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Rambling......
Goodbye my beautiful angel, the one who stole my dreams, who held my heart and made me feel while my life tore apart at the seams. It's not easy letting go and without you I feel incomplete, and even though life goes on, it just doesn't taste as sweet. The mistakes I've made I terribly regret, but as much as I wish, there's no going back to do anything differently. Goodbye, my beautiful angel, who's kiss I've never known. I will always hold you near my heart, but no longer in my dreams. Even at the darkest of times, your beauty, like light, had always shown, but always out of reach. I've come to know the pain of love, but your happiness is all that matters to me. Goodbye, Angel of my dreams. I will forever miss what could once have been and what will never be.

Royal Flush©
I love to gamble. Walking into a casino is such an assault on the senses. Noise everywhere, lights flashing, people yelling for joy and crying in desperation. I can sometimes be sad though. You will see the very desperate, trying every thing they can, to win for a change. Bad luck can't last forever can it? I have always lover poker. It has become a double edged sword lately though. With the popularity of Texas Hold'em on T.V. every person seems to think its easy. So what ya have now are poker rooms full of wanna be's. It can be great in that you tend to win quite a bit more from the newbies. The other side is their usual lack of manners and table etiquette. Some people are the smart ones. Instead of playing they just sit back and watch. The only true way to always win,is not to play. Yeah, right. I had been sitting there for quite sometime. As usual, ya win some, you loose some. From other tables came the tell tale sounds of those loosing it all with very few cheers fro

Juicy's Blog
why is it when life hands u lemons everyone says make lemonade?? well i am sorry but there are times that you can't. we get up in the morning make breakfast feed the pets and make sure the kids and our partner is out the door on time for work and school. but what bout the mom?? we are home all day makin sure the house is clean and that the food is ready when everyone comes home. no matter what happens we never have a day off or free time. we are there when everyone else gets ill or hurt. but who is there for us? no one. friends are but there are times that they can't be. and u feel like you don't want to burden others with your problems. what are you to do then? sit there and cry behind doors and put on a big smile when everyone is lookin? yes u are. no one knows how hard it is till u are the one doing it. life is hard and more days then one it is very hard and u just wanna run but u can never get away from life. never look at someone and judge them before you knw what is going on. som

Got Stood Up.
OK, I was talking to this woman for 3 years and this year was the first time in over a year that we got back in contact. I went to her house twice and watched movies and everything. Her and I use to text a lot since we haven't talked in a while and message each other on Facebook which she have over 990 friends and most of them were guys. Then all of a sudden, we weren't talking like we use to because I was bothering her by texting her too much (because she wasn't responding to my texts). So her and I talked about it and I told her that I was gonna cool down on it, which I did, but she was talking to other guys on Facebook. Then tonght, I texted her saying if she was busy tonight, then she said no, then I asked her if she wanted to go see a movie tonight. Then she said "Sure, what time?". Then I told her that we can go see Law Abiden Citizen at the 9:50 show. Then she said OK then she told me to call her in 15 minutes. Then 15 minutes later, I called her and she told me that she was

Read Me!
my biggest fear is losing my nephew to his parents! i have been rasing him sicne he was 2months old.his pareants are alcohalics and both in rehab.he is 7months old now.i put his crib next to my bed at night cuz thats how scared iam.i don't wanna give him back even if they are sober and all better again.they put that child through hell!!! and i had to deal with it all since the day he was born!.i did everything for them. i love my nephew more then my own life! i have nightmares of him being kidnapped and i guess thats why i cannot sleep at night im too busy watching over him sleep so i don't. he is my entire life. I think this was a great performance. He reminds me of Madonna, Prince and Michael. I don't understand all the fuss. We see provocative performances all the time from rappers and half naked girls and some of Beyonce's performances have been questionable if you are going to take the high road. I think he is a great sin...ger and good performer which was more than some

Rate
Yes I do pay to get bombed. I pay up to 20k per bomb. For a limited time I will also pay the person that sends the bomber to me a 10% finders fee. However the bomber and or finder must tell me in PM wats going on. Or else I will ONLY pay the bomber.

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My Love
AS I LIE IN MY BED, THOUGHTS OF YOU RUN THROUGH MY HEAD, WISHING YOU WERE HERE WITH ME, LOVING YOU IS ALL I NEED, WANTING TO LOOK IN YOUR EYES, AND TAKE AWAY YOUR HEART FILLED CRIES, TELLING YOU EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT, AS I GENTLY HOLD YOU THROUGH THE NIGHT, BUT I WAKE UP ALL ALONE, RELIZING YOUR LOVE IS GONE, I FEEL MY WORLD BEGIN TO TUMBLE, AS THE PEICES OF MY HEART JUST CRUMBLE........ No matter how hard I tried... all i seem to do is make u cry...... i would give anything to heal your heart... and mend every single part... of your soul that i have broken.... and say all the words left unspoken... i quietly hurt you for far too long... never admitting that i was wrong... you gave me your heart and soul... but i took it all and left an empty hole... never even saw your pain.... your tears hidden by the rain... i was a selfish and foolish man, all you wanted was to hold my hand.... i left you when you asked me to stay... and i took you for granted day

My Boss
A friend of my boss who isa businessman met me, & agreed to spend the night,With me, for $500. We did their thing, and, before he left,He told me that he did not have any cash with him, But he'd have his secretary write a check & mail it to me,Calling the payment 'RENT for APARTMENT.' On the way to the office, he regretted what he had done,Realizing that the whole event hadn't been worth the price. So he had his secretary send a check for $250, And enclose the following typed note: 'Dear Veronica :- Enclosed find a check for $250 ..For rent of your apartment.I am not sending The amount agreed upon, because when I rented the place,I was under the impression that: #1 - it had never been occupied; #2 - there was plenty of heat; & #3 - it was small enough to make me feel at home. However, I found out that: #1 - it had been previously occupied, #2 - there wasn't any heat, and #3 - it was entirely too large.' Upon receipt of the note ..I immediately returned the check for $250, With th

Comfest
I'll be at comfest at goodale park in columbus ohio june 24th and 25th, I'll be walking around with my shirt off, so just look for the big Anarchy symbol on my back. You'd better bring ALOT of people. 'Cause I'll have my kamp with me =) DO SOMETHIN'.

Pray For This Family And Cause
Show Your Hearts will facilitate the efforts of all people who want to come to these children's aid and support them in this time of need. Donations will be made directly to the Joshua and Robin Berry Children's Trust. On July 3rd while returning from an annual family road trip in Colorado back to their home in Houston, Texas the Berry Family found themselves to be victims of a horrific and tragic fatal car accident. Their Minivan carrying parents Joshua and Robin Berry and their children Peter age 9, Aaron age 8, and Willa age 6 was hit head on by another vehicle who had crossed into their lane of traffic. The parents Joshua and Robin Berry were tragically killed leaving their 3 children behind. While the children did survive the crash, both boys sustained serious spinal cord injuries and they are both paralyzed below the waist. The children are currently being treated for their many injuries in a Houston, Texas area hospital. There is a significant urgent need to raise funds to a

THERES SOMETHING GOING ON INSIDE ME AND IM NOT SUREWHAT IT IS, ALTHOUGH I DO KNOW WHY ITS HAPPENING AND WHO'S THE CAUSE OF IT I GUESS AFTER ALL THE HELL & PAIN, HEARTACHE,YRS OF BEING USED,ABUSED AND MISTREATED( 4 MOST OF MY LIFE) I HAD TRUELY GIVEN UP ON EVER FINDING ANYTHING CLOSE TO REAL LOVE, ANYTHING REAL AT ALL MUCH TO MY SURPRISE A WHILE BACK I FOUND OUT THAT SOMEONE I HAVE LOVED IN SECRET, THAT I HAVE LONGED FOR AND DREAMED OF FOR QUIET SOMETIME, DOES INFACT FEEL THAT WAY ABOUT ME. IN THE SHORT AMOUT OF TIME I HAVE GOTTEN TO SPEND WITH HIM I HAVE FELT THINGS I DIDNT KNOW I COULD, HE HAS BROUGHT THINGS ALIVE IN ME THAT I NEVER KNEW WAS THERE AND THE LOOK IN HIS EYES WHEN HE LOOKS AT ME IS SOMETHING OUT OF A DREAM. I AM SURE THAT EVERY GIRL OUT THERE DREAMS OF FINDING LOVE, MOST DO I GUESS BUT IN ALL HONESTY AFTER ALL THESE YEARS I HAD MORE THAN GAVE UP ON IT COMPLETELY! AND NOW I FIND THAT WHAT MY BROTHER TOLD ME WAS TRUE, HE SAID I NEEDED TO STOP LOOKING FOR IT AND LET I

Some Words Is All.......
A step into social light, how far could this go tonight, I stand off just watching, going over things and drinking, thanks to those for the drinks, to the beautiful women goes out a wink, this means all the ladies especially those that dont think, that they are beautiful or sexy enough to receive a drink, your all gorgeous in your own ways, and if let me I will show you over the next few days. The light shining from the moon, did I try this a bit too soon, empathic and feeling all too in tune, your thoughts race and flood my mind, and peace is all I want to find, to let you know that someone cares, even if they arent there, so let me be your saving grace, as this light hits your face................ passion flowing deep from the heart, trying to find the words but not sure where to start, everyday a struggle just to get by, everyday always left asking why, you look on as i sit in this pain, going over and over running it through my brain, the words dont come even when i try, still

K.g.b. Updates
New K.G.B. Home Page show support to your local Kool Girls and Boys fam here and all the members in it. Feel free to update here on anything and everything and updates will be posted as such as we get new things in and new things made for all the fam and updates on members. Much love to the fam you all rock :D

Sexyfun
Now for the other part. I enjoy the ability to talk and share with others and talk to you about anything :) I love the male company and please feel free to chat with me anytime :) This has been very fun so far and not so bad if you make it clean and FUN! FUNDREAMS!! I have been so guilty of self pleasures and undisciplinary debates within myself that I have come to the conclusion that it JUST DOES NOT MATTER! It does not matter that I am not perfect, it does not matter that I mess up in relationships..what does matter to me and this being my FIRST BLOG in a place like thiis is that I am a Christian woman who desires to find a good Christian man who has passions and desires like I do. Now this is my first blog and I have added photographs that perhaps later God will convict me and show me my wrong but for now I see my pics as a work of beauty and art and I have to express myself as a woman to a man and I have needs for that acceptance and if that is an excuse to meet a fun guy

Untitle
laying on the ice cold ground as the numbness takes over,loosing the grisp on reality and the bottle in my grasp,as the darkness starts to sit. fighting to keep my eyes open a little longer, as take my final breath in this world.a world i gain little in and disappointed many in as well.I see now the true path of my life retains in the darkness of my heart,one would welcome it with open arms and hunger to learn , others fear the place I am about to accend into.the depths of ever ending darkness .one way in and no way out.My eyes close to the light as i slip into ever ending sleep.I feel no more pain and my thoughts are empty and gone.as I slip into a peaceful slumber, I see now my life was worth fighting for.A test I failed with no effort at all. Now I wish I could take it all back.Why didnt I see it before now the end of my days so close its not funny.my heart stops beating as the last breath escapes my lips and lungs.the ground covered in my blood , the pain gone forever.no more thoug

My Random Thinking
Ok folks, just wanted to bitch a little, yet hopefully make a difference in the way things go around here, but I doubt it. I was just noticing that a friend had posted a status message, and someone had posted "activity feed" info on the damn status message. WTF? This goes on alot online. My question is WHY?? I mean if I were to post that Ronald Regan had come back to life and will be running for President again, do you really think I give a flyin fuck that you just got a damn "D" on your report card?? NOOOOOOOOOOO! Post that shit in its appropriate place, start a new message on my page, certainly I don't mind. What are you guys problems? Too damn lazy to hit that scroller wheel one or two more times to get past my status message? There is a place for everything, and posting that shit on someones status message is not the place. I guess I'm through ranting for now, so you guys can go on and rip me a new asshole for having said something about this shit, but remember this; if this offend

