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Jobs
i went to an interview on monday and i got the job, and now the next step is to get my own place or to have a roommate, and i have something on my record that will provent me from getting a place with some people, but i dont know what i should do though

Wtf Is This Shit ??
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The Love Of My Life
the day has been long,as you are finally here in my arms.we are at my house,but not for long as we have decided to take a walk.just like we have talked about on the phone for so long.as we put your bags into the bedroom we close the door,and walk out of the house.as we are walking you feel my hand clasp yours our fingers interlocking,as we walk down the drive.as we get to the end,we turn right.walking up the street.as we keep walking a few cars pass by,but we don't let it slow us down.we reach the spot where we must now walk down a path to the secluded spot we have wanted to go to.as we are walking down the path we push aside the different bushes.finally we make it to the place.we both smile to each other as we spread a blanket down over the grass.then we both sit down,as i look at you and smile saying"my love.i have waited for this day for so long"as you gaze into my eyes you smile"as have i mon cher"you feel my arms wrap around you pulling you close as we start kissing very deeply

The Unknown
I will walk through every shadow and all darkness through life will my head held up high but screaming inside nothin will nock me down so intense i feel so much pain that makes me numb to what if nothin to me i push so hard but struggle free so contradicting life i live so ironic some people laugh some people cry but nothing from you matters nothing from anyone matters at all im like at book dont just look at the cover and jus judge it from it look inside look past the few pages look deep inside read till the end dont judge a book by its cover WHy must i wish for death MUst i see bloood WHy must i live within pain dreaming suicide, dreaming of my anegel that i will never meet. SOmetimes I watch my blood run cold down my hands, feels like ice , wollowing in my own self-destruction. I give into this pity world LIfes like a candle, flickers and dies SOme have the stregnth to relight there candle but, i didnt ! I see my self by the river watching the blood seep into the dirt,

Whatever
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1:i smoke too much 2:i dont drink enough* 3:iam lazy about shaving my face 4:yet i find time to shave my balls,even though i dont use em' as much as my face 5:dont care for baseball or football 6:i take fishing seriously 7:iam lazy around the house,but get me outdoors and ill go all day long 8:i always do the dishes 9:i always have sex on the brain yet never whack it* 10:i need anotherbeer you'll know if you got tagged:-P Work Poop Survival Guide CROP DUSTINGWhen farting, you walk really fast around the office so the smell is not in your area and everyone else gets a whiff but doesn't know where it came from. Be careful wh

Soul Mate
Look into my eyes, See my soul Kiss me, Feel my heart Touch me, Our hearts become one Love me, See our future Lust me, Feel our sexual desire Ask me, I'll says yes We marry, we have a family Happiness, 2 see our children grow Completness, "Us" as we became a family Wisdom, What we lived and learned together Sucessful,Through good and bad during the years we can still..... Look in2 eachothers eyes and see our soul Kiss and feel our heart Touch and know our hearts are one

Following What I Feel
Changes are being made, I will follow what my heart directs me to do. the outcome has yet to be revealed. I can only be who i am at this time, change can and i hope will come when it is needed Please come check out BADASS REDNECK MUDDERS http://fubar.com/lounge/69231 its a great place to hang out and have fun, good friends,great music, so stop on by and say Hi, and hit that join button. Become part of our family,

In A Haze
lost in a haze im walking into a daze the day starts to fade i wish i could trade trade my life away start a new one become a different person today i hate it all i always fall i fell in love with a man i cant have i dont care others may hate him yea my mom has a restraining order on him for sayin im 35 i can fucking drink shes crazy tellin him what to do but hes my world i fell in love with a man and i cant have him

I Really Dont Want To Say Goodbye
GOODBYE I don’t really want to say goodbye I don’t really want to go Life has pulled us in separate ways the uphill fight goes slow time has passed and feelings lost the love has faded into fights "just show up" is often heard to me that sounds so absurd Ive never heard such empty words for one more fight? for just more tears? closeness wont bring back the years I smile and hold back the tears cus emo bitch rings in my ears. I pass my days and block you out and focus my thoughts on her not doing without she smiles so big with hopes and dreams not seeing mommy cry is the important thing I will go on, this too will pass we all will learn from our past. Love never stops it only fades and one day you will fade away until that time my heart is yours although its broke and so unsure Im just a Bitch and emo too I guess all the things you say is true. I will leave you be and say goodbye I promise no one will see me cry

Whatever
I hate it when I come on here and I've messaged someone and I get no reply. That's rude if someone takes the time to write to you you should reply to them. I also hate people asking me to shoutbox them when they are on and when I do I don't get a reply.Another thing that's pissing me off is when people ask for help to level up and I help them out but never get it back in return.I'm on fubar to make friends and have people to talk to. I'm not here for leveling up I only do that to add pics. I'm not here to play games or to deal with drama queens and players and liars. I'm am down right honest person and very blunt and as nice as I can be and I will tell you how it is and I'm telling you now I'm not playing with no one you wanna start you'll see how much of a b*tch I can be. Mp3's Galore is a site I created mainly cause of the people who DJ in the lounges here on fubar. A wide variety of different types of genres are on the site including some hard to find albums and songs and so on. A l

The Key To My Heart
Key To My Heart I had closed the door upon my heartand wouldn't let anyone inI had trusted and loved only to be hurtbut that would never happen againI locked the door andtossed the key ashard and as far as I couldMy heart was closed for goodThen you came into my life andmade me change my mindjust when I thought thattiny key was impossible to findthat is when you held out your handand proved me wronginside your palm was theKey to My HeartYou had it all along

Older Poems From Another Time.
I lay awake some nights , Watching you sleep , I recall the things you do , Your always sweet to me , But your heart is like a gypsey, Never staying too long , The ocean always calling to you , Trying to lure you home , BUt what I hear you say , When you hold me close at night , You don't have to say with words , I can see it in your eyes , Don't worry baby , It won't hurt you at all , Theres a coushion to catch you , Of pins and needles when you fall . Just let your gaurd down , have a little faith in me , Ill be here to love you , Untill the day I leave , Each Hour spent with you , Seem shorter than the last , Theres no future in your eyes , Its to soon to even ask , Theres no faith to be found in forever , Its as uncertin as the wind , It comes and goes as it pleases , No gurantees , it will ever come again , We spend our whole life chasing waves , Till they finally meet the shore , When its over we move on , Always searching for more , BUt what I hear you sa

I Want This Girl
I want this Girl I'm the girl who will put my head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like; I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me. I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have. I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss. I'

About Myself
This is not something I prefer to put on my main page do to several reasons. Also I am not posting this for sympathy or pity just so that those whom I speak with daily will understand me better. I will get to the point for the past three years or more I have suffered from widespread chronic pain. Some days are worse than others and the Doctors are trying to find out why and what is wrong until than I just live with it. So if I come across as a bit cranky or grumpy I might just be in allot of pain.

What I Wrote When I Worked In The Upper Branch Mine
It starts out early.. Way early in the morning.. It's still a little dark at 5:30 when the door swings open. I grab my eyes off the battery that charges it, my belt that holds the very breath that i breathe, my clothes that will reveal me from being invisible, and my hat that keeps the ceiling off my head.. I get to the playground where i meet up with many men.. Men whom are like none other.. These people are a different breed of human.. They're not like you.. These men are mentally the toughest and bravest men you will ever meet along with soldiers.. We suit up by 6 and head out the door.. One gets to the edge of a cliff where its like your standing in line for a tall rollercoaster.. You look down and see the the steel plated floor, but thru this floor u see the ground which is around 200 feet below you.. I always try to step on the steel beams that support the floor because while waiting for this ride, all i can do is think of what would happen if this floor fell.. We load onto an

Jokes
10 Warning Signs That Your Net Girlfriend is a Freak 1. She sends you virtual flowers every hour on the hour...and then sends you an email every 5 minutes to ask if you got them. 2. You're 10 minutes late for a scheduled online meeting...and she sends you 5 emails demanding to know where you are and who you are with. 3. She tells you about all of her past Net girlfriends...and tells you how you'll be different from them. 4. She asks about your ex-Net girlfriends...and tells you what you will have to do differently this time. 5. You're telling her about the woman who broke your heart...and she asks "Do you think she's still single? Do you still have her phone number?" 6. She starts calling you at home just to tell you that she's online...but she refuses to tell you how she got your phone number. 7. She starts planning your online wedding the day after you meet. 8. She asks for your mother's email address...so she can ask her for your virtual hand in cyber union. 9. She email

My Tribute To Ronnie James Dio
Neon Knight's play by the mob rules while the holy diver finds his rainbow in the dark, even though its just another day for rock n roll children who dream evil. Still the sunset superman is the wild one who locked up the wolves while traveling strange highways to bring down the rain on this computer god and its angry machines on this double monday. still there The Lord of the last day suffers fever dreams while well before the fall we stand killing the dragon while Living the lie of the end of the world and have one more for the road...

Lmw 331
LMW 331 It’s true, I was a kid once, sure it was a long assed time ago but the fact remains salient; there was a moment in time when I was a youth. We all have a story to tell, this is another snippet of my life; Being an Air Force brat is not a position that kids aspire to, it is more like catching the flu or some other childhood malady… it just happens to you. To be honest, it does not even become evident to those that hold the distinction until way after the experience is well ingrained, not until you find a reason that the title will benefit you in some way. You spend your life following around the sperm donor and your mom from assignment to assignment as the government utilizes the daddy asset as they see fit. If you get lucky the recruit will pass certain entry exams and land at Hickam AFB in Hawaii but more than likely you will grow up in the most diverse of communities in VERY low rent neighborhoods. This was our plight as the non-commissioned piece of work we we

Say Something
Its so hard trying to get out the right words to say, or when to say it. what does it mean when you have dreams about someone you liked for so long but you feel if you make a move , it would possibly be a waste of time because chances are that certain someone hasn't thought of you since 2002. so what do you do, can you make a move and tell them how you really feel or maybe save the time for another embarrassing moment well.. Ill leave it up to you to answer that question!

~thoughts~
I STEPPED OUT ON YOU AFRAID OF GETTING TO CLOSE TO YOU ... AND NOW I WANT TO STEP BACK IN . YOU JUST HAVE THAT SOMETHING ABOUT YOU I CANT STEP AWAY FROM .. FEELING MAY CHANGE OVER TIME BUT WE BOTH KNOW THAT THERE IS STILL SOMETHING THERE . EVEN IF WE BOTH TRY AND HOLD BACK WE CANT HOLD BACK OUR FEELINGS .. YOU KNOW THAT YOU STILL WANT ME . AND I STILL WANT YOU .... SO EITHER YOU TAKE THE FIRST STEP OR I WILL .... IM NOT GIVING UP THAT EASY ANYMORE !!!! Never thought a day in my life that i would be a widow at the age of 34 years old ..i lost my 38 yr old husband of 16 yrs to a massive stroke on june 11 2011 . it took us all by surprize but from this tragic lost i have leraned that you dont take things for granite and you charish every momment like there your last . I sit back and think what if ...... what if we would have done this or done this but know we'll never get that chance im still trying to get threw a day with out crying my eyes out bcuz im still waiting for him to c

Respects
This is a sacred place. It is a place to mark history: a place to remember those who lived in the past. Unknown or forgotten by all whom except those who have blood ties, family. Surrounded by farmland and empty meadow the area is very secluded. This sanctioned space is fenced in. Even so, the properties that surround are quickly moving in. Just off of road eight, a cemetery remains. There lie the bodies and souls of many. A few headstones mark the remnants a family. The rest are unmarked; Civilians, judges, policemen, thieves, beggars, some homeless, some wealthy, fathers, mothers, sisters, brother, uncles, aunts, cousins, grandparents and great-grandparents. These people peacefully rest where their bodies were left to return to mother earth and their creator. Remember the fallen, new and the old, they are the reason we are here today. Respect the graves; take caution in your surroundings. The souls and spirits of the unknown have stories to tell you. All you have to do is listen. Wha

Because
I've been absent for quite some time. I have no interest in conversing with people here....this is just my most constant blog and thats what I keep I shall choose to keep it as. People on here are liars or bullshitters or omitters or what have you. I'm not going to go into that here because I don't openly speak about any certain persons bullshit life stories if they are on fubar and I would assume a person that would take the time to actually read my blog would know who I'm talking about or is that person that I'm talking about...SO. I wont give anyone the pleasure and I wont give you the recognition nor cause you the embarassment or make you go through self realization since you haven't gone through it on your own already. Run ons, run ons....Well...maybe I WILL talk about this...I was planning on talking about something else. But now that I am looking at this black screen and listening to kid cudi...well what the fuck. See? I lie ALL THE TIME.REALLY.So...I suppose if someone tells yo

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It's Jus Life..
Ok so everyone has problems and I mean everyone (if you say you dont your a liar) life gos on whatever but u know what this world fucking sucks balls big whale balls you lose friends you make friends your friends fuck your brother other friends just plane fuck you over they mess with ur head they tell you their there for you they say they love you but they end up backing out on you they make shit up or believe what everyone else tells them they dont mean it when they say they love you needless to say this life everyone lives everyday for the rest of their lives is fuck up. well it seems that when your thoughts arent on anything positve you will have negitve things happening because the univervse thinks that you want bad stuff in your life soo thats what you will get but if you change your thinking as in thinking positve you will change the frequncey of what you send to the universe. What I'm trying to say is your thoughts plan out your whole life you can choose how you want the rest of

Sad But True...
A teacher was teaching her second grade class about the government, so for homework that one day, she told her her students to ask their parents what the government is. When Little Johnny got home that day, he went up to his dad and ask him what the government was. His dad thought for a while and answered, ''Look at it this way: I'm the president, your mom is Congress, our maid is the work force, you are the people and your baby brother is the future.'' ''I still don't get it'' responded the Little Johnny. ''Why don't you sleep on it then? Maybe you'll understand it better,'' said the dad. ''Okay then...good night'' said Little Jonny went off to bed. In the middle of the night, Little Johnny was awakened by his baby brother's crying. He went to his baby brother's crib and found that his baby brother had taken a crap in his diaper. So Little Johnny went to his parent's room to get help. When he got to his parent's bedroom, he looked through the keyhole to check if his parents were aslee

My Goddaughter Mercedes
My Goddaughter Mercedes is one the sweetest girls that the heavens has in their realm,she has brought mre great joy the short time she was here. I think about here daily,I visit her grave also. On February 5th saw 18 years old,it also my birthday too. I miss her dearly. A she spent her short life on this world,she brought a lot of joy and laughter to everyone she met. I will see her again when i get to heaven,because she is my Guardian Angel.

