. i will not allow myself to be harmed or abused, I know that submissive does not equal "doormat". i will be courteous and helpful to my fellow submissives, i will share my knowledge and experiences with others in the hope that they will learn from where i have been i will take the time to help those new to the scene start out on the

Us 'iran Attack Plans' Revealed
US 'Iran attack plans' revealed 19 Feb 2007 US contingency plans for air strikes on Iran extend beyond nuclear sites and include most of the country's military infrastructure, the BBC has learned. It is understood that any such attack - if ordered - would target Iranian air bases, naval bases, missile facilities and command-and-control centres. http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/middle_east/6376639.stm

Really Fucking Sick....
I am really fucking sick of the operah noise that plays when someone rates your photo. Can't we just get a little bing instead of a death wish. And I really don't want to turn my sound off all the way because then I won't know when people add comments or whatever. Decisions... decisions... decisions...

What Underwear Type R U?
You scored as Boy shorts. Nice ur one of the guys but u still have enough class and girly features to be just right.... rock on girly!!!!Boy shorts100%Nude83%Thong67%Granny panties50%Boxers50%Briefs50%WHAT UNDERWEAR TYPE R U?created with QuizFarm.com

Darkness
I SIT HERE IN THIS ROOM FEELING LIKE A PRISONER-SURROUNDED BY THE DARKNESS, SMOTHERING ME UNTIL I CANNOT BREATHE. PAINED FACES IN MY HEAD-IN MY HEART-WHY AM I HERE? ALL THESE VOICES SCREAMING, ENDLESSLY INTO THE NIGHT.. NO END. NO RESTING FOR ME NEVER.. ALWAYS HERE IN THIS ROOM. ALWAYS WITH THESE MEMORIES OF WHAT COULD BE. TO SEE A SUNNY DAY AND ENJOY THE RAIN ON MY FACE. BUT MY REALITY SETS IN AND LIKE A DAGGER IN THE HEART I KNOW IT WILL NEVER BE. NOT UNTIL I AM FREE OF THIS LIFE HOLDING ME.

Well...
Well as of now ¢¾¢¾if ur in love and there¡¯s only one person to fill that place in ur heart send this to everyone on ur list including me and that person will realize how much they love u tonight at 12:00¢¾¢¾

A Good Explination
The best explanation of the Iraq War I have seen, but most Americans will still laugh and condem it, until its to late like this article says. SOME OF YOU ARE NOT OLD ENOUGH TO REMEMBER THAT NEARLY EVERY FAMILY IN AMERICA WAS GROSSLY AFFECTED BY WW II . MOST OF YOU DON'T REMEMBER THE RATIONING OF MEAT, SHOES, GASOLINE, AND SUGAR. NO TIRES FOR OUR AUTOMOBILES, AND A SPEED LIMIT OF 35 MILES AN HOUR ON THE ROAD, NOT TO MENTION, NO NEW AUTOMOBILES. READ THIS AND THINK ABOUT HOW WE WOULD REACT TO BEING TAKEN OVER BY FOREIGNERS IN 2007. This is an EXCELLENT essay . Well thought out and presented. Historical Significance Sixty-three years ago, Nazi Germany had overrun almost all of Europe and hammered England to the verge of bankruptcy and defeat . The Nazis had sunk more than 400 British ships in their convoys between England and America taking food and war materials . At that time the US was in an isolationist, pacifist mood, and most Americans wanted nothing to do with the E

I Might Be Moving Too....
Alright, So i'm going down to Florida this summer to see my sister and brother in law. Well my parents said if I liked it enough, i could live down there for the rest of my college years. My sister and brother live on a air force base its called something like epgin or epin or egin or yeah you get the point lol. Its up by Mississippi and Alabama. So if anyone leaves near there we shoud deffiently get together and party like rockstars lol. I haven't even gotten dressed yet today nor a shower. I'm still in my pajamas but i'm quite comfy so don't expect me to change anytime soon. Nother favor to ask.. I have like 7000 points to go and new pics to upload. And this is the last day i'll be on this computer at my friends. And my computer doesnt upload pics the greatest (they always come out blurry) but yeah. please and thank you. I'm rambling on but this is the only time i can just let it rip and not have to worry what i say because none of you know me so i can talk shit about yo

Help Hurr Lawd.....
TMZ is reporting that "Baldney Shears" checked back in to rehab today after she was urged by her family members to get her shit together. Spears entered the facility today. After TMZ posted the news, a rep for the singer told PEOPLE "Britney Spears has voluntarily checked herself into an undisclosed rehab facility today. We ask that the media respect her privacy as well as those of her family and friends at this time." AHYEM... *blank stare* Did her family really need to tell her how high she is? How did that conversation go? Mama Spears: "Britney, you's bald and stoned. And bald." Britney: "No, I ... I don't think I'm high or bald enough yet." Mama Spears: "Britney, where's the young'ns?" Britney: "I snorted them, too, y'all. Okay, I'll takes me a vacation." Less than 24 hours after checking into the Malibu residential treatment center, Promises, ETonline is reporting that Britney Spears left the facility early this morning. When asked why

Dirty Letter
OK, this is one I wrote a long time ago (about 5 years or more...I will hopefully be posting some more current ones here. THIS IS JUST FANTASY, TOTAL FICTION To You, God, anytime you're gone, I yearn for you. I miss your body, your broad shoulders and narrow hips. I get wet just thinking about your caress. Remember our last encounter, let me relive it for you. I was laying on my stomach, naked on the bed, when you came in, I feigned sleep just to see what you would do. My head was turned away from you, so you didn't see me smile when I heard your clothes hit the floor. I felt your gaze burning into my bare skin and it was all I could do to keep pretending slumber. Your feet made the slightest whisper across the carpet as you approached the bed. Your breath was deep, ragged, and hot against the back of my neck as I felt you kiss your way down between my shoulder blades , gently along every vertebrae in my spine. My breasts were swelling and hardening, almost against thei

Kooky Nutt... Adopted?
People say I look like Elvis did in his prime. I may look some like him. But not much in my estimation. Course, my looks helped me in the porn stud business. I do not look like either one of my parents. Thar is a reason fer this. They adopted me. I have no clue as to who my real parents were. Mama tole me I was left on the doorstep of their home when I was a baby. I had a note on me saying. "Please raise Kooky." That was it. My parents used their financial resources to adopt since they could not have kids. I am their only child. I betcha if they knew how I was gonna turn out they would have put me in an adopting agency! Naw, my parents love me. But they are overprotective. I appreciate all they do fer me. They honestly think I am insane. But it is mainly just an act. I am an actor.

"there Is A Cloud Over The Vice-president." Libby Perjury Hearing Casts Cloud Over Cheney
"There is a cloud over the vice-president." Libby perjury hearing casts cloud over Cheney 21 Feb 2007 As a Washington jury starts its deliberations on Thursday on whether Lewis "Scooter" Libby, the former chief of staff of Dick Cheney, the US vice-president [sic], is guilty of perjury and obstruction of justice, he is not the only one whose reputation has come under suspicion. "There is a cloud over the vice-president," Patrick Fitzgerald, special prosecutor, told the jury on Tuesday. "He sent Libby off to the meeting with Judy [Judith Miller] where Plame was discussed. That cloud is something that we just can’t pretend isn’t there." [It could be worse! It could be a chlorine gas cloud, the type the US is using against civilians in Iraq. --LRP] Jury still deliberating http://www.ft.com/cms/s/923fb4f0-c1e9-11db-ae23-000b5df10621.html * * Important - Please Rate This BLOG * *

Growing Up
As I was driving down the road to choir practice I started thinking of all the good things about where I grew up. That church is where my Dad was minister for almost 40 years. The more I thought, the more I knew I grew up in the perfect place. When I describe the town I grew up in, some of you may think I am nuts. More people live there now, but its still pretty much the same. When I was growing up, at themost I would say 200 people lived there. It was just 2 roads that intersected. Actually there was a third road, but we had to mow it. No stop lights,fast food, movie theater, grocery store, bank, sidewalk. Those things were all a 20 minute drive or more away. Today its still about the same. They finally got cable a couple years ago. Where Dad lives they still don't have it.. just a couple miles away. I know... sure doesn't sound perfect by todays standards, but if I had my choice of anywhere to raise my son, it would be there. The house was huge. I had the smallest

5 Variables
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is low. You see love as a gift that you should give to many. It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time... Let alone one person for the rest of your life! Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is low.

Who Is Wet_lips? (me)
I just want to put this out there first...I am a normal woman. I am an exhibitionist. I am a college graduate. I love my family and friends and my 2 dogs (I have no kids-yet.) I've never been married. I have a regular job. I love literature, art, things that tell a story. I love to cook and enjoy fitness. I love being outside in nature. I am single and usually tend to be shy when with a man. (I have yet to be with a woman, although I dream about it daily lol) I long to be with someone I can open up to and completely be my naughty self with. I love working as a cam performer because it gives me the freedom to explore and to let loose. For example, I get to talk dirty, which I"m still too shy to do face to face, but on the phone, or in front of the cam, is just fine hehe In fact, it's QUITE the TURNON!!!! I get to meet different people, much like we do on here or any other social site. The only difference is, yes, I do get some money for it. Obviously though, I'm not rolli

I'm About A Week Behind...
Hi everyone, I'm so behind on getting my notices out. But for those of you that look for new updates, I have the full lollipop set up on Dreamnet now. It was actually put up last weekend LOL. I'm just behind. Here ya go. I'll post the links to the new SC updates in just a bit. Here's the link to my sticky and sweet set ;) Sticky kisses, Me

Tax Office
At the end of the tax year, the Tax Office sent an inspector to audit the books of a synagogue. While he was checking the books he turned to the Rabbi and said: "I notice you buy a lot of candles. What do you do with the candle drippings"? "Good question", noted the Rabbi. "We save them up and send them to the candle makers, and every now and then they send us a free box of candles". "Oh", replied the auditor, somewhat disappointed that his unusual question had a practical answer, but on he went, in his obnoxious way: "What about all these biscuit purchases? What do you do with the crumbs"? "Ah, yes", replied the Rabbi, realising that the inspector was trying to trap him with an unanswerable question. "We collect them and send them back to the manufacturers, and every now and then they send a free box of holy biscuits". "I see", replied the auditor, thinking hard about how he could fluster the know-it-all Rabbi. "Well, Rabbi", he went on, "What do you do with al

What You Wanna Be When You Grow Up, Son
NOTE: I just got this joke from my Captain while I was in USS Nicholas DD-449!!! He was in U S Navy for about 35 years!!! He is now 85 years young!! Thought you all might get a checkle out of it!! Subject: What you wanna be when you grow up, Son What you wanna be when you grow up, Son? An old southern country preacher form Georgia had a teenage son named David (AKA Bubba) and it was getting time the boy should give some thought to choosing a profession Like many young men, the boy didn't really know what he wanted to do, and he didn't seem too concerned about it. One day, while the boy was away at school, his father decided to try an experiment. He went into the boy's room and placed on his study table four objects: - a Bible, - a silver dollar, - a bottle of Jack Daniels, and - a Playboy magazine I'll just hide behind the door," the old preacher said to himself," and when he comes home from school this afternoon, I'll see which

Pain-bye/die
Tell me what do you see when you see yourself I don't really get it, how do you make it through the day without killing yourself Bye bye, why don't you go and Die die, I'll fuck you up You want me on my knees but I'm not going down Bye bye, leave me alone or Die die, it's your choice No time for games, so just leave me the fuck alone Do you know, you're all the same Got to play these stupid games You're getting on my nerves, so just stay the fuck away Who died and made you god This time you've gone to far I think it-s time for you to understand: this is war There's nothing to see here, I don't wanna be here Get me out of here right now I can not sit around and wait for you to drive me insane Bye bye, why don't you go and Die die, I'll fuck you up You want me on my knees but I'm not going down Bye bye, leave me alone or Die die, it's your choice No time for games, so just leave me the fuck alone So you think I'm unreasonable Do you really think I am a toy t

The Holy Optimism Of Love
Under the golden bough of love We sealed our divine pact Within the grotto of desire Two hearts were forged into one An undetachable iron bond Between our hearts and souls Two humans, soulmates and lovers United in the silence of the universe Hearts always beating towards The other's fulfillment and touch Time standing still for the merging of body fluids and thoughts Longing for the caress Of the other's hands and breath Reunited in a heavenly sphere Where eternity replaces reality Sweethearts can never be broken Though time and distance come between For a morning star has risen in the heavens On gilded wings of immortality

Sexual Desires Come Alive Here!
Make your sexual desires come alive on this 3D Chat. You create your own look and meet interesting people. Your Avatars can have sex with each other, have Bondage practice, and even snuggle with your new friend. What ever your desires are, it can happen right here. Join this 3D chat and have an actual sexual experience come alive. Come visit me when you join.*wink*

A Lil Bit About Life...love
Too often we under estimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.............It is not the size of a man but the size of his heart that matters.........If you begin the day with love in your heart, peace in your nerves, and truth in your mind, you not only benefit by their presence but also bring them to others, to your family and friends, and to all those whose destiny draws across your path that day.......