Poems
I see your face and My body yearns for something I can not have Wanting one more soaring ride Your naked body Gliding over mine Sliding deeper, pounding harder My breast in your hands, and Hot breath on my shoulder Driving me over and over Never wanting it to stop Sweaty bodies filled with lustfull needs Ripping and tearing at the seems This is my dream

Fake It Till You Make It
I have never really been a happy person. I have demons within me that have been there since I was in second grade. Life is everyday struggle for me. Honestly the only time I can remember being truly happy is the day my daughter was born. She is my only source of joy. Yea, I know, it can ALWAYS be worse. There are people out there way worse off than me but that doesn’t make my life any easier. When you have gone through the shit that I have gone through it makes you a bitter person. It makes you wonder what you did to deserve all of this and why all these shitty people have amazing lives. It makes you question your faith in God and your faith in humanity. My dad worked his ass off for the same company for over 20 years and then one day went into work to a notice that they were “moving in a different direction” and he was to “clean out his office immediately.” My dad is a good man was a huge asset to that company. I realize this has happened to A LOT of peop

My Thoughts
Mirror... Mirror... At first you seem so innocent sitting there on the wall, staring back at anyone who passes, showing my external self, but as I turn the light on and stare into you, I can see deeper into myself, my flaws, my fears are all shown in their entirety. On the outside I can hide how the real me feels, but deep inside there is a struggle to keep my sanity intact within controls, the mind fights to control the needs to scream to yell, to just burst at the seems with uncontrollable rage and anger. But only you can see that only you know that secret, the secret that this shell holds within itself. So today starts a new day, I will take my deep breath and show my smile. You will keep my secret safe until tomorrow when you show them to me again. One day the secret will be out but for now it is between me and my mirror. Meaning of a friend. What is the definition of a friend? Are there special duties a friend must do to become a good friend? How will you know if your a

So Called Friends
THIS IS ABOUT CERTIAN PEOPLE THAT OWN A SO CALLED TOP LOUNGE ! every1 knows this place , i was part of it for a yr , but i think i should let some things out ! i don't get what the point is on wanting are acting like there fu gods !! first as i know from convo's these people will say o ifly , then turn around n talk crap about u , yes its true , ive heard them do it , these people act like there ur friends then will call u ( fat , stupid, puppets, ) i can name a few these people have done this to ! it was done to me !!! , THESE PEOPLE DO THIS TO EVERY1 !!! SECOND , PART IS , they r so scared they have there puppets go and steal cam codes n dj scheduals ( BUT THE OWNER SAYS THATS NOT SYEALING HUMM..., AND 3RD I WILL END THIS ABOUT SERVER PRICE'S ! ( OWNERS ASK EVERY MTH FOR A 100$ DONATION HELP R THEY WONT HAVE A SERVER ... LOOK UP THE COST ON HOW MUCH 1000 LISTENER'S IS ... FUNNY THE HIGHEST ONE THERE IS COST 34 BUCK'S BUT THEY CON THERE PUPPETS INTO SENDING CASH !!! WAKE UP N LOOK

Greek Wine Blog
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Bed....
I've been put on complete bed rest until i deliver. I've been contracting consistently and they are getting more painful. I will be making a doctors appoinment first thing monday to see if i can possibly deliver early, if not the bedrest will continue until the doctor feels ive reached a safe point in the pregnancy to deliver.....

11 Lessom About Saga Of Silicone Breast Implants In Uk
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Shura No Hana
the Japanese title of this song is "修羅の花". This is read as "Shura no Hana" and means "Flower of Carnage". 死んでいた朝に　とむらいの雪が降るはぐれ犬の遠吠え　下駄の音きしむいんがなおもさ　みつめて歩く闇を抱きしめる　蛇の目の傘一ついのちの道を行く女　涙はとうに捨てましたふりむいた川に　遠ざかる旅の灯が凍てた鶴は動かず　&#

My Pink Ribbon By Danny K Winchester Ii
My Pink RibbonI never thoughtit would happen to me,after-all I was alwaysso healthy.No family historyjust out of the blueneither me nor my familyeven had a clue.They seemed so normaland always there"it couldn't happen to me"so I never cared.Then one day I would be stumped,while taking a showerI felt a lump."Dear God" why,did this happen to me?as I sit here and waitfor a mastectomy.Will I still be a woman?Will I still be the same?or will I be some kind of freakliving in shame.Would it have been differantif I had checked before?,instead I just stood thereit was something I would ignore.I feel differantbut I'm still the sameand it's something of whichI no-longer have to live in shame.So please check yourselfit's embarrasing that is truebut it's worth being embarrasedif it can save you.This Pink RibbonI'll proudly wearand I'll carry it for foreverbecause I care.Danny K. Winchester II

From Microsoft To Linux
Fubar is pretty cool, up to a point, after that reality comes back to haunt you, lol.There is so much lag that drags your computer down, all those updates for the Windows system you're using and the anti-virus or other security software that's in there. Try and do Rates and Likes when the computer decides, or is it someone else, to update and you sometimes feel like losing it. I've been exerimenting with using Linux for the past 10 years and its gotten easier to use. Some distributions work well off a USB memory stick and they load up fast. Most computers in use today will boot up a Linux Live system off a USB stick with no problems, some older ones need to boot off a CD or DVD with a Linux image burned to it. Linux Mint is my favorite, there are hundreds of others to pick. The ones based on Ubuntu are pretty good when it comes to ease of use for those used to Windows.If you want to find what's the best for you check this out:https://www.linux.com/news/software/applications/708977-the-

Personal
Why do people have to bring up personal stuff when they dont get their way. bringing up someones kids is tking it to far and so is starting shit with people they dont know. if i piss you off talk to me personally dont use my kids or my past.

Magento Expert Developers
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Borrow Money Fast
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Fu Relationships
Ha ha where to start on this one? In 7 years, I have had my share of fu-engagements, of fu relationships, fu-love etc. But I find it amazing how things have been lately. It's no longer women that are looking for men to date cuz they're single, it's now more the MARRIED (Self-proclaimed SEPARATED) or the ones that live with a guy but feel he's not the one but stay with him over various reasons. I guess I was raised in a different world and not hip to all these "lies" and "cheating" or for a better word "deception". I had 5 women in the last 3 months, block me, delete me or I had to unfriend because I got tired of playing along when I knew the Truth that they were NOT single in any way and saw them shamelessly "flirting" with total abandon. Worse most of the guys they flirt with are not even in their city or are complete strangers. Who would want to do that to themselves or worse their kids? I was raised a different way. Oh Well Just my thoughts. Not trying to offense anyone or impose my

Not A Goodbye But A See You Later
as i sit here in this motel room waiting for court tomorrow and knowing that i'm goin to be doin time for about a year i try not to cry...i have met some amazing wonderful ppl on here that out weigh the superfical just here for the game part of fu.....yes fu is a game but dont forget on the other side of the screen is a real person with real feelings.....we ALL are quick to judge someone and yes even i have...but know that most of the ppl that u so call beg for things are the ones who arent as fortunate as the ones who have bling to constantly run.....i always treat others the way i want to be treated..with respect.....what they say about karma is true..what comes around goes around.....so once just once try helping someone who is asking for it...you'll be surprised how good u feel by doing it....live as if tomorrow isnt promised....love as you've never loved before and laugh because laughter is the best medicine.....may to you who reads this...its just a bunch of rambling but maybe ju

Pimp Outs
Im going to put this as nice,plain and clear as possible.. pimp outs are very appreciated yet it would be nice, polite and curtious if people would please ASK first instead of just pimpiing them randomly. Not all but some on here run bling late night and the getting pimped alot during the day hurts more than helps turns a 40 cr bling run into 50credit bling run.. me personally im not rich like a few of the other members on here 10 credits to reset just to run bling for the fam 2-3 times a week does get expensive so please just ask members before you pimp people. I know alot as for myself i will status when i need pimped or for a pimp trade. Hopefully this will help open some eyes im sure it will not only help myself but it will help many of you members on here aswell.. thank you

Just Me Ranting A Bit
I really don't understand why people cheat. I myself have been cheated on three times by three different boyfriends. 1st bf, didn't last long, kinda was an ass 2nd bf, lasted for a while (years) was mentaily abusive, was an ok guy with my family, good heart, just raised buy a hateful person. 3rd bf, We weren't bf/gf but we have known eachother for awhile, I flew out there to spend time with him, LOVED his family. He kept telling me he loved me, that he was going to marry me blah blah blah. I brushed it off I really didn't want a long distance relationship. but he insisted we start saying we were bf and gf. Had a bad feeling, a friend of mine set up an account.....you see where I am going with this. Sent pictures that he shouldn't to a girl he just met. Even after telling her he had a gf. I can't lie, I loved the last one, thought he was THE ONE, but nope. I know I have "issues" and also I am a big girl, but I won't let anyone treat me like that. I know I'm not the

Yeah...
Ok, i guess i'll be like everyone else and create a blog too. hmmm... what to say... my band is doing a gig this Friday night at a local club in CR. it should be a lot of fun. yeah, my life isn't that exciting at the moment. yeah, so... later.

Alone
I don't understand what you try to say to me so don't even try to explain i sometimes look up to the loft where you once stayed wishing you never went away open up your eyes to see the love that radiates from me when i have freedom in my love then i'll seek wisdom from above under the wide and starry sky dig the grave and let me lye listen to the distant music from far away is it real? or am i just going insane? the question has been asked the answer should be told your love has gone away from me and now i feel alone

I've Waited Forever
I’ve waited my whole life for you. You are everything I could hope for in a friend and lover and more. I may not always do or say the right thing; God himself knows that I am not perfect. But no matter what I do or what I say, one thing remains constant. And that is my love for you. I have never known a love like this. Nor do I think that it could be possible to have with anyone else. I think God must have looked right into my heart, mind and soul and took every thought that I had of who I would want to spend eternity with, and put them all into you. Some days I have trouble believing that you are truly real, and not just a dream. If I say or do something to hurt or upset you, please know that it wasn’t on purpose. You are truly the dearest and most precious person in my life. The last thing I would want to do is cause you pain. The world is not perfect, but I believe my love for you is, there is nothing I wouldn’t do for you. Just seeing your face light up with a smile is

Food For Thought !!!!
In a small pan melt some butter add onions Italian Seasoning, some rosemary leaves, then add about a tablespoon of tomato paste and some beef broth and bring to a low boil. I like to use Roast Beef and some Ham. Put the meat in the sause you just made and let it warm thru. While that is going on toast your hoagie bun, when you get it to the darkness of your taste add some garlic, and shreadded Parmesan, Romano, and Asiago cheese let it start to melt. Then go get the meat and place it on the buns and top with some Provolone and melt that. Use the extra sause for dipping your sannie in.....yummy yummy yummy.

Why I Love U
I wonder y i love u so dearly everything went by so fast I can do nothing or move on widout u my love because my heart is still livng in the past I wish u was here to c the pain n suffering i'm going thru but my dear I can get on my knees to your beauty and pray for u to be mine I feel like u're that special woman of my dreams I ben waiting 4

Dieting
i know this isnt good.. but w/e and fuck you.. but i lost only 5 lbs... in a wisk i think... so its not that great but it works... thats 5 less lbs to lose ... i just have to keep in mind that i didnt gain it all in one night so it wont come off in one night.. votes... celculates votes... nodes head... yep dieting time again... goal... lose 15 lbs... hehe ... goal date... idk yet... lol hehe ... but next pic that is updated of me will be sexier than all ... lol hehe cant wait... i may need iron injections.. how sad is that?

