Over 16,529,664 people are on fubar.
What are you waiting for?
Before this Tuesday is up, I shall have both unfanned or unfriended 100 ppl. If we as friends/fans can not polish bling or even leave a comment, why have them in our list. Its going to be a very long night!!!!!
" A Very Dear Friend"
There's a young lady
who is quite amazing
I know. She has more
courage and strength
than I ever shall.
We talk every day and
it's one of the high points
of my day. Bringing one
another a smile that
lasts for hours.
There is nothing we don't
discuss or chat about.
Feeling safe when I
talk to her is a most
wonderful feeling.
I have many feeling
for this young lady and
care a lot for her. This
woman is My Dear
Friend Rene!!
PJ Page .. 3/6/2014 .. 2:41pm
There are times I honestly wonder if this world would not be better off without me in it. Here lately, all I seem to do is bother people or seem to be a burden to everyone. It's as if nothing I do or say is ever right, and the only thing I do is just upset everyone. I have asked myself a million and one times, just why is it I am even here upon this world in a society who could truly care less one way or the other if I am here or not. Feeling like the best thing for those around me, is to just forget I ever existed and just go on with their busy and productive lives. Allowing me to slowly slip into the darkness which seems to only be calling my name more and more, as each day comes and passes by. Just trying to go from one day to the next anymore, is a task and challnge in itself for me. Wishing that soon I my finally find and obtain that peace of mind I have searched so long for.............
It truly hurts when you care so much for someone, yet know there is never a chance of you ever having the chance to be with them in person. Lying each thinking about them, only wishing you could hold them close. Wanting to give them the world, yet knowing the heart truly belongs to another. Wishing you could just once be able to feel them close to you, as you sat just holding them. They say we all have one in life we are meant to be with and I believe that to an extent. Just at times we'd give anything to have, is never at all within our grasps for it's just not meant to be I suppose.....
PJ Page ... 2/4/2014 ... 9:31pm
Emotions
There are times when these feelings inside me,
Seem to overflow like a river over running it's banks.
Doing my very best to keep things inside myself,
When all I want to do is scream and shout how I feel.
Hearing certain songs take my mind to you again,
Wishing so many times I had you in my arms.
This love I have is so deep, pure and true,
All I want to do is look in your eye and say I Love You.
I know it's not meant to be right now any at all,
But if I must wait, a lifetime I shall then for you.
For screaming to be released for it's locked cell inside,
Are all of these feeling called heart felt and deep Emotions!!
PJ Page
1/31/2014
9:42pm
"My Hidden Feeling"
There are so many emotions flowing through me,
That I want to scream them to the world from a mountain.
Knowing that at the moment, all it would do is cause problems,
I keep them bottled up and hidden inside my heart and mind.
Feeling like I am on the top of the world walking in th clouds,
There is nothing that can bring me down from this high I'm on.
Having a constant smile upon my face because of this lady,
But knowing this very minute, I can't say a word about it any.
I'd give anything to simply have her in my arms all evening long,
Holding her close and feeling her heart beat against this chest of mine.
Being so damn in love with her that it's quite scary and exciting but,
I know for now they must remain My Hidden Feelings!!
PJ Page
1/31/2014
3:45pm
" My True Love "
With the light breeze slowly inching by, I sit and ask what it is that made you want to leave us all behind. Not understanding what was so bad, you could not come to any of us for support.
Thinking of all the old days when we used to hang out at the Waffle House, drinking our coffee and getting ready for each evening. Knowing there was no limit to the fun we were all having.
Remembering the look upon your face each time your song was played on the jukebox, and how all you wanted to do was dance. Seeing that gorgeous bright smile of yours, just light up the room.
We said our love would last forever, yet I lost you to the horrible act of suicide. I never did then, nor now, understand why you felt you just had to go and leave us all behind mourning and sad.
This heart within my chest, still beats for you, longing to again see you in the great Heavens above. Knowing that then at that moment, I will have truly been reunited with My True Love!!
PJ Page 1/14/2014 ... 12:41am