Read And Learn.
1. What's in the backseat of your car right now? Saturn: Garbage, a tire, some other shit. Dodge: Nothing. 2. What was the last thing you threw up? Screwdrivers. 3. What's your favorite curse word? Fucktard McAsshat. 4. Menthol or regular cigarettes? Regular. 5. What's your favorite episode of Grey's Anatomy? Don't watch it. 6. Does anyone have any blackmail on you? Maybe, I could careless. 7. if you could marry a celebrity who would it be? They aren't any better than me. 8. When was the last time you watched T.V. ? Thursday, I watched a little with Jilia. 9. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? Yes, a bunch of sticky notes. 10. Are you wearing socks right now? Yes. I can't wear shoes without them. 11. What was the last thing you had to drink? Mountain Dew. 12. What are you wearing right now? Some stupid shit. 13. Last food you ate? Chinese. 14. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? Shoes. 15. When is the

Bdsm Type Description
Natural Dominant/ Lifestyle/ BDSM sex only -- She is a natural leader and people tend to follow her lead. She is comfortable making decisions and trusts her own judgement. She enjoys taking charge in all aspects of her life and expects her commands to be obeyed immediately. She may have a tendency toward Sadism but will definitely have an intense interest in some type of kink. Nilla sex holds no interest for her and/or she can not become aroused by just "making love." Natural Dominant/ Lifestyle/ both BDSM and nilla sex -- She is a natural leader and people tend to trust her. She is comfortable making decisions and trusts her own judgement. She enjoys taking charge in all aspects of her life and expects her directives to be executed immediately. She may or may not have an interest in B/D and S&M, but she will enjoy just "making love" at times. Her interest in BDSM sex may simply be expecting her sexual desires to be of paramount importance to her partne

Crystal Rose Poem
the fire of the torch is set The rods of the glass are waitting The sand bed is raked and waitting for the cooling Crystal Rose the creating of the crystal rose is very delicate art. The process of the creaing each petal is very long: Each petal must be paper thin or less. It will take hours even days to form each petal. The selection of th petals to use will take hours. With a hopeful wish that each petal will not break in the forging of the rose. In the end there is only one crystal rose made that is the purist of beauty. It's beauty is with out end. There are no flaws or bubbles in its design that you can find. this crystal rose of life, of beauty and of love.. Now watch closely as the rose sparkles, spins and turns in the sun's ray's. Now watch the rainbow as it dances among its rose petals. Watch as the angels dance to the light that sparkles from the crystal rose. Watch out do not cry with joy or laughter to much or then the rose petals on the crystal r

The Trainning Session
A trainning session for investigation was held in Virginia for various agencies and at the end an exercise was held. A white bunny was released into the wild and two representatives from different agencies were sent in to apprehend it. Two personnel from the CIA went after their bunny and returned in ten minutes. Then two representatives from the FBI went into the woods and returned an hour later with their bunny. Then two Bronx homicide detectives were sent into the woods to apprehend their bunny and the hours went by......finally 5 hours later the two Bronx homicide detectives reappear. One is dragging a bear by the scruff of his neck and the other detective is kicking the bear in the balls and the bear is yelling "O.K.....I'm a bunny, I'm a bunny".

Child Hood Sweethearts
An elderly couple who were childhood sweethearts had married and settled down in their old neighbourhood and are celebrating their fiftieth wedding anniversary. They walk down the street to their old school. There, they hold hands as they find the old desk they 'd shared and where he had carved "I love you, Sally." On their way back home, a bag of money falls out of an armoured car practically at their feet. She quickly picks it up, but they don't know what to do with it so they take it home. There, she counts the money, and it's fifty-thousand dollars. The husband says, "We have got to give it back." She says, "Finders keepers." And she puts the money back in the bag and hides it up in their attic. The next day, two FBI men are going door-to-door in the neighbourhood looking for the money and show up at their home. They say, "Pardon me, but did either of you find any money! that fell out of an armoured car yesterday?" She says, "No." The husband

Why???
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME NOW?? WHY COULD U NOT HAVE BEEN HERE BEFORE? NOW I HAVE U COMING AFTER ALL THIS TIME KNOCKING ON MY DOOR.. BEGGING TO COME BACK INTO MY WORLD BEGGING TO COME BACK TO MY HEART. GOD TELL ME PLEASE WHAT DO I DO? THIS IS TEARING ME ALL APART. I HAVE SOMEONE.. HE IS MY WORLD HE IS THE PRINCE OF MY HEART NOW U COME TO ME TRYING TO MAKE A NEW START? WHY DO U LOVE ME? AFTER ALL THIS TIME.. U LEFT ME FOR ANOTHER WITHOUT REASON OR RHYME. U THINK THAT I WILL FORGET? U THINK THAT I WILL COME BACK? I HAVE A MAN IN MY LIFE NOW.. HAS UR TRAIN JUMPED THAT TRACK? GO ON WITH UR LIFE.. FIND SOMEONE NEW BECAUSE THERE WILL NEVER BE ANYWAY THAT I WILL COME BACK TO U.

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*sigh* hours and hours im delete people on my friend list and I still am doing it.. meh I am not here to contest to being popluar. I am here to make friend but seem no good .. if you want me keep you.. message me or I will delete you in less 3 - 7 days... you may hate me cuz I am bitch but look at mirror

No Rights
I want to cry out, But I have no voice. I want to vent my rage, But I have no power. I need to cry, But no tears will come. I feel so dead Yet my pulse beats strong. I want to reach out to him, But I have no right. I need to move on, But I have no strength. I have to love another, But it wasn't my choice.

Stupid Shit People Do On Here And In Every Day Life
ONE Bitching because you cant view someones private pics just makes you look desperate and creepy-GROW UP! TWO To the people who have like 40,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Quit crying b/c you're not on someons fan list. who cares? ITS CherryTap SIX Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up fruit!!! SEVEN Fake pics just to booster poi

Away
TO ALL MY FRIENDS, I WILL BE AWAY FOR THE NEXT WEEK, MY FAMILY HAD DEATH THIS PAST FRIDAY, THANK YOU TO ALL HAS SHOWED ME AN MY FAMILY MUCH LOVE , THATS MEANT THE WORLD YOU HAVE REALLY TOUCHED MY HEART HUGGES AN KISS RUBIA THANK YOU

A Man To Honor
-- A Winston-Salem police officer who was shot in the face Friday morning while responding to a call at a local bar has died. Meanwhile, the search continues for a culprit. This is a tragic loss for the family of Sergeant Plouff and our police family. We ask that you keep Sergeant Plouff's family in your thoughts and prayers at this difficult time," the police department said. Authorities said the shooting occurred at about 2 a.m. as Winston-Salem police officers arrived at the Red Rooster Club in response to a call for help from Forsyth County sheriff's deputies. Deputies were working off-duty security there when several fights started within the club and spilled outside. Amid crowds of people outside, shots were fired and one struck the officer. "As soon as the fight broke out, they turned off the music and turned on the lights," witness Miguel Cuadra told WXII 12's Angela Pellerano. William Bruce and his friends said they were stuck inside during the melee and we

What Do I Want?
What do I want you might ask me? What I want is to pick up where I should've been, on stage fuck my last job and minimum wage. Part of me wishes I could find she, or she might run into me but I wonder who is this she that should be with me? I don't want anymore shit, I really want to go and move on with all this. What do I look for in a woman? Someone who ain't money hungry, cheattin, or a lyin bitch. I know its all been said before, but for now I ain't givin up anymore. It could be nice to raise a family, I won't lie and deny, get signed after this next CD but I'm in no rush. Some call this dream, too much like aimin for the sky.

Love Unspoken
he has the smile of an angel and a heart as pure as gold his love is like a dream, perfect in every way it never fades or get weaker but only grows stronger day by day his eyes are like a puzzle a mystery to solve I can always tell what he's felling whether he's sad, happy or heart broken I guess that's one of the mysteries of love unspoken by christine

I Love You Because...
I Love You because... You're attentive and romantic You listen to my interest and worries and you care. You're kind and thoughtful and you see the good in others You're hardworking and derermined yet you know how to have fun You love me and you're open and honest about the love we share Your smile melts my heart and your touch can set me on fire i love you because... You're you and you mean everything to me! done by christine

Ideas Ideas Ideas
Ok so yesterday Mom, Daddy, Drina, Boo, Ryan and I went to the home and garden show. I have a pretty good idea on how I’m going to set up the front yard. Very simple, something the all the kids can play in (animals and children), easy to care for. I’m excited. Now for the big project, our adult playground. Well that’s what I’m calling it. I saw a lot of spas that I like and a lot more that I hated. I know the options that want so that really helped narrow it down. Then the available colors, side panels, steps, and covers helped really cut the list. So now the list is down to 4 spas. I’m going to start working on the playground this weekend. I’m going to leave it all gravel so the water will just drain down into the sand, and put in pretty colored stepping stones. I promised Ryan that he could have little torches around it. I’m going to buy a dome cooler that matches our fire pit. And set up the arbor from our wedding at the entrance. I have to find a little wooden cart to match the ta

Anal Adventure
It had been a few days since I heard from Sally. Our initial sexcapades had been intense. I was getting hard just thinking about them. My wife had to head out of town to finish a contract with a customer, so it left me alone. The pool was nice, nude swimming was a favorite on mine. The phone woke me out of my daydreaming. “Hello.” I said. “Hey! What’s up?” Mark said on the other end. “Not much, just hanging.” “Linda gone?” He asked. “Yea, for a few day.” “Well, Sally and I were thinking of stopping by and having some fun in your pool. Do you mind?” “Not at all. I have a few beers in the fridge. Come on over. There is plenty of space.” I answered back. “Sally suggested we pack and overnight bag. I have to head to the office for a few hours tomorrow, but I can come back. Since you and Sally are off, maybe we can make a weekend out of it?” “Sure… Sounds good to me,” I said before I thought about it. “Great, we’ll be over in an hour.” Mark said hanging up the phone. My mind was running. Th

The Revolution Will Not Be Televised
You will not be able to stay home, brother. You will not be able to plug in, turn on and cop out. You will not be able to lose yourself on skag and skip, Skip out for beer during commercials, Because the revolution will not be televised. The revolution will not be televised. The revolution will not be brought to you by Xerox In 4 parts without commercial interruptions. The revolution will not show you pictures of Nixon blowing a bugle and leading a charge by John Mitchell, General Abrams and Spiro Agnew to eat hog maws confiscated from a Harlem sanctuary. The revolution will not be televised. The revolution will not be brought to you by the Schaefer Award Theatre and will not star Natalie Woods and Steve McQueen or Bullwinkle and Julia. The revolution will not give your mouth sex appeal. The revolution will not get rid of the nubs. The revolution will not make you look five pounds thinner, because the revolution will not be televised, Brother. There will be n

Corpus Delicti
Corpus Delicti This parasitical kiss ate away at my flesh, Infectious, I'll make it bleed. Appendicular skeleton, watch it fade, Cruelty soars, on the wings of joy and sorrow, Here rides greivance, and loss. Drifting dead wood, Floating carcus, sick of feeling numb. I'll bring you to life, Give you an existence. Agony and affliction, Watch it fall and fade. I am your animator, you are my lifeblood. Those eyes, they rape the feelings, Butcher the living, we'll make eternity. Brutalize the flesh, leave it to rot and hang. Sanity is encasement, a ballet of sickness, Here lays freedom and acute disease. Drifting dead wood, Floating carcus, sick of feeling numb. I'll bring you to life, Give you an existence. Agony and affliction, Watch it fall and fade. I am your animator, you are my lifeblood. Taste this arterial blood, Bathe in its relevance. Blissful knowledge caged by humanity, What is this? (A biorythm, I dance along dilirium.) An ecstacy I will ta

The Perfect Boyfriend
Stolen from elsewhere... every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life. â€¢ give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. â€¢ leave her cute text notes. â€¢ kiss her in front of your friends. â€¢ tell her she looks beautiful. â€¢ look into her eyes when you talk to her. â€¢ let her mess with your hair. â€¢ touch her hair. â€¢ just walk around with her. â€¢ forgive her for her mistakes. â€¢ look at her like she`s the only girl you see. â€¢ tickle her even when she says stop. â€¢ hold her hand when you`re around your friends. â€¢ when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. â€¢ let her fall asleep in your arms. â€¢ get her mad, then kiss her. â€¢ tease her and let her tease you back. â€¢ stay up all night with her when she`s sick. â€¢ watch her favorite movie with her. â€¢ kiss her forehead. â€¢ give her the wo

My Next Piercing!
One of my coolest friends in the world Scott is doing this piercing for me this summer when me and the girls take our road trip to Cali. I can hardly wait. And of course you know I'll have pics up as soon as I get it done. Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Dream (poem)
Dream I long for the day to end, So that I can dream again. For only in my dreams are we, Together like we use to be. Once again you call my name, You say forever you'll stay Our lips slowly closer they draw as a soft kiss i begin to recall Your loving eyes again they gaze Making my very soul go insane For it aches and longs For you to be mine Your embrace will never be erased all the memories we made remain I reach out to touch your face, and I'm left reaching in the dark. I'm left with my dreams of me and you and how our love has turned me blue. So here I wait for my days to end, so that I can dream once again

Evaline (lyrics)
Evaline - A Protest In Lines Too Thin To Read Lyrics A parent walks in on a child cutting them self Laughs and says youre silly dear, youre only hurting yourself. So cut deep or dont cut at all Are u listening? I dont care what your parents tell you dont cut at all Oh please be listening.. I dont care what those bastards tell you dont cut at all. Youre staggering in you find a finger gagging yourself you heave and say im not like those pigs. i dont care whats good for my health. Controlling the room with tilted thighs It comes to me as no surprise that i even flicker on my own Feed the one thats closer As youre flickering on Feed the one thats closed As you flicker Starving artist you will I said it before Shed your burdens and build on You shed your clothes in spite and whisper i make the demands. Well im doubting my portrait of skin But i sure as hell wont find limbs down my throat The substance of wait defines the beauty laced behind

Why
Why, Why, Why > > >do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are >getting dead? > > >Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is >not enough money? > > >Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but >check when you say the paint is wet? > > >Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? > > >Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? > > >Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? > > >Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a >revolver at him? > > >Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? > > >Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "Lisp"? > > >If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? > > >Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are >always white? > > >Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? > > >Why do people constantly ret

Never Real
ive seen it all ive been around another lonely place another lonely town back from the dead sign post up ahead ive walked a million miles and back again but youll never know the real me I decide who it is i want you to see youll never know the real me youll never know me ive built these walls from blood and brick i keep you on the outside cuz youre sick you think you understand what it is i need you cant get by my deep seed its burned inside im barely alive day by day i get closer to the day i die youll never know the real me ive blinded you and youll never see what it is i hide inside of me youll never know me

Amazingly Simple Home Remedies
Amazingly Simple Home Remedies 1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and presto. The blockage will be almost instantly removed. 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by simply using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5. A mouse trap placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives. Then you will be too afraid to cough. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are. You only need two tools: WD-40 and Duct Tape. If it doesn't move and should, use the WD-40. If

You Don't Care
You keep bringing her up and down telling her you'll call her. But you hardly do. It makes her mad and sad,thinking you don't even care enough to dial her digits. The images of hanging out in eyars to come occupies her mind as she wonders if you'll treat her the same,not caring at all about her and what she feels. done by christine

"my Own Prison" Creed
"My Own Prison" A court is in session, a verdict is in No appeal on the docket today Just my own sin The walls are cold and pale The cage made of steel Screams fill the room Alone I drop and kneel Silence now the sound My breath the only motion around Demons cluttering around My face showing no emotion Shackled by my sentence Expecting no return Here there is no penance My skin begins to burn (And I said oh) So I held my head up high Hiding hate that burns inside Which only fuels their selfish pride (And I said oh) We're all held captive Out from the sun A sun that shines on only some We the meek are all in one I hear a thunder in the distance See a vision of a cross I feel the pain that was given On that sad day of loss A lion roars in the darkness Only he holds the key A light to free me from my burden And grant me life eternally Should have been dead On a Sunday morning Banging my head No time for mourning Ain't got no time (And I said o

Slacker
I'm slacking with school work today. Still have to do my assignment for Linguistics. And tomorrow night I need to ask my friend if he will drive me down to the museum since I cant with my arm/wrist... he has to go to the museum too so hopefully he can pick me up and take me. Planning to ride and train on Sunday. My three good fingers are getting better. I'll just have to be careful when I ride.

