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Welcome To My Blog
I'm feeling: restless You'll find me: listening to music As I look out the window, I see the sun rays coming in uninvited, and daydream of jumping on the rays to see the world in a better light. But as the rays fade away so do my dreams. Hi Everyone, thank you for visiting my profile, and rating my pics. Lots of Love Kisses to all. Margie I'm feeling: restless You'll find me: listening to music As I look out the window, I see the sun rays coming in uninvited, and daydream of jumping on the rays to see the world in a better light. But as the rays fade away so do my dreams.

A Volunteer
A Volunteer There is a neighbor that lives on your block The one just down the street And someone who lives cross town A person you may never meet They both have something in common A desire to help all And in what may be the darkest hour They'll be there to answer the call They know the fire's horror With the devil a war they wage They've seen the hell of a car wreck People traped in a metel cage There for the sick and injured Giving their all to cheat death They know the joy of giving Of a baby and his first breath There always at the ready Twenty four hours a day They spend there off hours serving Yet ask for no take home pay And when a comrade has fallen And all have said farewell They'll each return to there families And be ready to answer the bell So when you see the lights flashing And hear the siren draw near Take just one silent moment And pray for the VOLUNTEER ---Unknown

My Baby Trendkilla
I just wanted to get this off my mind, I really like him and have sum strong feelings for him, we have 2 kids together and boy and a girl.. No matter what this man has stood beside me through thick and thin. He has made sum scrafices for me that could have at sum point ruined his relationship.. He has always been there for me.. Now we are toghter as a couple again and yes it makes me very happy but at the same time he has sum serious doubts because we have tried this so many times. Finally tho I can say for the first real time I am falling back in love with him and I want to tell him but now is just not the right time.. He is my soul mate I do believe and I couldn't be prouder thats my baby.. If you want you should stop and check out his profile as well as mine and do your thing.. Thanks for lending me the time to get this out!! And baby if you read this I want you to know this is how I feel.. Your awesome and I couldn't ask nor at this point wouldn't ask for anything better I love you

Life's Little Surprises
Well this is the first one of these i've wrote on here. this is just to let ppl know what's been going on with me here lately. everything for the most part is going good. my son and fiance r doing great. i'm doing good now... i've been in the hospital for almost 2 wks now. my right lung collapsed again and they had to put a chest tube in this time. i also had to have surgery on my lung as well. anyway i should be going home sunday hopefully. the one good thing that came from this is me and my fiance both quit smoking.

Thoughts...................
I hold you in my arms And I kiss you tenderly I hold you tighter and tighter We kiss more and more passionately I kiss down your neck And I stop to gaze into your eyes You kiss me again Your hands running up and down my back And you slowly pull off my shirt I hold you to my chest And I feel your heart race in beat with mine I feel your hands trembling in anticipation You love that I look in your eyes I feel it in your touch I gently lift you off your feet I carry you to the bed I lay you there gently I gaze at your beauty You reach for me You undo the rest of my clothing And it drops to the floor I pull off your shirt And as I slide off your shorts and panties I gasp at the magnificence of your body You touch me lovingly You pull me onto the bed And I climb into your embrace We lie there together Our bare flesh pressing together And we kiss deeply I run my hands over your body Your skin is hot to the touch And it inflames my desire

Just An Update
Well, here is just a small update. My mom is out of the hospital. Dad and I figured out that it isn't the Xanax that is made her act the way she did. She was given a pain medication for her back in which was basically a narcotic. Well, mom (being 5'2" and about 95 lbs) doesn't react well to narcotics (we found this out last year when she has surgery on her heart) and that is what was causing the manic states. Yesterday was one of the hardest days I haven been through in a very long time. When I got to their house she was still sleeping and dad was telling me how the night went. Well, she wound up falling over a few times (which she did the other night too before dad took her to the hospital Sat) and things weren't good. But, when she got up things were good... for a few. All of the sudden she started yelling at both of us saying that we were trying to have her committed to a pysch ward that we thought she was crazy...saying it was all our faults. I was getting my stuff together to leav

Until The Night
Until the night Milky white shoulders, Ebon’s Embrace, Velvet soft kisses, Moonlight on your face, Nibbles and caresses, Like crimson and lace, Love’s heartbeat evoking, Another time… another place, Feeling your heat, You search and you please, I moan and I cry… As you passionately tease, Mold me and shape me, Take me this night, Desire engulfs me, As my soul takes flight, I’ll keep your love with me, I’ll cradle your heart, As the sun whispers your name, We’re never far apart…

Inspired By Procrastination
I can no longer tolerate The same old thing It is like watching A repeat That never seems To end Changes have to Be made In my life In my brain I cannot continue Hoping without Hope Dreaming without Dreams Ideas are created Every single day They are born Then gather dust Because I get in Their way The time has come For something New This is my 1st step We shall see What else I can do

Revised Of Heart And Mind
=== 'FALLEN ANGEL 2 RISING DEVIL' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-12 00:34:44'.. > > *********STOP THE FUKING WITCH HUNT********TO THE PERSECUTORS (repost) > > > > > THIS IS ADDRESSED TO THE PERSECUTORS OF SWEETY SUZY > > ENOUGH ALREADY DAMN > > IS THIS A WITCH HUNT > > IS THIS HIGH SCHOOL > > WHO MADE YOU JUDGE AND JURY. > > ARE YOU GOD. > > DO YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO SO HORRIBLY HARASS SOMEONE CONTINUALLY. > DOES HER CHEATING, LIKE 50%++ OF THE PEOPLE ON HERE, DESERVE TO BE TREATED LIKE THIS BY > > YOU > > YOU > > YOU > > & > > YOU > > > > ARE YOU PROUD OF YOURSELF > > WHAT IF YOU DID THIS TO THE WRONG PERSON AND THEY > > CHOSE TO COMMIT SUICIDE OVER THIS CONTINUAL > > HARASSMENT > > JUST WHAT EXACTLY HAS SHE DONE THIS TIME > > "THE NERVE TO HIT A LITTLE LINK AND HAVE HER FACE ON YOUR PAGE OR PAGES" > > LET US STONE HER TO DEATH!!!! > > > > > > > A LITTLE WHILE AFTER I POSTED THIS BULLETIN I

Love Sucks
I sit here this morning, and I find myself single once again. I broke up with my girlfriend last nite, have slept much since. What else was I to do. She stopped calling coming around. I try to call her but her phone is always busy, she said its her daughter online or on the phone. She was on myspace lastnite so I know thats not true. Oh well what are you going to do. Im alittle heart brokein. I really loved her. But when someone doesnt love you back, there no sense in going on with the realionship.

Things To Think About
THE SECOND 10 COMMANDMENTS Thou shall not worry, for worry is the most unproductive of all human activities. Thou shall not be fearful, for most of the things we fear never come to pass. Thou shall not cross bridges before you come to them, for no one yet has succeeded in accomplishing this. Thou shall face each problem as it comes--you can only handle one at a time anyway. Thou shall not take problems to bed with you, for they make very poor bedfellows. Thou shall not borrow other people's problems. They can better care for them than you can. Thou shall not try to relive yesterday for good or ill, it is forever gone. Concentrate on what is happening in your life and be happy now! Thou shall be a good listener, for only when you listen do you hear different ideas from your own. It is hard to learn something new when you are talking, and some people do know more than you do. Thou shall not become "bogged down" by frustration, for 90 percent of it is root

My Adult Story's
The night starts out with a Candle lite dinner and nice convertion then we take a drive to a very privte place by the lake then while i am standing looking at the moon shining over the water you walk up behind me and wrap you arms around my and start kissing on my neck and then you slowly start to turn me around to face you while your hands are now roaming my body and my hands are roaming over your boday and you pull me closer to you and start kissing me softly at frist then harder letting me know how much you want me and i kiss you back with the same energy and then you slip your hand under my shirt and lightly rub my back with it and then you work your way up to my bra and you slowly unsnap it while your other hand is going under my shirt in the front and you start to take my shirt and bra then you kiss me more deeply and i return the kiss . I start to take off your shirt then you work your way from my neck down to my nipple slowly taking them into your mouth and sucking and lickin

Thanks To All
Thanks to all of you who have commented on my pics. Go and enjoy the new ones if you dare....... I just want to thank everyone for the warm and fast welcomes I received. You were all so helpful in getting me started and learning this site quick. Kudos to you all and this site is definitely better than myspace or some of the others I have been on. I love it here and thanks again to all of you.

Totaled Car
I TOTALED MY CAR ON 3/20/07....I DID PUT A FEW PICS ON HERE IF ANYONE WANTS TO SEE THEM! I AM OKAY JUST BANGED UP WITH SCRATCHES AND BRUISES.....LOTS OF PEOPLE HAVE SAID IF I WOULD NOT HAVE HAD MY SEATBELT ON I WOULD BE DEAD..... OKAY, YEAH WHAT HAPPENED.....I RAN OFF THE INTERSTATE AND OVER CORRECTED UNDER AN 18 WHEELER RIGHT BEFORE THE BACK TIRES...MY CAR WAS DRUG 20--30 FEET. MY CAR DOES NOT LOOK AS BAD AS IT WAS...TRUST ME I WILL THANK THE GOOD LORD EVERYDAY FOR BEING WITH ME ON THAT ROLLER COASTER RIDE..I LOVE ROLLER COASTERS BUT DONT RECOMMEND THAT ONE TO ANYBODY!!

Goverment
IS it funny how the brain works? Its simply amazing if you stop and think about it. It alows you to dream you you are in a deep sleep or even when you are awake! Thares even ways that you can stimulate your mind, like i do. Im pretty sure you guys know what i am talking about. The reason I think i stimulate my mind is to calm the evil thoughts that go through my mind. Like most of you have music constantly going through your mind as i do to. Some days i apsalutely go insane and that my mind takes over my actions! OF coures thats called insanity! When insanity takes over I have have a habbit of doing things, unspeakable things that is! Yall may think im crazy and thats alright cause i agree with ya! The ones that really know me would not be scared of me! Cause thare the ones that know how to calm me down. You probaly relieze by now i am a very dark person. that likes to hide in the shadows of the dark. And dont like to be arround that much people! Only reason for that is becase i dont

Just A Thought...
i just got out of the shower and thought of something ladies do u find it attractive for a male to shave around the base of the dick, balls and taint? i shaved it all for my wife and was wonderen if women really enjoy it or if they think its wierd or unattractive....... post your thoughts plz Last night me and the wife went out with a friend to a guys house on a 1500 acre farm... a beautiful place they was rock and J was smoke bud and drinken like fish...we was tellen stories and haven a good time and J asked me if there was anything better than eating pussy. Hell no there isn't anything better i eat the wifes pussy forever it seems love the taste the wetness it lets out...everything about it....the next best thing would be a bj but its a few miles short of eating pussy though.....so i ask everyone that reads this to say yes or no is pussy the best thing to do?

Weird Stuff
This was apparently in the Washington Post, the title of the article was "Best Come Back Line Ever." In summary, the police arrested Patrick Lawrence, 22 year old white male resident of Dacula, GA, in a pumpkin patch 11:38 p.m. on Friday. Lawrence will be charged with lewd and lascivious behaviour, public indecency, and public intoxication at the Gwinnett County courthouse on Monday. The suspect explained that as he was passing a pumpkin patch he decided to stop. "You know, a pumpkin is soft and squishy inside, and there was no one around for miles. At least I thought there wasn't," he stated in a phone interview. Lawrence went on to say that he pulled over to the side of the road, picked out a pumpkin that he felt was appropriate to his purpose, cut a hole in it, and proceeded to satisfy his alleged "need." "Guess I was really into it, you know?" he commented with evident embarrassment. In the process, Lawrence apparently failed to notice a Gwinnett County police car ap

You Have A Sexual Iq Of 157
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Dez's Birthday......w00t W00t
IT IS THE INFAMOUS DEZ'S 22ND BIRTHDAY TODAY A.K.A YOUR FAVORITE TWAT WAFFLE...PLEASE GO AND SHOW SOME CHERRYLICIOUS BIRTHDAY LOVE TO ONE OF THE BEST CHERRY FRIENDS YOU COULD EVER WANT & NEED AROUND....WE LOVE YOU DEZILICIOUS.... the INFAMOUS dez aka your favorite TWAT WAFFLE! R.J.A.B.W.G.B.D. (Birthday GIRL!)@ CherryTAP Make your own Zing! the INFAMOUS dez aka your favorite TWAT WAFFLE! R.J.A.B.W.G.B.D. (Birthday GIRL!)@ CherryTAP

Why
why is it that our familys can be thing ones that hurt us the most in life? whithout think they say things that just tear you down make you feel like nothing. im goin through a hard time right now with my daughters father not haelping and not bein able to find a job.and i thought well maybe just maybe my family would be willing to help me out and all they tell me is they cant. i know its not cuz they cant its cuz they dont want too. i thought id try by asking my dad he hasnt really been there for most of my life but we just started trying to make something of nothing. well i asked him for help and he pretty much just told me i was nothing to him. which makes me just wanna cry my eyes out cuz i thought we were tryin to be close. but i now see the only thing that matters to him is his new family. he left me in the past cuz he didnt care and damn for a girl having her dad say that is like bein standed in the chest. why is it that a father or mother can look at their kids and say things li

Just Stuff
okay,so the merry month of may is nearly upon us. and it is the time us faerys start actively flittin about. and now is when my fae side comes out more. which is also my dark, chaotic side. >;) so be patient, my sweet side may return. Today is the day my love will finally be here!! So if you don't see me online, that is why. :D

Random Thoughts...
WELL TODAY, IT'S TRYING TO GET SUNNY OUT THERE... MAYBE I HAVE A CHANCE TO GO SHOPPING AGAIN. MY RANDOM THOUGHT FOR TODAY, WOULD BE.... A PURPOSE...DOES EVERYONE HAVE A PURPOSE? FOR STARTERS, PEOPLE YOU MEET... WAS IT DESTINY? WERE YOU SUPPOSED TO MEET CERTAIN PEOPLE? I OFTEN WONDER ABOUT THAT. I KNOW THERE'S QUITE A FEW PEOPLE ON HERE I'M CLOSE TO. PEOPLE I TALK TO EVERYDAY. PEOPLE I THINK ABOUT EVERYDAY. YES, I KNOW... IT'S THE INTERNET... I GET THAT. BUT, I KNOW THAT THERE'S PEOPLE I'M CLOSE TO AND NOTHING CAN CHANGE THAT. THERE'S SO MUCH I'D LIKE TO SAY... FIRST OFF, I SERIOUSLY THINK I'M GONNA TAKE A BREAK FROM HERE. THE ONES I TALK TO EVERYDAY, KNOW HOW TO REACH ME... I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND SOME THINGS ON HERE... LIKE HOW PEOPLE CAN TELL YOU ONE THING AND TURN AROUND AND DO SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT!!! I MEAN THERE'S ENOUGH OF THAT IN REAL LIFE... WHY DRAG IT HERE TOO? WHY NOT JUST HAVE FUN HERE? LIKE IT'S MEANT TO BE... I THINK I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS FOR AWHILE. IT'S JUST

The Collar And Its Meaning
The Collar and its Meaning The collar is a symbol of a commitment between a Dominant and submissive. This can have several meanings and understanding a universal definition is impossible. For some people a collar is only worn durning play time and thus signifies the division between roles, nothing more. The importance of this collar varies from partnership to partnership but can be just a prop or an added toy wihtin the playspace. The gravity of a collar in a relationship context is much more. For many people, a collar is like an engagement ring or wedding ring. When a submissive wears a collar in this context they are commited, possessed or owned by someone else. Collars of this sort should never be taken lightly. Just as an engagement isn't entered lightly, a collaring carries strong importance in a D/s lifestyle relationship. Collars in this form can be a collar, brand, tattoo, piercing or any other form of outward mark worn by the submissive person in the power exchange. Each c

