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Advice To The 18th Yo
birthdays are great but as we process and the future looks bleak think to your childhood friends then it wont look so bleak with all the memories of before the greatest friends are those from the childhood years

Tag You're It
nstructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I love sex 2.I have sex too much 3.I get pressured into having sex allot 4.I think about sex too much 5.I'm always horny 6.I make others horny 7.Sex controls my life 8.I want to have sex with you 9.I think you want to have sex with me 10.I think dirty sexual thoughts all the time

Poem9
A Friend Is A friend is someone with whom, your thoughts, dreams and secrets you can share. And no matter what you say or do, you know that they still care. A friend is always ready to laugh with you when you are glad. But has shoulder for you to cry on at those times when you are sad. A friend always want the best for you And they are not happy until you are too. A friend is never jealous of the things you may attain. And if you are the winner you will not hear them complain. A friend is a person who could spend everyday with you, from beginning to end. When you find someone like this they are more than a friend they are a ...BEST FRIEND

Tagged Part 3
1. I can see perfectly fine in the dark, almost better than when a light is on. 2.I'm anal about cleanliness. I cleaned the inside of the washing machine this morning, before I could do my laundry. This does not apply to my car. 3. I have a morning routine, if it varies, my day is effed. I may just be ocd. 4. I sleep nekkies. 5. I'm addicted to coffee. 6. My favorite movies of all time are the Harry Potter series. 7. I heart the colour blue. 8. I was in a baby pageant when I was a baby. I cried the entire time. My mom still has the news paper clippings. 9. The spray on salad dressing weirds me out. 10. I snore when I'm sick. Another 10 things you didn't care to know, brought to you by Pedrocito.

Superman Bio
Superman is a fictional comic book superhero widely considered to be one of the most famous and popular of such characters and an American cultural icon. Created by American writer Jerry Siegel and Canadian-born artist Joe Shuster in 1932 while both were living in Cleveland, Ohio, and sold to Detective Comics, Inc. in 1938, the character first appeared in Action Comics #1 (June 1938) and subsequently appeared in various radio serials, television programs, films, newspaper strips, and video games. With the success of his adventures, Superman helped to create the superhero genre and establish its primacy within the American comic book. The origin story of Superman relates that he was born Kal-El on the planet Krypton, before being rocketed to Earth as an infant by his scientist father moments before the planet's destruction. Adopted and raised by a Kansas farmer and his wife, the child is raised as Clark Kent, and imbued with a strong moral compass. Very early he started to display su

What Lies Beneath?
What do you want of me; I am here watching the skies as they turn blood red. Death falls over the land; blood has been shed by the innocents. I am the misery in the shadows; I am the hate in your eyes. Watch me now as I take what’s mine; I am the death; I am the life of what you always wanted. Here in lies the demon I am; here lies the grave of your dreams. In the skies I watch the eyes cry; stemming from emotion of guilt and hate. There is a war raging on; I am the cause and the reason within me lays the solution. Now you ask me what it is on the horizon for you my friend. Let me tell you as you sit and stare into the abyss, life is changing, the world is ending. I want you to do something for me; look inside tell me who you are tell me your fears. Oh to take your life in my hands, to watch your life wash over me. Seeking your pain; wanting your hate; healing your wounds. Watch me now into the end, we will meet again; don’t worry about me my friend. I died for the cause

Local Firefighter
Please take a moment to read this and pass it on My father was a fireman, he drove a big red truck, And when he'd go to work each night, he'd say, "Mother wish me luck". Then Dad would not come home again, 'til sometime the next day, But the thing that bothered me most, was the things some folks would say. A fireman's life is easy, he eats and sleeps and plays, And sometimes he doesn't fight a fire for days and days and days. When I first heard these comments, I was too young to understand Cause I knew, when people had trouble Dad was there to lend a hand. Then my father went to work one day and kissed us all good-bye, But little did we realize, that night, we all would cry. My father gave his life that night, when the floor gave way below, And I wondered why he'd risk his life, for someone he didn't know. But now I realize, the greatest gift a man could give, Is to lay his life upon the line, so that someone else may live. So as we go from day to day, and we pray to God above, Say a p

Bad Birthday Streak
ok so here is a run down of my last 3 b-days my 21st was crap cuz my girlfriend went to west verginia with some friends of mine to the rainbow gathering my 22 was destroyed by her again when she cheated on me and on top of that i damn near killed some one that i was camping with cuz they pissed me off my 23rd wasnt so bad sept i had to work and didnt get to even selebrate after work cuz i only had 3 hrs to sleep befor i had to go back and well didnt do any thing for almost a month after now its my 24th and the outlook is already grim. i really dont have any friends (besides those that live with me ) to go do any thing with my GF of 6 yrs just left me. and im going fucking nutts. well im signin this as FUCKED in montana.....lol

Butterfly Of The Heart
Butterfly of the heart She sways peacefully in the wind, picking up the scents of the perfumed air to lead her way to land on the right pedal. She flies from flower to flower, looking for a shower of nectar to await its presence. Her beauty radiates through the suns rays as She flaps her wings brightening whomever gazes upon it. She searches far and wide until she finally touches down and ripples emotion through to the stem. If one looks, she seems to be a gem, so mesmerizing that flocks would wish to have her as near as she is to the heart of the flower. The flower is tamultious, burns ardently day and night, with the sun and moon. The warmth pulsates through the butterfly as the intoxicating pollen reaches into the depths of her own heart. The passion builds, the serenity deepens with each breath and each taste of nectar drives insanity to her threshold. Aching to take in the pollen she lays still with anticipation wanting more of the sweetness encompassed around her. She

I Had More Fun...
going out with my boys, they are such better dates! They love it when I'm goofy and it's ok with them when I'm clumsy. I don't have to dress up and they love getting ice cream and driving around looking at big houses. They don't complain and they give great kisses! They walk arm and arm when we cross the street, perfect gentlemen...if only other men could be more like them, lol. It made me start thinking maybe I need to take some time, get to know myself. I was married for nearly seven years and I feel like I kinda lost myself somewhere along the way. I think I'd like to start doing all those things I said I always would. I'm starting to think being single isn't so bad. I ordered applebees for my birthday and for once I didn't have to share the buffalo wings! I rented movies, the movies I wanted and I enjoyed the hell out of it. Maybe it wasn't what most people would do for their birthday but it was what I wanted. Then I started realising I wanted to do more things I wanted to do witho

Babby Mamm Vs. Friends.
Today been pretty good or atleast it was. I did the normal thing watched my kid most of the day and played video games and watched movies. My kid is 4 montsh old. Any way's I live with her mother. She has problems with my friends cause they told her when she comes over she needs to wear more clother cause the feel that she looks like a slut every time she comes over. Wearring mini skirt's spageetti strap short shirt's and no bra. A lot of people have come to them and statted that they didn't like the way she came over. So they had asked her nicely if she was going to come over then she needs to put on more clothing. Not a problem in my eye's. Well my procedes to tell me that they was very rude with her. I read the email they wasn't rude at all. So in turn she has forbidden them to come over to her house. Because of the fact they told her that she needed to wear more clothes. So any way's that was a few day's go the email and what not. So today as I said was going fine. She took m

Take 2 Orgasms And Call Me In The Morning....
I just have to say that it always amazes me the power of sex! People say when they don't want to do it that they have a headache? Well hell....that's no excuse b/c sex will CURE it!!! I have been so sick the last couple of days and didn't think I had the strength tonight when my boyfriend wanted to, but OMG....I did it and 2 orgasms later I feel a ton better! So if you're feeling bad....go screw!!! Whoo-hoo!

I Am Finally Home
Ozzy OsbourneMama I'm Coming Home Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Mama I'm Coming Home ( Ozzy Osbourne ) Times have changed and times are strange Here I come, but I ain't the same Mama, I'm coming home Times gone by seem to be You could have been a better friend to me Mama, I'm coming home You took me in and you drove me out Yeah, you had me hypnotized Lost and found and turned aroound By the fire in your eyes You made me cry, you told me lies But I can't stand to say goodbye Mama, I'm coming home I could be right, I could be wrong Hurts so bad, it's been so long Mama, I'm coming home Selfish love yeah we're both alone The ride before the fall But I'm gonna take this heart of stone I just got to have it all I've seen your face a hundred times Everyday we've been apart I don't care about the sunshine, yeah 'Cause Mama, Mama, I'm coming home I'm coming home You took me in and you drove me out Yeah, you had me hypnotized Lost and foun

In Another Auction..plz Rate And Bid! :)
I've done it again! I'm in another auction, and it'd be cool if you'd come bid on me! Also, rate, and then re-rate, b/c the person with the most rates at the end of the auction also gets a bling pack. So click the link below, and rate and bid plz! I'd really appreciate it!

July 11th, 2008---mad
I was supposed to meet someone tonight at Startime...never showed up of course. I hate getting stood up. And I sent him AT LEAST 3 texts asking when he was coming, but did he reply? NO. He frikkan ignored me. He is a jerk and I will never plan anything like this again. But on the happier side, I had my best friends with me because I asked them to come to Startime to meet this guy with me. So I hung out with them while waiting for this other dude. It burns me up because I kept sending him texts and I never got one reply. We played mini golf and of course I cheated, like I always do. It was funny because my friends kept getting mad at me...lol. I almost knocked a ball into the water..haha. I love cheating in minigolf. I can't believe I was so stupid to think that he would come through. He might be fake or something...lord if I know. I just know that fakers set up a day and place but they stand people up. I just can't get over the fact that he ignored at least 3 or 4 of my te

Type O Negative - Wolf Moon
The 28th day She'll be bleeding again And in lupine ways We'll alleviate the pain Unholy water Sanguine addiction Those silver bullets A last blood benediction It is her moon time When there's iron in the air A rusted essence Woman may I know you're there Hey wolf moon Come cast your spell on me Hey wolf moon Come cast your spell on me Don't spill a drop dear Let me kiss the curse away Yourself in my mouth Will you leave me with your taste? Beware The woods at night Beware The Lunar light So in this gray haze We'll be meating again And on that great day I will tease you all the same

The Pound War... Is It Really Worth It?
I just got off the phone with my agent. Every time I talk to him I get depressed. I am getting a bit on the old side for my job, I know this and accept it as fact. I knew the day would come from the moment I stepped onto the set of my first shoot 10 years ago. My career has aged with me, I started as a pin up for S.G. and went from there to fashion and glamour, and from there to makeup and hair. I want to get into conceptual and art modeling now, so my path can merge with the style I taken with MY art. That aspiration is proving to be a difficult transition. I can't model forever. And I want the transition to be a smooth one. Eek. Anyway, I am way off base here... the conversation with my agent was about a shoot that I am supposed to audition for next month... a fashion shoot, but my agent wants me to lose 20 lbs first...I'm not sure it is that important to me. As I get older, it harder to keep the figure I had at 18, and I accept this gracefully... I am not as thin as I was, b

It's The Little Things....
You know, most guys talk about wanting to "Score" or "Get Laid" - but, here I am, a year after my wife left me, divorced, and sex is really not on my mind. It's the LITTLE things I've come to miss about having someone.. -Snuggling under the sheets on a morning we both can sleep in -Playful banter while doing chores -Stealing a little kiss while passing in the hall -Cooking together -Someone laying across my lap while we watch a good movie -Someone to tell my cheezy jokes to -Someone to let me know if my socks don't match my tie -A hand to hold in church -Someone coming up behind me, rubbing my shoulders, leaning down and putting her head on my shoulder while I sit at my desk when I get those late night work calls That's just a short list. But, that's what I'm missing in my life.

Where To Live After Retirement
Where to live after Retirement You can live in Phoenix , Arizona where..... 1. You are willing to park 3 blocks away because you found shade. 2. You've experienced co ndensation on your butt from the hot water in the toilet bowl. 3. You can drive for 4 hours in one direction and never leave town. 4. You have over 100 recipes for Mexican food. 5. You know that 'dry heat' is comparable to what hits you in the face when you open your oven door. 6 The 4 seasons are: tolerable, hot, really hot, and ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!! You can Live in California where... 1. You make over $250,000 and you still can't afford to buy a house. 2. The fastest part of your commute is going down your driveway. 3. You know how to eat an artichoke. 4. You drive your rented Mercedes to your neighborhood block party. 5. When someone asks you how far something is, you tell them how long it will take to get=2 0there rather than how many miles away it is. 6. The 4 seasons are:

Men And Women
The other night I was talking to someone about men. This chick said that she hates American men. I guess the bitch has never been to Russia, where men are either a) mafia apes b) drunks c) wife beaters d) arrogant douches. I have been to over 15 countries, and it is fair to say that American men are the best looking in general and have the best sense of humor. I would rather talk to a hick from TN than someone from France. But chances are a French guy wouldnt be interested in a female in a first place...SO overall, American men are much preffered to men from other countries. *I do have a soft spot in my heart for Finns I don't have the same feelings about American women though. In my opinion, most are arrogant, self righteous, and spoiled. Most American women I have encountered are both cockteases and prudes. I guess its OK to look like you would fuck for a dollar, but cringe if a guy without a fat wallet talks to you. Also, most American women are too materialistic. In E

Something I Just Remembered
to all of my neurotic, pink elephant chasing, pig-goat minions I have news to spread of Iraq.... and it is that it sucks. Why would anyone voluntarily live here. I think i may have an explanation: the human brain cooks at 108 or so now stay with me here cause this is were it all comes into play it is 20000 fucking degrees out here in the shade. so logically the iraqis are retarded due to extreme brain cookage. so following the logic trail the reason they followed the jackass sadam cause only a pack of retards would follow sadam and believe the shit that spews from his mouth And i dont want to hear anyone complain about Bush. Youn spineless cowards that would have just taken the kick to the nuts(3 seperate assassination plots on three different presidents, supporting terrorists(which he did), and most of all flat out ignoring the rules set up by the un..america)and left it at that. Pussies. You should all be burned at the stake. And to all of my likeminded people y

Moving....
Just sending this out to let everyone know i'm moving back to Texas my last day here is the 26 then i'm gone i just wanted to say that i have made lots of friends and i will miss you all but i'll still be online and i'll still have my cell. so i'll see you when i get back online..my friends from the springs i will miss seeing and hanging out it's been fun. you all take care i'll miss you.....

Looking For Colleges That Offer Photography
hello there. i am looking for any colleges that are offering photography and not no dumb shit where i have to take a arts major...i want to do pics like national geography does but not of artifacts and stuff like that...if anyone knows of any colleges that are offering photography please let me know through e-mail. thank you and have a good weekend

Untitled
I loved the taste of your lips after the wine They were hot against me with desire; I loved your eyes when you looked up at mine They were lit with this passionate fire. I loved your arms around me strong and tight You held onto me with this forceful embrace; I loved the feel of your skin, lips, and bite As you kissed me and held me, made me feel safe. For me is your hotblooded but calming kiss Of the most perfect man's love; For me is the most incredible bliss, From your heart; my gift from above. Since you give me your love so freely and true We'll smile as the world tries to stop us, We have everything we dreamed of, the car you want too :P Even my shattered heart healed, the pain's turned to lust. So kiss me baby with your soft wet lips, Still fragrant with that ruby wine, Lean closer to me, grip your hands on my hips Let me know your body and soul are mine. Grasp me closer, even if it's until May!

My July 18th Owner For 30 Days
come by and show this sexy,beautiful sweet girl some love she is my owner for the next 30 days as of the 18th thanks hun and thanks for owning me hope enjoy. please be gentle and kind and show her some love she will return it! ~ms2dmngood2u ~~ Assistant Manager of FORCE~3~BOMBERS~Fu~Owned by Jimmie Mac &@ fubar

Hungry
Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics A taste when one is hungry is no better than a sip when one is parched. A taste makes one hunger for more while wondering if one is worthy of such delight. Can passion be sated? Can need really be fulfilled? Only time can answer questions like these.

Under A Hot, Setting, Georgia Sun
Under a hot, setting, Georgia, sun, I sit and ponder a far away land. A land in the throes of winter, lying far beyond this home of mine. For in this faraway place resides a charming soul whose path of life, has crossed this path of mine. In just a few short words, some shared for all to see, some shared in a private chat, we have compared a few notes, shared a laugh, and, to this face of mine, a smile was brought. These paths of life, so different they are, have a shared milestone; a milestone unfortunate, a milestone wrought with both sorrow and glee. As we glance at our children so dear, we remember certain joys from long ago, for they too are milestones on our individual paths. Yet, in the next breath we remember the pain caused by others on our individual paths, and we celebrate each day our freedom from those pains. No, we do not tread the path of life together; no, we have not passed one another along the way; nor were our journeys taken in response to a subliminal

Dreams
ok here it goes. i have recently been having alot of dreams about the marine corps. i have no idea why i have been trying to figure it out. i was in the marine corps 7 years ago. one dream was where i got so emotional telling a fellow marine i wanted back in that i almost bursted into tears.it felt so real. what does this all mean.

It's Almost Over So Who Is Gonna Own Me
Ok friends and family and all here on fubar My auction is going to end soon.So if wanna win put in bids now. I want to thank all who took time to view and just check it out. So again if wanna good slave GO BID AND WIN!!!

Camping Trip
Ok, so, Sunday was my ex and I's wedding anniversary. I was struggling with it a bit, so James suggested that we take the family camping that day, as a way to keep my mind off of it, and to turn that day into a day of new, good memories. I hadn't been camping since he and I had been together because he didn't like it, and I had always enjoyed it, so I was really looking forward to it. So, we'd been planning for a couple of weeks to go, and I got home from work to find most of the stuff gathered up and almost ready to go. We got in the car and headed out. The first catastrophe was that my navigation system in my car kept giving me wrong directions. I mean, way wrong, and I was basically driving around the park, but couldn't find the entrance. I finally called them and said that I couldn't find the entrance, they gave directions, we got there, and got our campsite. Since it was a Sunday, the campground was nice and deserted. Perfect for a nice family camping time. We got

Love
My love will always be here. It never goes away. i want that special someone. that i loved so long ago. he always has me thinking of what it would be like still in his arms. i want him back. so bad it hurts. he was that special someone. i miss his smile. and the way he made me feel. the things he said. the way he held me. the way he made me feel. i want him back. thats all i can say. ill love him forever. but i guess that will have to stay in my memories.

I Love You
BABY,I asked u if u like me, u said no. i asked u if i was pretty u said no. i asked if i was in your heart,u said no i asked if u would cry if i walked away,u said no. so i walked away,but u grabbed my arm and said... I dont like u, I love u! U ARE NOT PRETTY, ur beautiful! U ARE NOT IN MY HEART, U ARE MY HEART, AND i wouldnt cry for if u walked away, i would die

Tonawanda Band Of Seneca
Tonawanda Band of Seneca 7027 Meadville Road Basom, NY 14013 (585) 542-4244 (585) 542-4244 Fax The Tonawanda Reservation lies east of Buffalo in northwestern New York State. The reservation is comprised of three non-congruous parcels of landâ€”151 acres in Niagara County, 1,153 acres in Erie County, and 5,579 acres in Genesee County. Originally, the reservation was established on 45,509 acres for the Seneca Indians by the Big Tree Treaty of 1797. Residents of the Tonawanda Reservation are member of the Seneca Indian Nation. The Seneca tribes traditionally resided on over 6 million acres, ranging from Seneca Lake to the Niagara River and from Lake Ontario to the Allegheny River in present-day New York State. The Senecas are members of the Haudenosaunee, or Iroquois, Confederacy. The Senecas were one of the original five nations to join the confederacy. The Mohawk, Oneida, Onondaga, and Cayuga tribes were the other four original nations, and the Tuscororas joined later. The Iroquoi

Sex Lately
"I want to fuck you" Whenever I heard those words I'd instantly get hot and wet, just craving for you to throw me on the bed and slam youself into me until I was screaming and hoarse. It was the one thing I waited for, I used to think it was for sexual satisfaction, but it was to feel wanted in some way, even if it was just for a few minutes. Now... I don't know, I don't want to hear it, for a long time or... ever. Why does every single sexual encounter have to be straight from a porn movie? Is that what's really satisfying? Perhaps people take these... videos, and try and treat them as lessons into how sex should be in order to have a good time. There is no more spontaneous sex... which is the only kind I've ever enjoyed. It's always "want to go back to my place?" or "we could sneak into one of those dark corners". I can honestly admit I'm one of the rare girls who loves facials, loves anal, and loves being skullfucked since I have no gag reflex. I make sure and let any guy I'm

Sand Castles©
Well here we go again. Another great adventure. Have you ever been asked to go on an adventure and instead of saying yes,lets you've said where? I often ask if you'd like to go on an adventure and most just laugh and giggle. So once more... Do you want to go on an adventure? She said yes. I had called her because she is my playtoy. Over time, a trust has been developed between us. I have explored every inch of her and listened to the sound I can make her body make in response to my touch. We have learned each other completely. I told her we were going for a little ride and to be ready shortly. I had a bold idea and wanted to really push her this time. I knew she would jump at the challenge,lol. I am sure she could hear the trouble in my voice and asked what I required. I told her she was to be VERY inventive and totally accessible. She just giggled and said see you in a few minutes. I showed up and was a bit puzzled when she called my cell and said to pull up near the garage in

Slipping Away
reaching out but your not there as i feel your fingers slip from my hand i reflect on the past the lies and deceit that has brought us to this i remember the light that your eyes used to hold and now as i stare into them i can't help but wonder what made the light burn out. i used to imagine us to be forever and now it seems like we are inches from the edge so close to being over that only fate can keep us together. i'm holding out my hand to you wishing you would take hold and wrap your arms around me reminding me that i am yours for eternity there is no doubt that i don't love you but these days i am no longer happy hopefully help will come along and pull you back to me but if it doesn't remember that i will always love you