Why Is It So Strange...
to have more guy friends then girl friends? I've been asked a number of times not only on here but in real life... well I'm a tomboy so i get along with guys more wuts that matter with that? is it a crime? I dunno I just connect with guys better, and i would love to find a few good girl friends i mean to chat with, talk to or even hang out with but they all seem to be girly I hate girly, and they are back stabbers i hate that shit.. oh and they can't understand a commpliment I mean if i say "sweety ur boobs are hawt tonight" they get all offened.. gezzzz okay sorry had to get that off my chest!! lol stupid I know but shit...

Ok Well, Some Stuff
ok well first off my brothers have been really sick all week and my youngest will into er because he was not breather well...all that great at all but everything seems fine right now. Second..my buddy Bruce lost his phone due to crazy overage..aha sucker..yet its sad ha, what a loser. oh..we made a 2nd video was made for somebody but i feel like sharing it with you other people i guess... ill post it in a couple of days ^.^ Anyways..that's all for now.. take care! peace out bitches.

Good Morning
Good Morning. March is roaring in like a lion. No not the Taco Bell Lions, which seem to be cuddlier then anything. But March is roaring in. Rain thunder boomers and yes lightning too. So perhaps winters bone chilling hold has released us? Perhaps more of a release for a better grip is more like it. Never less spring is just a blade or two of grass away. I had a whole different set of missives to write on this morning but, mostly that was stopped in its tracks by an email, well actually a few emails. I normally go thru all emails and notes left to me over night first before I write anything for a couple of reasons. One inspiration and two I would hate to send an all cheery email to someone who just had a terrible setback or something worse. My first go through I found a video from a fellow Michigander that was from the Jimmy Kimmel Show and I laughed my ass off. Thanks Vic. The second and more touching was another Video but this one was more heart warming then sexily funny. It was on

Fantasies
Lately I've been having a very vivid fantasy. I spy a strange woman in a seedy bar. She is a newcomer there, unknown to myself or the regulars. I watch her, fingering a small package that I have been carrying with me for weeks. She rises and heads to the restroom. This particular establishment is very dirty, and has one unisex bathroom with multiple stalls. I follow her in. She chooses the second stall from the left. My luck is with me. I move into the stall next to her. Has she noticed the large hole in the wall next to her? If so, she says nothing. I slide the package under the stall. "Open it," I say. At first, she does not comply, but her curiousity gets the better of her and I see her hand descend to grab the parcel. I listen breathlessly as the plain brwon paper is torn away from the box. There is a small gasp as she surveys the contents: A leather blindfold. Slave collar. Handcuffs. She says nothing, but her breathing has quickened. "Put them

"the Old Rugged Cross"
"The Old Rugged Cross" On a hill far away stood an old rugged cross, The emblem of suffering and shame; And I love that old cross where the dearest and best For a world of lost sinners was slain. [Refrain:] So I'll cherish the old rugged cross, Till my trophies at last I lay down; I will cling to the old rugged cross, And exchange it some day for a crown. To the old rugged cross I will ever be true, It's shame and reproach gladly bear; Then he'll call me some day to my home far away, Where his glory forever I'll share. [Refrain]

~ 2nd Lt. James Cathey ~
A very touching story Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we’d boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who’d been invited to sit in First Class (and was seated across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. “No,” he responded. “Heading out?” I asked. “No. I’m escorting a soldier home” “Going to pick him up” “No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq. I’m taking him home to his family” The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn’t know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier’s family and felt as if he did know them after so many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, “Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do” Upon landing in C

~ Support Them ~
This sure makes me stop and think about how blessed I am and how very fortunate to have our men (and women) willing to fight for what they believe in. Your alarm clock goes off and you push the snooze button and sleep another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. __________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at, as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash on your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddi

Blowin' In The Wind
Blowin' in the Wind Bob Dylan Album:"Freewheelin "(1963) Bob Dylan acquired a large following in folk circles after arriving in New York City in 1960, and the release of his first album in March 1962 was well received, but a larger, mainstream audience was first exposed to his work when Peter, Paul & Mary's version of "Blowin' in the Wind " reached #2 on the charts in mid-1963 Bob Dylan Album:"Freewheelin "(1963) Lyrics: How many roads must a man walk down Before you call him a man How many seas must the white dove sail Before she sleeps in the sand Yes, and how many times must the cannonballs fly Before they are forever banned The answer, my friend, is blowing in the wind The answer is blowing in the wind Yes, and how many years can a mountain exist Before it washed to the sea Yes, and how many years can some people exist Before they're allowed to be free Yes, and how many times can a man turn his head And pretend that he just doesn't see The answer, my fr

Allways Practice Safe Cybersex
Practice safe cybersex. Enjoy hotstud69: Hello there blondebabe4u: Hi hotstud69: What is your name? blondebabe4u: Sandy , urs? hotstud69: Bob, nice to meet you.. what are you doing tonight? blondebabe4u: Nothing, just chatting, u? hotstud69: not too much, just sitting around... what are you wearing? blondebabe4u: oh just my thong and a tank top. hotstud69: oh wow, I would love to see that, what do you look like? blondebabe4u: I am 5'6" blonde hair, green eyes, 120 lbs, you? hotstud69: i am 6'0" 175, brown hair, blue eyes, and tan blondebabe4u: you sound very handsome hotstud69: how about I pull that tank top off? blondebabe4u: Oh Bob, i would love for you too.... hotstud69: Oh yea, those look great... they feel nice too blondebabe4u: yes bob, my 36D's like that, you are good hotstud69: oh yes, they feel so good, I am squeezing them.. blondebabe4u: yes bob, you know what you are doing. hotstud69: Oh yea, I am getting so excited blondebabe4u: nee

R.i.p. Richard L. Ford 2/20/07
Not only was Rich a great soldier he was a great friend that became like family. Rich & I have been friends for almost 6yrs. I met Rich through my husband that have been close friends with Rich for 12yrs. We are extremely proud of him, deeply sadden that he has parted this world but happy to know he is a better place. For those that are enjoying your freedom, remember you are enjoying it because of brave soldiers like him. Rich, we love you very much and hope your spirit is with us while we grief for you. We miss you soooooooo much. I wish I could be there Monday when you get buried in Arlington National Cementary but know that I'm EXTREMELY proud of you, it is such an honor to be buried there. You are a true hero NEWS COVERAGE: 2/23/07 EAST HARTFORD (AP) - The Army's elite White Falcons was a regiment built on readiness, able to deploy within 18 hours of notification and parachute in among the enemy Sgt. Richard L. Ford, of East Hartford, joined the Fort Bragg, N.C.-ba

Fort Campbell Gis Earn Silver Stars
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: SUPPORT TROOPS,The Diesel Date: Mar 1, 2007 8:38 PM Fort Campbell GIs Earn Silver Stars Army News Service | February 28, 2007 FORT CAMPBELL, Ky. - Just more than 200 Silver Stars have been awarded for Operation Iraqi Freedom since it began in 2003, and three of them now belong to Soldiers from one Fort Campbell platoon. The 1st Battalion, 506th Infantry Regiment, 101st Airborne Division, returned in November from the streets of Ramadi, Iraq, with stories of heroism. When a barrage of small-arms fire and rocket-propelled grenades pierced the night silence on March 13, Staff Sgt. Jeremy Wilzcek, Spc. Jose Alvarez and Spc. Gregory Pushkin discovered how they would react in an intense, deadly situation. "I immediately freaked out," said Alvarez, who was able to regain his composure upon seeing his comrade, Staff Sgt. Marco Silva, incapacitated in the middle of the street. Alvarez left cover and ran into the kill

Karma Continued..... A Piece Of My Mind Tonight... Nothing Special!
WELL IT'S OFFICIAL.... KARMA IS DEFINITELY APART OF LIFE.... I'VE BEEN A BITCH AND TREATED A FEW PEOPLE BADLY THESE PAST FEW WEEKS.... AND NOW I FIND IT COMING BACK TO ME. I KNOW THAT WHAT I DID WAS WRONG. AND IF SORRY COULD MAKE IT BETTER, I'D SAY IT X1000 JUST TO FIX IT. BUT SORRY ISN'T GOING TO DO SHIT FOR ME NOW. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN BETTER THAN THIS.... I KNOW I HAVE, WHY THE SUDDEN CHANGE? COULD BE THAT I'VE BEEN TREATED LIKE THIS A LOT IN THE LAST 8 YEARS..... MAYBE, BUT THAT'S NO EXCUSE FOR ANYTHING. IN FACT, I'M NOT GOING TO MAKE EXCUSES FOR THIS. WHAT'S DONE IS DONE..... THERE'S NO GOING BACK. FROM NOW ON, JUST GOING FORWARD. AND IT LOOKS AS THOUGH IT JUST MAY BE GOING FORWARD ON MY OWN. WITHOUT A FEW CERTAIN PEOPLE, WHICH... ONE DAY, I'LL ACCEPT THAT. FOR NOW, OH WELL I GUESS... CAN'T CHANGE THE PAST. LIKE I SAID, WHAT'S DONE IS DONE! SINCERELY, *KARMA* X2

Work In Progress
The air is light The scent is clean There’s a rustle It’s so sweet He lays so close I feel his love He wraps his arm around me And pulls me in tight Close to him His skin touches mine I feel his lips on my back So soft Like his love is in his kiss He delivers it I sigh My smile is seen in the dark He can feel it It’s what we have He doesn’t have to see To see He can feel what he is trying to see I run my hand into his Our fingers intertwined There is no place I’d rather be It’s OUR place OUR love OUR life Two Peas in a Pod We go as one WE Are an OUR To US

Y Does Love Hurt
y does love hurt? huh? does any body really no y love hurts us like it does? does any no what would could really be going through that person head at this very moment in time? no i don't think anybody would no exactly how im feeling about my x girl friend! i loved her with all of my heart! we had been dating 8 months! 8 freaking months! and she dumps my ass the day before valentines day after giving me a dozen red roses!!!!! people its fucked up how a girl like her and a girl like me even meet or even date. i wasn't a lesbian! i was straight!!! i wasn't what a lesbian would even consider dating! they would say that i was straighter then straight line! well guess what im not that lil girl any more! i love my pussy!!!! i do! i love women! yea i want to get married and have kids some day but i aint giving up dating girls just because im married. but when the kids come then she and i will tell the kids that she is a friend of mommy's. but the older they are going to get the smarter they ar

14 What To Do When You're Sore?
If you're going to exercise you are probably going to overtax your muscles. When you overtax your muscles they let you know that you did just that and life isn't as nice as it normally is. Is there a way to avoid it? Not if you want to keep getting better. Is there something to be done about it? There are some things that can make it easier. In order to develop your body the equation is simple but not easy. 1. You tear down the muscle with exercise (essentially you cause a minor injury). 2. You provide nutrition for the muscles to metabolize and restore what you used in step one as well as heal and grow the muscle. 3. You rest the muscle so that the nutrition can take effect and the muscle is repaired and made stronger. This process is in effect for most of us every time that we work out. Some people aren't able to do this but that is because of different injuries and diseases that effect them. The vast majority of us has it working very nicely though. The way to

True Friends
Ok I'm gonna be blunt about this. If all people want to do is Increase there ratings and not help others don't bother rating mt page, pics or any thing for that matter. I post bullitins but does any body read them. I think not. People rate my pics but could they become a fan. I think not. To me this seems self-less of them. I'm here to make friend and cumminicate with my friends if all people want is pictures start making a collage with pictures cut out of magazines. I hate the fact that when I send a message or comment I get nothing back but yet You call yourself a friend. Thats funny. So Once again if I'm not good enough for you to fan me or add me dont waste your time or mine becouse that takes away from my real friends. Oh have a nice day to all my friends you know who you are.