Relationships
how would the green grass grow with out the light of the sun? it would be dry and brittle. roses...daisies..there would be none. and how bout that gold fish? with out water he'd be dead. there would be no fish bowl. his whole existance left nothin to be said. what about your goldy locks? becoming like a nest. with out using it's counterpart, bugs would surely fest. even toilets with stains, would forever stained be. without the porcelain buddy, toilet brushes are the key. even q-tips need a friend, you know the wax inside your ear? q-tips help with removal of build up causin you not to hear. have you ever had a cold, and couldn't stop the snot? without the lotiony kleenex, your nose would surely rot. nuperin, advil, asperin, or bayer, they all help with your pains. what would happen if they were gone? your eliments would remain. when you fell and skinned your knee, the faithful bandaid was there. to stop the blood and look cool too, snoopy and garfield al

Take The Test!
Well if it is - my condolences first and this test is not for you second! You scored as Tommy Lee. You are Tommy Lee! The Motley Crue bad boy who likes picking fights and wearing pvc and facepaint!.......Although you have the sense to film you supermodel girlfriend suckin you off!Tommy Lee85%James Hetfield65%Jimi Hendrix65%Ozzy Osbourne!45%Slash40%Kurt Cobain40%Billie Joe Armstrong30%What Bad Ass Rock Legend Are you? *with pictures*created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Loving Eyes. When people lood at your eyes they see warmth, comfort, and love. They know who you like because your eyes drop off hints, but they know how much your secret means to you so they wouldnt tell him.Loving Eyes

The First Blog
Well here is my First LC blog. I am new here to LC and it is amazing to see how many people are a part of it. I think it is great to see how Different people are and yet here we all get along and just are happy to meet and see each other. If u want to show it all then go ahead. Or if not the ok as well. Then people are from all over as well. Many people get stuck in their own culture and never see anything else. Therefore many do not accept the difference in people. We can be uniquely different (as we are made that way to start)and still get along with each other. Some people will not do that. But here we are. I think that is Great. Thanks to LC!

Job!!!!
As almost everyone knows on here I started a new job Monday and it has been going very well!!! I love this job!!! lol..... I never thought I would ever say that but I do I really love my job. At this point in time I am only seasonal but am hoping that they will decide to put me at full time. Which would be very cool if it did!! lol ok well I told you that I love my job and updated everyone on that. Another update would be that I am now actually working with real live customers instead of other trainees. I love being able to actually work with the customer cuz some of them order the most random items and its just really cool to see what they are really ordering. Like today I had a lady call and asked me to help her with her order, she does hayrack rides every halloween and had crafts there for the kids do to and asked me to help find something that I tought would be apporiate for a young boy between the age 10-12. We didnt didnt find anything but what she got I think he will like, I hop

New Stuff
Snow White was fired from Disney today...... She got caught sitting on Pinocchios face screaming..... LIE MOTHER FUCKER LIE........ The Weekend is finally here time to get fucked center> And drunk.... Get more @ CherryTagz.com I would like to heaR your plans on the weekend

Wedding
I am getting married in 17 days. This is getting excited and im nervous as hell too, but things will be alright im sure. I'll put some wedding pics on here after the fact:P All we need is the marriage license which we're going to get this week or next. Going to go love, me Well, Im getting married 8 weeks from last Saturday. We got the flowers, ribbon, cake decorations on Saturday. I bought my headdress from eBay, so that will be here sometime next week, hopefully! We've been having problems with the postal service here! :( heres a list of what we have; - Date. time. location - Minister - Bride Gown - Flowers - his birth certificate (without it we couldnt have gotten married!) - candles ...candle holders (not like the kind I broke and sliced my foot open with) - Bubbles - wedding cake supplies - decorations - cake plates - napkins - the invitation stock, ink cartridge, envelopes, and mailing labels - I bought my headdress

Of Pain
A friend of mine had a death in the family of a 16 year old ... He had lived too much pain and saw no way out ... Life is fragile Pull me close and hold me tight I need to feel you through the night The comfort of you and your touch To my soul means so much Feeling lost in a world unfair Like no one will ever care And all life holds is more pain Lost innocents driven insane No freedom to be and live in peace Only death looks like a release Put the gun to the head Who will care about the dead Passed so young and without hope No solution at the end of the rope Did he matter to any at all Who felt the pain of his last fall Weep and cry your bitter sweet tears You thought you knew him through the years Yet none could ever cross the line So all who knew him thought him fine Till he lost what mattered most Drove him to give up the ghost What a waste to quit life they say But did we know him on that day Did we care and look deep inside For all the pai

6 Things
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1)When I wash dishes its always the same...glasses...plates...silverware...and so on..I dont do them all at the same time...I get bored and get on my PC 2) I can actually walk with my eyes closed and get to where Im going without bumping into anything or anyone. 3)When I take a bath...I take my radio in there with me and I stay in there for hours and soak and sing. 4) I dont know why but for some reason I find bald men with gotees attractive. 5) I am right handed but I do more things with my left hand than my right hand. 6) When I go out to eat I like to go to the cheapest place I can..which is usually McDonalds and get the

Chains
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Biting92%Whips83%Bondage83%Blind Folds33%Blood17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

My Kinky Turn On!
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage92%Biting67%Whips58%Chains/Handcuffs50%Blind Folds50%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Wasted
I am wasted now..thank you to all my friends who have helped me gain another level..All of you guys are awesome..If you need my help..just holla..i will come running..most of you already know that because i always catch your pics as you put them up...love you all

In The Shower
In the Shower I am just finishing up in the shower when you come in...I don't know your there...but you heard me as I was playing with the shower spray...You immediately got excited...when I turned off the shower you panicked and ran to my room...when you hear me coming you climbed in my closet....I come into my room with just a small towel wrapped around me...I go over to my dresser and turn on the radio...You relax a little knowing I wont hear you in there...now i have my back to the closet and take off my towel...you admiring my body begin to feel your cock begin to stiffen...you have a great view of my naked wet body...I bend over and flip my long red hair forward to dry it off...now you have a fantastic site...my ass and my pussy in direct view beckoning for you to massage them...you can see everything jiggling as i work the towel through my hair....You unzip your pants and pull out your stiff swollen cock...this is something you have dreamed of for a long time...to see me nak

Next Move
i guess my opinions have hit home with some people as i have been "removed" from fans and friends lists...lol..well..that's okay...i was getting tired of all the hey vote for my pics...blah blah blah..and again i say..you can't vote for something you aren't allowed to view. for those of you who serve...getting your next duty orders can be exciting..i just got mine...going to EUCOM in Germany...woohoo....can't wait...anyone have any thoughts..drop me a line...have a great day!!!

Where I've Been Lately
How to recognize a bad relationship At some point in your life, you'll most likely experience some sort of "bad" relationship, whether that is romantic, friendship or parent based doesn't really matter, just the fact that you will experience this is enough. Recognizing you're enduring a bad relationship can be difficult, especially if you are the type of person that sees the good in people and doesn't want to hurt anybody's feelings. Girl meets guy, guy and girl have known each other for a while through various associations from a group they belong to. Guy asks girl out, girl says yes and they start to date. Girl has been out of a long-term relationship for about 2 years, guy (girl did not know this at the time) has only been single for a month! Long story short, they date, guy pressures girl, she buckles and there it ends... Now, you might be wondering what actually happened and how did I recognize things just weren't right? Well, if I was honest with myself in the b

Erotic Exploration
The secret world of smooth warm flesh your graceful curves delight my eye they call my fingertips to explore them such a wondrous geography, paradise I ache to be your favorite native son, born to love each rise, and silken valley, humbly bow my head to drink so deep from your wellspring of sweet desire I long to quench my lusty thirst in you parched, like a desert nomad's throat dream of the day when you float above find sweet release, like clouds and rain your hands reach out, to take my face and pull me to your waiting breasts to suckle you long as a greedy child lulled by the music, of your hot breath your fingers plow furrows in my hair and trace my brow, fever flushed softly croon song of love to me need binds me tight to your side do you feel me throb so deep inside? a counterpoint to your rolling motion? my growling voice echoes in the room your name kisses my lips and tongue trembling thighs, so graceful spread heaven's gate open so wide

Crazy
You scored as A Romantic. You're a romantic through and through. You may not ever have very many partners, but it's ok. You know that it's about the person who you're having it with, and that the sex is more of a fun biproduct - a very fun biprodict. You know how to make your partner happy, and that's what it's all about.A Romantic53%Sex God48%A Slave To BDSM48%Virgin35%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com Hosted By SparkleTags.com Hosted By SparkleTags.com

My Poems And Stuff
Torment Pointing fingers “oh my gosh look at that” Laughter all around Schools such a blur Complaining and fussing “I’m not sitting next to that, she’s much to different” So somewhere else they sat Making faces When heading to a different room “what the hell is wrong with her, Stupid” they assume Walking alone As they whisper when I go by They are tempted to make fun and laugh But all I do is sigh Raising my hand When I know what to do “your doing your work?, Look she’s a nerd too” Walking home Going at a speedy pace Moving as fast as I can As if my life was a race When I reach the finish line Also known as my home There I sit in my room Once again all alone Torments start again As threats are then heard Shaking and screaming Hearing them word for word Looking around drastically For a place to hide Somewhere where I’ll be left at peace I need someone who will be on my side I find nothing but a teddy bear Daddy gave me

Tattoos
ACCEPTABLE PLACES FOR TATTOOS ON GIRLS Tattoos on girls can be a really hot thing. In this public service message, I would like to document acceptable places for body paint on a hot girl, as well as what design NOT to put on your hot body. NOTE: Fat chicks should never get tattoos, as they will almost always inevitably be perceived as 'white-trash'. WHAT DESIGNS ***NEVER EVER**** to get: 1. Rose: that is just telling everyone you hook up with, you prefer 80's style hair-band groupies for men, lived in a trailer park at least once in your life, and were possibly slapped around "like a red-headed step-child" by your step-father as a child. It wreaks of psychoticness. 2. Chain-link barbed wire: this is extremely similar to the rose, in that, it wreaks of cheese. Also, it generally says that your not intelligent enough to come up with your own idea, so you had to steal that 'ho Pam Anderson's look. Combine these two factors, and chances are, you have definately been slappe

Yep, Did That Too
The future is still Unlimited What once Had Occurred Continues holding You back The heart and soul Of a lion Somehow remains Timid Taking steps forward Just to fall On your past Avoiding the obvious You need to Unpack It never appears over Until you close The lid Watching to witness What you may do Once you can Let go of What you did

Every Day
every day i live for you and my life i give to you for in my heart there is no other the thought of you makes my heart flutter you make me happy like never befor my life changed forever the day i meet you i promise you to my love is so pure an true i give you my body and all that i am all that i ask for is to be you one man writen by: steven bloomfield..............

For Innocentprncss I Found This And Thought Of You
I'll Hold You in Heaven From the very beginning I loved you, As I made plans to hold you and rock you: You were tiny and helpless as you lay in my womb, But something went wrong and soon you were gone; My young heart was broken, my tears fell like rain, I'd never known such heartache and pain. I wonder who you look like, me or your dad, Do you have my smile and his eyes? Would you have been big and tall or tiny and small? We had dreams for you that reached to the skies. It was long, long ago and I still miss you so, Thanks to Jesus, I'll see you in heaven. I'll hold you in heaven someday, When my trials on earth pass away; The angels have rocked you, the Father watches over you, I know you're waiting for me; I never could hold you or tell you "Goodbye", But I'll hold you in heaven someday. My Little Angel I felt your presence there inside of me, nestled soft and warm; Sweet scent of baby's breath, precious words left unadorned. I saw your tiny hea

Silent Tears
Silent Tears A thunderous silence breaks through my thoughts. What was once many great ideas is now a triumph, lost. Baffling words tumble through my mind. Reflections of darkness hover. A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me, and inside myself, I take cover. What would it be like to stay there forever? To be lost in all my cares? From the inside, looking out - I cry silent tears.