Just Words
~Broken~ Wake up to a sunny day Not a cloud up in the sky And then it starts rain My defenses hit the ground And they shatter all around So open and exposed But I found strength in the struggle Face to face with my troubles When your broken In a million little pieces And you’re trying But you can’t hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason Don’t just stop believing in yourself When you’re broken .. Little girl, Don’t be so blue I know what your going through Don’t let it beat you up Hitting walls and getting scars Only makes you who you are Only makes you who you are No matter how much your heart is aching There is beauty in the breaking When your broken In a million little pieces When your trying But you cant hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason Don’t just stop believing in yourself When your broken.. Better days Are going to find you once again Every piece will find it’s place When your broken…

Why Are Ppl So Stupid
Show Recent Messages (F3) kingsstuffy is currently not in your Messenger List. Add to your Messenger List (Ctrl+Shift+A) Report as Spam (Alt+Shift+R) kingsstuffy: merci.... mercilynn_1973: yes...? kingsstuffy: hi i am back... mercilynn_1973: hi wb kingsstuffy: r u disturbed... mercilynn_1973: mentally? maybe lol kingsstuffy: am i bothering u ? mercilynn_1973: no mercilynn_1973: well shoot..i thought my first answer was funny..guess you didn't lol kingsstuffy: Hi am back,,,changed from lap top to desk top,,, kingsstuffy: having too many dc's honey,,, kingsstuffy: r u there ? mercilynn_1973: AHH mercilynn_1973: yep mercilynn_1973: mercilynn_1973: no mercilynn_1973: well shoot..i thought my first answer was funny..guess you didn't lol kingsstuffy: Hi am back,,,changed from lap top to desk top,,, kingsstuffy: having too many dc's honey,,, kingsstuffy: r u there ? mercilynn_1973: AHH mercilynn_1973: yep kingsstuffy: cutie,,,u r always there ..., its so sooth

Booty Call
BOOTY CALL! Please fill out the below application if you want to be a booty call for this person. (To be taken very seriously) RE-POST IF U WANNA SEE WHO WANTS TO BE YOUR BOOTY CALL! Name: ___________________ Age: ____________________ Phone: ___________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Weight______ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________ How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible_ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ List three positions u like: 1. 2. 3. What is ur preferred pa

Auction In Club Threshold
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Perfect Moments.
lay down with me still and quiet, and know this . . i choose to give to you a part of me . . for an experience belonging only to us . . do not see my eyes . . . but the way they look at you do not feel my fingertips . . . but the way they touch you do not feel my body pressed to yours . . . . but my soul inside . . as it moves with dance and song . . . in joy of our closeness and pull from me, the parts I know not yet . . . and take them to you . . so I can learn them, by feeling them . . . from you as you give them back LoVE/2007

Custom Gaming Pc
Gray and Black Metal Case 15 inch LCD Black and Gray Case ATI Radeon X1550 Video Card PCI-E 512 MB P4 3.4 Ghz Processor 800 FSB 450 W PSU 18X DVD Burner. Black and Gray Themed Speakers Mouse and Keyboard Black and Gray Themed. Windows XP Install Disk with Serial Number 2 40GB Hard Drives for max performance upon buying I will Wipe Hardrives and install to your name. Awesome PC for World Of Warcraft ebay item: Item number: 190241269930

Rejected Penthouse Letter Working Late
It was going to be a late day at the office. Our HTML directory had become mixed up with the sectors that control the server farm. We were sunk. Becky and I would have to spend the entire evening loading 8 1/2 inch floppy disks into the hard drive. This was going to take forever. "What a bitch" I exclaimed. Becky sat up straight in her airfoil office chair. "Not you" I said with a laugh "This assignment is going to take all night." I'll be up until 3 in the morning doing it. "I wish I could have a man that would stay up until 3 in the morning doing it" Becky said. She was a heck of a tease. I told her that if she stayed here with me I would do my best to keep it going. Becky thought that would be fun. We quickly grabbed the bottle of French bourbon that I keep in my desk for late night work. After a few drinks and few floppy disks had been magnafluxed we were having a good time. Becky wanted to talk about which of the office girls had the nicest breasts. Everyone in the offi

One World One Dream
I've had a long standing obsession with the Olympics :) I love the philosophy of the Olympic movement. I love to watch people excel at their chosen endeavors. I love to see the diversity of people and beliefs and life stories come together. Interestingly enough. That happens each and every day around all of us. It is easy to think of those things that make the Olympics a special event as unique to that event alone. But the themes, meanings, experiences, struggles, challenges, triumphs, etc. are symbolic of those things that drive people in their mundane and not so mundane activities. Torino, Italy, had perhaps the most personally relevant saying: It is certainly passion that motivates me. I strive to excel at the things I love. I chose a profession (perhaps it chose me) because it sets me on fire. My best friends are those who fan the flames and whose flames I can fan back. Yes. Passion is my favorite part of the Olympic Spirit :) As I watch the news about the pro

*~*~*~*wet T-shirt Contest*~*~*~*
Starting August 17 to 23, Cooter's Bar and Wicked Wolfe Radio will be sponsoring a Wet T-Shirt Contest! Comments are what I am looking here folks! Most Comments WINS! What do you win? Take a look below: 1st prize: 1 Month VIP or 7 Day Blast 2nd prize: 1 Bling Pack or 3 Day Blast 3rd prize: 50K in Fubucks! Please private message Cooter with your photo by clicking *HERE*! *~*~*~*RULES*~*~*~* ONE vote per member per day You can NOT vote on yourself You CAN vote on others CLICK THE LINK BELOW TO ENTER LOUNGES

Never-ending Road
The road now leads onward As far as can be Winding lanes And hedgerows in threes By purple mountains And round every bend All roads lead to you There is no journey's end. Here is my heart and I give it to you Take me with you across this land These are my dreams, so simple and few Dreams we hold in the palm of our hands Deep in the winter Amidst falling snow High in the air Where the bells they all toll And now all around me I feel you still here Such is the journey No mystery to fear. Here is my heart and I give it to you Take me with you across this land These are my dreams, so simple and few Dreams we hold in the palm of our hands The road now leads onward And I know not where I feel in my heart That you will be there Whenever a storm comes Whatever our fears The journey goes on As your love ever nears Here is my heart and I give it to you Take me with you across this land These are my dreams, so simple and few Dreams we hold in the palm

Sayings From Movies
CHEERLEADERS ARE DANCERS THAT HAVE GONE RETARDED-BRING IT ON MAYBE IF YOU MISS ENOUGH MEALS THEN MAYBE YOUR BODY WILL EAT YOUR ASS-BRING IT ON I WISH I KNEW HOW TO QUIT YOU-BROKEBACK MOUNTIAN PEOPLE NEED A PASSPORT TO COME DOWN HERE-SWEET HOME ALABAMA NO ONE FINDS THEIR SOULMATE AT 10-YEARS OLD-SWEET HOME ALABAMA SAY HELLO TO MY LITTLE FRIEND-SCARFACE NOBODY PUTS BABY IN A CORNER-DIRTY DANCING I'M NOT A HOMOSEXUAL, I'M A CHEERLEADER-BUT I'M A CHEERLEADER YOU HAD ME AT HELLO-JERRY MAGUIRE YOU WANT THE TRUTH? YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH-A FEW GOOD MEN WHAT ARE THE 3 SEA SHELLS FOR?-DEMOLITION MAN YOU NEVER PUT IT IN YOUR MOUTH-WHITE CHICKS BETWEEN A WOMAN'S LEGS IS THE PASSPORT TO HEAVE-SCENT OF A WOMAN NO MORE DRUGS FOR THAT MAN-FACE/OFF SO WHAT DO YOU LITTLE PERVERTS WANNA DO FIRST?-WEIRD SCIENCE MY BALLS ARE HALF WAY UP MY ASS BUT OTHER THAN THAT I'M PERFECT-WEIRD SCIENCE DON'T MESS WITH THE BULL OR YOU'LL GET THE HORNS-BREAKFAST CLUB

Show Your Appreciation And Donate!
I kno with gas prices costing like diamonds, its hard. You dont HAVE to do this but it is appreciated. Doing a radio station does cost money. The service I have is for 30 listeners at $18 a month and for every 10 listeners that may be added its an additional $6. So it can add up if we become successful. All I am asking for is if you enjoy the music I give to then please donate if you can. Even a $1 or .50 LMAO just whatever you can spare. This is done thru PayPal so it is secure! This can also help me out. A $1 goes a LONG ASS way! Especially with how many members we have here. If it exceeds the $18 goal, then the extra will go towards the next month. If 18 people donated a $1 that would take care of this month. Hell if one person donated a $1 I would be thrilled. LMAO. But this is for the radio ONLY! Not for contests or anything of that sort. This is appreciated more than you kno. So if you wish to donate, please feel free to click below. TY Cooter

Moving On
To submit to someone isn't just about letting them take you over and controlling you and everything you are and do. I have learned the hard way.... You're a submissive, so you have to serve me because I say so'. I've had to cope with enough people with that attitude. I call them 'wannabe doms'. Because that's exactly what they are. You cannot just EXPECT submission from anyone, possibly a stranger. And even after submitting you must not tale advantage of your power and above al be truthful. Lies hurt the worst. It's probably is the greatest gift a sub can make to their dominant. It never can be enforced, it cannot be taken for granted, it's something that has to be earned and valued. It's a sign of deep respect and trust, and possibly love. And it's given selectively. Only because someone submits to one person doesn't mean they will or have to submit to everyone. The first things about building M/s relationship that are going to last is to have faith in each other. It can take yo

Playlist 8/9/08...lyrics
#1 Pain - Three Days Grace Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Ra

Short Story By The Lost_submissive..hope You Like
She set there on the park bench hoping to catch a glimpse of him. As she set there the chilling wind cut through her like a knife. It was all she could do to keep from shivering in the cold damp air. As she set there her mind began to play back the last encounter they had together. She shuttered at the thought of never having another encounter with him again. Her strong man, her fearless cop. She began at the beginning of the evening when he called and said he would be by to see her after his shift at the station. She worried though. What if she drove by, the wife I mean. How would she explain him being there. She heard a knock at the door and the thought quickly dismissed from her mind. She knew it was her man. As she walked to the door she began to feel a tingle that hadn't been there in a long time. She knew what was instore for her. She opened the door and there he stood still in his uniform. He came in and set his assault rifle down at the door. He closed the

Club Velocity Come Check Us Out
HEY YALL COME CHECK OUT CLUB VELOCITY WE ARE ROCKING THE AIR WAVES 24/7 SO COME KICK IT WITH US YOU WONT REGRET IT WE ARE ALSO A NEW LOUNGE ON FUBAR SO COME CHECK US OUT CLICK ANY PIC ABOVE TO JOIN REPOST OFTEN PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

88 Precepts
The 88 PRECEPTS 1. Any religion or teaching which denies the Natural Laws of the Universe is false. 2. Whatever People’s perception of God, or Gods, or the motive Force of the Universe might be, they can hardly deny that Nature’s Law are the work of, and therefore the intent of, that Force. 3. God and religion are distinct, separate and often conflicting concepts. Nature evidences the divine plan, for the natural world is the work of the force or the intelligence men call God. Religion is the creation of mortals, therefore predestined to fallibility. Religion may preserve or destroy a People, depending on the structure given by its progenitors, the motives of its agents and the vagaries of historical circumstances. 4. The truest form of prayer is communion with Nature. It is not vocal. Go to a lonely spot, if possible a mountaintop, on a clear, star-lit night, ponder the majesty and order of the infinite macrocosm. Then consider the intricacies of the equally infinite micro

Update
Some of u read my blog on "Wondering Will Things Really Work"...well the answer to that is NO...Found out some things that i was being lied to about & well i dont go for that....so its AMF to him.... **UPDATE: The good thing that has come with this is that i have been given another chance to be totally happy with this amazing guy from Ft.Bragg, NC (Army Guy)...He takes time out of his busy day to text me, call me & when he gets home at night he calls me...what touched me the most was he said that he wanted to hear my voice before he goes to sleep at night... U know what they day "WHEN ONE DOOR CLOSES ANOTHER ONE OPENS"........

That's My Boy!
so my mother took the kids to the beach today. apparently some older children took my boy's shovel when it floated into the water and left with it. on their way back........... he blocked them and said, "You took my shovel you stupid punk!!!!" My mother said these were some tall older kids and she was worried he was going to try to engage them over his shovel. Btw, he's 3 years old. lol.

Tomorrow
so the only reason why im getting out of bed tomorrow is for the fact that i have an interview at anchor blue but if i didnt i would be in bed all day cause tomorrow it would have been 2 years since my grandma died

Us Dream Team Wins Their Champion; Aussies Next
The U.S. put away Dirk Nowitzki and Germany in a hurry Monday, completing an undefeated march through pool play with a 106-57 victory. Not since the Dream Team rumbled through Las Ramblas 16 years ago in Barcelona has a team looked this unbeatable. The Americans won their pool games by 32.2 points and averaged 103 points and now move on to a quarterfinal meeting with Australia, the only team they haven’t been able to blow out. the game, the team exchanged congratulations with Phelps, now free to enjoy the rest of the games after winning eight gold medals in his record-setting Olympics. Bryant and Carmelo Anthony were among the U.S. players who went out to the pool to watch Phelps. The Americans (5-0) return to the basketball arena Wednesday against Australia, the team that’s provided them with their toughest test in China. The U.S. led by only seven points midway through the fourth quarter of an 87-76 exhibition victory in Shanghai two weeks ago over an Australian team that didn’t

Needles! I Hate Needles
Good Morning. I have a question concerning NBC news correspondent Mary Cirillo. How do I put this…is she, was she a he? I mean holey canola oil she has an Adams apple for one thing, she has a deeper voice then me and unless she is over doing the hormone pills I think she is spouting a mustache bigger then mine too… No I am not in Mustache envy mode. I have seen her over and over again doing an Olympic story of some sort. The last one I recall was on Acupuncture. Where she went to some old Chinese Doctors office and was stuck with those flimsy needles. Then after being stuck the Doctor lit what seemed to be some type of root and had it smolder smoke or heat over this dangling needle. See here is where I draw the line…Needles and Marty do not go hand in hand. I will go as far as saying ..”Oh Yeah I am a friggen sissy!” That I know, that I accept about myself. I do not do needles! Period!. When one says the word Period can you just use a dot to get your point across? No matter, now after

Book
I'm writing one. I've been working on it for a few weeks. Things are going decent. I decided I'd share a part of it with Fubar since I know no ones on right now to read it. This is paragraph 4 in chapter 14. Thats subject to change. "Autumn was two months old and had to go in for her well baby check up. She looked great. Her weight was right on, her height was right on, but what’s this? Something wasn't right about her head. I thank god that we had a great pediatrician at the time. She took that measuring tape to Autumn’s head and noticed it was just a fraction of an inch too small. It seemed like nothing big, no pun intended. She was just a small baby; she should have a small head right? Just an eighth of an inch too small. All it took was an eighth of an inch to change my life forever. Fuck I hate math."

My Desicion!!
so......after about 20 mins of thinking and a weekend of bindge drinkin ..i decided not to delete my fubar, but i dosen't mean imma be on it all the time. ill probally just come and go as i please for now on. in my opinion this site has slowly mainstreamed to and adult version of myspace.chicks whoring thier nsfw, and dumb asses who actually pay to see these photos, because buying hookers or going to a strip club is to hard of a concept for them! the only difference is that 80% of the folks on here only care about leveling up and crap, and they don't care who's toes they step on to get thier much wanted online fame! sad really sad! but im not going to delete my account cause a bunch of people failed at a social life when they was younger so they have to try to make up for it thus they come here. ill just check in on ya'll once in a while and stuff like that. i got big plans and hangin out on fubar isn't one of them. ill just update my profile to get my point across, and hopefully

A Little Survey
Answer all these and send them to me in a message and I will return the favor :) Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Touch me: Lick me: Fuck Me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Caress me: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Go to sleep with me: Do me: Drink kool-aid with me: Look if i was naked: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of u: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: Let me call you: What would you do if you woke up next to me: Will you repost this so i can do the same for u

Letter In The Night
This is pretty deep and definitely worth reading! You just can't keep it to yourself, you've got to tell somebody about the love of God! Be blessed! One day a woman named Louise fell asleep in her bed and dreamed a very fitful dream. She dreamed that someone in Hell wrote a letter to her, and it was to be delivered to her by a messenger. The messenger passed between the lakes of burning fire and brimstone that occupies Hell and found his way to the door that would lead him to the outside world. Louise dreamed that the messenger walked to her house, came inside, and gently but firmly woke Louise. He gave her the message, saying only that a friend had written it to her from Hell. Louise, in her dream with trembling hands, took the letter and read: My Friend, I stand in Judgment now, And feel that you're to blame somehow. Never did you point the way. You knew the Lord in truth and glory, But never did you tell the story. My knowledge then was very dim; You could have l

Burma Crisis
Such Amazing work.... CRISIS IN BURMA from Scott Denton on Vimeo. The producer says, Please visit the site below if you view this and show your support. noneofusarefree.org/the-film.html burmacampaign.co.uk/cyclonenargis.php american.redcross.org/site/PageServer?pagename=ntld_main wemakeitgood.com/article/live/burma-behind-the-film wemakeitgood.com/article/live/burma baconsyrup.wordpress.com/2008/05/09/burma/ shilo.tv In an effort to bring more awareness and bring people together in support of Burma's people our company Shilo recently created this spot. Not only are the horrible atrocities happening to them by their government but now having to recover from the resent cyclone Nargis. My heart goes out to these peaceful people. please view the video and give any kind of support you can. Quoted from We Make it Good "We joined forces with an amazing group of people to create this viral public service announcement (PSA). The purpose was to raise

Pleasing Your Dominant
How to gracefully handle being less than perfect. by Cerina, all rights reserved and exclusively held by Submissive Loving I'm beginning to think it is impossible to completely please someone. What an awful thought because as a submissive, that is my job. We are not expected to please anyone other than our Dominant and at first glance, that appears to be simple, right? Making one person happy should be a piece of cake. No problem. Uh huh. Right. Allow me to be vulnerable enough to admit that I find it extremely difficult sometimes. I've run into more than my share of "submissives" out there who claim that because they were "born" a submissive, (eye rolling going on over here) that pleasing their Dominant is as simple as breathing to them. Well, gosh..how wonderful for them, but for us human beings it isn't so automatic. Why? Because I believe the Dominant makes sure it isn't that simple. Think of it as another limit being pushed. They are Dominants, that is their nature, and w

Christmas In August!!!! Wtf
christmas in AUGUST!!!! WTF Okay so I was at A.C Moore today (buying a hat for a hamster that's another story) when I saw a display for Halloween, I thought to myself wow that's a bit early. Then I saw a display for Thanksgiving that made me chuckle a little. Finally Christmas, who the hell in their right mind would approve Christmas in August, School has not gone back yet. Fuck its not even Labor day. Why in the hell do we feel it necessary to skip half a calendar year just to increase profits? Please somebody fill me in. Don't get me wrong I like Christmas but I only like Christmas in December. I know I am not the only one who feels this way so HOW IN THE HELL DO WE MAKE IT STOP. Cuz next year if I see the Easter bunny next to Santa, they will be only one answer mass homicide dressed as Uncle Sam

Lyrics 1
If you walk away I walk away first tell me which road you will take I don't want to risk our paths crossing someday so you walk that way I'll walk this way and the future hangs over our heads and it moves with each current event until it falls all around like a cold steady rain just stay in when it's lookin' this way and the moon's laying low in the sky forcing everything metal to shine and the sidewalk holds diamonds like a jewelry store case they argue "walk this way," "no walk this way" and laura's asleep in my bed as I'm leaving she wakes up and says "I dreamed you were carried away on the crest of a wave baby don't go away, come here" and there's kids playing guns in the street and one's pointing his tree branch at me So I put my hands up I say: "Enough is enough, If you walk away I walk away." (and he shot me dead) I found a liquid cure for my landlocked blues it will pass away like a slow parade it's leaving but I don't know how soon and th

Please Do This For Me
NAUGHTY APPLICATION NAUGHTY APPLICATION 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Can we take pictures of the act? 23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Joke #4
Cash, check or charge? I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet , I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. So, do you always carry your TV remote? I asked. No, she replied, 'but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally.

My Love Story
I wish I knew the ending to my love story Reading the last of the pages To see what lies in store Hoping to find the name of the man Who’s arms will be wrapped around me Keeping me safe from all the pain I have known I wish I knew the right roads to take The ones that will keep me away From all of my biggest mistakes Knowing the ones that will save Or destroy me The right road leading to my happy ending But reading the and of the story I will loose the adventure For what is a love story without the best parts Taking out the chase and all the danger And never knowing the romance or even where it starts I just wish he was there Holding my hand through those times when I’m locked in a tower Not being able to see the moon and stars I wish I knew the ending to my love story But I know I must read each page And walk through my mistakes With an open heart Because on one of those pages He might be reaching out his hand And finely lead me through the dar

Ugh.
My brain is fried from the weeks earlier entertainment of substances I won't name. I haven't even touched my Xbox since...Monday? I actually resorted to calling up the person I absolutely HATE playing with last night just so I could get some time in on it, but I changed my mind after he spoke some World of Warcraft nonsense at me and I decided to just read Hellblazer until I fell asleep. What an exciting life I lead, huh? Anyways time to go play "house wife" and begin cleaning up whatever mess my husband left this morning & feeding my daughter some lunch. Have a super fan-fucking-tastic Friday kids.

Baby I Love U More Than Life Itself
Baby I know we have alot of ppl who is jealous that we are together but i want to say idc what ppl says cause i will always be ur man no matter what and that i love you with all my heart. Your my heart,my soul,ur my everything baby and i dont want to be with anyone but u i can say that for a fact cause ur the only one ive been this happy with. We dont argue or fight,we get along great and as far as i know ur family likes me and i want to keep it that way well thats about all that i have to say except these words here I LOVE YOU BABY WITH ALL MY HEART AND I CANT WAIT TIL WE MOVE IN TOGETHER AND GET MARRIED LOVE YOUR MAN, SMOKIE

Sigh
I am so tired of being played...accused of falsehoods...and used. Is this how it always is on fubar? If so, I have no use for it and will sadly go back to myspace. People call you friend, yet they avoid you. They refer to you as family and still stab you in the back. They say how much they love you...LOL...they fu-marry someone else. Its craziness and who the hell needs it. Look me up on myspace. Im zuggamom. and MFCL to you all.