What Kind Of Soul Are U
You Are a Peacemaker Soul You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can. War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace. You are a good mediator and a true negotiator. Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy. While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental. You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take. On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit. You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice. Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Whats Your Celtic Horoscope
You Are A Pine Tree You love agreeable company, peace, and harmony. Compassionate and friendly, you love to help others. A natural poet, you have a very active imagination. You are very soft on the inside - needing affection and reassurance. You can fall in love deeply, but you will leave if you feel betrayed. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Friends
PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments.Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. W

Saturday, Test Two
Saturday morning came, with and unbelieveable urge to want to pee lol, so i grabbed the remaining test and rushed to the loo almost missing my chance to take the test haha, but lucky i managed, the test almost straight away came up with the same result, 2 very strong lines, YES YES YES i love it, im gonna be a mum, the feelings came back over me as i saw the lines getting stronger and stronger, awesome a rore of excited ment ran throughout my body, and i once finished i went out and told everyone and showed them the second test, altho not quite the same as last night i could still feel the excitment just oose from chris, at the thought of him becoming a father hehe . anyways once we had come round from waking up we had a coffee, and got our stuff ready for the journey down home, with excitment bubbling bt nervousness creeping up too, we set off on our travels home, i gave my mum a cuddle and kiss and told her i loved her and everything, then we set off home. once home i reali

Spring
Spring is great. I love spring, but it is rather aggreviating when I spend most of it sneezing for what seems hours on end. I do take allergy meds, but half the time they don't work. Argh! So I continue to sit sneezing like there's no tomorrow and wondering if at anytime I am possibly losing a few brain cells in one sneeze. lol Oi, I'm glad the warmer weather is coming, but would perfer if it didn't bring along the allergies with it. GRR!!

My First Blog..yippee
Don't even know why I am writing in here. Not like anyone is going to read the damn thing! Anyway so I joined this place cuz this dude told me about it and now that I've joined it he hasn't even added me as a friend! Bogus!! Lol..anyway I am also on myspace. My url there is http://www.myspace.com/chatcatastrophe so add me people!! Anyway so now that I have gotten that out of the way, I will end this stupid thing.

Time To Change My Look Again
well, its time to change my hair again..my hair is currently three colours...but its time to go all black. Black and long! LOL If I wasnt sick, I'd start today, but I feel really sick...as soon as im done, I'll post plenty of pics www.moniquedupree.com

Our Love ( Originally Written In 1986)
Our love is like a circle there is no end I love you with all my heart no reason to pretend You are the in every breath I take the reason for my smile I would walk to hell and back for you and enjoy every mile A lifetime isn't enough time with you So I promise you this right now That I will love you forever someway somehow

Unfortunetly
Truth is rarely pure and never simple," read the line. A quote from who, I'm not sure which, but plain as day, the message sits upon a mind of sordid kinds, which falls within the realm of thought beneath the scope which conscious wrought and hands not yours nor mine this day shall strive no more to pave the way within such spots as like to rot from damp, and not, as you might think, from drunken writers favoring drink no, rather from Immortal kinds who raze our thoughts and blind our eyes for reasons not quite known to me and neither yours, who just like thee, are like to follow wants desire not the Holy writ entire. Dance upon your grave today, laugh until your heart is gay. A merry song from which to glean my message truth whose get shall wean more further groping truths entire to save thy heart from sulfurous fire.

My Engagement Is Over
ok so latest news is that i'm no longer engaged to jamie ....i'm not gonna say why over the net but if i consider u a good friend and u ask me then i'll tell u. i'm mostly writin this because i wanted to thank everyone who was there for me on friday night especially my mom and my bestest best friend tine .....even though neither of them apparently listens to my advice they taught me that just because i tell them what i think they should do doesn't mean that i shouldn't listen to my own advice. therefore this is jamie's last chance and he's considered to be on "relationship probation" and yes i did make that one up all by myself ......if he fucks up one more time then its over because i don't want a relationship like everyone elses. i actually want to fall in love with someone who won't lie, cheat, who i can trust , who won't get jealous and will treat me good. and not demand that i give up things for them and who will always be there for me and help me out anyway they can. by the way t

Final Part Of Fibro And Me
after reading this many of you might ask why i live the lifestyle i do and there is only 3 words i can say SAFE SANE CONSENTUAL....the difference is even as a slave i ALWAYS have the power to stop a scene AT ANY TIME! as a battered wife the beatings didn't stop until he was good and ready..... My Story....this is all true Abuse. i was married at one time to a horrible man...Rick was never my master or anything...it was plain old vanilla but that is not what made him horrible....it was the abuse that he dished out almost daily....and it wasn't just physical, it was emotional and sexual also... i never reported him to the police...i was afraid to...he had threatened to kill me many times and he even held a hunting knife to my throat one day and told me that he could kill me and no one would give a shit...and then one night i was a few minutes late getting home from the grocery store and he met me at the top of the stairs with a loaded cocked gun and told me that i was lat

Another Poem I Wrote
LET THIS NOT BE THE FINAL GOODBYE As I look into ur baby blues, I can see forever with u. My heart aches, my mind and body shakes. When i'm with u i am certain that life will never be the same. When i'm not i have never felt so lame. You were my hope and my salvation, through u i had life. To live without u i am nothing, I wanted to be ur wife. I have never shed so many tears as i have for u. I never wanted something so much and yet couldn't have, that's true. Life is so unfair they say, I believe it now! If u love something u would do anything, Anything for it somehow! What changed? What have i done? Are u making excuses or have u met someone? I thought we planned on forever, Our lives together as one. We knew each other inside and out, or so we thought. You were the strong one, I was the weak. You lifted me up, Because i was so meak. You gave me ur strength, You gave me ur hand. And showed me how to understand. Where do we go from here? We can't g

So Confused
So Confused Man I’m so lost in this illus ional life So departed from my reality My existence My morality My steps toward anything good seem to all go bad I’m not at all angry about it But I am a little sad I try to make sense out of senseless things Assuring the shortness of my short comings Am I dazed or just confused I don’t know what to do Some body please be real with me and tell me life’s truth I’ve tried to turn on the light but it still remained dark I’ve tried going to the distance and opening up my heart I’ve tried to mimic those things that I’ve seen on T.V. Only to come to the conclusion that to be like them I couldn’t be me I’ve reached out into the open nothing touches my hand And I try to account for the fact that I am only a man What does all this mean when I’m so lost in my mind? I just want to sit back relax and enjoy just a little bit of my time It so hard when my focus has been pulled all around Should my vision be kept in t

Yes This Is How I Feel
Everything dies. Someone buys you flowers. In a couple weeks they wither. The flowers die. You grow to love something and it dies. You buy a pet that you grow to love. One day something happens and you have it put to sleep. The pet dies. There are people in this world you love that die. You have known your grandmom your whole life. She gets sick. One day she goes to sleep and never wakes up. Your grandmom dies. It seems that everytime something speaciall comes into your life that once you realize just how much you love it or them this something speacial is riped out of your life. Everything dies.

Bitter Sweet Memories...
Tomorrow marks the 2-year anniversary of my dad saying goodbye. Today, I've been keeping one eye on the clock, because I still relive every minute for about 48 hours prior to his leaving. I can still hear his voice, remember what he felt like when I ran my fingers over his frail hands, shaving him, making sure he wasn't cold, reading to him, and I remember not leaving his side for more than five minutes. I sat at his feet, ate there, watched tv there, and studied his face and memorized every little detail, because I knew he was getting ready to leave me. Yes, this was extremely difficult. I did this for almost four months. Rarely left the house unless it was absolutely necessary, and then it was usually for him. I couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, and lost about 15 pounds. It was the best four months of my life! I gave him all I had. Rightly so, he gave me all he had for 90 years. I sang at my dad's funeral, but I have to tell you that I really don't remember doing it. I thin

What Do You Actually Do Part 2
Techniques Adding realism to scenarios Many scenarios include the submissive being taken by "force". One fun technique that can make this more fun is to buy cheap clothing from a thrift store that can be torn, sliced, or cut off the submissive. Cheap, disposable clothing can lend a fun air of realism to the scenario. Extended Bondage For people who like bondage, one thing that can be fun is to have the submissive sleep bound. This is most easily done if the submissive's hands and feet are bound together; extended bondage in one position (as, for example, if the submissive were tied to the bed) can become quite uncomfortable. Note that if you do this, you should not leave the submissive in a room alone, and you should bind the submissive in a way which can be released quickly in case the house catches fire ! Extended Penetration With practice, it is possible to train a person's body to accept vaginal and/or anal penetration for extended periods of time. You can, for

Random Rants... ( A Few Of Them )
**Being Goth** *I'm a Goth, which means I like to wear a lot of dark gothic clothes, go to gothic clubs, and hang around in the gothic scene. I really love it except for the fact that being a Goth has become so trendy these days. It's like people who are so un-goth are just doing it because they think its the in thing to do. For me being a Goth is a way of life, a philosophy, a statement about the meaninglessness of life. Black isn't a color, it's a lack of color, and that's the essence of being a Goth. Our lives lack purpose and meaning because we have realized that death negates everything we accomplish in life, so why bother. Our society is all about accomplishing things and making believe that you can live forever. It's all a big lie. We all end up in the ground for all eternity. All that running around trying to do something worthwhile is just a waste of time. **Death** *Death is the absolute end. There's no heaven, no god, and no afterlife. Face it.

18 Can Sex Take The Place Of A Workout?
This is a question that I've been asked many times. Usually it is asked by someone who needs a lot of exercise and is hoping for a more enjoyable way than trips to the gym. There is no doubt that when couples are involved in sex that is passionate with fast and strong movements on both peoples parts, there is a fair amount of energy expended. The deep breathing and at times profuse sweating give the feeling that a large amount of work is being done and for the period of time that it is going on, it may be, but it isn't. Just to give you an idea I pulled together the number of calories burned for different activities. These are all based on the calorie burned for an hour. In talking to almost all of my friends I believe that an hour of the hard sex that many want to claim they have would either not be done, would cripple them, or get them immediate entry into the sex maniac hall of fame. So if you're wondering what your sexual episodes are worth in calorie burn, think of one

Afraid
Afraid Lyrics By: Motley Crue Do you, do you wanna bleed? Do you, do you wanna live in vain? Its only life Shes so afraid to kiss An so afraid to laugh Is she runnin from her past? Its only life Shes so afraid of love Is so afraid of hate Whats she runnin from now? ? Do you, do you wanna scream? Do you, do you wanna face the strange? Do you, do you believe? Are you, are you afraid of change? Its only life Shes so afraid of this And so afraid to ask She hides behind her mask Nothings ever right Shes so afraid of pain So afraid of blame Its driving her insane So insecure There is no cure Well, shes so afraid Shes so afraid of death Shes so afraid, afraid of life The drama in her head Getting louder all the time Getting louder all the time Shes so afraid, afraid to lose Been so afraid of fame Everyday she feels the same Its driven her insane... Its driven her... Its driven... Its... Another broken pretty thing

Part 5
Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up? Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck? Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost? I'll show you mine if you show me yours first Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words We live on front porches and swing life away, We get by just fine here on minimum wage If love is a labor I'll slave till the end, I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon So let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow I've got some friends, some that I hardly know But we've had some times, I wouldn't trade for the world We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go We live on front porches and swing life away, We get by just fine here on minimum wage If love is a labor I'll slave till the end, I won't cross these stre

Untitled
As hes done it before a thousand times, on a Friday night, clearly he watches this pass him by, and thats time. Sipping on a drink with his brother, the car stereo blasting, its a mix between his mixtape, Snoop, 2pac and the radio. They both lay on the hood, and look up, he looks at the bottle and spills the last few drops. Hes looking out to the sky, wondering where she is, is she somewhere out there or somewhere down here? He wants answers but the questions don't go away. He keeps going on, hoping maybe someone, some how, some way, some day, but hes not ready to run away.

Why?
Why should I care for you? Leave me in the rain and cold is all you do Can't find love that is meant for me Only finding toads it can't be How can I change is love doesn't care? Rips my heart out for all to stare Sitting in silence, I can only scream I thought is was real, but it was all a dream Your hands of leather turned to velvet against my skin I close my eyes to try to feel it again You hold me in the palm of your hand For a moment, I felt so grand Now you turn and walk away Leaving me broken, I guess I will stay Laying on the ground Never letting my heart free, it is forever bound I jumped without a net this time A heart broken and shattered is my punishment for this crime This is unfinished like my life is now But, I am sure your chapter is done somehow.

Believe In Yourself
Believe In Yourself There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be, ....that's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better. There are times when people disappoint you and let you down, but those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgments and opinions, to keep your life focused on believing in yourself and all that you are capable of. There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it is up to you to accept them. Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you. It may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are, So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities, remember to believe in yourself and all you want your life to be, because the challenges and changes will

Situations
Situations by Escape The Fate Situations are irrelevant now. She loves the way that I tease, I love the way that she breathes I touched her ooh, she touched my ahhh, it was the craziest thing. I love the girls who hate to love because they're just like me. A certain girl she took my hand and ran it up her thigh. She licked her lips and pulled my hair, I fall in love for a night She can't behave and I'm just a slave, don’t worry I'll be gone when the morning comes. Darling what is going on? Honestly that never happened lying is your favorite passion. Leave me, go where you belong Hired heels and lipstick napkins dying is your latest fashion. The frustration it's a regular thing I hate the ones who love to hate because they're just like me. A certain girl she took her hand and put in my lap It's way too full she said once you have me you'll always come back. She can't behave and I'm just a slave, don’t worry I'll be gone when the morning comes. Darlin

You Here With Me
Words can never say How I feel for you each day My thoughts are filled with wishes That may or may not come true But whatever does happen I do know that it all comes down to you The eyes that sparkle The smile that is so warm The heart of an angel Who knows right from wrong What will happen tomorrow Only God truly can see But whatever happens I can only dream, it is you here with me

It Does Seem That Way I Guess
well I guess I can be an ass, yeah like you have never been an ass...I just cant seem to shake curtain things I know "get over it" right? yeah I wish I could, maybe a few years ago I could and I don't want to keep using my sons death for all my problems, I just cant seem to get over this sadness this weakness I feel everyday brings me more to nothing nothing more then the day before, was reading a book called "why bad things happen to good people" oddly enough written by a paster who's child had passed and I guess you have to be a special person to be able to deal with it, like I said this was a paster and even his belief and faith were tested, I don't know I have to deal with this in my own time on my own, one day at a time kids are suppose to bury parents not the way around, its sad and I feel it a lot.I cant seem to deal with assholes I use to be able to just walk away but for some reason I want to confront them and tell them how I feel, I do know that my doctor tells me that this g

Havent Unpacked
i havent even fully unpacked from my trip to minnesota ..i mean all my clothes are away now but my bag is still sitting on my bed with all my other stuff in it .. i wanna leave i hate it here ...i love ca. bu its just thet i will never be able to have a life here

The Setup And Premise
If there is anyone who needs any song lyrics to a video seen on my profile, in my stash or anywhere on CT, drop me a line! I will have it here in the blogs! BTW, leave me a comment behind to. I love hearing from you all! I may or may not agree with what you say, but I would love to hear from you!