My First Happy Hour Thursday 7pm
Come and join me on my first HH accepting donations of blings hit me up if you like it I have something else to deal with available and fu bucks just in case thanks so much !!! I need help I would appreciate it !!!

The Best,cheapest Cat Nip Toy
Do you have a cat? Tired of paying endless amounts of money for toys that just don’t last? I personally found a toy for my cats that is only the cost of a can of cat food. It’s called Purrsuasions Refillable Catnip Toy. This Thing last quite awhile especially seeing that it only cost .79 and the cats love it comes with catnip and the toy a very good product. http://www.empowernetwork.com/kevin6821/blog/the-bestcheapest-cat-nip-toy/ click to read more

Penny Matrix
JAMAICAN HISTORY I 1494-1692COLUMBUS TO THE DESTRUCTION OF PORT ROYAL The recorded history of Jamaica may be roughly divided into six periods: The first period may be said to date from Columbus’ arrival in the island in 1494 to the destruction of Port Royal in 1692. This covers nearly 200 years. But very little is known about the days when the Spaniards were masters of Jamaica. On the other hand, a good deal is known about the first fifty years of Jamaica as a British colony. The second period of our history extends from.the destruction of Port Royal to the abolition of the slave trade in 1807. During this time Jamaica flourished as an agricultural colony and became very rich. It reached the height of its prosperity just before the slave trade was abolished; that is, just before the British Government decided that no more slaves were to be brought from Africa and sold as private property The third

Why Alice Couldn't Stay In Wonderland
Alice tumbled down the rabbit hole no end in sight Floating down gracefully to a room all white She thought to herself "What place could this be?" Then two men appeared Dr. Dum & Dee "Alice my dear this is all in your head, an illusion you created." They daringly said Maybe it's the Lithium or Prozac causing these hallucinations Or maybe dear Alice it was all your strange creations Alice tried with all her might to stay in Wonderland But three injections later it was out of her hands Though Alice now lies behind four paddled walls At times she still hears the white rabbit's faint calls

Just My Thoughts Spilled Out On Paper
I sit and think about everything Ive been through in my life.All the many people Ive known..some Ive loved a great deal and let slip through my fingers,some Ive completely hated,and some that just ceased to be.Most of these people have journeyed to a place where I cant follow.Life,sometimes,can be cruel and unfair. Hindsight is 20/20.As I look back on ALL thats happened over the past 26 years,I realize I would do it all over again if I had to.Even though a lot of it was quite dark,and dangerous...looking at it now,after going through it all,I now see it as quite the journey.How many people can say that they've looked death in the face over 100 times and are still alive to tell the tale?Not many,Ive found out.Not many,indeed.Im a survivor of MANY hardships and sorrows.I have known pain,and sadness...misery and longing.Im not much for opening myself up anymore.Ive been hurt too many times,and now I find its just not worth the risk anymore.Besides,nobody is even on MY emotional level...a

Fave Movie Quotes
Connor: [picking out weapons and gear] Do you know what we need, man? Some rope.Murphy: Absolutely. What are you, insane?Connor: No, I ain't. Charles Bronson's always got rope.Murphy: What?Connor: Yeah. He's got a lot of rope strapped around him in the movies, and they always end up using it.Murphy: You've lost it, haven't you?Connor: No, I'm serious.Murphy: Me too. That's stupid. Name one thing you gonna need a rope for.Connor: You don't fucking know what you're gonna need it for. They just always need it.Murphy: What's this "they" shit? This isn't a movie.Connor: Oh, right. [picks up large knife out of Murphy's bag] Is that right, Rambo?Murphy: All right. Get your stupid fucking rope.Connor: I'll get my stupid rope. I'll get it. This is a rope right here.

First Story
Joe began his shift in a rather grumpy mood. There were several contributing factors such as lack of sleep, poor living conditions and a crumbling marriage. Lisa, his wife, had become more of a monster in the last 2 of their seven years as husband and wife. Joe knew it was not anything he had done, but what he had not done. Lisa wanted to experiment with other females. At first, Joe was open to the idea. What fool would turn down extra pussy? Lisa made all the arrangements and they both began to pace with anticipation. Sarah arrived just after 7 pm and after quick introductions Lisa ushered Sarah into the bathroom to freshen up. Joe had just gotten out of the shower in the guest bedroom and since that was the room where the fun was to commence; he sat in a chair and awaited the two women. It only took twenty minutes passing before Joe realized something was not right. He made his way to the master bedroom and was quickly angered by the sounds he was hearing. They started without him!

Dunno What You Did!!
Thirteen years..... I dunno how I knew it but when you got outta your truck that day I knew you were the one, The one I loved.... The one I was ment to love and be loved by in return.... And ultimately I knew you were the one I was gonna love for the rest of my life You made Christmas of 2000 so magical for me, We were both so shy, We both knew it... Yet neither of us spoke a word... But we didn't have to the language you and I speak can not be taught... It's not spoken with human lips Nor can one buy, You either have it or you don't. You and I speak and talk with our hearts. CS was such a blast we had so much fun.... two whole floors of nothing but Arcade games and outside.. The bumper boats, Gocarts, Batting cge and putt putt golf..... I ould have done whatever I wanted but choose to be in your arms by your side. The next night we went to the theatre (Dispite there was the chance of snow) We went to Cast AWay and had so much fun sneeking in the back door to the mall, And not gt

Demon Family Adds
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Blessed Be )0( Marry Meet
)0( MARRY MEET )0( ye must, In perfect love and perfect trust. Eight words the Wiccan Rede fulfill: An' ye harm none, do what ye will. What ye send forth comes back to thee So ever mind the law of three. Follow this with mind and heart, Merry ye meet, and merry ye part. ----------------------- Craftsmanship (another known term for Wicca) has several features : 1. In Wicca there is a hierarchy (I am talking about classic Wicca, namely Old Faith). In coven (Wicca Organization) there are usually primary priest or priestess. They head the Sabbaths (Wheel of the year holiday). 2. In Wiccan texts there is a direct reference to the ethical standards (a commandment), which is bound by a witch (if she is good). 3. In Wicca there are canons of "netting" spells, as We believe that we should follow our route, drawing on the experience of those who went before us. 4. Wicca is very tolerant to other religions, as they believe that all gods are one of the incarnatio

Can You Hear Me?
Can you hear my words, through my fingertips?Can you feel the earth move, as my heart skips?Through loss of speech, can you hear how I feel?Is written word enough; is this even real? As my hands touch the keyboard, my mind begins to drift.Spelling out the words, that has never left my lips.Tell me can you can hear them, am I powerful enough?To convey how I truly feel, to my diamond in the rough? When I look into your eyes, and I cannot say these things.Though secretly I am here, just waiting in the wings.Waiting for you to hear, what I carry around inside.For every time I see you, I am instantly tongue tied. I beg of you to close your eyes, and listen to their worth.For, my love is strong enough, to utterly move the earth.As I lay here sleeping, after writing the words which I cannot say.I’ll see you in my dreams, until that very day. The day you finally hear them, and my written words become clear.Is the day I’ll hold you in my arms, and whisper I love you in your ear.

A New Me!
Beautifully blessed is how I feel these days...it is amazing how the little things can change a person's life and perspective about it...letting go is just something that comes naturally to me...I can walk away and let go of anything and anyone, excluding my daughter of course..at any given moment...my people skills suck!...seriously tho...having everything torn from me has made me numb and provided me with my outlook on the world and the people within it...I was on a self destructing path...hurting myself and those closest to me in the process..but I had convinced myself that I didn't care...that couldn't have been further from the truth..through every lie...and every damaging choice that I made....I was hurting someone who loved me while killing myself trying to convince them that they meant nothing to me...I was giving into things that meant nothing to me and taking away everything that did...then I faded...I became a blur..to myself and everyone around me...the person t

This One's For You Jim
Jim, these are my vows to you: I, Kristen, take you, Jim , to be my fubar wedded husband, my loyal friend, my faithful partner and my fubar love from this day forward. In the presence of The Dark Side Lounge, our family and friends, I offer you my fubar vow to be your faithful partner against haters and users, in good times and in bad, and in joy as in well as in sorrow. I promise to love on you, to support you in your fubar goals, to honor and respect you, to laugh with you and run with you,forsaking all fuwhores, and to spoil you for as long as we both shall fu. Kristen, these are my vows to you: Today, as I give myself to you, my mind is clear and my commitment is strong. All that I am and all that I have to offer you in love and in joy. Because of you, I laugh, I smile, and I dare to dream again. I join my life to yours. Not merely as your husband, but as your friend, your lover, and you confidant. Let me be the shoulder you lean on, the rock on wh

Obama
I think our president is out to destroy the USA. He has done nothing to help and Obamacare is causing people to lose there insurance or it goes way up! He ia a Muslim sympithzer and maybe a musilim his self. He sent 20 F 11 jet fighters & 30 Abrams tanks to Egypt,a Muslim run country! He has said 24 times" If you like you health care plan you can keep it!" That is a lie! He want's to drop sanctions against Iran and they are close to having an atom bomb. This guy wont talk with anybody about how to change things to help, it's his way or no way! The sooner he is Impeached the better! He keeps yes men and women all around him.Steps on Congrass and the Amercian people. He just don't care and the sooner he is gone the from this world the better!! Have you lost you're insurance yet, or, has it went up?