Military Life
The military wife has so much to bear, She's everything at once, no one could compare, When God made her, he had perfection in mind, For nowhere on Earth is another of her kind, She leads a life not many choose to, For her job is the hardest in the military to do, She is couragerous and strong, one would say made of steel, But way deep down is a heart that can feel, She stands by her husband, so proud and so tall, And waits many night by the phone for a call, She's Mommy and Daddy all rolled into one, She'll never rest easy until her job's done, She sits all alone and in silence she weeps, Did I do a good job, is my family okay? But deep in her heart she knows that it's true, God is right beside her helping her through... by Alexandra Benakis http://home.insightbb.com/~armedforcestribute/ Give it time to load...sure worth it and make sure your speakers are on!!! I wear no uniforms, no blues or army greens But I am in the Army in th

I Need
i need a design for a tattoo on my neck looked at loads but cant find 1 i like.Can anyone help??????.... ok ppl hi again can all my friends and fans pls help me help my mate in a morph comp go bomb the hell out of her and for those that really wanna see me ur wish is my command but only if ya leave lots of comments for her in the comp NOW GO BOMB MY MATE PLSSSS " DOLLY" DJ NELL bitchiest of the bitches hooter barmaid & DJ at CLUB INFERNO@ CherryTAP OK ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS PLS COULD U DO ME A BIG FAVOUR.... MY BESTED MATE IN THE WORLD (IN PERSON NOT JUST IN CYBER WORLD LOL) HAS BEEN FEELING DOWN THIS LAST WEEK COS SHE HAD SOME BAD NEWS ABOUT A MEMBER OF HER FAMILY AND NEEDS LOTS OF LUVIN SO COULD U PLS SEND HER SOME LUV OR LEAVE HER A COMMENT THANKS PEEPS UR REAL STARS XX MMM DONT KNOW HOW TO GET HER PIC ON HERE COS IM A BIT BLONDE AT TIMES BUT HER NAME IS Dolly IM SURE U CAN SEARCH FOR HER OR JUST GO TO MY PROFILE SHES ON MY FAMILY LIST HOPE SOME

Rosez
Wouldn't Trade It Written By: Charlotte Tyler Looking through framed lenses, Wondering about the days expences, My body beaten and withered from the toils of the day, Exausted and scorned from withstanding the full extent until the sun fades, Everyday is much the same as before, Tired even before my feet graze the carpeted floor, Always wishing daylight was non existant, But only just for a tiny instant, Momentarily day dreaming of the events soon to come, Thinking of the kids, chores, arrends, and then some, Then like a wave of a wand or the snap of your fingers, Reality returns, sets in, and lingers, Again you replay the day get up do your things and go to bed, I can't explain the feeling you get from everyday duplicatation, it isn't exactly dread, More of a slump or a rut, But, I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world, I love my kids, my two boys and girl, I love my husband and my kitty, I love my house, my life, the city, I love my family and friends,

Omg I Don't Know What To Do!!!
Ok well its been a rough week...im no longer doing this cherry tap thing....its to hard for me to come on here..just brings back to many memories....i know im on it right now but i don't think i'll come on as often as i did....a week ago sat..i read something really really surprising to me on one of my special friends page...and well i just don't know what to do....i was very very hurt by it....i freaked out...i nearly lost it....and the only reason why is cause i fell in love with this person...and well bascially i got played....Yes I sure did...yes we were friends but he still had me believing and having hope one day it would be more....we talk everyday..and we talked about some very personal things and well this whole time..i don't know how far back but i come to find out he is engaged...and shes moving in with him next month....my whole world came crashing....and well he goes and tells her im some pyscho person..why do guys do that...they can lead a girl on and mess with their feel

Emotional Destruction
The first time we made love, you started to shake.. You said the feel of my touch, made your soul ache.. You'd long for my kiss.. The softness of my skin.. The gaze into my eyes, you could see me with in.. Holding me close.. Not wanting to let go.. Bewillderd with desire.. A love you needed to know.. 6yrs later.. We're still going strong.. As long as I know have you... I'll always go on.. You're my rock my soulmate and my best friend.. I'll love you for ever...And ever.. 'Till our end There is something about woman.. They care too deeply, love too freely.. Take chance, risk it all.. All for something that might not ever come to be.. A tender touch, a loving gaze..All for a thought of things to be.. My feelings can't be ultered, as much as I'd like.. Peircing my soul like a jagged spike.. The swift glide of the blade...Pain numbing and slow.. The only thing that stops the hurt of the broken heart I have recived.. All my thoughts h

Life
I'm not going to be on that much today. I am sick and I have to work later. I have been sick since Monday and I am starting to wonder if I am going to get better or not. I probably should have stayed home from work today but if I did that, I would have gotten fired. So, I went to work anyway. As for now, I am going to try and get some sleep. Okay it is official, I really can't cook sweets. I wanted something sweet to eat and instead of letting my husband cook the cinimon rolls, I cooked them. Unfortunately, they are some what burnt and just about hard as rocks. I guess from now on, I will just let him bake the cakes, cookies, brownies, and cinimon rolls.

Poems
Roses are red violets are too Im still in love but not with you you thought you hurt me and made me cry but I was in love with another guy simply because you have no class all you can do is kiss my ass you sit around and talk your shit fuck you and your little ass dick you thoughtyou left me but I left you what my man is doing you cant do you tell your homies you played me like a bitch and I tell me girls you have a litte dick you said you loved me but it wasnt ture well guess what motha fuckea I played you too! WHEN I MET YOU YOU TOLD ME I WAS SEXY YOU SAID YOU LIKED MY BODY YOU MADE ME FEEL GOOD INSIDE I CAN LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND BE PROUD OF WHAT I SEE YOU TAUGHT ME TO EXCEPT MYSELF AND TO LOVE ME FOR ME EVERYTIME I SEE YOU THE VOICES YOU MAKE MAKES ME WANT YOU EVEN MORE BUT ITS KINDA HARD TO TAKE YOU BEEN THERE FOR ME EVERYTHING THAT WAS STARTED I BARELY GET TO SEE YOU NOW THAT WE HAVE PARTED THE TIMES WE SPEND TOGETHER

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Just Something I Made Up
I hate it when I feel like a nobody because I'm never treated like somebody. Why must it always be this way? It's not like I started a fray. I'm just being myself all the time and nobody treats me like I'm even worth a dime. Isn't there anything to do to make it better? Isn't there even a word to use or even a letter to make the feeling of right now stop? Should I just forget about getting to the top? Since there seems nothing to do so just forget about the zoo. I know when I'm not wanted when they bark, so I might as well stay in the dark. Why must I be tortured so? To make me feel in an all time low? To have to be reminded of one gone who likes to call me his graceful swan? There are way to many things that remind me of him whom I love to chat. Why has my handsome desert fox has to be in iraq among so many rocks? I don't think one can easily survive or even to think to thrive when their loved one is in the war behind a gun. -Talk2animals

Goodling Denies Firing
Goodling Denies Major Role in Firings By LARA JAKES JORDAN, Associated Press Writer 48 minutes ago WASHINGTON - The Justice Department's former White House liaison denied Wednesday that she played a major role in the firings of U.S. attorneys last year and blamed Deputy Attorney General Paul McNulty for misleading Congress about the dismissals. McNulty's explanation, on Feb. 6, "was incomplete or inaccurate in a number of respects," Monica Goodling told a packed House Judiciary Committee inquiry into the firings. She added: "I believe the deputy was not fully candid." Goodling, 33, quit the department last month and initially pleaded the Fifth Amendment on Tuesday. After being granted court-approved immunity, she read a statement and began answering question from committee members. Rep. Lamar Smith of Texas, the House committee's senior Republican, noted the suspense surrounding Goodlings' testimony but said there has been little evidence so far that the firings were i

Things That Bother The Hell Out Of Me
Have you ever wanted something so bad that it drives you crazy because you can't have it? Have you ever missed someone so much that it tears you up inside because you can't see them when you want to? It's one of those weeks where all of these things are runnin through my mind and I can't get them out!!!! When you can forgive, you can move on. When you're able to move on, you can change. And when you're ready to change, you're ready to welcome the new and improved into your life. So what are you waiting for? Today must be the day for someone to piss me off. I hate when people talk shit to me, or about me. I'm too old for the high school bs that goes on around here. If you have something to say to me then come and say it to me. Don't stand across from me and cover you're mouth and stare at me while you are talking to someone else. I'm smart enough to know that you are running you're mouth about me. If you are going to talk shit about me grow a fucking set and come say it to my face!!!!!!

Dr Sues ? Lol
having grown up with the cat in the hat and books on this style by Dr. Seuss you would think that it would come natural .... what I came up with could never be a childrens book ! LOL ... not that it is dirty but that I am sure it would be over their heads ! It was quite quiet upon that day It was so quiet that he looked away He sought to find a kindred soul He sought the one to make him whole And there he sat looking away He sat and sat in this one place to stay He looked for love and he wondered and did suppose He looked long and hard but could not see past his nose For love to find him he thought would never be He kept on looking though he just could not see So he sat there and sat there in the same way He sat and he sat in this one place to stay What if I show them my soul and heart He wondered aloud if this was a good start But how would he show it to each girl he met How could let them know him ? He didn’t know yet So he thought long and hard in his ver

I Hate Me
I am sorry! I am sorry for not being a good friend! I am sorry for not calling! I am sorry for not going to the bar and spending all my money and getting drunk! I am sorry for not making an ass of myself any more! I am sorry for changing my life! I am sorry for trying to improve my life! I guess most of all i am sorry for not doing this sooner!!!! i hate me! i hate my life! i hate that i am fat! i hate everything right now! i just want someone to love me! i want someone that will care about me and what i want! when is it time for me? life sux! i jsut want to be happy! fuck it all! fuck life! i cant say fuck it all! I have a son to think about! i care about him! I love him he is my life but when is it time for someone to love me? so i find a guy that is totaly sweet we have been good friends for a while and over time things had turned into something... or so i thaught untill he stands me up. it wasnt on a date or anything just hanging out but still... he doesnt call doe

Body Of Patriots Marquise Hill Found
Body of Patriots' Marquise Hill Found By Associated Press 4 hours ago NEW ORLEANS - The body of New England Patriots player Marquise Hill was found Monday, a day after he was reported missing following a jet ski accident on Lake Pontchartrain. Hill's body was discovered by searchers about a quarter of a mile from where the 24-year-old former LSU star and a female companion were involved in the accident, Capt. Brian Clark of the Louisiana Wildlife and Fisheries Department said. "We have suffered a stunning and tragic loss," Patriots coach Bill Belichick said in a written statement Monday evening. "Marquise will be remembered as a thoughtful and caring young man who established himself as one of the year-round daily fixtures of our team. I send my deepest condolences to the Hill family." The Coast Guard was called Sunday night, Petty Officer Tom Atkeson said. The search began immediately, using boats and helicopters. By the time the body was found, the Coast Guard, Wildl

Cloud 9
Well, for a CT thing this is awesome for me. There actually are great men in the world. I actaully found one ... Like anything that is worth anything, it's gonna be a road from hell, but as long as I have him then it's gonna be a hella road paved in gold and silver and over flowing. There's haters out there and those that don't want to see two ppl happy, well guess what ... TO DAMN BAD and personally I think you need to get something good for yourself, then you won't wanna fuk with someone else's. You may have noticed a name change and I have a new tag .... HUBBS TY sooooo much for the tag, it's awesome and I will wear it proudfully. If you haven't realized it or figured it out, YES I am dating DJ Redline aka Hubbs. Reasons for a name change but it's not for open discussion. If your board and want to chill come on over to the MadHouse we have plenty of jackets and one that will fit you special. The DJ's can spin awesomely ... we just merged with Wicked Pleasures so c

Something To Reflect On
Love is a thing shared by two Love is what you feel for me and you Love is precious when its shared Love is danger when its dared Love wanders and searches for the one Love plays and just do it for fun Love lets you hear love songs to emote Love lets you make sweet poems & a quote Love makes the world go around Love makes us happy if the one we love is finally found Love turns the world upside down Love cheers us never with a frown Love makes you cry Love sacrifices and says goodbye Love has its own reason and time Love can make someone you love "mine" Love makes a person kiss Love makes a person miss Love is experienced by all Love conquers when you fall. In my life you came out of the blue, Awakening my heart from pain to feelings before I never knew We are both scared of the road fate has shown Two souls paired to a destiny still unknown Should we choose to meet and tempt these hands of fate It would take two, for the odds to be beat

The Gate (between Reality And Dreams)
THE GATE Two gates lay before you, each an insight to my mind You need to discover the path you need to take to unwind I will not push you either way you need to make a choice Freewill is bourne within you; listen to your inner voice There is no bad decision, don’t worry you can’t loose For the other gate will open for you all you do is choose In the land of dragons where you have found home Show me all I long to see in the land you love to roam The excitement I feel is one of deep anticipation Show me the sights you have found that give you such elation I want to see for myself if all your stories are true Show me to the fabled gate where we two can walk through I'll gladly hold the gate for you But you must make your own way through The path you lead will take you far I then will watch you from my star To make sure no harm will come to you When a mythical country, you walk through If you are ever lost, or feel any fear Look to my star you know I’m near

My Online Classes....
I turned in my first assignment in tonight. Yes I waited till the last minute. And I don't think I will be doing that again. The grades go in the computer Tuesday night. God I am so freakin nervous. I feel like it is the first day of high school again because I know what rides on these grades. I am trying so hard to keep focused but it is so hard with four little ones running around at night you just want your me time not study time. I have to find my groove to where I can still talk to my friends, spend time with my kids, do house work and of course my studies. I know I will figure it out I just don't want to mess up this early in the game. I am also going to try to finish my cross stitching stuff that I started to make for my new niece and for my daughters baby dolls. I have so many craft projects that I started before my separation that it is ghastly. Anyway just thought I would share with anyone who cares how excited and nervous I am about my first assignment. Talk to everyone

Desires
I woke up this morning thinking erotic thoughts I want to penetrate your mind from behind Slowly, deeply, rhythmically To enter your deepest thoughts To explore the contours of your soul Driving you into ecstatic reaction Wildly emotional of both of us as We consume each other as I take you firmly and caress you Driving you wild with ecstasy Holding you in a strength unsurpassed Kissing you until you willingly submit to my every move Then releasing you gently to reveal your passion Your begging response, your sexual hunger Then again holding you strongly, taking you in a complex orchestration of eroticism Giving, receiving, gently, firmly, lovingly Holding you in an embrace of warmth, passion and love Driving you into an abyss of sensuality Pulling you back to tease you with affection Then again and again, ecstasy Searching the erogenous zones of your mind Making your body ache with desire, craving more and more..... I sit at this des

Favorite Black Authors
THIS MS. MURRAY IS A VERY TALENTED WRITER. ESPECIALLY FOR CHRISTIANS. TAKE A PEEK AT HER BOOK AND MAYBE BUY IT I WILL. It's that time of the year again! Coming June 19th, my newest novel, The Ex Files will be released. You'll meet four women who are dealing with their exes - we've all had a few of those - and who come together to pray through their challenges. One woman, Sheridan Hart (from Grown Folks Business!) is faith-filled, another, Kendall Stewart, is faithless. Then, there's Vanessa Martin who's weak-willed. And (I hate to admit this, but my favorite) Asia Ingrum, is revenge filled! Please visit my website at www.victoriachristophermurray.com to read the first chapter! And to see if I'll be coming to your city this summer on tour. I hope you'll enjoy The Ex Files and as always, I thank you, thank you, thank you for your continued support. You have no idea how grateful I am for your support and how much I appreciate you! Remember, June 19th! And, please pass the word!