I Fight I Cry
I FIGHT I CRY I fight, I cry, I let it win, But why..? Pain is there I always cry why?.. Can I hide in my closet tonight?.. Don't ask me why Tonight is the night I want to hide away Because that pain Is to much to take I promised something That I must keep So the closet is the place Where I must be To stop it coming to get me.. I fight, I cry, Its not winning tonight...

The Winter Of My Discontent
The Diary of a mad snowman: There are good reasons for hating snow! Im not a bad person I don’t think ? I just happen to find those little white flakes of death abhorrent. Albino brain chiggers as I often describe them. Im NOT crazy !! Im no Oliver Stone, I know that snow is trying to kill me! It has hunted me like a hungry wolf all my life. I can remember as a young boy stepping on a real-estate sign hidden by snow,the horror is still with me today!! I can still see my feet in the air where my head is supposed to be and then the horrible thud as my watch capped noggin hit ice covered cement. I remember foolishly trusting snow and learning to ski wrapping myself around a tree like some macabre tinsel. I remember walking along with my brother and suddenly being airborne landing on my head in a parking lot my legs landing somewhere behind my head I remember the sound of my brothers unnerved chuckle as he inquired as to my condition. He was afraid and

Hand In Hand
Hand In Hand Laying underneath the stars, On a warm silent night. Your arms are wrapped around me, And everything feels right. You kiss me sweet and softly, I feel your warm gentle touch, You help me feel protected Under the sweet night sky rush. My world before me is perfect. There's nowhere else I want to be, Except laying underneath the stars Hand in hand, you and me. Just when everything is perfect, And you seem so delicately sweet, A rush of wind comes past me As I'm swept beneath my feet. Nothing could be more right, There's nowhere else I want to be. Let's take a walk my only love, Hand in hand, you and me.

Slap
Greetings..i have returned after a year.So what have i missed? I am a very attractive blk male and i am looking for communication off of this site.Someone that wants to meet and call on the phone.Life can be lonely and there are alot of lonely people in the world.I live by my word and i ask for the same.i have no children and i have never been married.Yup! That's what's up! So..if you take care of yourself and you are NOT rebellious,which i find is the in thang now.If you can work with me and make changes..then know that changes maybe scary BUT it is necessary for GROWTH! If you are NOT GROWING then you are WHITHERING ! ! So what's it gonna be? Huh? Also i am a visual person and loose clothing don't work on my watch.Fitting clothing is just ok..tight is where it is at.The tighter it is the more feminine you look! I am looking for a long term relationship..cool.Well then,let's roll.

Eccentric Thoughts
Just wanted to let everyone know about a post I put on my blog regarding CT. Some of the information might surprise you. CherryTap in the News I just wanted to let let you know that I'm hosting a fantasy stock market competition starting March 1st and running until March 31st. If you are interested, you can join up at http://simulator.investopedia.com/Join.aspx?ad=IG_PREVITE_1&G=50750&PW=springtime For more information you can view my blog post about this or just message me. -jeremy Just wanted to let all my friends and fans know that I've been offline for a while. I've recently moved from one side of town to the other and haven't been able to get our highspeed 'net hooked back up yet. I hope everyone had a great Christmas and New Year. Now, set some good resolutions and stick to them! -jeremy

Wtf
Click Here To Visit Rachels's Dirty Little Lost Cherry Page. day started out watching police mace new recruits, then had a 3 car mva with entrapment, then had a jet ski crash w/ guy trapped under water n almost died. crazy day and lovin it As far as most of you know i was locked up in monroe county for bs. The day before i was let out my girl was in a quad accident. she is laid up with a broken back. please pray for her. i never ask anything from people here. thank you

Gone For A Few Weeks
Well thats it folks oralpro has to go back to work. I start working afternoons, evening, and some nights tomorrow. I will still be on but it will not be as often. Please fill free to leave me a PM here or email for those who know that. I have lots of fun on this site and look forward to talking to everyone when I can. I have lost my internet connection for a few weeks. I should be back on around the 20th of this month. I just want to say hi to all my good friends at Dave's Hideaway. I will see you guys when I get back on.

My Friend
My Friend We all need someone To talk to in our life, A friend to whom we run In times of stress or strife A friend who's always there Throughout the years, A friend we know will care And take away our fears. A friend who's always near, Waiting for our call, To wipe away our tears, And lift us when we fall. A loving friend indeed, On whom we can depend To fulfill our every need - Thank you, precious friend

My Home
.. Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures "The blue sky is an illusion created by the sun to hide an infinite black void. When you die the worms eat your brains. There's no God to save you and Jesus Christ couldn't even save himself." Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures .. Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures .. Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures ..

Absolutely;maybe
It is fine if you want to change your mind I can still embrace you in these shattered arms if you can forgive the dreams I broke Mistakes are made like daily bread Excuses fall like landslides it is hard to say I am sorry and sometimes impossible to pardon the sin make an effort to Try

Just Thinking
As I sit here and think back...I wonder where I went wrong in past relationships and just where in my path of life i went wrong to be a single mom of 3 handsome boys whos fathers aren't around. Well one father is but not like he should be. I begin to think maybe I am ment to be single ment to just live my life raise my babies and teach them how to be stronger men in life and to put them on the right track for life. But I also wonder if I will ever find that true love. That kind of love where you never want it to leave and never want to see that person hurt. The kinda love where when he wraps his arms around me I know I am loved. Someone who wants to just hold me. Someone who wants me for me and doesn't want me to change who I am in any way. Damn is it to much to ask that I want someone who will stand beside me pay attention to the little things and who isn't afraid to show me that he loves me. and not only be there for me but be there for my kids. not as a father but as a friend someon

Clerks...
Yeah, well.... this is my 1st one here, and I think I fuXked up. Oh well, who cares. These are some line from one of my favorite spots in the movie, Clerks. I do not know really where I should put it, so it is going in to places. If ya wnat to rate and comment, cool. I will also have this in my STASH. Now, here it is: CLERKS!!! (Now who did not like Clerks, come on!) Randal: Well, the thing is, the first Death Star was manned by the Imperial army-storm troopers, dignitaries- the only people onboard were Imperials. Dante: Basically. Randal: So when they blew it up, no prob. Evil is punished. Dante: And the second time around...? Randal: The second time around, it wasn't even finished yet. They were still under construction. Dante: So? Randal: A construction job of that magnitude would require a helluva lot more manpower than the Imperial army had to offer. I'll bet there were independent contractors working on that thing: plumbers, aluminum siders, roofers

My Step Daughter Sent This To Me
Read if you have time for God. Make sure you read all the way to the bottom. God, when I received this e-mail, I thought... I don't have time for this... And, this is really inappropriate during work. Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is... Exactly, what has caused lot of the problems in our world today. We try to keep God in church on Sunday morning...Maybe, Sunday night...And, the unlikely event of a midweek service. We do like to have Him around during sickness... And, of course, at funerals. However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play... Because.. That's the part of our lives we think... We can, and should, handle on our own. May God forgive me for ever thinking... That... there is a time or place where.. HE is not to be FIRST in my life. We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us. If, You aren't ashamed to do this...Please follow the

Hello Cherry Tap!
I slid into a fire hydrant today. My face got burned from the airbag. It sucked. My car is fucked. Pictures to follow. O_o Yeah, new here. Seeing what happens. Hope that it's positive in some way.

Warped And Twisted
Warped & Twisted Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

Work To Be Done
Work to be done The more focused effort you put into something, the more valuable you make it. The more time and attention you give to a task or activity, the more rewarding that activity will be. The process of building and creating is a naturally joyful one. Give of yourself to that process and fully enjoy the experience of making a positive difference. Decide not to carry around a burdensome resentment for what you have to do. Choose instead to be delightfully thankful for what you are able to achieve. Today is filled with opportunities to make things happen. Each and every situation is rich with positive possibilities. The many tasks you undertake can serve to bring you great joy. See them in the positive light of creativity and fulfillment. Be eager to give your time and the full depth of your attention to the work that is to be done in your world. And whatever that work may be, it will bring many magnificent treasures. -- Ralph Marston

Seminole Reservation
I AM A 6FT6 NATIVE AMERICAN,FROM THE SEMINOLE TRIBE,"THE OCESE BAND",MY ANCESTORS IS ONE OF THE FIRST FIVE CIVILIZED TRIBES IN THE UNITED STATES.MY TRIBE IS AND THE ONLY TRIBE THAT NEVER SURRENDERED IN THE UNITED STATES.."YES"I AM VERY PROUD OF WHO I AM,I TAKE IT AS A VERY HIGH HONOR,OF HAVING THIS BLOOD IN ME..I AM ALSO A ACTIVE MEMBER IN THE WARRIOR SOCIETY BROTHERHOOD,I HELP FIGHT FOR ALL TRIBAL RIGHTS..I LIKE MEETING NEW PEOPLE IN ALL CULTURES,I RESPECT THE BEAUTY IN ALL SORTS OF LIFE..I AM A CRAZY,SMART AND OUT GOING WARRIOR..TO ALL MY RESPECT..P.S. VISIT SOME OF MY TRIBAL CASINOS$$$$$$,LOTS OF FUN AND NEW THINGS TO SEE..BIG CHEF HAS SPOKEN,THE GREAT SEMINOLE NATION.

Letting Go
The value within There is a vast storehouse of value within you that is waiting to be unlocked. Every now and then you catch a glimpse of it, and even those brief encounters can truly amaze you. So how do you tap into that extensive reservoir of richness that has built up in your life? You connect with it by letting go of all the superficial distractions and petty pursuits under which it is buried. When you give your awareness to things that have no lasting meaning or purpose, you distance yourself from the true joy that is your birthright. When you pin your hopes on shallow, fleeting sensations, you cover up the beautiful substance that can bring your life true joy. Isn't it time to start living with fulfillment and purpose? Haven't you grown weary of running and hiding from the real joy that you know can be yours? Aren't you tired of struggling to pretend to be someone you're not? It's time to choose instead to live the rich and authentic life that is the real you. Im

Poems
After a while you learn the subtle difference Between holding a hand and changing a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning And company doens't mean security. And you begin to accept your defeats With you head and your eyes ahead. With the grace of a woman or man Not with the grief of a child. And you learn to build your roads on today Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. And after awhile you learn That even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant you own garden and decorate your own soul. Instead of waiting for someone to send you flowers. And you learn That you really can endure That you really are strong And you really do have worth And you learn And learn, and learn With every failure You learn With every goodbye you learn.

Be My Valentine
SO here is another for ya'll to get in your inbox! :) Body: Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe--- dont even think about it... Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me... [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would

Happy Birthday
So, it is my birthday... oh yippee... just closer to that 30 mark than I would rather be... but anyways... all I want for my birthday is for the Bears to win today...SO let's all get cheering them on... :)

Lies
I"m sorry people but I have to vent every now and then. Please let me just enjoy it! I'm tired of the act, I"m tired of the game. I just want to be able to be there without you always trying to compete. I"ve never had to deal with someone who's personality is all need. It's become draining to me. I'm tired of the fact that when someone talks to me you have to interrupt to tell a stupid story for attention because guess what no one cares! Your stories are all the same there is nothing intersting about them. As soon as people see you they run. I mean that literally. People naturally gravitate to me. I am a happy, funny , sweet girl, I don't fight with anyone, I don't put anyone down I am just myself and that's enough for me any everyone else. If they like me they life me if they don't then they don't I don't worry about that it's there problem. Just because they hug me or tickle me or invite me out, or flirt or whatever doesn't mean you have to get all upset because they don't do it

Crudeltà
La guardate, voi la ridete di.... ...Abbassa la sua testa e la lancia occhi alla terra Voi snicker dietro lei indietro come cammina sopra vicino... ...Prova a non cry Rendete ad uno snide piccolo osservazione, o ad uno scherzo al vostro friend(s)... ...Muore un piccolo all'interno. ~ENGLISH Version~ You look at her, you laugh at her... ...She lowers her head and casts her eyes to the ground You snicker behind her back as she walks on by.... ...She tries not to cry You make a snide little remark, or a joke to your friend(s).... ...She dies a little inside.