Our Party!
After much planning,the evening finally came! We invited about 25 cpls, but at the last minute had several concellations and no shows! We had 3 cpls in attendance! The environment was relaxing, candlelit in every room! Drinks were flowing, laughter was abounding! We all were sitting around getting acquainted, just enjoying each other in our home! About a hour into the event, One cpl decided to leave, they really weren't into more than one other cpl, so left! At the point we played a icebreaker game, kinda truth/dare! Clothes were coming off, kissing, etc. tami and I decided to change into some lingerie, which kicked up the party another notch! A few more rounds of truth/dare, and then tami and I grabbed each other started kissing and went into bedroom and the others followed. Tami and I started making love to each other on the bed, I was on top, kissing her, fondling her long beautiful hair. Slowly goin down on her enticing breasts, and kissing her body all over. slowly making it down

Internet Predators: Watch Out
PRESS RELEASE By Torrey King Friday, September 15, 2006 WINSTON, OR - On the banks of the Umpqua River in Oregon’s Cascade Mountains during weather that will reach a low of 43 degrees tonight, there sleeps in the bed of a yellow 1969 Chevy El Camino a nineteen year old woman who is homeless. She is homeless because she trusted a stranger to "rescue" her. He rescued her, spent her $2,000.00 in savings and now they both sleep in the back of this car, homeless for six weeks with a dog and two cats. She wants to leave him, but has no resources, she wants to take care of her dog and cat, she won’t leave without them. This reporter talked to the young woman’s mother recently. The mother who lives in Philadelphia, PA where the young woman is from, said that this young lady met her "rescuer" on the internet TWO days before he made the several hour trip to "save" her from an abusive boyfriend. That previous relationship lasted for seven months or so. The mother was pleased her child

People
i hate when people take teh time to message or comment u but nvr answer back when u write its annoyin as hell if ur going to comment me talk to me also dont just comment me to get ur cherry points up it pisses me off

Life
The day you came in my life i was scared to let you in at firts i was just scared to let some one love me and love some one but now that i know that your true and your not fake i can let myself love you but i dont know if i love you yet i try to tell my self that i cant love you yet but its like i cant hold it back but i know deep down inside that i cant love you untile i know that this is not all a lie untill then i rather try to get to know you better and see what makes you happy and laugh but till then youll just be my "Baby Boy" but if i cant have you as more then a friend i rather have you just as a friend but four right now i rather just think of you as ............................ well idk what to say here but idk guys are just not something i want to deal with right now i just hate it and cant stand it so bad

Bullfuckingshit
I got a job as a Locksmith Apprentice and am doing well. My birthday is November 25th and I'm kinda excited to be turning 23...kinda. If you want to email it's: KoreanRachel1983@hotmail.com Since it's not an office job, I don't have any time online but I can deal with that! Lots of love to my awesome cherries! *MUAH* ~Korean Rachel So this is my blog about life in general in my neck of the woods....Fairbanks, Alaska....yay. To sum it all up: I'm currently un-employed, un-attached, and unsure of how I'm going to fix these issues, if I ever do. I have Fibromyalgia and am suffering like there's no tomorrow due to the fact that it's almost winter and the cold temperatures tend to make the pain worse... I was lucky to hop online today at my folk's house, so hopefully I'll have an update here soon! ~Korean Rachel

Survey About Me
1. time: 4:21 PM 2. Name: Anthony 3. Nickname(if any): Marvelous Me!!! 4. If you were a skittle what color would you be?: Green you know what they say about green candy 5. Shoe size: 11 1/2 6. Zodiac: Taurus 7. Hair color: Dark brown 8. Eye color: Puppy Dog Blue 9. Height: 6'3 10. Favorite Color(s): Green & Purple 11. Glasses, contacts or neither: glasses 12. Braces?: nope 13. Piercing/tattoos?: No piercings/ 5 tattoos 14.Birth Place: Sanford, NC 15. Area code: 919 16. Sibling(s) name(s): Tracy ******HAVE YOU EVER****** 17. Cut your own hair?: yeah 18. Did something in the past month that you regret?: nope 19. Have u ever met someone u were not supposed to?: Yes 20. Kissed someone who isn't ur b/f g/f?: yeah 21. Skipped school?: Yes 22. Bungee jumped?: Nope 23. Kissed someone of the same sex not related to you?: Nope 24. Kiss more than two people in one day?: Yes 27. TP'd someone's house?: Yes 28. Won something

Problem Solution
Problem and Solution After every flight, Quantas pilots fill out a form, called a "gripe sheet," which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humour. Here are some actual maintenance complaints submitted by Quantas' pilots and the solutions recorded by maintenance engineers. By the way, Quantas is the only major airline that has never had an accident. (P = The problem logged by the pilot.) (S = The solution and action taken by mechanics.) P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tire. P: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. S: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft. P: Something loose in cockpit. S: Something tightened in cockpit. P: Dead bugs on windshield. S: Live bugs on back-order. P: Autopilot in alt

Love Wasted
so after a lot of thinking i have decided that in a lot of cases love is wasted on the undeserving.there's just too many people out there that don't care. that cheat without remorse. i just don't understand it. if you're not happy then tell them. get out of the relationship. why hurt someone like that. This whole thing has me pissed. i'm interested in this guy but he has this wall up and i can't blame him..he's been cheated on twice and thanks to these bitches i have to work extra hard. I think he's pretty sure I'm different but still i know it's in the back of his mind. it just makes me mad. how could anyone do that. i know there's really nothin i can do but let time do his deciding but really it just all seems so ridiculous. people like that should save us all the trouble and tattoo "I'M A WHORE" on their forheads. that would make life so much easier. ok ok i'm done venting thanks for reading Lesley

Wow. =)
Wow. In 2 short weeks from today, or as Dan said on the phone today 13 days and a wake up, and we will get to spend 3 Wonderful nights together!! We’re getting our family visit……I am so ecstatic!! To think if things had gone differently…..I wouldn’t be going up there in two weeks…..I guess my favorite philosophy proves true again; Everything Happens for a Reason. I don’t think anything could explain how I feel……shit….how Dan feels…..it’s crazy, cuz it’s been almost two years since we have done anything other than just kissing each other, and holding hands. I am soooo Happy, words could not possibly explain. On Nov. 3rd I will be on my way up to Sacramento, and on Nov. 5th through the 8th I will be with Dan in Folsom…..and unreachable…..sorry guys…..lol….but I will be preoccupied…..plus…no cell phones allowed….lol…. Everything’s beginning to fall into place……all the pieces are starting to fit in my life…and things are again great…..the sun shines again!! I must say I have no compl

Rate Me
Grade Me! Send a reply to the person who posted this telling them what grade they deserve! And they can have more then one! ^-^ F= Not even pretty D= Not my type C= Your Cute, I would like to get to know u more C+= You are gorgeous, I would take you home in a second B-= Amazingly beautiful, I wish you where here B+= Hot!! Wana get to know each other?! A-= HOT AS HELL!!! I WANT YOU HERE NOW LETS GET IT ON!! A+= HOLY SHIT! Your so f****n Hot, your hotter then the sun!

Stuff
well we just got hit with another snow storm, damn i wish it would be just stay warm, kind of tired seening the snow, but then again i am not that fond of summer either I honestly think that dec 7, 2007 was the scariest night of my life...i was at the flogging molly concert with some friends of mine and thought that everything was going fine.. some time around 8 i noticed that my legs felt a little weak next thing i knew i blacked out and was unresponsive to anything, had shallow breathing, i honestly thought i was going to die that night, i finally came to around 10:05 waking up in the hospital...i don't know what triggered the black out and honestly it scares the hell out of me. so i have desided to take things easy until i know for sure what is going on so here i am yet again stuck with another cold, it sucks first it was dealing with the walking puemonia, synintitis, along with a ear infection all at the same time then i get this stupid cold which all began with a simple little sor

Faker: Bri (351731)
ok latest fake... another male... maybe.. lol This "guy" is using 3..4..5.. different guys pic's: http://lostcherry.com/user/351731 This pic (it's main): Is Danny who is a saluted member: http://fakersbusted.com/database/males/2004/ref00422.html This pic "its" using: Is Billy, whom i personally know from my website: http://www.kissmeordissme.com/profile.php?7209 he's saluted many times and has made tonnes of sign pic's for members and met at least 4 members in person taking pic's with them. (yes, his profile says his name is "frank" but that's just how they are there, they use different names to mess with newbs."

Hmm..
Ok, this new name... hmmmm where to begin. I personally dont like the new name, it's kinda lame.. doesnt really have a hook to it like the LC did. They should have put up a poll asking members for suggestions on new names or letting members vote on names they are thinking of. The Cherry Tap... for some reason when i say that it automatically brings "crap" to mind. I know it wont kill the site because the site does rock and has tonnes of very cool people on it and some of the nicest you'll find on a site like this. A poll still would have been nice to see and possible give members a chance to really affect the site and show creativity. They have the contests for getting new members to join, how about a contest to name the LC something more suiting. Just my rant.. take it or leave it, i'm blogging :P. Ren

Wanting U
I want you to lie there before me spreading your smooth, long legs wide opening your womanhood for me to see the pinkness of your warm, wet inside Let me nuzzle my nose between those pink lips sniffing the scent from your warm hips my beard caressing your smooth inner thighs my tongue licking its way to your sweet, sweet prize My fingers have found your nipples up there rubbing and pulling arousing you with care Your head is thrown back your eyes have become closed your breathing is heavy not through your nose Your skin is all flushed from the sensations you feel all cozy and warm, safe in your bed each thrill that I give you goes straight to your head Your soft, warm lips are opening wide to suck in your breath and let out a cry Soft moans escape you and encourage me more to lick and suck you-to find your inner core I suck your sweet pussy, your clit and your ass very soon thereafter you are a shivering mass I continue my effort u

Cure's Blog
Today when he woke up, he was having alot of trouble breathing, more than usual and he could hardly move. So the family and I decided to make a choice and we put our dog, Henry, down today at 11am. He went peacefully, as if he knew it was his time. The shot they gave him, gentley put him into a deep sleep in which he passed on. I tried to stay as strong as I could for him, but I broke down when it was time to say goodbye. Right now, I don't know exactly what's going through my head; just bits and pieces. I know I'm really pissed off and angry about the way things are going in my life right now, and I know that this is not what I needed right now. I'm just so sick of everything and feeling like I have nothing left and then just when I think I've got nothing left, something happens, and another part of my life gets taken away..I didn't just lose my dog, I lost a family member, and more importantly, a loyal friend!

Subject: Wine Vs. Water
It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than1 kilo of Escherichia coli bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop! However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, whiskey, vodka, beer or other liquors) because alcohol has to go through a distillation process of boiling, filtering, and fermenting. It is better to drink wine and talk shit .... than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I am doing it as a public service.

Dream Job
I have every woman's dream job. I am a sports reporter, doing interviews in the locker room after the big games. Now being a woman in my sexual prime and a body I'm not ashamed of, I get plenty of stares while I'm doing my interviews, however, I do enough staring of my own. There is something about a sweaty well-hung man parading around a locker room, showing their bodies. Every time I finish an interview I have to go and change my panties because they are soaked with my own juices. One day in particular, I was feeling hornier than usual and had to interview the 5 star players of the game from that day. I knew as soon as I finished I would have to go home and pull out my reliable vibrator and work myself to multiple orgasms, thinking of those naked, sweaty, black bodies, with their huge cocks swinging back and forth like a thick vine. I walked into the locker room, wearing my usual uniform of short, tight skirt, black hose and high heels. Only this day under the blazer I wore, I had

Speaking The Truth...
I beg to differ, you did have Steves brother at our house Tina, I was there, and you are the one who introduced him. In fact if I remember correctly, you said he was married, but he was going to get a divorce because his wife was a bitch to him, and that you were going to get married because the two of you always had feelings for each other and you would be better for him than she was. AS for the miscarriage Ashley had, yes, she was upset...upset over the same type of shit her "friedns" were giving her. YOU would know that better than anyone. I could mention your daughter and her previous miscarriages(or at least the ones you claim she had). You seemed to take great pleasure in taking total responcibility for each of those. Are you proud of the fact that you caused such a thing? You don't want to get into a battle of words with me, I know ALOT more about you than you would think and I have no problem letting anyone know about it...ANYONE! Maybe if you actually had a

Mike
Mike life is really bad right now. My Bf left to go to maryland this morning. He came home from Hargrave Militray Accademy that is 4 hour away. He left this morning and won't get back till saturday night. Then he going to saturday night church. Then on sunday morning he has to leave to go back to school. I miss him so much and i love him so much. Why did his dad have to do this? I wish he could be with me. Please help some one. It was our 6th month anniversary this past thursday and the only thing that we could do is go to a fucking birthday party for my god father. I hate my life. But I love mike way to much to do anything drastic

Steam
The hours were dragging on. My hectic schedule at my university had strained my pocketbook, my qouta of sleep, and almost all of my personal relations. When I had graduated high school, I thought earning an english lit degree would be simple enough - a class there a seminar here. How far from the truth that turned out to be. I was pushing a heavy load of seventeen units that spring semester, and the stress was building. Not only that, but the sheer cost of books was beginning to take its toll on me. The only part time job I could fit into what was a terrible whirlwind of endless reading and writing was a nightshift at one of those gyms that are open at all hours of the night. The job was simple, I just had to sit at the front desk and check identification cards as members came in and perhaps answer the phone once and a while. Every couple of hours I would have my co-worker, a guy only few years older than my twenty-two by the name of Glen, relieve me so that I could check the locke

Phoney Smiles & Fake Hellos
So anyways it's a sunday evening and i'm bored out of my head, so I thought i'd do a blog on fake people...Why are there so many fake people around? I hate it so much. We all have good friends in our lives, but why is it sometimes you fall out with someone, You think you know really well. You apologise and then they're like "it's ok, mates again, i'm sorry too" etc. The next few days everything's ok, you're talking to them and having a laugh and everything's good. Then the next minute it's dead...I think people really need to get a grip on reality because it's not all about them all the time, we all have feelings, and when they're like that it can be really upsetting. So why be like this?If I upset anyone I always do my best to apologise and make it up to them, Sure i've done my fair share of upsetting people in the past, But hasn't everybody?I'm just sick & tired of these people and I really haven't got time for them anymore, so here's to all the fake mothafuckas out there... FUCK YO

Jumbled Quotes For Thought
This is the place. Stand still, my steed,— Let me review the scene, And summon from the shadowy past The forms that once have been. If I could read you like a book Or like a wizard’s glass of old I might discover why you look so cold. We all have a story to tell, the mistakes of our past, break the mold to create who we are today. We learn wisdom from failure much more than from success. We often discover what will do by finding out what will not do; and probably he who never made a mistake never made a discovery. Man ... cannot learn to forget, but hangs on the past: however far or fast he runs, that chain runs with him. Slow me down, Ease the pounding of my heart by the quieting of my mind. Steady my hurried pace with a vision of the eternal reach of time. Give me, amidst the confusion of my day, the calmness of the everlasting hills. Break the tensions of my nerves and muscles with the soothing music of singing streams that live in my memory. Teach me the art

Christmas_holiday Blog
Your Christmas is Most Like: A Charlie Brown Christmas Each year, you really get into the spirit of Christmas. Which is much more important to you than nifty presents. What Movie Is Your Christmas Most Like?