Liqour In The Front And Poker In The Rear
i want some feedback on this blog.... shouldnt everything in a marriage be equal instead of the male wearing the pants should the women have the right to wear the pants to. a man and woman should be equal when it comes to marriage or any relationship. not in front or in back, unless ur having sex of course. lol. let me know if u feel the same ladies and gentlemen.

What A Ride
"Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways - Chardonnay in one hand - chocolate in the other - body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming, "WOO HOO, What a Ride

Dedications
Another for my CT wife Guns And Roses Videos | Music Video Codes | San Antonio Homes For Sale This goes out to ones that have their hearts broken. Lift your chin up and face a new day. Cinderella Videos | Video Codes | Denver Relocation Another dedicated to my CT wife Guns And Roses Videos | Movie Clips | Denver Real Estate

The Magician's Illusion
The amazement of your knowledge of my hearts needs & the quickness that you tended to them leaves me in awe of your talents. You envelop my heart in a scarf of bliss which made me drunk with happiness only to look in the mirror in front of me to see nothing but me by myself. You hold my hand and give me the illusion you are mine, you kiss me as if your saying my heart is yours and to just be gentle. Yet when I reach out to touch your heart it disappears as if it were smoke and mirrors. Are you an illusion or are you for real, I wish the magician would grant me this request! Is it all real and are you mine?

Think Like A Genius
She says English --------- ------- We need I want It's your decision The correct decision should be obvious by now Do what you want You'll pay for this later We need to talk I need to complain Sure...go ahead I don't want you to. I'm not upset Of course I'm upset, you moron. You're...so manly You need a shave and you sweat a lot. You're certainly attentive tonight. Is sex all you ever think about? I'm not emotional! And I'm not I have PMS. overreacting! Be romantic, turn out the lights. I have flabby thighs. This kitchen is so inconvenient. I want a new house. I want new curtains and carpeting, furniture, wallpaper... Ha

Spirit's Blog
Today is my brother's 23rd birthday, but he is not here to celebrate it. He will not be celebrateing any more birthdays or any other holidays for that matter. June 11th will mark the first anniversary of his death. My brother was serveing in the army, stationed in Germany for more training and just about to go on his secound tour of Iraq. He had the world at his feet and was moveing quickly through the ranks. But as many who have served could atest to, it truly messes with your mind. There are many things that one who has never served the military could only try to begin to imagine what it feels to go through. The torment of his mind became to much, and my brother ended up takeing his life. My family and I struggled with this unexpected news for a long time, (even now it is hard to believe). After awhile I had begun to do alot of research online as I wanted to make a website tribute to my brother and to perhaps help others who have lost loved ones due to suicide. But what I found s

Sick...
http://www.chron. com/disp/ story.mpl/ metropolitan/ 4888575.html Mom accused of prostituting her 2 daughters Police say she passed out cards that offered the teen girls for sex By DALE LEZON and MIKE GLENN Copyright 2007 Houston Chronicle A 16-year-old girl endured being sold into prostitution by her mother but finally went to Houston police after seeing her younger sister also forced to perform sex acts, investigators said Wednesday. The teenager had complied with her mother — who even distributed business cards offering her daughters for sex — but feared that her 14-year-old sister would be hurt, officers said. Nelsi Yolanda Latuda and her boyfriend, Pedro Espinoza-Escama, both of the 5500 block of Antoine, are charged with two counts each of compelling prostitution of a minor. They were ordered held in lieu of bail totaling $20,000 each. Latuda, 35, is the girls' mother, but they are not related to Espinoza-Escama, who is 21, Harris County Assistant District A

The Freedom Agenda
War on American Democracy My Opinion "The Freedom Agenda".. hmmmm.... Sounds harmless enough. In actuality, it has completely destroyed the reputation of the United States, and Democracy has become a curse word to the rest of the world. Bush's foreign policy is based upon the common value's of freedom and democracy that are shared by most Americans. And it is deeply rooted by our own ideology that Capitalism produces Democracy. But that notion is NOT always true. We cannot simply cram our ideology down the throat of the rest of the world. I do not believe for one moment that the majority of Americans would have been accepting of Bush's aggressive "Freedom Agenda". Most people are slow to accept such aggression and the only way that Americans would be accepting is in the aftermath of a catostrophic event. That catostrophic event came in the form of 9-11-2001. That horrific day enraged Americans. Now I realize that there are a lot of different theories of just what

Questions
I have so many questions running thru my stupid head and I wonder if I should ask them or shut my stupid mouth? I guess I am hurt and confuzzed! I want to cry but fight it...so damn much has happened since I came back from my trip...no power in my house and now the junk my ex husband left has got to be cleaned up and I HAVE NO DAMN TRUCK....but am I worried? A little but I know God is working. So why the questions????? Someone close to me is making me very confuzzed. Yes I will talk to them for I know they don't read my blogs often....Life sucks doesn't but love is GRAND!

Beautiful Mess
I'm now in a very leisure summer vacation, I was planing to work in Starbucks,and Starbucks needs four months to train being their barista,but i'm not sure where the school i'll go to. The summer vacation only two months, that's a lot not sure. I'll find another SB when I'm in steady in college life.I want to be a barista.And i really like the atmosphere at SB in TW. So maybe i'll go to "FRIDAYS"now. An American style restaurant, their uniform is really cute,and an interview is in English, maybe i can handle it and learn a lot from being the waitress. My dream is to have my own store which is handmade with some designs of my ideas, i must being creative, and a heavenly steed soaring across the skies.I have so many interests in design and fashion. I think they are the vital materials in our daily life. Many people in TW enjoy the way they live in their interest, but also, there are many people think we are always day dreaming, I think those who don't care about what they re

Stress
just taken a moment out, need to vent a little, well enough about that, what do women want? tell you i must be either drop dead ugly, or to damn nice, i cant change whom i am, but honestly im sick of being single! id love to come home one day and be able to hold someone in my arms all night long, or have a conversation like normal people do. this go to work and bust my ass til i have no engery just sucks! so im just wondering what the hell can a nice guy do to make a woman notice im interested! yeah fubar is fun, and myspace is all about drama, and chatting is ok, i want out of it all and try to find someone down to earth and enjoy life with! im sure nobody will read this and if their is one or 2 of you thanks for stopping by and have a wonderful evening or day! i just needed to vent..... still feel confused about it but its off my chest! Paul I was just wondering is it all about rates and points, does anyone on here talk? god its so boring sitting here passing out 10s and nobody ta

Just Thinkin...
It's amazing what can happen out of nowhere when you're expecting nothing. Sometimes it's best just to live life and see what happens. Maybe you'll fall into something great. Maybe the best way To exist is not to exist Just let it all float by Dont disrupt it Be by yourself Animosity Will build When you allow Them into Your soul, you Will become Unclean Impure Ok so I keep seeing all this stuff posted about do internet relationships work or don't they? Is there true love out there or isn't there? Here's the thing people...internet love can happen if both people are honest and open and actually willing to commit to an intangible relationship. If you meet a shithead and date them online they would have done the same thing if u had met in person. People fuck each other over everyday. In all honesty at least if it's an online relationship it may be easier to end. You don't have to worry about seeing them somewhere else. Love happens. True love does exist. People have to work

Wyldecat Trax
I'm Charlie Brown! Everyone has a personality of a cartoon character. Have you ever asked yourself what cartoon character do you most resemble? A group of investigators got together and analyzed the personalities of well known and modern cartoon characters. The information that was gathered was made into this test. Answer all the questions (only 10)with what describes you best, add up all your Points (which are next to the answer that you choose) at the end and look for your results. Do not cheat by looking at the end of the e-mail before you are done. Then forward this to all your friends (including the person who sent it to you) and change the subject of this message to what character is you. 1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date? .a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.) .b) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts.) .c) Painting in the park (5 pts) .d) Rock concert (1 pt.) .e) Going to the movies (3 pts.) 2. What is your favorite t

Journal Entries
I look at your pics and my heart beat rises i read what u say my mind opens up i listen to your voice and my body shakes... I need something completely real for once. I need it to be true, no more games, no more fear that it is not true and just a game. I need it to be for all the right reason. I need to come from the heart and soul, I need it to be from here on out. What ever happens i need to be always there..... In life someone can only be ignored for so long before they start to forget the reasons of why they do care and will lose all interests, care and turn there back on you just as u have done. Guess u will never know what u are missing.

Nsfw Bull Shit
you would think some ass holes on here show more then i did they would have their shit done that way bull shit ..................... i think them making my nsfw was bull shit ive seen alot worse on here i was dressed just because my hand was down my skirt not showing anything is bull i want to know who made it nsfw

Omg! Table For Sale!!!!!!!
This table was for sale on eBay. How can you tell it is being sold by a man? ? ! Can you solve this little riddle? ?First look and guess. You will find the answer below, but don't cheat! ? Know the answer? ?If not, scroll down now..... ? ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! OK, look at the picture in the mirror . ?And remember, if you are posting a picture on the world-wide web, WEAR CLOTHES when taking the picture.

Love Lost Before Its Found
to ask a question and never get an answer, hurts more then a bad reply, so my question is why, to feel the way you do, never to have you, not even having a clue, do you or dont you, could you, or cant you, at least give me a clue, never knowing, never showing, but always thinking of you, this makes my heart ache, i wish god my soul to take, before tomarrow when i wake, you meant so much, but i cant even feel your touch, now i wonder why, as i sit here and cry, to you im just a guy, but to love you would never be a lie, so now i go, my hopes and dreams, never again to show..........

Our Precious Love By Lynn..
Our Precious Love I was lonely, sad & so confused, I gave up on love...I didn't know what to do. I saw your face & love filled my heart, Peace was within me....I knew we'd never part. Our friendship grew, until one day, You told me you loved me & you'd never go away. You give me a love that I've never had, Now my days are far from sad. God brought us together, not a simple twist of fate, We'll hold each other soon....I can hardly wait. I've waited for you a long long time, I can't believe it ...... you're really mine. I promise to love you, respect you & treat you right, I give you my heart, so hold it tight. You're my life, my heart & my best friend, I'll stand by your side till life's very end. The sun has come out & the clouds have rolled away, Please don't ever forget.....how much I love you Ray. Written By: Your Lady, Lynn July 20, 2007 This is my gift and my promise to you Ray. Read it , believe it and le

Ink 2
-*- RUBIA'S SEXIEST INK CONTEST!! -*- YOU THINK YOU GOT? SHOW IT & LETS SEE WHAT YA GOT!! -*- MEN AND WOMAN ENCOURAGED TO ENTER. I AM TAKING 20 SEXY PEEPS TO ENTER. THE CONTEST WILL RUN FROM: AUGUST 1ST 7PM/EST TO: AUGUST 17TH 7PM/EST RULES FOR CONTEST: *U HAVE TOO HAVE A SLAUTE *LEVEL 7 TO ENTER *LEVEL 7 TO COMMENT BOMB *NOOOOOO DRAMA AT ALL *NO DOWN RATERS *NO PROGRAMS,BLASTERS *SELF BOMBIN WILL BE ALLOWED *RATES WILL BE USED IF THERE IS A TIE *THIER WILL BE SOME ONE WILL WATCH FOR {ANY & ALL} CHEATING PRIZES: THERE WILL BE 4 WINNERS: 1ST PLACE: A WEEKS BLAST 2ND PLACE: BIG PIMPING GIFT 3RD PLACE: BIG PIMPING GIFT 4TH PLACE: BIG PIMPING GIFT PLS SEND ME AN EMAIL HERE IF YOU ARE INTERESTED & THINK YOU GOT THE SEXIEST INK. I LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING FROM ALL THE GREAT PEOPLE ON FUBAR! PRESS MY LINK BELOW TO GET OT MY PAGE. (((HUGS))) RUBIAS RUBIAS ROCKIN IN NYC WITH KG/OWNER/BBW/BHW BOMBERS AND LOUNGE/KOT@ fubar (repost of

My Man
THINK U GOT WHAT IT TAKES TO BE MY MAN? WELL HERES SOME HINTS.DO U..HANDLE UR BUSINESS,DONT COME ON TOO STRONG. I DONT WANT TO HEAR WHAT U WANT TO DO TO ME...BIG TURN OFF.I NEED A MAN THATS GONNA BE REAL...A MAN WHOS TRUE TO HIMSELF AND ME. LIES...LEAVE EM AT THE DOOR. I WANT TO BE IN LOVE...HEAD OVER HEALS NO DOUBT. THAT ONE SOMEONE THAT MAKES U SMILE FOR NO REASON.LAUGH OUT LOUD WHEN THERES NOTHING TO LAUGH ABOUT. MAKE U THINK OF HIM WHEN UR LAYING IN BED AND WHEN U AWAKE IN THE MORNING.SAY ANYTHING CRAZY CAUSE U KNOW HE WONT MIND.FEEL SEXY AND BEAUTIFUL WHEN U R AT UR ABSOLUTE WORST.THAT MAN IS A GENTILEMAN IN PUBLIC BUT CAN TAKE U HOME AND GIVE IT TO U REAL GOOD. THATS GONNA BE MY MAN. IS THAT TO MUCH TO ASK

First Time~
Hey if you were on my yahoo list... jennifer_lynn1978 then you might want to send me a message so i can re-add you. I accidentally deleted my list haha yeah i suck. Hey all, just wanted to update and let everyone know who I am and what I'm about. i'm 29 bi and looking for friends. Hubby and i are looking to add more to the house....and hopefully it'll be the right one.... :P Just wanting to meet new people... And have a good time!!!

Fun Fun Day
Ok I get up early this morning have everything ready in a good mood yada yada yada all that crap. The humidity was pretty high over night so the windshield is covered and dew and the wipers arent the best. I am driving down this little two lane country road that is barely wide enough for two cars and the sun is blazing away in my eyes. Between the dew and the sun i am squinting to see the road. My phone rings. I am using hands free of course and I am talking to my daughter. I hear this huge POP and my passenger side mirror crashes into the window shattering. I look in the rear view mirror and holy shit I just hit a jogger with my mirror. I slam on my brakes and throw the truck in reverse and race back to where this guy is standing. I look back in the mirror and he is in a full sprint for the truck. I get close and jump out to make sure he is okay and understandably so the guy is LIVID!!!I start with I am so sorry.. He is yelling "what the hell are you doing You didnt see me??" I cant

Where O Where Is The Milfman?
well kids, sorry i havnt been around. kindney stones suck. and i mean stones, not stone. im on number 4 at the moment. i hope to be back to my usual self in a day or 2. much love the milfman well everyone. so sorry i havnt been actively skulking around as much. work and family crap has kept my internet time to a minimum. just in case anybody cares, im doing a 900 mile road trip tomorrow for work. so i wont be on probably until monday, so thats where ill be. i hope everyone has a great weekend, ill be on the road most of tomorrow, if ya needs me, calls me. toodles kids. you dont have to go home, but you cant stay here.