Umm....excuse Me?
OMG...I just uploaded a new pic, me in a skirt, you cant see my face, just so you could see the shirt, but there is not a sexual thing about that pic other that you can see my thigh *gasp* I have half naked pics up here untouched, yet this pic was tagged as NSFW...wow...who ever did that...shame on you... I tag my own pics NSFW, because I am smart enough to know what they are, and as a nude model, I know what is sexual...OMG...people... OTHER than that, today is gorgeous here, im enjoying while I can since I am leaving early Saturday morning to go to Connecticut with Ryan and Panda for Spring Break...so yes more pics will come once I get back and can have internet! love you guys, more pics now

I Am A Piscean
myspace images MY BIRTH DAY FALLS ON 10TH OF MARCH WISH ME THAT WILL BE LOVE AND BLESSINGS FOR ME Pisceans r shy but sexy and hot and open with their friends. Very good lovers,sincer,very friendly,reserve,with good stamina,and energy. God fearings Get your layout at dam7.com

Thank You All Soooooooo Much!!!!!
I just wanted to send out a HUGE THANK YOU to all of you that took the time to not only place your votes, but comment me also. I took second and am sooooo excited!!!!! I appreciate all of you and couldn't have done it all with out you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lots of Love!!! Thanks again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Steve Rogers Has Died
NEW YORK, March 7 (UPI) -- Comic book lovers were in mourning Wednesday over Marvel Entertainment's decision to kill off Captain America with two bullets. In Issue 25, which hit bookstands Wednesday, the superhero that never had super powers was struck once by a sniper's bullet in the shoulder as he emerged from a courthouse and then a second, fatal shot hits him in the stomach, the New York Daily News reported. Series writer Ed Brubaker, 40, said he wanted to explore what the hero meant to the country. "What I found is that all the really hardcore left-wing fans want Cap to be standing out on and giving speeches on the street corner against the Bush administration and all the really right-wing (fans) all want him to be over in the streets of Baghdad, punching out Saddam," Brubaker said. Joe Simon, 93, who co-created the hero with artist Jack Kirby in 1941, said he was disappointed. "It's a hell of a time for him to go. We really need him now," Simon told the Daily News.

God Has Smiled :)
GOD HAS SMILED DOWN ON ME WITH THE GRACE OF A THOUSAND ANGELS. AND BROUGHT U TO ME. PICKING ME UP AND DUSTING ME OFF SETTING MY HEART AND SOUL FREE. NO MORE AGONY AND PAIN ALL OF THAT WAS GONE TODAY KNOWING THAT U REALLY DO LOVE ME. KNOWING THAT U WILL NEVER STRAY. YES GOD HAS SMILED DOWN UPON ME THANK HIM FOR THIS LOVE THAT HAS FILLED MY HEART AND SOUL I COULD NEVER GET ENOUGH.

Set Me Free
Set me free why don't cha babe... get out my life why don't cha babe... Love that song, nah really this blog is about me, Just Joyce.. Hope you enjoy and laugh with me for I laugh at myself alot.. I smoke, Camels don't plan to quit.. I don't see myself as pretty, I think I am kinda funny looking to be honest. But I can get laid, LMAO. I am Pagan, proud and stong, always have had the gift, at points in my life I have choosen not to use it or even want it. Now I really feel it is part of me. A mother that I am, yes they have different fathers, I like variety, like dunken doughnuts. But they do have one dad, Kelly. He is great, I love him, he does drive me crazy to. And not always in a good way. Don't like drugs, love drinking. Scary movies or at least trying to find one that scares me. You know what I mean Shane.. My family is my world and my faith in all the is true. My sister is mental, but damn I love that girl with each breath I take. You do scare me Renee, maybe your

Space Cowboy!
Space Cowboy! An imaginary Angel or evil spirit supposed to descend upon sleeping persons, esp. one fabled to have sexual intercourse with women during their sleep. Compare succubus Succubus demon in female form, said to have sexual intercourse with men in their sleep. Compare incubus (def. 1). any Angel or spirit. with love, Space Cowboy

Ever Feel Like..
Noone understands you? Thats how I feel most of the time. No one gets me. I feel trapped in my own head alot of the time. I feel so alone. I don't go anywhere really...the store thats about it. Blah. I need a vacation.

Remember
Remember I began writing this because it's the only way I can express the way I am feeling. I started writing this to be a poem of some sort. Instead, I wanted to just flow instead of being too thought out. People make mistakes their entire lives. I have and I know I have. I have made a number of mistakes. I am learning as a human being I will continue to make mistakes. What I want to leave in the people who have been there for me and have helped me is that I love them. Know that. I always want to leave the best intent and heartfelt knowledge that I want to make the best relationship in the people I love and adore so much. I have been helping people my entire life. I love doing that. I feel what comes around, goes around. The long friendships I've had for some time, those people know that. From brain trauma, I have been dealing with some serious confusion and had a very hard time expressing those feelings. Many times they come out the wrong way. Things have come out the wrong way tr

Drunk Survey..taken From The Ben Lol ;p
Drunk Survey 1. Have you ever been drunk? Duh lol 2. How old were you the first time you got drunk? 19 3. Have you ever gotten/given digits while intoxicated? No. 4. Have you ever 'drunk dialed'? yeah 5. Have you ever been drunk in front of family members? yes lol 6. Have you ever had to cover up the fact that you were drunk? yes 7. Have you ever been arrested for any alcohol-related crime? no i got away in time haha 8. Have you ever hooked-up with someone while drunk? no..well.. lol 9. Ever forgot their name? hahaha 10. When was the last time you were drunk? last night lol 11. Have you ever been on a drunken binge? long time ago 12. Do you need alcohol to have a good time? it helps but nah 13. What kind of alcohol gets you the most intoxicated? haha a long island ice tea! has 5 liquors 14. Favorite liquor? Tequilla, Vodka 15. Favorite beer? i dont really drink beer.. 16. Have you ever woken up after a night of drinking and

About Me
I am 6th Generation, turned by one of the cruelest and yet loving Elders of the clan Gangrel. My sire, Grayell one of the oldestof the clan barely human now in form... A great warrior, he left me to find my way, and my path. I have servived that which is and will always be the wars... I care nothing for no one. My own daughter nows who I am, though I have tought her many things, I leave her to her own path as do all Gangrel with thier Chylder. I have taken eldership of the clan, if you can call it that, for we do not believe in clannish behaviors, yet often can befound in gatherings. I as others tend to be in my clan befer the wild outlands, where others fear to tred. We love being with our brothern the Gauru, and are often mistaken for them. Do not take my beauty as a weakness, for as with most Gangrel I'd rather kill than look at you.

I Love Tatu....
Hello? This was an accident, not the kind were sirens sounds, never even noticed were suddenly crumbling. Tell me how you've never, felt delicate or innocent, do u still have doubts that us having faith makes any sense. Tell me nothing ever comes rationale or breaking down. Still somebody loses cause theirs no way to turn around, staring at your photograph everything now in the past never felt so lonely I wish that you could show me love. Show me Love, Show me Love, Show me Love, Show me Love, Show me Love, Till you open the door. Show me Love, Show me Love, Show me Love, Show me Love, Show me love, Till im up off the floor. Show me Love, Show me Love, Show me Love, Show me Love, Show me Love, Till its inside my pores. Show me Love, Show me Love, Show me Love,Show me Love, Show me Love, Till im screaming for more. Random acts of mindlessness, common place of occurrencies, chances of surprises, another state of consciousness' tell me nothing

Just Another Reminder
JUST A QUICK REMINDER TO ANYONE THAT LOOKS OR EVEN READS PROFILES!!!! I AM CURRENTLY TRYING TO MOVE SO THEREFORE I WILL NOT BE ON PROBABLY TILL AFTER MARCH 19TH OR LATER. I AM VERY SOORY BUT PLEASE KEEP LEAVING COMMENTS AND RATES I PROMISE I WILL TRY TO GET BACK ON HERE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. I AM MOVING TO MYRTLE BEACH SOUTH CAROLINA SO YEAHAW FOR ME!! AFTER I GET MOVED AND SETTLED IN I WILL BE BACK ON HERE WITH A VENGENCE TRYING TO RETURN EVERYONES LOVE BUT JUST IN CASE I FORGET SOMEONE PLEASE DON'T HATE ME! I LOVE MAKING NEW FRIENDS FROM ALL OVER AND I DON'T WANT TO LOOSE ANY OF THE FRIENDS I ALREADY HAVE. SO JUST PLEASE BEAR WITH ME THROUGH THIS MOVE AND I WILL CHAT WITH YOU ALL LATER!!!! PLEACE AND LOVE TO ALL AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL AS WELL!!! ~~~~ANNE~~~~

He Loves You Not!
Back to the 90s for a few. Anyone remember Dream? Give it your all girl, give it all ya got, You can take a chance, and take your best shot, Say what you want girl, do whatcha do, He's never gonna, gonna make it with you.. Your pullin' petals of a flower tryin' to getcha way, Keep pullin' til its says what you wanna say, Girl you can pick a field full of daisies, But he'd still be my baby, And I know you can hardly wait til i'm away from him, He instinctively, I know what your thinkin', You'll be givin' him an open invitation, But my baby won't be taken in... (nooo..) You can pout your cherry lips, Try to tempt him with a sweet kiss, (sweet kiss) You can bat your pretty eyes, He ain't got his hands tied.. No chains to unlock, so free to do what he wants, He's into what he's got, He loves me, he loves you not, No matter what you do, he's never gonna be with you, He's into what he's got, He loves me, he loves you not... You're the kinda girl thas always u

Unknown Love (very Rough And Not Really Anything Yet)
(not many on here know but I am a writer I do have a few things published too...please forgive typos and such this is just something I have been fiddling with now for a bit) Enjoy.... Unknown love:::: holding me close drugged by your sent the welcomed arms of a stranger unfamiliar gazes reawaken my dormit soul warm breath across my skin shivering under hot passions gentle touch in the dark your velvet kiss still on my flesh Will my smile betray my secret Let the song in my heart be sung My hunger to taste extacsy's sweet fruit Forbidon love shall be my downfall Euphoric trance

Poem
Someday I am writing to you again, my love For I know not who you are For all I know you could be right next to me Or equally as far But with faith I continue writing Because I know it to be true That there are forces unexplainable Bringing me to you Until you overwhelm my life With love that is only ours I will laugh and sing and dance with friends Underneath our stars I will not settle for anyone else To you I will be true I’ll smile and laugh and talk for hours But save all my kisses for you And every night before I sleep I’ll think of you for a while I won’t know anything about you yet But how you’ll make me smile

Seek Out And Spend Time With Someone Who Has Greater Ability Than You.
One of the best things to do to increase your ability is hang out with people who are already more skilled than you. Watching, them, studying them, interacting with them, even competing with them will make you better. As in sports, to improve, you play with people better than you, not worse. They will raise you to a new level. Who around you can you get involved with who will help you with your ability?

One Fucking Awesome Flick
Okay, so I've seen the movie a few times now and since I've purchased it and cried with it YET again, I have to express my profoundly incredible passion for the movie V for Vendetta. More than a massive graphic novel brought to life, the film displays a fascist government that manifests itself in a police state, with a leader that seems to have deified himself in a position that gives him seemingly limitless power over those he governs. What a fantastic statement for our current world! As a hardcore liberal, I completely disagree with everything this country stands for at the present moment. Not to say I don't support our troops...most people associate disagreement with national policy as nonsupport of our military. I just believe that there are many things we don't know...many things we will never understand. I have many friends in Iraq and support their valor and bravery. I just don't believe in the cause. The movie is fantastic, artfully done, beautifully crafted, with

Rant About Today In Aim Conversation
[03:00] (Me): I fucking hate people [03:00] (Friend): why [03:00] (Me): Cause I work for a competing tattoo shop one of the other larger ones are talking shit about me, and the guy that owns that shop owns another one and one of the more popular bars in town... He's also the largest coke dealer in town too. [03:01] (Me): So because this asshole is jealous of a competing shop, I have to deal with all this bullshit drama, I had nothing to do with in the first place. [03:01] (Me): I'm buying a fucking gun tomorrow this is bullshit I have to watch my back now because of childish bullshit like this. [03:03] (Me): god damn I feel sick [03:04] (Me): This is so fucking stupid... I'm turning into a local celebrity and I hate it. I just want to be left alone, and keep my close group of friends whose no longer a "close" group because of this shit... [03:04] (Me): I felt lonely before.... Now I feel even more alone.