The Road Not Taken
THE ROAD NOT TAKEN Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. Robert Frost

A Soldier
A Soldier, He is that fallen lance that lies as hurled, That lies unlifted now, come dew, come rust, But still lies pointed as it ploughed the dust. If we who sight along it round the world, See nothing worthy to have been its mark, It is because like men we look too near, Forgetting that as fitted to the sphere, Our missiles always make too short an arc. They fall, they rip the grass, they intersect The curve of earth, and striking, break their own; They make us cringe for metal-point on stone. But this we know, the obstacle that checked And tripped the body, shot the spirit on Further than target ever showed or shone Robert Frost

Drama!!!
OK, WELL I WAS TOLD THAT THIS SITE DIDNT HAVE ANY DRAMA!!! BULLSHIT!( SORRY SWEETIE!) I WISH EVERYONE WOULD GROW THE FUCK UP AND JUST HAVE SOME FUN!! I DUNNO ABOUT ANY OF YOU GUYS, BUT IM HERE TO MAKE REAL FRIENDS....IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING NEGATIVE TO SAY. KEEP IT TO YOURSELF..ITS NOT WELCOME HERE! I SEE THERE ARE ALOT OF JEALOUS FEMALES OUT THERE..WHICH IS A SHAME...YOU BITCHES SHOULD REALLY TRY GETTING A LIFE AND STOP TRYING TO STEAL MINE!! AS FOR THE REST OF YOU, YOU ARE WELCOME TO STOP BY ANYTIME!! OK. So im the new chick in town here. Somebody show me around??? Ive gotten an invite to join, but have not a clue as to WTF Im doing here. lol. Ive been on other sites and have encountered DRAMA,DRAMA,DRAMA!!!! We are all adults here- ACT LIKE IT! But I hear you guys here are pretty cool. So drop me a line and show me so luuuve!!! Looking 4ward 2 hearing from as many as possible! WARNING!!!! FREAK AT HEART! lol.

Funny18
Once upon a time, a young lad was born without a belly button. In its place was a golden screw. All the doctors told his mother that there was nothing they could do. Like it or not, he was stuck with it. All the years of growing up was real tough on him, as all who saw the screw made fun of him. He avoided ever leaving his house and thus, never made any friends. One day, a mysterious stranger saw his belly and told him of a swami in Tibet that could get rid of the screw for him. He was thrilled. The next day he took all of his life's savings and bought a ticket to Nepal. After several days of climbing up steep cliffs, he came upon a giant monastery. The swami knew exactly why he had come. He was told to sleep in the highest tower of the monastery and the following day when he awoke, the screw would have been removed. The man immediately went to the room and fell asleep. During the night while he slept, a purple fog floated in an open window, bearing in its mist, a golden sc

Friendship
" Rhea Danielle Lansdown " I'm writting you this poem casue I wanted you to let you know just how much I love you, as a sister and a bestfreind. And that truly means everything to me, and there is no way that's gonna change. I know that you are in heaven now, and that you are a angel watching over all your friends and family. In my heart you will never be forgoten, cause you will always be in my heart forever and always. When you left you took apart of me with you,and i know I should let you go,and go on with my life. But it's just not easy to let you go. I wish that I could of been there to say my goodbye's, and got to do things together. I know we had are good times and bad times, but yet though the years are friendship between each other grows more and more stronger than ever. And of corse that means alot to me deeply. You are my sister and bestfriend forever, and that really means the world to me. And in time we will see each other again. in heav

I Hope I Didn't Spell Frekels Like Freakels.
Like the subject or my other blog frekels? I don't have a dictionary and I'm lazy to look it up on the interhet I hope I didn't offend anyone with that typo. Of spelling frekels like freakels. All my friends and family are great!!!

Nice Place
Sorry everyone I have to go out toun for a bit. See u when I get back:) Hey everyone can some one tell me how to upload some music on my page? Hey all I am back;) How are things going? Hope evryone is doing good or at least having fun. I will try to get around to say hi to evryone a.s.a.p. thanks b:)

Lovers Dance
Lover's Dance Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels, and tangles th

Every Night
Every Night ...I can't wait to attack I want to drag my nails down your back... ...I can't wait to feel you near It's your moan I long to hear... I want to run my hair along your naked chest... ...Kiss your lips, make you my nest I want to feel you beside me... ...Love me, Remind me I want to feel your lips... ...On my neck and on my hips I can feel you behind me... ...To my left, then to my right I want to hold and caress you each and every night....

Fantasy
Fantasy All my life I had built up a fantasy of the perfect man. Countless romance stories and fables helped make that fantasy a reality in my mind. Searching for that fantasy lead to many disappointments. Reality made it clear that there was no such man. And as the years went by, the fantasy started to fade away - until I met you. I had almost given up on the fantasy until my fantasy became reality, that reality became you.

Moods...
Last night... The moon was in her full glory... I didn't sleep... This morning... I woke up early and took a drive... I appreciated her for looking down on me... I wonder if any of you feel this way... Feel as if the phases of the moon can effect your life... Does your mood change with the weather? How about the seasons change? "... Do you cry because it rains, or does it rain because you cry?"

Lil Info Bout Me
Name:Mike Age:21 Current Location:Front Royal, Va Eye/Hair Color:Brown yees/dirty blonde hair Height:6' Ethnicity: white Sexual Orientation:Straight Size of penis/breast: 6.5'' WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX? Age:18-35 Eye/Hair:Dark hair or blonde and green or blue eyes Height: 5'1''-6' Ethnicity:white Body Type:athletic or nice and thick;) What's your favorite part of a guys/gals body? chest, ass, eyes, smile EASY QUESTIONS: What kind of underwear are you wearing? boxer briefs Have you ever given/received a lap dance? yup Ever watch a porno? yep Ever made someone think you were gonna have sex but didn't? yeah Are you into ass smacking? at times Are you a Virgin?nope When did you lose it? 17 How was your first time? it was alright If you had a choice would you have stayed a virgin longer? nah Are you an easy O or hard O? hard Ever meet someone off the Internet for sex? no How many dates does it take to get into your pants?depens on how we c

Poems
My best friend, and my lover, my companion throughout the journey of life. All these things you are to me through good times and through strife.... I look into your eyes and see all of my dreams in them. My heart has no boundaries and my soul has no fear... God has placed you by my side and there you will always stand. Shoulder to Shoulder, Eye to Eye, Forever hand in hand.... Most times I walk beside you, but at times I walk behind. So that I can watch over you when you have a troubled mind.... My need for you is great and my love for you is true. My soulmate and my lover I give my life to you. A poem my ex wrote for me Seeing you for the first time Talking to your friends outside I knew you were the one for me Caring for me like no other guy has Kisses i recieve from you makes my body tingle Whenever im with you im so happy Intimant times we share Teaching eachother things U are my man always will be Time goes by slow when im with you Raging heart

A Night In The Life Of A Cab Driver
We were dressed and ready to go out for the New Years Eve Party. We turned on a night light, turned the answering machine on, covered our pet parakeet and put the cat in the backyard. We phoned the local cab company and requested a taxi. The taxi arrived and we opened the front door to leave the house. The cat we put out in the yard, scoots back into the house. We didn't want the cat shut in the house because she always tries to eat the bird. My wife goes out to the taxi, while I went inside to get the cat. The cat runs upstairs, with me in hot pursuit. Waiting in the cab, my wife doesn't want the driver to know that the house will be empty for the night. So, she explains to the taxi driver that I will be out soon, "He's just going upstairs to say good-bye to my mother." A few minutes later, I get into the cab. "Sorry I took so long," I said, as we drove away. "That stupid bitch was hiding under the bed. Had to poke her with a coat hanger to get her to come out! She tried

Humanity
WE WERE BORN HUMAIN,THANKS TO THE LORD WHO DOES WATEVER HE WAN N CREATED US HUMAN N NOT SOMETHING ELSE.WE CAME IN WORLD FOR MISSION,WIT SOME WEAPONS(MIND,HEART)N HAV JUST ONE TIME FOR ALL,1TIME TO LIVE,ONE TIME TO DEAD SO ONE TIME TO DO N BE GOOD OR BAD.JUST THINK BOUT THE FAVOR GOD GIV U WELL FOR THX HIM TRY TO MAKE PLEASURE TO WAT HE LOVS MORE,HUMAN,I SWEAR EVERYTIME U DO SOMETHING N MAKE PPL HAPPY U MAKE GOD HAPPY.THIS LIFE DOESNT DESERV TO DO BAD COZ IT'S ONLY FEW TIME ASK TO GRANPA OR GRANMA THEY WILL TELL U.WISH N DO GOOD TO PPL N U'LL GOT THIS.THINK TO WAT GOD GIV U HEALTH WHILE SOMEBODY IS CLOZ TO DEATH,THE CHANGE U HAV WHILE SOMEBODY IS ASKING FOR SOMETHING TO EAT...PLIZ I ASK TO ALL TO GO BACK,TAK U WEAPONS N BE READY FOR THE FIGHT(LIFE),WIN N THE ONES WHO LOV U WILL BE PROUD OF U N EVEN THE ALMIGHTY GONA B PROUD OF U.THIS IS VICTORY N NOTHING ELSE... THANKS. WE WERE BORN HUMAIN,THANKS TO THE LORD WHO DOES WATEVER HE WAN N CREATED US HUMAN N NOT SOMETHING ELSE.WE CAME IN W

My First Blog...
Well i finally decided that i would start one of these things. I haven't really ever done one. Well i guess that kinda not true I had a few blog entries on myspace but nothing really just random stuff that i got from other people that i wanted to keep. Nothing original. Anyway i guess i will possibly get started here by talking a little about myself. I am Stephanie, proud mommy of an adorable 3 year old boy. (well he will b 3 in march) I am not very good with grammar and a lot of the time my fingers move faster than my brain so i tend to make typos hope you all will forgive me! Anyway I am 23 (it says i am 24 but it lies lol) I am divorced but still live with my ex who is my best friend in the world. I used to love sitting down and writing poetry but i havent done that in a very long time. I am attempting to get into school not really sure what i want to do or which classes i want to take but i am just going to go with the flow for now. Its gonna be very weird doing anythin

My Blog Name Is Blog
who wants to come and pack my stuff for me yeah i really have nothing to say but felt like typing a blog... there now im done... this was the most worthless thing i have ever done... and im sure u felel the same way now that you have wasted your time and read this

Cleaning!
Cleaning sucks! You always start out thinking it will only take you a short time, and then 6 hours later you are only half way done. Then you put it off and the next time you clean it takes even longer. I was going through shit today and found stuff I hadn't touched in over two years... Guess what happened.. I actually pitched it this time. I am usually a pretty tidy person, but I was suprised by all the "pack rat" habits I seem to have picked up over the years.. Oh well... Now that you have wasted your time reading this blog you probably wonder, "why did I just read this pathetic posting?" I am now sitting here wondering why I wasted my time writing....oh that's right... I am procrastinating... I needed a break from cleaning.... So thanks for the support....lol. Peace!