Sexy Eyes Conest
Okay everyone this is her very first contest. Shes not even sure what to do. So I'm making this bulletin for her to show her how to make one.. Please everyone take a few minutes to stop off over at her contest to give her a little support.. Thank you.. Bombs away.. (repost of original by 'MIZZ SHADY* LEADER*OF SHADY'S S*U*P*' on '2007-07-30 12:07:27')

My Pimpout
This is my real first pimpout.I have pimped people maybe for having a bad day or someone saying that they get no love from there friends.I always say my friends are the best.My first pimpout is going to be friends that have been with me since day or close to day one on what was Lost Cherry. They have always been there no matter the situation. Even when things get crazy with me on leveling they are always there. Stop by Rate, Fan and Add them I garentee you wont be sorry to have them as friends.They all show love and are true friends to have. Karen@ fubar ~WÇKÐ GÖÐÐÈ§§~@ fubar Fireman 7 C.T. FIRE DEPARTMENT@ fubar Ben DoveЯ®™@ fubar Captain Caveman -nWo-CT Pimp & Ho Society*Jessie's CT Hubby*@ fubar wishful thinking@ fubar **Christie**@ fubar ~JaMie~ I.B.I.C.~Dirty South Crew~CLUB F.A.R.~FAN ADD RATE ME -------->@ fubar Thanks for checking out my friends

Fans
if you are on my page adding me as a friend you might as well fan me too! the more fans i get the more pictures i will upload! here is the link to my new webpage...hope you check it out and enjoy it! http://imlive.com/_/292278/MikieMartin44444.htm

Stashes
Is anybody else getting the message that you've already rated a stash when you know you haven't? It's letting me rate one stash on a person and then I get that error....what's up?!?!?! FUBAR is definately the right name!!!!! .:*de*:.

Rosed1
Here lies Walter Dudley. He found out too late, Dobermans aren't cuddly. Here lies Bill Boller He got ran over by A steam roller (This tombstone is very tall and narrow) Lizzy Bordon's father lies here (with many small stones around that say 'and here') Mary Lass Missed the brake and hit the gas I was Fred Now I'm dead Mary Aster Should have j-walked a little faster Mrs. Derns Now being ate by worms C. Dracula 1236 1458 1527 1703 1823 1995 Here lies my wife, I bid her goodbye. She rests in peace and now so do I. Here lies Vlad the Impaler He bit off more than he could chew Here lies the Pillsbury Dough Boy He will rise again Here I lie And no wonder I'm dead, For the wheel of a semi Went over my head. ~ Dracula ~ "Fangs for the Memories" Rest in Pieces Here lies dear old Brother Tor He couldn't take it anymore Here lies Frank Dead by gun Caught in bed By another's husband Mary M

Romance Is Just A Glance
romance is just a glance, take that chance, at the passion inside, makes hearts open wide, like your heart is in a stride, never to hide, passion burning so deep, its what you want to keep, soft moon lite walks, carring talks, holding that special someones hand, they make you feel grand, when you walk in the sand, sun rise comes to you, makes everything feel true, looking into their eyes, saying good bye to the why's, knowing this is real, that kiss is the seal, that binds you both to each other, it makes your body shutter, makes your heart race, can your emotions keep pace, when you see that special someones face, taking both your hearts to a peaceful place, hopeing it will last, not like the ones in the past, may your heart be true, may your loved one have the clue, that they are actually the one for you, as you are the one for them too................

Poems Flow Free
poems flow so free, like the wind through a tree, nice to have my heart flow, to let everyone know, the person you see, is the real me, i take the bad and the good, as someone really should, i try not to lie, for it makes people cry, i am some what shy, im not like any other guy, thats why i am me, now you are starting to see, the passion inside me, i live life for what it is, a gift from the man above, i try never to push and shove, but i would like to find love, so she can see, how i would treat a lady, love and respect, with no neglect, honor and truth, wouldnt be like pulling a tooth, for i am me, and my heart has been set free, devotion and love, as he has given from above, now i will sit and wait, to see if its my fate, to find the one, that can tame my heart, who would never want to part..............

Poems
It seem I always miss you When you're not here with me I love you oh so very much And that is plain to see We should be together We love each other so If I knew how to get to you I would surely go I would just do anything And share in all your charns On what I'd give If I could be Right there in your arms I know that it will take a while For God to see this through And I would just give anything If I could be with you You know how much I love you And want to see that day When we can hold each other In such a loving way I will hold ever tight to you And never let you go But until that day You're on your way I'll still be missing you so "I miss you always" through half closed eyes i worship your cock as moonlight glazes cathedral walls and nightfire raises a scarlet prayer that strains reverent nipples tumescent against holy skin a wet finger seeks sacred tremors as i tongue thee inside and outside the boundaries of propriety luring you into a haze of

Friday Blues
Yhis sites taking some getting used too....I`ve spent more time browsin than workin..LoL. I`d just like to say what a pleaseant site this is....no freeze frames, no non connection problems, a screen filled with `things to do`....and more importantly pleasant people from across the globe. why the hell do they try and introduce woman into construction when they`ve just had children, no experience in the industry but expect to learn everything in a couple of days?.......it takes 3 - 7 years to gain a `tools` qualification but if your female.......1 year...LoL

In The Name Of Love
All of these lines across my face Tell you the story of who I am So many stories of where I've been And how I got to where I am But these stories don't mean anything When you've got no one to tell them to It's true... I was made for you I climbed across the mountain tops Swam all across the ocean blue I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules But baby I broke them all for you Oh because even when I was flat broke You made me feel like a million bucks You do and I was made for you You see the smile that's on my mouth It's hiding the words that don't come out And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed They don't know my head is a mess No, they don't know who I really am And they don't know what I've been through like you do And I was made for you. All of these lines across my face Tell you the story of who I am So many stories of where I've been And how I got to where I am But these stories don't mean anything When you've got no one to tell t

Damn
Now I have some rude ass new sales guy (who started mon) who just told me that I was rude... me of all people... DUDE... don't F*** with me today! He asks me something and I say I don't know that is Jason's... he comes back with oh you don't like people talking to you do you? Excuse me? what do you mean? He then says... oh well you were just acting really rude about having to answer the question... DUDE... F*** YOU Why does it seem like when one thing goes wrong everything has to go wrong? I move out here to the freaking country back in May...only to have Josh hurt me worse than I have ever been hurt... so he moves out 2 months ago... leaving me with the new place... fine... I can do this.. YEAH RIGHT! Let's just say I make about $150 short of what I need to pay all my bills. This friggin sucks! I just want to prove to myself that I can do it and everytime I turn around there is someone or something there showing me that I can't!

A Womans True Beauty
a womans true beauty, is like a blossuming rose, as days go by its the beauty that grows, the peddles open and it shows, inner beauty is what to behold, grab your heart and dont let go, cause you will feel it from your head to your toe, like a wave passing through, makes every guy look at you, but its i who figured out the clue, to know you is a treat that true, the eyes are the windows to your soul, compared to your beauty i am the troll, i shall climb the mountains to gain your trust, even if i fall and get crushed, you are worth the feat, for you are the one i wish to meet, to me that would be the biggest treat, i would be glad to take the back seat, you are truely kind, one day i wish you i would find, thing have been too weird in my life, like i was stabbed with a knife, but here i sit i must admit, probably looking like a twit, or even a dim-witt, but true love is what i seek, will someone open thier heart for me to peek, but please dont think of me as

This Is So Wrong!!! Please Read And Pass On, Important To Women On Fubar
OK... well i thought we have succeeded on removing a major ass from here, and we did so by pulling together, BUT... after a few weeks, he has returned and reared his UGLY head back into the general public. I am telling you that sugardaddy, now known as "THECYBERGUY".. has returned... he has blocked all comments from his page, unless you are a friend... I am not happy about his return, in fact i have already blocked him... Ladies, please be careful, and i have 2 bulletins up, one with the link as well... please keep him from doing this all over again with new ladies... Thank You!!

Why Cant I Find Love
I had a dream just the other night it was a different and unuasul sight it was sometheing so rare, Something until now,i never knew id ever share, but what it was,was a very beautiful thing. a very prosperous gift,something only god can bring something that hardiy ever happens in our life time. something thats so hard to truly ever find, this somthing is with out any form and it consist of no shape,something i know was born and only contains friendly love,and has no part of hate a real thing like this you should want to grasp ahold never waiting a second cuz it'll slip away and cause you never to know,.....the true potential of a friendship like mine something that will prove to be fruitful if only given your allowed time my friendship hes no end,only forever and like these two flowers id like our friendship too blossum together Have you ever been sick and not known what to do? Have you ever felt life slip away from you? Have you ever had your heart broke and felt t

Anger Over The Span Of Almost Three Years.
fuck this planet,fuck you all, When does this bullshit end?Our lives go round in circles and we don't know who we are.why do we love, or hate or live ?Why do we die?Do we choose when we die,or is it just our bodies following the patterns of eternity?Do we have past lives or do we live and relive the same life over and over?Do we only get one life?Pain is the only thing that seems tangible right now,andI don't want to cut,I stopped a long time ago. I don't know what to choose part of me wants to keep going and see where life takes me and part of me wants to cash the chips in and just lose it,I may go back to my self-destruction but then again I could exert self-control.I just want to feel whole again,I'm only half a person,half a soul.I have nothing,I had everything,and I lost him and I hope he comes back,I feel lost even though I know I can go on.I still would like to be the one by his side.In the end I want to be the one he coes home to. Raksha Soulraven ©2007 As the moon turns B

Poker Tournament
For Four grueling hours last night I was in a poker tournament with 2000 people from around the world.It was an elimination tournament and the winner won entry into 2nd round tournament.(winner of 2nd round gets to go to Australlia to play in live tournament in January) WOO HOO >>>>>I WON!!! Just wanted to share that with my friends !

Ass!
OK SO I POSTED A BULLETIN FOR UNIQUE DREAM BC HES IN A CONTEST...WELL THIS FU*KTARD DECIDED TO BE FUNNY AND POST A DUMBASS COMMENT IN MY BULLETIN...THINKING HE WAS A FRIEND I SENT HIM A SHOUT AND THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED.... AND WHEN I BLOCKED HIM THIS IS WHAT HE SENT TO ME...................... dumbass bitch Hide header Date: Sat, 15 Sep 2007 00:21:21 -0700 From: Size: 1 KB To: abayoubabe77@fubar.com Reply-To: block me asswhore...I will so ruin you...asswhore!...fuck you cunt....you fucked with the wrong guy....asswhore! HERES HIS LINK BTW.... Boycott Wal-Mart@ fubar ************************************************* I AM A PERSON THAT ALWAYS BACKS MY FRIENDS AND I CONSIDER UNIQUE TO BE MORE THAN JUST SOME FRIEND I MADE HERE ON FUBAR...I CONSIDER HIM FAMILY AND HE IS ONE OF THE BEST FRIENDS I HAVE AND HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE TO TALK TO...SOME PEOPLE COULD TAKE A LESSON FROM HIM AND HIS LOYALTY TO HIS FRIENDS.HERES HIS LINK...IF HES

Be Honest
Enjoy the days - make of them what is allowed, play as hard as you work, don't forget to DO WHAT YOU WANT TO before it's too late even if you could later do it. Old folks who have money and no memories are pretty boring company, so that should NEVER be a goal. Who I am doesn't matter - it's who we BECOME that might one day improve the world, if only by a fraction. My "Heroes" wear the Unform of the USA, my mentors have been those whose lives have changed the world for the better. Be they good teachers, great Doctors, hard-working scientists, engineers, realtors, lenders, store owners, single Moms/Dads, if their lives somehow improved theirs AND others', I listen carefully to all they have to say is it me or..... whats up with these women who put, please make sure to, add, fan, rate, wire me some money, buy me a new car and the Ill return a rate give me a fucking break I have been taught the following, my grandfather was big on this phrase 1. Common people talk about other peo

You Figure It Out
I am a male that likes to chat.I am not after your body and don't think that way. I am not the one asking for tit shots i am not the one who tried to talk dirty to you! I don't fall in love on a machine i am here for friends that is all that is it! Not that i want to be rude but if you lower your standerd i don't have respect for you. so if you want to be friends and chat that is great but i have morals and expect the people i chat with to also. If you have made it this far and still want to chat hit me up cool thats great but if you think i am an ass then you had better look in the mirror cause something hit you wrong that needs to be fixed. smile have a great day and rember there is at least one person with morals here Damn this one's tough, no matter what i do he's a step and a jump ahead of what i am fixen to do. Here we go again i ani't lettin that son of a buck win.the pain i feel through my legs and in my back , every jump feels like my last.Awww now ya want to get nasty and mea

Pregnancy.
Well I am now officially 9 weeks! My belly is going to start getting big soon :) I can't wait to feel baby move :) and find out what the sex is! Okay I am going to sleep now ni ni! Well I finally know for sure, I'm pregnant! I am sooo damn happy yay! I told Ray when he got home form work last night and he is super happy too! So We are about 4 weeks pregnant, due May 30th (which is 28 days before daddys birthday!) I'll update more later when I can!

Daisy And Lee
Daisy and Lee Here’s a sad story bout a couple named Daisy and Lee, Two young people in love, or they appeared to be, Until one stupid infidelity (ee-ee-ee), Caused together forever to cease to be their destiny. Lee told me that he was seein’ Daisy later that day, It was a surprise visit that he intended to pay, When he got to her house; another car in the driveway (ay-ay-ay), And things went downhill from there that night in May. He pulled ‘round the corner and parked up under a tree, Crept back to the house to see just what he could see, And as he peered thru the window violating her privacy (ee-ee-ee), He saw her doing things with him she swore she only did with Lee. Lee went back to his truck to get one of his guns, He had a Colt a Glock and an old Smith and Wesson, Back to Daisy’s house he went at a dead run (uh-uh-un), The things he did next, they could never be undone. He hid out in the bushes cause he didn’t know what to do, When the dude came out Le

Laughcrykill
so, im in a contest!, and i need a butt load of comments to win! anyone want to help out!? ill fan rate whatever in return! thanks! copy n paste linky http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1146372&albumid=618013&i=390639874# to october 8th -sighs- that will make 3 years to the day that my very very very very close friend Dan passed away. he was a little more then a friend, but it never went anywhere. i cant belive its been 3 years, i still cant believe it happened. i keep thinkin that i will wake up one day, and ill get online, and there he will be...bitching at someone in a chatroom but im not getting into any sappy, emo, depressed moments about this now, i still have a week or two before it starts to kick in that the time of year is actually here.. but i wrote this almost 3 years ago after he died.. I'd go back If I was given a wish, Just one, Only one wish. Which I could wish anything, Anything in the whole world. I'd wish to go

My Bar Tab Is....$260 (have I Ever Lived? Lol)
This is real fun to do! The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Did some X -- $15 Did cocaine -- $20 Did meth -- $25 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on FUBAR -- $100 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20 Had sex with 2 different people in the same day -- $50 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's n

Toilet Pain
Dear Wife, I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I ad gotten a new hair cut, cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You came home and ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore, You don't want sex anymore or anything. So, either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore. Whatever the case is, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to Texas together! Have a great life! ======================================================================= Dear Ex-Husband, Nothing has made my day more than receiving your let

Ramblings Of A Cyb3rn4u7
(i apologize in advance if this sounds like whining or complaining, or trying to do the "oh poor me" thing...but this has been on my mind for a while...) I'm tired of feeling inadequate. I'm tired of feeling like I'm being thrown in with the rest of the general male population when someone bitches about men. I'm tired of feeling like everything is my fault because I'm male. I'm tired of feeling like I'm not good enough to be with. I'm tired of always being the "good friend" that people refuse to date. I'm tired of people dumping me online. I'm tired of people not wanting to get close to me because they think that because I'm male, I'm gonna make a move. I'm tired of feeling like utter crap emotionally. I'm tired of sleeping alone. I'm just tired.... (you can open your eyes now...it's all over...) It would seem that someone...or something...has decided that I should stick around for a little while longer... Thanks to the generosity of one of my roommates, I will be back on t

Who Am I ?
Hey there all, For anyone thats interested all u have to dois ask. I will answer anything you ask. No questions asked. Thanks to all the friends and fans. I'm new here but I'm real. Michael Hi all, I was gone all weekend on a trip to Chicago,(my home town) Had a great time but too many late nights,lol. Hope to talk to you all soon. Michael

Sharing Some Friends
This a pimpout from my name but wanted too share them all with you. These people are some of the many friends I have made that are always there no matter what. I have many more and some of you might say why am I not on there.. Well I could of made this never ending..More too come in the future.Thanks for checking them out This pimpout is of some of my friends who make Fubar fun.These are some of the most giving people I have seen on this site.They are always there for there friend at no cost and never ask for anything back. No matter what the situation they always show love. If you dont have them I recommend you add them and find out for yourself exactly what I mean. Many of these give of themselves too help so many others out. Sweet~Ga~Girl (wife of screwed-n-tattooed)Member of the Confederate Family@ fubar ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ LÖÚÑGÈ, Ç.W.Ö.Ғ@ fubar RJeezy۞NeaNeasEverything۞C.W.O.F Presiden

Pics Of Friends
Hey there I want to make a friends folder of pics of all of you that talk to me or comment me on a regular basis. If you want to be in it please let me know what pic you would like to have in there and sorry no nsfw pics although sexy is okay...lol! I just want to show appreciation for all my friends that actually take the time out to message or comment me. I will check back on this in a week and then make the folder. Thanks, muahs!