Someone Needed To Say It.
Someone Needed To Say It Andy Rooney said on "60 Minutes" a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, that is why there are no girls allow! ed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, i

My Sunday Fix
Ahhhhhh nothing like thinking back to being the youngest of five boys in a most disfunctional family waking up on Sunday morning wiping the sleep outta my eyes or lack of sleep outta my eyes from all the yelling that kept me up so late.I can still freshly hear the wonderful sounds of my mom calling my dad a motherfucker as he burps takes a drink and says fuck you nevertheless its morning and as i head downstairs I can still smell the scent of alcohol looming in the air.I make my way to the living room hear the clanking of empty beer bottles as my feet kick them then I step over a few mounds of dirt from some broken flower pots that i'm assuming my mom wasnt trying to water and dropped but rather toss them against my fathers head, finally making it to the kitchen i turn on the lights and as I do the roaches scatter so I race them to the pantry to beat them to the cereal.Excited as I am because one thing we had alot of even being poor was cereal and kool-aid so as I make my mind up and c

100%
>---- > >One for the ladies > >One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his Sweat- > > >shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, >"What setting do I use on the washing machine?" > > >"It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" > > >He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma " > > >And they say blondes are dumb... > > >----------------------------------------------------------- > > >A couple is lying in bed. The man says, > > >"I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." > > >The woman replies, "I'll miss you..." > > >----------------------------------------------------------- > > >"It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out of >the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed >the lawn like this?" > > >"Probably that I married you for your money," she replied. > > >-------------------------------------------------------

This Is A Serious Request - Not A Contest - Please Read (repost)
)OK. Here's the deal. One of my best friends in the world, Brandi 26, is getting married in real life this Sat (2-24-07). Her little sister Samantha 24, who is her maid of honor, was admitted into the hospital yesterday for having multiple seizures. Since being admitted she has now had over 40 seizures and the doctors have yet to find out what is causing it, much less stop it. We have had to cancel parts of the wedding already. I don't care what faith or relegion you are. I am asking for your prayers. Please pray and send healing energies to this family in their time of need. I will be doing everything I can, but I am only one. Please help. If you repost this, it would be very much appreciated. If you choose to make it sticky (I would but have no credit card) I will be amazed. Thank you all for your time! )OK. Here's the deal. One of my best friends in the world, Brandi 26, is getting married in real life this Sat (2-24-07). Her little sister Samantha 24, who is her maid of honor, was

Animial Abuse
I just reposted a bulletin about animial abuse and testing. It is wrong very wrong. I have four dogs and a cat, whom I love very much! I could never ever hurt one of them. It would be like hurting one of my children. Yes sometimes they get on my nervous and make me mad. But those times are few. They bring me joy and show me love more than anything. I see things like this and it makes me sick!!!!!! Im not a fan of the human race. I feel that we as a spicies should be done away with. Were to sick to live! Everytime I see something like that I love mine alot more and I dare someone try and hurt one of them. They would see my dark side come out and I would do to them what they did to my dog/cat!!! Hurt them and you take your life into your hands. Same as if you harmed one of my kids!

What Animal Were You In Past Life
Cheese Pizza Traditional and comforting. You focus on living a quality life. You're not easily impressed with novelty. Yet, you easily impress others. What's Your Pizza Personality? You Were a Peacock You carry yourself with beauty, dignity, and confidence. You are able to see the past, present, and future with clarity. What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

First Blog...drunk As A Skunk..lol
HELLO EVERYONE THAT READS THIS.. THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG .. EXCUSE ME IF IT IS KINDA JUMBLED. I AM KINDA DRUNK.. FIRST OFF I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE ON HERE WHO HAS SHOWN ME AS MUCH LOVE AS THEY HAVE. MAN DO I LOVE CHERRYTAP! I SEE SO MANY POST THESE THINGS BUT NEVER DO ONE MYSELF.. I COULD BE A POET A COMEDIAN OR WHATEVER BUT HALF THE TIME I AM NOT.. I HAVE MY MOMENTS THOUGH.. LIKE HAHA..LIKE YOU KNOW WHAT.. YOU SAY WHAY AND I SAY CHICKEN BUTT.. OKAY THAT IS THE COMEDIAN IN ME...SERIOUSLY THOUGH..EVERYONE ON THIS SITE IS WONDERFUL! :-0~ I WISH I COULD GET TO KNOW EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU.. ANYWAY.. BLAH BLAH... HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT MORNING, GOOD AFTERNOON AND A GOOD NIGHT...LOVE YOU ALL...

Life
to my ex: Ha, you try to hurt me, but i'm better than that. i took you in because you were so damn pitiful when i found you. and i raised you up from the shitty little hole. and as such, it is only suitable that i return you down to your class, you trash. you were just a charity case, like a sick puppy. i did string you along, played with you for a while, it was the least i could do to repay your kindness. I'm not the one to brag, but you were never in my league. so, with this i say goodbye, and return you to the shit hole where you will spend the rest of your life. Your Baby, Oz Well, I have a photo up. I was gonna post the ones of the process of ridding myself of the hair but they got lost. anyways, like it or hate it, it's here to stay. I am officially accepted into the school of telecommunications down in Athens, and I have also scheduled many of my classes. I would like to thank Melissa for spending the day with me and keeping me company on the long drive down and ba

An Image Of You
An Image Of You I whisper I love you as I lie in my bed Wishing you were here next to me instead Pretending you're here to keep me safe Into my dreams I gladly escape An image of you soon becomes clear The warmth of your body, as I feel you near Into your eyes I gaze Slipping into a dreamlike haze Soon I feel my heartbeat race Imagining your gentle and sweet embrace I hear you whisper your love for me Feeling your kisses both soft and deep Into your arms I begin to melt Each trace of your fingers upon me is felt Lovingly your hands roam along my thighs Drowning in pleasure I gasp and sigh The room is spinning and starts to sway Lost in the moment, I'm swept away Passionate kisses getting much stronger Willing this dream to continue on longer My skin feels hot, my breath gets quicker Chest rising and falling, as my body quivers Sensations go through me as I feel your touch Wanting this moment to be real so much I awaken and tur

HERO Bracelets and Dog Tags...Fundraiser to support building of rehab facility for wounded soldiers.. (EVERYONE WHO CAN AFFORD A VIP MEM., BLAST, AND OTHER THINGS HERE CAN AFFORD TO GET JUST ONE OF THESE. YOU SUPPORT A FUN PLACE TO HANG OUT AT WHICH THEY ARE DYING SO YOU CAN HAVE IT. GIVE A LITTLE THANKS BACK AND DO THIS FOR THEM.. DON'T LET WHAT THEY ARE ARE DOING GO IN VAIN). MIZZ SHADY SGT> Brennan C. Gibson Killed in Iraq December 10th, 2006 a href="http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=216886&i=1757784814" target=_blank> In December When my Nephew Brennan was killed in Iraq...we found out about this project through Jumpmaster82. The profits for these bracelets and tags are to help build and support a rehab center for our wounded soldiers. Congress is finally taking good care of the families of the fallen soldiers..but we can take better care of the wounded and help get their lives back together. You can order black for fallen soldiers..or Brown fo

Ct
True to Medieval Tradition, Being that there were no trains, When knights roamed the lands.... I hence christen this; "The Silent Knights... Fan Caravan" So come, Don't be Shy... Join me My liege. And spare the time to Fan & Rate Me, ...plz? I will return the favor, if given the time Be sure to say you did so... New friend of mine.=) Love my family up too! I'm sure they'll do the same An we will all prosper in this CherryTap game! So until then... I must bid you ado Drop by soon, I can't wait to meet you =) By MarQ© ~~~~~~~~[]~~~~~~~~ Founder: The Paladin 'Marq' &.. The Co-founder: The Princess 'Ash.WeeE' (=^^These Are Links^^ =) Much love & Respect goes out to Ct Godmother & Silent Knight Baroness '*bbG*' ^Link^ Ma'dam Katheryn & Lady Victoria Katheryn ~?Victoria~ Mistress Kat & Cavalier Colorado KAT COLORADO Jen The Wench & The Sentinel 'Dj Grinch' Jen DJ GRINCH J'son The SwordSmith & K-Wray The Jester J'son K~Wray

Contests
I am in a contest that I need help in and I was hoping that you would be able to help me out.It has already started and no one has been able to comment on it do to the fact that you have to add the guy who is running it as a friend just to be able to view it because it has to be marked as NSFW since it is The Womans Intimate Piercing Contest... So I am Sending his profile link along with his blog entry explaing it all... Plus the link to my photo of course... Sorry I did not know it was going to be this much hassle for anyone... But please I desperatly need help so I can win a contest finally!!! Thank you and remember anything you may need ever feel free to ask as I am always willing!!! LINK TO MY PIC [ CherryTAP.com photo: 462861521 ] HIS PROFILE LINK TheRH ( Ladies Best Intimate Piercing Contest) Now Open@ CherryTAP HIS BLOG http://cherrytap.com/blog/43692/249666

Birthday Wishes
HEY ALL COME CHECK OUT CLUB FANTASIA AND HELP ME GET THIS CLUB ROCKIN. THERE IS SOME REALLY GREAT PEOPLE IN THERE AND WE ARE DOING ARE BEST TO KEEP IT DRAMA FREE SO COME ON IN AND JOIN US FOR SOME FUN FIRST 100 PEOPLE THRU THE DOOR GET A GIFT FROM ME. SO CLICK THE LINK BELOW PLEASE I NEED YOUR HELP I AM ALL OUT OF COMMENTS AND NEED AS MUCH HELP AS I CAN GET MY HUBBIES B-DAY IS MARCH 15TH AND I AM TRYING TO HELP GET HIS BLAST IN TIME FOR HIS B-DAY JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND HELP FULFILL A B-DAY WISH HEY GUYS HE IS NEW AND I KNOW HE DOESNT HAVE A LOT TO RATE BUT HELP IN ANY WAY U CAN WOULD BE NICE LETS SHOW HIM THE CHERRY WAY hardcore19@ CherryTAP

Lol
Good Night everyone talk to ya'll later call me if you want lol There were 11 people hanging onto a rope that came down from a helicopter. Ten were men and one was a woman. The rope was starting to fray, so they all agreed that one person should let go because, if they didn't, the rope would break and everyone would die. No one could decide who should go so, finally, the woman gave a really touching speech, about how she would give up her life to save theirs, because women were used to giving up things for their husbands and children, giving into men, and that after all, men were the superior sex and must be saved. When she finished speaking, all the men clapped. Moral of the Story: Never under estimate the powers of a woman.

My Dream Last Night
I dreamt of a man, he was in a land far away, a land I did not know, there he met a princess that he fell for. He could tell she liked him as well. Days later she offered him a pendant, and told him that she made this pendant for him alone, and that the design was inspired by him. He felt on top of the world, there was no greater feeling. Hours later she came back and said that she wanted to duplicate the pendant and sell it across the land. He did not know how to tell her that he would not like that, in fact at that very moment he thought it a wonderful idea. He told her to duplicate it and sell it around the land, she did so. That very day after seeing his pendant on other men and women chests he no longer felt the same about the pendant that she had made especially for him. He could not bare to throw it away, as it was a precious gift in the begining. Yet when he looked at it, he got discomfort from it, instead of the joy and high as he had once did. There was no way he coul

My Soul On Fire
My soul on fire The sun seem to be cold, Compared to your touch, Burning a path on my skin, Igniting the kindling of my Own desires. Your eyes rip through me, Like reading the pages Of an erotic Book Leaving me breathless, As the last chapter Is not written yet! Your soul enchant mine, Connecting like the links In a chain forged with magic iron Obtained ONLY through Opening my heart …In love and lust. The moon seem warm, Compared to the frosty Bite of not having you This close to my body To stir my soul into a Gripping fire!