Survey
Belladonna (born Michelle Anne Sinclair on May 21, 1981 in Biloxi, Mississippi) is an American pornographic actress. Who was the last or your last? 1. You hung out with? Mandy and her Crue 2. Rode in a car with? myself to friends house and store 3. Went to the movies with? watched elmo at mandys 4. Went to the mall with? what mall..? 5. You talked on the phone to?: brian 6. Made you laugh?: myself talking but a suicide victim 7. You told or they told you they Loved you?: mandy W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R. 1. Pierce your nose or tongue?: nose 2. Be serious or be funny?: furious 3. Drink whole or skim milk? breat milk..str8 from the tap 4. Die in a fire or get shot? shot many times 5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?: parent A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y. 1. Do you like anyone?: mandy and YOU..!! lol..no not you.. 2. Sun or moon?: venus 3. Winter or Fall?: fall 4. left or right?: RIGHT

Wtf?
Ok-this has been buggin me for awhile-what difference does it make to anyone who im with? I mean geez-as far as im concerned-ITS NOBODY ELSE'S BUSINESS BUT MINE AND THE MAN I AM WITH-if i want to tell ya about it i will-i love all my friends here and i dont need anyone coming to me and butting in! ok my rant is done and ty for your cooperation lol-LOVE YOU GUYS! I'm unhappy, only because the one man that could put a smile on my face and in my heart is not talking to me-he has my heart-and is playing games with it-the question in my mind is WHY?? Does he not realize im a person-with actual feelings? I'm pretty thick skinned, but this silent treatment shit really hurts-I don't have time for it! But, as he told me, IM NOT GIVING UP! I'M GOING TO FIGHT FOR HIM! Because I know in my heart and my gut that the feelings i have are true-but are his? I hope to find out soon! REO Speedwagon-Don't Let Him Go So you figure that youve got him all figured out Hes a sweet talkin stud Who can

Through The Rain
When you get caught in the rain With nowhere to run When you're distraught and in pain Without anyone When you keep crying out to be saved But nobody comes And you feel so far away That you just can't find your way home You can get there alone It's ok Won't you say I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again On my own and I know That I'm strong enough to mend And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day And I make it through the rain And if you keep falling down Don't you dare give in You will arise safe and sound So keep pressing on steadfastly And you'll find what you need To prevail Won't you say I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again On my own and I know That I'm strong enough to mend And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day And I make it through the rain And when the wind blows And shadows grow close Don't be afraid There's n

Mia
well Iam feeling a lot better still not 100% but getting there thanks to all who have left me love Im missing the hell outta my net friends but I should be back and raoring soon hope everyone is having a kick ass week love&lashes alrighty boys and girls this is a quick update I know Ive been missing for a bit I have a pinched nerve in my back so I cant get around very well I will respond to messages ,ect when I can sit for awhile but thanks for all the luv...play hard and stay safe xoxo

Sarcastic Remarks
3 1. Stick your palm open under the stall and ask your neighbor, "May I borrow a highlighter?" 2. Say "Uh oh, I knew I shouldn't put my lips on that." 3. Cheer and clap loudly every time somebody breaks the silence with a bodily function noise. 4. Say, "Hm mm, I've never seen that color before." 5. Drop a marble and say, "oh shoot!! My glass eye!!" 6. Say "Darn, this water is cold." 7. Grunt and strain real loud for 30 seconds and then drop a cantaloupe into the toilet bowl from a high place six to eight feet. Sigh relaxingly. 8. Say, "Now how did that get there?" 9. Say, "Humus. Reminds me of humus." 10. Fill up a large flask with Mountain Dew. Squirt it erratically under the stall walls of your neighbors while yelling, "Whoa! Easy boy!!" 11. Say, "Interesting....more sinkers than floaters. 12. Using a small squeeze tube, spread peanut butter on a wad of toilet paper and drop it under the stall wall of your neighbor. Then say, "Whoops, could you kick

Plan Of The Mystics Journey
Thanks goes out to my girfriend "passionatedesires1" who took the time to find this beautiful affirmation as she knew it is the lifestyle I lead..She never really understood everything I told her until she read this..I feel she is a Mystic and finding herself as she journeys more into these concepts ....Thank you sweetheart xoxo.... For those of you that are spirtual or on a Mystical path these words will hit home with you. I found it to be profound and live by these principles....... Unconditional Love - Love Without Condition I love you as you are, as you seek to find your own special way to relate to the world. I honour your choices to learn in the way you feel is right for you. I know it is important that you are the person you want to be and not someone that I or others think you "should" be. I realise that I cannot know what is best for you, although perhaps sometimes I think I do. I have not been where you have been, viewing life fr

I Love My Wife
i love my wife so very much. i know i have done some bad things to her like ignore her, believed my family and so called friends over her , damn i almost killed her because i didnt think she was that bad! i know it is to late to save us. nut damn i got to try i oh her so much. she gave me 2 wonderful children , she trusted me for 5 years , she is my lover my best and only friend and my beatiful wife. i now now the truth about everything . she help me find god and i only brought her to her breaking point. so is it fair that she should have to stay with me or should i just let her go? it gets worse , she has found a friend that she "loves" more than me. i dont know if i cann take much more of it. i caused all this i am resposilbe for all the pain and suffering in our marriage. i want to fix everything between use but i dont think she wants to be "fixed". she is worth being "fixed" so she can live a long healthy life with or without me. i wish i would have found god sooner then i wo

Leaving Soon
Alright well i finally got the word and orders that ill be getting deployed to iraq in early march fun fun times lol I will try to keep in touch as best i can not making any promises unless i have ur email already and then its still will be times i wont be able to chat or talk much but wish me luck and safe passage Ok for anyone who doesnt andyone i added lately or whichever the case maybe im iraq as being part fo the military itt happens lol but all is good if i havent gotten to your page or left a comment give me time its not always the best connection over here for that but im working it the best i can if u want feel free to drop me a line at either emila addresses smilie66@hotmail.com or lilcrazypuppydogg@yahoo.com ( will get a response alot faster) anyways things are good here just dealing with weather and doing my job to the best of my ability so i come home safe and everyone else around me does to anyways thanks for all the support have fun James aka Dogg

My First Interview
Junkies & Thieves by Chantal They've got what rock-starved fans crave. They know what you need. Junkies & Thieves is definitely what's missing today in rock music!! They're hard-workin' and hard-rockin'.....and when you're in need of that musical fix of pure rock JNT will deliver. JNT has emerged onto the local music scene with a vengence.....packing in houses and leaving scores of fans begging for more along the way. They're definitely THE rock band to watch out for!! Founding members Songwriter/Lead Guitarist Chris Eaton and Lead Man/Lyricist Jason Race joined by Drummer-Ben Victa, Bassist-Calvin Lippert, and Guitarist-Chap spend countless days and tireless nights promoting themselves, traveling to shows, and working hard in the studio to get their music out there. Driven by pure ambition and raw talent these guys have what it takes, and do what they have to for the music. It's very rare today to find a band whose music combines razor-sharp lyrics

Superbowl Champs
well right now i am sitting here paying the price of being a big fan of the game..and a bigger fan of the superbowl champions Indianopolis Colts!!! for those who said they couldnt do it..well they did it and i have a huge hangover to prove it..lol..hell ya we will be there again next year..like i said in the beginng of the season..i will say it again..superbowl bound!!!!! and to you Bears fans...you guys had a great year!! peace

Random Shit......
I'm sitting here listening to music, letting my mind wander. I have had my trials in life as we all have, but overall, my life is going pretty well. I have a family that I adore, I love my classes in college and am very excited about starting a new chapter in my life. It hopes to be new and exciting with some similar experiences to be enjoyed as well as some new adventures to be had. These new experiences are going to involve some travel, but that part of it is also very inticing to me, for I will be traveling to destinations that I have yet to experience firsthand. I know I am just rambling, but when I am excited about something, I tend to put it to pen....or keyboard as the case may be.... Have a great weekend to those who read this... ~Pounce!!! Well, the plans are finalized and ticket is purchased. I will hopping on a plane and headed for Tennessee for at least the summer, possibly longer. No longer will I be a California girl!! I am a transplant anyway. Whe

Taxes
Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. Wh

This Is To My Family, Friends And Fans
A good friend of mine from Cherry Tap lost her love on Wednesday. Menndebi's boyfriend Jerry lost his battle with lung cancer. I hope all my friends, fans and family will send her condolences and love. She needs our support right now. Thanks to all that will do this for me and for her. This is a hard blog to write but I wanted all of you to know. If you guys don't see me on tap in a while here's why. Back in 2000 I had my first heart attack, I've been on meds since then. In 2004 I had heart cath with two stints put in. Now because of alot of stress and heartbreak in the past few months, I had another attack on Jan 17th. Since then everyday seems to be a struggle with chest pains and other things. I've refused further treatments because I simply don't want to go through all of that and I don't want to pay for some doctor's new Mercedes. I've gotten everything in order, there are no loose ends dangling. My brother's kids will get their college education and he's going to be more s

Nsfw
well i guess it doesnt matter weather i post it here or on a bulletin cause it seems as if no one ever reads them any way but any how the point im trying to get accross to every one is, is that when we go to other peoples pages and they have pictures marked NSFW we go ahead and rate them well some of us do any how and but what im trying to say even though we go and rate these picks we are not getting credit where credit is due no matter what the content of the picture may be if we take the time to rate them then i think we should get the credit we deserve for our time and those people who has the picks needs their credit for the picks being rated as well. sighs i know im probally wasting my breath even writting this cause if people are going to ignore what i post on the bulletin board then im sure this will be ignored as well, but in truth if nothing is said about the NSFW picks not getting there propper credit then i guess then we will go on rateing them for nothing and wasting our

Blast's From My Past Lol !!!
COME CHECK IT OUT PEOPLE HE HE !!! Music Codes - MySpace Layouts Oh God my cried her eye's out when she heard me play this year's ago my little boy Landen lovesbless his little heart:) :) LANDEN :) :) Music Codes - MySpace Layouts GOD LOL I have been walking down memory lane sorry friend's but this song bring's back memorie's of being a teenager and having your teeny booper girlfriend play this for me ah life is good and my life has been alright thing's like that help give you old smiles :)

A Pampers Existence
Giving advice is easy. Sticking with folks, and continuing to try and help them is a little harder. You can flash a light on the path to even a perfect stranger. Just tell them what you feel is the best way to accomplish things. What they do with this guidance is up to them. I remember back, 10 years or so, I was having a conversation with my buddy Christy, who at the time was 2 ½. She was sitting on her training potty, and I spoke to her at length about how wonderful things would be if she would always use the bathroom instead of her pants. She looked me straight in the eyes during my entire monologue. I felt a connection. When I had finished, she leaned forward and hugged me. She truly appreciated the effort. During the embrace is when I received a moment of clarity. She loved me, and was glad I was there trying to help her, but she would continue to crap her pants until she remembered not to. And all the speeches and attempts to change her behavior would be mute points, because in t

Silent Pulsebeat
I don’t know how You do it I feel your soul Dropping tears I sense you Holding on When your natural Instinct Tells you to run You opened up Let me in Now you have A terminal condition Of the heart Trusting this Is something real And so it goes It is time to show How strong you Truly are Is what you want What you feel?

Happyness
Sometimes I wish I wish I was like a star shining' high in the sky surrounded by millions of other stars being friends with all of them no one hates each other but no one loves another shining there high above the sky in the night together with the moonlight no one is sad no one is ever hurt no one cries no one lies no one despise they are all happy together for billion years until one of them begins to fall she falls lower and lower until she hits the ground the ground of the earth then she became a humane and she’s been hurt so bad and almost no one cares about her feelings she cries everybody lies to her people say that she’s a big disgrace but why? Because her mother never took care of her? Because she’s never been healthy in her whole life? Or is it just because she felt Deeper and deeper Until no one will ever see her And the day that she will be happy Is the last day of her life And when she’s in heaven looking down She thinks Was it all wor

Don't Look Back!
As you travel through life there are always those times When decisions just have to be made, When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce, And the rain seems to soak your parade. There are some situations where all you can do Is simply let go and move on, Gather your courage and choose a direction That carries you toward a new dawn. So pack up your troubles and take a step forward - The process of change can be tough, But think about all the excitement ahead If you can be stalwart enough! There might be adventures you never imagined Just waiting around the next bend, And wishes and dreams just about to come true In ways you can't yet comprehend! Perhaps you'll find friend

Show....2.23.07(fisting Jesus)
In the end you will be laid to rest where you belong. Bathed in the flames for your hatred and your ignorance. You're the symbol of masculinity, but I can beat king kong. I will stand up for those who suffer. I will stand up for those who have suffered, been crucified by your insecurities. You can't say what love is when you're castrated, fuckers. Hatchets castrating the fuckers. The voice that I've been given I will use to crush bigotry and defeat intolerance. With bodies ablaze sadly no one's there to push you in the flames. So throw another stick in and I swear with every once of strength I have, I will burn you all alive. In the sticks lays your worthless bodies, screaming, keep fucking screaming. And with your eyeballs boiling...WHO'S THE FUCKING FAGGOT NOW Forever your eyes will hold the memory I saw your heart as it overtook me We tried so hard to understand and reason But in that one moment In that moment I gave my heart away In that moment I gave my heart a

Poem A Friend.
A friend. A friend is loyal, loving, caring A friend is all about non judgment, sharing A friend is someone who never puts you down A friend is someone who never makes you frown A friend loves unconditionally always brings you smiles A true friend is one who will be there awhile A friend never ridicules, downs, talks behind your back A friend never gets jealous and never attacks A friend will never think of you as a lower than they are. A friend will always think of you like a star. A friend is going to be there no matter what the case may be A friend is one who's love and caring is free. A true friend is one that never uses you to see what they can get A friend then becomes a foe there easy to forget A true friend will never step on ones toes A friend never tells you well that’s just how it goes A friend is one who can keep your darkest secrets and not tell A friend is one who never tells you go to hell. A friend is one who is true in th

Bull Shit This Mother Fucker Needs A Serious Ass Whoopin
=== 'THIS IS WHY IM HOT!!!' spewed forth the following at '2007-02-27 21:28:35'.. > > I just added another link to this because it is major important that every one of you read up on this topic and get educated... > > Because I can tell you right now every one of you has now been personally affected by this crime. Because you now know someone that you each have spoken to at least once if not many times that was a victim of this very same thing and you never even knew it did you? > > Along with many of you have friends on your friend list that seem like the sweetest of guys. Charming funny helpful and understanding. Only thing is the side he don’t show you which is he abuses his girlfriend or wife. One minute he’s helping you bomb the hell out of you photo and then he says brb. His wife who you didn’t know he had has just come home from work five minutes late and she needs a fast lesson taught to her before she’s allowed to cook him dinner. Then he’s back on line with you bo

Surgery March 22
OK here is the deal.......March 22nd at Jefferson Hospital.....I will undergo a real scary surgery. They will take 2 bones from what I have no idea but anyway 2 bones one to be put in the c-5/c-6 and one shaved down to make my neck & spine of normal curvature at the c-4/c-5!! Like it is a shock to me that I am defective..lol... then take a metal plate to keep them in place it will take 4 to 6 months for recovery! I am sure I will be needing the company of my Cherry Tap Bud's Wish me strength and endurance! Well, now I have more crap to deal with. I had a stress test done yesterday and even before I got to my appointment I got in a bender 2 blocks from my appointment took a cop an hour and 15 minutes to show in Center City Philly man! That is unreal. Well I got a call today and the left side of my heart is not pumping the blood like it should so....the long and the short of it is that I am still cleared for surgery on the 22nd just have to see a heart specialist after!