Love
Love Longed for and awaited Yet constantly disillusioned The dream is never true But endlessly rolls on screen I would tell my love Words will come but are mute I talk to all but her The world is wise to my heart My heart lifts to her Then slinks diffidently away What for this fright I can neither tell nor kiss Ever winding twisting stairs Bring me closer to the light

Periodicals
Forecast: Sex and Marriage with Robots by 2050 Charles Q. Choi Special to LiveScience LiveScience.com Fri Oct 12, 5:10 PM ET Humans could marry robots within the century. And consummate those vows. "My forecast is that around 2050, the state of Massachusetts will be the first jurisdiction to legalize marriages with robots," artificial intelligence researcher David Levy at the University of Maastricht in the Netherlands told LiveScience. Levy recently completed his Ph.D. work on the subject of human-robot relationships, covering many of the privileges and practices that generally come with marriage as well as outside of it. At first, sex with robots might be considered geeky, "but once you have a story like 'I had sex with a robot, and it was great!' appear someplace like Cosmo magazine, I'd expect many people to jump on the bandwagon," Levy said. Pygmalion to Roomba The idea of romance between humanity and our artistic and/or mechanical creations date

Sad B-day Coming Up
Ok Sunday is my b-day and all i wanted was an ipod i ask my mom and dad and sis and bro and they all said that they cant do it....and this is the only thing i wanted in the whole world..why do they ask u what u want then u tell them and its like well i cant get u that..Well thats what i want so why cant i have it..I know i should wait until Sunday to see what all i get but i know that its not going to be a IPOD and thats what i want...i might sound like a big baby i dont care....so if u dont like it dont read it...:((

Erotic Stories
Driving home from work tonight, my thoughts are on a hot shower and my warm bed. As I pull into the driveway, I see your car parked there, and know that I won't get either one for a while. As I start up the walk, you open the door and smile at me, watching me as I stroll toward you. I step to you and you put your arms around me, kissing my soft lips as you welcome me home. As I turn to remove my coat, you push me against the door, slamming it shut on the outside world. My arms pinned by my coat, all I can do is moan your name as your lips and hands assault my senses. I finally struggle out of my jacket, my hands moving up to run through your hair as you gently nip my neck with your teeth. All I can do is lean back and let you have control of my senses, my body, and my soul. They are all yours for the taking as you rip my shirt open, buttons flying, exposing my breasts encased in a black satin bra. You lift your head and smile at me, letting me see the evil thoughts running throug

Check Harley Out!
Hey my awesome friends, I have a sweet guy I'd love to introduce you to..... He's sure to return all love shown. Let's see if we can help him get to the next level. Harley@ fubar LOVE TO ALL!!! ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

People!! Pay Attention!!
My lounge.. Osayo's Playhouse... it is the picture of the fat cat holding the corona.... come in and subscribe to it so it is easier to find later on.. I SHUT OFF MY SHOUT BOX.. it is TOO busy!! Come to my lounge if you want to chat with me.. and PAY ATTENTION to MY STATUS!! If I am in the lounge, it says.. lounge, if I am away, it will tell you what I am doing.

Too Much Judgement
I just don't understand people...in general...Especially people who reply to mumms. Sometime I put stupid stuff on there just for fun, but most of the timeit is serious stuff that I'd like an honest, but polite answer about. But people can't seem to be nice on this site...at least 90% of the people. I'm attractive and post revealing pictures so I get either I want to fuck you or your a whore. I'm a 19 almost 20 year old mother and I get some way to goes...but a majority of babies having babies or way to start your life tramp. When no one who comments really know who I am. I'm an intelligent woman...There is more to me than my looks or my age. I'm just happy that I take these judgements with a grain assult, but think about the individuals out there who saying things like this would really hurt their feelings or may change the way they think about themselves forever. Most of the people saying these things are adults...why can you all be mature? It is ridiculus. Also, women alway

Click On Site
A favour to ask, it only takes a minute.... * I * 6 * Y Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on 'donating a mammogram' for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/ AGAIN , PLEASE TELL 10 FRIENDS TO TELL 10

Poetry From The Chimpman
LSD leads you To see a cow in a tree saying Moo Moo Moo Words cannot express my love for you So pure, so wonderful and so true Words cannot explain My undying pain The pain I feel when we're apart Like a piece is missing from my heart But there's something you should know before I go on I'm really a flesh eating mutant monkey man for the planet Gorgon

Bomb Me!!
dont know why i bother helping out people to level.cuz when i need help noone is around or dont help me.so when you need help think about it...are you helping them out too? please help me level up.. i seem to be stuck here hehe so please rate and comment the hell outta me!! spanks for your help :)

Spanky In Pakistan
Spanky and Waheed Got Married Getting married in Pakistan... WaHooooooooooooo ... what an adventure. hahahahaha. Because i am non-muslim, Waheed and I had to get married at the Karachi City Court House. This in and of itself would be a normal experience, however, because of the political troubles in the Judicial Branch of Pakistani government, it was anything but normal. Last week, the Pakistani Government forcefully retired many of the Chief Justices within the country. This has thrown the Court system into complete chaos. The court house used to be disciplined and ruley but now ... Waheed said it reminds you of going to a Fish Market... hahahahahha. So we arrived at the court house with four of Waheed's closest friends. The Court house was crawling with people and I was seriously being stared at by every person who passed by as we waited in the streets. Waheed didn't want me to have to go into the "fish market", so he went into the court house, using his pull, to have a

Zen For Those Who Take Life Too Seriously...
1. Save The Whales. Collect The Whole Set. ****** 2. A Day Without Sunshine Is Like, Night. ****** 3. On The Other Hand, You Have Different Fingers. ****** 4. I Just Got Lost In Thought. It Wasn't Familiar Territory. ****** 5. 42.7 Percent Of All Statistics Are Made Up On The Spot. ****** 6. Light Travels Faster Than Sound, Which Is Why Some People Appear Bright Until You Hear Them Speak. ****** 7. I Feel Like I'm Diagonally Parked In A Parallel Universe. ****** 8. Honk If You Love Peace And Quiet. ****** 9. Remember, Half The People You Know Are Below Average. ****** 10. He Who Laughs Last, Thinks Slowest. ****** 11. Depression Is Merely Anger Without Enthusiasm. ****** 12. The Early Bird May Get The Worm, But The Second Mouse Gets The Cheese. ****** 13. I Drive Way Too Fast To Worry About Cholesterol. ****** 14. Support Bacteria. They're The Only Culture Some People Have. ****** 15. Monday Is An Awful

Life Lived By Me
I am currently without a computer and the one I use cannot let me rate anyones pics and stuff! AS SOON as I can I PROMISE to rate everyones pics and stuff on your pages! THANK YOU everyone for rating mine and reading this!! KISSES!! LOVE to you all! Regina Wheres the man who still opens the doors? Does he pace upon his floor thinking that life has passed him by I hope he gives love just one more try. Wheres the mother who loves her kids with no doubt that she ever did? Waking up each day with them on her mind. Bringing them up to be trustworthy and kind. Wheres the father who stays around? Boasting about his family all over town. Knowing that his role in life is to be a model for his children, son or daughter. What has happened to being good? Why dont ppl love the way they should?

Beer Warnings! Hilarious
Beer Warnings - This is Hilarious! Due to increasing products liability litigation, beer manufacturers have accepted the FDA's suggestion that the following warning labels be placed immediately on all beer containers: WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like an asshole. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again until your friends want to SMASH YOUR HEAD IN. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may cause you to thay shings like thish. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at four in the morning. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your pants. WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may make you think you can logically converse with other members of the opposite sex without spitting. WARNING

About Me
I wrote an about me on my page and hopefully anyone coming to my page will or has read it, but I thought I would give a little more info about the person who basically raised me and is my hero. I was born a long time ago....lol... in the city of Bratislava, Czecholslovakia, which now is the Slovakia side of the country. My mother, who is my hero, left the country with me when the Russians invaded in 1968. I can't even imagine what she felt or was going through watching as tanks rolled down our street. She gathered a few things, very little money and me and left the country through Austria before the Russins closed the borders. She wasn't sure where she was going or how she would make it but knew she had to get me out of there. She left everyone and everything she knew to bring me to Canada so I could grow up in a free country. I could never or will never be able to repay her for that. We came to Vancouver, B.C.,Canada with nothing and were put up by some wonderful people who helped us

Forever
It's a waste of time but I move on pretending that nothing's wrong and yet I know that it will be forever. Forever I will live with nothing more to give of myself. I stand here and play the clown just to hide my saddened frown; unknown by you forever. Forever I will live with nothing more to give of myself.I try to tell you how I feel and why I know that it's for real just to be ignored by you forever, so forever I live on saying nothing's wrong to myself. Here I sit looking through the glass waiting for my life to pass and I will be forever. Forever I Stand Alone though it cuts me to the bone because I have nothing left.

Check This Out!!!
Not too long ago...I had my brother join the fubar family...he needs some folks to check him out and help him level up...and by the way ladies....he is single and available...take the time to say hello to buck...buck@ fubar

Wanted Man After Car Chase
I hate to addmit but I went to school with this kid. NOTHING BUT A LOSER!!! Georgia, Vermont - November 25, 2007 Police nabbed a wanted man following a high speed chase across Franklin County Sunday night. Police tried to stop 27 year-old Chad Tucker in Fairfax but he took off, leading police on a dangerous pursuit down Route 104. Tucker's girlfriend and a ten month-old baby were inside. And police say he was swerving toward oncoming traffic. His vehicle eventually broke down in Georgia, but Tucker was not ready to give up. He took off running. Police were able to catch the Burlington man, who has been on the lam for two months now. He's on furlough for a cocaine charge. Police call him a career criminal. He faces a slew of new charges including escape, child cruelty, and reckless endangerment.

Thank You For The Help!!!!!
i just wanna say tyvm to all who helped me level nushy and her crew were awesome thank you very much!!! and andrea you rock babe.....and majicallydelihis you rock also hun and to everyone else who helped me you all are the best!!!!!!!

I Hate Depression
i just hate depression you know it makes you numb takes the joy out of life it sucks everything that you were from you and leaves an empty shell. a shadow of your former self. my sleeping habits have gone out the window i don't sleep until morning lately then sleep until 2 or so in the arvo i have no energy i feel so exhausted dead inside. i have soooo much work to do things to catch up on but i just don't have the energy to do so. my camera is my life in terms of money but lately i cant even look at it just to depressed to work the passion isn't there and if ya know photography you'll know that passion is 99% of a photo. i am just trying to stay ahead of the darkness trying not to slip to deep like before my body wears the scars of a darkness so self destructive so dangerous it can kill you. so if i seem a little down just realize its out of my control. friends help always! i love my family and love my gf who is so supportive of me in that way i have mo

Nature Spirits ~ Devas ~ Elementals ~ Trees
Devas are Nature Spirits ~ Devas ~ Elementals ~ Trees part of the Angelic Kingdom and are in direct service to the world of nature expressing themselves as one of the 4 elements. The exist in the ethereal world which runs parallel to our own. They can be seen or felt intuitively or through the lens of a camera. The Jews call them Shedim. The Egyptians called them Afries. Africans named them Yowahoos. Persians called them Devs. NATURE SPIRITS Ellie with Nature Spirits - upstate New York - November 1994 To 'talk telepathcally with nature spirits is to understand that they were created to help restore the balance of nature as humanity is bi-polar and in a constant state of destruction. The destrucrion of the exco-systems around the world - the Amazon ran forests - are just example. There are those of us who love the gentle and compassionate frequencies of many nature spirits - working with them - or just being in their energies as we move towards th

I F#cking Hate Peta
PETA has to be the stupidest people on earth. They have complained so much that the US Government is changing laws. It is now against the law to slaughter horses for human consumption, transport horses to Mexico or Canada for slaughter and heres the kicker, turn them loose. Most Americans have not and probably never will eat horse meat. I have to be honest, it is not the best meat I have ever eaten, but overseas it is a delicacy. The US provides for most countries anyway so why cant we feed them horses if they want it. On to my second point. SO since we can no longer slaughter horses, What the fuck are we gonna do with them? Here in the state of Wyoming we have Hundreds of thousands of acres of Government land with wild horses and feral horses. The grass in most of Wyoming isn't that good, we have been in a drought for 9 years. If you look out at these horses most of them are nothing more then skin and bones. They are starving. So riddle me this; Does PETA support prolonged s

Friend Zone
Don't look at me, unless you wanna see, the truth behind these eyes. What you don't know, what I can't show, is that I'm living one big lie. And I can't take watchin' the mistakes you make with other men. Sometimes I think, yeah I contemplate every now and then Is sayin you're my world, baby be my girl, but I never follow through. I just stay a friend, until the end, waitin' for you to... Pour your sorrow into me 'Cause you know that I can take it. I smile to help you cope with pain Even though I have to fake it. Do my best to treat you right While I watch you chase the bad guy. I can't help shaking my head Every time I've listened to you cry. Tell me how bad your life is When I'm the one who stays alone I can't believe you've banished me. To a life within the friend zone. I love the way you stare at me like it's a revelation. That guys out there, most don't care 'bout nothin but penetration. And then in spite of all the fights you've had with all those losers,

The Truth About Hell
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so 'profound' that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state t

Leavin Fubar
Well All you sexy Fubarians......the time has come for me to bid y'all a farewell. Way to many Fubar changes and wayyyyyyy too much drama. Thanks everyone for being a good friend. Anyone wishing to stay in touch with me.....private message me and I'll give ya my contact info. I was leaving today until I found out that Fubar will not delete my account until My paid VIP is expired which is January 3rd. I will most likely not be on much, plz don't be offended if you see me on line and I don't answer ya right away. I will be on daily to drop my 11's and that's about it. Take care everyone. Keep on keepin on! And keep Crackalackin! :P