Bedtime For Babygirl
He had gone to bed a few hours before me, my services were not required. He was tired. I had sat up writing, thinking, remembering.... And when I went to bed, I could not get my mind off the past. I slipped in quietly next to His sleeping form. I started to gently trace His body with light feathery touches from head to toes. He stirred, and moaned. When He rolled over on His back , I saw the hard on there in the moonlight, in all it's glory. I moved down and started to suck His cock. Something He loves, to be woken up with a blow job. (What man doesn't??) Deep long movements until His cock was hitting the back of my throat...oh He was awake now. I cradled His balls and played with them the same way I had His body. Lightly running my nails across them, until He was straining to fuck my mouth harder. I ceased what I had been doing, as I knew He was close. He loves to be brought to the edge of orgasm, and then stopped just prior.

Life These Days
life these days has been awesome. i started GED school on aug 19th. i am excited about it. that's why i haven't been on as much. plus i play world of warcraft now. it's my addiction. among other things.......meaning my husband and my daughter........i love being a mom! anyways, we got hit the last week of august by tropical storm fay. everyone is fine. all we got was some wind and rain.......minor costal flooding. school was almost cancelled the first three days i had. thank goodness they didn't. but anyways, things are great. my daughter is getting big these days. she's now five months old. it's hard to believe how much she has grown since the day she way born. i love every minute of it. it's an awesome thing! i am anxious to see her grow more as she gets older. but anyways, i'll give ya more updates when i get time. have fun!

Book Writting By Bettita Alendal 1-3 Chapter What Do You Think??
I Don’t Wear These Boots… I Stand Beside Them.. By: Bettita Alendal Introduction Wow what A life she said Over and Over.. I’ve Been married for 14 yrs,3 marriages, an 4 children… “””“What a Journey, as She drew in a Deep long Breath“”””…. Chapter One She walked to her door an looked out across the pitch black yard in the distance she saw the house light across the street.. She began to think as her mind drifted of into deep thought.. She Knew where it was going first.. Somewhere far crossed the miles was missing her just as much. An she Knew it with every part of her.. As her heart aches for his company she knows she cant be selfish not at a time like this.. as she laughs out loud to herself.. She remembers all the memories of the months prior to deployment.. What a Word she thinks to herself? Wow what a Morning I had He Barrels into the room.. I have Bad news..whats that I leave in a few days… Moms coming in a week.. What? Did I hear that clearly? I guess so W

Good Days, Bad Days
this week hasn't been one of my better ones recently... and I hate that! I hate being weak... ever!!! But until we get this all figured out.. and either surgery/chemo done or find out what the hell else could be causing this... I have little choice but to give in to it from time too time. So, I did.. and now I am sitting here wondering why it is that I... and many others like me... feel the need to perform at a certain level just to feel ok about ourselves??? For when I give in to this... weakness.. and have to stay in bed and sleep, or even just rest, I feel so guilty and useless until I can get back up and going again. The irony of this all is that I don't even have that much to do on a regular basis, you know... I am retired now and could just lay around watching TV and eating 'bon bons' all day, if I chose to (well, IF I could eat, that is..lol.) God, I hate this. I hate needing others. I hate feeling weak. I hate... ahhhhhh, there is the problem! My focus is all wrong. Instead o

Sts 125 Atlantis Launch Date Set Back 2 Days
STS-125 Atlantis This STS-125 crew patch shows Hubble. The overall structure and composition of the universe is shown in blue and filled with planets, stars and galaxies. The black background is indicative of the mysteries of dark-energy and dark-matter. The red border of the patch represents the red-shifted glow of the early universe. Soaring by the telescope is the shuttle that initially deployed Hubble and has enabled astronauts to continually upgrade the telescope, significantly contributing to the expansion of human knowledge. Image above: These seven astronauts take a break from training to pose for the STS-125 crew portrait. From the left are astronauts Michael J. Massimino, Michael T. Good, both mission specialists; Gregory C. Johnson, pilot; Scott D. Altman, commander; K. Megan McArthur, John M. Grunsfeld and Andrew J. Feustel, all mission specialists. Image credit: NASA Image above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands poised on the launch pad after its trek fr

Hurt
Title: Hurt By: Detox It's me you betray I don't know what to think I don't know what to say I need a drink I should walk away, And not even blink I can't believe what I just heard I just left I didn't say a word I had no clue, I was unaware And here I was, I thought you cared So, Why am I still here? I should cut all ties and disappear I should be long gone So, What's different now? What is wrong? This is something that's become too real It's a hurt that runs real deep This is something that I can feel The price doesn't come too cheap This is something that I conceal It's a hurt that I want to keep

What The Hell Is Wrong With Me?
Why am I still waiting on David? What the hell is wrong with me? I love this man with all my heart but I am a dumb ass to think he and I will ever work out. I have always been a faithful person and I don't talk to a other person when I am in a relationship with someone. I don't mean being friends with someone I mean sex talk, leading someone one and having a emotional relationship. That is something he has done more than once and it always leads to us breaking up and him sleeping with someone the very first night he moves out. My heart breaks and I am scared all over again. We have been together off and on for about 5yrs now. This time it was my choice for him to leave I mean he went after my daughter (tried to hit her with the phone). I don't even beat my kids there are other ways to punish them that last longer. Anyways yes it hurt me, but at the same time I was really ok with it till I found out that he used it as an excuse for me to kick him out. He was seeing some chick from where

Just To Get It Off My Chest
i love 3 guys i like 2 others. it is hard for me because i know i will never meet any of them. 3 of them live in a different state then i do 2 live in the same state but at the other end of the state. any way i know none of them like me the way i like them. and i know that i am not their type because i am not a super model. yes they are all on my friend list but that dont mean anything really. yes they are nice to me when i talk to them but that is all. some of them i have to talk to them before they will talk to me. i know they are busy with their life out side of fubar. i know one will never be more then a friend because he is married the others are all single but they all have been hurt a lot and dont want to be again. i can understand that because i also dont want to be hurt. but i think loving guys that will never want me hurts more then some one ripping out my heart. it would be nice if some one rip it out so i could not feel anything else ever again. i would be ther

On Women Voting - Must Read!
(This comes from a friend of mine...I had to reprint it here). Remember, it was not until 1920 that women were granted the right to go to the polls and vote. The women were innocent and defenseless, but they were jailed nonetheless for picketing the White House, carrying signs asking for the vote. And by the end of the night, they were barely alive. Forty prison guards wielding clubs and their warden's blessing went on a rampage against the 33 women wrongly convicted of 'obstructing sidewalk traffic.' They beat Lucy Burns, chained her hands to the cell bars above her head and left her hanging for the night, bleeding and gasping for air. They hurled Dora Lewis into a dark cell, smashed her head against an iron bed and knocked her out cold. Her cellmate, Alice Cosu, thought Lewis was dead and suffered a heart attack. Additional affidavits describe the guards grabbing, dragging, beating, choking, slamming, pinching, twisting and kicking the women. Thus unf

Short Story 2
My eyes open and you are layin next tome neked. you are sleep and you are on your side my arm is under your head and your back is to me.i slide my free hand over your breast and your nipple is hard. you are dreaming and having a wet dream you are crooning in your sleep lightly moaning and your hips are grinding the air ever so slightly. i struggle not to move and wake you and just listen to you and watch as you get more deeply into your dream. you roll over just a bit away from me giving me the chance to move my arm fom under you without waking you.your legs part a lil bit more as you kick the covers off. i can see all of you now and your ass looks so inviting as it moves in and out slowly like you are being fucked in your dream with nice long slow strokes. your hands absently go between your legs. not fingering just resting there. i gently play with your nipple just barely touching it and your body reacts. i must be doing the things you are dreaming about. you roll over onto your back

Confused And Scared? Definately......
sometimes other people can write down exactly how i'm feeling or trying to feel inside... **************************************************** Believe in your heart that something wonderful is about to happen. Love your life. Believe in your own powers, and your own potential, and in your own innate goodness. Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive. Discover each day the magnificent, awesome beauty in the world. Explore and embrace life in yourself and in everyone you see each day. Reach within to find your own specialness. Amaze yourself and rouse those around you to the potential of each new day. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; this is the essence of your humanity. Let those who love you help you. Trust enough to be able to take. Look with hope to the horizon of today, for today is all we truly have. Live this day well. Let a little sun out as well as in. Create your own rainbows. Be open to all your possibilities;

What The Hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so confused by the things women do. A few nights ago, My mother asked me to join her and her co-workers at a country club for dinner. I said sure, not like I had anywhere to be at the time. She wanted me to meet a very attractive young woman that saw a piture of me and just had to meet me. supposedly she had just gotten dumped by her boyfriend who plays proffessional baseball. I couldn't resist, I went. I didn't have any expectations, but I was very interested to see what type of person she was. I walked in and my mother introduced me to everyone and then took me to met the girl. At first she was all happy and giddy, then she turned around to shake my hand. as she saw me, she went from having a huge smile to a look of dissgust and extreme dissappointment. I had no idea what to do but be as polite as I could and make conversaiton. I acted like it didnt bother me, and I started asking her question about what had happened and why she thinks he left her. As she was

9-11 Memories
I wrote this on 9-11-2006 while putting my mind back on that day. I pray for peace to all that have suffered and that are still suffering! Peace & Love, BEG Toll Road Memories 9/11 Driving down the toll road I just couldn’t believe my ears. What on earth has happened to this world throughout the years? The planes struck those buildings, went through an office much like mine… As the story begins to unfold, I become more terrified. Those people, what were they thinking… if it were me, what would I have done? Would I have thought this was my fate, to be stuck here to die alone? Running, trying to escape from harm. Just to die in a strangers arms. Lungs filled with soot and ash, charred black. All because of some terrorists bastards attack. Becoming human ladders, Escaping is all that matters. Did I tell my son I loved him, more than he could ever know? Would my husband take good care not to let my memory go? Would he teach my son all the things that were impor

This Is Why We Should Make The Middle East A Parking Lot
http://biz.yahoo.com/ap/080912/saudi_tv_fatwa.html AP Saudi: OK to kill owners of 'immoral' TV networks Friday September 12, 10:38 am ET Top cleric in Saudi judiciary: it's OK to kill owners of TV networks airing 'immoral content' RIYADH, Saudi Arabia (AP) -- Saudi Arabia's top judiciary official has issued a religious decree saying it is permissible to kill the owners of satellite TV networks that broadcast immoral content. The 79-year-old Sheik Saleh al-Lihedan said Thursday that satellite channels cause the "deviance of thousands of people." Many of the most popular Arab satellite networks -- which include channels showing music videos often denounced as obscene by Muslim conservatives -- are owned by Saudi princes and well-connected Saudi businessmen. Al-Lihedan did not specify any particular channels. Al-Lihedan is chief of the kingdom's highest tribunal, the Supreme Judiciary Council. Saudi Arabia's judiciary is made up of Islamic clerics whose decrees, or fatw

My Love
My Love by me You are my life, You are my everything, I will climb the highest mountains, I will cross the roughest seas, I will cross valleys, I will do anything for you, Feel my heart beat for you, feel what i feel, My heart achs for your touch, your warm embraces, your tender kisses, You are my life, you are everything to me, though we are many miles apart, I will never stop loving you, though we are oceans apart, I will never stop longing for you, My heart cries for your touch, your warm embraces and tender kisses, My love, my life, You are everything to me, I will do anything for you, I will give my life to be in your arms, I love you To my sweet and tender Darling Mrrcp 2008

Bat Girl's Drunken Night
I did something last night I haven't done in years. Got so drunk I made an ass out of myself. I entertained my husband & his friend quite well. It was wonderful until I had to puke. Seven beers in total was all I got in me. Yeah, I'm a light weight. Always have been and fuck willing always will be. I would rather only be able to drink a few beers to get drunk then spend who knows how much on hard alcohol & only get a slight buzz. It was interesting to see how fast a Boston song goes by on Rock Band while you're hammered. It was also fun to talk to my BFF on the phone while fucked up. He kept giggling mostly because every time I had to pee (which was quite often) I would tell him he was coming with me to keep me company. Needless to say it won't be happening again any time soon. I hate puking more than anything else that my human body can do. I did however notice how damn dirty my toilet was. For right now though I'm contemplating passing out back into unconsciousness so that mayb

Rocking A Sign
So i wanted to thank everyone for checking me out and my art, and I thought a cool way to like repay the fans of my art, and maybe even of me hehe would be with a fan page on my website. That's right, your pic showing the sign will be rotated on my site and any other profile I have up. (ex. livejournal, myspace, yuwie, etc) If you want I can even link back to your fubu page on here, Just have to let me know, some don't want to be that famous. So anyone that visits my site can go from there to your profile on here. You can get lots more ppl to join your friends list if thats what you want or just have them check you out. Rules: +awesome signs +clear to read +YOU must be holding it, or if its on your body make sure it shows the name(Mfusion) since its for my own site. + NEGATIVE stuff will not be posted *if you got a photobucket account you can upload a high-res pic there that i can use on the site. ***Let me know if you want me to link you back to yo

Whore From The Door And Born Again Virgins
I get this question asked of me all the time... Why is it okay for a guy to sleep with a shitload of women, but when a woman has sex with large number of men, it makes them a whore? Well, I'm not really sure what the answer to that is, but I can venture a guess and give a few reasons to back it up. To be honest, when I hear that a guy has fucked a large number of women the word "MAN WHORE" doesn't really pop into my head. What does, sad to say, is "PLAYER" or "PIMP." Now, that doesn't mean that I would sleep with the last girl they've slept with! Not without wearing at least 4 rubbers at the same time. It just means that I have to tip my hat for an accomplishment that is, at least somewhat, impressive. Conversely, when I hear that a woman has fornicated with say…a 100 different men, I get turned off instantly. I guess the word "Whore" would apply at that point. I understand that most women aren't virgins, but that's a large number and I don't think I'

Feels Like Letting Go
Oh my love help me open my heart again tear it open let the rain fall in wash this hardness underneath my skin oh my love let me hear your voice come through I wanna know the love inside of you make this dark heart believe in what is true Pre-chorus I know that in the dark there's a fear of letting go I know that in my heart that I fear what I don't know Chorus and this feels like I'm letting go and this feels like I'm letting go I'm letting go it's hard to trust when your hearts been broken times before you pull the curtains and you lock the doors swear you'll never go out anymore Pre-chorus Chorus Bm well I'm stepping out I can't see there is no sound a seeming void becomes a solid ground I sight I lost becomes a faith I've found chorus I'm letting go, I'm letting go I'm letting go, I'm letting go I'm letting go, I'm letting go letting go, I'll let it go

Contest For Rates Sexy Eyes Contest Details Inside Here
IT THE SEXY EYES CONTEST FOR RATES ONLY! LAST FOR ONE WEEK ONLY. THE MOST RATES WIN THE 2 MONTH VIP OR 25 BLING PACK! SEND YOUR PIC AND WILL START ON 9/22/08 TILL THE 9/29/08. REMEMBER MOST RATES WINS! E-MAIL ME WITH YOUR PIC Sexy Can I by Ray J feat. Yung Berg - Ray J featuring Yung Berg ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~SHADOW LEVELERS~ BAD GIRL~@ fubar

Andrew Gardiner 8/7/1980-9/6/2008
After Glow I'd like the memory of me to be a happy one. I'd like to leave an afterglow of smiles when day is done. I'd like to leave an echo whispering softly down the ways, of happy times and laughing times and bright and sunny days. I'd like the tears of those who grieve, to dry before sun of happy memories that I leave behind when the day is done.

Waiting
I sit here day after day. Waiting to hear from you. Every minute that I don't is a dagger through my heart. I love you so much and my world revolves around you. The distance between us is slowly killing me. If only time would speed up and you would finally be in my arms. No more waiting or counting the days and minutes till I hold you.

She Is A Rockstar...
I read where they will be doing away with large stashes...So..I've decided to put some of the things that I don't want to lose in a specific blog folder...The new stash will probably hold up to 25 items... I can't lose this one of my daughter messing around...And thinking nobody would see....LOL

60 Days
Well, it happened. We finally got an eviction notice. Apparently you can't have loud parties living next to a deaf man. It's not technically an eviction, but near enough to. They are terminating our lease agreement, and asking us politely to move so they don't have to evict us. So, at least I won't have an eviction on my rental notice. But now I have 60 days to get a job that will cover rent, that's something I don't need hanging over my head. I'm tired of all the stress, tired of the restless nights. I'm just...tired. Right now I'm looking at between $500 and $800 a month...so, good luck to me?

What Kind Of Sandwich Are You?
You Are a Grilled Cheese Sandwich You are a traditional person with very simple tastes. In your opinion, the best things in life are free, easy, and fun. You totally go with the flow. And you enjoy every minute of it! Your best friend: The Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwich Your mortal enemy: The Ham Sandwich What Kind of Sandwich Are You?

School Message-frikking Hilarious!!!!þ
SCHOOL ANSWERING MACHINE This is hilarious - This is the message that the Pacific Palisades High School California staff voted unanimously to record on their school telephone answering machine. This is the actual answering machine message for the school. This came about because they implemented a policy requiring students and parents to be responsible for their child ren's absences and missing homework. The school and teachers are being sued by parents who want their children's failing grades changed to passing grades - even though those children were absent 15-30 times during the semester and did not complete enough school work to pass their classes. The outgoing message: Hello! You have reached the automated answering service of your school. In order to assist you in connecting to the right staff member, please listen to all the options before making a selection: To lie about why your child is absent - Press 1 To make excuses for why your child did n

Losing You
That night the outside came in I can still hear your silent screams it was like the me with out the e Part of me missing part of me gone your poison deep within my soul your words ripped my heart tortured my mind tainted my flesh You promised me heaven brought me hell your blue eyes dazzled your words entranced stumbling in to the darkness to your trap I fell back in to the worming holes here alone and afraid you have left me as free as a caged bird Gagging on the ashes of technology

I'm Still New Here
I signed up to this a long time ago but haven't been online in ages. I can see how this place is fun but I'm having a lot of difficulty navigating my way around, so if you send me a message or a drink I may take a while to respond to it. So be patient. And I don't want any pervy guys pm'ing me asking for nude pics or telling me about your massive cock, I'll just ignore you if you do!

"you Sparked My Love"
After these years, the feeling of love start to fade away-- The word "love" had became non exist in my vocabulary list-- I had became numb-- I had forgotten what it means-- I also forgotten how it is suppose to be and forgot how it works-- Until I met you, Even if I only knew you for few days, Something, just something about you catch my attention-- From the corner of my eyes-- The more you made me smile, you put a spark-- In my heart, it started to heat up-- Just like the car in the winter where it became so cold and freezing over the years-- Took a while for it to remember how to warm up-- The more I talk to you, The fire started to scream a bit-- When I see you and the more often I see you, The fire had started a bonfire--- The question is... Should I put the fire out? Should I allow it to continue blazing? Is it wrong of me to allow it happening and take the risks?

American Pride One Nation Under God Lounge Invites You
HEY ALL YOU CRAZY FU'S WE HERE IN THE NEW LOUNGE AMERICAN PRIDE ONE NATION UNDER GOD WANT TO INVITE YOU ALL TO COME CHECK US OUT AND JOIN US FOR SOME ALL TIME GREAT MUSIC AND WONDERFUL PEOPLE WE ARE THE NUMBER ONE LOUNGE FOR OUR UNITED STATES MILITARY AND FIREFIGHTERS AND EMS/EMT AND ALL FIRST RESPONDERS OF THIS GREAT NATION WE LIVE IN WE ARE ABOUT TRUTH HONOR AND RESPECT AND WE WELCOME ALL SUPPORTERS OF ALL THESE GREAT UNIQUE PROFESSIONS AND WE'D LOVE TO HAVE YOU ALL SO COME ON IN AND HAVE A DRINK WITH US AND ALLOW US TO SHOW OUR TRUE SUPPORT FOR OUR AMERICAN HEROES JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND IT WILL BRING YA RIGHT INTO OUR LOUNGE HOPE TO SEE YA ALL THERE....GOD BLESS YOU ALL

Controversey
The Egyptians were black and they enslaved the white race for more than 2000 years. They ended that slavery only after 7 plagues and even after letting the white man go they chased them down in an attempt to enslave them again only to perish by drowning. It took about 3000 years for the white man to turn the tables and enslave the black race. The enslavement of the black man lasted a mere 200 years so what are they bitching about? We managed to overcome slavery without affirmative action what’s their problem?

I Am A Fu_kin Princess' Account Was Deleted!!! Help!
I AM A FUKIN PRINCESS has had her account deleted. She was level 26. Here is her new account ... ThePrincessReturns If you were on her friends list please re-add her and help her get back to a disciple Please repost and thanks for any help Michelle aka MishNumber1 xoxox

What Do You Do When....
you just can't get someone out of your head??? You have a "just for fun" kind of relationship with them, and that's cool, and you both don't want more right now because you just went through a bad relationship with someone else.....