Ok So I Fucked You!!!!
Ok so i do flirt alot and have alot of fun doing it,(who doesnt?) And i might even stray and share myself with you but **please remember** I WAS JUST HAVING FUN!!!! MS GOODY is MY WIFE!!!! and i go home to her every night not you!! I am going to be faithful to her from now on but i love flirting so how do i do this its called flirt and leave it at that so there you have it!!! I love all you ladies on my friends list so feel free to flirt but remember thats all it is >>>>>.....Loves reapher

Drifting Off Into Daydreams
~Because I Care My Friend~ I say this prayer with you in mind because I care my friend I know that sometimes life's too hard it just seems there is no end ~*~ tying up all of the loose ends is something we have to do when you need a friend's comfort I'll be right here just for you ~*~ I know that this is difficult and sometimes hard to bear you will get there in the end you know just want to let you know I care ~*~ you still have the spirit within you no one can take that away you'll pick yourself up and dust yourself down absorb the strength to face another day. ~Drifting Off Into Daydreams~ Looking back over the years The time has swiftly passed me by Remembering the good and bad old days I sometimes wonder why? ~*~ Some memories were filled with sunshine Some days I felt so blue I should have counted my blessings Because my darling I had you ~*~ No longer do you walk beside me For you have allready gone back home The memories are here right in my

Idiots From Cyberspace...
.....its not big enough to label it as the next number... but it was worth posting in this blog I feel... I took a look at my shoutbox just a few minutes ago, and this is the message that was there: Jo**y 5: Hi there..I'm Jonathan..I don't want to come of rude or sound perverted, but I was just wondering if you'd be interested in a little cam fun on msn or yahoo with me? As I was reading it, when I read the first part I was expecting a compliment. Then came the old overused cam request... Apparently this dude learns by visual aide of images, rather then reading information. As all of my friends should know, it states right in my profile that I don't cam, or use other messengers... (I did asterisk part of his name to protect his identity) Update: I thought it was only fair to include his apology... Jonny 5: but anyways... naughtiness aside...I'm very well thank you Jonny 5: I'll read more closely next time Jonny 5: I meant no harm...I'm sorry Jonny 5: Oh...I apologi

Slideshow Guestbook
i recently added a guestbook onto my profile and would just like to invite all my family friends and fans to include themselves in it.lets make it the biggest guestbook on ct.thanks all my love to you all.robxxxx

Voice..this Could Be Fun.. Would Love To Be Able To Hear Your Voices. It's Free
Send me a VoiceComment. It's FREE! Just call 1(641)985-7800 and enter *3647315. If you get one too, I'll reply. http://www.snapvine.com

Captian Kangaroo
Captain Kangaroo passed away on January 23, 2004 at age 76, which is odd, because he always looked to be 76. (DOB: 6/27/27.) His death reminded me of the following story. Some people have been a bit offended that the actor, Lee Marvin, is buried in a grave alongside 3 and 4 star generals at Arlington National Cemetery. His marker gives his name, rank (PVT) and service (USMC). Nothing else. Here’s a guy who was only a famous movie star who served his time, why the heck does he rate burial with these guys? Well, following is the amazing answer: I always liked Lee Marvin, but didn't know the extent of his Corps experiences. In a time when many Hollywood stars served their country in the armed forces often in rear echelon posts where they were carefully protected, only to be trotted out to perform for the cameras in war bond promotions, Lee Marvin was a genuine hero. He won the Navy Cross at Iwo Jima. There is only one higher Naval award... the Medal Of Honor. If that is a s

Poetry
"THE POEM OF MYSELF" I AM A POEM NO ONE CARES TO READ COMPOSED ON UGLY PAPER WITH BEAUTIFUL WORDS, WORTHY OF A GLANCE FROM THOSE WHO TURN THEIR HEADS AWAY AND GORGE THEMSELVES IN THE VERSES OF OTHERS I CANNOT COMPETE WITH, (I WILL SURELY LOSE IN THE COMPETITION OF LIFE) AND WILL NEVER BE PUBLISHED IN THE BOOK OF WORTHINESS; FOR NOW I'LL REMAIN CRUMPLED IN LONELINESS NEAR THE TRASH-- WHERE I SOMETIMES FEEL I BELONG. ...Heather K I wrote this a couple years ago when I got my first tattoo. "A BORN ADDICT" OTHERS SMOKE WHILE OTHERS DRINK I MYSELF PREFER THE INK ADORN THE CANVAS OF MY SKIN THE PAIN BECOMES MY NEWFOUND FRIEND. OTHERS MAY PLACE ART UPON THEIR WALLS OF MAJESTIC MOUNTAINS OR OF WATERFALLS BUT NO MONET OR DA VINCI WILL I INVEST JUST PLACE YOUR ETERNAL ART UPON MY CHEST OTHERS MAY FROWN AT GETTING TATTOOED, THINKING IT'S SOMETHING CRAZY OR LEWD, BUT THOSE WHO DESPISE THEM ARE TOTALLY NUTS, I WAS ONCE AN INK-V

If You See Him
If you see him If you see him on some starry night When the light from the moon is shining bright. If he's holding her hand and seems all smiles And he's forgotten me across the miles... Mention my name and watch his face. See if he drifts to another place Where kisses were warm and love was new And mine was the only heart he knew. If you see him on some sandy beach Where knowing her more is within his reach, Remind him of love that was oh so deep And of promises we had yet to keep. If you see him and his spirits are dim... And he asks if there's any messege for him... Tell him, "Gone from his memory I may be, But he'll stay right here in my heart with me."

The Rantings Of A Lunatic
Cognitive Distortion My love drains me of all life. Cold, gray hand reaches out for me. My life now gone, black, red and green are all I see. Late into the night, my heart still pounds, my pores still cry for answers. I am told to send out the hounds. No body, but plenty of evidence. What have you done? Someone’s conscience sent to help myself. The hounds, the conscience, do nothing for my love, my life. The black, the green, and the red only make it worse. They are actually triggered by the evidence without a body that the hounds find. I don’t yet know it but the hounds are only playful puppies, the evidence, Just a hint of something that doesn’t make sense. The colors, the dogs and the clues are fed by each other And are the same. Trouble. What a way to live. Family and friends, love till the end. Yet my heart bleeds and the holes in my soul I cannot mend. My eyes how they cry and my soul, it longs,

Sunday Something
My Love My body's like a robot, Not knowing what to do, Because my dearest darling, My heart is there with you. What can I do, where can I go, I love you more than you'll ever know, You'll always be here in my heart, And yet I hope we don't ever part. James Wood Copyright ©2007 James Wood Your Love Everytime I wake, you are on my mind. How does one person love and be so kind? You are an enigma, so warm, loving, and divine. All I do all day is walk around bragging how you are mine. Sometimes I wish that I could be you, So you can feel your warm love and passion too. I used to feel like I was the luckiest man on Earth, But, now I know I am. Do you know what that is worth? The sun, the stars, every element in the world. All of that, for one beautiful special girl. James David Wood Copyright ©2007 James David Wood

Joan And Jackie
Joan decides to go out with some friends to a bar up town for a couple of drinks and to have a good time, she works all the time and never has a chance to do anything. Sitting with her friends and having a good time she sees this women sitting at the end of the bar all alone not sure if she was with anyone, she told her friends she’d be right back, approaching the women she says hi, my name is Joan and the women replied back I’m Jackie and asked her if she wanted to join them for drinks, so they all have a great time and by the end of the night they had hit it off as friends and exchanged numbers, talking everyday they had become the best of friends and always going and doing things together, one day out shopping for clothes they were in the dressing room and Jackie caught herself checking out Joan while she wasn’t looking, she knew about this side of her but how was she going to tell Joan? So they end up eating lunch at a little café in town, and during lunch Jackie says to Joan I ha

Am I Missing Something?!?!?
TODAY I HAD THE BEST DAY!! IT WAS NOTHING I EXPECTED AT ALL.... BUT EVERYTHING I WISHED FOR. :D I HAD COFFEE ON FOR ME IN THE MORNING. I EVEN GOT TO LOUNGE AROUND FOR A FEW HOURS BEFORE DOING ANYTHING. (EVEN BETTER) MY SISTER TOOK ME FOR LUNCH!! (GOTTA LOVE PINA COLADAS) LOL THEN I CAME HOME TO A CLEAN HOUSE WITH SUPPER BEING COOKED! I LOVE BBQ.. WELL ANYTHING BBQ'D LOL. TO END OFF THIS DAY... I PLAYED POKER AND DID AWESOME..TILL I WENT ALL IN. *NOTE TO SELF* NEVER GO ALL IN!!! DOH! OH WELL.. JUST WANTED TO SHARE MY HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY STORY. HOPE ALL YOU MOTHER'S ENJOYED IT AS MUCH AS I DID!! *HUGS* TO ALL THE MOTHER'S THAT I KNOW! SINCERELY, ~PROUD MOTHER~ WHY IS WE GO THROUGH LIFE HURTING EACH OTHER.. WHY IS WHEN LIFE LOOKS YOU IN THE FACE AND GIVES YOU CHOICES... I END UP MAKING THE WRONG ONES... WHY IS THAT I CAN'T GET OVER THIS PAIN? WHY IS THAT I CAN'T STOP HURTING THE ONES AROUND ME... I'VE HAD A LOT OF ISSUES WITH THIS... I END UP HURTING THE ONES I CARE ABOUT THE MOST.

My Heart
I place in your hands my very being, I close my eyes and without seeing, I give to you, my heart. As you wrap me in the warmth of your love, I shall never place another above, I give to you, my heart. With all the knowledge I have within my soul, I know tis you who will make me feel whole, I give to you, my heart. With all that I feel for you, trust, faith and surrender, It is within your power, you bring about this feeling of splendor, I give to you, my heart. For over the years it has been told, stories of love lost and hearts left cold. Here I tell you of love found by few, And the joy that is brought to the soul, when love is anew, I give to you, my heart.

For Those Of You, Who Like Me Are Sick And Tired Of Seeing And Hearing About All The Negative Stories And Death Tolls About The Wars In Iraq And Afgan
For those of you, who like me are sick and tired of seeing and hearing about all the negative stories and death tolls about the wars in Iraq and Afganhistan....the link below is a very warm, touching and refreshing breath of fresh air. just cut and paste it in your browser window http://www.uselessjunk.com/article_full.php?id=21158 please watch and enjoy the beauty of it as I did and I hope you are as touched as I was. Christopher

1st Amendment
Imus's comment was very disrespectful. He apologized and it should end there. My opinon, these young women non older than 23 dont listen to imus. Someone put a battery in there back and watched some controversy work. Now the blame is being put on musicians for saying bitches and hoes in there songs. ur favorite comedins are not going to be able to tell actual jokes because it offend people. and people are gonna bring this to capitol hill.... I dont get it

Lean On Me
THINK YA KNOW US AUSSIES GIVE THIS A GO BET YA CANT GET MORE THEN 5 ANSWERS RIGHT BE SURE TO LET ME KNOW YOUR SCORE I GOT 19 CORRECT!!!!!!!! http://smartasses.org/cgi-bin/quiz/aussiequiz.cgi To Help You by Tabby Through the trials, You think you all alone. Through all the trials, You feel you've been disowned. Through the trials, You feel no one cares. Well I'm here to say: I am here to care. When you talk, I'll listen; When you weep I'll give you a shoulder; When you scream I'll take it in. I'm here to love you, Never let you alone. The troubles are not your But now become outs. Listen to me my friend, I'm here in time of need, Lean on me and the one Above and you will be relieved.