And The Grand Total Is: 17
17 is how many ppl deleted me because I couldnt rate all thier pics!! People are so petty! Gonna go see wild hogs today with an old friend. Muah!! And for those who don't know what my status message refers to its this next song. I try and make my status the song im feeling of the day! Geeky eh? Here it is Starry Eyed Surprise Paul Oakenfeld

St Patty's Day In Philly....
I just got back from the parade....Its times like this I am proud to be a Philadelphian-everybody out and having fun, last night girls flashing for beads down on South Street-and St. Patrick's Day really isn't until next week. I am a little jealous though-every year when I go I promise myself Ill take Irish Dance lessons. So if there is anyone out there who teaches a class, you got yourself a student :)

Campaign To Pardon Britain's Last Convicted Witch
The granddaughter of Britain's last convicted witch has launched a fresh campaign to gain a posthumous pardon for Helen Duncan, jailed at the height of World War Two as a threat to the nation. "I will carry on fighting to clear her name," said Mary Martin who still vividly remembers being taunted in the playground in 1944 as "witch spawn." "The memories are still fresh. It was so unfair. She was totally innocent. It was ludicrous she was ever taken to court," the 72-year-old told Reuters. Duncan, a medium who conducted seances across Britain, was arrested at a time when officials feared details of the upcoming D-Day landings in France could be revealed. She disclosed -- allegedly through contacts in the spirit world -- the sinking of two British warships long before the news was officially made public. She also told the parents of a missing sailor that his ship, HMS Barham, had sunk. That was true, but to preserve morale, the sinking was not announced. Found guilty of

Control Lost
You began an adventure in my soul – a journey But, have I lived to long with yearning in the shadow of my shadow casting down Afraid to step forward or climb to higher ground. My fear blocks me, my shyness stalks me And I am blind even on the brightest day. When I found you, I didn’t know you were missing When you touched my hand, I didn’t know I was wanting. Your light gleams in the night – One truth in your blue eyes I found what I didn’t know I lacked – continuously desired. Composed, I stand still in the middle of my mind attempting to maintain my dignity, my cool. But, your skin calls to me, your voice beckons. Your heart sings familiar phrases And, your soul ignites me in invisible waves Reaching through space to touch what I hide within. I close my eyes, I lift a trembling foot and walk into the unknown, knowing you’ll find me. You’re here to guide me and light the way. All the questions answered, lead to new questions – another mystery. Each moment – a

Is Ct All About Having Friends Or See Who Can Get To Be A Cherry God?
To be honest my friends I think people on here to try and see who can be popular. Sort of like Tila Nguyen on myspace. I have to admit to try and see if people on here is willing to be my friend and thank God I actually talk to a few. Thank you for all that look at my photo's, blogs, and my favorite is the stash. I want to thank Mookie, NHRA girl, Temptress, THKWHYTGIRL, Sinderilla *Sorry if I miss spelled your name*, Ripped Flesh, Laker Fan, Stewie! Thanks for actually taking the time and rating and commenting. I'm not sure about everybody else but I know I like friends then being the famous person that gets the votes. I know also that I won't be spending money to be a V.I.C, because it's not important enough for me to post 2500 photo's. Maybe someday I will but not right now. I'm to busy to post pictures on here or even take pictures. Again thsnk you for reading my long and boring blog. I went hiking on March 10, 2007 and my legs hurts like crazy! Aloha my friends that read this and

Okay...give Me Your Oppinion On This....
I'm curious to see how Pagans & Christians react to this one.....Would anyone be ever so kind? Pa. school censors boy wearing Jesus costume during Halloween parade and party Principal decreed that boy must remove his crown of thorns and suggested he pretend to be a “Roman emperor” instead Wednesday, February 21, 2007, 11:12 AM (MST) | ADF Media Relations | 480-444-0020 PHILADELPHIA — Attorneys with the Alliance Defense Fund filed a complaint Tuesday on behalf of a 10-year-old boy who was prohibited by his school principal from wearing a Jesus costume for the school’s Halloween parade and party because the costume was religious. “For the school principal to censor this young student at Halloween because he was dressed as Jesus is patently ridiculous. It’s yet another demonstration of just how hostile to Christianity public school officials have become,” said ADF Legal Counsel Matt Bowman. “It is unconstitutional to single out Christian students for censorship.” Abingt

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition! World Premiere!
ok guys i'm not exactly sure if this is the video for the song or not but its a BRAND NEW NIN song off there new cd Planet Zero! Check it out this is Survivalism by Nine Inch Nails :D I should have listened to her So hard to keep control We kept on eating but Our bloated belly's still not full She gave us all she had but We went and took some more Can't seem to shut her legs Our mother nature is a whore I got my propaganda I got revisionism I got my violence In hi-def ultra-realism All a part of this great nation I got my fist I got my plan I got survivalism Hypnotic sound of sirens Echoing through the street The cocking of the rifles The marching of the feet You see your world on fire Don't try to act surprised We did just what you told us Lost our faith along the way And found ourselves believing your lies I got my propaganda I got revisionism I got my violence In hi-def ultra-realism All a part of this great nation I got my fist I got my pla

Before It's Too Late (poem)
All I've ever wanted to be Was someone for another you see. Love without bounds or walls, Someone to catch me through my falls. One who will fight for me no matter the battle. One who you can never rattle. The lady that I'm every breath to. A woman unlike all others, tried and true. When my mind is twisted, she can get me straight. One with great patience if time needs her to wait. A soul as clear and strong as any before. A friend who looks not at my faults as a chore. No matter how uncertain I am. They are as sure as the Hoover Damm. Able to contain such a powerful force. But breathe life from their tamed source. A love for me unrattled and full of fight. A beacon even on my darkest night. I have depths many will never know. I wonder if this woman God can grow. I'm sad and broken as I wait. I hope in my life it won't come too late. Randy Best 3/12/07

Mind Control
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Me!!!
Well for beginners, my name is Tawnya. I'm 27 and i live in the northwest part of the US. I'm a single mom a beautiful little girl, her name is Sierra. She is my life! I'm a collection agent for a major finance company hehehe but don't worry i'm not one of those hard, mean people that are trying to collect lol; i'm the nicer ones and no worries i dont call anyone at home, i wait for people to call me. Well i'm originally a small back country girl but i'm living in the city of Boise. In my spare time i like to read, play on the computer obviously, cross stitch, cook, bake, watch movies, oh and spend all my time with my daugther. Anything else you want to know about me, just ask, i'm an open friendly person that likes to meet lots of new people. Take care!

About Our Friendship
About Our Friendship Sitting here thinking about you today, wishing that you weren't so far away. A friendship that was created all so soon, is really starting to bud and bloom. ~ You bring a smile to my face each day, with the little messages you send my way. I hope in the years soon to come, that our friendship will shine like the sun. ~ We share a special kind of love, blessed by that of the Lord above. Forever friends we will stay, never allowing our bond to fray. ~ In my heart you will always stay, as I cherish our friendship everyday. Take my hand my dear friend, and friends we will remain to the end. ~ I will lift you up when your feeling down, giving you a smile to replace that frown. Just as I know you would do for me, without friends where would we be.

Happy Pi Day!
Happy Billy Crystal Birthday Day! What - you didn't know that we commonly celebrate March 14th with marathon sessions of Throw Momma from the Train and salutations of "You look Mahvelous"? Well, if flashbacks from the 80's aren't your style, we guess you could always celebrate March 14th as the day Albert Einstein was born or even enjoy the geekiest of holidays, Pi Day! Have a slice of PIzza PIe, a PIna colada, and top it off with a dessert of PIe ala mode. yum! (from thinkgeek newsletter)

Power Of Acceptance
Wednesday, March 14, 2007 Power of acceptance When the world seems to be falling down around you, you can choose to fall down with it or you can choose a more positive path. Acceptance will put you on that positive path. Fighting against negativity only produces more negativity. Yet when you accept what is, no matter how terrible and difficult it may be, you put yourself in a position to start changing it for the better. Acceptance does not mean giving in or giving up. It means moving on, as in moving on ahead. There is simply no point in fighting battles which have already been lost, nor is there any point in allowing the loss to continue to slow you down. The smart strategy is to accept it and then put all your energy toward a positive pursuit. Acceptance does not mean allowing others to take advantage of you. It simply means that you look realistically at what has happened and allow yourself to see the positive opportunities that are most certainly there. Once y

What Accent Do You Have
What American accent do you have? Your Result: The South That's a Southern accent you've got there. You may love it, you may hate it, you may swear you don't have it, but whatever the case, we can hear it.The Midland Philadelphia The West The Northeast The Inland North Boston North Central&nbs

Just Killing Time.........
seems like things are starting to pick up and are starting to look on the bright side for once. The problem with my son's ears is just a super germ that needs strong antibotics and an eardrop. I just wonder if this round is going to work or not. If it doesnt i dont know what the hell we are going to do. I guess immune difficency tests or something. I really dont want to run tests like that. Just makes a mom worry and think something worse is wrong. Guess this blog will be about him, lol. Well he is my life so that kinda makes sense. But he is growing up so quickly. I'm gonna turn around one day and not look at a toddler by a 6 foot tall grown man, lol. The kid is big, he is in 3t shirts, but still in 2t pant and only 18 months old!!! He is half my height, 32 inches and i'm 64 inches. (i'm 5'4) I know im short! All i know is he is growing up fast and soon he isnt going to be my little boy anymore. Kinda makes me sad but Im happy to see him get a little independence. But

Hello Hello Massive Cock Pics
lmao i see chicks say shit like that all the time i find it funny anyways thanks to the beautiful ladies that helped me out today trying to catch jenn the snot face she still beating me so if u just tuned in i need help to catch her she level 14 and i at 12 almost 13 can u help a brotha out please

Calling All My Military Friends!
I want to make a slideshow of some sort of my military friends on here and that I know in person, but I want your permission to use your pics before I do. If you don't care, please let me know so I can get started on it. I will post it with whatever info you provide for me, rank, name, etc. I would greatly appreciate this. Thanks, Tiff :)

Swan
Constellations : Which one are you? Cygnus, the swan. You're the elegance and grace of the constellations. Whatever flaws you may have are hidden completely by your impeccable manners and overall grace. Your power is elegance. Your animal is (obviously) the swan.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

News
I'll be off CT for an unknown amount of time. I need to get my shit together. I have a limited timeframe and much to do. If I don't make it back in a week or so, then I probably won't be back for some time. to my family, The Ded, I will miss all of you. Mike

Venting
Well, here goes nothing. Yesterday I had a dear friend do the unthinkable, he took God's work into his own hands. He took his own life. WHY?? No one can answer than question. He left no note, no explanation why, nothing at all. He was a great guy who was loved by all. Noone not even his own brother saw this comming. Not even me and we were close. He was at my house everyday he loved my girls and my girls loved him, he was like a huge kid himself. WHY JESSE???????? Now i have to get the courage up to tell my children why jesse cant come and play anymore. Should i tell them he is on vacation and not comming back or should i not hide what life is really about. It can get shitty really quick. All it took was one phone call to me saying "Amy sit down", and the words following shortly after saying "Jesse is dead". I never knew how something like this would feel. Ive never had something like this happen, what should i do....You know you sit there and think that this will never happen to me.

With These Hands....
With these hands so soft and clean, On which I stroke the Vaseline, I soothe the fever, cool the heat, Lift verrucas out of feet, Slap the plasters on the knees, Dig the garden, prune the trees, And if it doesn't work at all, I throw the mower at the wall. With these hands I crack the eggs, Floss my teeth, shave my legs, Write the cheques, count the fivers, Make rude signs at piggish drivers, Clean the goldfish, light the fires, Pump up half a dozen tyres, Feed the hamster, worm the dog, And decorate the yuletide log. With these hands I block the lens When taking pictures of my friends, This is Mary, this is Fred, See their eyeballs all gone red. With them I gesticulate, I wag my finger, say,’ you’re late!' Throw them up, say,’ don’t ask me!' And, 'What’s that in your hand? Let’s see!'

Hello All My Friends
hello everyone well first blog here not knowing really what to write so i guess i will go with old faithful i miss chatting with all of you hit me up lets chat putting new picks up all the time ok at least trying to some are nsfw but rate them comment on them i am thick skinned so you wont hurt me any any way have fun

Irish Coffee
An Irish woman of advanced age visited her physician to ask his help in reviving her husband's libido "What about trying Viagra"? asks the doctor. "Not a chance , " she said . "He won't even take an aspirin . " "Not a problem , " replied the doctor . "Give him an "Irish Viagra . It's when you drop the Viagra tablet into his coffee . He won't even taste it Give

Im Alright
If your reading this Then I finally did it I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye There was no time Understand I was stressed Living day to day was hard And I gave it my best But there was nothing left For me in this world To convince me to stay Now I'm long gone away Don't you do that Don't you start your tears Just remember all the time we spent over the years Never cried Never think bad to me What's done is done and that's the way it had to be I need you to be strong for me Say your prayer everyday in my memory I'm sure it's helping me To earn my feathers To get some wings And a halo and a harp and angelic things And even though I'm gone And outta sight Never worry about me I'm alright And if I should die Don't blame yourself and keep it locked inside I'm alright And everytime you cry don't breakdown Just keep me inside in your mind You only saw the outside Never knew what I was feeling Now everyday you lay in bed staring at the ceiling But you don't see

Life
Okay here we go...this is my life in the past few months summed up in a nut shell. First i move into my girlfriends house with her three kids. The i go deal with my ex instead of be with my girlfriend for the holidays. But no sweat...she takes care of her own. then i make an extra trip just to go and get some things takin care of with my girlfriends ex. well on the way back from that trip i roll my truck. then i get a speeding ticket the next day. no biggie. then on super bowl sunday at 5 o clock in the morning my house catches fire. two weeks after that i get a phone call about my 8 year old son, whom i have never seen mind you, is going to be in my custodyfrom now on. i love that idea. my girlfriend has three so what is one more. but things are coming along great and i wouldn't have it any other way. if i just wanted to skate through life then i wouldn't have made the choices that i made. instead, i am happy with my life and will not give it up for anything or anyone i

Wishing Everyone A Great St. Patties Day Today
May You be in Heaven a Half Hour Before the Devil Knows yYour Gone Happy St Patties Day Bottums UP hehe And what is with all this Snow on Pattied day I think Ive got a three feet sitting outside my window right now, Cant even get out to shovel cause its freezin rain and that wet heavy snow that causes heartattacks . Im house bound for the day I think , well good thing I ve got lots of coors to drink lol I perdict that for Easter wel will have 6 feet of snow or maybe MotherDay hahaha

First Moment Of Passion...
Peep asks me, "So, if I were to come up, kiss you, taking your bottom lip between my teeth and suck gently on it, would that make you feel good?" I'm thinking yes and respond, "I think that were you to do that I'd likely place my one arm around your waist pulling you closer to me and reach my other hand down to feel if you were hard... and what would I find?" "You may find that I'm extremely hard," He barely chokes out. "And that it may cause me to brush my fingers against your nipple, do you think that would make it hard?" "I think that you'd find that they already are hard." I say, hardly believing that we're talking like this. "But I can tell you something else, I like it!" I look him in the eye, leaning real close and whisper my question, "Have you been turned on by me before and just never said anything?" His reply surprises and thrills me all at the same time, "I think that you turned me on the first time we spoke." He gazes into my eyes. "I've wanted to kiss you for a

Im New To Cherrytap
im to this website, a friend of mine hda told me about it, so if anyone is intrested, add me, id love to get to knw new people, and have a new place to spend my time other then myspace and facebook...so hit me up!