Wanna Be A Wicked Kittie????
all you have to do to join is put "Member of Wicked Kitties" in your profile and make a salute with your fubar name and that as well... see no flaming hoops here so callin out to the tattooed and pierced sex kittens....and callin out to the bbw and the thick chicks...and anybody who thinks they can show the group respect...no long list of rules....no voting in....just a real group with real ppl..... SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR???? BE THE FIRST ON YOUR BLOCK TO RUN TO THE WINDOW AND SAY" IM A WICKED KITTIE"!!!!!!!!!!!! (ok dont really do that they might call someone)

Wanna Get Lost In My Eyes..........
Hey yall, just wanted to remind you to vote on my eyes in the sexiest eyes contest on fubar............here is the link GO PERV ME lol :P http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1722991&albumid=1228593&i=2997082151&idx=41 Thank you for your time :D

Hell
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High

Freak Test......
Freak Test 1. Have you ever had intercourse? (5pts) 2. Oral Sex: Giving to Orgasm (5 pts) Receiving (5pts) 3. Licked an ass? (5pts) 4. Had your ass licked? (5pts) 5. Stuck your tongue in their ass? (10pts) 6. Swallowed Cum? (5pts) 7. Practiced Bondage or BDSM ? (5pts) 8. Had anal sex? (5pts) 9. Had an orgasm from anal sex? (5pts) 10. Ever squirted or made someone squirt? (10pts) 11. Squirted from oral or made someone squirt? (5pts) 12. Had sex with someone of the same sex? (5pts) 13. Did a threesome? (5pts) 14. Did a foursome? (5pts) 15. Been in an Orgy? (5pts) 16. Been in a gangbang? (5pts) 17. Had sex in public? (5pts) 18. Snowballed (swapping cum) with someone? (10pts) 19. Had your toes licked or sucked? (5pts) 20. Licked or sucked someone's toes? (5pts) 21. Had sex with more than one person (one on one only) in a day? (10pts) 22. Had sex with more than one person (one on one only) in a week? (10pts) 23. Had cyber sex or phone sex?

Knight Rider
Alright, we’ve all been sexually frustrated at one point in our lives…but have you ever thought about dropping your pants in the middle of the street and start bangin’ an SUV!? Somewhere in the UK, a guy did that and was arrested after on-lookers called the police. This could be the most frightening and hilarious story I’ve ever read, and I’m so happy I found it (shout out to Chelsea Handler). But what i want to know is… Did he talk dirty to it first? Did he give the car premium gas to loosen it up? and… Will this guy be charged with rape?

A Vampire's Tragedy
A Vampire's Tragedy Alone I sit on the top of a hill Thinking of how my unlife has been Of the pain and the sorrow I've seen In the eyes of my victims before they lay still. Though a hunter in darkness I must be The feelings of guilt always come back When I sink my teeth in another man's neck My conscience is the only light left in me. All I want is to leave the shadows behind And truly this time I will For I no longer desire to kill Thoughts of light are now on my mind. I'm waiting for the sunrise today On the lonely hill where I sit And maybe, I'll catch a glimpse of it Before the wind blows my ashes away. Solinquair, 1996

End Of Summer
Despite the calendar saying that summer ends on the 20th or 21st of September there is only 2 things that signal the end of summer to me. This year both of those things fall on this weekend. The regular baseball season ends on Sunday and my Reds again didn't make the playoffs. The footballs season doesn't look promising as the Chiefs have started 0-3 and face 3-0 Denver on Sunday. The other even that signals the end of summer is our local James Dean Festival which began Thursday and ends on Sunday. The festival has its pros and cons with pros being the classic cars, the parade, and the parade of lights along with the bands that perform with some great oldies. It also means there are plenty of good looking females there and that's ALWAYS a plus for me. The cons are the traffic (where it takes 15 minutes or longer to travel 2 miles), the crowds and parking (which didn't use to be a factor before mom's breathing got worse and she couldn't walk all of it any longer), and then there's t

Daddy S Poem
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favourite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mummy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the back wall, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her n

Five Weeks Early And Nine Cents Short
After Martha and Sarah picked me up from work last night, we drove to Subway for our, Jeffrey, and Mary's dinner. When the cashier rang up our three subs with drink (we have a buy a six inch/get a six inch free card our niece Breanna sold us for a school fundraiser), our total was $15.34. The cash we carried with us: $15.25. It would have been pathetic to take out our bank card for nine cents; fortunately the cashier had a dime in the change purse in his wallet, for which we're duly thankful! Sarah REALLY loves to wear her pajamas! Last night after I’d gotten Jeffrey ready for bed and we’d finished eating dinner courtesy of Subway, I went up to get a suit of her sleepwear because it’s getting colder and she gave me that wide open mouthed grin and screamed “pajamas”. While we were eating dinner and the kids were sharing our drinks (along with a six-inch oven roasted chicken sandwich), Jeffrey came over to take drink from my Diet Coke. I was sitting on the floor to sit next

Deep Into Surrender
When I'm lost Can't find my way You're the light that leads to harbor When I'm crushed can't find my strength You are all elements of life Giving me skin so warm so tender Giving me a deep sense of belief All I know, all there is A reflection of you A home to this body of conflict Deep into my heart Deep into surrender When I'm blocked Can't find my words You're the lines Making a sentence When I'm hurt Can't find the sense You're the sun That heals all sorrow All I know, all there is A reflection of you A home to this body of conflict Deep into my heart Deep into surrender

Ensaneti And Lilly - The Understanding
Part One: The tavern door blew open, the night rushed in, while the candles and smoking oil lamps blew out. The expected cries of surprise from the patrons of Dragon Court were curiously absent, the silence heavy and deep, thick with magicks and rituals yet to come. A sinuous current of air moved towards the stage, unseen in the darkness, yet felt. Fleetwood managed to strike a spark from a piece of flint and light the candle on the table nearest the stage. A word of command punctured the unnatural stillness. The single candle's flickering light grew into a halo that bathed the stage in amber and shadows. "Illuminae!" The blood red of her eyes fed the candle's feeble flame.Standing on the stage was stark contrast in color and affiliation. White skin of a vampire queen, black hair spilling down a gown as black as the hair, red lips, parted, revealing a glint of a white fang tip, red eyes glowing upon the man standing before her. He too, was a contrast in color. White robes

I Weep.....
I Weep... For all the lonely heart's, that haven't a place... For all the soul's, with their slowing pace..... For all the sorrow, we're made to keep...... I take to my knee's and gently I weep......... For your heart that blacken's, that gently break's.. For the core of your being that's saddened, hardened and ache's... For this time your heart, which has lost it's beat, I slide in my shadow's and for you there, I weep. as written: ~Twist'a Fate~

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Walking Alone......
I know you are here, but I can not see you. I know you are here, but I can not feel you. Why is it I must make this walk alone, I have done all that I can, I have given my all, but still I feel I walk alone. I worry, I care, I sit and wonder. I hurt inside and feel empty and alone, it could all be fixed if you would open up and let me in. Why is it when I have you I feel like I am walking alone?

What Color Day Are You Having?
You Are Having a Brown Day Today you are your normal responsible, serious self. You're getting done what needs to be done. And you're not too worried about how you're feeling. While you're all business, you are still warm and approachable. You are busy, but you're not too busy for a little fun down time. What Color Day Are You Having?

Lustful Longing
Lustful Longing by Trisha Tell me what I'd have to change. Who would I have to be To slip into your arms; for you to make sweet love to me. Must I climb the highest cliff; swim along the ocean floor Crawl over broken glass - would you demand that I do more? Could you take me as I am, with my issues and my flaws Pull me to your chest without a hesitation or a pause? Slide your hungry tongue between my parted lips. Run your anxious fingers along my quivering hips. Wrap me in your passion, expose your every need. Press your steamy lips to mine, every secret freed. Sprinkle your tears across my cheek, confess every desire Moan my name, call me yours, and set my soul on fire. Need me more with every breath that slips into your chest, Please me nightly, miss me daily, never compare me with the rest. Grip my wrists; look in my eyes, and say the words I long to hear Kiss me roughly, and weep my name, forever hold me dear. Do I ask for wishes that could never quite come true?

Proposition 420 - Statement Of Intent
Proposition 420 The U.S. H.E.M.P. Act (United States Homeland Economic Management Provisions Act) Statement of Intent In 1996, the Voters of Arizona approved, with a nearly 2:1 margin, a ‘medical marijuana’ proposition. The Arizona State Legislature directly ignored this clear indication of voter intent. Two years later, with a voter approval roughly the same, this scenario, from the vote to the outright dismissal of it by the State Government, was repeated. In 2002, ‘medical marijuana’ was again on the ballot in Arizona. This time, the ‘objectionable’ material (other substances were also considered in those bills) of the previous two approved measures was eliminated and the onus of distribution of this ‘controlled substance’ was placed on the Arizona Department of Public Safety. For the first time, a ‘medical marijuana’ initiative was defeated in Arizona, this time primarily by a rather unusual argument on the behalf of those involved with Public Safety that they should no

Random Thoughts 101008
They say life is stranger than any fiction and I think maybe there right. There are so many nuances about life it can leave anybody baffled questioning whether or not something's true. I'm not sure that any one man can truly understand it all but maybe were not suppose to, maybe that's god's lesson that we cannot achieve greatness as individuals but rather as a collective. I think we can progress in life if we truly act as one with an open heart to do so. It is our individualism, our greed, and lack of fortitude that keeps this world from moving forward. Everyone has something to prove to themselves, to others, to the world. We have to put down our childish motives and embrace each other with open hearts and love for one another. I quote from Jurassic Park "that humanity has to surpass technology and not the other way around before we can be truly successful". I think as a whole we preach the wrong message all in the hopes of proving something to someone whether it's more money, mo

Hat-whore Salutes!!!
For those friends & family who would like, I'm making custom "Hat-Whore" salutes. You pick the hat from my "Hat-Whore" folder, & send your request either to my yim or in a comment on this blog. NOTE: This offer is valid for Friends & Family ONLY! NOTE2: edited to remove sb from contact method (it was getting full w/other stuff...lol)

F*ck It...i'm Done
I'm sick and tired of trying to make every one around me happy...in all reality, i want some who will treat me like a princess...or a fucking human being... *sigh* i've had one of the shittiest weeks of my life, and the one person i wanted to listen and care, all he wanted to talk about was "naughty" things...and thats fine, but i don't need that on my mind right now... i've been crying and i'm worn down.... some one please... please help me out here...

I Will Love You Forever
I Will Love You Forever I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart.

The Lords Answer
Where is my life going oh Lord ,I'm so scared it will never be the same is it all my fault am I the one to blame? Why do I feel so thrown upon the shores & waves knock me down more & more. I ask why me oh Lord why am I all alone on these shores.The Lord answers: Your life is going as planned ,dont be scared I have a hold of your hand. Though many waves knock you down upon lifes shores I'm allway's there to pick you up eveytime forevermore.Just because you don't see me does not mean I'm not there,you are never alone my child you are all way's in my care.

Leaving Again
I'm taking off again for quite some time. Probably almost a month. I'll be on every once in a while, but don't expect much out of me. A few of you have my number and can get a hold of me like that if you'd like to. I can't wait till I go. We've got my tickets already. I leave on the 25th so I can be there for Halloween. Anyways, have a good one.

Women
just got to love it when a woman tries to act like a woman. but instead they act childish. still women need to grow the fuck up, and try to remember their goin to be some one that can tell when they are trying to play games with their minds. well it happened yet again this time i seen it coming a mile away. and confronted the little girl. as u see i said little girl. when the hell are people goin to wake up. if u goin to say something to some one it should be true n honest. instead of being told to other guys where u can see it. man people need to grow the fuck up i tell you. thats y guys are the way they are. but im standing true to my word im staying the man i am no matter what person comes around and tries to pull their mind games. stay tune i may post more on this person.

What Will Become Of Me....
I follow your lead who knows where this will take me but i follow without question, wanting more an more of what i've being given... i hunger for it as i've become addicted what am i to do. i'm scared out of my mind i don't know what to do i'm thinking constantly i trust you but curse this mind of mine the thoughts that run through it are maddening i worry way too much an over analyze every bit of information... over an over sigh-... what will become of me dammit...

My Best Friend....
...is INSANE. lol we were discussing something i told her about happened earlier, "I love you to death, but I'm not buying you something you can't touch" I fucking LOVE this girl! hahahahahahahaha

Military Rules For Non-military Personnel
Military Rules for Non-Military Personnel "Dear Civilians, "We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: (1) The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ass. (2) When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ass. (3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. (4) (GUYS) If you were never in the military, D

Well.....read The Title!
Ok here goes my first blog. Dont mind my english, cuz i only learned at school. Last night i had a strange encounter here on fubar. I was browsing pictures till i saw this hansome looking guy. Rated him, made comments about his looks and invited him as a friend. He applied immediately. After that he kept telling me to read his blogs, so i would get to know him. So i did. The blogs were full of things he had experienced in life. Bad things. Child abuse, meeting bad people, failed in relationships, u name it. He had seen it all and knew all about life. Still he puts pictures on his profile that are, in my eyes, put there to lure girls. Earlier blogs contain texts such as: im here to look for real love, as soon as i find it im outta fubar and off my computer. Now theres the fact he has a girlfriend in the meantime but is still here! But, that is, he says, only for the real friends, the friends that matter. Well boy, put ur nude and provocative pictures in an album only

How (not) To Get A Date
Some people (me) are born attractive; others (not-me) come from a gene pool contaminated by radioactive waste. Everyone wants to be the object of one's desire, but this is not always easy to achieve, unless you're a taco, money, or Italian. For those of us that aren't tacos, sometimes alcohol can assist with the desire-ing process, but sometimes you may spend $300 buying drinks for some girl and all her friends and then when they're leaving you ask for her phone number and she says "Oh, I don't think my boyfriend wouldn't approve of that". A good way to gauge how do-able you are is by analyzing how you attempt to attract a male suitor/female humanoid. If your only chance of meeting someone is at club Braille, where the drink menu is in raised dots and all the people carry white canes, odds are you have a great personality. Here's a hint - it's a four letter word. And it's not 'Sexy'... Perhaps you hang out at Borders book store, attempting to look sexy while flippin

Me
well what can i say things have been so up and down. seems like eery time i turn around someone wants to get with me in way or another. which i am ok with to a point. i want someone real and who understands what i want. i am not looking to be everyone's booty call either. i am so looking forward to my vacation in december to get away from all of this. my heart is starting to belong to someone. i wish guys would sometimes show a little more respect.

The Big Ego Contest~~practicing For Cactus' 9.5~~
THE BIG EGO CONTEST~~PRACTICING FOR CACTUS' 9.5~~ COME JOIN US! FOR THE NEXT TWO WEEKS!! HOECAKE VS CACTUS VS WILDE ME AND HOECAKE WILL BE A STUFFIN' and CACTUS WILL BE A LICKIN'!!! PLEASE COMMENT ALBUMS IN ALL OUR ALBUMS CALLED ~~THE BIG EGO CONTEST~~PRACTICING FOR CACTUS~~ WE WILL BE TAKING CRAZY PICS Y'ALL!! COME ON DOWN FOR THE PARTY!! IT STARTS TONIGHT @ 10PM TEXAS TIME!!! We Need ALL THE COMMENTS WE CAN!! RATES TOO! BUT CONTESTANT WHO HAS MOST COMMENTS IS THE WINNER!! PLEASE COMMENT ALL PICS!! (Cactus will be posting his SOON!!) AND COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS YA WANNA!! HERE IS CONTESTANT #1: HOECAKE! MY B*TCH! MY COMMADRE! MY THELMA! MY PARDNER IN CRIME! Hoecake@ fubar CONTESTANT #2: MY FUNNY FRIEND WITH A 9.5, FOLKS! CHECK HIM OUT...HE WILL BE LICKIN' WHILE WE'LL BE STUFFIN' OUR MOUTHS!! Cactus@ fubarhttp://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2136566&albumid=1275347&i=270710181 CONTESTANT #3: THAT'D BE ME...WILDE! THE BADDEST B*TCH IN TEXAS

Is It Me????
For several months now I have taken classes on how to b a good mentor, because I had been asigned a 10 year old girl to be mentor for. Yesterday I met the girl and her family for the first time, and one hour ago her mom called, an said that they didn't want to be a part of th mentor-program after all, and gave lots of silly reasons for it... So now I just can't shake the feeling that it's beacuse of me. I guess they just didn't like me or something... But it made me very sad and upset.... :'( Gone to cry myself a riverand wait for better times... :'(

Update
Just wanted to let everyone know that I wont be anourd on fubar to much anymore. Just incase you dont already know i have a dis order which is causing the bones in my spine to slowly break apart. I start therapy on my back and injection for my pain on Thursday. I was told I would be tired a bit more tired then usual. If you guys wanna still chat just send messages on here or email on my yim. well talk to guys whenever im around next. -Playmate Babiet xoxox

100,000 Fubuck Contest
Enter our BODYSHOT contest now just write the words polygam rulez anywhere on your body, in any media, paing, crayon, chocky syrum (mmmmm) and then take a pic and put it in a folder i can rip it from. the winner will be shown in a special folder called polygams hotties and the winner each month (last day of the month) will recieve 100,000 fu-bucks this is an ongoing contest each month so get your entrys in NOW for the end of october!! xoxo Polygam

What The Fuck...seriously.
Why is Fubar such a race? Race to level, a race to points, a race to a prescribed amount of friends/points/rates/significant others/whatever. Who gives a shit? This and how much change will buy you a cup of coffee and a paper in the morning? Why are you in such a hurry for Interweb gratification, or the need to find someone in your life from Fubar? It's a fuckin' website...it's an escape, use it as such. Your bein' Level 25 lowers your taxes and gives you a break on Happy Meals.........how? Who fuckin' cares. Why is everyone so in a hurry to do anything...the whole world seems to think they have to be able to do everything at a moment's notice. 10-15 fuckin' years ago, NO one had a cell phone...they were only for the Wallstreet types, and now every one has one, and they think they need to be connected at all times? Connected to fuckin' what? Those of you with kids seemed to have grown up fairly well without communication, why's the world need to be so connected? Why do you

Never Jaded
The blood that flows through her system, Reminds me of hazy days in the grass, A glass of wine I raise on lonely summer days, Sitting by the cool, calm flowing streams, It feels as though I'm living in a dream. The sun, the wind & the rain,Upon my soul, Could never jade me, let it rain snow or storm, For sometimes life is a bitch, We pray for a witch, Let the candles burn, As we turn, Avenues & paths.... We never knew they existed, Dark turn's to light, Black turns to white, Candles burn from every corner, Projecting dainty silhouettes upon the wall, I fall & pray upon my knees, Today is just another day.

Work Bullshit
I love when certin employee's take half a day or stroll in after 9 and crap and nothing is said to them. I was sick this am and the big joke was I'm pregnant, but it was said to my boss who had no idea. Around 10 this morning I was so sick I couldnt sit at my desk so I emailed her and asked if I could leave early, but that I would leave after my back up takes lunch, I was being considerate. I get an email back saying I would be written up if I left cause it's an unschedules sick day for pregnancy! WTF? My 1st problem with that is that it don't matter why im sick I have the time I should be allowed to leave if I'm spending more time pukin into the toilet then sitting at my desk. The 2nd problem is that everyone lease early without anything being said to them and come in when they please. I'm here every day at 7am or earlier and on the weekends and they can't give me an afternoon???????? What the fuck is wrong with that picture

I Just Can Not
Don't put yourself down Don't be hard on yourself You didn't do wrong Don't blame yourself I know how you feel I've been there myself It's what the devil may fare What do you care? Can you control yourself? I won't stick around To watch you get colder I know I couldn't be told Don't suppose Now I'm a little older The fault was all mines I don't blame you If you blame me I know I was wrong I just cannot contain this And if it's a crime Then can you explain to me Where do I belong? I just cannot contain this Just can not.........

A Stranger Greets T'wins, Pt. 2
The luminescence of the blue mooned night seemed to gather around the Stranger as Red E. T'win gulped, Will N. T'win spat in the dirt, and Abe L. T'win whimpered as his shaking knees hit the cold stone of the well wall. She moved and the light moved with her, glinting off the strands of multiple thin chains wrapped around her waist, on which supple bags, of various size, swung. Abe L. T'win, crouching as he was, noticed her boots were long and notched with odd markings. Red E. T'win, standing, though with his head bowed to force the gulp all the way down his throat, saw that her clothing seemed to be made of scales from the hide of some gigantic rainbow trout - and he stopped to think for a few moments about how a fish could have a hide, or scales that large, and when he next looked up from his mental distraction she was staring at him with the moonlight in her eyes. Will N. T'win had watched her face, looking for a clue. Should he tackle her in the dust while she wasn't expecting it,

Omg Too Funny
Online divorcee jailed after killing virtual hubby By MARI YAMAGUCHI, Associated Press ADVERTISEMENT TOKYO: A 43-year-old Japanese woman whose sudden divorce in a virtual game world made her so angry that she killed her online husband's digital persona has been arrested on suspicion of hacking, police said Thursday. The woman, who is jailed on suspicion of illegally accessing a computer and manipulating electronic data, used his identification and password to log onto popular interactive game "Maple Story" to carry out the virtual murder in mid-May, a police official in northern Sapporo said on condition of anonymity, citing department policy. "I was suddenly divorced, without a word of warning. That made me so angry," the official quoted her as telling investigators and admitting the allegations. The woman had not plotted any revenge in the real world, the official said. She has not yet been formally charged, but if convicted could face a prison term of up to five

Lost Everything
well my life is fuked once again i lost my job and my house im curently living in my van at my parents place thanks to my cousin who would not stop having drugs around my kids so i bugged out got into a fight with her cuz she left white residue on my kids bathroom sink where they could have touched it and od of the shit plus 2 of my kids have disabilities. so once again i choose my kids safety and left her fuked up house so what i gotta live in my van atleast it is safe for us! mcl

Frustrating
AGHGHGH!!!! I'm tired of idiots. My temper has been short-fused lately, and today I swear I'm going to kill someone. I had a couple of interviews, not bad not good...but I was supposed to go into orientation at 2. Turns out orientation is TOMORROW, they told me the wrong day. Monday the 27th is far from Tuesday the 28th. True, they are only a day apart...but they look/sound NOTHING like each other. WTF?! So now I gotta call and reschedule 4 interviews...merely because a job allows idiots to use their phones. That is a big mistake, and I'm more than a little pissed about it. This is the 8th time I've had schedule conflicts in the last 3 weeks due to someone else being a moron. My other job still doesn't have the schedule for me. I was supposed to have gotten it last Friday..turns out it won't be ready till this Friday. We'll have to wait and see. All because they got a "new system" and the moron who is supposed to work it knows nothing of what he/she is doing. Fucking idiots

The Ex Mother-in-law's Request
Had a day in court today, my ex's mother was requesting visitation with my daughter, her unofficial, as far as I am concerned, grandaughter. It seems she has had county officials inspecting her and her home with the understanding that she was in the process of taking us to court. I never knew of this until three days ago when I received a letter, at my parents home believe it or not, informing me of the date of the hearing, which was today. I never had the chance of scheduling my attorney, who was very busy. And because of that I didn't stand a chance to fight it. So, the court awarded her visitation every other weekend. A bit about my ex mom-in-law; she is the epitome of an attention whore. She is manipulative and conniving. She isn't the least bit interested in having Anna for five minutes, much less 4 days out of the month. She only wants to have her own way and she'll do anything to get it. This all saddens me, thinking of my baby girl not being here, and with her.