Sub Ethics
by Author Unknown "I'm in charge!" This is a realization that some submissives have from the beginning and that hits others like a thunderbolt. The Dominant has Control, but the submissive chooses to be under it. The submissive chooses to kneel, and sets limits within which the Dominant controls what happens. In time, trust grows and the scope of that control will grow with it. In a sane, safe and consensual relationship, a submissive has control over how far she submits and within what limits. It is confidence in this control, which is expressed as trust in her Dominant, that allows her to truly submit. This includes having control over: safe sexual practices; stages in the transfer of power; the involvement of witnesses or participants; the creation of photographed, videotaped or other evidence of activities. A submissive also has the right to be well and truly used, to have as much power as she wants to give taken, and to be taken on explorations of all

Romantic Idiot!!
Sometimes, I can't help but view myself as a romantic idiot. Certain smells, sounds, and touches really turn me on and drive me wild. For example, not too long ago I was at my gf's house. She had taken a shower and I was in the kitchen leaning on the counter. She came in and leaned on top of me in a loving manner and The smell just drove me wild. I then like an idiot started sniffing and replied, wow, that smell, its such a turn-on, it really smells good. She then replied, what? I'm not wearing anything, your smelling the bathroom spray!! At that time I had realized that i was just a plain old romantic idiot who was in love with the intoxicating smell of carribean breeze. Oh well, I still love the smell of it...even though i'm still a sniffing idiot!!

David's Blog
I'm sitting here and really wondering if women really know what they want in a man. Cause lately I'm not to sure of it. They say they want the sweet, nice guy. But end up going with the jerk that miss treated her in the first place. Or they tell u one thing and don't mean it at all. I try to understand why u would get back with someone who abused u in the first place. But this is me venting. Thanks for reading.. David

Quiz...first Reactions!!!
Okay this is called FIRST REACTION ... type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 40 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it! Repost it for all of your friends... 1. Cigarettes: pointless 2. Sex: itz gurr-ate, but riiight now, itz the one thing that i hate due tu an outkum! 3. Relationships: are so komplikating...why doez it have tu be thyz way? 4. Your Last Ex: omg...i miss hym more than anything! He'z alwayz on my mind...i love hym tu death....Why doez it have tu be lyke thiz babe? 5. Michigan Football: um, .....i don't know 6. Crack: um, dude pull up ur pantz! 7. Food: itz there.... 8. The President: HAHAHA 9. War: don't get me started! 10. Car: i need one! 11. Gas Prices: thank god my feet still work! 12. Halloween: LUV it.....letz have two .....n' skip christmas!! 13. Bon Jovi: um, i guezz ok!! .... a lil' over-rated! 14. Religion: i don't know..... 15. MySpace: i'm addikted.

A Letter To The All Knowing
Okay this one should be fun....as I mean no disrespect, but I may inadvertently offend some. Don't tell someone what they need......just dont' do it....that would be my first piece of advice (if I gave advice...you'll see later)......but let's get to the blog. Today I had a friend tell me that I needed to go to church. Now I won't tell you why I was offended...yet. But why do religious fanatics insist on pushing their make believe on others. I won't say what religion they are, though it is obvious. The reason I didnt' say anything is I believe his intentions were pure, but his audacity was solid. Don't think for a second that your religion is more right than anothers, we can argue math, we can argue about movies, but what we can't argue with is make believe. That term may offend some...sorry...as of now if there is no proof, which there isn't it is make believe. Now that is not to say that Jesus isn't god, or that Buddah isn't, or that Mohammed didn't move a mountain, that i

Please Fan Me If I Am Ur Fan
i have over two hundred people that i have fanned but wont fan me, if you could please check and fan me i would appreciate it there are like 100 people i am a fan of that havent fanned me back, if you would i would appreciate it, show some love peeps

Rules For A Threesome
1. Always end up with your "Love" never ever have the Big O with the other person especially the first time, it will cause conflict.. 2. Always make sure you talk to your "other" and understand it is "JUST SEX" 3. Pay attention to your Other, no matter how different the new person feels and what they do, never ever ever say, Damn why couldn't you do that.. 4. When you have one on your face and one on your cock remember to be polite, share and switch places.. 5. It is not all about you, if you are just alying back and watching and not doing anything to assist " WE NEED YOU WHY".. 6.Make this as comfortable as possible, while I am totally at ease with what I do, your love may be scared this is normal.. 7. Even if you get started and you or anyone feels scared, uncomfortable, ill at ease there is a reason for feeling like that..it is totally acceptable to back off and away, anyone that has done this understands , sometimes it just doesn't " Feel

People On Ct
Geez I gotta say that I have met, or talked with rather, so many great people here on cherry tap from all over the world. Seems online everyone has the nicest manners and are so much friendlier than the ones that are really around you... I am having so much fun on ct, and I gotta say that it is so addictive, but why? Maybe because people on here just make you feel so good about yourself and other people.. to me it's not only about the points and levels, but also the fact that you just can't have to many friends. Too bad we couldn't really go down to our own local hubs and meet so many great people. So, to all the friends and fans that I have met on here I need to say...........

Pacific Northwest Cherries Chat
Hey everyone come by the Pacific Northwest Cherry lounge and hang out until 10pm!! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7286 Hey everyone it is Thursday and I will be in the Pacific Northwest Cherry Lounge until 10pm come on in listen to some music and have some fun http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7286 Hey everyone, I will be in the Pacific Northwest Cherry Lounge until 10:30 Pacific time come hang out or at least stop by to say hi

Dealing With Sub Emotions
Dealing with emotions By miria hunter The perfect Dominant will keep you safe from harm: both physical and emotional. He will also keep you from any kind of discomfort, be it being too cold or too hot. He will heal all your ills and make your life perfect. All of your needs and wants will be fulfilled, even before you know you need or want something. Sounds ideal, doesn't it? Well in theory, it is. However, Dominants are people to. Like anyone else, they will make mistakes, upset you, and sometimes even disappoint you. What do you do when that pedestal they are on gets a little lower to the ground? How do you express what you are feeling? What do you do? The answer is as simple as understanding human emotions. Every emotion has a different way to be expressed. Love is one of the easiest emotions that can be expressed to our Dominants. We all seem to know how to do that instinctively. As we get to know Them, we learn Their likes and dislikes and learn to enhanc

Isn't The Question You Ask,
"Trust and hate, and love and fate, and I don't understand. Social grace, the human race, confuse me. These words I speak, bring forth a world of emotions. Emotions of dreams lost, dreams found, and dreams I'll never see. So it is written. So it shall come to pass. But the questions is, will I, or will I not be But Isn't that the same question, that I've been asked time and time again, since my childhood? Isn't the question really, is there any dreams, I'd like to sell? "Isn't the question you ask, the same question I always heard while growing up? Don't you want to fit in with them? If it is, the answer is no... I refuse to be a shallow sellout like those others. I am beyond that.

Things
Title: Things By: Me Lost in a thought that I can not find I try, But it's escaped my mind The only thing left is rhythm and rhyme Yet another mountain to climb Something else to waste my time Like an uncommitted crime Waiting, wishing, wanting a sign Unripened fruit fallen off of the vine Not unlike like sour wine It leaves a bad taste And it's these things that we must face It's these dreams that we must chase Like a race It seems as if this is a waste It's these images we trace It's these images we follow It's these things that fill us with unimaginable sorrow It's these things, There's a better tomorrow It's these feelings we borrow It's these things we'll never let you see It stands still, Something like a tree Just let it be As painful as a cross Like an addiction lost Like a rabbid frost It takes your breath, You can't breathe It's something that you wouldn't believe And I keep quiet so you don't leave

Thinkin' Out Loud
My thoughts are cloudy , things used to be so clear. My life has become so complicated, it used to be so easy. There were no worries. Not having to think weather or not I will have enough to pay my bills each month. How did it get this way? Where did I go wrong? Did i make a mistake with the route's I took? I don't know what to do. I want the life for my daughter to be good. I want her to have what I didn't have. I want to be Happy and in Love with someone. But who will that be? Will it ever happen? How can I expect someone to find me beautiful and irresistible if I don't think I am beautiful and irresistible? Will it be someone i am attracted to? Will I have to settle for less? Why can't the O.N.E. I Love, love me in return? For who I am and not what I look like? I know I have a good personality. Why can't that be enough? Life is hard right now. I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. The one thing that keeps me going is Alicia. She is my love, my life. First and foremost my ALL

Mind Wonderings
My dear wife, It is impossible for me to express to you my feeling in writing you this letter as it is the last I shall ever write to you. This will inform you that I have been condemned to death and I pay the penalty that the law has inflicted upon me tommorrow. You must know therefore my anxiety and suffering today. The offense for which I am to die is desertion. I have no malice against those who have pronounced this sentence upon me. I have something of more importance to think of now. Since this world is lost ot me I must employ the few hours allotted to me to live in preparing for another and better world. It will be some consolation to you, my dear wife, that I am not afraid to die and that I die with a Christian hope and the christiany faith. It is a hard thing to die but when we die as we should with the love of God in our hearts we have nothing to fear but everything to live for. I have no advice to give to you, save of living to meet us in heaven. Let this unfortunate e

The Queen Of All That Is Broken
Okay, so. We're about a week deep into this business... Well isn't that fabulous? I don't know any of you fuckers and I get IMs from these freaky old child predator people saying, "hey sexy". You freaks scare me. So there are some pretty cool people though, like me, and Jules, Jerry, you know, the cool kids. lol. I can't wait to bring my laptop on site so I can use yahoo instant messenger again, then I won't have to deal with these little biddy as shout boxes or whatever. So school sucks, as usual. My english teacher's name is so far from being english that I don't even want to talk to him in real life, I'm sure he sounds like these assholes that call me on the helpline and get pissed cause I don't speak THEIR language. Hmph. So I'm off tomorrow and I'm excited! I'm going to sleep all day and help my parents move some shit tomorrow evening. well, I'm just trying to rack up points... That's all I'm doing... Oh, and Myspace.com is international now. Fuck you, Tom. Have a nice

The Coroner's Journal
Ok everyone, this is a short entry from a book I am currently reading, Coroner's Journel, Stalking Death in Louisiana by Louis Cataldie, M.D. Most of it isn't very funny at all but I busted out laughing when I read this. It was about four P.M. on a Friday afternoon in the summer of 2001 when I was summoned to a crime scene on Comstock Avenue, behind the Sam's Club store, which sells cereal, soda, and practically everything else in a large volume. I've been to that store often, usually trailing behind my wife, on a quest for bargains. I know the area well. I was informed that one of our citizens had discovered three human embryos that had been dumped out onto the driveway of a local business. EMS had come and gone. The report I got was that since the fetuses were dead, EMS had deferred the whole matter to the police and the coroner. This was the right thing to do. The initial thinking was that this was the work of an abortion clinic or worse. I was duly notified of the thr

Psycho's On Ebay
You know... I thought there were enough Psycho's on here and myspace and other similar sites to fill a football stadium... but it would seem that the psycho's have nmow bred and hit Ebay!!!! Noooo not my beloved Ebay I am quite used to people asking stupid questions about my items when I am selling on Ebay, and to be honest, I find them extremerly funny.... but this.... well this just takes the biscuit! I am currently starting my own business and bought a lot of material on Ebay. I bought 9 lots from 1 seller, sent a cheque, and a week later got an unpaid item strike. I contacted the seller to ask why she hadn't emailed me, and that I had sent a cheque, but she rudely said she hadn't recieved it, so I sent another. On 17th May, BOTH cheques were cashed, obviously with one failing, and one CLEARED as in the money went into her account on 21st May. Yet, she denies this. I opened up a dispute and she has been rude calling me every name under the sun. But.... last night.... she g

My First Grades
I went to the grocery store and my grades for the week hadn't been posted. When I got home just out of curiosity I checked the grade book link and OMFG. The grades had been posted. I am so happy I was in tears. The first assignment was worth 50 points and I got 50 for it. The second assignment was 100 points and I got 97 points. That is an A people. OMG I got an A. Anyways I was so excited I thought that I would share it with the ones on here who care and matter. Love y'all you know who you are take care. Muuuuuah!! Toodles....

