just a poem
I sit here now wondering why i must always be such an idiot or be so stupid in the many things i try to do and accomplish in this here life of mine. All i seem able to do, is make a mess of each task i try these hands of mine at.
People are always telling me how wonderful it is when you fall in love with someone. Well, for me, all it has done is create more problems than joy and happiness. Seems like old rednecks like myself, are not destined to find that feeling.
Should i try to just not look for it anymore and allow it to just come and find me? I honestly do now know any longer just what i should do. This one emotion always has only brought me more pain that happiness and it truly does hurt.
So i guess i will do my very best to not go out looking for it any more, but allow myself to be found by that one magnificent emotion we all want and dream of in this life we live. Just hope that one day, i too shall know just what love is!!
p.j.page 1/23/08 4:45pm