Kasabian - Club Foot
One...take control of me? Yer messing with the enemy Said its 2..it's another trick Messin with my mind, I wake up Chase down an empty street Blindly snap the broken beats Said it's cut with a dirty trick Its taken all these days to find ya I tell you I want you I tell you I need you friends, take control of me Stalking cross' the gallery All these pills got to operate The colour quits and all invade us There he goes again Take me to the edge again All I got is a dirty trick I'm chasin down the wolves to save ya I tell you I want you I'll tell you I need you I... the blood aint on my face Just wanted you near me I tell you I want you I'll tell you I need you The blood aint on my hands Just wanted you near me I tell you I want you I'll tell you I need you The blood aint on my hands Just wanted you near me

Fucking Spotlight
ok wtf they give the fubar spotlight to a FUCKING STUFFED OWL??? AND WHATS WORSE HE PAID 37 MILL FOR IT NOW I GUESS I DONT HAVE MANY REAL FRIENDS CAUSE IM GETTIN VERY LITTLE HELP HERE......THIS IS SUCH BS.....A FUCKIN OWL....PLEASE TELL ME THAT IM NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT THINKS THIS IS FUCKING STUPID

Angels First Blog!!!
Become An Angel!!!!! This is simple we are tired of selfish people!!! We want to show love to those who rarely get it and level as many as we can. Co-founders Trickyd & Chuckiiboo with the assistance of Lindz})i({ will be doing the most we can I'm sure our team will start out small and we won't try to be huge but, love needs to spread!! Only thing that's asked is you leave the person a golden angel saying they have been touched by an angel!! So here is links of the first people on the list it will grow as time goes on please rate at least the default folder of each and don't forget the angel!!! Pm Tricky or Lindz with the intrest of joining this crew. We are supported by the Broken Hearted Bombers as well so if you love to bomb please let tricky know so you can become a part of the family Thanks Again we look foward to having you as an angel!!! Trickyd @ fubar Chuckiiboo @ fubar ☆})i({☆ @ fubar Tricky's First Angel ♥¶®ëç

Meeting Someone Special!
I had a rare opportunity to meet someone who I feel will be a very special friend in my life. We shared lunch together at one of her favorite restaurants and had a wonderful time. Before I go any further let me tell you there are 4 other special people in my life, my wife and 3 sons. They are my family and they will always come first. I also understand that I need great friends to whom I can depend on and talk to openly. And a friend who when needed can depend on me. A person can search a lifetime and never find that special friend. But today I met a new friend that was in the making, unknown to us for a few years. We discovered that we had a lot in common. Things you would never think of. She was a foster child like me, 4 days separate our birthdays, we’re both Aquarius, and deep down after only a few hours together, somehow I feel we have a very unique and special understanding about life in general. We both have learned that we need to live our lives for ourselves and not let other

Army Staff Sgt. Brian C. Prosser
Army Staff Sgt. Brian C. Prosser 28, of Frazier Park Calif.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 5th Special Forces Group, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in action during a friendly fire bombing, on Dec. 5, 2001 in Afghanistan. Died: December 05, 2001

Politically Correct Seasons Greetings
Please accept with no obligation, implied or implicit our best wishes for an environmentally conscious, socially responsible, low stress, non-addictive, gender neutral, celebration of the winter solstice holiday, practiced within the most enjoyable traditions of the religious persuasion of your choice, or secular practices of your choice, with respect for the religious/secular persuasions and/or traditions of others, or their choice not to practice religious or secular traditions at all ... and a fiscally successful, personally fulfilling, and medically uncomplicated recognition of the onset of the generally accepted calendar year _______, but not without due respect for the calendars of choice of other cultures whose contributions to society have helped make America great, (not to imply that America is necessarily greater than any other country or is the only "AMERICA" in the western hemisphere), and without regard to the race, creed, color, age, physical a

I've Kissed Someone...
i've kissed someone: [x] on the cheek. [x] on the lips. [x] on their hands or fingers. [x] in my room. [x] in their room. [x] of the opposite sex. [ ] of the same sex [ ] a little younger than me. [x] a little older than me. [x] with black hair. [ ] with curly hair. [ ] blonde hair [ ] brown hair [ ] blonde hair and blue eyes. [ ] with red hair [ ] with straight hair. [ ] shorter than me. [ with a lip ring. [x] who i truly love/loved. [x] who was drunk. [ ] who was high. [x] in the morning. [x] right after waking up [x] just before bed. [x] late at night. [ ] who I had just met. [ ] who I really didn't want to kiss. [ ] while i was going out with some else. [x] on a bed. [ ] in a graveyard. [ ] at school. [x] against a wall. [ ] at a show. [ ] at the beach. [x] in a pool. [x] who was/is a good friend. [x] in the rain. [ ] with an std. [x] in the shower/tub [x] in a car/taxi/bus. [ ] on a plane. [x] in the movies. [x] in a bathroom. [x] i

Argh So Much To Do
I just met this guy a lil bit ago and i love him to death and we both wanna see each other..... but i am stressing out because there is just so much to do get contacts because glasses make me look like im 12 and hideous i have to lose weight :( because i want to be able to be sexy for him and just in case buy sexy panties and bras :P because all mine are old and look terrible and idk there are others but i am not going to sit here for an hour listing them argh stressed *pulls hair out*

My Right My Choice My Vote
Ok Im starting to get the hang of this and i figure blogs are supposed to be about ranting and getting thoughts out of my head and kinda sorting out feelings here goes 1 I worked my azz off my entire life through teasing from others and torments to have a clean record I did day care with my mom for 12 yrs and by law I kept my background SPOTLESS 2 I raised my son to vote and his vote is his alone and no matter what he has the right to vote for whomever he wants Well we voted my son and my hubby and me and without saying names our choice won last night. Instead of feeling free to be happy about it I for the last 6 months been daily tormented by my family like (parents and brother) like they were trying to tell me WHO to vote for I thought who I voted for is my choice my right! I know this seems pretty hilarious but this might cause me to be ostracized and separated from my family right now i feel pretty disillusioned by the way my family is its not gonna take much to make me cry to

Ahhhhh, The Times We Had....
Ahhhhh, the times we had... Its been a wonderful 8 years, George, but the time has come for us to part ways. I'm sorry its come to this, but...well, these things happen. I want to wish you luck in your search for a new career. I hear there's an opening in Congress, but perhaps something in the environmental services field would be more to your liking. (I know you have a hard time with those big words, so Environmental services would be like a janitor.) Come to think of it, cleaning up messes wasn't one of your strong suits; was it? Well, I'm sure you'll find something. Your father can probably get you the number for the unemployment office, if you think you'll need it. If you wouldn't mind, could you make sure the White House is in the same condition it was, before you moved in? I know you probably didn't put down a security deposit, but, really, its just common courtesy. (This includes cleaning up any droppings your dog ~our yourself~ may have left in the yard.) Also, you might h

What Are Your Reasons For Wanting A Threesome?
I'm in my curious mode at the moment and since I have some of your attention at the moment...I thought I should pose this question to everyone... Why do men want threesomes and why do women want threesomes? I have seen my girlfriends tell their boyfriends...lets have a threesome but the man is not allowed to touch the other woman...What the Hades?! Then why is it called a threesome? Shouldn't it be like a two-somes or a two and a 1/4...since the guy does get to watch? Anyway, I had an almost threesome...very frustrating. I want a FMF...I want to watch a woman seduce my guy and drive him insane...anything she does to him...I'm going to learn and understand...I'll do it even better! I'm highly competitive and I do not want to be 2nd to anyone...hey...that's just me! Now, please tell me what are your reasons?

I Tried To Tell You
I tried to tell you I love you but the words were hard to find. I'm always thinking about you you're the only one on my mind. Oh why do I act so shy forever hiding my face I should learn to laugh and not to cry put yourself in my place. There were times I tried to kiss you but something told me no. You wanted me to hold you but I kept letting you go. I'm afraid that I am not the guy you've searched for all these years. I will kindly leave now don't you cry try to hold back your tears. It's been so long I haven't seen you for quite awhile When I think of how we me met it only brings back your smile. I remember when I held you then and told you we'd never part I loved you then I love you now and I'll hold you in my heart.

You Give A Me Reason
You give me reason, to face the cold dark days, You are the person, that showed me a better way, so many miles lay between us, but you are with me always, when I am alone and empty, I always think of you, and how much I love and need you, You are the one I live for, someday we'll find a way, to change this life and be as one. You will no longer be to far away..

Put Your Lovin' On Me"
Put Your Lovin' On Me" There's nothing here to catch me now I'm gonna fall anyway It's just that kinda day You might not know me good but you know me good enough To make me okay, okay Just close your eyes and put your lovin' on me Put your lovin' on me Take this weight off me There's a chance that you might see something rolling off my cheek But don't stop it's not you Make me forget, be my drug get me high on your touch For the night alright Take this weight off me And put your lovin' on me

News On Me
Ok Will I'm taking time off of Fubar. To me it's getting old so if any of you have an Xbox my gamertag is CrudeDj Razor hit me up sometime. That and I will be on there for sometime till I end up coming back I have Halo 1 Halo 2 Halo 3 and a few other games so. I hope to talk to you all later or when I come back on here. I love you all and have fun!

Things That Make Me Shiver (adult Content Read At Own Risk)
Things that make me shiver (Adult Content Read at Own Risk) Current mood: horny Category: Romance and Relationships And in a good way.... 1. Pulling my hair. Like I posted before I am in the majority I love having my hair pulled. Especially if you come up behind me and pull me close to you and wrap a hand in my hair and pull my head back so you can bite and nibble on my neck while letting your other hand wander... thats hot...HOT i tell you... 2. THAT look. You know the look, you can be in a room full of people and have your SO give you THAT look. The one that is nothing but a promise of bedrooms, candles, sex and sheets....yeah that look....LOVE it 3. Making out. Ok ok not the kinkiest thing on the planet but god I love it. Especially when you mix it with wandering hands and disappearing clothes. Making out is the bomb. 4. Doggy style....always has been always will be my favorite position...the only other time a guy can thrust deep enough that I ride that thin

Giving Thanks
First I would like to say that we shouldnt just limit thanks to this one day but be thankful everyday for everything. I am thankful that I have a job to go to everyday. It might get a little monotonous but it pays the bills. Im thankful for the roof over my and the car that I drive. Im thankful that my kids are healthy and I know they love me unconditionally. Im thankful that my mom is still alive and that I am able to call her anytime. Thankful we have air to breathe and water to drink. Im thankful for friends and family and I dont tell them that enough. Just remember, be thankful for what you have and stop trying to compete with everyone around you. Someone will keep trying to be one up on everyone around them. The little things in life are usually the best, anyway. Much love to all.

What Color Day Are You Having?
You Are Having an Orange Day Right now, how your day is going can change on a dime. It's been both frustrating and fun so far. You're used to making the best of days, and today is no different. You are seeking out comfort and security wherever you can find it today. Your little “pick me up” could be anything... a phone call to a friend or your favorite dessert. What Color Day Are You Having?

I Cant
I cant change what happened yesterday what I was before you entered my life what I did before I met you but the day I met you I knew that you were all I wanted all I would ever want all I could ever hope for to feel complete with you Im not asking you for anything more than to not look at my past without weighing it against what I have been to you since we met Unwaivering uncondionaly unselfishly yours and if you close the doors on me i will still love you in silence I just want you happy I want you safe I want you loved You deserve that I just wish my past had not clouded yoru view of me for if it was up to me I would haved loved to make you happy everyday for the rest of my life Im sorry for my past but I cant change it I cant change who talked to me and who I talked to like the song says they where just road signs along the way a broken road I had to travel to find you

Please Contact Me We Need To Find Him
Missing Person post date: 2008-11-16 10:49:42 views: 6 comments: 1 ratings: 0 Clayton (Clay) Bruster His Fubar! http://www.fubar.com/user/515183 His Myyearbook! http://www.myyearbook.com/claytonbruster His Myspace! http://www.myspace.com/claybruster Other Sites! http://photrade.com/clay a href='http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=515183&i=1175567262&albumid=0' target=_blank> http://www.absolutearts.com/portfolios/c/claybruster/ Clayton was last heard from his online friends in LA County.. due tio the fires.. many of us are concerned.. he's been living in the Tajunga area.. an area hit by fire storms.. if you have heard from him.. let Sweet Southern Angel or One Hott Momma know.. please. his info. thanks

15 Month Rotation
Well it's been a adventure on this last rotation to Iraq for me. It was 14 1/2 months of hell. I was on over 150 missions and went to 14 different bases in Iraq. I was lucky not to lose any friends. Now I should be home for a year for least 12 months, but who knows. I'm glad to be home and look forward to getting back with my family and reconnect which is a big prioity in our lives. After the new year Poki and me talked about getting back into occasionally swinging every once in a while to add that spice. The biggest things on my list to do in the near future is to get back to school, see about either microsoft cetifications or business management. I do plan on starting my Digital Photography business out of my home. Hope to get Goddess Poki yahoo group with new photos and vids. My military plans got me going to Warrioir Leaders Course and hopefully go to my E-6 board. I hope to get everything going and succesful I plan to do alot more on fubar so keep watch. Later sn

Hall Tag
WELCOME TO FUBAR NEED POINTS TO LEVEL COME PARTY AT THE ORIGINAL LOUNGE FOR FIREFIGTER WE ARE LIKE NO OTHER LOUNGE ON FUBAR FIRE FIGHTERS HALL HAS THE BEST FIRE FIGHTERS WE NOW HAVE SHOCKWAVE RADIO THE PEOPLE STATION

Crazy Love....
A video made for me few months ago by my baby! THIS IS HOW MY BABY SEES ME: I can hear her heart beat for a thousand miles And the heavens open every time she smiles And when I come to her, that's where I belong I guess I'm running to her like a river's song She gives me love, love, love, crazy love She gives me love, crazy love She's got a fine sense of humour, when I'm feeling down And when I come to her when the sun goes down She takes away my trouble, takes away my grief Takes away my heartache in the night like a thief She gives me love, love, love crazy love She gives me love, crazy love I guess I need her in the daytime I guess I need her in the night Just want to throw my arms around her And kiss her, kiss her tight She gives me love, crazy love She gives me love, crazy, crazy love A crazy love

You Tell Me
I am god for you the anti-Christ I am all or nothing I am all that you want to be I am all that you see I am anything you can expect to be, I am your soul resurrected. Contemplating all that you want to be You should have seen the light from me. You will never escape me. Death inside is where I will hide You will never survive. I am a violent storm a violent word that will be heard, I am deep beneath you body, I'll rip your insides, your little child cannot hide, in your words I will hide.

A Call For Civil War In Kosovo
A Call For Civil War in Kosovo Battles were fought long ago On agreed upon battle sites. Though not always the case, Though many a city burned, The preferred means of battle Was a chosen battlefield. At Manassas, for example, The crowds came out to see the carnage And Marathon was miles from Athens. Street to street, house to house, In many a bloody instance; But preferred the open field Where the Generals could see the distance. In Kosovo, civil war stirs; An inevitable event is coming. True too the fact the weapons have changed From lance to guided missile. Now global fears of World War years Temper a new perspective. Why allow such dread destruction As was seen in Dresden or London? Did Tokyo city burn in vain? Why another city destroyed By button pushers from afar? Why another ethnic group Forced to wear a star? Evacuate the populace! Let’s make a battlefield! For NATO has the upper hand And the Serbs will use a shield. They’ll hide within

Relief
Realization I have found peace...It dawned on me this morning that I no longer have to fight my exhub1...the death of him and his lover this past year has ultimately set me free...For years I had issues with them and it made for an extremely nasty relationship...One that degraded to the point of little to no communication...but an on-going fight, never-the-less... And this morning it dawned on me the war is over...whew..no more feeling guilty for the ways they were driving me to be cruel to them...no more worrying that my kids would have to deal with exactly what they ended up dealing with -- the long-term affects of their father's alcoholism...No more of the never ending BULLSHIT that came along with having to share my kids with someone I felt never made the effort to appreciate them... I cannot tell you all how freeing this is...It was like I was Atlas and the globe finally rolled off my shoulders or stayed at the top of the mountain...whichever...Eitherway the weight has lif

Eros Aimed True
Eros Aimed True Eros aimed true And pierced me through With an arrow aimed in my heart You came into sight What I felt was right Now from you I dread to be apart So don’t ever leave Else my heart will grieve The loss of your beauty and radiant shine There’s one thing though Which I want you to know; I wish you to forever be mine

Twas The Night Before Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

Hacker Alert!!!!! Plz Read!!!!!
HACKER WARNING THIS GUY IS TRYING TO SEND VIRUS BY SENDING U FILES THROUGH YAHOO THAT TRY TO GET ALL YOUR INFO TO HACK YOUR FUBAR ACCT THIS IS ONE OF THE PEOPLE THAT BEEN GOING AROUND DELETING FUBAR ACCTS SO IF U KNOW HIM PLEASE CHANGE YOUR PASSWORD ON FUBAR SO U DONT WAKE UP WITH A DELETED ACCT ABK@ fubar WELL THIS GUY USED TO WORK FOR ME, I GAVE HIM MODS, HE WENT ON A POWER TRIP STARTED BANNING PEOPLE FOR NO REASON AND I TOOK HIS MODS , NOW HE GOING AROUND TRYING TO GIVE PEOPLE VIRUSES THROUGH YAHOO SO IF U SEE HIM ID DELETE HIM FROM YOUR FRIENDS AND GOD FORBID DONT LET HIM WORK IN YOUR LOUNGE AND BY NO MEANS DONT GIVE HIM MODS AND DONT GIVE HIM YOUR YAHOO ABK@ fubar ABK@ fubar

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom. I didn't know the feeling of having my hear

Manly Behavior
What does it mean to be a MAN? I don't think anyone in my generation REALLY knows. Seeing as how we have had our manhood stripped from us by our mothers at a VERY early age. Our mothers sisters wives girlfriends have ALL stripped small parts of our manhood away. It starts when you're young and your mom delegates when and where you are allowed to apply your man attitudes and actions. She tells you at 14 that you cant watch porn because ? WHY Obviously if you're 14 and you have porn you have a basic idea what the fuck its there for. Then again at 15 and 16 when you get into fights at school. "Be the bigger man and walk away" .......... Coming from a woman I don't think it's proper for you to tell me that NOT defending myself or sticking up for myself is MANLY. As Tyler pointed out we are a generation of men raised by women. 17 -18 SEX.... yea that ones pretty much explains itself. No sex in my house. (case closed) Once we start having sex dating getting interested in more

Two Wolves
One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed".

Me
iam surrounded by nothing more then darkness in my own mind the more i try to change my self for my self iam even more lost then i was before i started its like my eye are shut my tongue is riped out so i can speak on how i feel all i can do is hear and feel its like a big dark pit where i can find the exit at i cant climb out of the pit cant call for help and it gets worse everyday i push alot of people away even online alot i dont no how to act any more when iam nice its like iam lying to my self but when iam a asshole it feels like i cant be good enough there suppose to be a happy medium like with the whole good in evil yen and yung iam so confused with everything and about my self specially now since iam moveing out on the first to move in with a few other people into a house at first its a great thing i only have to pay 300 something for rent but at the same time i cant help but thank of the negativity i dont plan on paying my rent where i live if they take me to court

T-day
Oh, the irony of nutrition. Why is it that I eat total crap on a daily basis, and feel fine? But once I eat a healthy, great, real life dinner... rewind... Soo my t-day was spent with hubby and mom and her friends at a dinner party, which lasted til 8pm. rewind...I went to sleep at 9am, and slept til 12pm. So I could get ready to go to the dinner. forward... the food was great, and so was the company, sans two half a year old babies that I wanted to use as golf balls. And mom's friend's 19 yo whorish brainless daughter, that got knocked up and mothered one of those annoying creatures. I came home at around 9pm, and started feeling tiiiiired. Maybe 3 hrs of sleep and a meal that consisted of a salmon sammich and candy had something to do with it... When I woke up at 10 21 pm, I realized that I was feeling like shit that was left floating in a toilet the whole day after the rest was flushed. Migraine, tired, etc..yay! I got my ass over to work, and s

What Style Of Womens Jeans Are You?
You Are Boot Cut Jeans You're fashionable and sexy - in an understated way. You're more about looking good than following the latest look of the week. What Style of Womens Jeans Are You?

Holier Than Thou
Someone asked me this 2 days ago: "so do you think you are better than everyone else?" The answer is..no. But I am better than some. I admit my superiority over a lot of people, and when I feel that they are inferior, I don't step down to their level to associate with them. Am I being a douchebag? Probably. But it sure spares me wasting time on interacting with people that I find completely undesirable and not worthy. I do consider myself a pretty balanced person: while I know that there are people that are below me intellectually and otherwise, I realize that there are people that I am unworthy of. People with much higher morals, standards, and brain power. This makes me keep my head below the clouds and realize my flaws that much better. This way I am either a stuck up, know it all cunt, or a very friendly interactive person. It all depends of which level you are looking at me from.

Meet My Hubby ... Phil
Meet...PhilHe is my flower power, hippie refugee and I finally got him to do something with his FUBAR profile and I would like you all to go show him some FUBAR love.Rate, Fan, Add him and buy him drinks! Phil Bully brought to you with much love byAYASHARepost for me please!