Random?
Everytime I talk to my mom either over the phone or in person, I always start to get all teary eyed, not because I'm sad or anything but because I'm all happy. She makes me laugh and miss everything from the past, good and bad. She's the greatest person in the world rather she annoys the shit out of me or making me fall over in pain laughing. But last night before going to sleep I decided to give her a ring because I know she doesn't sleep till like 3 am anyway, and she was having her own personal party with the dog so I decided to go over and dance around with her. We were listening to some folklore music from Nicaragua and we couldn't stop laughing and then I cooked some for her and we talked about my vacations in Nicaragua and her living in Nicaragua with her friends, and it makes me miss it so bad =/. I wanna go back to Nicaragua. I wanna jump in the lakes, hang out at the beach, because I actually like the beach there and just think about all the good times. The only thin

Ty All
thank you all so much for helping me get to ninja I apoligize for not being on as much but having cable and internet problems,hopefully will be fixed tommarrow.I truley cherish all my friends and family on fubar and feel bad for not being able to keep in touch,but that will change and annie will be there for ya all.So please let me know if ya need help leveling or bombing.kingdom of wolves till the end baby!To all my friends and family I hope you have a very merry and blessed christmas and a happy new year.Thank you all so much xoxoxo annie/cherokee

My Pink Hair!
HEY TELL ME WAT U THINK ABOUT MY PINK HAIR....I THINK IT LOOKS SEXI, but thats just me.... thx xoxoxo ~KiWi~ i now have 10 piercings....i did go get both nipples pierced....which is sweet...and it didnt hurt at all...so....ill maybe put some pix up of them once they fell a lil better to move around..lol...and arnt all red!.... xoxoxo ~Brittney Rocele~ When she stares at your lips [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist fro

My Fu Friend!
Can you please go show some fan rate add love to a wonderful friend of mine? She is trying to improve her rank.... ~/~ Sassy Laurie~/~ Sending Love your way... Would you please come show my awesome friend some of that mad fu-love and level him up to Fu-King...He will definately return all the love when he has time...Thank you to everyone that helps him!!! ~*Mike S*~ ~Taken by MzMic~@ fubar

Questions N Thoughts
I CANT POST A MUMM SO HERE IT GOES WHICH WOULD U PREFER? A...DOGGYSTYLE B...69 C...RIDING? DO U PREFER AN ASS OR TITS? hes a good friemd to me whose been there since i started this site m hes in 5th place so far n id like 2 help him n this ends jan 28th at 2pm and i wanna know if u can send him at least 50 comments n rate please love sexi

Lord Lestat's And Kyttiekat's Auction
Azkadellia/DJSeleneCorvenios Up for offer: ~ I will put your name at the end of mine "Owned by you" for 3 months ~ 2 personal salute (1sfw 1 nsfw if you chose) ~ Top friend for 3 months, along with rating of all pictures only (during any time of the day) ~ Link to your profile on my page for 3 months If the bid includes 7 day or 30 day blast: ~ I will be "owned by you" for 6 months, and I will put that in my name ~ 2 personal salutes (sfw or nsfw) ~ Rates of all pictures OR stash, during happy hour. ~ Top friends rank for 9 months. ~ Link to your profile on my page for 6 months. ~ I will send you ONE personal letter. ~ One gift a week of your choosing (within fu-bucks spending limit) for a month. ~ You can have my phone number for text purposes only. (I have unlimited Texts) If the bid includes a Happy Hour or VIP membership: ~ I will be "Owned by you" for a year, and it will be in my name for that whole year. ~ I will add you to my family for an enti

Relationships
If you can't see me, just touch your heart Know my love, that we are never far apart Wherever you go, whatever you do Always remember, I love you If you can't hear me, just close your eyes Sleep my love, hear the dreams of my sighs Feel the pleasures you give me Hear the love of my ecstasy If you can't see me, you'll know where I am Just reach out and take my hand If you can't hear me, just listen closely I'm whispering sweet love so softly If your not sure of what to do Always remember, I love you Sometimes when the days get long In our hearts, we have our song The music plays and we dance We dance to the dreams of romance As the night settles in and the sun is gone We are close to the world where we belong A world of dreams for lovers A place where we can make sweet love to each other If you can't see me, know I am there In our hearts, a special love we share If you can't hear me, touch your heart and feel the pounding It's the warmth of my love sur

Yankees
FUK THE FUKIN YANEES i hate the fukin yankees yankees fans ne players that plays for the yankees...i think they are a bunch of fukin assholesn i hope they never win another world series!!!for all i care u can all go fuk urselves if u like the yankees.......if u dont like what im sayin about them ...oh fukin well...deal with it assholes...i never liked the yankees n i never will!!!!!!!my kids will never like the yankees!!!!my goddaughter will never like the yankees!!!!!my girlfriend will not like the yankees......one day i hope to meet george steinbrenner the owner of the yankees so i can tell him how i feel!!!!!!cant wait til they cum back to philly so i can lose my voice again tell them how much they sukas far as im concerned every yankee fan can go fuk themselves....in case u forgot what u just read....FUK THE YANKEES AND FUK U!!!!!!

For The Love Of Juju!
For those of you who know me....last year on my birthday...my profile was private and the only pictures posted was that of my good friend's Grandson who was 4 and died of cancer and laid to rest on my birthday. He died January 19 and struggled hard. Tomorrow marks one year...since he was laid to rest.....his grandfather has since left the site...we stay in contact..and I still feel his pain...so again I ask that no-one rate my profile or pictures this day....as Juju will be posted for his memory and to show his family that I am still here...remembering with them. Fly High..King Juju!!!! XOXOX

Battle Of The Dj's
SC@TTER’S WORLD will soon be hosting a “BATTLE OF THE DJ’s” based on how many people in the Lounge for each DJ. I WANT TO WIN! So come on in to ~SC@TTER’S WORLD~ & support you favorite DJ…… ~DJ MAGICMAN~ Only Playing in SC@TTER’S WORLD ~ FREAKIEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR ~ Tune in to ~DJ MAGICMAN’S~ Show every Tuesday, Thursday, Friday and Sunday 8PM-Midnight & Saturday Mornings from 8AM-Noon Click on my Pic to visit my show!

New Poem
And Yet I lay here missing you tonite not quite sure why I feel as I do I have yet to feel you touch taste your breath hear your heartbeat in the night and yet and yet, something stirs within my soul a hunger fills me that i cannot explain deep inside, I feel you call to me with a look a smile a wave it's as if you have reached down inot my soul and carresed the part of me that longs for you everything and yet and yet I can't explain it why do I tremble when I hear you voice the urge to reach out and touch you is sometimes more than I can bear and yet and yet the need I feel in you is just as strong it consumes like a flame I feel your glance like a carress your eyes like fingers upon my skin gently seeking longing for fulfillment so strongly it leaves your

Stupid People
->Call Me JO: i know it is that still dont give you the right to insult me like that............dont talk to me about free Picsinco: its a free county ->Call Me JO: i sont care if you are sorry i dont liek the fact that you did it in the first place Picsinco: i am sorry ->Call Me JO: i dont take it t onicely when some random boy {like yourself} leave me an insulting comment like that Picsinco: i am on here for fun people leave comments and people read it and laugh at them Picsinco: okay ->Call Me JO: you are the reason men have a bad name.........and that aint gonna do a damn thing to change my mind about the wyathat i feel about you Picsinco: i gave u a ten Picsinco: some take bad pics Picsinco: u better looking than half the woman on here ->Call Me JO: now you are puting word into my mouth ->Call Me JO: i didnt say i wanted a 10 did i Picsinco: i see you want me give u a ten Picsinco: why ->Call Me JO: i didnt say there were but it is common courtesy to rate them a ten

My Sensless Babeling Might Mean Something To Someone Someday...
fuck love, fuck the littel cupid bastard!!! why? cause I fell in love with a girl!!!!! wtf? it wasnt something i was looking for. In facet i didnt want anything to do with anyone. I move to baltimore for about six months... went to a bar one night and some one kept passing me grape vodka shots!!! a guy was to shy to come up. so she did.. and she got me!!!!! what the hell???? then she broke up with me a month later!! she fuckin hates me now. i suck at life. I guess i wasnt paying attention. my head was in a cloud. DAMN! i wish i knew then what i knew now. It wasnt the sex that got me either.. it was who she was her attitude her style. her bleach blonde mohawk stylin chick self!!! i crave that girl so damn much it hurts. so what the hell was the intentions of what ever fucked up my life to have me fall for a girl!! just to fuck me up more!!! now you see why i dont do relationships...FUCK!!! Im not looking for anything!!! I dont expect anything either. But what the hel

Expectin' A New Baby
Today was the FIRST day myself and my mom got to hear my babies heart beat...WOW...It was so strong, Such a beautiful sound! MyHotComments Well, I juss wanted to let everyone know that I am pregnant and I'm so excited about bein a first time mommy...:) It'll be my moms first time bein a grandma. Well, Wish we luck within the next 9 months :) Thanx all!

From Our Movie Date(fromjenn)
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1.I have been in school most of my life and still haven't graduated. Lmao! 2.I was born with dyslexia, but have over come any problems with it. 3.I have a big habit flirting with the ladies, but I'm harmless as can be.I find ladies interesting and amusing and all of them Beautiful. and seems like they never run out of things to say. 4. I'm what they call a "Metrosexual" clean freak . I bathe around 4 or 5 times a day, brush my teeth about 12 times a day, change clothes about 4 times a day.etc: 5. I was born in NYC, but raised mainly in the south. My Dad is Native American, My mother 1/2 Native American and 1/2 American. 6. I love all k

Anything Goes
well not much, i spend much of my time surfing around on imeem. there is so much to do there, good music, good videos and alot of pics to look at i just get lost surfing around over there. so if you have an imeem acct, feel free to look me up there, here is the link. i also play alot a pogo.com, so if you have an acct there and want to play some gin, canasta, poker, spades, chess or whatever, get with me in fumail and we will set up a time. i am not a great player but i do enjoy playing with friends and having a good time. i love the badges, and will spend hours playing games to get them. for the few that have asked me, i am sharing music, videos and erotica in my blogs for them. i will also be featuring some anime series for a couple of friends. i hope everyone has a great day and i do hope to see some of you around. much love ayasha My grandson is a year old now...i still have not seen him or held him once...my heart does break...but at least i am given some

Vip/blast/hh To Be Added To Family
If you want to be added to my family and see me and my friends Best pictures, then you need to buy me a VIP, a Blast, or a Happy Hour, depending on what you buy me and how long its for depends on how long your added to my fmaily for. TRUST ME, you wont be disappointed.

For The Girls
One for the girls Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord my shape to keep. Please no wrinkles, Please no bags And please lift my butt before it sags. Please no age spots, Please no gray And as for my belly, Please take it away. Please keep me healthy, Please keep me young, And thank you Dear Lord, For all that you've done. Five tips for a woman.... 1. It is important that a man helps you around the house and has a job. 2. It is important that a man makes you laugh. 3. It is important to find a man you can count on and doesn't lie to You. 4. It is important that a man loves you and spoils you. 5. It is important that these four men don't know each other. Foot Note: One saggy boob said to the other saggy boob: "If we don't get some support soon, people will think we're nuts."

Twatwaffle Defined
1. Twatwaffle (twat-wah-full): n.1 An elitist; someone unaware of their own limitations and highly critical of others. n.2 A general prick. See: douchebag, n00b. v.1 To ban; to totally pwn. 2. Twatwaffle Complete idiot. Dipshit, assrod. You get the idea. 3. Twatwaffle The twatwaffle is a magical sentient being that flies around in rainbows; it is a friend of unicorns! Twatwaffles are often used by businesswomen like magic carpets to fly them to work. Businesswomen like the inspiring nature of a twatwaffle, often referring to them as "a team player" and "a great asset to the team." If a man touches a twatwaffle his genitals will shrivel and drop off into the snow, lost to him forever. When twatwaffles are not swirling around in the sky you can often find them digging around in medical waste and pushing homeless people into their own shallow puddles of urine. 4. Twatwaffle 1- loose nasty dirty hairy vagina 2- a whores vagina infected with std's, hardcore std'

iam in love with babygurl 8 we chat and stuff it is nice to have a fu girlfriend shes makes me laugh and smile baby gurl 8 i want to kiss and hug you hold your hand rub your back etc for i love you baby gurl 8 my first mum do not pan out my second should do beter this is something i should improve on next time i get a good one on yet i never give up spring is coming up meaning sumer is next where i can improve on my swiming sit in the sun try to get a tan without burning and doe lot of stuff that is fun.

When?
When? When will I be able to smile, And know that my smile is real? When will my thoughts be normal, And not scare or frighten me? When will I be able to trust, And not fear being hurt? When will I love, And have him love me back? When I feel complete, And not so hollow inside? When will this sadness disappear -- For it is taking up my mind.

I Agree :-)
I have lost 34.5 lbs in 6 weeks and I am very happy. :-) I weighed 305 lbs at my Pre-Op on 4-30-08; I had surgery on 5-6-08; I came home on Mother's Day; I weighed 285 lbs on 5-14-08, a loss of 20 lbs in 1 weeks; I weighed 282 lbs on 5-21-08, a loss of another 3 lbs. BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things myown way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, Iam defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself tobe who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea

My Wall
I have a wall you cannot see Because it's deep inside of me It blocks my heart on every side And lets my emotions hide You can’t reach in You can’t reach out And you wonder what its all about This wall I have that you can’t see Results from what was done to me Each time my heart was hurt The scars within grew worse and worse So brick by brick I built this wall I made it so thick it will not fall I know this process will be slow For its never easy to let things go For just by brick by brick I laid With every hurt and every pain It's really hard to let you In Thinking I might get hurt again So brick by brick this wall will break As love replaces every ache This wall has fallen and I am free But some of the debris is still Deep inside of me

Hey Peeps
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=673200&albumid=925559&i=528139113 BRUISER AINT BEEN ON MUCH .......... WILL WORK ON THAT MORE THIS WEEK ..... :) SEEMS ALOT OF MY FRIENDS ARE SICK ...... DONT GIVE IT TO ME!!!!! HOPE YOU FELL BETTER BRUISER

I'm sitting at home, sipping on some coffee, and watching President Bush's last ever State of The Union address and I must say, short of his address in 2002, this is about as entertaining as it gets for something as eyeball gougingly boring as political fluff can be. I am in essence...listening to Bush lie through his teeth as only he can do so eloquently, i.e. (as best his staff of speech writers can think tank ways to make a monkey of a man not sound like a complete and total buffoon). However, watching the faces of the presidential hopefuls as they burn little holes through Bush's flesh is so entertaining, I'm gripping my coffee mug and paying so much more attention to what isn't being talked about in the room, than what Bush is blathering on about. "Oh wow, did you see the face Hillary just made!?" Wait....what did he just lie about? something about how he actually supports earth friendly energy resources?....oh well "HA! Look at Kennedy and Obama sitting next to

Ugh
Okay, I've had a bad day today at work. I work at a grocery store and we had a 12 hour meat sale so it was a little busy but of couse alot of big orders that are two carts full of groceries. I had a big order and had two carts full. No one bothers to come help me with it until after I'm done. I asked one of my co workers to help me and he went on to do another order. Now I have always helped him with two cart orders but he wouldn't help me and I was nice to him and everything. The whole day made me frustrated and I am so glad that I have the next three days off. Okay, I guess I posted an offensive mumm or something because I guess I put some bad word. I don't cuss at all in mumms. I guess someone thought it was offensive. But whatever I said was not meant literally, just a phrase. Now my mumm was removed and I was doing another mumm about Nascar and now it says I'm not allowed to post Mumms! Ugh! I thought this was a adult site! It seems to be more like a site for a kid. Everything is

Auction
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Just To Excape The Pain I Feel
When You Love Someone Lyrics how you can THINK that you are very special to someone and they let you believe that and they use that and they twist that into something unholy? how they can abuse your soul and say fuck your heart its me that makes the rules and you have no say when i come and when i go.... they walk away like other befor them, they lie to you when you only seek the truth, they make it so that loveis not worth trying for, and with each piece of your heart that falls it makes life that much more not worth living because you never want another to do what so many other have done befor him...... they make it lonely, they make it sad, almost so that you feel your already powdered heart start to blow away in the breeze you were the one i gave my heart to, yet you have been so cold to me, you were the one i gave my life to and you ignored me and played me like a clown, when i waited for the rain to clear so that i may beable to love again it was you i saw in the sun light and no

Mythology & Mythological Creatures That Move Me Or Inspire Me...
God of the winds. With his six sons and six daughters he lived, feasting eyernally, on the bronze-bulwarked island of Aeolia, where he kept the winds chained. In the Odyssey he gave Odysseus a bull's hide within which all contrary winds were confined. But just as Odysseus and his crew came in sight of Ithaca, there homeland, Odysseus fell asleep and the men, thinking the leathern bag to contain a treasure, opened it and were swept by the released winds across the sea and none of them except Odysseus ever saw him homeland again. One of the greatest of the Greek heroes who took part in the siege of Troy. He was the son of Peleus and the Nereid Thetis. He is a warrior of irresistible prowess but is subject to violent fits of anger, in which fits he is barbarically cruel. Indeed Homer announces, in the very first line of the Iliad, that the subject of his great epic is "the wrath of Peleus' son." The most famous instance of this is his quarrel with Agamemnon over the maiden Briseis.