Lyrics From Songs
"Where Is The Love?" What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism But we still got terrorists here livin' In the USA, the big CIA The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK But if you only have love for your own race Then you only leave space to discriminate And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah Madness is what you demonstrate And that's exactly how anger works and operates Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight Take control of your mind and meditate Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all People killin', people dyin' Children hurt and you hear them cryin' Can you practice what you preach And would you turn the other cheek Father, Father, Father help us Send us some guidance from above 'Cause people got me, got me questi

Cherry Tap Members
ROUND 1 CHERRIES NEED TO ONLY COMMRNT SO PLEASE HELP HER OUT CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW AND SHOW SOME LOVE AND JUST RATE THE PIC AND LET ME KNOW U DID THANK U ALL > > I have lots and lots of friends but not very many fans and I need more fans! Please take a moment to fan me and I will return the favor and also check out Engla's Rate & Fan Club! AngelEyezTN FAN ME & PLZ READ MY ABOUT ME@ CherryTAP http://www.cherrytap.com/images.php?u=159310&albumid=281947 Lonely Angel Hugzz Waiting 4 Some1 Special@ CherryTAP IF U WANNA MEET A SWEET WOMAN AND A GOOD FRIEND ADD HER AS A FRIEND AND A FAN/RATE HER PICS/BLOGS/STASH AND PHOTOS AND KEEP HER CLODR AS A FRIEND THANKS TO ALL MY CHERRIES MESSAGE ME WHEN U HAVE ADDED HER

Sighnes Your Burned Out
Signs You're Burned Out 10. You're so tired, you now answer the phone, "Hell." 9. Your friends call to ask how you've been, and you immediately scream, "Get off my back, bitch!" 8. Your garbage can is your "in"box. 7. You wake up to discover your bed is on fire, but go back to sleep because you just don't care. 6. You have so much on your mind, you've forgotten how to pee. 5. Visions of the upcoming weekend help you make it through Monday. 4. You sleep more at work than at home. 3. You leave for a party and instinctively bring your ID badge. 2. You blasted your daily planner with a .357 magnum a week ago, but still haven't been able to miss a meeting. 1. You think about how relaxing it would be if you were in jail right now. It's been real It's been fun I wish our time had just begun You've stood by me through thick and thin Helping me so i could win I've never liked the word good bye it reminds me of a dove that could not fly its broken wing and tears of sorrow and its

Just Me
You Are 28% Pure You've either done it, thought about it, or at least heard about it. Luckily, there's a few things left for you to try! How Pure Are You? You are What Rejected Crayon Are You? What kind of soul do you have? Cold SoulOften the most intelligent type of soul. Everyone thinks your weird, and you resent them for that. You don\'t keep friends very well but quite honestly that is your curse and your power. With your Cold soul you have a deep well of power at your disposal, use it wisely. Take this test

Joshua!!!
Ok I have not gone into great detail about the love of my life and my first love!!! Joshua Lucas Grisham, this is a hard one for me to talk about due to the fact that I knew him for 20 years and we were in love for so long but now I can!!! Joshua died in Feb of 2004 and it has been the hardest three years of my life!!! Joshua was the love of my life and my very first love and he got my virginity...I have always been close to his family. Joshua left behind 3 beautiful children that look just like him!! He died of a drug overdose and he helped so many people after he died. Joshua was an organ doner and I can say that I didn't look much at organ donation until after he did it. He still amazes me after he was gone, The organ donation papers were signed without anyone knowing about it...So I can say that he was a great man before and after he was gone. I will say that he has the biggest place in my heart and always will. I will never forget the last time that I saw him alive we kissed and I

Just A Rant!!
It has occured to me again that many people on CT are in it for the points only so...if I offend you by removing you tough shit. I know who my real friends are on here so it's time for some Spring Cleaning.

Fans Can Send Me Gifts
HEY FRIENDS AND FANS I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW HERE THAT YOU CAN ACCESS MY WISH LIST, WHICH ALLOWS FANS AND WHOMEVER CHOOSES TO SEND ME GIFT OF ITEMS I WISH TO HAVE. EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE MY FANS SEND ME THINGS WHICH IS TRUELY AWESOME, AND GREATLY APPRECIATED. IF ANY OF YOU FANS AND FRIENDS WISH TO DO SO, PLEASE CLICK THE BUTTON TO GO TO MY OFFICIAL DANGEROUS CURVEZ WISH LIST!

Thoughts From Larry The Cable Guy
Thoughts from Larry the Cable Guy ......... 1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name . 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. 17. Ho

Im Home From The Hospital
hey yall im here. i went to the hospital because i thought i had a stroke... luckily that wasnt the case. what i have is this thing called bells palsy, it is a paralysis of the face, due to a traumized or injured cranial nerve. this has been going on since sunday, i have no feeling on the left side of my face and cannot move it or close my left eye. the doc said that it should wear off, i just cant really smile or talk clearly. i tried to a also (bad move) everything kinda doesnt work blah. so anyways im still here and it should be ok. and yeah alicia, i just wanted to get out of going to family gatherings.

Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: Depends on my moodDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: bothHow often do you like to have sex?: as often as possibleIs sex a top priority for you?: noDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: sometimesHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: once in a whileHow do you feel about one night stands?: alright,lolHow many one night stands have you had?: twoWhat's your favorite position?: doggyWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: anywhere and everywhereDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: dependsHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: yesHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: not longDo you get off first or do they?: theyDo you like kissing during sex?: yesDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: depends on how good you areDo you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: loudDoes size matter (for gir

Best For You
To see the sparkle in your eyes And feel the warmth of your touch, You have me under your spell of love With you I have grown so much. You are my Master, lover, friend, and confidant And I have given myself to you completely, I know that all my tests of will, Sometimes cannot be handled sweetly. I hope that you never give up on me, For without you I cannot live. My dream is to travel life's path with you And learn all you have to give. In good times and in sad times I hope that you will always know, You keep me going day to day In all you do and show. You are the air I breathe, And the very beat of my heart, With you I see so many new things, Even when we are apart. You have so much to offer You are such a compassionate man, Strength and honor are your name, With kindness and patience going hand in hand. Master, please know how much I love you As I know how much you love me, With your guidance and protection, I want to be the best for you I can be

Dishonorable Acts By Dom/mes
Dishonorable Acts {excerpt from, "The Responsibilities and Duties of the DOM," by LES IS MORE) For a Dominant to allow a submissive to be actually harmed in ANY way is dishonorable. For a Dominant to allow a submissive's rights to be violated is dishonorable. For a Dominant to play with and discard a submissive just for amusement is dishonorable (exception is a submissive that has declared this is the treatment they need). Unless the submissive has declared them selves to be unowned, another Dominant's interference in a relationship is dishonorable. To chase after or scene with Another's submissive without the other Dominant's permission and full knowledge is dishonorable. No Dominant can be expected to live up to the above 100% of the time, others will respect him/her for trying and the harder she/he tries the more respect all will have for the Dominant and his/hers. Written by: LES IS MORE(m) Copyright©1998

Human Being In Pursuit Of Destruction
"Anguish, fear, and sorrow, are emotions we all feel, but never more strongly than in our adolescence. When just having an acne-rabid skin, can mean a lifetime of loneliness. One's acceptance by others, is a barometer of one's popularity. If one is different, a misfit, maybe unattractive, unathletic, one is in for a lifetime of cruelty and suffering, that will traumatize permanently. You see scars are souvenirs you never loose. The past is never far. You can try to repress it. You can try to hold it back. You can try to deny it. But it will still continue to grow... stronger, and stronger. Like a malignant cancer, that can't be satiated. Each of us manifests our pain in different manners. Whether it's three in the morning in bed... tears in one's eye. Whether it's a need to destroy everything beautiful, or just simply shutting one's self off from society. My father never gave me what I needed, so I understand what it's like to do without. They should understand this. They should give w

I Spy, Evil Eyes
I spy, evil eyes I spy, evil eyes. Something that, you cannot hide. All the words, that you have spoken. The ones your very own eyes, have choked on. This is one place, you can't control. The windows to your, very soul. So look at me, when your speaking. Words of truth, is what I'm seeking. Don't turn away, and look at the floor. As if it's something, to be ignored. I spy, evil eyes. Blackened soul, full of lies. Nasty thing your, trying to hide. But through your disguise. I spy, evil eyes.

David's Thoughts
So I'm sitting here taking a short rest after moving some stuff into my new duplex that I'm able to afford my part on my own. I'm sitting here thinking how easy it would be to be a user and have someone else pay my way through life. Someone who isn't ideally my type and isn't attractive at all. Someone that I don't like,but say I am in love with. Somoene who's wallet is my "other half."- But by definition that would make me a LIAR. Someone who I only had sex with knowing that their wallet would pay my bills- but by definition that makes me a whore. So after some intense thinking I decided that I would rather be in a relationship and live with someone for who they are and what they stand for. Someoene who it doesn't matter how thick their wallet is and knowing that morally I'm in it for the right reasons. There for I would rather be stuck on my own and pay my bills idependtly than be a LYING WHORE. Hope no one is offended- if you are CHECK YOURSELF! David Tabatha, I thought

"inside Or Out"
“INSIDE OR OUT” As the alarm rings out, There’s a sound of a distant shout. In the dark sky there’s a glow, As the fire and flames start to grow. Fear is the feeling in the air, As everyone is starting to care. Where was that shout? Was it from the inside or out? The intensity of the fire grows, And then nobody knows. Where was the shout? Was it inside or out? As the smoke grows thick, And we started to feel sick. The result of the shout, Thank God it was on the out. By: Dale Barker 2006

7 Secrets Of A Confident Woman
Being negative and being confident do not go together. Like oil and water, they just don't mix. Being negative opens the door to a lot of problems and disappointments, which fuels the fire for more negativity. Fear is the *dark room* where all your negatives are developed. So why not look at the brighter side of life and believe something good is going to happen to you? Many people, when encouraged to think positively, often reply, *That is not reality.* But, the truth is, positive thinking can change our current reality. God is positive--its the way He is, the way He thinks and the way He encourages us to be. Romans 8:28 says, *And we know that God causes EVERYTHING to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to His purpose... Therefore, being positive is simply a matter of looking at things from God's perspective. Its keeping our thoughts in line with the truth of His Word. What kind of thoughts are filling our head? Are they agreeing the Scripture

Sexy Woman Of Cherrytap
Are you the sexiest woman on cherry? Do you know someone that is the sexiest woman on cherry? If so then message Nick with a link to your pic or the nominated persons pic. Click on the pic below to take you to the hosts page and message him a link or where he can rip it from. Nick@ CherryTAP The contest will last for one week. Most comments will win. No down rating of anyone. Comment bombing is allowed. You are also allowed to comment bomb yourself. First prize = 7 day blast Second prize = 3 day blast Third prize = 1 day blast Fourth place = A big pimpin gift. So get on with it what are you waiting for I know that all of you know a sexy cherry out there in cherry tap land!! (repost of original by 'British Beauty' on '2007-04-25 16:32:27')