Lovers 4 Ever
They lay tangled, the warm, early summer twilight bathing the garden with a warm glow and illuminating their naked bodies with a surreal light. Pearls of excitement formed on her glistening nether lips as she blew on the tip of his pre-cum soaked penis - the shaft wet where she had been softly licking it to full arousal. Now it was purple, rigid and hard, almost angry as she teased it with the tip of her tongue before slipping her lips over the head. He groaned with the pleasure of her touch before pulling her hips towards his waiting head, ready to taste her pleasure. Softly he pulled her cheeks apart and buried his face into the crack of her butt, nose against the rosebud shape of her anus, tongue easing into the wet slit of her sex, lapping her sweet nectar. Now it was her turn to shudder and moan at the pleasure of the moment. The lovers redoubled their efforts, she taking as much as she could of his pre-cum oozing penis, eagerly lapping, swallowing and working him to the

Blessings Of Healing
Mother goddess lay your hands of gentle of care and comfort apon your children and help them through their moments of recovery and need tis is my prayer to you mother goddess so mote it be so blessed be

Safety
One of the long-term effects of living in a dysfunctional family - as children or adults - is that we don't feel safe. This is true even if not realized. Because we don't know it, does not mean it does not exist. Much of what we call codependency happens because we don't feel safe in relationships. This can cause us to control, obsess, or focus on the other person, while neglecting ourselves or shutting down our feelings. We can learn to make ourselves feel safe and comfortable, as part of a nurturing, loving attitude toward ourselves. Often, we get a feeling of safety and comfort when we admit we don't feel comfortable instead of holding it in. Being with a friend or doing something nice for ourselves helps us feel protected and loved. Sometimes, reaching out to another person helps us feel safe. We are safe now. We can relax. Perhaps others haven't been there for us in a consistent, trustworthy way, but we are learning to be there for ourselves. Today, I will concentr

Fantasy. Thought U Might Enjoy This
i took this from a very good friend of mine, he has awsome fantasys You enter the room dressed as I told you to. You look hot in the little catholic schoolgirl outfit I took perverse delight in picking out for you. The short plaid skirt and knee highs, down to the saddle shoes. The button down white shirt that is tied off instead of buttoned, showing off plenty of your ample cleavage and your cute belly button. And your hair up in pigtails and the lollipop that completes the dirty fantasy. I sit in the center of the room, illuminated only by candles. I raise my finger and beckon you to come towards me. I rise from the seat as you approach. I take you chin in my hand and kiss your lips. I move your chin to the side and smell the exotic scent of your hair. "Have you been a good girl and obeyed your master today?" I ask. "Yes sir" you reply. "Good. Are you dressed exactly as I said." I ask as I lift the hem of your skirt to see that you followed my commands. I see the bl

Hiatus
Taking a hiatus for a lil while, those few on here that have other forms of contacting me may use them. Hope everyone has had a great weekend and has a great week. BTW, I don't have MSN anymore guys so don't try to contact me on it ;) Oh and Happy Birthday to my brother George, 33 today woooooohoooooooo you old fxcker hahaha. love you. Miss me, I shall miss a select few of you.

(insert Clever Title Here)
So a trip to the pool hall I used to frequent last night with my buddy Josh opened up my eyes to how different the teenage world has become. When the boys and I used to go there, it was a cloud of smoke and awesome hard rock that exuded from the place. There's the same cloud of smoke (come on, it's a fucking pool hall), but now you've got this crazy R&B, party-thumpin', booty humpin kinda music running rampant. Not that I don't enjoy that music from time to time, but in my younger days, playing a game of pool with some Metallica in the background was the epitome of an evening out with the guys...and if anyone played a rap song, the atmosphere was a little heavy with evil eyes searching for who turned that shit on. I look around the room and see...16 year old girls dressing like 25 year olds, cigarettes dangling from their lips and shooting "come hither" looks at boyfriends across the table. Man, when I was 16 years old, I had my nose buried in the books 24/7, and I dressed for

If I Wrote A Blast...
If I wrote a blast, it would say something profound and witty, a thought for the ages for everyone to see because you have NO CHOICE but to read my damn thoughts...and so, if I were to compose a blast, it would say something like this: Rise against those that make you feel small. You can only be yourself, so celebrate it... We are the ones that will open your mind... leave the weak and the haunted behind. And simply leave it at that. Let people decide whether they want to rate words of wisdom. And if anyone steals that shit, I will know, and I will leave you angry comments. Lol, probably not, but I will be super pissed. *sigh* Enough word vomit for today.

Omfg :d I Am Doin The Happy Dance
Soooooo its going, ordering $8k in materials in the morning assuming everything goes the way its supposed to :) This guy is also going to invest 10-15k into it. For all of you who supported me while i start this company thanks, for those that didn't I'm gonna be rich bitches :D LOL

Song Of The Day! Memorial Edition!
ok so today 25 years ago Andrew Aycock, whose pilot license had expired took Rhoads and hairdresser Rachel Youngblood on a plane he had taken without permission and took off early that morning. Apparently, during the flight, an attempt was made to "buzz" the tour bus where the other band members were sleeping. They succeeded three times but the fourth time it went horribly wrong. The right wing clipped the right side of the tour bus by accident and crashed into a nearby mansion completely destroying the front. Nobody in the mansion was hurt. Rhoads, age 25, was killed instantly, as were Aycock, 36, and Youngblood, 58. It was found later that Aycock had an expired flying license and had some amount of cocaine in his system; Rhoads's toxicology test revealed no illicit drugs. So Today in History here's a Live version of Mr. Crowley enjoy the video and remember Rhandy Rhoads Mr. Crowley, what went on in your head Mr. Crowley, did you talk to the dead Your lifestyle to me seemed so tr

Wow!
Over the weekend I watched a great movie called Step Up, starring Channing Tatum, I am so in lust! This has got to be the hottest guy I have ever seen. I know all you men probably don't care to hear this but this is for the girls on my list. You have got to check this guy out!!

My Beautiful 1
Me and Victoria have been through our ups and downs, mostly due to my lack of trust. I've doubted her too many times. I've came to realize that maybe it's my old, self-destructive ways...well I put that behind me. I started a new life and the newest addition being the most beautiful, smart, and ever-so- caring woman I Love with all my heart, one that has showed me love that I can only dream of or see in movies. Love that I can finally experience for myself and it is such a beautiful thing. every breath i take, every blink, every gust of wind, everytime I envision this godsend, is sooo much more.Seem as cheesy as it may, but I love that woman with all of my existance and feel so grateful god gave me Victoria to share all my happy moments and the rest of my life with. If any of you aren't in love or even care, you dont' know what your missing out on. I've never met someone that the lord has put so much work into. That is my woman, wife and friend, my other half and definite soulmate. I a

Can We Still Get Married?
On their way to a justice of the peace to get married, a couple has a fatal car accident. The couple is sitting outside heaven's gate waiting on St.Peter to do an intake. While waiting, they wonder if they could possibly get married in Heaven. St. Peter finally shows up and they ask him. St. Peter says, "I don't know, this is the first time anyone has ever asked. Let me go find out," and he leaves. The couple sits for a couple of months and begin to wonder if they really should get married in Heaven, what with the eternal aspect of it all. "What if it doesn't work out?" they wonder, "Are we stuck together forever?" St. Peter returns after yet another month, looking somewhat bedraggled. "Yes," he informs the couple, "You can get married in Heaven." "Great," says the couple, "but what if things don't work out? Could we also get a divorce in Heaven?" St. Peter, red-faced, slams his clipboard onto the ground! "What's wrong?" exclaims the frightened couple. "Come on!" St. Pet

The Story Of A Youth Who Went Forth To Learn What Fear Was
A certain father had two sons, the elder of whom was smart and sensible, and could do everything, but the younger was stupid and could neither learn nor understand anything, and when people saw him they said 'there's a fellow who will give his father some trouble.' When anything had to be done, it was always the elder who was forced to do it, but if his father bade him fetch anything when it was late, or in the night-time, and the way led through the churchyard, or any other dismal place, he answered 'oh, no, father, I'll not go there, it makes me shudder.' For he was afraid. Or when stories were told by the fire at night which made the flesh creep, the listeners sometimes said 'oh, it makes us shudder.' The younger sat in a corner and listened with the rest of them, and could not imagine what they could mean. 'They are always saying 'it makes me shudder, it makes me shudder, it does not make me shudder.' Thought he. 'That, too, must be an art of which I understand nothing.' Now it

The Knapsack, The Hat, And The Horn
There were once three brothers who had fallen deeper and deeper into poverty, and at last their need was so great that they had to endure hunger, and had nothing to eat or drink. Then said they, it cannot go on like this, we had better go into the world and seek our fortune. They therefore set out, and had already walked over many a long road and many a blade of grass, but had not yet met with good luck. One day they arrived in a great forest, and in the midst of it was a hill, and when they came nearer they saw that the hill was all silver. Then spoke the eldest, now I have found the good luck I wished for, and I desire nothing more. He took as much of the silver as he could possibly carry, and then turned back and went home again. But the two others said, we want something more from good luck than mere silver, and did not touch it, but went onwards. After they had walked for two days longer without stopping, they came to a hill which was all gold. The second brother stopped, took

Hans Married
There was once upon a time a young peasant named Hans, whose uncle wanted to find him a rich wife. He therefore seated Hans behind the stove, and had it made very hot. Then he fetched a pot of milk and plenty of white bread, gave him a bright newly-coined farthing in his hand, and said, Hans, hold that farthing fast, crumble the white bread into the milk, and stay where you are, and do not stir from that spot till I come back. Yes, said Hans, I will do all that. Then the uncle put on a pair of old patched trousers, went to a rich peasant's daughter in the next village, and said, won't you marry my nephew Hans. You will get an honest and sensible man who will suit you. The covetous father asked, how is it with regard to his means. Has he bread to break? Dear friend, replied the uncle, my young nephew has a snug berth, a nice bit of money in hand, and plenty of bread to break, besides he has quite as many patches as I have. And as he spoke, he slapped the patches on his trousers, b

A Farewell To A Perfect Score.
I feel ill with words of repentance and love. I could never forget what it felt like, to feel my heart drop and watch as, lonely insects swarmed around it, and fed off like a disease to a diagnosed patient. You no longer see me. What am I doing but holding back tears, and thinking of you With this tainted image of me, With no longer love but disappointment. I'm still here. I just forgot I was human for a second, and that I can't just be some image, I have error. I long to hear your voice again, untainted with openness. I'm sorry for what I have done.I'm sorry What have I done?, and for what I have done I am truly sorry. Words for you are like my pot of gold. Let me not have spent my riches, but without this friendship I feel poor. Though I will still reflect on what we had, and all of the potential...

Donkey Cabbages
There was once a young huntsman who went into the forest to lie in wait. He had a fresh and joyous heart, and as he was going thither, whistling upon a leaf, an ugly old crone came up, who spoke to him and said, "Good-day, dear huntsman, truly you are merry and contented, but I am suffering from hunger and thirst, do give me an alms." The huntsman took pity on the poor old creature, felt in his pocket, and gave her what he could afford. He was then about to go further, but the old woman stopped him and said, "Listen, dear huntsman, to what I tell you. I will make you a present in return for your good heart. Go on your way now, but in a little while you will come to a tree, whereon nine birds are sitting which have a cloak in their claws, and are fighting for it, take your gun and shoot into the midst of them. They will let the cloak fall down to you, but one of the birds will be hurt, and will drop down dead. Carry away the cloak, it is a wishing-cloak. When you throw it over your s

Hey U Hotties!!! I'm Back!!!!
hello to all my friends,family,and fans...i'm back, we on a 2 week trip w/ hubby to washington state,then when i got home i was having some "child getting into trouble" problems...now i'm back ... hot as hell and ready to play!!!!anyone up for the challenge???? we'll see......lol

Shattered
Kick down my wall Ruin my name Spit in my eye And Mark me with Shame. Raindown on me With your hard Looks and your Harsh words. But you will Never make me Forget the promise I made. Because it means the world to me... Reguardless Of what has happened

Wanting To Be Loved
Wanting to be Loved I just want that feeling that emotion that comfort I want to be Loved I want to be held to hold to console I want to be Loved What does it take for Love to be so true so devine? Touching every inch of my silhouette as well as my physical man Bringing my loneliness to a halt Dissolving all hurt away Bringing out the sunshine in my life day after day I can see things in life will never be picture perfect But I see us painting a perfect picture together Making the stars twinkle even clearing away the bad weather Love is so grand so lifting so perfect in its imperfect state I stand next to you being your shoulder you being my strength Allow me to be your juggernaut carrying the load of the weight Protecting you shielding you from the darts of this world Loving you endlessly as you are my precious girl My world within this place my smile upon my face You carry all that keeps me grounded Well rounded removing the focus on those things

~a Lil Known Fact~
Scientists have determined that the average time of intercourse lasts 4 minutes. The average number of strokes is 9 per minute, making the average intercourse 36 strokes long. Since the average length of a penis is about 6 inches, the average girl receives 216 inches of penis or 18 feet of penis per intercourse. If the average girl does it 3 times a week, (that makes 156 times annually) 156 x 18 feet of penis makes 2808 feet, or just over a half mile of penis per year. If a girl starts having sex at 16, and since the average life span of a woman is 75, you could say that you could be getting 2808 feet of penis x 59 years of sex makes 165,672 feet, or 55,224 yards, or a little over 31 miles of penis in your lifetime. Anyone whose getting more than that, well, yer just a big ol' slut!!! Leave some for the rest of us.