In A Nutshell
In a brief conversation, a man asked a woman he was pursuing the question "What kind of man are you looking for?" She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asking "Do you really want to know?" Reluctantly, he said, "Yes." She began to expound... "As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man...or woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?" The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money. I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life." He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain. She said, "I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I need conversation and mental stimu

The Horrors Of Sleep - Poetry
A Dream of Fear By George Sterling Unseen the ghostly hand that led, I walked where all was darkness, save What light the moon, half-wasted, gave Above a city of the dead. So lone it was, so grey, I deemed That death itself was scarce so old; The moonlight fell forlorn and cold On tombs where Time lay dead, it seemed. Within its gates I heard the sound Of winds in cypress-caverns caught Of huddling trees that moaned, and sought To whisper what their roots had found. Within its gates my soul was led, Down nettle-choked and haunted way— An atom of the Dark's dismay, In deaf immensities of dread. In broken crypts where ghouls had slept I saw how muttering devils sate (Knowing the final grasp of Fate) And told grim auguries, and wept. The night was mad with nameless fear. The Powers of Darkness feared the gloom. From sentried sky to anxious tomb Ran messages I bent to hear. Mine ears were sealed, nor hear

My Fubar Friends Are The Best!!
Hello my fu-family! How is everybody? I just wanted to introduce ya'll to some of the most awesome people on fubar! If you don't already know them, click on their link and stop by and say hi, maybe even R/F/A them if you like... Mr_Hott**MsRain'sHottLove** {Please read my "AboutMe" to get to know me!}@ fubar Ms Cj Timberlake ~* The Hottest Head Bartender at GCS~@ fubar seankilloran1978@ fubar lovelace@ fubar -Jamiie -@ fubar pjcountry**Member of Spankers*@ fubar ~snowflake~ fuwife of wiggles@ fubar wiggles fuhusband of snowflake@ fubar *BooBooKittyFuk* * FU -OWNED BY *A-MAIZE* & *RAINDROPS*..fan&rate b4 add,favor is ALWAYS returned!@ fubar budman_35@ fubar tappinit ~~ Up for BID ~~ Get your very own Animations ! ~~ C Blog

"inside Your Heaven " By Carrie Underwood
I've been down Now I'm blessed I felt a revelation coming around I guess its right, it's so amazing Everytime I see you I'm alive You're all I've got You lift me up The sun and the moonlight All my dreams are in your eyes I wanna be inside your heaven Take me to the place you cry from Where the storm blows your way I wanna be earth that holds you Every bit of air you're breathin' in A soothin' wind I wanna be inside your heaven When we touch, when we love The stars light up The wrong becomes undone Naturally, my soul surrenders The sun and the moonlight All my dreams are in your eyes And I wanna be inside your heaven Take me to the place you cry from Where the storm blows your way And I wanna be the earth that holds you Every bit of air you're breathing in A soothing wind I wanna be inside your heaven When minutes turn to days and years When mountains fall, I'll still be here Holdin you until the day I die And I wanna be inside your heaven Take

General Bs
A warm hug and a soft, gentle kiss Holding hands over dinner Looking into each other's eyes and realizing perfection exists right across the table. Walking hand in hand Tension rising as we arrive at my front door Passionate kisses as the door opens and we fall inside Laying on the bed exchanging kisses and nibbles and warm, loving looks Sweet, beautiful words.."I want you, I need you, I love you" The feeling of lace against my fingertips as I lower her underwear to her ankles slowly, and then pull them off. The sccent of her perfume as I inch closer to her, slowly kissing up her legs. Looking into her eyes... shy smiles biting my lower lip, watching her bite hers, in anticipation of what's to come next. Moments of passion and intensity. Wrapping ourselves up in eachother in every way imagineable. Orgasms so draining we can only fall asleep in each others arms afterward, completely speechless, yet completely contented. Knowing it will all happen again. These are the

My Perfect Woman
My perfect woman... 1. A woman who can go horseback riding all day long, picnic included, have a great time and not complain about the bugs or the ants. 2. A woman who lets me be a gentleman without complaining or making a big deal out of it, but still understands that from time to time my testosterone will get the best of me and make me do/say "dumb" guy things. 3. A woman who lets me get away with those occasional "dumb guy" moments and doesn't remind me about them for weeks on end (bonus points if every once in a while she thinks they're an endearing quality). 4. A woman who can participate in a heated discussion about who's better, Hugo or Hawthorne, and then cuddle on the couch with me and watch Austin Powers (for the 100th time). 5. A woman who can dress up and do dinner and the symphony and act the part, but can put on jeans and a t-shirt the next night and shoot darts and/or pool with me in the local bar, listen to my country music selections on the jukebox, and act tha

It's Auction Time
IT'S AUCTION TIME. It's Auction Time..Sarge's Bad Girls is holding an open auction..anyone can join...there will be a 10K entry fee...but the opening bid will be 15K ..So you will get back your fubucks...I will open it as soon as i get 5 people entered.. it will run till May 15th...But you may take a bid when you decide to. So just FuPal me 10K fubucks with a pic link and your offer. Thanks Sgt. Raider Owner Of Sarge's Bad Girls. AUCTION BROUGHT TO YOU BY Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar

You And Me
IF WE'RE LOCKED UP IN MY ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE ... LOL.

Day 31
May 6, 2008 (Day 31) Well today is the day I have dreaded for about 2 weeks now. This evening at 5pm I have my MRI. I am not going to lie, I am scared to death...not only because of the way they will position me in that tube/coffin (as I call it) but am fearful of what they might find on the reading of the test. I need lots of prayer and support today people...come to my aid if you can either through prayer or a little pick me up note to get me through this test. I appreciate every little thought. On a good note....my Muga Scan results came back late yesterday afternoon and they were negative...woohoo! At least I know I won't be having a heart attack anytime soon! lol No, seriously, this is a good thing for chemo purposes...you definitely want a healthy heart and I got one...thank god! Feeling: Am scared as hell today about this MRI...I am gonna trying think about good things to get me through the day. (4/6/08-found the lump, 4/7/08-OB-GYN, 4/9/08-Mam

Wow What A Loser
Shane Coulter: watch ur ass now llllllll_twiztid_llllllll: watch my ass ok ,man sum ppl have such balls on the fuckin internet why dun u get your lil rich ass down here and tell me that untill then shut the fuck up Shane Coulter: i have no problem seeing u in person u lil fag bitch Shane Coulter: ur a loser Shane Coulter: a fag boy llllllll_twiztid_llllllll: cmon i will wait for ya Shane Coulter: 6'4 1/2 llllllll_twiztid_llllllll: and i am real scared lmmfao Shane Coulter: will stomp ur bitch bboy ass llllllll_twiztid_llllllll: internet ballls Shane Coulter: ur a bytch llllllll_twiztid_llllllll: come say it to my face if not shut the fuck up lmmfao Shane Coulter: u got fucked in the army Shane Coulter: be real Shane Coulter: bent over and fucked llllllll_twiztid_llllllll: wow thats original llllllll_twiztid_llllllll: lmao llllllll_twiztid_llllllll: ummmmm your lil words dun mean shit to me to Shane Coulter: they will soon Shane Coulter: bye bitch llllllll_twiztid_ll

~issues~
Today is not one of the best days i have had...it was great news that my soon to be ex got his divorce papers, but it states in there that he is to return out son to me...which right now i have him, and he (my ex) has our 2 small girls...He called me today to let me know he got his papers and that i was sneaky for doing what i am doing but he was suppose to bring my girls to me on sunday he now is saying that he is not going to bring me m y girls back..Hes says seeing i have what i wanted (which is my son) that i am not getting what he has (my girls) Right now i dont know what to do or know how to feel...i miss i girls sooo much...i want nothing more than them to be with me right now...They are 3 years and 6 months...Its hard to get my mind on to anything else...My head hurts, i got a headache, ive cried on and off all day...Have this feeling and know that he is not giving them back...I just miss them soo much...He is also saying that he is now filing a motion to have custody of all 3

Thank You For Being A Friend
If you dont have these fu's as friends, you are so missing out! Go fan, add, rate and show them lots of fu love!! Tell this set of fu's that sensual-breeze sent you! This fu was my first and I will never forget him...my first to bling me that is! Lord Garfield * Freedomguy63* This fu keeps me wet when I am dry...He buys me drinks and lots of them! Get your mind out of the gutter! !!!RIÇKŸ'~ This fu has such a kind heart and always listens to my woes whatever they may be. PETrified_WoOdY! Now this fu...gotta love someone who can never find his pants! Cappy This fu always makes me smile and he looks pretty good in those sunglasses too! Jeffus'kickin wing' This wonderful man has been my friend since I started the fu. He's my teddy bear. ~WILDBILL10169~

Lessons Learned
~*Lessons Learned*~ I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 10 minutes, but after that you had better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It is what they do about it. I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you a heartache for life. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that it is taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that it is a lot easier to react than it is to think about it first. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either y

Letter To My Mother
Hi Mom.. It's been almost 2 years since I last saw you..I miss you so much..I can't tell you how many times that I have picked up the phone to call you and then to remember that your not there anymore..It's so unfair..You were the only person in my life that I could call and just cry too..Over anything..No matter how trivial it was..Or how much it hurt you..You always had words of wisdom for me..and you always made me feel better..You were not only my mother...but my best friend.. Wish you could see the kids again..You would be so proud of them Mom..They have grown so much just in the last 2 years.. Ash is clean now..She is so strong..Reminds me of you in a lot of ways..Doesn't let anyone push her around..She's back home with Tana and I..Remember that day that she told me she hated me..You were standing right there..You came up behind me...Put your arms around me and whispered in my ear..."You hated me at one time..She'll come home again"..You were right Mom...She did..And she

Giveaway
Bomb My Sweet Ass! I am in a fubuck give away and I need comments! So click the pic and help me become furich! And if you get bored, I'd love to become a big rockstar. S click the pick below and F/A/R me, rate my stash hell sign my guestbook and leave me comments. The more luv the better! freakylibra**queen-buckma$ter**sign my guestbook**@ fubar Please Repost So im in a fubuck giveaway i really want to become fu-rich since i cant be real rich lol so if ya wanna help me out here is my link. so bomb away and don't forget to rate the pic too ty all

Page's Of My Life
Dirty Little SecretsTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey Whats your fantasy? Will Be for her only.... Ever had sex on the beach? Well yes do Live in flordia... Would you? Yes just answered that lol Do you like it on top? OF course Are you aggressive in bed? Yes I am a GUy lol Whats your favorite position? As Long as I in all of them are.... Do you like it doggy style? Of course Have you done it standing up? Yes Have you had sex in public? YES Would you? Yes Have you had sex in a vehicle? YES What was the most exciting time? I DON'T KISS AND TELL SORRY Would you have sex in front of thousands of people? HAVE ALREADY Do you like it rough? NO Are you loud? NOT REALLY Do you talk during sex? OF COURSE What do you say? DON'T KISS AND TELL SORRY Do you like 69? OF COURSE IF YOU DON'T YOUR A IDIOT Ever made a sex tape? YES WANT TO SEE THEM LOLOL Would you? JUST ANSWERED THAT Have you thought of someone else during sex? HELL NO Do you watch porn? OF COURSE Do you have sex

Show Love
PLEASE MAKE HIM FU_GEE kidpsycho1337,058 Points to go! HEYA EVERY ONE A FRIEND OF MINE NEED TO BE LEVELED AND HE JUST NEED A LITTLE OVER 14K, CAN YOU HELP HIM PLEASE?????? STOP BY RATE HIS PIX AND STASH ALSO DON'T FORGET TO FAN, RATE, AND ADD HIM ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED THANK YOU IN ADVANCE HUGS TO ALL With Much Luv: ψDark Dreamψ Taken By [†]♫EDlokiEN™[†] & 'T'@ fubar SOULJA BOY - Soulja Girl (ft. I-15) - SOULJA BOY, I-15

Tagged!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I am obsessive about my safety and the safety of friends and family. 2) I carry a loaded gun on me (legally) about 90% of the time. 3) I'm a video game fanatic. 4) I am one of the biggest flirts I know, but completely harmless. 5) I am terrified of heights, but used to work on a steel building erection crew... 6) When a friend of mine is hurt in any way, I take it extremely personal. 7) To cure myself of Nyctophobia (fear of the dark)and Claustrophobia (fear of enclosed spaces), when I was 17 I had some friends lock me in a hall closet in a supposed "haunted" house overnight. 8) I need a sexual rele

Sad
Superhero Quiz by QuizRocket.com Fun Quizzes! MySpace quizes | Love Quiz | Fun quizzes Have u ever meet someone u have fallen for and they have fallen for u.Than out of the blue they stop talking to you>Plz help me here does that mean they have moved on> I hope i get replys on this i need to know!!!!!