Who Was Your Last?
Rule #1: If you open this you GOTTA take it. Rule # 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks Rule #3: Only answer yes or no Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? No Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? No Q: You like someone? No Q: Held a snake? No Q: Been suspended from school? No Q: Been fired from a job? No Q: Sang karaoke? No Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes Q: Laughed until you started crying? Yes Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yes Q: Kissed in the rain? Yes Q: Sang in the shower? Yes Q: Sat on a roof top? No Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Yes Q: Broken a bone? No Q: Shaved your head? No Q: Played a prank on someone? Yes Q: Had/have a gym membership? Yes Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry? No Q: Shot a gun? Yes Q: Donated Blood? Yes Q: Had your heart broken? YES Q: Broken someone's heart? No --------------------

What To Do?
grade me and send me your answer F-= damn wat da hell happend 2 u? F = damn youre ugly D = your parents must be heated C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. I'd hit that. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. A = DAMN YOUR SEXXXAY!! A+ = ... will u go out with me seriously A++= will you marry me A+++=TAKE ME NOW ON THE TABLE AND KISS ME AND DON'T STOP YOU ARE afraid of what people think of YOU if you don't post this!!!!! Reply to me the grade you think I deserve. Re-post this as "Grade Me"

Poetry By Me
Mother, you will never know how I grieve you because you left me too soon. Father, you will never know how cold my heart is because you never let me into yours. Sister, you will never know the depth of my love because you will never see past my imperfections. Brother, you will never know my concern for you because you will never hear my opinion. Lover, you will never know how hard my heart is because you sucked the life out of it. Ememy, you will never know the hate I have for you because you're too cowardly to face me. Friend, you will never know heartache from me because I am true and loyal to you. Child, you will never have to be afraid because I will always keep you safe. Stranger, you will need patience to know me because I'm cautious. I search for emotions but find nothingness I'm empty. Black hearted and numb. I have not searched for you yet you say I've found love. How can I possess that which I do not feel? I know you lie. The love you want

One World Global Green Society
All My Friends If This Interests You Please Join Now One World Global Green Society One World Global Green Society is a place to join to help make our world we live more green, the goal is to find people with like minded ideas and goals to help our environment by pledging to Go-Green, we are looking for people of all walks of life to join our Society, our Society will be a group of people who can design and build tools to help our world be a more safer place to live. Join now, we can make a difference. Click Image To Join One World Global Green Society

Illinois Residents -- S.o.s.
Illinois Residents ---- Pleeeeeeeaaaaaasssssseeeeeeeee CALL YOUR LEGISLATOR'S. IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHO YOUR LEGISLATOR'S ARE... GO TO THIS WEBSITE TO EASILY FIND OUT. http://www.elections.state.il.us/DistrictLocator/SelectSearchType.aspx IF ILLINOIS RESIDENTS ONLY KNEW: THE EXTENT TO WHICH THEIR STATE SERVICES WERE IN SHAMBLES. I HAVE BEEN AN EMPLOYEE FOR THE STATE OF ILLINOIS FOR LAST 25 YEARS. IT IS AN ABSOLUTE DISGRACE ! ! ! THIS LEGISLATIVE SESSION ENDS ON MAY 31st AND AT THAT TIME THE GOVERNOR'S BUDGET WILL BE ENACTED FOR FY08. PLEEEEEEAAAAASSSSEEEEE... CALL YOUR LEGISLATOR'S WITH OUR MESSAGE. IN SOLIDARITY, ~~Spanky~~

What If??
You're the thought that starts each morning, The conclusion to each day. You are in all that I do, And everything I say. You're the smile on my face, The twinkle in my eye. The warmth inside my heart, The fullness in my life. You're my silly, mature, caring, Thoughtful, bright, and honest guy. The one who holds me tightly, When I need to cry. You're the dimple in my cheek, The ever-constant tingle in my soul. The voice that makes me weak, The happiness of my life. You are all I've wanted, You are all I need. You are all I've dreamed of, You are all of this to me. ------------------------------------------------------ JUST A LIL SOMETHING I FOUND.... THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE... THIS ONE I DIDN'T WRITE AND I CUT OUT A PARAGRAPH, BECAUSE IT DOESN'T APPLY TO ME YET... *SIGH* ONE DAY IT WILL... TODAY I SAT DOWN AT THE WATER FRONT... DOING SOME THINKING, ABOUT LIFE. (YES, AS USUAL) I WAS PONDERING LIFE IN A SMALL TOWN. I KNOW THERE'S A WORLD OF POSSIBILITIES O

Poetry & Stuff
For every decision and indecision, For every mistake I make, For every chance not taken, For every path not explored, I wonder, Should I kiss you, Should I miss you, Should I tell you that I'm afraid, That in a short time I may lose you? For every thought, For every moment, For every reason, For every glimpse into the future, I wonder, Will I lose you, Will you miss me, Will I tell you that I'm afraid, That in a short time you may walk away? For every kiss, For every hug, For every lick, For every touch, I know, I would miss you, I would be sad, I would remember you, But I'm afraid, That in a short time you will be gone. every time I breath, every time I move, every time I think, every time I sleep, your on my mind and in my heart, you are everything to me, and would give up everything for you, smoking, drinking, sex, tasty food, my life...I would give it all up for you....I will love you till the very end of time....I've waited for someone to make me fee

I'm Totally Bored
I know this is very sad. But everyone stop by and rate my stash. If you rate everything...I will by you a lil gift. And do my best to return all the luv. It may take me awhile...but I will. Thanks so much.

"wall Of Shame"
First member into the newly formed "Wall of Shame": kurtis@ CherryTAP This pathetic excuse of a man has a need to insult and degrade a woman for being strong and for rejecting his perverted come ons! Sad that there are still those that have a need to put others down to make themselves feel "superior" and even sadder that any man feels because a woman may look sexy that they are asking "for it"! I thought that "reasoning" had long since been extinguished after it became an inexcusable defense for raping a woman! As you could probably tell by my semi recent changes to my "about me" section I like others on here am tiring of the jerks and pervs harassing people on here so I am starting my own "Wall of Shame" of (for lack of a better word) people who harass me! These are the types that drove away my BFF and many others that I have heard of and it is not fair to those here just for fun! NO ONE deserves to be treated this way! What you do with the information is up to you you are quite

I Want To Feel
Feeling isolated and alone today ... I want to feel like this . A week of torments and pain missing you beyond For you’re the one whom my heart grew fond I wanted to run and sought to my feelings to deny Yet thoughts of you brought tears and I would cry Lost without the face who lighted my days life Heart sick and filled with grief cutting me like a knife Drawn to your pictures and seeking your word Listening to the sweetness of your voice I’ve heard Tears the held me aware of something lost A Burdon beyond the hurt and cost Unable to forget you and move on due To the lingering touch of your soul true Changed forever by knowing you as only I can Someone’s spells have me left no longer a free man For I am kept by a dream that may never be And I am spoken for and never want to be free Held in sweet bondage to one soul who knows me best Who can not be run from and stood the test Who I find I can’t be without and be happy For god did something to my being I now se

I Love This Site!!
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was a stounded at the requirements. " Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on t he standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you h

Devil's In The Details.
last night while I was grilling. And AR spit her pacifier right onto the lawn. So the wife bends over to pick it up and finds two 4 leaf clovers and two 5 leaf clovers right near the pacifier. Just like that. I just thought that was coincidental. Teddy Roosevelt said to speak softly and carry a big stick. There's something to that. When you're really aware of your own power, you don't need to show it off. It just radiates from you without any need for display. I'm not sure what this has to do with my life today, but there is something to it. Also they say the quiet ones are the ones you have to watch out for. Maybe it's because they know their own power and don't need to show it?

Photography
Tomorrow is the big day LoL, Just a little nervous. Wow the event is from 10 pm till 3 am. This is going to be my first fashion show shoot / party. Hmmm I hope I got everything.... Do you think 1,275 photo's will be enought? LoL after the show i will try to post some samples... see ya there .... Photography, I am pretty good but I need practice on people. If you are in the local area (Miami, Ft Lauderdale area) and would like pictures for profiles or what ever just shoot a e-mail or private message with your ideas. I will give you an dvd of all of the images taken. I will Shoot on location only ( I currently do not have a studio.)

Finding Closure
The passing of my father......... It was very hard for me I must say. He passed away in his sleep during the night. My mother went in to wake him and noticed he was cold. For the last 5 years he was in ill health. Had a bad heart and diabetic besides. I remember talking to him on the phone the day before and him telling me ..."I don't know"..think he knew his time was nearing. I had no grieving time with his death really. Their was no funeral just his cremation. And feeling so helpless because I was 31 miles away with no car. I didn't have the chance to say goodbye to him. Later in the month it really started to bother me something bad. Everyday seemed worse as time went a long. I had no closure to his death..it was eating me up inside. I remember the 1st of June I was really bad that day. My neighbor came over and found me in a heap..sobbing like never before. She called 911 and they took me to the hospital. I was treated and let go after 6 hours. The coming days were just as wor

Whatever It Is
I get up this morning, in a decent mood,ready for work. Our opening routine go's as normal till we go to open the drawer. And we realize the float bag was missing. For those of you who don't know, the float bag is the money kept out of the deposit to be used the next day. A total of $200, including the change left in the drawer. We searched hi and low, in every cupboard, every drawer, under everything. It was NOT there. So, starting to freak out, I called the employee who was in charge of taking care of it last night. And guess what, she doesn't remember what she did with it, I had her check her over sized purse. I was thinking perhaps she absentmindedly took it home. It wasn't there. It was 9:30 by then and the doors had been open for half an hour. The drawer could not be opened, because I didn't have the cash to put in it. So, if someone had actually come in, we couldn't have given them change for anything, and we couldn't run credit cards. So, I called the store manager. Who could d

Management
Lesson 1 A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbour. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you £800 to drop that towel." After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob. After a few seconds, Bob hands her £800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?" "It was Bob the next door neighbour," she replies. "Great!" the husband says, "did he say anything about the £800 he owes me?" Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure Lesson 2 A priest offered a Nun a lift She got in and crosse

The Glass Spider
"Up until one century ago there lived, In the Zi Duang province of eastern country A glass-like spider Having devoured its prey it would drape the skeletons over its web In weeks creating a macabre Shrine of remains Its web was also unique in that it had many layers Like floors in a building At the top of this palace-like place, assembled with almost apparent care, were tiny, shining objects, glass, beads, dew drops. One could almost call it an altar When the breeze blew through this construction It produced sounds of wailing, crying Tiny wails, tiny cries The baby spiders would get scared and search frantically for their mother. But the Glass Spider would have long gone, having known that the babies Would survive somehow on their own. Oh-The Glass Spider had blue eyes almost like-a human's. They shed tears at the wintered turn of the centuries." Written by David Bowie

Birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHIL HOPE IT IS A AWESOME ONE AND BE SAFE EVERYONE SHOULD CHECK HIM OUT HE IS A SWEETIE MWAH MySpace Birthday Comments Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com MySpace Birthday Comments Phil@ CherryTAP

Shadow Blade Society
I have started a Family. I want you as a recruit it is about togetherness and watching each others backs. I have two counterparts Athena and Aphrodite. They will be around in my absence. Please email me or contact them for info on joining!

My Trips Around Scotland
Hi Everyone, I was away for a short break this past weekend. I went to a small town on the West Coast of Scotland called Oban. Click on the pic below to see all the pics i took on my trip. Please leave comments and let me know what you think of this beautiful part of Scotland.