Words Of Wisdom
It's the things that happened to me, the situations I put myself in, the ones I keep and the ones I walk away from that make me who I am. It's knowing when I've had enough and can't take anymore, that shows others and myself just how strong of a person I really am, That even though at the time it feels as though I've lost so much when in reality I haven't lost anything at all. It's letting your guard down and showing someone that you're vulnerable that gets you hurt but in the long run teaches us a lesson. It's all worth it if we've learned from it,to pick up the peices of whats left and move on even if it's the hardest thing you think you will ever have to do. If you have the people that really care about you at your side no matter what,thru thick and thin,you can never go wrong.Though it hurts now this to will pass in time,everything will be ok. Time and a little push in the right direction by those who love you will heal all wounds large and small. Love all of those who have been th

Deleted Friends..
Basically, I'm going through and deleting all of you people who have like 257 photos who are here on CT for e-fame.. Sorry but I'm not here to give you points, I actually like to chat with my friends and learn something about them.. If I delete anyone by mistake who may have actually wanted to chat with me, send me a message and strike up some conversation and I will add you back to my friends list. Also NSFW pics are gone, doubt they will return. That's no longer the kind of attention I'm looking for online. :) Peace Sadly my first blog has to be dedicated to fake bitches... A lot of females have gotten deleted from my friends list and family as of recently. Most people I delete because they are just point whores, no offense.. If you don't bring some type of intelligent conversation or at least something fun to talk about then there's no reason to be friends.. Then again, if you're on here to play mind games and bullshit like that, take it to someone else's front doo

Love All My Friends
To all my cherry tap friends... I just wanted to say I love all my friends on cherry tap and to say I am sorry for not being able to send comments every day like I use to but I have had alot going on in my life right now (going to be grandma) my 16 year old got impregnated and I have just been real busy with all that is going on....But I have not forgotten my friends....I LOVE YOU ALL YOU MUST KNOW *77 I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. Lauren's parents have always told her never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an

Bbw Haters
OK THIS IS TO ALL YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT FEEL ITS OK TO HATE ON A PLUS SIZE PERSON. WELL GUESS WHAT ITS NOT.I WAS IN MY LOCAL WALMART TODAY AND WENT TO GET MY CHILDREN SOME JUICE.THE COOKIES AND CRACKERS HAPPEN TO BE IN THE SAME ISLE AND THERE WAS A COUPLE THAT SAID "I CANT BELIEVE SHES IN THIS ISLE.SHE NEEDS TO LOOSE WEIGHT TO LOOK LIKE THE AVERAGE PERSON.IM SUPRISED SHE CAN EVEN WALK SHES SO BIG." THIS NEEDS TO STOP WE ARE NO DIFFRENT THAN ANY OTHER PERSON DONT JUDGE US BEFORE YOU KNOW US.ITS TIME TO GROW UP AND STOP THE SHIT.LIFES TO SHORT.THERES NO REASON FOR IT.ITS NOT LIKE WE GO AROUND HATING ON THE SKINNY PERSON.US BBWS HAVE RIGHTS JUST LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE.IF YOUR A BBW LOVER OR ADMIRER I THINK ITS GREAT.IF YOUR NOT THEN I THINK YOU SHOULD RETHINK YOU VISION ON US TAKE THE TIME TO TALK TO A BBW MAYBE YOULL SEE THINGS IN A DIFFRENT LIGHT. YEP THIS IS GONNA SAY ONCE AND FOR ALL HOW I FEEL TOWARD YOU YOU CAN SUPPORT ME OR NOT IM TO THE POINT TO WHERE I COULD CARE LESS

Brokeback Bar
> > > BROKEBACK BAR > > > > > > > > > A cowboy walks into a bar and two steps in, he realizes it's a gay bar. > > > > > > But what the heck, he says to himself, "I can really use a drink." > > > > > > When the gay waiter approaches, he says to the cowboy, "What's the name > >of > > > your weewee?" > > > > > > The cowboy says, "Look, I'm not into any of that, all I want is a > >drink." > > > > > > The gay waiter says, "I'm sorry but I can't serve you until you tell me > > > the name of your weewee. Mine for instance is called Nike, for the > >slogan > > > 'Just Do It,' and that guy down at the end of the bar calls his, > >Snickers, > > > because it really > > > 'Satisfies.'" > > > > > > The cowboy looks dumbfounded so the bartender tells him he will give him > >a > > > second to think it over. So the cowboy asks the man sitting to his left, > > > who > > > is sipping on a beer, "Hey bud, what's the name of yours?" > > > > > > The man looks back and says with

Vacation
Tommorrow is the first day of my vacation.So Imay not be on CherryTap much if any at all.but I will do my best to get caught up on my rating when I return.You all have a great weekend and a safe 4th of July.

Please Say Its So~
You grow up with a mentality, something mom installed in your brain. Never judge anyone without knowing them first. Don't put someone down because they live a certain way. Because one day youre children will make the same mistakes, or choose to be or do something you don't agree with. But you love them anyway, always showing love. Who else can love you for all that you are? Find a man worthy of your person, if you are all that you can be. You want to compare every man to your dad, even if he was your step dad. Wanting a slight rugged edge, who has qualities of a real man. Respectable, who cherishes your every dream, loves you regardless of what you do...without making you feel any less than he is. Someone who treats you as his queen, never demeans you of your beliefs. Youre best friend, youre lover. Mom always said her husband knew everything, even stuff she wouldnt dare tell anyone. !! :p Really now mom, I used to think, big deal... but I realize how big a deal it actually is. Rem

Beauty Contest
please help me in my beauty contest it would mean so much to me i would so appreciate it here is the link the contest runs till i get 5000 comments because of lack of interest in other people so please please help me win here is the link.................

My Thoughts For What Its Worth
After an evening of Disgust and anger over people who hate on the military, I Find myself rather disappointed in my own self. Why? For many months the drama here at CT has been thick with people who have nothing better to do then, lie, twist things to benefit how they appear to others, down grade and tear part people who they do not know. Unfortunetly due to the fact I speak my mind, I got caught up in drama, because I was an easy target for those types of people. Ok no problem I can hold my own. After time and a death Wish to my son by a mummer, I had my fill and left for a bit. when I came back I promised myself not to allow these types of people to get under my skin, however I am human like the rest of world and some things hit to deeply. This is NOT just the internet, there are people with feelings and things going on in their lives, that some subject matter hits a raw nerve. For me it is the Military as my son is in it and on his 3rd tour to Iraq. No to mention I recently

Yet Another Rant
Ok for one don't come to my damn page marking ARTWORK nsfw..and its tasteful..is it cuz you are hating or have no real talent of your own. Not being rude or over angry to one particular person or party but go masturbate to Furry pics and stay off my page if you don't agree or like the content of my page..If i don't like yours I'll still rate you a ten and leave not throw a fit and downrate or treat another person like trash because you are on a power trip...if you can't handle the art disappear vanish vapor...have a good day Death ok..last time i am posting this. We all have jobs we feel could be better and help us reach our goals. Since most aren't fortunate to have someone give them a good job, or what ever low down loophole things that are pulled getting a relative in on a executive level. Its hard struggling in a job that only pay enough to get a part of a bill out of 6 partially paid. Its a slap in the face to hear you have a wide range of experience that would be an asset to a

I Wanna Know (lyrics)
Yeah, oh yeah Alright, oh, oh, oh It's amazing how you knock me off my feet, hmm Everytime you come around me I get weak, oh yeah Nobody ever made me feel this way, oh You kiss my lips and then you take my breath away So I wanna know [1] - I wanna know what turns you on So I can be all that and more I'd like to know what makes you cry So I can be the one who always makes you smile Girl he never understood what you were worth, hmm no And he never took the time to make it work (You deserve more loving, girl) Baby I'm the kind of man who shows concern, yes I do, oh Anyway that I can please you let me learn So I wanna know [Repeat 1] [2] - Tell me what I gotta do to please you Baby anything you say I'll do Cause I only wanna make you happy From the bottom of my heart, it's true [Repeat 2] I wish that I could take a journey through your mind, alright And find emotions that you always try to hide babe, oh I do believe that there's a love you wanna share

Michael Vick Is A Piece Of Human Waste (allegedly Of Course!)
so some of you know im not a tree hugging greenpeace nut, but i do have a huuuuuuge soft spot for animals. well this has got to be the scumbag story of the year in my eyes. (allegedly of course) you know i just saw the video that the NAACP had made a statement about judging mike vick for the dog fighting. they urged the public not to cast judgement on the man because he is "innocent until proven guilty" which makes me wonder, if micheal vick is found guilty are they (the black community) going to threaten to riot if he is? which means scaring the rest of the public into not saying anything? IE: OJ fucking simpson? or what? i was curious i had been following this since i first heard about it a couple of weeks ago. im not much of a pro football fan anyways (i think they are a bunch of overpaid spoiled thugs) so really it doesnt have anything to do with the black thing, if anything its the fact that if this dipshit really did this, why in the fuck would the worlds highest paid foo

Leaving......finally
I WILL BE DELETETING THIS PROFILE AND JOINING MY BABY UNDER A NEW ID... cancpl4female. WE ARE LOOKING TO MEET SINGLE BI WOMEN TO PLAY AND HAVE FUN WITH...AND EXPLORE NEW THINGS... WAS NICE TO HAVE MET SOME PPL ON HERE AND HAD A FEW THAT ACTUALLY SAID HEY ONCE IN A WHILE...HAVENT BEEN ON HERE IN A LONG TIME AND I CAN SEE I WASNT MISSED... HAVE FUN AND TAKE CARE.. MIGHT SEE SOME OF YOU SOMETIME...

Thank You To All That Helped Me In The Happy Hour Contest
I just wanted to Say Thank you so much for all your help in the Happy Hour Contest hosted by Thomas. I realized after joining that there was no way for me to be able to commit in the time needed to pull off a contest with leveling. So I had asked to be removed and gave up. Even though I gave up some of you didn't. Thank you to all that bombed me. I was in 4 place a few days ago and decided to try to go for 3rd place. So many of you was willing to go and add him as a friend to help me. Thank you for the hours you put in to help me win 3rd place. Congratulations to Lady Di the winner of the contest. To both Lady Di and Hollie I say you both did an outstanding job.Much Love & Respect BooBoo

Craigstlist Ad
Out of boredom last night, I placed an ad on www.craigslist.org. Here's the link: http://inlandempire.craigslist.org/w4m/391135852.html Anyway, I received an email from someone named Robert Donnelly telling me I really need to lose weight before a man will find me attractive. Here is my response to him: http://inlandempire.craigslist.org/w4m/391269480.html After that I got an email from someone named Rob. I have never laughed so hard in my entire life and just HAD to share our email exchange here: Rob: I agree, you need to lose some weight. Sure, you'll get guys telling you that you are beautiful. But they will be out the door the second they get off and no return phone calls. Good luck. Me: Yeah you're probably right. The relationship I was in for 9 years and the last one for 6 years were all hit it and quit it relationships. Thanks for that insight! When men like you can make your dicks bigger, perhaps then I'll lose some weight. Until t

Help Me In My Contest Plz!
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=39861&albumid=497356&i=103858781# Need as many people to help me bomb the hell outta my sexiest eyes pics plzzz !!! Some me lots of mad love...........

Who Am I?
For those of you who knew me before I left here, alot has changed. I am in the process of learning how to live on my own and be my own person. i feel so naive about many things and yet very fortunate that there have always been good people to help when I least expect it. I will have to thank you one by one as time goes by. Enjoy your day! P.S. Please be at peace. When I wrote the following poem, I was deep in my thoughts and somewhat depressed. I am learning to accept alot of change and emotions that I'd rather forget we all have inside. Eventually, I will be fine. But, my friends, I thank you for your concern. Broken Heart Perhaps that is what I need. More change, more pain, What does it matter. The result is the same. I am alone. I'm told help is nearer than I know, But, strings attached, Surprised? No. I expected as much, Still I yearn for human touch. I am a fool, I will stay on my own. I will wonder and pray, I will seek hope

Woman Complains To Police About The Quality Of Her Cocaine Purchase
BERLIN (Reuters) - A teenage couple having sex for the first time were interrupted when candles set fire to the girl's attic bedroom and forced them to flee naked from her parents' house, German daily Bild reported on Friday. The girl had wanted to create a romantic atmosphere for the occasion. But when the room suddenly became engulfed with flames, they had to make a hasty escape. The couple, both 18, were pictured naked in the paper among the burned wreckage of the attic. A charred teddy had survived but the fire wrecked the entire top floor of the house causing around 100,000 euros (68,000 pounds) worth of damage. ROCHELLE, Ga. (AP) -- A woman was arrested after she called police to help "get her money back" after she was unhappy with the crack cocaine she purchased. Juanita Marie Jones, 53, called Rochelle Police late Thursday night after she purchased what she thought was a $20 piece of crack cocaine, according to police reports. She told officers she broke the rock i