Tag
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) I love coors lght 2.) I race cars 3.) Onions are disgusting 4.) I've never been on a plane 5.) I farted and scared a skunk once 6.) I have never broken a bone 7.) I am weird 8.) I love hot chicks 9.) I hate dumb people 10.)I love strip clubs 11.)I'm a music junkie 12.)I love to barbq 13.)I am genuinely shy in person 14.)I met a smurf 15.)I hate budweiser I tag...kittie,sheila,steph,sexybitch,casper,spankie,wyldkard,badboy,kingreefer,djmaster TITLE: LETS GET TO KNOW EACHOTHER BETTER PLACE IN BLOG: LETS DIG DEEP COPY AND PASTE TO YOUR OWN BLOGS AND LETS GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER BETTER!!!! Nickname you prefer: whiteboy

The 4th Of July...
People who smoke cigarettes, So with that being said did you know the Government is about to try to raise taxes on them again.....$6.10 a Carton....I say FUK That, I ran across a flyer at my local store and they gave a web site that you can sign a petition on, The site is.....stopthefetincrease.com Please go and sign it, send it to anyone you know that smokes!!! Well.....it's been a Long night(the 3rd) Kids came in from North Dakota late last night so when they got here we chilled, Momma got to catch up with Jessica and I got to know her and James, I am glad to say other then metting Jason, Lynns' oldest son, I have met 3/4 of my step kids and They are all WONDERFUL kids a lil crazy, but who ain't these days. We got up this morning shot the shit some more, Me and James got some fix-a-flat to fix my truck tire and Momma and Jessica went Grocery shopping, when they got back, The Ladies made a SLAMMIN Breakfast(while doing the Momma/Daughter getttin Ready deal), we all chilled, s

Something That Means So Much To Me
DREAM UNTIL TOMORROW BY LYNCH MOB So many miles away Thought of you fill my every day I spent the empty hours Hearing the last words you said A thousand days between us A thousand nights we spent apart Trust in my love You know only time can separate us Imagine lost in my arms Deep in a love that lasts forever All I've ever wanted Everything I've waited for Hold me in your dreams Dream until tomorrow comes I'm fighting time and distance Illusion hides the fear inside How can I bring you closer I want you by my side I lie awake and wonder I'm all along for one more night Trust in my love You know only time can separate us Your image burns in my mind Deep in a love that lasts forever All I've ever wanted Everything I've waited for Build my world around you Let my love surround you darling Hold me in your dreams Dream until tomorrow comes Trust in my love You know only time can separate us Imagine lost in my arms Deep in a love that lasts

The War
...so I've been thinking over my options and... A.) I can work a bunch of dead end jobs in an economy that looks like a dried turd on a hot stretch of high way. B.) Forge history with my blood... who know, maybe hundreds of years from now people will know my name! ...is there really a decision? less than a week after my high school graduation I joined the Marines. It wasn't about the money, or benefit's, or school, or training. All I knew was they were the biggest bang for the buck. After two year's in my attitude had drastically changed. Brother's in arm's could instantly recognize my attitude, I was broken. After wasting 4 year's of my life i returned. People still ask me about the war with an air of awe about them. I tell them it's over rated. Even if they wanted to (and most of them want to) understand, most of them are too weak to accept the very harsh reality. The reality of a world severely over populated, our numbers plaguing our earth mother with a

So Here It Goes
OK SO HERE IT GOES! WHETHER YOU READ THIS OR NOT...I DONT REALLY CARE. I AM JUST SIMPLY GETTING THINGS OFF MY CHEST. I MADE THE MISAKE OF BRINGING MY PERSONAL LIFE INTO THE FU AND SUPPOSEDLY MAKING REAL "FRIENDS" WITH PEOPLE. ARE THEY REAL WHEN YOU MEET THEM ON-LINE? STILL NOT SURE. I LET MY GAURD DOWN AND WAS INVOLVED IN HELPING TOO MANY PEOPLE AND IT DID NOT MIX WELL. I TRY TO BE COOL WITH EVERYONE, HOWEVER, EVERYONE IS NOT COOL WITH EVERYONE ELSE. SO IN AM SITTING HERE DEBATING ON CLOSING MY FU ACCOUNT. I DONT WANT TO, BUT. I DONT WANT TO BE FAKE WITH EVERYONE AND BECOME SOME POINT WHORE. IT JUST SEEMS WHEN I TRY TO BE REAL...I GET FUCKED!

Gunner Aka Sweet Daddy
THIS MAN HERE I THOUGHT WAS A FRIEND TO ME WHEN I FRIST JOINED THE SITE HE WAS KIND AND ALL THEN HE TURNED ON ME AND STARTED SAYING NASTY THINGS TO ME TRYING TO HURT ME SO I BLOCKED HIM FROM MY PAGE AND I THOUGHT EVERY THING WAS OVER WITH UNTIL AFRIEND OF MINE SEEN PHOTOS OF ME ON HIS PAGE THAT I NEVER GAVE HIM SAYING RUDE THINGS UNDER IT FOR EVERYONE TO SEE. WELL I TOLD HIM TO TAKE IT DOWN HE LAUGHED AT ME AND SAID NO AND GO REPORT ME THEY CANT DO ANYTHING TO ME SO I DID AND THE MOST THIS SITE CAN DO IS MARK THE PIC NSFW I READ THE RULES OF THE SITE SO THIS PIG STILL HAS THE PICS UP ON HIS PAGE AND ALL I CAN DO NOW IS JUST TELL EVERY WOMEN TO WATCH OUT FOR HIM HE ACTS ALL SWEET MAKES U PICS SO HE CAN LOOK THOUGH ALL YOUR PICS AND COPIE THEM I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSA HE'S DONE WITH THEM IM HURT AND HE STILL BORTHER'S ME SAYING SICK STUFF TO ME AND HE TOLD ME HE LOVE'S ME TO DEATH AND THAT HE WONT STOP THATS SCARY TO HEAR THE MAN IS NOT WELL AT ALL COME TO FIND OUT HES DOING THIS TO

Random Prattle
Ok, just went through and cleaned house. If you're on my friends list still, it's because either A: I talk to you on a somewhat regular basis or B: I find you interesting. Nikki, Bats and Bar Fight would never get booted. They rule. Later, Joe That's right. August 10th here in Hollywood they will be showing Phantasm at the Hollywood Forever Cemetery projected on the side of a mausoleum. Creepiness will abound. Plus you can bang someone on a tombstone afterwards. A win-win situation!

Photography
Panorama Fun at Liberty Park... My sister had to do a panorama assignment for her photography class and I went out with her because I did the same assignment few years back, same class. So we went out to Liberty Park and just for fun I told her to take a picture of me on the swings with her camera then mine so I can see the results faster. hehe This is from Grad Bash 07, This was taken at 2 o'clock in the morning =] the Music was giving me a headache after house of dancing in the clubs at the park. so i walked around and took a shot of the park, what do you think? This is the view from the Rickenbacker Causeway Bridge, viewing North I believe :) Went out this way to do a shoot. Heres a Panorama view of it :D Total of 15 shots put together as One!

Wondering Will Things Really Work
See I met this guy and we've been talkin for around 3 months..He tells me he loves me & that I'm the one & only one for him...I truly believe that this guy is my SOUL MATE, and I've told him that...We don't live close to one another so this will be a Long Distance Relationship, but I am willing to put my all into it...I have truly never felt this way about ANYONE...He holds my HEART in his hands... What do you think???

Blast Me, Bomb Me, Comment On Me
1st go to my family..2nd click on Black Dragon God. 3rd click on his photo"Queen of the Dragon's Lair then find my pic, and bomb me all u want....thanks.....alot! and if you dont know what bombing is plz let me know, or copy this link http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1152725&albumid=1144372&i=1235274851f

For The Anyone In ? Relationships..
For you..ladies ( or men, just change the sex!! for u, Mr..u know who u r..thanks for the suggestion!), read with an open heart n open mind IF A MAN WANTS YOU........nothing will keep him away If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve to be treated then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you c

Life
About 8 months ago a girl I was best friends with for 4 years and I stopped being friends. Well when we had actually been friends I knew her sister had been trying to get pregnant and actually had concieved a baby. Today I get a text from my ex best friend saying that her sister had lost the baby and just thought she'd let me know. I seriously had no idea what to do...I thought about trying to talk to her a couple times but I am a very stubborn person and I dont make up with people easily. I called another friend and told him what happened and I asked him if I should text her back, call her back, ignore it etc. He convinced me that life is too short to have grudges against people and that I would be the bigger person if I tried to reach out to her. So I worked up the courage to call her and it went to her voicemail and I left her a message saying I got her text about her sister losing the baby and I was really sorry for her family and that I would pray for them and that if she ever wan

Shallow Ass People
why does it seem that EVERY fucking lounge on here has those creepy ass guys that just drool over any and every woman that talks to them?? am i really the only one who sees this? its sooooooooooo obvious. its one thing to sweet talk and flirt. but when you up right try to "protect" their prize from other guys when they talk to them...now its not the girls fault for playing into it and thinking its very cute. its gotten to the point where there are certain lounges around that i will never step foot in again. like club fantasia for starters. others will go unnamed because i dont want people to think the owner is shitty, because she is actually an amazing woman and knows who she is p.s. I HATE STUPID PEOPLE.... So I've been hearing rumors about people voicing their concerns about me "smoking too much pot". Now, let me tell you this, hearing this has gotten me very pissed off. You have no right sitting there while I am not present telling a girl I am interested in that "Dan seems

Alone Again
Title: Alone Again By: Detox Old abandoned dreams Long since forgot Silent screams From the heart, won't stop Sitting here, lost in thought Searching for something That I'll never find It's illusive Just like time Withered and worn, And left behind Battered and torn, A failure by design I have too much on my mind I can't think Lower and lower Into this void I sink Falling apart And drifting away This pain haunts me everyday I'll be myself I won't pretend Nothing else The end By myself Alone again

Only Time Knows The Value Of True Love
So i came at work after vacation. My email from work .....77 unread emails. I am still sorting them out trying to put the pieces together. But there was one email that got my attention. It is the kind of email you send in mass. It is from a girl i like working with. The email was called simple " Feelings". I will try to translate it below. It almost made me cry! "It is said that a long time ago there was an Island. And on this Island lived all the Feelings and the Human Values: Happiness, Sadness, Wisdom...and like all others - Love. One day, the Feelings were announced that the Island was ready to sink so the Feelings prepared their boats and leave. Just Love remained till the last moment. When the Island was on the point of sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness passed by Love with a luxurious boat. Love said: "Richness, can you take me with you?" "No i cant, said Richness, coz i have a lot of gold and silver in my boat and i have no room for you" Then Love decid

Bail Out
If banks do not have money you can kiss many of the companies in the US goodbye. Companies (the jobs you work in) receive capital for growth and liquidity from lenders or shareholders. Mortgaged back securities are now worth less than their stated values. As a result they cant be sold. Further, the banks cant lend. The economy will, actually has, ground to a halt. This is not about AIG or any of the wall street firms, its about preventing a slide into a major recession, in which you can kiss your job and your home and your savings goodbye. This bailout had damn well better happen or we are in very serious peril. As to the grubby, selfish senior managers at major firms, I dont care if we fry them or have them boiled. However, that is not the issue anymore. What is done, is done. Deregulation and poor oversight over the past 20 years has done its work. Now it must be fixed. So stop spewing poorly informed anger and start praying for a fast bailout.

Owners / People In Charge
USA King Earl-Founder & Owner Of Regiment Bombers U S A KING CO OWNER REGIMENT DRAGON BOMBERS & DD LEVLERS@ fubar GoofyLady - Founder & Owner Of Double Dragon Bombers ~GoofyLady~ * FuAngel * Bad Girl * Proud Member Of Love Shack *@ fubar *COMBINED WE NOW HAVE THE REGIMENT DRAGON BOMBERS* Co-Owners Missa I♥Ben&Jerrys♥General MGR 4-RD Bombers ♥MemberOf ClickClub,ClubUnited&RRcrew@ fubar Our Lead Manager HoneyPots Honeypots/Manager of Regiment Dragon Bombers & DD Levelers Blue Team@ fubar Cengin - Co*Owner (Silent Partner) Cengin RL BF & Fu Married To ~GoofyLady~@ fubar

Angels
Become An Angel!!!!! This is simple we are tired of selfish people!!! We want to show love to those who rarely get it and level as many as we can. Co-founders Trickyd & Chuckiiboo with the assistance of Lindz})i({ will be doing the most we can I'm sure our team will start out small and we won't try to be huge but, love needs to spread!! Only thing that's asked is you leave the person a golden angel saying they have been touched by an angel!! So here is links of the first people on the list it will grow as time goes on please rate at least the default folder of each and don't forget the angel!!! Pm Tricky or Lindz with the intrest of joining this crew. We are supported by the Broken Hearted Bombers as well so if you love to bomb please let tricky know so you can become a part of the family Thanks Again we look foward to having you as an angel!!! Trickyd @ fubar Chuckiiboo @ fubar ☆})i({☆ @ fubar Tricky's First Angel ♥¶®ëç

11-12-08
ok i'm going to post here and see if anyone will ever read this shit. i'm torn in so many directions. i'm a divorced dad of 2 kids one boy 5 and my daughter is 10. now the lady that left my wife for we have been having issues for years now. there is things that i have done to her that should not have been done. i have never cheated on here except the computer. i have never meet anyone in person period. and yes we had the computer talk about 2 years ago and i do agree that it is cheating. but what can i say i love to look at pictures of the female body. it is a great of art. i left in the middle of the day when she was at work and all of that good stuff. things have been really shitty on my part. but here is the kicker. she called the CPS on my exwife for not taking care of the kids and said somethings that were not true at all. and her and my daughter have not gotten along at all period. i do not know what it is about them 2 but most of the times that i have them

Want To Fu Own Me? Here Is How.
The one with the most rates gets a bling pack!! check out the site below and see what I am offering. Happy Bidding! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=413052&albumid=1316172&i=3064358522&idx=0

Fu-business
All This Drama because I didn't want my webcam up.. my bf was on and got pissed..then I got pissed lol..I got called fat, said I never brush my teeth and I'm covered in acne.. what do u think I think its entertaining lmao Please Mess with him for me raleighfella: hiya cutie.. Cassie: heyyy raleighfella: you should just be able too plug your webcam in the usb port raleighfella: and then it should work,, raleighfella: try it raleighfella: then msg. me Cassie: hahahha I will later I gotta get some stuff done around the house I WILL talk to ya soon hun raleighfella: ok beauty raleighfella: nice too have met you today Cassie: you too hunie raleighfella: hiya raleighfella: .... raleighfella: whatcha up yoo cassie? Cassie: so why wont you talk to me without a webcam? raleighfella: much more enjoyable too see your friends smile raleighfella: when you chat? raleighfella: do you not have one? raleighfella: you havent answered many notes raleighfella

Schtuff From The Boards
Guess what all of you that thought omg The Fat Sonny is so sweet someone lied to you This is not me This here would be a little more accurate of how The Fat Sonny is...... Now just read the rest and follow the bouncing Fat Sonny A bunch of you have been trying to do this to The Fat Sonny All bitching that people on here are fake and using fake accounts and script's well if admin don't care why the hell should i I'm just here to let you know the obvious Those of you that assume cause stuff happens that im leaving guess what? And too the couple of moron mummers with crap to say (like your sitting at home broke and sad opinion matters to me) Ive been this close to vixxen's B00B's So just sit back and enjoy the freaking cheetos (careful diging in there folks i can do that for myself )

Writing
Seeing the future living in the past I never understood what made you last The dying embers that I see behind your eyes makes me think of all your lies A holding hand is what makes you calm but you let go the hand that holds You seek the dreams of the weak the blood you feel is what makes you peak The midnight screams that wake your sleep is what you feel makes you so deep A holding stare is what you fear while yet a casual glance is your trance A trusting friend never again you fucked it all up I say goodbye it's all been a lie Broken dreams and stealing wings for you that's all it brings Say goodbye don't give it the chance to die hold it back say goodbye.

Something Else
Title: Something Else By: detox Numb I can't feel a thing Wondering Will this ever change? Can I make it through Am I lost in thought? Or is this a memory I've already forgot? Is this pain all in my mind Or am I a failure by design A broken soul inside and out Just something else to write about Something else to settle the score There has to be something more Something more than what I became Someone else to place the blame Something other than hurt and pain Something else I can't explain

Cause Its On My Mind
It always seems like everyone does so much better for themselves and is so much happier when I'm not around, I'm starting to feel like just living in a big dark hole away from the world lol, i know i brought a lot of the drama, anger and hatefulness upon myself but idk i guess im just confused or whatever, just thinking too much i guess anyways...... life is a fight that is a never ending battle that you can't win, you make mistakes, learn to move on, live life everyday like its your last and always try to stay happy and in a good mood, cause life is to short to waste the good things worrying bout the bad.