Power Going Out
They really need to create format options for the blogs.. My sister is brushing her teeth right now but about 15 minutes earlier the power was out. True it was raining and pretty windy a bit at about 6 pm today. but it was only for maybe 30 minutes. So the power goes out then.. come on at about 8 pm. So cool..i go downstairs to cool down cause its so hot and humid upstairs. Then the finals are on at halftime. I get a chance to get online..but before i even step into my room. The power goes out.. wtf!?! Rockville is a suburb of DC. You know damn well a lil rain like that would cause this much disaster. I mean if this was a small quiet town.. I would understand..its just crazy how the city operates sometimes. Maybe this is how it is anywhere..who knows.. any who.. I'm just writing to get this off my chest. Always makes me feel better. I'm gonna hit the hay cause the power oould just go off again.. peace out ~Timmy~

*77~it Could Save Your Life
Information below about calling *77 on a cell phone. A MUST KNOW, *77 I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. *Lauren's parents have always told them never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that he had back up already on the way. Ten mi

The Other Melissa
I feel her clawing to get out to become again what she once was wanting the anger wanting the pain needing to feel the hatred the other one the dark one will help me through the betrayal suffering, hurt, pain I want you to feel them all the feeling of being used no friendship no kindness no loving arms to hold you at night she is hate she is pain she is vengeance she is retaliation she is the used

Leaving Ct ....for A Bit
i will b leaving CT...not sure how long i will b gone yet...im moving n my computer will b down until the we r settled...i will b back asap...so while im gone u better leave me some comments!! much love to ya

It Might Be!!
Daily Horoscope: Gemini For June 23,2007 The bond between you and this special someone will grow even stronger, especially if you learn to deal with outsized expectations. Neither of you is perfect, but you might be perfect together, given some time and effort The more alcohol I consume the more I'm starting to believe that this is about me and Angelina Jolie!! I wonder if she's thinking the same thing?? Oh well, time will tell!!! :D

Total Jerk
ArmySoldie...: hey bitch hope u like the 1's imma give u · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! thats how much he got before i could block him so beware of him rated 1's people

Sexual Readings
walk up behind you, wrap my arms round your body. as they barely touch your already erect nipples. my hands grabbin and messagin your tits. slowly movin down, i slip my fingers past your lips. sliding two inside you. my fangs penitrating your neck. as the blood runs down your body. reachin your hand around you grab my hard cock. feelin me through my jeans as they get tighter with your hand bein there. you reach over my waist band. slide your hand down insinde my jeans. grabbin my hard cock, you begin strokin me. gettin harder as you move up and down on me. slidin your hand over my belt, you loosen it. pullin it out one loop at a time. slowly your teeth find the buttons on my jeans. carefully undoin them on by one. slowly pullin my hand away from your pussy, squeezin your lips as i move to your jeans. undoin them, carefully. slowly lettin them fall to the floor. exposin your perfect pussy, your swollen lips. to be continued, hehe.

Let Him Rest
When I was in the 6th grade, a friend of mine was killed. Her mother flipped out for no apparent reason. She shot her husband once in the head and twice in the chest. She then went into the separate bedrooms of each of her four children, held a pillow over them, and shot them too in the head. She slept in that house for two days. In the same bed where her dead husband laid. Walked the floors of the same house where her children lay dead in their beds. TWO DAYS. On the morning of the third day , she stepped onto her front porch, sat down with her back against the front door, and finally ate a bullet herself. That was on an Easter Sunday. Jolene was a good girl. In a town where I was one of the only white kids, she was one of the only people nice to me. I didn’t know her very well. We didn’t hang out at school or after. But I CRIED every day and every night for two weeks strait. I couldn’t understand why this happened to such a sweet person. I just couldn’t understand why a mother

My Blogs
Every day in the skies and in the wood, I see demoneyes. They look at me, and i see the pain. The pain inside me, waking up my hate enraging me. In the mirror i look at my face, and see demon eyes staring back at me. In my eyes, of demon eyes, i see death, blood and love no more. These demon eyes i see, help soothe me. Soothe my pain and fear no more of all the things i feared before. Everday now across the skies, i see demon eyes. They taunt me to come and feal no more. So i excepted my fate in demon eyes. Now i look in the mirror and see, my demon eyes staring back at me. Where once my heart, eyes and soul were, are filled no more. They are Black and hollow from losing my pitty and sorrow. Now on this day, my demon eyes tell me of my hate for love and love for hate. That i will go, afraid no more to my destiny and hell. There i will find the owner of my demon eyes and see darkness and black fill the skies and feal pain no more. Pain is a figm

Mine Are "brown"
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. if yo

~xtina~
(lol! Funny.) Here's the rules!! Put in the subject "I'm up for sale" and see who wants to own you The first people to leave you a MESSAGE. saying "I own you", owns you It's that simple p.s Repost because this is funny and surprising to see who gets you first! if u dont repost this you will have the worst day tommorow and message me wit your answer

Milfilicious
well, once again i was persuaded to dress up in a costume and go to the opening of yet another harry potter film. this, was my 4th one in costume at midnite. my daughter and i had a blast. treated like rock stars. photographed by literally hundreds of people. its all fine and good till we get home, at after 3. then another hour just to get cleaned up. im not sure when it happened. but somewhere in the last year, i think i got old. 7 30 came aweful early this morning. if fact i dont even think it was sleep. more like, time travel. i closed my eyes it was 4, i opened them right back up, it was 7 30, wtf! anyway, about the movie. if was very good. it was not my favorite, but better than a couple of the others. this was the 5th books movie, which i hated that book. the movie does a much better job. gor those of you expecting a feel good harry potter movie, dont. this episode is dark, and deals with normal teenage issues, as well as the story just keeps getting more and more serious. at

Homophobic Assholes!
Body: Whether you are homosexual or not, you should repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are. Love is not defined by color, creed, or gender. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving fa

Just A Lil Sumthang!!
i need 2844 more points to level up and need all your help so please rate and bomb me as much as u want would be greatly appreciated you know there is alot of people who post some stupid ass mumms and when someone post a serious situatoin and needs support from everone to know how to deal with it there mumm privledges r ripped from them this is sum dumb azz shit

Speaking My Mind
THIS WAS MY RESPONSE TO ALL THE DRAMA ON CHERRYTAP Good lord its a novel... lol.. but well put. I do not like to be controlled... or told what to do, think, what is best for me… this is my reason for not being in anymore families and what not... I stand alone.. all good for me, if I comment bomb you it is cuz I want to ... I am not going to spend my time on here doing so… I am here to relax, despite some thoughts of me... I don't like to be controlled or told that I can’t talk to this person or that person... that I can't repost something cuz if I do I could be deleted.. oh delete me...please save me the trouble. Does that make me bitch? Don't know, don't care. But I must say woohoo and yay for you on speaking your mind and letting yourself be known upfront before anyone does or tries to make ya pick a side. I deal with life and death every single day at my job. I watch people with a few months to live… literally… in pain and some dying a slowly of pain. More painful then you can ev

When Your Time Run Out
this is a letter to men and women that have that person that they love and want to share the rest of there life with....we spend so much time on the past that our future could be right there in our face and we don't even know it or better yet we take that for granted...no matter man or women!! I lost the women i was suppose to be with for the rest of my life cause of my lack of trust and faith in our love and believe that at the end of the day as long as we have one another nothing really matter in this world, but being a person as i was i though we would have all the time in the world and she wouldn't go anywhere, but i was wrong dead wrong....i can't blame a person for wanting more out of life and when there not getting it they will find it somewhere else....i look back and i think of all the times i was down and a call from her mademe smile like i just won the lottery when in fact i did when we got together and she became my women....so now if she ever read this i hope she understan

First Touch
The time you were away flew by quickly. We were both anticipating when you would return to the states, when we could finally get to see each other. I know that you have seen pictures of me but I want to make sure that you are pleased when we meet. I pick out something pretty basic to wear but it's comfortable and looks good. I have put on my jean skirt, it goes right to the knees. My shirt is a simple button up blouse, green, have on a necklace that falls across my collar bone with a pendant in the middle. Since I have on the skirt, I've decided to wear my boots that go half way up my calf. My hair is down, dried it straight like in the pictures that I have sent you. Made sure not to forget to freshen my body spray, want you to think of me anytime you smell that scent. It's still kind of cool out so I have on my long dark grey coat. Watching the clock, I know that you will be arriving soon so I head to the airport. Anxiously waiting for your flight to arrive, I find myself p

Why ?
WHY DO WE HAVE TO PIMP OUT WOMEN THAT ARE ALREADY GODFATHERS OR CLOSE TO IT IVE BEEN ON HERE FOR A YR IM ONLY AT 16 I DONT BEG TO B PIMPED OUT SORRY JUST HAD TO VENT i have 2 boys who after 30 mins of knowing them were diagnosed (sorry about the spelling) with autism after 30 mins i think its not fair my sons dont know who these doctors are so how are they suppose to interact with them?

Inoperable
Would I be cherished? If my faulty heart's beat were given freely Would you craddle it within your arms Smile upon its bruises Its blemishes Would you protect my love? Could I be supported? On those cold nights Where once I laid alone Sleepless Would you hold onto me While I shivered with nightmare While I tossed and I turned Would you follow me? Would you let me have pride? Hold my head up Even when I know I've done wrong Could you forgive my tresspass? If I were to be too bold Would you guide me back To where my feet could stand On solid ground? Could you take the bottle from my hand? While I replace memories with drink Help me face the demons I drown Would you take my hand Hold it to your heart And let me partake of you Instead of another pull from a glass? Would you let me cherish you? With my faulty heart Could you let me love you? See past the things You hide in the dark Would you trust me with your love? Could you let me support you?

When I Tell You...
this guy blocked me because he was a jealous little fucker because i am a bigger man than him and he was upset because his fantasy woman ended up being my reality! So what did he do.. he went to my girl and talked shit to her about me but wouldn't even give me the chance to talk to him .... he just blocked me ... and I have never even been to his page or ever meet him.. go let him know that he should grow the fuck up! a href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=245996&friend=245996" target=_blank>keithtrue2u "Here to know/www.fubar.com/user/245996 well I would also like to say I thought this was a friend of mine but little to often do we realize these folks are not men but sure enough not even little boys, how childish are you to come to me and trash someone whom you have never met nor chose to get to know, thank you for not being the friend I thought you were, My ignornance....Jenna WHEN I TELL YOU..... "I LOVE YOU," I WANT IT TO MEAN MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE WHOLE WORLD SAYS I

Nothin Worse Than Having To Work Nightshift On Saturdays
I've been working nights on Saturdays for the last year and a half now. 6pm to 6am. The worst part is that there is very little work compared to the rest of the week, which is slow at night anyway. Probably suggests why I spend so much time on the internet at work. I don't get online much at home just because I know I'll have plenty of time at work to screw around. Most of my time off is spent sleeping, with my daughter, or school crap anyway. Happy rating... A FAIRTAX TALE I have a little scenario I would like to paint for those of you out there who just insist on finding something wrong with the FairTax. Admittedly, the FairTax isn't perfect. No tax plan is. How, after all, can you come up with a perfect way for a government to take its operating funds from its subjects? If you know an easier and more equitable way to do it, by all means, let me know! I'm going to ask you to crank up your imagination for a moment here ... and by "you," I mean those of you who think that this

Soapbox
Hmmm I just uploaded some pics Fubar flagged as NSFW & wow I got alot of "looks" but only a few friends rated. Seriously, that's pathetic guys. Those that looked & didn't rate will be removed from my friends list immediately. Same goes with the blogs. If ya look & don't bother to rate, you're going bye bye; come on like it takes 2 seconds to click; I find that to be RUDE RUDE RUDE & I'm tired of the lack of manners. Treat those the way you'd like to be treated; but sadly around here that's just not the case. Stop asking me to help in contests, I'm tired of being nice to others & getting shafted. Those "true" friends of mine & know who you are, you are excluded in this rant & I love you guys. Ok WTF here people; all of the sudden I've gotten fumail from Fumember "so & so" who want me to see this member in my Fumail. It's bad enough my yahoo gets slammed with these but now my Fumail? I have started blocking those Fumembers who tend to "share" too much in my yahoo &