"NO ESCAPE"
There is nothing i have not done or tried to rid myself of this depression that seems to have a life all it's own.Doing everything imaginable to cease this pain that comes along with it.
Even trying to hide from this society in which i am shuned, does not even seem to work.Having everyday to be subjected to the rejections of those in whom i care for so damn deeply.
Having many thoughts running through my mind i know should not be there.Knowing that at any moment i may succumb to them and never once even worry about just what all the consequences are.
Just now allowing myself to live this life i am existing in finally, and not being able to stop these modes of depression from returning.It is like the old Alcatraz Prison, there is no escape!!!
P.J.Page 10/16/07 11:08pm
