Ragdoll's blog: "good stuff"

I do have a guy best friend..I met him at the same time i met my Fue2,

Hes a bit of a whore dawg, i rib him constantly on it but its all in good fun. I wish he wasnt that way, just because in contrast im not a shallow loving kind of girl. I dont understand the whole whore concept...

Im trying....because in it I see where life has this guy and why hes making some choices the way he is....and its his journey, not mine he has to walk this out...and he will.

He is truly a wonderul guy. We are the kinda friends that couldve grown up in the same county together and gig frogs and skip rocks all before knowing what a First Kiss was all about.

We rib each other about everything..Our FU-Lives and how pathetic those situations are...Our Real lives and the people we have in them and the drama that comes when trying to mesh the two. we make each other accountable to being better...

Its a love for each other..but not like that. we wont go there either of us. he is where he is and i am where I am.

we just thank god we are in each others lives for what it is...no one has any illusions or delusions here, no magic 8 ball or crystal ball.

Hes my lifeline when i cry, when i hurt, when im alone all hours day and nite.

I should be having this with someone else...But

Life is what it is

Please dont F*ck with my Friends

They are all I have that is dear to me.

and they are the superglue thats holding me all together until i am where i should be

with my RL BEST Friend

Keep Living Keep Laughing Keep Loving~

~Ragdoll~