True Love
I look at him, Laying in his bed, Sleeping. Contentment fills my heart as I see him serenity, He looks so peaceful. Slowly, I motion toward him, With every step needing him more and more. I crawl in behind him And softly I put my hand at his side. Gently, I kiss his cheek, Then rub my lips down along the side of his neck, Back and fourth, Back and fourth. I put my arms around him as he turns into me. I look at him, Still so calm, So tranquil. I kiss his forehead softly, Then his cheek. Finally I awaken him, Kissing his tender lips. I raise my hand and caress his face, Beginning at his forehead and ending at his chin. Once again I kiss him, Wrapping my arms around him, Lifting him with me as I slowly sit up. Rubbing my cheek against his, Kissing his neck. As I lift my head back I look into his eyes, The love I feel inside is reflected back at me. Gently, I embrace him, Holding him close to my heart. Softly, I bring him head to mine, Faintly whisper

Intimate(tel Me).....
Makeup sex or unanticipated sex? :sex in the lavatory of a plane or in a confession booth of a century old cathedral? :in your office on your desk or on a porch swing? :make love fully naked or pull your panties to the side? :kiss with a piece of ice in the mouth or kiss soon after sipping hot tea? : On a soft rug in front of a fireplace or On a secluded island beach? : In the woods after it rains or In a public restroom? : On a train in the middle of the night or In bed with rose petals all over? : In a field full of wildflowers or On a rooftop? : By a waterfall with the water misting all around you or In the car going through an automated car wash? : on a rocking chair or In an elevator? : In a room filled with lit candles or in a canoe on a river? : In your house during a thunderstorm, with a window open and rain misting in or in a hammock? : On a Ferris wheel when you're stuck at the top or On a pier at the beach with the waves crashing under you? :in the pool on a f

What Movie Is Your Christmas Most Like?
Your Christmas is Most Like: A Charlie Brown Christmas Each year, you really get into the spirit of Christmas. Which is much more important to you than nifty presents. What Movie Is Your Christmas Most Like?

Positive Thoughts
Competition is a form of separation. first, when you have thoughts of competition,it is coming from a lack mentality, as you are saying there is a limited supply. You are saying there is not enough for everybody, so we have to compete and fight to get things. By the law of attraction, as you compete you will attract man6y people, circumstances, and events to compete against You in every single aspect of your life. For your own well-being, you have to get competition out of your mind and become a creative mind. focus only on your dreams, your visions, and being the best that You can be! Any time you look at yourself with critical eyes, switch your focus immediately to the presence within, and its perfection will reveal itself to You. As you do this, all imperfections that have manifested in your life will dissolve, because imperfections cannot exist in the light of the presence. whether you want to regain perfect eyesight, dissolve disease and restore well-being, turn poverty

Rating
IF YOU CATCH ME HITTIN A 9 ON ANY PICS OR PAGE RATE LET ME KNOW..ILL RE RATE YOU A 10 ONCE I GET BACK TO YOU... Reasoning is now they have that mystery cherry the (?) next to the 10 which messes me up sometimes so i end up hittinj it not the 10 so i opoligize for those who i have done that too but u know me if i see it ill rertate ya! Highly

10 Smellz & 10 Soundz
I WAZ THINKIN ABOUT THIZ THE OTHER DAY & I WONDER WHAT EVERYONEZ 10 FAVORITE SMELLZ & 10 FAVORITE SOUNDZ ARE.....SO 2 START IT OFF ILL GO FIRST SMELLZ 1 BBQ ON THE GRILL COOKIN 2 SHOWER GEL 3 WOMAN'Z FRESHLY WASHED HAIR 4 SCENT OF A WOMAN 5 PUSSY 6 WEED 7 SUMMER TIME SUN 8 LASANGA AFTER ITZ COOKED 9 MAC & CHESSE 10 GRAPE SWISHER SOUNDZ 1 MOANIN 2 GROANIN 3 SLURPIN 4 SUCCIN 5 POUNDIN 6 GUN SHOTZ 7 FIRE BURNING IN A FIREPLACE 8 FOOTBALL HITZ 9 NOTHING BUT NET 10 MUSIC LETZ HOPE I CAN GET SOME PARTICIPATION.CAN THIZ HANDSOME MAN AT LEAST GET 20 COMMENTZ FROM YALL. IM NOT ASKIN 2 MUCH I DONT THINK,JUST CURIOUZ ABOUT YOU,LIKE YOU ARE ABOUT ME. SO DONT BE SCARED LIKE YA BEEN BEFORE................COMMENTZ NOW

Hate/fear
I'm a bone top, Deaths Head on a mop stick Born and bled suffer genius Whats my name... Dirty in the gutter Super ego bitch I've been evil awhile Cut me down like grass Show me the truth behind you windows Take my soul, use it now Do you think I could ever drink It's so hard to swallow Turn my heartlight off I can't see, I've forgotten Lets go out to the cliff Jump with me into the freefall Share the crown of thorns... Bloodpig angry Sorry I'm failing Evolving, now you're walking away My mistake was trusting you Cannibalize my insides I can't give you anything You can't hurt me anymore I use my fear to empower my hate...

Recetly
RRD has often employed a method of invitation that we refer to as "fu-napping." A humors way to tell people about the lounge through demonstration. What its basically entails is receiving a shoutbox message that says the following. You have just been fu-napped. Click the link to reclaim your fu-self fubar.com... That link taking you to the red dragon. We find this to be in good fun, and most people that have been invited to the lounge this way have been highly amused. There is of course but one exception and that exception is the topic of this blog. Recently, a person who will remain nameless, was fu-napped. She failed to understand the humor in the invite and apparently really thought she lost something. I really dont mean to sound mean here but... HOW STUPID CAN YOU BE? Yes we fu-napped you you must reclaim your fu-self. Because we all know that your fu-anything refers to nothing material and is used only in refrence to fubar and its various components. Does being fu-engua

1st Blog!!!
Well this is my 1st blog in the futasic world of FUBAR!! So lets see how is my day going, its going alright, I got an offer too dj for a lounge and get paid for I was like WOOT WOOT! That and shes a good friend of mine and likes how I dj even said I had a good speaking voice I will admit I blushed a little, but Ali YOUR great! OH OH OH NEWS!!!! Those of you that know DJ Ace that my Bro, yea I finally let him drive and he did not scare the shit out of me! so guess who else will be driving around now lol Love ya BRO! Qoute of the day I suppose...yay I randomly think of these! "Your past does not make your future, only the present which is in YOUR control to change your FUTURE!" *all spelling and grammer issue should be ignored and not mentioned as I do not really care so niether should YOU!*

Rip Willow
My poor lil hamster died today and im really upset about it.. I know some of you may not understand why this is something to be so upset over..but i loved him..and it hurts me deeply that he has passed on... Rest in Peace my dear Willow ♥ ~Kitty

Looking For Help
I am looking for help to level up in which ever way i can i was just informed that my page was all private but for some reason all my security settings are open to everyone so if there is something wrong that not everyone can read or see let me know and i will see where the problem is

Cajun Christmas..
Twas the night before Christmas an' all t'ru de house, Dey don't a ting pass Not even a mouse. De chirren been nezzle good snug on de flo', An' Mama pass de pepper t'ru de crack on de do'. De Mama in de fireplace done roas' up de ham, Sit up de gumbo an' make de bake yam. Den out on de by-you dey got such a clatter, Make soun' like old Boudreau done fall off his ladder. I run like a rabbit to got to de do', Trip over de dorg an' fall on de flo'. As I look out de do'in de light o' de moon, I t'ink, "Mahn, you crazy or got ol' too soon." Cux dere on de by-you w'en I stretch ma'neck stiff, Dere's eight alligator a pullin' de skiff. An' a little fat drover wit' a long pole-ing stick, I know r'at away got to be ole St.Nick. Mo' fas'er an' fas'er de' gator dey came He whistle an' holler an' call dem by name: "Ha, Gaston! Ha, Tiboy! Ha, Pierre an' Alcee'! Gee, Ninette! Gee, Suzette! Celeste an'Renee'! To de top o' de porch to de top o' de wall, Make crawl, allig

Thinking About My Books
Okay, so to start pulling my resources for my books I have to go through all my blogs [some are older then others] and pick my favorites. I think from there I can see what direction to take in the series. Originally I want to start with terms and acronyms from within the BDSM world, but that sounds so boring to actually have to do... Now I am thinking about writing about Internet Hunting for "Insert terms such as Straight Male Submissive/Bi female switch/blahblah". I could cover what would motivate someone to look for getting their need met through the services online. I could discuss the pros and cons of the choice. A chapter could be devoted to writing a profile and a templet could be set for it. I would of course start with the male submissive... Also, since everyone seems to feel good about devulging their secrets to me for my advice and/or approval I am thinking of doing a collection on the best advice I have given people in the past. This section could be in the back of the

Poem: Without You
The sun cannot rise without your smile I await in darkness to fell the sun on me once again The coldness grows deeper without your love its deadly fingers scratching at my soul The lonely rains of sorrow fall without your trust flooding my world with fear The roar of the malicious can only be silenced by your voice as i do deafly mad waiting to hear an angel's song without you my world is dark and Grey with a deadly sorrow only your love can change ................................................. this poem is for someone very dear and special to me

Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Marshall Fucking Beck
Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Marshall Fucking Beck Marshall Fucking Beck is out of Scottsdale, Arizona. They are influenced by all types of Metal and Hard Rock. A few of their songs are "A Friendly Favor Return" and " Anthem of The Black Hearted". The band has record labels with Synister Empire Records and Turkey Vulture Records. They have appeared with and or recorded with former members of Vehemence, Dying Fetus, Abigail Williams, Motorgrater, Society 1, and The Alien Blakk. They have appeared on numberous albums such as Rebirth, Descen and Reign of Vengeance. So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Marshall Fucking Beck!!!!!

Thickets
Thickets Into the thicket I run, this hiding place of pain. It is no fun. It is all in vain. Inside are the struggles, outside I'm naked. The thorns hide the pain, this mask is in vain. Rather than accept, the world around me, I choose to accept myself. Am I alone in this choice? Out of the thicket I come, it is cold and frightening, there is no one to be found, but thickets...moving around.

A Soldier's Night Before Christmas
A Soldier's Night Before Christmas 'TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER A ND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWE

Movie Quotes
My favorite quote... Exactly how I've felt for many moons, and even amidst the torture I continue to feel the same! "When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then it subsides, and when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part, because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the desire to mate every second of the day, to not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every part of your body. No, don't blush. I'm telling you some truths. That is just being in love, which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away. It doesn't sound very exciting, does it? But it is. Do you think that you could begin to imagine that that is how you will come to feel...?" -from Captain Corelli's Mandolin Another of my

Love Unseen
Love Unseen by ME Two hearts passing in the night Looking for the one they want Their love is like sounds from a dove Opened to allow love in their hearts Sharing their most deepest thoughts Knowing it's a wonderful gift from above Unsure if time will allow them to meet But so secure in their hearts of devotion Their knowledge of which was so keen For their destiny was always on their side Falling in love from their words in the night Wrapped together is each others love unseen

Sayonara
I no longer visit Fubar - maybe I grew beyond what this site offered and no longer need to be here. So I'm outta here. I will still be publishing my blogs at: http://lingstar1.blogspot.com Alpha Mike Foxtrot!

Gone For A While,being Nice Doesnt Pay
Gonna jet,tired of pretty much being ignored on here by virtually everyone save a few people that were kind enough to rate me. It seems the trend of ignoring me is cool and you know what? Thas coo.....everyone can sit in front of their pc and ignore me...as for me....ME? I'm going out to hang with real people,people who actually want to be around me and talk to me. So with that said I'm taking a hiatus from this place,it appears nothing has changed....people begging for this that and the other...wanting YOU to take the time to rate their pages,buy them drink after drink and hardly anyone reciprocates ANYTHING!!! So much for being the nice guy and before I turn into the not nice guy and start offending and hurting peoples feelings I'm gonna jet. You know why,because really....lol....you people aren't really worth it....I mean in the grand scheme of things for the vast MAJORITY of you save the few that I know personally.....who are you to me? And not just that but WHO....ARE YOU?!?! You'

Photographer Looking For Work
Hey Fu-Nation I'm an up and coming photographer looking to start my own studio soon. So I'm looking for small jobs to save up for my studio. I will do any shoot you want except weddings. This includes senior pics, receptions, parties, prego shoots, baby shoots, or even shots for fubar. Get ahold of me to discuss rates. I'm would call my rates cheap but worth what you get. -Josh

Un-named 2
No matter what I do It just isn't right, I tell her I love her We end up in a fight I let it all out My feelings I let show, I hope for the best I'll take it slow Just like a clown I paint on a smile, The pain is real It goes for miles I try to hide it She sees it anyway, My emotions show What can I say I love her dearly She's in my heart, I want to be with her Hope we never part

Thank You
JUST WANTED TO SAY A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL MY ONLINE FRIENDS,,YOU GUYS AND HAVE MY 40TH BIRTHDAY AWESOME,,,ALL THE WISHES,CARDS,CAKES,,AND GIFTS,,,MEAN MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW..THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING MY FRIENDS,,,HUGSSS AND MUCH LOVE CHRISTY

Merry Christmas
I've been neglecting Fubar recently! I'll admit it! But I've been so freakin busy w/work plus being sick and everything else that distracts me, I've just kind of put this on the back-burner. With that being said, next week won't be any better. I have so much work to get done Monday and Tuesday b/c we are closed the rest of the week. Then I'll be going to see my family for Chirstmas and won't be back home till Sunday. To be honest, I'll be glad when everything gets back to normal. (whatever that is) So to everyone that reads this....HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! To my friends, I love you all and hope the new year brings you joy and happiness!!!!! MUAH!!!!!

Auto 11 Auction!
Bling AUTO 11 Auction! Proceeds to help me get Spotlight! Be creative! I am saving fubucks to do spotlight soon, but I do love creative minds! Please bid in comments on the Auto11 in my Default pics, Bling will be given on Happy Hour Only, May the Power be used for good...xoxoHeart Inspector~ Bid On Auto 11 in default folder in comments...ty~ Auction will run 24 hours. Over 9pm FuTime Saturday December 27th. no drama, no whining, let's have fun!!!

Within
I can feel the subliminal need To be one with the voice And make everything all right But its not right Scattered amongst those within Time It is Time To live with what i am Become what i should be Let the ashes fall From the fire within Stoke the flames Shed the light On what i have become Never meant to be Look into the mirror Gaze upon myself Can the eyes all around See inside Can they tell me Of the hate inside Why do they continue to feed it I dont want to Hate Stop making me Somthing rips from within Everytime i feel it To speak of it Nothing Is left But the pain Tearing When i try to make it right I laugh When i should have cried All around Is not fine One last plea Before I die

As All Things Come To An End
Perhaps it is my unique cynical sense of humor. Or Perhaps it is my willingness to always be there for people, to always offer a helping hand. One of the coolest opportunities I've had handed to me was a chance to DJ at RRD. Which right in line with everything, The only reason I ended up on air was because Maha needed to reboot her comp, and no one was there to take air. As per the norm for me, I set up and took air in place of any DJ. Over the next few months I would unfortunately be controlled by work, school, and other responsibilities I have, still sometimes I would stay up just a little later then I should just so I could grab a set. Well ever since Boon took to the asst. DJ Mgr position, things have been.. nothing short of hostile. And Ie really been getting the brunt of it. SO many times things brought to my attention that I made every attempt to squash to preserve peace. Maybe If i was around a little more that things would have been more manageable. Which in turn basi

Gramps
I have done a lot of stupid shit in my life, and I don't have regrets about those things. Its in the past, over, so why bother? There's one thing I do have regrets over however: never telling my grandpa how much I loved him. On the contrary, all my life I was a total cunt to him, not realizing that he was the only person that actually gave a shit. I hated when he tried to make me do my homework, when he tried to tag along and "spy" on my friend and I when we went figure skating by his house. When he tried to take me go to the doctor every time I would sneeze or cough. When he tried to get me to do anything that would be beneficial for my life. And me, being a punk ass moron, completely ignoring it. I came back from a summer camp when my family picked me up from the gates. They told me they had to tell me something; that my grandpa has passed away. I had some pretty bad emotional issues at a time, and had absolutely no idea how to react. I smiled because I was scared of cr

Boys N Ish
Ok so I'm sitting here trying to figure things out but I just can't make sense of this tangled web of my so called life. I was with a guy for 9 months (I know it was only 9 months and taking a lifespan into consideration its nothing, but it still meant a lot to me). We had our good times and our bad. I guess in the end it turned out to be more bad than good, because now we don't even talk. At the moment I am happy and relieved it has come to an end because I just can't handle the drama and bullshit anymore. That and I have found someone who I think is very worth while and am excited to see what the future brings with him, but at the same time am very scared. I guess I don't understand why I can't even talk to my ex. I told him more than I have ever told anyone before... I could use the comfort of hearing someone who knows almost everything about me telling me that I'm going to be okay... How can one give up their heart right after someone just crushed it? I swore that I would ta

The Right Stone
The Right Stone Oh for all the treasures found I searched for a precious stone Not rare diamonds often sought Or fanciful gems well known With unkept hair and dirty nails And filth upon each knee I crawled the earth to find the rock A mission laid out for me in-printed in hand, after many a day There rested the wrongful find Mis shapened piece held in hope When I had become blind I took the stone I found so dear And walk up to the bank Cast it swiftly upon the lake And watched it as it sank The glassy water eerily still never a ripple was cast As the stone found a place In the bottomless depths at last Never a whistling sound did it make While traveling through the air Never the sparkling dance I'd hoped When it hit the waters there Oh mistakened, saddened me I'd chosen a wrongful keep There was no joy to be found In the game this stone did reap With disappointment my head dropped Hands fell to my side Silence

Do You Spread Holiday Cheer?
You Spread Some Holiday Cheer You do your best to give time, money, and joy during the holidays. You don't always spread cheer to everyone, but you do the best. Unlike most people, you actually spend time reflecting on the meaning of the holidays. And you worry more about doing the right thing than getting the right presents. Do You Spread Holiday Cheer?

Sleepless Night~
I was dreaming... I was standing in the corner of my room, deep in the shadows, watching myself sleep. My corner self was breathing very heavy. I wanted the me in the bed to wake up. This was weird, I knew it was weird, but the me in bed was sleeping soundly. I wanted to scream but I could not. I wanted to run from the corner and jump back into the me in bed, but I couldn’t move. I was starting to panic, my heart was beating hard and fast. I couldn’t believe that the me in bed wasn’t tossing and turning from this...this, to me, nightmare. Then a thought came to me that sent chills through my whole body, I must be dead. Then I saw her enter the room, and go to the bed. She pulled back the covers and ran her hand softly over, well, my face. I mean that was me in that bed wasn’t it? Bree, wake up, I am losing my mind in this dream, I can’t take it anymore. I don’t know this woman, I have never seen her before. She ran her hands down to my breast, rubbing my nipples as I stood

Important Body Facts
It takes your food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach. One human hair can support 6 lb. The average man's penis is three times the length of his thumb. Human thighbones are stronger than concrete. A woman's heart beats faster than a man's. There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your feet. Women blink twice as often as men. The average person's skin weighs twice as much as the brain. Your body uses 300 muscles to balance itself when you are standing still. If saliva cannot dissolve something, you cannot taste it. Women reading this will be finished now. Men who read this are still busy checking their thumbs.

Life
I always tried to touch the lives of the people I meet in my life. Either if it is by the words that I speak or the actions I take. I will sacrifice my own happiness for the ones that I love and care about. There are days that I feel like I have the world on my shoulders. My family thinks that carrying that burden is bad for my health. But you carry that burden for the ones you love. If you really want to make a difference in that person's life, there are going to be times that you will have to sacrifice your happiness so that they can be truly happy. I want to be that person and I choose to be that person always.

Top Ten
C’mon, admit it. Whether you like it or not, every single person on Earth has a sexual fetish of their own. Some get their rocks off by spanking during sex. Others are aroused by bondage of some kind. I, for one, am an omolagniac. But before you think I’m some kind of sick pervert, omolagnia is basically getting turned on by nudity. And who isn’t turned on by people getting nekked? D-uh! To turn a certain segment of the world’s population on, however, takes much more than showing them a naked human body. While some of the sexual fetishes that exist today are nothing more than just unconventional but harmless sexual practices, there are many that border on the sick, and some are just plain sickening. As far as I’m concerned, these are 10 of the most bizarre sexual fetishes on Earth: 1. Transformation fetish Strictly speaking, people who have this fetish are sexually aroused by depictions of transformations, usually of people into other beings or objects. I guess that makes Jayn

Stupid Moron Asshole
I deleted this fukcing moron and blocked his ass.. so wut does he do he makes an account of me Apparently he has made alot of accounts of me. if someone with my pic and has a cheese on it, dont add me, its not me... hes retarded gay fag moron who has nothing else better to do.. he thinks he funny but he aint hes a LOSER a fucked up guy who has no life So this guy keeps brothering me and harassing me.. does anybody have any ideas in how to get rid of this bastard...

