1409800's blog: "My Vents/Rants"

Okay here's how I'm feeling. I'm 32 and I think I'm approaching the Menopause. I feel like shit on a daily basis and it sucks. 

I'm not gonna blast anyone via this but if You feel the pain I feel then pretty much You know who You are.

I live in England BUT I'd rather just upsticks and move but I CAN'T.

I have had several Fubar relationships that ended and I feel like all of em were My fault. 

I get pretty full on and attached too easy.

My heart just wants to love and all I wanna be is loved,

FOR ME. NOT FOR WHAT I HAVE BETWEEN MY LEGS OR UNDER MY SHIRT.

This world is so fucked up and FULL of shallow selfish people and I regret bringing a child into this place We call Earth.

I'm being honest and open. I'm sick of feeling like this and I DON'T want to be alone on Fu.

Being Alone is the worst feeling ever.

So I need time to heal and make myself who and what I was before the Impy brain bomb went off !!!!!