My Flower
The Most Beautiful Flower You stand so elegantly so proud so exotic My eyes are drowned in your beauty My hand wants to hold you But I refuse to break you from your foundation I want you to live forever I water you daily with immeasurable love The sun shines because of you Giving off the breath of life that you bestow deep within You make the entire world beautiful From a seed to a bud to who you’ve become I’m really surprised it’s only taken such a short time for such beauty to be created It’s really amazing what God has done For you to stand out among all You are that flower I think your name should be Shelly You are a pillar to all that surrounds you and the corner stone to help others stand You are lovely in every way You are that potter that molds so beautifully with your love Your presence creates a beautiful song Allow me to hum it in my heart Your petals are so soft and beautiful and they’ve been that way from the start You get more and

Five Rules 4 A Happy Life
FIVE RULES - HAPPY LIFE 1. It's important to have a woman, who helps at home, who cooks from time to time, cleans up and has a job. 2. It's important to have a woman, who can make you laugh. 3. It's important to have a woman, who you can trust and who doesn't lie to you. 4. It's important to have a woman, who is 'good in bed' and who likes to be with you. 5. It's very, very important that these four women do not know each other.

Playlist For The Week Of 3/13/07 - 3/20/07.
Black Sabbath - Dehumanizer Beherit - Drawing Down The Moon Carpathian Forest - We're Going To Hell For This Cathedral - Forest Of Equilibrium Cynic - Focus Dark Angel - We Have Arrived DarkThrone - Plaguewielder Exodus - Tempo Of The Damned Grave - Fiendish Regression King Diamond - "Them" Kiss - Animalize Kiss - Carnival Of Souls Krisiun - Black Force Domain Mercyful Fate - Don't Break The Oath Motley Crue - Shout At The Devil Murder Squad - Unsane, Insane And Mentally Deranged Obituary - Cause Of Death Soulreaper - Written In Blood Testament - Practice What You Preach W.A.S.P. - Live...In The Raw

What Some People Take Me For???
I will tell you this one thing and one thing only. I might be an old fart but I am not going to stand by and let someone play me for a sucker. I do not like it when someone says that thay r going to do something for someone and that it goes on and on for days at a time. So i will say this that ifthis happens to me one more single time I wiil take my things and leave this site forever. But then again who gives a shit???? I am just new to all of this stuff and I am stilllearning how to work the computer and it just upsets me that I cant return to people pics or cards like thay do send me..The only way or me to show them any kindness is to give them a gift or to say thank you. And please belive me that hurts me that I cant do the same for them that thay do for me I am so very soory if I have stepped o anyones toes but I am hurt my self that I had only aske for this one thing and one thing only.

Hell Ya Thats What I Am Talking About...
OK EVERYONE ITS 7:30 AM AND AS I TYPE I AM CURRENTLY 164 PTS AHEAD. BUT KEEP THE COMMENTS BOMBS GOING CUZ SHE (DEB) CAN JUMP PAST THAT IN LIKE 2 MINS. I WANT TO HANK EVERYONE FOR ALL THERE HELP THIS MEANS SO MUCH TO ME AND IT IS SOMETHING POSTIVE FOR THE WHOLE FFF & CB/CG FAMILY. DESPITE THE BULLSHIT WE WENT THROUGH YESTERDAY. SO PLEASE KEEP THE VOTES COMING IN. PINK I TRIED ALL NIGHT AND IT WOULDNT LET ME DO IT!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE I APPRECIATE EVERYTHING!!! YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!!!

3 Bears
Subject: the REAL story of the 3 bears Baby Bear goes downstairs and sits in her little chair at the table. She looks into her little bowl. It is empty. "Who's been eating my porridge?!!" she squeaks. Daddy Bear arrives at the table and sits in his big chair. He looks into his big bowl and it is also empty. "Who's been eating my porridge?!!" he roars. Mummy Bear puts her head through the serving hatch from the kitchen and yells... "For Goodness Sake, how many times do we have to go through this with you idiots? It was Mummy Bear who got up first, it was Mummy Bear who woke everyone in the house, it was Mummy Bear who made the coffee, it was Mummy Bear who unloaded the dishwasher from last night, and put everything away, it was Mummy Bear who went out in the cold early morning air to fetch the newspaper, it was Mummy Bear who set the damn table, it was Mummy Bear who put the friggin cat out, cleaned the litter box and filled the cat's water and food dish

Win A Free Cherry Blast Before 10pm Est
THE FIRST PERSON TO DO SO~~~ if you can name my birthdate (month, day, year) you win a prize if you can also name the exact time you win a cherry blast do it before 10PM EST and woo hoo ~Timmy~

Grow Up
dear you pathetic little piece of shit perhaps if you spent half as much time getting a life of your own as you do stalking me and down rating me you would figure out what I already have that you are a waste and should just do us all a favor and go fuck yourself with a rusted razor

I Miss You
Its been a little over two years since the good Lord had my father join him in heaven and i still miss him everyday. The night that he died it's almost as if he knew he called to tell me he loved me and tell my boys that he loves them.I told him I loved him too but didn't think anything of it then a couple hours later I get the call to go to his house that the ambulance is there and he had a heartattack. My father was young only 45 and he's gone and everyday I wonder if he really knew how much I loved him.If there is someone you love make sure to not only tell them everyday that you love them. Show them.You never know when they or yourself for that matter will be taken home.I know I loved him but I just hope he knew how much.He was the best father any girl could ask for and I completely understand why Jesus took him to be in Heaven because he was such an angel here on earth.

'lost'
SOMEWHERE IN THE DARKNESS, LIES THE TRUTHS AWAKE-NESS, OF PEOPLE CONFUSED, LOST AND ABUSED, ALL THEY CAN DO IS LOOK THROUGH HOLES PROTECTING THE WALLS, YEARNING TO BREAK THE LONELINESS THAT CALLS, FROM OUT OF THE DARKNESS FAR BENEATH, BECOMES THE SADDNESS WHICH THE MIND FEEDS, THE WHISPERS ECHO REPEATING GOOD-BYE, REMINDING THEM IN WHICH THEY CRY, THE LIGHTENING CRASHES, AS THE MEMORY FLASHES, BEFORE THEIR EYES UNLIKE ANY DREAM, SHOWING REALITY IN WHO THEY'VE BEEN, BEHOLDING A NEW DAY, WHERE NO ONE'S THROWN AWAY, THE TEARS ARE NEVER GONE, SO GOD,MAKE US STRONG, YOU DON'T WANT THE PAST TO CHANGE, YOU WANT THE FUTURE TO CHANGE, HAUNT YOUR PAST WITH WISDOM BESIDE PRIDE, LEFT BEHIND IN TIME,MADE YOU WHO YOU ARE INSIDE.

Getting Your "inner Game" Together With Women
If you're serious about getting your INNER GAME together and learning how to attract women without relying on "lines" or "techniques"... then this could be the most important letter you'll ever read... Here's why: I just finished up an interview with a guy who I consider to be the BEST IN THE WORLD when it comes to showing men how to get their inner game together... and start attracting women in a NATURAL way. I'm very excited... because I've been trying to nail down an interview with this guy for YEARS. He's appeared as a guest speaker in a couple of my programs, and I've received more emails requesting him than I could ever count. He's one of the main characters in Neil Strauss' now famous book, "The Game"... and has been one of my personal mentors for many years now. He's built up quite a reputation as an inner game "guru"... and the things I've seen him do for other men---myself included---are incredible. He has a unique tal

Getting Women's Numbers And Getting Dates
Getting Women's Numbers And Getting Dates ***NOTE: If you want to see all of my different "Dating Advice" programs in one place, just go to my online catalog, where you can see them all: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ ***SUCCESS STORY*** Hi Dave, After reading your book, I put many of your tactics into action. I work in a casino, so I get to meet a lot of beautiful young women. Once I got over the initial reluctance to ask them for their email/phone number, I started getting quite a few numbers in a night. The other night there was a woman who was so gorgeous, it hurt. I walked over and chatted with her for a few minutes, then asked if she had email. She said "Sure, I do! Let me write it down for you." Without asking she put down her phone number as well. The younger guys who work for me now call me a "God". They have no idea how I can do it. Better looking guys are complaining that I get more phone numbers and emai

Friendships
Friendships Like flowers they need to bloom slow Allowing loving friendships to grow Friendships can be a lifetime treasure Allowing growth without pressure Just as flowers need attention Friendships need love, not contention As flowers of all shades Loving friendships won't fade Friendships need to connect In time they earn respect Just as flowers have roots In time developed strong shoots Friendships are like the ivy vine Becoming stronger they entwine Truest colors of the rose True sincerity friends expose I love and appreciate all my friends Thankful to God above love transcends Rather have my friends then gold, diamonds or jewels All of my friends live by the Golden Rule. Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?
You Are A Fig Tree You are very independent and strong minded. A hard worker when you want to be, you play hard too. You are honest and loyal. You hate contradiction or arguments. You love life, and you live for your friends, children, and animals. A great sense of humor, artistic talent, and intelligence are all gifts you possess. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Dating ..........
After a long time of being hurt and jaded ;) lol I've decided to put myself back out there, again. I started dating this past week, so far the first date I had went really good...we both had a fun time , it was simple and comfortable. Right now I'm not in any hurry to get serious with anybody, so it's just meeting guys and goin out, nothing sexual at all...and I'd like to keep it that way at least till I get to know ONE person then it's all good ;) lol I'm going to possibly meet somebody else this Sat. , I'm alot more attracted to this one than the last one ( shhh don't tell ) ;) lol and I'm kind of nervous because of that. lol. But anyhow I'll let ya'll know what happens, float or sink lol I swear I know nothing really about the whole dating thing, I was married and w/ the same man for like 18 yrs ugh so this is all really nerve wrecking for me. lol. I'm taking things slow and I figure if something happens then great and if not then that's fine with me too...like I sa

The Other Side Of Fear
Friday, March 23, 2007 The other side of fear Most of your fears would disappear if you would simply decide to walk right up to them. Fear has only the power that you give it. Your fears can intimidate you or they can illuminate you. The choice is entirely up to you. Your fears can stop you or they can prepare you. And you get to decide which it will be. Listen to each fear just long enough to absorb the useful and reasonable information it may contain. Then realize that once that is done, it is time to move on beyond the fear. On the other side of fear, there is value, there is accomplishment, there is fulfillment. See fear as the gateway that it is, and make the choice to carefully and persistently go through it. Allow the fear to prepare you well, then move on past it. And be amazed at the great things you can do. -- Ralph Marston

What Do People Envy About You?
People Envy Your Generosity You're a giving soul, and you'd do almost anything for those you love. And they'd do anything for you! People may envy how giving you are, but more than anything, they envy those you open your heart to. What Do People Envy About You?

Think Of The Soldier
Think of the soldier Not everyone can understand The soldier will die on command He will fight for our freedom to be, Even when we disagree While some lounge around and have a beer The soldier will fight on, through sheer fear Even after we forget, He’ll be ready to pour sweat Though never saying his goodbyes; The soldier will fight till he dies While we may never forgive Think of the soldier, and what he’s prepared to give. So bear in mind when you pray, There’s a soldier giving his life away

The Meeting......
How could this happen??? It couldn't be happening. He touched her deeply. How could they have lived so close to one another and never have crossed paths? Now here she was, 2200 miles from home. She saw him at the local country bar. She had gone there to unwind from the hectic day. She just went for a drink and to listen to some great music. The music was great, it was Nashville. He had smiled at her from across the bar. She was surprised that he would have even looked at her. She was not a beauty in a conventional sense. Her sisters were the beauties in the family. She was just her, nothing more. She smiled back at him. He was walking over to her. "Hi. Enjoying yourself?", he had asked. She replied with a yes and a smile. His blue eyes peircing her soul. "I have never seen you here", he said softly in her ear. Her body responded to that whisper in way she could not have imagined. "No, I am new in town. I thought I would unwind from the day here", she said. He asked where she was

A Day Of Justice !!
Well tomarrow is the big day, I finally go to court to testify against the man that murdered my husband almost 3 years ago... Can you believe it has taken this long to get a trial started, I was beginning to lose faith in our justice system !!!And the kicker about this hole story is that the man that did this was my own mothers husband, and he has been out on bond for over 2 and a half years now, and for the last year has been living about 10 minutes from my home.. I see him driveing on the roads all the time, I just want to pull in front of him and ... hell I don't know what I would do, I just know it would not be fast, I would make sure he suffered like he has made my entire family suffer !!!! When I was diagnosed with throat cancer , it was so bad that they had to take out my voice box, so now I have to talk with a small machine that makes me sound like a robot, and I am going to be the first called to the stand to testify.. I am so nervous, I know I am going to get up there and jus

I Miss You All!
I want to let you all know I miss the hell out of ya!! I am not ignoring anyone, I just unfortunately have been working alot of hours. I will be around on Thursday night if all goes according to plan. But know I'm not ignoring anyone!! muah!

No, Not I
Not I They say the eyes Are windows to the soul And when someone cries Pain as tears they flow You see the pain in my eyes The heartache stays inside Where deep & hidden it lies My heart may cry, but no, not I The anger may burn inside And I may want to die But even though my soul may cry I will not cry, no, not I My frustration may show As I scream and yell For I am alone In my own little hell My eyes will show all But I won’t speak You might see my desperate call But do not think that I am weak My cries won’t tell you And no, not my lips My pain is invisible through and through But I will not ask for your help with this I won’t show you I won’t cry I won’t tell you No, Not I