My Beautiful Ending
As christmas lights dance on the wall... creating a euphoria of happiness... I smile recalling a time in my life when it all made sense. When my life was simple. when I was loved. Now, sitting here in silence.... with only my thoughts to keep me company. I feel lost, confused, and broken. Searching for something or someone to take me back to that moment in my life. When I was whole, safe, and cared for. Looking for arms to hold me to tell me that it will all be ok. memories of my life playing in my mind like a silent film. taunting me tormenting me. mocking my whole being. sneaking up on me in only brief moments of happiness. Like a stranger in the night... hiding my life from me. watching the christmas tree through tear filled eyes I wonder who I have become. I have become a stranger to myself. I am a woman, a mother, a friend, a daughter, a niece, and a lover. Yet I am empty...I am nothing...I am so many things to ma

Bad November - Track 2 - Mystery Girl
Bad November Disclaimer: This is the first chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from the song Mystery Girl: Mystery girl/ We met under the moonlight/ Your lips taste like wine/ And I want to get drunk/ Mystery girl/ We kissed under starlight/ Will your love free

The Real Me & My Thoughts
I Quit my last account for alot of reasons to do with my personal life. I left because I just was fed up with alot of bullshit and lies. I went through the emotions of being hurt by friends or potentials that i liked online or offline that I just simply had to delete the old account, get a grip on reality and to stop what I was doing. Which was repeating a pattern that wasn't working out. It's 2009, I've moved on, I've forgiven the assholes that have burned my heart. I've forgiven those that have betrayed me in person and I am tired of living in a shell. I'm ready to come out of that shell and stand with my chin held high. Because I know I am a magnificant person. Those that fail to realize that well...I've seen already some of the Karma that has happend to them. Do I bask in the glory of it, In Truth Yes. I've spent most of my life being the good girl, the truthful person, trust all and everyone and have faith in people. Trusting in them to do what is right and not be self indu

Angel.
If I had a angel I'd rip it's wings off Get so pissed off just want to fucking go off Make it suffer like the god that sent it I'm fucking malcious and by gods will I represent it. Go ahead bitch send your god I'll have that mother fucker slobbin on my knob. Say your innocent a virgin and all that shit. Once you meet me I'll make you repent it bitch. Don't need no love no angel from above. Just need a sharp object and some fucking gloves. That way when I'm cutting smiles into your neck no fucking police can come try to fucking wreck. So many plans I have for you in my basement before I get started you'll want out this enslavement. I swear if I hear uttered a single prayer they'll find fucking peices of you everywhere. Go ahead I dare you ask if I care. Cause I don't chew though the tape your going no where. Remember how you used to fucking look at me bet you never thought that so much evil that you'd see. But it's to late time to suffer for all of your sins I'll ma

Sametime 7:15
I heard a story yesterday of a group of people who started a project called Sametime 7:15. This involves everyone stopping at 7:15 to take a picture of what they are doing. It doesn't matter what it is, reading, watching tv, talking to friends, you just stop and take a picture. And you do this everyday for a year. It also involves writing a short caption, just a quick description of what you are doing at the time. I already have a website I don't do too much with, and I've been looking for ways to give it purpose. I'm thinking about taking on this challenge, if only for my own personal interest. The group that did the project said it was pretty revealing to see their life over a year to understand the things they do on a day to day basis. The foundation of this is that day to day memories are often forgotten, and only the poignant, strong memories last in our minds. A quick photo of what you are doing in your down time gives you a true picture of what you do in your life. I alrea

Gone So Soon
You took chances Once too many times. As a child you thought - "Oh no, never me." Life is a gift, Given and taken at some Unknown time. Your time came too soon - Your life was over in a flash. The fun you shared, The joy you brought, All just a memory - Behind us.

Lol Bank Atms
Subject: ATM's A new sign in the Bank Lobby reads: 'Please note that this Bank is installing new Drive-through ATM machines enabling customers to withdraw cash without leaving their vehicles. Customers using this new facility are requested to use the procedures outlined below when accessing their accounts. After months of careful research, MALE &FEMALE Procedures have been developed Please follow the Appropriate steps for your gender.' *******************************< SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 7.5pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Tahoma"> MALE PROCEDURE: 1. Drive up to the cash machine. 2. Put down your car window. 3. Insert card into machine and enter PIN. 4. Enter amount of cash required and withdraw. 5. Retrieve card, cash and receipt. 6. Put window up. 7. Drive off. ******************************* FEMALE PROCEDURE: What is really funny is that most of this part is the Truth.!!!! 1. Drive up to cash machine. 2. Reverse and back u

Black Soil
Standing still, throat sliced open, blood dripping to the ground. Bleeding into the black soil. Freshly grown heart with thorns. Plucked from the earth to be placed in a vase. Forgotten until no longer pumping blood through blue veins. Taken and thrown away back to familiar blackness of the moist soil. Hope remains to be given the chance to be rebirthed with sharper thorns. Slicing the hands before breaking the stem. Shadows cast over the green grass losing its color. Only darkness can provide the growth of black blood pumping once again through this once fragile heart. Only the strongest will tear it from it's birth place. This one will not place it in a vase of sweetness but rather bitter blood of their own. It will continue thriving on a new host. Both becoming one. Thorns embedding flesh. Red blood flowing through reviving it from death. Two hearts pumping as one.

Ants In My Pants
I"m bored and antsy. I didn't get to go to hubby's show because his friend got sick and can't give me a ride there. GRRR... I am in a REALLY hateful mode right now. And would love some violence and bloodshed.

Deadly Shadow
Slowly stalking through the darkness, a lone Warrior cautiously moved through the enemy lair. Tyburcio Warpoet had his goal set, and was fixated on achieving it. Calling the Shadow Clan home he was a very skilled Warrior for his age, and had already become the favorite of the clan’s Mistress, and continuously called upon for tasks. At the age of Sixteen Tyburcio has already taken part in more than thirty campaigns, and lone “disciplinary actions” against other Clans in the region, more than any other Warrior his age which is the result of constantly intense training in the arts of Calvary, Swordsmanship, Hand to Hand combat, and Infiltration from his father Olmec Xchyler who was a superb Warrior himself. Born from another high status dominant female, Tyburcio was well aware of how the social structure worked within his Clan, and others for that matter. Which made him very useful for situations that demands a more “aggressive diplomatic” touch. Within his Clan the females were domi

Sadness
wow when my daughter who is now 2 was born its was scary. Her one leg was extended the wrong direction and she was literally sucking on her toes. after lots of x-rays they told me that she was either missing a bone or her acl ligament in her knee. They said that she wasnt going to crawl or if she did she would be dragging her one leg behind her and that the possibilities of her walk was next to none. at the age of 6 months she was able to crawl normally and 2 weeks after her first birthday she was walking.... its was the happiest day ever and a miracle. over that next year she was going to and from hospitals for further tests... we now know that it is a missing acl ligament. She has been in therapy for the past few months and now we have run into more problems. the other day we took her out to an indoor playground to play with other kids her age and to help excerise her knee. after only 2 mins of playing she collapsed. we rushed her to the hospital because her knee bent the wrong way

Vent
Just close my eyes everythings passing me by. I feel like I'm sitting in the passengers seat of a fast moving car and all I can do is watch my life pass me by. Realistically at this point I would rather be under the tires of that car. Nothing seems right any more. I need to take a deep breath and move on from everything in my life. I need to do it before i lose my damn mind. I don't understand how i always get my self in these situations. Wishing i was some where else with some one else doing ne thing else.

35 Of Life..
i THOUGHT ONE DAY i WOULD NEVER MAKE IT TO 35 YEARS OF AGE ..NOW I LOOK BACK AND SAY WOW IMIGHT IT SO FAR...HMMM HOW MANY OF US LOOK AT OUR LIFES A SAY WHAT IF I DINIT MIGHT TO THE AGE I WANTED HELL WE WOULD BE DIE AND EVERY BODY WOULD REMEBER US ....ALL THE CRYING AND PIC'S OF US TAKEN WITH OUR LOVES AND SOME OF FRIENDS AND VERY CLOES ONES... OK YOU WANT TO KNOW WHERE THIS IS COMING FROM ... FROM THE INSIDE OF MY SOUL THAT IS VERY DARK...

What Kind Of Rocker Are You?
You Are a Chick Rocker! You're living proof that chicks can rock. You're inspired by Joan Jett and the Donnas. And when you rock, you rock hard. (Plus, you get all the cute guy groupies you want!) What Kind of Rocker Are You?

Questions...
Should I kill my pain tonight Would I break your heart tonight Could I find forgiveness tonight Should I try harder today Would I be rewarded today Could I feel your smile today Should I lie with you tonight Would I hold you close tonight Could I let you go tonight Are there any answers out there for me?

Together...
The world crumbles down around me We will build it back again Every shadow shoots pain at me Our light will kill the darkness They're all out to hurt me again We will put down this revolt Flames lick at my feet again Our heat will overtake this inferno Demons are after me again We will outrun them Hell reaches out to take me Our love will push it back Hate has come to claim me We will defeat it again Rage is trying to fill me Our hope will keep it away TOGETHER

This Week...
Wow. Wow. Wow. WOW... That's all I can really say. As some of you know, I am a full-time, single mom of 2 kids - a boy that will be 4 next month, and a girl that will be 16 in May. I am also a college student. The new semester for me started on Tuesday. I am overwhelmed. That's not necessarily a bad thing. I enjoy learning, for the sake of learning and also for advancement and personal growth - I consider myself a sponge of sorts. My MT (Medical Terminology) class is whopping my behind. 6 hours of classroom time per week, coupled with about 4 hours of homework each night. I also have a CCC (required, idiotic class - Computer for College and Career) with 7 hours of classroom time per week, and an additional 4-5 hours of homework and projects per week (and this is just my FIRST week!) I have not had any time for Fubar this week, for a few reasons - my children and school being the main two, and a new 'complication' (albeit a delightful one!) that has suddenly

The Moon
I am looking at the sky. Fractured by the feathered clouds Floating by like opal orange ice caps through a purple ocean, Tattered edges reveal slivers of a glowing disc, Lighting up the cosmos many miles away. Like ancient longboats they slowly move in order, Same calm pace, same distance in between; Slowly, the last night cloud passes by, Exposing a full moon that was hiding behind them.

Succubus
The sin inside your head, eventual demise; I come to you at night and crawl inside your mind; I'm here to corrupt; to put your soul in compromise, Just let me put your whole existence in a bind. Succumb yourself to the immortal creatures There is no need to try and fight; The darkness will erase my features, You'll never see what came to you at night; The carnal feast will leave your body limpid, The moments of your weakness run like bloodline through my veins I'll drain your body of the lifesaving liquid And take you to a place where darkness reigns My passion is like phoenix rising, I'll seize the night, and lead the way; But now I see the bloody gleam on the horizon Alas! I'm due to slowly fade away...

Who Are Friends
who are friends? I dont have any real friends, and it seams like everytime i do get any friends all they want to do is run away. Why? am i that bad of a person that all of my friends feel the need to run away and never come back?

Giving 3 Day Blast To The 200 Person To Join Baby Dolls Lounge And 20 Dollar Bling Pack To The 300 Person
WE ARE BACK UP.. HIRING DJS, GREETERS.PROMOTERS AND ENFORCERS! Come Check out Baby Dolls Lounge.. Click the Picture...

Missing You
I miss you in the morning When the world is new I know the day can bring no joy For the day brings not you I miss hearing your voice Your tender smile That sexy charm The joy of your unfailing sypmathy The world is full of more fish in the sea That is true I know but there is only one you You are all that I need I miss you in the afternoon The crowded streets seem like a desert now I walk in solitude hanging my head I miss your hand holding my own I miss you in the evening When the daylight fades away I miss your sheltering arms To comfort me from the day I try to think I'll see you yet Where the sunlight gleams Weary at least I sleep And still I miss you in my dreams

The Key
Allow me to be set free. Unlock the cage. Only one holds the key. When will they break the chains? You can see the beast that lies beneath. You can see it by looking into my eyes. The tears fall. Just under the surface. Only one master can tame this beast. Held by cold sharp metal. When will they come to my rescue? All alone in the darkness. Can't see the moon or stars. Draped in pure darkness. Kept from the fearful eyes of others. It can't be allowed to escape without the key. The longing for flesh against teeth. Claws ripping. Blood dripping. Remains hidden. Why are you taking so long? Will I ever feel your loving touch? I can feel the key still exists. Has it been thrown to the bottom of the sea? Will the beast only be set free after the body as died or will it die trapped forever? I have seen the moon and stars. Felt the cool breeze. Ran freely among the trees. For only a moment. I know what my heart longs for. I have seen it with my golden eye

Demented Mind
I'm demented, I'm insane Rip your throat out Feel your heart beat Hold it in my hand. Take your soul n lock it up Feed it to the devil N let him rule your mind. Once he consumes you There ain't escaping him He owns you for eternity. There is no escape the boundaries of hell N it'd be foolish to try Been there n done it It's pointless. He has total control of your mind once he has possession of ya soul.

Interesting
"Stewardesses" is the longest word typed with only the left hand. And "lollipop" is the longest word typed with your right hand. No word in the English language rhymes with month, orange, silver, or purple. "Dreamt" is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt". Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing. The sentence: "The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog" uses every letter of the alphabet. The words 'racecar,' 'kayak' and 'level' are the same whether they are read left to right or right to left (palindromes). There are only four words in the English language which end in "dous": tremendous, horrendous, stupendous, and hazardous. There are two words in the English language that have all five vowels in or

Say Bye Bye
WELL YALL ITS BEEN FUN BUT IM DELETING THIS ACCOUNT AND IDK IF I WILL BE BACK I MEAN SO MUCH BULLSHIT IS COMIN AT ME AND I DONT NEED THAT AND I THINK I WILL BE GONE FOR GOOD THIS SHIT IS NOT RIGHT SO IF U WANNA KNO MORE HIT ME UP ILL TELL U WHY IM DONE WITH FUBAR BUT ITS BEEN REAL BUT AS FAR AS TOMORROW IT WILL BE DELETED

Death Of An Old Life
Twisted metal, broken glass. Twisted bodies and blood everywhere. A life that was rushing so fast...came to an end, all of it went nowhere. I dont remember, but ive heard the stories...a scene so sick Bystanders looking and crying..some praying and others puking. As my heart stopped beating, i would like to say my life flashed before my eyes i died and my life ended that day...my friends saw our lives flash before THEIR eyes for three months i slept, one dream that didnt end until i woke up. my life then was an amputee, crawling in a desert with no legs when i awoke from my coma, i realized several days later what happened i wrecked my life with a car, a gallon of vodka, and a pine tree to see why one should never drink and drive..go look at my folder titled "dont drink and drive" go see how my life ended and look at the twisted metal that i now smile about

Dynamite Comes In Small Packages!
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one.In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies.Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

Fuckin A
I love workin graveyard shift, but right now I am really bummed out Friday, 13th is a paranormal meetup at a Haunted Parlor of the Sheridan Hotel in Chicago, at 8pm. And guess who has to work at HER hotel? FUCK!! This sucks ass, dammit. WHY?!

Sb Pron
->teamroping...: you could skip the tape...plastic bags don't hurt teamroping...: tahnks that kinda hurts i thought you was beautiful ->teamroping...: you would be if you were wearing a plastic bag and duct tape...do you have those? teamroping...: do you think i am sexy ->teamroping...: yes, I'm from Kopenhagen teamroping...: Are you there? teamroping...: Yes mam i have. I am sorry for not using it. Where are you from if i may ask? ->teamroping...: have you ever heard of punctuation? teamroping...: What is that suppose to mean where is this coming from mam ->teamroping...: cool, I'll make sure never to send my kids there, when I'll have them teamroping...: eldorado high ->teamroping...: what school did you go to? teamroping...: do wat lol ->teamroping...: teamgroping? whom do you grope? teamroping...: hey baby wats up

"gold" Evans Blue
Hello, I'm your martyr, will you be my gangster can you feel my trigger hand, moving further down your back when you hide, hide inside that body but just remember that when I touch you the more you shake, the more you give away cold, but I'm still here, blind, ‘cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we’re far from obvious this time wait, another minute here, time will kill us after all now can you feel its second hand wrapped around your neck so fall into my eyes and fall into my lies but don’t you forget the more you turn away, the more I want you to stay cold, but I'm still here, blind, ‘cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we’re far from obvious this time you’re so endearing, you’re so beautiful, well I don’t look like they do, and I don’t love like they do but I don’t hate

A Repost.. Those Were The Days..yahoo First Love.
[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Photos*] While I was reviewing my page , I came across to my previous blogs, those first attempts of writing blogs, when I was very new here in 360, and haven’t much friends on my list then, and found this one , unique and funny, so I decided to post it again , and add some more to that oh! whew! wow!....it seems to be a broken heart week".........oh yahoo! what have you done? cupids here in yahoo seems to be very naughty..... lol..making everybody fall in love, then, just leaving them...oh,internet relationship, is so complicated, exciting, and distracting too...i received some comments from last blogs from men who believes that we women also break their hearts... well i didn't say that we don't, we do break hearts too, that's true....... but i read so many women falling in love here then the men they just disappeared without goodbye... hey men! be man enough to at least say goodbye, so women will not hope and keep waiting for you". you know .... yahoo is

Grow Up Little Boy
I'll never believe you again... So, stop referin' to me as a friend... All the lies and all the drama... Even though I was your babies mama... But, that's okay, you'll never get your wish... I've got Chris now and my ass you can kiss... You put up a front and treated me like shit... Cuz all you are is a selfish little bitch with a little dick... You are not even worth my time anymore... So, go and be with your little whore... I'll be better once your'e no longer around... Guaranteed, eventually, I WILL gain my ground... Maybe you'll be sorry one day for the damage you did... Hurting us all, including the kids... Yeah, it takes a big man to hurt the innocent.. You were supposed to protect us, not do this... But, all you could do was think about yourself, you stupid prick... Took me a minute, but, finally realized... You were a lesson to learn so, kiss my ass goodbye!!!

Stupidness Is Contagious
why does it seem that EVERY fucking lounge on here has those creepy ass guys that just drool over any and every woman that talks to them?? am i really the only one who sees this? its sooooooooooo obvious. its one thing to sweet talk and flirt. but when you up right try to "protect" their prize from other guys when they talk to them...now its not the girls fault for playing into it and thinking its very cute. its gotten to the point where there are certain lounges around that i will never step foot in again. like club fantasia for starters. others will go unnamed because i dont want people to think the owner is shitty, because she is actually an amazing woman and knows who she is p.s. I HATE STUPID PEOPLE....

Heroes
"Keep, ancient lands, your storied pomp!" cries she with silent lips. "Give me your tired, your poor, Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free, The wretched refuse of your teeming shore. Send these, the homeless, tempest-tost to me, I lift my lamp beside the golden door!" Not everybody can land a plane in the middle of the Hudson River, but it certainly is a fine example of heroism. Mine are more of the variety found in the tired, the poor, the huddled masses - of my family. Since the age of 10 months my grandson has been living in hospital for the majority of time. So has my daughter, his mother. A beautiful woman. A wonderful mother. An amazing daughter - these are the things I know about her. I also know that four months after her walk across the stage to collect her college diploma, earned with honors, she began a new course of study - the language of the fight for the life of her baby, with the enemy being unseen. A fifth column indeed. Leukemia. Her four year

Make Him A Godfather This Time :d
Auto11s running y'all! What are you waiting for? Until noon EST on Wednesday, Dante the Vamiryc Angel has auto11s running, and PLENTY of pictures for you to rate and molesterbate--so get your @sses moving, and spank him (he LOVES it)! He's trying to reach Godfather, so let's make that happen for this sexy man! Dante The Vampiryc Angel *Fu-slave of littlemissmissie*527K to godfather--make it happen! This pimp-out brought to you by the one and only: ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~ freelance leveler@ fubar

A Moment Of Jealousy
Release me out of my chains. Let me destroy; Did you see the way he was looking at you? Hit him! Push him do something! I swear to god if you turn the other cheeck; Then its over, you might as well die. What good are you to defend yourself; and the pride you carry around your neck. Why should I be quiet? Call me by my name when you are speaking to me. With out me your edge is gone With out me you'ld be scared. Break something this isn't fair, Why should they talk to you like that. No more hour glasses, I'm alergic to salt water. Lets slaughter all things in a two mile radius. Hate is us. And the fuel is our divine fire. Take another step twards the confrontation, This is my favorite part. Lets create a way to start, Death is imposiible We are invinsible, so there is nothing tougher then our image I've grown fond of the anger, Stranger then the others. How come when you least expect; Torment is caused. Its a Job well done. Torture out oppenents! We know t

So Close, Yet So Far
SO CLOSE STILL SO FAR... TWO AWESOME LADIES,TWO VERY GOOD FRIENDS.THEY ARE ON THEY'RE WAY TO PROPHET!! PLEASE STOP BY AND SHOW THEM LOTS OF LOVE!!!! NATURAL WITCH ~Natural_Witch~ * No Fan No Add*PWN3D By ♠Diana♠2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar DAISY BLUE JustaDaisy!!@ fubar Pimp out by : ¢¼Diana¢¼ 2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar (repost of original by '♠Diana♠2nd Alarm Hotties (NO FAN=NO ADD) PWNED By ~ Razz ~ * Club F.A.R *' on '2009-02-12 14:45:17')

Hospital Again
Pneumonia and RSV. Should be out sometime next week. Planning to see Jeff next Saturday. I miss him. Autumn is doing better. I can take my PS3 to the hospital. They have wifi. 3 hour drive to get there and home. Home for the moment. I'm sick as fuck too. Pneumonia as well. Shes progressing well.

Soooo, I Played A Game
And it's called, "go fuck yerself". this is how it worked. I went through my 26 pages of Friends, and Have now only 9. Wich means, I removed roughly 66 percent of the "friends I had. SO, if you are reading this, there is a good chance your ass was cannewd. Don't worry, i am not hurt. Have a great day. Jamie

White Pride
read all the way to the end....................................... This e-mail does contain wording that is meant to express an open opinion to a major problem in the USA , and other countries throughout the world, It is estimated that only 11% of those receiving this e-mail will read it all the way to the end. In addition, it is estimated that only 1% of non-white color will read this past this point and 99% will blow it away because of the title. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "WHITE " Pride" This is great. I have been wondering about why Whites are racists, and no other race is..... Proud to be White Michael Richards makes his point.............. Michael Richards better known as Kramer from TVs Seinfeld does make a good point. This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act. He makes some very interesting points... Someone finally said it.

I Am Fearless
You Are Fearless You have great dreams and unrelenting ambition. You go for what you want, and it's hard to deter you. You are incredibly competent and intelligent. You've had a very high success rate in your life. You tend to dominate people. You have a very strong personality, and others tend to heed to your demands. You're confident enough to be considered arrogant. You tend to think of other people in terms of what they can do for you. Are You Flirtatious, Fearless, Factual, or Friendly?

My Serenade To You
Hey have you ever tried, really reaching out for the other side. I may be climbing on rainbows but baby here it goes. Dreams they're for those who sleep Life is for us to keep If your wondering what this song is leading to. I want to make it with you, I really think that we can make it. I want you to take a chance on me. And let me show you how wonderful true love can really be. I could love you for all eternity. Take a chance on me. Though you dont know me well, every little thing only time will tell. If you believe the things that I do, then we'll see it through. Life can be short or long Love can be right or wrong And If I chose the one I'd like to help me through, I want to make it with you I really think that we can make it.

Latest On Boogeyman
yes I am still alive. Not sure about well but i am not dead yet. Any who I have been home in TN for about 2 weeks and still no job. I looked EVERYWHERE from hotels, Lowe's, theater companies, power companies. I got an interview at the hospital in town. It is for the house keeping position where mostly i will be cleaning. . .after 5 years of the navy trust me I am a pro at it. Some good news to add. I have been talking to a representative from UTI about the motorcycle mechanics institute in Orlando, FL. right now my GI Bill covers the entire Tuition. They wil help me find part time work while i am down there. So hopefully i can get that hospital gig and save that money for the trip. On April 17th I am going to Black Label Society in Myrtle Beach, SC. I tried to return the tickets because funds are tight at the moment, but they wont do the refund, but i figure fuck it. If I paid for them then I am going. I probably need this. So that weekend Ill be in SC thats it for now y

Tagged!!!!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm addicted to coffee.. seriously.. atleast 2 gallons a day. 2. I have a weird kinda stalkerish obsession with Mike Alstott. LMFAO ... True! 3. I hate doing these kinda things cause i'm a complete bitch. 4. I have three fucking amazing kids... not weird just about me. 5. I love love love love love Linkin Park. I know.. 6. I'm borderline EMO!!! So don't fucking make me cry. 7. I use the work FUCK alot! My new years resolution every year is to stop that. 8. I have a ferret named James.. he's cool as shit. 9. I'm a natural blonde **** GIGGLES**** 10.I secretly want to having video sex wi

Surgery Update.
Well I had the surgery today. It went well. There was no complications. I don't know all the details on it because I haven't got to talk to my doctor yet. When he talked to Rusty after my surgery when I was still knocked out, he said that there was more Polyps than just the one. But once again, I wont know exactly what it is or how it went until I talk to the doc. I want to thank you all for prayin for me and thinkin of me! I love ya'll

Can You...?
Can you make me happy? Can you fill the void? Can you make up for lost time? Can you love me completely? Can you be my soul mate? Can you be my equal? Can you be my Yang? Can you stand me forever? Can you be there for me no matter what? Can you love me when I cry? Can you love me when I try? Can you love me when I fail? Can you love me when I am down? Can you be there when I am crazy? Can you be there when I am old? Can you be the one that never leaves? Can you trust me to love you? Can I trust myself with you? Can you love me forever? By: Rosalinda Solis

What Did I Do Wrong??
i want to know what is wrong with me... why do men cheat on me? i am totally open sexually (as long as i'm not forced into it) i'm a clean girl. i keep my stuff in order. i cook, i clean, i work and pay bills, i bake... i even do windows... but for some reason... no matter what i do... i get cheated on... i would go lesbian, but i think women are worse... they know what men do that pisses women off, and yet they do it anyway... i only want him to take his part of responsibility in the relationship and be with ME... not push me into messing around or anything like that... just me... if i get a wild hair and want to play... then yeah i'll share... i'll share more if i'm comfortable in my relationship, and don't feel like i'll lose him if i do... seriously... wtf??

What A Change!
Awhile Ago On yearbook, a man among many others befriended me, when I seen this man's picture like i would any other man i would find QUITE ALLURING and Sexy, I grrred to myself and whistled LOL. Of Course with the way this man looked, I thought to myself there is NO WAY! in hell this man would EVER be interested in me! Well every so often I would float back and forth between Fubar and Yearbook. And One Day I was Checking My Yearbook messages and there HE WAS! in my message box! I was like woa! I read it and HE GAVE ME HIS TEXT right away! I was taken by shock. But of course I played a little coy hehehehe and didn't want to seem overly eager. So I replied back, "Why would you send me your # when I don't even know your name". He replies my name is "Christopher". So every so often words were exchanged between the two of us. Silently liking this man. Then He asked if he could meet me. And I said yes. We FINALLY met after clearing up some misunderstandings that

Oh Yess, Baby!
My best friend is coming from CA in April to visit *dances I didnt get enough sleep cause I was arranging to watch some dude play with himself for 60 bux. I hope I dont get stabbed. Wish me luck, lmao

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Sexystuff
(If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!) ================================================================================================== What is it that you absolutely need sexually? For there to be feelings attached to it all What is something you have always wanted to try? Elevator sex sounds good. What is something you have never done in bed before? IWell hell, that would be a whole lot of things What time of day do you like to have sex? Middle of the afternoon. Usually because it means it's spontaneous. What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? A man? How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? All of 2 seconds If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? Depends on who that someone in the next room was. Strangers: Excited! My mother: Nervous Would it bothe

Lmmfaooooo
he wants me to be his man charliebrown ~t... Online (Online) Coos Bay, OR subject: charliebrown ~thekiing381 sent you a Panty Dropper received: 02/24/2009 09:31 am replied: no block this member Flag as spam "A BLUE STAR IN YOUR EYES On the wings of an eagle, My love for you flies. Soaring higher and higher, And touching the skies. I reached up above, And pulled a star from the sky. To place it within, Your precious minds eye. To dwell there forever, As my love for you. On the wings of our love, Enduring and true. I honor you my darling, With all that I am. Please darling please, Will you be my man? There are so many things, My heart wants to say. I love you sweetheart, There is no other way."

Coming To America
It’s readily apparent that I get all types of emails & material in my inbox. Those messages often include actual personal emails from friends & acquaintances, i.e. people I like receiving emails from. Well, Suave sent this one and, even though I’ve seen the movie more than enough, some of these stumped me. Therefore, I ask for your help in completing the “Coming To America Quiz.” 1. What is Akeem’s full name? 2. “My name is Peaches…” what is her sister’s name? 3. Who is Dottie? 4. Who falls down the stairs and farts? 5. In the Miss Black Awareness Pageant, how many women are wearing a thong bikini? 6. Who directed Coming to America? 7. What year and month did Coming to America hit the theaters? 8. “It’s got one window facing a brick wall. I used to rent it to a blind man” How is this later contradicted? 9. How does the king punish Semmi? 10. What is the name of Randy Watson’s band? 11. What is the big difference between the Big Mic and the Big Mac? 1

February Blues
I am sure by the time I'm finished with this fucking blog it'll be the 26th. I thought I'd bitch some before I went to bed to get some stuff off my chest. Lots of about me in here which is always the case in most blogs. My heart grows very weary cause of a year without having anybody special in my life. Lots of fears going through me especially during these cold days and nights. Tired as hell of all this cold weather and dreading going out and about. 24/7 coverage of how depressing people are without jobs. How the country as a whole should pretty much declare bankruptcy because if they were a private business they wouldn't have lasted a year of this dread. In my own personal life its dead. I hope to revive my positivity once summer hits. Maybe being out and about on the beach will get some of this money problems out of our soulless hearts. How we focus on money 24/7 is so scary. Its just one thing and its just the cornerstone of everything capitalism. Any who! I can't ch

The Horn Of Plenty And My Kids Ready To Grant An Interview
“The royal dinners at Versailles may have had glitzier place settings, but Louis XVI would gaze enviously at the food in a middle-class home or restaurant today: kiwifruits from New Zealand, South African peppers, Thai pineapples, Italian gelato. He’d be amazed, too, at the way we take fresh produce, fish, and meat for granted in every season. The king’s subjects, of course, would be even more envious. France was one of the world’s richest countries in the late 18th century, but the average Frenchman consumed less than 2,000 calories per day – about the same level as people in the world’s poorest countries consumed in the middle of the 20th century. Today, the typical person in a poor country consumes 2,700 calories daily, a nutritional improvement made possible by farmers growing more food at lower cost. While the occasional food shortage or price spike grabs our attention, the long-range trend is what really matters. While incomes have risen since 1950, the inflation-adjust

Crescendo
Based on a dream I had last night. -------- Teeth at his jaw, tongue on his flesh, she writhes atop him, feral and hungry and urgent. Hips grind and squirm downwards, warm silky flesh swallowing whole instant by instant... Mouths meet, velvet caresses turning to bites, nibbles, tugs and pulls, lips yanked at hard enough to make the tingles linger long after mouths seperate, seeking other flesh to delight and torment. Hands scratch down her back; his nails aren't as long as hers, but they still leave their mark, and she arches her spine, offering. His greedy gaze absorbs the swell of her breasts, the shift and sway of them as his hands settle upon her hips, fingers digging in hard. He grips, lifting her, holding her up, growling as she half-collapses onto him, face pushing hard into the hollow of his neck. Panting, her soft wet little tongue tickles at his skin as he buries himself into her fervently. The moment changes and stays the same: frantic, urgent, each wet, le

Men Are Like...
1. Men are like... Laxatives~ They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like... Bananas~ The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like... Weather~ Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like... Blenders~ You need one, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like... Chocolate Bars~ Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like... Commercials~ You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like... Department Stores~ Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like... Government Bonds~ They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like... Mascara~ They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like... Popcorn~ They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like... Snowstorms~ You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12. Men are like... Lava Lamps~ fun to look at, but not very bright 13. Men are like... Coffee~The best ones a

Make You Wonder!!!
So i looked at all the stars tonight (yes i can see the i live in the fucking boondocks) but i was wondering how can there be so many stars in the sky... so many people in the world that some one lie me can feel so lonely.... lol i think about how i feel sometime and think i am so stupid for feeling this way.. i try so hard to not let it weigh me down but it does expectly during the wee hours of the night... Lol i think it is because i have no one to tell goodnight sweet dreams i love you and all that other stuff. But why is it so hard to just be with yourself why do we spend our whole lives looking for that special someone? I mean come on its like a fucking merry go round lol im tired of playing games.. I feel like i need to settle down to be accomplished... Which i don't i truly don't i can live happy with me and my son and be happy right? My head fuck yea you can do whatever in the fuck you want. But my heart tells me i need some one there to tell me they love me want me need me...

Prince Charming Seeks Cinderella
Single 35 year old male seeking single female for true love and romance.I enjoy going to concerts,playing pool,love sports,going to movies,love the outdoors,hanging out with friends and family n more.I love spending quite times at home watching a good movie and cuddling.I'm a very compassionate kind of person,very fun loving and caring.I'm always there if you need a shoulder to cry on or someone to talk to. What I look for in a woman is that you don't play games or drama.I'm not looking for one night stands or a woman that cheats.I don't care what the woman looks like or what you have.I love kids so if you have kids thats kewl.I want a woman that is ready for a serious relationship and knows what shes looking for. I'm looking for my best friend and true love.I want a woman I can cook candle light dinners for.Candle light dinners with a nice rose on the table,candles lit,champagne,and an awesome meal.Someone I plan romantic weekends with and do romantic stuff with.I love walking underne

Oh Fvck It
OK...well it seems I HAVE been blocked. Guess the clown has more pull than we thought. Th hypocrisy of this makes me wanna vomit. So they told me to check back in a week and I guess I will. And I also guess that when she comes into mumms attacking me I will STFU. I am posting this cuz I cannot comment ANYTHING..blogs, mumms profiles nothin. So I will see ya'll in a week unless they delete me.

Touch Me Madly - 2
I'm done here...maybe I'll scan the grocery store for some late night meat. Unfortunately, I'd have to be charming and witty and the only thing I'm exuding is sex...hot...sweaty...pulsing through my veins...I need it...badly. Hard to calm down lately. Every year it gets harder. I let my head hang and grit my teeth until my jaw pops ... my heart slows enough and I feel safe enough to move. My hand drops to my bare thigh and the touch of skin on skin...even my own...starts my heart racing again. I probably should have put on some panties before I left but I love how the wind caresses up my legs in my favorite mini-skirt. The room goes black and all noise gets filtered out except for the constant bass of the music and it pulses through my body, helping move my need from my fingers through my thighs. Suddenly I'm all alone in my head. Nothing else matters but the wetness between my legs. My left hand lightly runs its fingers across my exposed chest...slowly dipping into my cleavage and

Current Fixative Rant Progression
My life philosophy goes something like: "Do what you want, as long as what you do doesn't infringe on the collective well-being, decision making ability or financial security of others." With this concept in mind, I have managed to only mildly piss off the people I really care about, but hey, what's life if you're happy ALL the time? The point: Octomom. I'm amazed that I care so much about this, but it fires me the fuck up. She is a cunt. By all definitions of the word, a moron, incapable of making rational, wise, healthy decisions. She has 14 kids! 14! Who in their right mind would have 6, as a single parent, living off student loans and food stamps, with no job, while still under her parents' roof?!? I wouldn't normally give a rat's fuck about this lump for an Angelina Jolie wanna-be, save for the fact that she has no medical insurance. And the cost to deliver the babies alone was $200 grand. So, instead of holding mom responsible for the medical bill, which she so

Me...
I am a very honest person. All you really have to do is ask... I shall respond. To summarize the basics... I am 27 yrs old. I have a long term live in BF and am a mother. I love them all. I am the youngest of 4 and I have been through some shit and seen some shit in my life. I have caused pain and felt it. I work in the law field. Our firm does Workers Compensation and I like the work but the clients can be.... well... difficult. I think I can easily say that generaly speaking I dont really care for people unless shown a reason to. I care about children and I care about animals... those that need help. Adults make their own choices and should live with them. I am not a typical female... you should ask if you are really interested in knowing why. Anything else..... nope.

Razorblade Kisses
Upon my wrist this blade will kiss, The blood flows down all over the ground. I lay here all alone, as he scream's "NO" over the phone. He tells me not to do it, that its not worth it. And still I cut so deep so I don't have to feel this shit. I don't want to hurt! I don't want to feel.. I want to hate, hate everything that's real. The drops of blood get bigger and bigger. The sheets are covered the pain is gone. Forever in my heart the hatred will live on.. RAVYN SNOW

A Personal Perspective On Party Positioning
A Personal Perspective on Party Positioning When I was eight and ten and first granted that franchise recognizing full civic responsibility, the glory days of an American icon were fast fading under the tarnishing stains of secondary corruption. In those days of idyllic youth, on that momentous birthday, I registered for the first time to vote. I took great pride that day for I had been insistent on making sure my franchise was recognized immediately. I wanted to be an upstanding and responsibly political citizen from the first day I was able. Swept up in this pride and coupled with a defining coming of age in sit-com suburbia during the halcyon days of the early Reagan Presidency, I checked the box marked Republican. Surely, I thought, these were good times (and for me they were) and darn it, it had to be to some extent Reagan’s doing. I mean, you just loved the guy! His personality was magnetic and he seemed be capable of ignoring all attacks and criticism. It was only lat

Not Sure
Ok, so I really like someone. But when I see pics of him and his ex, I cant help but feel like I dont add up. I have problems trusting people and believing what they say, this goes for him as well. I dont know if I should believe him, that if I do that, I may feel like I have a chance at this or what. I just dont see what would keep him around because of how happy he seemed with her. I just dont want to be let again i guess. I guess that I cant measure up to anything because Ive never really been important to anyone.

Story
It was a mid summers day as I waited outside the hale Mary cathlic school entrance. I waswas waiting for Marie to get finish with her day of school. I heard the school bell ring and as I looked up I saw her running down the hallway so glad to see me. As she ran she grabbed my and by the time I let go we were across the street inbetween her house and mine. I got something to tell you she said winded from running. So tell I said with a blank stare. I can't she said looking at her house. I'll come over in 30 minutes said turning to walk to her house. I just nodded as if she could see me. So I just made my way up to my room, plopped down on my bed and grabbed an old magizen to read as waited for to come over. I heard the the front door open fallowed by footsteps down the hall to my room. The doorknob on my door started to turn and she pushed the door open. She leaned against the door frame for minute and looked at me reading on my belly. She walked in a little and shut the door. I turn ov

Am I Your Friend?
Your enemy stabs you in the front...Your friend stabs you in the back...Your boyfriend/girlfriend stabs you in the heart...But me, your closest friend, carries a knife...To stab those assholes right back.

The Lord Is My Shepherd.........is He Yous
Do You Know For Sure That If You Died Today You Would Go To Heaven? Do You Realize That God Loves You? God loves you and has a plan for for your life. "For God so loved the world,that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish,bot have everlasting life." John 3:16 The Bible Says That All Men Are Sinners Our sins have separated us from God. "For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God." Romans 3:23 God made in His own image.He gave man the ability To choose right from wrong. We choose to sin. Our sins separate us from God. God's Word Also Says That Sin Must Be Paid For "For the wages of sin is death..." Romans 6:23 Wages means payment. The payment of our sin is death and hell, sep

The Only Time I'll Mention This
This is going to be the only time I even address this "other" site. People need to STOP bringing that place up in any way. All you are doing is giving them free advertisement. Even bashing a place is going to make some people interested enough that they are going to want to check it out. Just leave it be. There's a reason why people that want attention don't care even if it's bad. It's still attention. So stop with the status messages about it. Stop with the bulletins. Stop changing up your names to declare your loyalty to this site. Just show your loyalty with your actions. Do like I do and give it a big silent and carry on with your FU-life. And no this isn't me kissing admin's ass. This is me being me and being honest and telling it like it is. If you don't know what other place I'm talking about, DON'T ask me about it. I will not talk anymore about it. As the saying goes..."out of sight out of mind". With this blog I'm done on the issue.

Dream Lover
Reach out your hand And place it gently in mine Let us become one As ours souls intertwine The night surrounds us Filled with the stars As we danced under the moon And make love in the dark Your kisses like velvet Your touch like silk As we envelop each other And create a love stilt Let our bond be unbroken And lasts many nights From the beginning to the end Never losing its sight So if by chance we let go And drift slowly apart Let the love we endeavored Continue silently in our hearts

Make Sure You Read This Out
European Commission has just announced an agreement whereby English will be the official language of the European Union rather than German, which was the other possibility. As part of the negotiations, the British Government conceded that English spelling had some room for improvement and has accepted a 5- year phase-in plan that would become known as "Euro-English". In the first year, "s" will replace the soft "c". Sertainly, this will make the sivil servants jump with joy. The hard "c" will be dropped in favour of "k". This should klear up konfusion, and keyboards kan have one less letter. There will be growing publik enthusiasm in the sekond year when the troublesome "ph" will be replaced wi th "f". This will make words like fotograf 20% shorter. In the 3rd year, publik akseptanse of the new spelling kan be expekted to reach the stage where more komplikated changes are possible. Governments will enkourage the removal of double letters which have always

Life
Accept the emptiness, welcome the cold There is no fath, those are just stories told They wanna make you a puppet in their sadistic play They wanna make you eat your words, they wanna make you pay Simmer down now learn your place I learned along time ago noone wins this race Cut a little deeper, let the blood heal your pain Drink a little more, let the numbness keep you sane Bottle that rage, can't let them see they won Swallow your tears there's still work to be done Carry that cross, hide those scars Keep all your emotions, looked behind those bars Fight the fight, and take loses in stride Don't just follow, be the master of the ride

Cancer
In 2000 I lost my mother to brain and colon cancer and a week after my mothers passing I lost my father to pancreatic cancer. Now I am losing friends on here to cancer and I am so sick of losing people to this disease This awful disease has taken so many people from us, but there are amazing stories of hope, of support, of bravery and best of all, of triumph. This is for the people we've lost to the battle, the people still fighting the battle and for those who have proven victorious in the battle. LIVESTRONG Flickr 2007 To learn more about LIVESTRONG Flickr 2007 and/or to post the image to your own stream in a show of support, go here: LIVESTRONG Flickr 2007

Have You Ever Been In Love?
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love Rhino (Based on a past expierance)

2nd Entry, Complexities
These last few days ive been thinking about human emotion. Pretty boring topic i know, but perhaps the one person that reads this wont mind. Jealousy was the emotion that triggered the idea for this entry. Not jealousy of my bf, but my own. I felt it, didnt like it and yet felt justified about it at the same time. My bf's ex has been trying to contact him for the past couple of days after 3 years of silence. That made me think why now? Why not last year when he was single? Why at a time that is crucial for our relationship? For anyone else caring to read this, our relationship has become long distance since i have moved several states away to become a nanny for my aunt and uncle. The plan is for him to follow in July. I didnt and still dont like it. Its just too odd a timing. I didnt hide the feeling either. I told him straight away that i didnt like the situation and made it pretty clear that i was uncomfortable with him opening up the lines of communication with her. (Iv

Toby Wayne Page
i remember the the day i got the call that you passed after a head on collision with an 18 wheeler i knew i couldnt be hearin rite, to this day i still cant believe its true that your nowhere to be found nowhere to be seen it still hurts almost 9 years later i still see your face how does one ever let go of somebody that put them through total hell growin up but as we all know those were the good ole days i miss those days but b4 the good lord took you away from us forever he made sure that you left us two little precious angels and what hurts the most is that i had my youngest on the day that you were taken away from us but it was 5 years after the fact and i didnt really even remember wat day exactly it was that the lord had taken you away to the heavens above but that is a day that i will never forget again bc i had my youngest little angel on that very day he will be three in may even though you never seen him i swear he looks and acts just like you i tell myself all the time i got

Dreaming Of You
DREAMING OF YOU I've been dreaming Of the day when I meet you My heart beats so softly But it races to see your smile I've been feeling Like I'm melting down inside Your voice chases me away And I can't seem to stand I can't wait To have you in my arms My breath won't slow down And I can't hold my ground So take my hand Bring me to a special place Love me and hold me Until it's time to go home copyright jas 2007